just when i tot tt nth's gng right.
just when i tot tt everything's gng against me.
just when i tot tt my future doesnt look bright.
im presented with an awesome choice.
an 8 days holiday in japan!!!
aft tinks really thoroughly (1. to go on the trip 2. to save more n go tw n hk in june)
i decided tt i shall not wait anymore (i've waited for a holiday trip for almost 3 yrs) n go with it.
it'a an 8 days hokkaido n tokyo disneyland n a few other japan areas trip.
im so so looking forward to it.

so here goes my march holidays.
redang island trip with class leaving on either 8th or 10th.
immediately aft tt, japan trip leaving on either 14th or 15th.
i'll be celebrating my bdae in japan too!!! =DDDDD

not sure whether all photos had been received frm edwin yet.
but here r some photos tt have been in my phone frm long long ago.


at chalet


at escape.


at underwater world.


the sotong


the octopus



all i can tink abt is how great the crab will taste lyk.


n there's there chuka kuraage.


n then sharkfin!!


my cousin whom im gng to japan with. oh n 3 other aunties.



me n georgina with the christmas floats.






all geared up @ lz's bdae celebration.



super duper cute.




at mediacorp.





purely for entertainment.


at the sentosa flower bloom festival.


uber cute.

tcher's house visiting another day. tatas.

yo yo yo

i shall blog abt my fave sweet!


M&M's Crispy XL Pouch!!
so far only can be found in cocoa tree!
selling for $15.35

i noe i noe very expensive.
i noe there's a smaller packet tt's selling for quite cheap.
but trust me, try it n u will noe the diff.
the biscuit's so much crispier.
my parents also scolded me for spending so much money on this chocolate.
but i dared them to try.
n my father asked me "how come lyk tt huh?"
"wads the difference huh?"
lolol. trust me.
my ah gong also asked me to help him buy cuz he tinks it's really nice.
wahahahah.

actually i didnt really feel lyk sharing this with u guys.
i scared it will be out of stock again.
it had went out of stock for nearly 3 months cuz of the melamine incident.
nw it's out, i decided to eat my 3 months full!!

all's well ends well.
toked to my father abt our frequent quarrelling n we made a pact not to quarrel anymore.

okok. i noe..
i will upload photos!!
but i'll just put one tt i koped frm edwin's blog.


with the forever very humorous tcher who is always very patient to teach me.
even when he's not patient, he'll just call me names lyk da xia jie n princess n stuffs lyk tt.
oh.. n asking me to go for 1000 when everyone stopped at installing arnd 200+ files.
MR GOH AIK HUI!!!

oh.. n korean's meteor garden's dao ming si is really really handsome.
gosh. i get butterflies in my stomach EVERYTIME i look at him.
im not joking.
i shall rank his looks second aft edison
n he's just 2 yrs older than me.
im gng to korea!
n the island they featured in the drama is awesome!!!
NEW CELADONIA!! go do some research on it
kelong style houses standing on stilts over the ocean!!!
how superb!!
tt shall be in my wishlist too!

today's presentation was kind of funny.
our turn n we got up to the front n i suddenly felt kind of short.
then i realised i didnt change into heels.
i ran back to my seat to change my shoes. lol.

then had farewell assembly.
kind of flared up then.
cuz everyone was dying to go home.
n i felt tt this is lyk our last yr in the sch.
but we nv really joined any sch event at all.
y cant we just place our butts down on the seats for 2 hrs n just enjoy since this event is abt bidding gdbye to us.
yq stayed with me tho.
watched the yr3 students speeches, some lecturers' performance, n prize presentation.
oh. in case u all dun rmb, this was the event tt edwin lim had threatened me n edwin to perform in.
n i told him i will quite sch. hahah.
n we sang the singapore poly's sch song for the first time, only time n last time. lol.

i've decided to go for SIM's management degree.
having second tots abt tourism degree as i dun really stand much chance n even if i get one, in the end when i get into the industry, i'll still be working in one of the management, marketing or stuffs lyk tt department.
n with a management degree, i will not be stucked in the tourism industry only.

our class gng redang island on the 10th-13th march.
gonna enjoy it!!

tml's tourism we're having wine tasting, sponsored by our tourism tcher!
yay yay!!

