things to buy:
gloves
stockings
earmuffs
scarfs
snow shoes

gawd....

im facing a big problem..

I DUN EXACTLY NOE WHERE WILL HE BE!!!

redang trip's bked and confirmed n paid.
pls let there be no more changes.
shall forget everything tt happened today.

read tt there's alot of pple protesting against edison coming to singapore.
eh.. wah liao.. dun lyk tt can anot????
he come also wun rape u.
let him come lah.
dun lyk tt lah..
pls.....

tml's sa briefing abt japan trip.

u all cannot imagine the amount of happiness im trying to suppress nw.
i've waited n waited n almost dream abt this day every night
n everyone told me tt its just wishful tinkg, it's impossible.
i almost fall for it.
but look wad is happening nw..
EDISON CHEN GUAN XI IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!
i am so not gng to sit down here n do nth.
im gng to act lyk a crazy fan n stand outside where the event is held n wait for him
all i hope is for a glimpse of him.
if better still, a photograph taken, then i can die peacefully.
hahah. choy choy choy.
i min my biggest wish on earth will be fulfilled. =D

since young i have nv been crazy on artists or singers before.
i always tink tt pple who chase aft their idols r crazy cuz they nv stay loyal to them.
my sis is an example
first its energy, then toro, then 5566 then... i dunno.
always saying they will love them forever.
the next moment a new idol came along, they change their hearts.
but im the loyal type.
i dun anyhow go crazy over just anybody.
i rmb i first came across ECGX in 2001 when i was still in pri5
i rmb i was at whitesands popular looking for an album to buy.
yes i even rmb the exact location. n i bought his Ed-Is-On album cuz i tot of changing a taste.
gawd. since then, i;ve fell in love. hahah.
in ktv, i always lyk to sing "zheng yi zhi yan, bi yi zhi yan" by jolin tsai
y? cuz got him inside!!!!
even since the photo scandal is out, i still have full faith in him.
even if my frens are scolding me for being foolish, n my parents r forbidding me to talk abt him in the hse.
I DUN CARE! I STILL LIKE HIM!
y am i excited?
i've always wanted to see him face to face leh.
n u must understand how NOT OFTEN he come to singapore.
tt time he said he wanted to come for movie shooting, i nearly booked a rm in orchard area just to wait for him lah.
but he nv come.
this time, i wun let him go!!

seriously, i didnt really lyk his music nor his movies, maybe a song or two.
but the real reason is cuz I'VE NV SEEN A GUY MORE GOOD-LOOKING THAN HIM!!
wad wu chun, wad show luo, wad wang lee hom.
no! ECGX still the best! =D

i hope this post wins me a chance to see him face to face. ahha. joking.

can u blif i even wanted to visit canada cuz tt's where he's born?
of cuz must include vancouver, the exact place!

anyway, i wan ugg boots!!!
i wan to wear it since forever.
nw im gng japan, i finally haf the right reason to wear it.
tried one today n found it extremely comfortable!!
i wan to buy i wan to buy

this is not bad. frm the UGG store in australia.

oh.. redang trip booked!!!!! =D

my parents r trying ways to stop me frm gng to see him.
as i've said I DUN CARE!

hello pple
have booked my japan trip with SA
7 days trip
shall only focus on hokkaido.
i guess its ok lah
just hoping for some handsome guys to be on the same tour grp as me
mind u, my tour grp has over 30 pple
we barely managed to cram into the slot
pls dun be all old uncles n aunties
i will cry
will leave on 14th of march!
i shld start learning some jap
my sis who's not gng is alrdy finishing the bk on jap language
gawd. i shall speak hokkien there.

bking redang trip tml too
leaving on the night of 1st of march
yeah.. so many trips coming up
i cant breatheeee!
but i lyk this feeling. hehe.
nw saving up for hk/tw trip in june with my frens n also maybe korea snow skiing trip with my family in dec
woah!

shall go n study nw. bye!

hello pple..
redang trip MAY be pushed forward.
tt mins we r leaving on 1st of march night.
tt mins we can get to relax earlier!!!!
all we r waiting for nw is randy ng's answer.
he's in reservist n we r waiting for him to confirm when can we do our fyp's final presentation.
pls pls let it all end b4 february end!!

