frm nw one..

the nxt one hu is against:

1)elmo!

2)taufik

3) n the smiley attack

will b consider enemies against me!!!

btw..
i jus rmb smth..


TAUFIK'S ALBUM IS OUT!!!!



sumone pls b nice n buy it for me??????

-blink-blink-blink-blink- =D

phew~!
it's really really done.. haha


i find tt my ddr skills r deteriorating..
sick..
n i learnt a new game today..
its the percussion thing..
damn fun.. abit lyk ddr..
hahaha..

today's performance is lyk so paiseh...
im the only one hu made a mistake..
i was lyk happily running to my nxt position..
n eunice was lyk
"seowhui.. where u going?? cum back here!"
n i was lyk "shit shit shit.."
aft the performance..
they all were luffing at me..
but nvm..
one min of fame..
for fun n lufter.. hahaha

open hse was as usual..
all the sec ones go home..
n we were left to high ourselves..
always lyk tt one..
so sick.. but nvm..
i was having fun..
hahahahaha...

got scolded by mrs chng for not greeting her..
omg.. wad is this??? nvm..


im joining the anti-drug campaign..
anyone wanna join??
im the team leader..
hahaha....


i lurve tis song............

What Dreams Are Made Of
Hilary Duff
--------------
Hey now
Hey now
Hey now
Hey now

Have you ever seen such a beautiful night?
I could almost kiss the stars for shining so bright
When I see you smiling I go
Oh oh oh
I would never want to miss this
Cause in my heart I know what this is


[Chorus]
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
I've got somewhere I belong
I've got somebody to love
This is what dreams are made of

Have you ever wondered what life is about?
You could search the world and never figure it out
You don't have to sail the ocean
No no no
Happiness is no mystery
It's here and now It's you and me

[Chorus]

Open your eyes
(This is what dreams are made of)
Shout to the sky
(This is what dreams are made of)
Then I see you smiling I go
Oh oh oh
Yesterday my life was duller
Now everything's technicolor

Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
I've got somewhere I belong
I've got somebody to love
This is what dreams, dreams
This is what dreams are made of

Hey now
Hey now
(Hey hey hey hey)
Hey now
(Hey hey hey hey)
This is what dreams
Hey now
Hey now
(Hey hey hey hey)
This is what dreams
What dreams are made of

yeah..
my blog's finally donee!!


happy exploration! =D

i've decided..
i dun wan my blog to be abt each days events..
cuz i jus realised tt it's getting
more boring..
i guess tt's my life..
haha..
i'll just breezed thru it..
then i'll be on my way to heaven..
to meet my Father!
im so excited abt tt day!!

anybody help me??
i tink im going colour-blind..
but it's impossible!!!
my eyes have always been so gd..
i've always been proud of my gd eyesight..
but nw it's going..
aargh.. shit..


oh yah.. pple..
watch Love, So Divine!!
it's a great movie..
i regretted objecting strongly against yx..
when she suggested tis movie..
but she has to bear part of the fault..
she told me tis movie is all crying..
n i hate tt..
but then it turned out to be romance n humour..
i did not regret spending money to watch it at all..


n i went home early..
cuz i sense sum.. umm..
extra-ness in the air..
yx n yt had been whispering ever since we took bus to orchard..
but me n amanda did not really mind..
cuz we noe tt we DUNNID to to noe everything in the world..
aft amanda went home..
i decided tt i wanna go home too..
for 2 reasons:

1) i sense very strong extra-ness!!

2) i dun wan to walk to taka n then cross the road to take bus..

aww.. tsunami.. tsunami..
end it pls..

actually..
i kinda agree wid wad yt's fren had say..
tour bus crashes.. tidal waves..
cld this be a sign frm God?
cld tis be a warning for the End Of Time?


oh yah.. btw..