things r finally looking brighter! =D

lemme update b4 i start to rant.

went to deon's hse today.
ate lots of fishballs. finally.
watched danial n weihao played a very stupid n funny ps3 game.
kept laughing all the way.
played blackjack with the guys.
very gd luck today. won $18
second last game i bet all my winnings which was $4 at tt time.
5 guys below 21 won $8.
last round bet $5. blackjack won $10.
yeah yeah yeah.

watched the guys play mahjong n also channel 8 show.
then went home aft tt.

oh. korean's hana yori dango quite nice.
the guy who acted as dao ming si very very handsome.
i shall list him in second place for his looks, aft edison.

ok. nw on to my ranting.
came home n had a quarrel with my father.
it all started with me constantly eating corn which i was sensitive to it.
nw my skin has red sores popping up.
my father asked me to go n see the chinese doctor today.
i called them n told them tt i alrdy had an outing at deon's hse.
n he started saying things like "i dun care, dun make me angry" etc.
if he had nicely persuaded me, i wld have go.
but wad he said was really inconsiderate n tt made me very angry.
i alrdy told him im gng out on fri n he suddenly pop out with this n say tt i have to go no matter wad.
"i dun care" wad do u min by u dun care?
ur "dun care" is ruining all my plans.
shld i just sit at home n wait for u to order me to do things.
be reasonable. if u wan me to do things, at least dun make it on the days when i had to spend the whole day out.
on the way to sch, i just feel very frustrated.
i feel very miserable, but i dun lyk this feeling.
i kept asking myself y i feel this way.
in the end i saw my sis in sch n i told her n she said she will tok to my mother n say we'll go on sunday.
my mother said ok.
on the train to deon's hse, my father called n scolded me, calling me a disappointment.
i decided to ignore this comment.
when i got home, we had a big tiff.
i told him tt the reason i was angry was cuz he said he dun care.
n he started changing the lines into saying tt i dun care abt him n my own health.
n started saying the usual things tt he always calls me when he's angry with me.
things lyk "ur a disppointment", "i dunno why i had you" etc.
i noe tt u r angry with me, but have u ever tot of the way u r expressing it?
have u ever care if my heart can take all these harsh comments?
have u ever care hw im starting to change hw i tink of myself bcuz of all ur stupid comments?
y r u bringing me down?

on a lighter note, deon's mum commented tt im the prettiest gal in my grp.
tt cheered me up a little.

hello pple..
today made a guest appearance in yq's grp video.
i was supposed to carry a plate of food n find no seat.
then edwin will offer me seat n then we will look at each other lovingly.
y am i always dragged into these kind of stupid things. lol.

aft sch stayed back n watched the guys do their napha test.
disappointment man!!!
our best runner - deon scored only 10.18mins.
normally he cld have easily run 16 rounds arnd the stadium w/o stopping.
today we expected him to beat 9 mins.
he said he felt pressured cuz he was in the lead.
derrick very cunning.
he kept telling deon he will follow his pace so ask him to run faster.
at the last lap near the finishing point, we were shouting n rooting for them.
derrick heard n started to sprint.
he even turned arnd n looked at deon n smile.
sper cunning lah. lolol.

tml's deon's hse visiting.
rumours has it tt his bro is handsome.
tt's y we r gng.

ok. watching korean version meteor garden.
ly kept asking me to watch.
she even used the sibei shuai words to convince me
seldom does she use si bei.. lol.
must be smth..

hello pple..

my yr always starts on a very bad note
kept getting scolded on the first few mins of every new beginning.

really wanted to show u guys my hairstyle.
i noe amanda is dying to noe.
but im really lazy to upload those photos.
anyway, went to sentosa's flower bloom today.
pls believe those who went when they say "actually there's nth much"
i shall nv go again..