having 2nd tots abt japan trip.
we r not taking the ana first choice trip but SA's trip.
which mins universal studios, disneyland n tokyo are all not on the itinerary.
then go for wad???
my aunties kept telling me tt disneyland and tokyo's not fun.
but when u go on a holiday, it's a must to go to the capital n also the main attractions, even if it's not fun.
u have to go and experience it urself.
it might not be fun to one, but fun to another.
n n n my aunties r not exactly the adventurous type of pple.
they r those stay-in-hotel type of pple.
so i dun tink it will be fun gng with them..
n im having tots of gng on a europe trip.
anyway, japan has nv been my top choices for a holiday.
my aunties lyk hokkaido, but hokkaido alone is not enough for me if i wan to go japan
it's a matter of making ur money worth it.
summore it's money i've saved lyk crazy.
i hope we will not be able to bk this sa's trip.
then can change to another which includes those places i've mentioned.

everything's ok nw..
i guess, i hope..
everyone shall heal frm their wound.
it may take some time, but it will heal.
i believe.

saw edwin lim n his gf today.
at jp, while we were eating kuishin-bo buffet.
rushed out n stalked him all the way. lol.
gf quite pretty, but look much younger than him.
incest arh incest... lol..

i really hate myself.
these few days i've been waking up late cuz i kept adjusting my alarm clock wrongly.
i kept adjusting it to PM instead of AM.
grrr. slap me pls.
bye.

lots of things r happening these days.
im feeling so tired dealing with all these mixed emotions.
i shall not dwell on it.
the only thing tt kept me gng on is: my japan trip.
i cant help but kept telling everyone.
i sure deserve this trip!

learnt a latin you yang wu dao (pls tell me wad is you yang in english)
hahaha. was dancing n shaking latw at night in front of the tv with my sis.
was so fun n laughing lyk crazy until i realise we r dancing in front of all the chinese gods.
texted my galfrens n told them tt i wan to teach them when we r at redang n then we can shake together. hahaha.

im so disappointed tt a friendship of 3 yrs can be broken so easily.
i only got one qn: y lie?

just when i tot tt nth's gng right.
just when i tot tt everything's gng against me.
just when i tot tt my future doesnt look bright.
im presented with an awesome choice.
an 8 days holiday in japan!!!
aft tinks really thoroughly (1. to go on the trip 2. to save more n go tw n hk in june)
i decided tt i shall not wait anymore (i've waited for a holiday trip for almost 3 yrs) n go with it.
it'a an 8 days hokkaido n tokyo disneyland n a few other japan areas trip.
im so so looking forward to it.

so here goes my march holidays.
redang island trip with class leaving on either 8th or 10th.
immediately aft tt, japan trip leaving on either 14th or 15th.
i'll be celebrating my bdae in japan too!!! =DDDDD

not sure whether all photos had been received frm edwin yet.
but here r some photos tt have been in my phone frm long long ago.


at chalet


at escape.


at underwater world.


the sotong


the octopus



all i can tink abt is how great the crab will taste lyk.


n there's there chuka kuraage.


n then sharkfin!!


my cousin whom im gng to japan with. oh n 3 other aunties.



me n georgina with the christmas floats.






all geared up @ lz's bdae celebration.



super duper cute.




at mediacorp.





purely for entertainment.


at the sentosa flower bloom festival.


uber cute.

tcher's house visiting another day. tatas.

yo yo yo

i shall blog abt my fave sweet!


M&M's Crispy XL Pouch!!
so far only can be found in cocoa tree!
selling for $15.35

i noe i noe very expensive.
i noe there's a smaller packet tt's selling for quite cheap.
but trust me, try it n u will noe the diff.
the biscuit's so much crispier.
my parents also scolded me for spending so much money on this chocolate.
but i dared them to try.
n my father asked me "how come lyk tt huh?"
"wads the difference huh?"
lolol. trust me.
my ah gong also asked me to help him buy cuz he tinks it's really nice.
wahahahah.

actually i didnt really feel lyk sharing this with u guys.
i scared it will be out of stock again.
it had went out of stock for nearly 3 months cuz of the melamine incident.
nw it's out, i decided to eat my 3 months full!!

all's well ends well.
toked to my father abt our frequent quarrelling n we made a pact not to quarrel anymore.

okok. i noe..
i will upload photos!!
but i'll just put one tt i koped frm edwin's blog.


with the forever very humorous tcher who is always very patient to teach me.
even when he's not patient, he'll just call me names lyk da xia jie n princess n stuffs lyk tt.
oh.. n asking me to go for 1000 when everyone stopped at installing arnd 200+ files.
MR GOH AIK HUI!!!