Happy Burfday To Patricia!
Happy Burfday To Patricia!
Happy Burfday To Patricia!
Happy Burfday To Patricia!
May the good Lord bless you!

shit.. it's belated alrdy..
nw is 12.03am..
3 mins pass her burfday..


shld i go arcade n meet them tml??
$2 per hr..
sounds lyk a gd deal..
n i wanna try out my DDR skills again..
but the only prob is tt..
it's s earlyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!

hehe.. bear wid me for awhile.. my blogskins havent been finished.. the tagboard is jus so...... transparent.. grrr...

today went to sch.. is lyk i jus reached there.. then we hafta go parade sqr.. assembly time is getting earlier n earlier.. then we had chi lessons.. is lyk so damn lame.. 3/4 of the period toking abt the location of the tsunami.. siao!!! then had maths.. yay!! i noe how to do the qns.. hahaha..

then basic.. mr pek relieved.. watch the corporate video for lyk the umpteen times.. erks.. then recess.. then two basics again.. the first one we were doing grp sharing.. then when the ttcher go.. i asked daniel to collect all the basics booklet n hide them.. cuz we all lazy to do.. then solastri came.. wah liao.. so damn suay.. n she checked n found out tt we nv finish.. then she gave a preach on tsunami.. omg.. not tsunami.. but sch VMV.. but led to tsunami.. then we hafta ryt a compo on wad we learnt.. omg.. i felt so guilty loh.. then we went for bio.. i was listening.. finally.. n i kinda undestand lah.. but the fan was damn cold.. im directly under the fan.. we were toking abt sex change.. hahaha..

then got form tcher's period.. hu came in huh?? forgot.. arh.. heck.. then we went for second break.. chee yong passed me a box of ferrero rocher n a bar of choc.. ooh-hoo.. lolx.. then went baq for another 2 el lessons.. ms tang relieved.. abt tsunami again.. wad the heck.... n we were to ryt compo abt tsunami.. ok.. at least i haf smth to ryt.. cuz i was nearly one of the victims in the tsunami.. then i went home..

2 days 3 compo.. siao.. haha.. ytd dance was fun.. we got nth to do.. especially me.. so me.. zhiming n diana started to get horny.. we were toking abt every sex thing we can think of.. then i suddenly got interested of seeing guys erecting.. so i ask every guy in dance to erect.. but they all dun wan.. wah liao.. not fun.. lolx..

btw.. i've gotta make this clear..

ME AND GARY ARE JUST FRENS!!!!!

we really haf nth betwn us.. i noe alot of pple haf been mistaking us lyk umm.. i tink since i ever noe him.. but it's true.. there's really nth btwn me n him.. we r jus too used to each other.. n we dun treat each other lyk got gender diff.. so we can be really close but not afraid.. it's jus pure platonic frenship.. nth else.. FULLSTOP!

hmm... these few days.. i realise tt not everybody can be trusted.. they r jus tooo.. hmm.. not trustworthy.. n im always getting betrayed.. it really hurts.. it leads me baq to tink abt a guy whom i once noe.. n his motto was always DTA.. Don't Trust Anybody.. now i tink tt it's quite true.. but i tink im so darn stupid n gullible.. i jus trust in pple too much.. i dun tink of the possibilities of betrayal at all.. n even if they hurt me.. i do nth but ignore.. n im going too hard on myself?? i dunno.. but anyway.. i tink i'll still continue to trust pple easily...

saw my tagboard??? sumbody called diona called me china woman.. which i dun mind.. cuz im used to it.. n then she said im carrying a ripcurl bag.. i was kinda shock.. i min.. the thing is.. i dun bring a ripcurl bag to sch!!!! i dun haf a ripcurl bag at all.. mabbe it's my sis tt u wan to scold??? cuz she carries a ripcurl bag... but she dun look lyk china woman... hmmm.. so hu r u trying to scold??? nvm.. ltr i go attack her wid my smiley attack.. wahhahaha..

sch was abit bored today.. dunno.. mabbe cuz i got no partner for the first half of the day???n i was left all alone.. but luckily.. i've alrdy developed the ability to entertain myself if im alone.. tt is.. to day dream.. yeah.. i was dreaming of all kinds of things... except porn!!! haha..

the rest of the day was fine.. 30th of may is our o lvl chinese exam.. mr mah kept emphasizing on tt.. then geog's test was lyk.. so hard.. we dun understand at all.. the language too chim.. but he say it's normal if we r not able to do.. so i guess im normal.. at least im not a-b-normal.. so we anyhow.. abcde anyhow choose one.. haha.. then ms tang lessons was kinda fun.. cuz she's so craziee... n her homerm is so colourful it made me feel so cheerful when i enter her class rm..