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aloha pple..

getting used to my new hairstyle alrdy.
nw when i see holes on my forehead i feel so uneasy.
lemme say smth first.
MR ADRIAN AW, STOP LAUGHING AT MY HAIR!!!

oh. anyway, had a fun time shopping.
bought a pair of kappa shoes.
xt bought an adidas jacket n a leather jacket frm my shop.
edwin bought a pair of shoes also.

nobody seems interested to go d&d.
im so sad. i really wan to go.
it's a graduation party.
u r really graduating le.
i need the atmosphere.
but 68 bucks is kinda ex so...
im still hoping they will go.

oh. today smth big happened.
i was asked for my number by a guy.
but but the guy is a middle-age working class man.
gosh. he asked me where's the nearest taxi stand n i told him.
then he asked me to give him my number saying he wan to thank me.
of cuz i rejected.
haiz.. my first time getting approached for no. is by sumone i dun lyk.

你撑着雨伞 接我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂後来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失
泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 留在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
再难过其实 只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心 为难你解释
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止
我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始 即使分开我们 都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起那时 那天和你傻笑着认识
是最幸福的事

aloha!!

open hse has been a fun experience these days.
second day was spent in a super high mood.
haha.. shall not reveal the reason y.

third day was fun too.
gave edwin lim a big surprise by appearing in front of him.
but he didnt seem shocked at all.
n he he he.. kept trying to spoil my image in front of those sec sch students.
firstly, cuz i was looking at him n he just asked me "eh, am i gd anot?"
i ignored him n turned arnd.
el: eh i gd anot?
me: (turned arnd n smiled very brightly n kept nodding my head)
el: am i friendly?
me: (smiled n nod again)
el: i fierce anot?
me: (smiled brightly n shake my head)
el: (to the students) she very cute. dun see she so nice here. she always lyk to argue with me in class.
me: grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... thanks.

secondly, we were gng off n we went to say gdbye to him.
i was doing the licking ice cream action n asking him where is it.
n he kept toking to the students while pointing at me.
then he kept blabbering on n i kept asking wad he toking abt.
in the end he was telling the students i was the winner in the food implosion.
need to announce to the whole world tt i eat alot??

then me n yq n tfw took a cny pic together.
me n yq had wanted to do tt for very long.
just nice tfw arnd so we dragged him along
need sumone to hold the red scroll with blessing words.
hahaha. then we photoshopped it n printed it out.
im gng to hang it on my wall as cny decoration.

aft tt went for cut hair!!
yeah yeah i really cut my bangs.
xt kept telling me not to cut.
she say i will regret it.
my father also asked me not to cut.
but i went ahead with it.
actually i didnt wan to alrdy.
i just wan a trim.
then aft trimming my ends, kenji asked me wan anot?
so i ws lyk "heck, just go ahead."
so i ended up with a bang.
i kept asking him to cut shorter cuz i cant stand the hair touching my lashes.
hahhaha. i tink ok leh.
i didnt regret at all.
n he say this bang can only last a short time cuz it will outgrow my eyes n i will need to push it to the side.
hahah.. so i'll just try to enjoy this short period of having a bang.
georgina had the same bang as me too!!!
i wun put up pics of myself for the next 2 wks or so.
i wan pple to have a surprise when they see me.
i really tink they will be shock. haha.

actually ireally wan to recommend kenji frm klearcut at far east lvl 5.
nope, he didnt give me any commission.
me n georgina always lyk him to cut our hair.
i dunno wads georgina's point of view of him, but for me.
i tink he really noe wad i really wan.
he always manage to leave me with nth to complain.
i've nv felt unsatisfied with his service b4.
n i feel he's really a perfectionist.
he will keep on blowing until he got the right curls he wan. hahahha.
n i lyk the way he cut fringe.
first 3days will look toot.
aft tt the shape will start coming out n it will end up very nicely.
everybody go to him for haircut pls. hahah.

oh oh.. i learnt a new pronounciation today.
jeanne lanvin is pronounced as john levan. va as in vase.

i wld lyk to have this as my bdae present pretty pls....
hahaha. joking. i've decided to give it to myself as a bdae present.
smelt it frm one of my customers.
cldnt stand it anymore n asked her wad perfume she using.
n she told me jeanne lanvin.
searched high n low for it but cldnt find it at all cuz it's a new fragrance.
finally found it in sasa.
i'm falling in luv with it!!!
sweet n subtle.. it's a very low-profile kind of sweetness which i lyk!!