oh.. n korean's meteor garden's dao ming si is really really handsome.
gosh. i get butterflies in my stomach EVERYTIME i look at him.
im not joking.
i shall rank his looks second aft edison
n he's just 2 yrs older than me.
im gng to korea!
n the island they featured in the drama is awesome!!!
NEW CELADONIA!! go do some research on it
kelong style houses standing on stilts over the ocean!!!
how superb!!
tt shall be in my wishlist too!

today's presentation was kind of funny.
our turn n we got up to the front n i suddenly felt kind of short.
then i realised i didnt change into heels.
i ran back to my seat to change my shoes. lol.

then had farewell assembly.
kind of flared up then.
cuz everyone was dying to go home.
n i felt tt this is lyk our last yr in the sch.
but we nv really joined any sch event at all.
y cant we just place our butts down on the seats for 2 hrs n just enjoy since this event is abt bidding gdbye to us.
yq stayed with me tho.
watched the yr3 students speeches, some lecturers' performance, n prize presentation.
oh. in case u all dun rmb, this was the event tt edwin lim had threatened me n edwin to perform in.
n i told him i will quite sch. hahah.
n we sang the singapore poly's sch song for the first time, only time n last time. lol.

i've decided to go for SIM's management degree.
having second tots abt tourism degree as i dun really stand much chance n even if i get one, in the end when i get into the industry, i'll still be working in one of the management, marketing or stuffs lyk tt department.
n with a management degree, i will not be stucked in the tourism industry only.

our class gng redang island on the 10th-13th march.
gonna enjoy it!!

tml's tourism we're having wine tasting, sponsored by our tourism tcher!
yay yay!!

things r finally looking brighter! =D

lemme update b4 i start to rant.

went to deon's hse today.
ate lots of fishballs. finally.
watched danial n weihao played a very stupid n funny ps3 game.
kept laughing all the way.
played blackjack with the guys.
very gd luck today. won $18
second last game i bet all my winnings which was $4 at tt time.
5 guys below 21 won $8.
last round bet $5. blackjack won $10.
yeah yeah yeah.

watched the guys play mahjong n also channel 8 show.
then went home aft tt.

oh. korean's hana yori dango quite nice.
the guy who acted as dao ming si very very handsome.
i shall list him in second place for his looks, aft edison.

ok. nw on to my ranting.
came home n had a quarrel with my father.
it all started with me constantly eating corn which i was sensitive to it.
nw my skin has red sores popping up.
my father asked me to go n see the chinese doctor today.
i called them n told them tt i alrdy had an outing at deon's hse.
n he started saying things like "i dun care, dun make me angry" etc.
if he had nicely persuaded me, i wld have go.
but wad he said was really inconsiderate n tt made me very angry.
i alrdy told him im gng out on fri n he suddenly pop out with this n say tt i have to go no matter wad.
"i dun care" wad do u min by u dun care?
ur "dun care" is ruining all my plans.
shld i just sit at home n wait for u to order me to do things.
be reasonable. if u wan me to do things, at least dun make it on the days when i had to spend the whole day out.
on the way to sch, i just feel very frustrated.
i feel very miserable, but i dun lyk this feeling.
i kept asking myself y i feel this way.
in the end i saw my sis in sch n i told her n she said she will tok to my mother n say we'll go on sunday.
my mother said ok.
on the train to deon's hse, my father called n scolded me, calling me a disappointment.
i decided to ignore this comment.
when i got home, we had a big tiff.
i told him tt the reason i was angry was cuz he said he dun care.
n he started changing the lines into saying tt i dun care abt him n my own health.
n started saying the usual things tt he always calls me when he's angry with me.
things lyk "ur a disppointment", "i dunno why i had you" etc.
i noe tt u r angry with me, but have u ever tot of the way u r expressing it?
have u ever care if my heart can take all these harsh comments?
have u ever care hw im starting to change hw i tink of myself bcuz of all ur stupid comments?
y r u bringing me down?

on a lighter note, deon's mum commented tt im the prettiest gal in my grp.
tt cheered me up a little.

hello pple..
today made a guest appearance in yq's grp video.
i was supposed to carry a plate of food n find no seat.
then edwin will offer me seat n then we will look at each other lovingly.
y am i always dragged into these kind of stupid things. lol.