then assembly for sec 4s n 5.. boring.. ended late.. then went to eat wid lizhen.. jiali n siewling.. then went up to hall for dance.. i was damn craziee today.. i was showing eunice the umm how to say.. u noe the "i love you" hand sign?? where the middle two finger is raised up??? then she say i point middel finger... then i was lyk huh?? wad middle finger??? then the others heard.. n then they kept luffing.. so i tried to be more fun n i used both hand instead n when i face her i gave the "psssss..." sound.. lyk spiderman.. n then they keep saying i pointing middle finger at her.. but nvm.. i dun care.. i jus kept on playing n they kept on luffing.. until in the end.. i got so used to the sign tt when i open my palm.. my two middle finger will immediately go down.. hahahah.. so funny..

then i went dinner wid lizhen.. joleen n han bing.. wah liao.. lyk i told u.. going out wif hanbing is lyk going on a war field.... even joleen agrees wid me.. but he was kinda gentleman.. n i kept ordering him to take things frm the counter for me.. lolx.. ok.. im bad... but it was fun... hu ask him to suan me..

then at the bus stop.. guess hu i saw??? ms wong!!! ooh.. n my first reaction is.. shit.. i nv tuck in my shirt.. lolx.. we talked abit.. then when im abt to board the bus.. she shouted to me n told me to say hello to the whole class.. so......

To all TSS 3E2'2004 (those hu read my blog) : Ms Wong told me to say "Hello" to you!!!

woah... today first day of sch!!! when i reach sch.. i still cant get myself to rmb tt im a sec 4 student alrdy.. soo when in the hall.. i saw the flag card of 3E2 in front of me.. i was tinking arent we supposed to be in front?? then i rmb tt im sec 4 nw.. hahaha..

nw we r adapting to the new home rm system.. i dun lyk it.. cuz it's so tiring to climb here n there wid our bags.. but i was having lotza fun wid taupok (yixuan) during the time we moved.. i was getting so horny today.. tt i kept saying tt she's not straight.. n i kept telling her to stop seducing me wid her eyes.. lolx.. until she became so pissed off tt i kept luffing.. then she started toking to me secretly n ask me to stop saying tt she's not straight.. but i dun care.. i continue.. so fun to see her pissed.. but she's not angry.. i tink she's enjoying... lolx.. oops..

aft sch went opp to eat wid yuting.. gary.. jervenne.. joleen.. n colin.. then we kept teasing colin n yuting.. especially me.. sorrie im jus too high todAy.. lolx... then we took bus to orchard.. when we board the bus.. there was this malay couple.. kissing n hugging n touching.. i purposely sit in a way such tt when i turn arnd.. i can watch the show.. lolx.. but they got off the bus so fast.. then joleen n jervenne were lyk doing sex in the bus.. me n yuting were so embarassed cuz every one is turning arnd to look at us.. n we kept hiding our face.. hahah..

we went orchard.. shop.. took neoprints.. nice.. hahahah.. so fun loh.. hahaha.. then jervenne nid to go home.. so yuting accompany her to take the same bus.. then i went to my own bus stop.. then i heard joleen n gary calling me.. so they r going to far east to take bus.. n ask me to follow them.. no prob.. the whole stretch of orchard got my bus.. i can take it anywhere.. haha.. on the way.. i went to paragon's coffeebean to buy mocha ice again.. then when i was buying.. the malay guy (cashier) asked me for my name.. but i tot he asking me if im taking it away.. so i told him take away.. then he was luffing n saying tt he wans my name.. then i told him my name loh... then he luffed while telling me tt there's no such thing as take away coffee there.. then i damn pai seh.. so i smiled at him n he smiled baq.. lolx..