ytd didnt go for mab.
rehearsed tourism presentation aft sch.
have to dance to the song i lyk to move it.
lol. had lots of fun.
went to find edwin lim n asked if there;s any more slots for open hse.
he said yes n proceeded to look for tshirts for us.
then he suddenly was lyk "eh, there;s someone extra here. eh. y nv come for class today?"
n i ignored him.
then he went on to say things lyk "still trying to ignore me, still acting cute."
i still ignore him. lol.

today presentation was self-high.
lolol.
during law was comparing our length of our face.
so we used kishan;s ruler to measure.
n also use paper to measure.
n adrian was lyk "r u guys doing plastic surgery or is this the cost-saving method of oil-blotting paper?"
lololol.
open hse was ok. not much pple.
had fun with the teachers there-edwin lim, tai fatt weng, goh aik hui too!!
did stupid things lyk imitating how xt walks in heels which was unfortunately seen by .......... lol
it's ok, im always caught doing silly actions lyk this.

nw for the long due photos.
i notice my cheeks looked abit chubby in the photos here.
or is it cuz of the blusher??



















eyes closed..


wad expression is this?


too gay..


cheeks too red..


finally an acceptable one..






edwin got splint in his hand n xt's trying to pick it out for him..
so gay..

aloha pple!!!
my blog's dead.. very dead!

happy 2009 everybody.
may i get prettier everyday. sorry i'm selfish.
spent the last night of 2009 with the gang at vivocity.
meet at sushi tei at 8.30 supposedly but everyone was late.
so me derrick n deon started eating first.
the rest came n our bill totaled up to 170+.
luckily we had our 120 bucks voucher.
then went up the the sky garden n found a place to sit down.
played indian poker. quite fun. hahahah. started saboing pple.
this is when friendship comes last. haha.
then everyone started standing up n a cruise horned.
then it started to move.
n the next thing we noe everyone was shouting happy 2009.
there goes our count down.
cldnt see much of the fireworks too.
haiz. we really shldnt be so kiam siap to save the money to get into the area where the party really was.
wanted to go saint james but it's freaking packed.
edwin suggested his aunt's pub but he dunno where.
just kept saying it's near vivo.
aft walking for some distance n endless questioning frm me (i noe pasir panjang n telok blangah the best in the grp), i found out tt the actual location is super duper far.
so xt's bf was very nice to send us there in his pickup.
when i was abt to get up the car, this angmoh came n ask me where am i gng.
i was kinda shocked so i asked him wad he say.
then xt came n replied him coldly "no, sorry"
he looked hurt. lolol.
there goes my potential angmoh bf. lol.
reached the pub n b4 we even had time to decide wad drinks we wan, derrick asked for a tower.
it's lyk a whole tub of dispenser of beer.
wtf. sucks!!! super bitter.
used tt as a forfeit for daidee.
it's really a torture. we kept pouring our share into deon's cup. lol.
the guys were drunk, the gals were dizzy.
went home at abt 3.30am.
wad a night. our grp doesnt have much experience in nightlife, tt's y we dunno wad to do on a night out. haiz.. sad..

my first day of 2009 started off badly.
woke up by the scoldings of my sis shouting at me for wearing her new cardigan.
i swear i didnt noe it was new. i tot she had alrdy worn it.
she even cried. gosh.
pls be reasonable.
at night received a very bad scolding frm my father cuz i told him tt the repair fees for the laptop is 700 bucks.
he started scolding me for misuse of the laptop n also alot of other things including gng to pub cuz the news was reporting abt the bangkok nightclub on fire.
my sis just conveniently hid in the rm while i decided to stay put n hear his lecture cuz i didnt tink i did anything wrong.
aft awhile, i cldnt take it any longer.
i went inside my rm n locked n cry.
aft crying i felt better but still refused to tok.
decided to stop being an angel anymore.
but... cant bear to be a devil at all.
the next day we were back to laughing away.

ytd aft sch went to edwin's hse to do project.
haiz. ended up playing mahjong.
i didnt want to go cuz i;m starting to find mahjong boring.
n i wanted to watch the ending of little nonya.
paired with yq in the end n we won 3.80 in the end.
cabbed home n little nonya sux.
i find these days all the show's endings are lyk just briefly bringing things to an end.

today worked. trained a newcomer.
lots of interviewees today.
me n kat were super happy cuz our online order was successful.
the person didnt reply us at all n we tot the chance was too small.
in the end we managed to get the dress.
same dress somemore. it's a zipper dress again yeah!!