then while walking pass lucky plaza.. got one uncle suddenly appear wid two teenagers.. n ask us for donation.. i immediately recognised him.. he's the one who asked me n joleen for donation the other time.. he damn cunning.. told us to hold onto the nemo first.. then tok abt rubbish.. then ask us to fill in our particulars on a form.. on the form i saw there's a column wid the dollar sign.. so i asked him if we nid to donate money.. n he told me "no".. then ltr he asked us for $10 for the nemos.. then we say dun haf.. he took away one.. n asked us for $5.. then we say dun haf.. then he took away the last nemo n thanked us n walked away.. -_-" he liar.. so tis time i smart.. i told him tt he looked for us b4 alrdy.. then we walked off..

then on the bus.. i was getting very drowsy.. weird.. i tot coffee was supposed to keep u awake?? but nvm.. i started to doze off.. i guess i must haf been nodding my head alot.. cuz when i open my eyes.. this little gal was staring at me.. i damn pai seh.. but heck.. i was really tired.. then i took out my bottle to drink.. she was totally amused by the way i drink frm my bottle.. (ok.. i was squeezing water frm my bottle into my mouth..) then she grabbed her bottle n started to show off her way of drinking to me.. i was lyk wth.. i dunno whether to luff or cry at tt point of time.. so i tried to be cool n dun look at her.. no matter how much she wans to show off.. b4 she got off the bus.. she still stared at me.. but i did not stare baq.. it's not polite.. haha.. im polite.. yeah.. n i got home aft tt..

changed my blog skin.. hope it's nice.. cuz this one really link wid my smiley attack.. wahhahahah...

btw.. ytd.. im proud to announce tt s'pore won myanmar!!!!! yay!!!! but they were totally no sportsmanship.... n they kept spitting on the ground.. i pity the grass man!!! hahah.. but wad matters is they won!!! yay!!! s'pore rules!!!!

i really love SHE's songs.. they r lyk so sweet.. n u jus can find a song tt can rep ur feeling..

i'll test my translating skills again.. haha..

Ji De Yao Wang Ji (Remember To Forget)
SHE
-----------------------
i tot of u again jus b4 im abt to turn away..
n the smile on ur face when i met u..
tt smile is still as beautiful..
but the person is always bringing heartaches..

a bright city is not suitable to watch stars..
jus lyk ur heart which cannot settle down..
thx for letting me to blif tt..
loving does not mean addicting..
things tt r not meant to change will nv be changed..

rmb to forget..
i remind myself..
u r alrdy a shadow in the sea of pple..
there's so much time..
i shld have my new memories..

human cant decide hu they will fall in luv wid..
but at least they can decide to gif up or not..
i admit tt i will still luv u..
but i'll nv touch this memory again..

rmb to forget..
u hu had passed me by..
aftall it's jus a very normal type of meeting..
it wun be difficult..
i haf a whole life time..
enuff to forget u..

i still haf one life time..
to work hard..
i promise i will forget u..





Ai Wo De Zi Ge (The Ability To Love Me)
SHE
--------------------
take ur hands off..
i mite be happier..
i mite change a lover..
i mite not hold on anymore..

it's really enuff..
can sumone pls stop the rain..
can sumone stop my heartaches..
can sumone dun off the lites..

our love followed the script tt u haf written..
more n more characters started appearing..
hu m i to u?
if im not ur lover..
do u tink u shld stop wasting my life?

ur clearer than me tt..

no matter how gd..
how gentle..
how serious u treat me..
it doesnt min tt u can love me..
unless u only look at me..
tink of me..
only me..
love shld be one n only..
all the heartaches tt i've bear for u..
n the tears i;ve cried..
r not worth it..
there's so many pple in the world..
but me.. only me..
can save my only happiness..
not gonna cry for u anymore..





Lian Ren Wei Man (Not Yet A Couple)
SHE
-----------------------
y is it only u tt i can tok wid the whole nite?
y is it tt we jus said gdbye n i wan to see u again?
among all my frens..
u r the most special..
always making me feel so close..

y do u care abt hu i go shopping wid?
y do u care abt hu lyks me?
u said tt u treat me..
beta than others in sum way..
but u nv say wad ways..

more than frens but less than couples..
sweetness.. heartaches.. happiness.. confused..
wad will we bcum in the future?
i cant wait to noe the ans..

a little bit closer.. n i'll let u take my hands..
a little bit braver.. i'll go wid u..
wad r u still waiting for??
there's not enuff time..
if tis goes on.. we'll only be frens..

a little bit forward.. n i'll agree..
a little bit more rush.. n i wun avoid..
it's just 3 words.. y r u hesitating?
if u wld only say it out.. u wld have me..

y is it tt when u r bored.. u only wan my company?
y is it tt when i m sad.. i only wan ur comfort?
we both haf the feelings inside our hearts..
y dun we dare to face it?

i dun blif..
there's feeling but no love..
we r so close yet we cant be together..
can u hurry up n decide..
n tell me tt u luv me..





Ai Qing De Hai Yang (The Sea Of Love)
SHE
--------------------------
bcuz we dunno how to fly..
n so the journey of love is long..
there will be storms in front of us..
to separate our tightly held hands..
ur not afraid.. ur not confused.. n im not scared..

aft we haf cross the sea of love..
we will be glad tt we did not gif up half way..
on the way.. we will hide all our tears..
as a treasure..

love this dangerous ocean..
hafs alot of waves of sadness..
let us not be lyk tt.. let us not regret..
we must cross the sea together..
we must reach the shore..

if sumtimes we feel down or disappointed..
tt is bcuz we love each other too much..
hu can noe the direction straight aft they set off on journey..
not tiring.. not difficult.. no nid to be desperate..





Wu Ke Qu Dai (No Replacement)
SHE
------------------
the stars r very brite today..
this time u reach early..
u cut ur hair short n looks beta..
everytime we chat.. we will return to those old memories..
u haf been treating me very gd since last time..

bcuz of the temporary separation..
our memories r sweeter..
haf u realised smth new?
u always say.. pure n innocent is happiness..
sumbody is a present to u frm god..
no matter how far.. how long.. u will protect for life..

can u feel love tonite?
im lyk walking on the clouds..
ur every words.. have no replacement..
love is unpredictable.. there's gd or bad ending..
the ans will only reveal at the last min..

can u feel luv tonite?
be dare to luv..
every moment we haf.. haf no replacement..
we climbed up the roof top in the middle of the nite..
frm dark to dawn.. happiness is not far away..

u r always there thru the storms..
only true luv can predict the future..
waiting for us to swim across the sea of time..
let us promise tt we will be happier than today..

can u feel luv tonite?
we welcome the future..
every second of love.. haf no replacement..
we went thru sum things.. feeling the wind of memory..
then we understand.. tt happiness has nv leave us b4..
tt true love haf no replacement..


so far.. lyk tt first.. ahhahahha...

lalalalal... actually wanna change my blog skin.. to lyk a smiling cartoonic gal.. cuz it links wid my.......

The Smiley Attack!!!
======================
Where everything Smiles!! =D

lolx.. but then joleen say tis is nicer.. so... nvm lah... but im kinda tired of the two pple doing the puzzle.. y lyk forever cant solve it one?? hahaha...

cant wait to go sch tml.. cuz i can meet all my frens again.. especially those tt i havent seen over the hols.. lyk taupok.. n pattie.. taupok still got see her in camp eureka.. but i nv see pattie at all.. n i miss her lyk craziee.. oh yah.. n gary too!!!!! my dua dick gong..!!! hope tml nth crops up.. then can go out wid yuting.. gary n mabbe pattie!!! haha..

pattie.. waiting for u.. same time.. same place.. pls dun be late!!!

nw my mother is damn scared of giving me money to buy things.. nw she rather go out wid me than gimme money.. cuz she noes tt in the end i wun cum baq wid i wanted to buy.. but wid a half-full stomach.. yeah.. i spent it all on food.. n im not full yet.. hahaha.. but seriously.. i cant bear to use the money to buy clothes or wad.. i rather eat.. i rather naked than starve.. hahahaha.. tt's me.. i jus love to eat!!!