decided to go back to igenius to teach on sats.
brandon n damien's changing to sat classes too
if im lucky i may get bran's class!!!
nw i can get to do 2 of my fave jobs!!

gng for a haircut this sat.
wanted to trim my ends n hopefully, to get my bang.
yeah.. change of hairstyle again.
will have to seek the hairstylist's opinion.
georgina's cutting bangs too!!
so excited.

not much resolution this yr cuz i'll nv stick by them.
happy new yr n get loads of ang baos!! =D

THIS CAR IS LOVE!!
it looks lyk an animal crouching down waiting to pounce on its prey any moment.

hello pple!!
christmas was made fun cuz of my angels arnd me..

eve was spent bringing the 2 bran bran n dae dae to jp to get their christmas toy.
dae dae bought a macdonald set. lol.
bran bran cldnt find one tt he lyk.
in the end settled on a play-doh set.
then meet with their parents n my parents n we went taman jurong to eat.
it was a buffet style thai-chinese cuisine.
not bad. with shark fin too.
we ate almost 20 different kinds of food n the total bill is lyk 170+ only.
worth it.
bran very funny.
he kept drinking his coke n so when he finished he got no more
then i ordered one more secretly.
so when the man came n give me my drink, bran was lyk looking at my coke n looking at the man then look at my coke again.
then he asked y the man gave me one more coke.
so i told him he will only give those who drink slowly.
so he kept asking me to drink faster so tt he will get the next cup.
dae dae was also funn.y
his father gave him a piece of spicy chicken n he still say very nice but dun wan anymore. lol

christmas was spent with georgina.
went jp again cuz i didnt really get to shop on eve.
nth to buy, ate fish n co.
went orchard to soak in the christmas atmosphere.
christmas is getting better n better in singapore.
i used to rmb tt only the eve is full of event n christmas day itself is just lyk any other days.
but this yr there's performances, floats n even line dancing.
christmas shld be lyk tt.

post christmas was spent celebrating lz's belated bdae.
sang at partyworld.
aft tt decided to eat at tcc.
ate n chatted n the next thing we noe, it's alrdy close to 10.
went home cuz my sis is coming home frm tw today!
oh. georgina bought me an elmo mask, n my sis bought me an elmo furry hat.
i shld take a photo. lol.

hello pple..

been a very hectic wk..
had a one night stay at siloso beach resort.
luge ride, visited the very-long-nv-go underwater world
got flapped water by naughty stingray.
then watched pink dolphins' performance.
watched once few yrs ago.
then: more performance, free interaction with dolphins aft the show (i got to touch the dolphins!!!)
now: cut-short performance, interaction which costs $15 each.
i wan to go back to the resort again cuz the swimming pool looks so fun!!!
didnt get to swim cuz it was my period of the month.
went cafe del mar at night too.
vodka cranberry is love!!
drank almost one jug.
had a very good night slp.
was dragged to work right aft we checked out.

drama at work today.
a gal hu bought a pair of leggings ytd came back n asked for exchange cuz she found a hole at the butt.
we cldnt do it cuz she was wearing it n it wun be hygenic.
but she demanded, n even added tt she's a lawyer so she noes all the rules.
well, i dun blame her cuz i understand the frustration she feels when she found defect in smth she had searched for so long.
i just tink tt she shldnt be so demanding as she shld undertsnad tt it's not within our means to change it, we still have a boss above us.
and also.. we wld certainly exchange it if she had found the hole b4 she had wore it.
n she kept changing her words.
saying tt she had the receipt n will bring it back tml for proof, then changing to she didnt receive the receipt at all.
n also saying tt she didnt wan an exchnage cuz she has lost confidence in the material, then changing to wanting an exchange no matter wad..

katherine praised me for my improvement in promoting to customers.
which in another words, mins my ability to communicate has improved.
yes, this is wad im trying to achieve as communication is so so so impt in the tourism n hospitality area..
but one thing is i still cldnt do well in communicating when the other party is angry.
i haf to work harder but it wun be easily achievable as there is seldom cases of unhappiness in the shop.

i'll nv ride at the last row of a pirate ship anymore.