A New Year Marks A New Beginning For Me!

n frm nw on.. im gonna start afresh again.. no more love thingies.. no more boys thingies.. my life is nw all abt FRENS.. FAMILY.. STUDY.. and FUN!!!!!

hmmm.. ytd.. tt chat wid him really caused me so much heartaches.. when i told him my decision.. i immediately noe tt i'll regret sumday.. but i really dun tink im ready for relationship yet.. wait till tt "sumday" cum then we'll tok abt it.. but im not gonna turn baq n beg him to take me baq.. no way! even if regret.. it's also my own business..

wads worst is.. while i told him my decision.. i was hearing my mp3 player.. n the song "i need you" by leeann rimes suddenly came on.. n i was lyk.. wth............ where got so nice one??? of cuz i cried abit.. until i too tired n fell aslp..

n i woke up at 3pm.. wahahhaha.. i really can slp..

n nw.. im listening to this song.. which suits my mood nw best..

Inner Strength
Hilary Duff
-----------------
Gotta find your inner strength
If you can't then just throw life away
Gotta learn to rely on you
Beauty, strength, and wisdom, too
You're beautiful inside and out
Lead a great life without a doubt
Don't need a man to make things fair
'Cuz more than likely he won't be there
Listen girl, gotta know it's true
In the end all you've got is you

yay!!! HAPPY NEW YR'2005!!!!!!!!! May all ur wishes come true!!! Forget all the bad memories in 2004!!! Yay!!!! lolx..

went for dance performance at je jus nw.. wah liao.. forgot to bring my tights.. end up hafta go this fashion buy one shorts.. ahhahaha.. then the changing rm hoh.. wah.. anyone can cum in loh.. we changed in a hurry.. then slack arnd for lyk an hr.. wah liao.. sian.. the stage is wet too.. but nvtheless.. we jus dance for fun.. it's aupposed to be casual.. we were really having fun.. then the mass dance.. wah liao.. damn pai seh.. we went up.. tinking tt the dance will continue.. but then it ended ryt aft we went up.. sick man.. lolx.. we were luffing away..

then we went entertainment centre arcade.. played the DDR till i sweat lyk hell.. lolx.. but it was fun.. i haf not touch DDR for lyk 3 yrs.. so my skills lyk dropped.. last time the song "Butterfly" i got A loh.. nw i got D.. lolx.. then went clementi.. kenna kicked out of the arcade.. then went to the sky garden.. but damn dark n ulu.. then they went to eat maggie mee at hawker centre.. aft tt i went home..

i wasnt feeling gd loh.. trust me to haf tt time of the month when im gonna be so high.. wah liao.. during DDR.. i was grabbing my jeans lyk hell.. scared it drop.. lolololol..

oh.. btw.. Happy new yr again!!! hahah..

yay!!! she hasnt win aftall.. i still can go cck cc countdown.. it's more umm.. safe there.. hahaha... my auntie say tt's where my gor gor play bball.. really.. if i get to see him.. im gonna bash him up.. for not paying the phone bill.. n get my line cut off.. he sux.. lolx.. nw i can only receive incoming calls.. but i cannot call pple..

Countdown @ CCK CC...............................

omg.. tt's so great nw.... i was the one hu asked my frens out to countdown.. n nw im the one backing out.. how great can tt be??? i m so fucking pissed off by my father n my auntie nw.. im not angry tt i cannot go... but im angry tt my father break his promise.. he promised to lemme go for countdown.. n nw he's trying to push the blame to me by making me feel guilty tt they do tis bcuz they care for us.. yeah... i noe... so nw it seems lyk im the one at fault.. n my auntie.. i feel lyk saying fuck straight in her face.. y does she haf to act gd... side wid my parents.. saying all kinds of things so tt she can see me stuck at home.. yeah.. so nw she won.. she's happy..

i guess i'll just stuck at home tml n slp thru the yr......................................................................

went out wid lizhen today.. but orchard is getting boring.. we got nth to shop.. so we went home early.. leave things to tml.. ahhaha.. i cant wait for Countdown @ Orchard.. lolx.. my first time going countdown..

my mother damn funny.. she lemme go countdown.. but she dun lemme exceed 12am.. then wad countdown is tt??? then my auntie side her.. aiyah.. she's the most cunning one.. always siding my mummy.. then she will cum n see my expression.. cuz she noe i'll be angry.. she luvs to act gd.. but then.. too bad for her.. i dun gif a damn.. cuzz in the end.. i noe my father will lemme go.. i dunnid to get angry over her.. yucks.. waste my energy..

i dunno y.. but i tink my auntie LURVES to see me being stuck at home.. i tink she's a sadist or smth.. sumtimes i tink i hate her.. arh.. wadever..

dance was ok today.. nth really fun happened.. n i werent really high today.. cuz nth spites my high hormones.. hahaha.. zhiming was scolded by tcher today.. cuz he always late for pracs.. then we hafta carry the dumb heavy wooden thing n set it all up in 10secs.. n we wasted alot of times jus for tt..

aft dance went to eat wid lizhen.. joleen n zhi ming.. they r really so funny.. especially zhiming.. hahah.. both of us took the same bus home.. n we were toking abt this gal.. hu's very petty.. n we were luffing away.. cuz his examples r so funny.. haha.. he's very nice to tok to.. i dun treat him as a guy at all.. i dun lyk to tink tt there's a gender diff btwn pple.. then i can tok to them very easily.. jus lyk how i tok to to gals.. even private things also can tok abt.. lolx.. it will b so nice if everyone on this earth is of the same gender.. then there wun b lesbians nor gays.. there wun be forbidden love n all tt.. wahahhaha.. i tink too much..

these 2 days were dance camp.. the best camp i've ever gone to.. cuz this camp doesnt leave pple out.. yeah.. especially the captain ball game.. i've nv been so enthu abt ball games b4.. n i really played.. wahahaha.. today's bbq was not bad too.. lolx.. i ate alot.. yumz... tml surely everyone diarrhoea.. lolx.. han xu especially.. the lao sai king.. wahahahaha..

omg.. wad happened?? how come i dreamt of him last nite again.. n this time.. he kissed me.. oooooooohhhh.. i dreamt of him so many times alrdy.. n each time it gets beta.. wahahahhahaha.. n nw.. i dunno if it's coincidence or wad.. but his nickname is lyk so similar to mine.. both lyrics frm the same song.. i sumhow felt tt he was replying me or smth.. arh.. heck.............



























y m i smiling to myself nw????

heylo everybodi!!!! lolx.. i jus came baq frm penang.. lyk umm 13 hrs ago.. haha... not in the mood for blogging actually.. but nvm.. i jus describe my trip briefly..

the journey there was lyk damn long.. it's 10 hrs if ya dunno.. sit till my butt pain.. the bus driver keep stopping too.. n then kept the street lights kept waking me up.. darn.. then pass by penang bridge.. ooh-hoo.. it's so beautiful.. i lurve the penang bridge.. it's very long.. takes arnd 20 mins jus to cross the bridge.. n the view is very nice.. especially the nite view.. lyk small stars blinking.. haha..n i ask my father to wake me up when we r crossing the penang bridge.. then we reached there.. our auntie brought us to another hotel.. cuz it's beta.. then we all bathed n changed.. then the adults go visit temples.. me n my sis went shopping.. yucks the shopping centre sux.. nth to see one.. n we ended spending our money on eating sushi instead.. their sushi very cheap.. but not very nice.. then we went to eat.. then went baq to hotel to bath again.. cuz the adults were climbing hills.. but me n my sis took the chance to slp.. then we woke up n drove across the penang bridge.. PENANG BRIDGE!!! n to bukit tambun.. hey i rmb the name.. to eat seafood.. yumx.. the sea food damn nice.. fresh n cheap.. i kept eating n eating.. then we 9 pple ate 55 oysters.. lolx.. but actually is me n my sis n my auntie eat only.. then the person ask my uncle if we cum here jus to eat oysters.. lolx.. then we went baq to hotel to haf a gd nite slp.. across the penang bridge again!!! yay!!!

nxt day me n my paternal auntie had to wake up early n go n make our hair.. i went to rebond.. she went to perm.. sian.. rebonding is no fun at all.. sit on the chair cannot move at all.. i wanna fall aslp.. then kenna wash hair by my cousin.. whom i had a great crush last time.. last time ok.. arnd p5.. it's samn awkward.. i dunno where to look.. cant possibly ask me to look at him.. i will blush for sure.. so i ended up staring at the small black dot on the ceiling.. lol.. then we went to eat.. then we went to eat n return to hotel..

third day we went to penang hill.. it's lyk so boring.. the route up the hill was so steep.. i tink arnd 50 degree.. then we stayed lyk less than half n hr n we came down.. nth to see up there.. really.. then on the way down.. got one gal keep looking at me frm head to toe.. i so pissed off.. lyk i was sum kind of animal in the zoo.. i hate pple to stare at me.. especially strangers.. hu r u to judge me? then we went to Gurney Plaza.. hey.. it's a must go place in penang.. the best place to shop.. but we nv really shop much tt day.. went to eat nonya food.. so spicy.. i cant finish.. hahaha.. then we went to toys r us.. i saw a door out of no where.. then i tried turning the knob.. n the door opened.. it's lyk in the middle of the road.. then i kept opening n saying hello to the pple on the other side.. so fun.. whahahah.. then we went baq to hotel to rest..

we went to my auntie's salon.. i kenna wash hair by my cousin again.. wah.. another moment of awkward.. then we wanted to walk to Gurney Plaza again.. on the way.. whahahhahahaha.. a motorist ride past my mother n snatched her bag n drove away.. y i still luff?? hmm.. cuz it's the most anti-climax of the whole trip.. or mabbe it's the climax to sum of u?? i dunno.. but it's anti-climax for me.. cuz my mother suffered abrasions.. n we lost our money for shopping.. darn robber.. i wish u dead.. nv went to shop arnd.. we went baq to our auntie shop n they went to make police report.. on the way.. my father kept blaming my mother for not holding the bag properly.. cant stand him anymore so i scolded him.. even though there were two other guys beside us.. i dun care.. so wad if he scold nw.. the robber will cum baq n return him the money??? fat hope.. then we went to restaurant to eat.. on the way.. i asked my father if the robber appear in front of him nw.. n wanted to return him the money.. will he scold him.. he say of cuz.. n will hit him too.. but i was tinking otherwise.. hmm.. y shld we punish him?? cuz i noe tt God will surely punish him.. we dun haf to do it ourselves.. if he were to return us our money nw.. i will forgive him.. then we drove to Komtar.. their place for tour buses.. lyk our Beach Road lyk tt.. on the way.. i saw one malay guy oogling at one gal.. n the gal's fren went to scold the guy.. then saw fite rite in front of my eyes.. 2 malays against one indian.. racial riot.. the malay n the indian were tugging each other.. then the malay kicked the indian.. n out of no where.. one malay guy appeared n punched the indian guy n walked off.. wad the hell??? where is the law???? then came 10 hrs of bus journey again.. lalalal.. n im baq here..

wow.. penang is really so terrigible.. thank god s''pore is not lyk tt.. wad r the m'sia police doing?? slping i guess.. aargh.. heck..

then today heard my father say tt penang got earthquake.. near Gurney Plaza there.. the whole shopping centre flooded.. so i guess the robber shld be dead by nw.. wahhahaha.. snatched money but no pleasure to enjoy it... serve him ryt.. whahahahah!!! *smirkZ*

Beautiful Soul
Jesse McCartney
--------------------
Chorus:
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

i've decided tt i wanna keep my commandment again.. tt is.. no bf until aft my o lvl.. n if i feel lyk it.. i mite extend till 18.. haha.. see my mood.. i dun wanna commit myself into a relationship yet.. aft seeing wad these things have done to my frens.. it's kinda scary.. hahahah... i wanna save tt scary part for ltr.. not now.. i wanna play.. i wanna be free.. i wanna be able to... umm.. jus be single.. hahaha..

mabbe wad my auntie said was correct.. n nw im agreeing wid her.. it doesnt min im not gonna fall in luv.. cuz i noe i will.. but no more than admiring.. no more.. haha.. wait till i get to see more types of guys then i'll make the decision.. at least i'll be more wiser abt guys by then.. heex... lallalalalal.. no bf no bf no bf no bf no bf!!!!!!!!!

aargh... wads the prob wid me again????? tt stupid feeling is baq.... i hate myself for being so indecisive this time.... erk.. help me!