aft sch stayed back n watched the guys do their napha test.
disappointment man!!!
our best runner - deon scored only 10.18mins.
normally he cld have easily run 16 rounds arnd the stadium w/o stopping.
today we expected him to beat 9 mins.
he said he felt pressured cuz he was in the lead.
derrick very cunning.
he kept telling deon he will follow his pace so ask him to run faster.
at the last lap near the finishing point, we were shouting n rooting for them.
derrick heard n started to sprint.
he even turned arnd n looked at deon n smile.
sper cunning lah. lolol.

tml's deon's hse visiting.
rumours has it tt his bro is handsome.
tt's y we r gng.

ok. watching korean version meteor garden.
ly kept asking me to watch.
she even used the sibei shuai words to convince me
seldom does she use si bei.. lol.
must be smth..

hello pple..

my yr always starts on a very bad note
kept getting scolded on the first few mins of every new beginning.

really wanted to show u guys my hairstyle.
i noe amanda is dying to noe.
but im really lazy to upload those photos.
anyway, went to sentosa's flower bloom today.
pls believe those who went when they say "actually there's nth much"
i shall nv go again..

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aloha pple..

getting used to my new hairstyle alrdy.
nw when i see holes on my forehead i feel so uneasy.
lemme say smth first.
MR ADRIAN AW, STOP LAUGHING AT MY HAIR!!!

oh. anyway, had a fun time shopping.
bought a pair of kappa shoes.
xt bought an adidas jacket n a leather jacket frm my shop.
edwin bought a pair of shoes also.

nobody seems interested to go d&d.
im so sad. i really wan to go.
it's a graduation party.
u r really graduating le.
i need the atmosphere.
but 68 bucks is kinda ex so...
im still hoping they will go.

oh. today smth big happened.
i was asked for my number by a guy.
but but the guy is a middle-age working class man.
gosh. he asked me where's the nearest taxi stand n i told him.
then he asked me to give him my number saying he wan to thank me.
of cuz i rejected.
haiz.. my first time getting approached for no. is by sumone i dun lyk.

你撑着雨伞 接我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂後来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失
泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 留在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
再难过其实 只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心 为难你解释
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止
我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始 即使分开我们 都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起那时 那天和你傻笑着认识
是最幸福的事

aloha!!

open hse has been a fun experience these days.
second day was spent in a super high mood.
haha.. shall not reveal the reason y.

third day was fun too.
gave edwin lim a big surprise by appearing in front of him.
but he didnt seem shocked at all.
n he he he.. kept trying to spoil my image in front of those sec sch students.
firstly, cuz i was looking at him n he just asked me "eh, am i gd anot?"
i ignored him n turned arnd.
el: eh i gd anot?
me: (turned arnd n smiled very brightly n kept nodding my head)
el: am i friendly?
me: (smiled n nod again)
el: i fierce anot?
me: (smiled brightly n shake my head)
el: (to the students) she very cute. dun see she so nice here. she always lyk to argue with me in class.
me: grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... thanks.

secondly, we were gng off n we went to say gdbye to him.
i was doing the licking ice cream action n asking him where is it.
n he kept toking to the students while pointing at me.
then he kept blabbering on n i kept asking wad he toking abt.
in the end he was telling the students i was the winner in the food implosion.
need to announce to the whole world tt i eat alot??

then me n yq n tfw took a cny pic together.
me n yq had wanted to do tt for very long.
just nice tfw arnd so we dragged him along
need sumone to hold the red scroll with blessing words.
hahaha. then we photoshopped it n printed it out.
im gng to hang it on my wall as cny decoration.

aft tt went for cut hair!!
yeah yeah i really cut my bangs.
xt kept telling me not to cut.
she say i will regret it.
my father also asked me not to cut.
but i went ahead with it.
actually i didnt wan to alrdy.
i just wan a trim.
then aft trimming my ends, kenji asked me wan anot?
so i ws lyk "heck, just go ahead."
so i ended up with a bang.
i kept asking him to cut shorter cuz i cant stand the hair touching my lashes.
hahhaha. i tink ok leh.
i didnt regret at all.
n he say this bang can only last a short time cuz it will outgrow my eyes n i will need to push it to the side.
hahah.. so i'll just try to enjoy this short period of having a bang.
georgina had the same bang as me too!!!
i wun put up pics of myself for the next 2 wks or so.
i wan pple to have a surprise when they see me.
i really tink they will be shock. haha.

actually ireally wan to recommend kenji frm klearcut at far east lvl 5.
nope, he didnt give me any commission.
me n georgina always lyk him to cut our hair.
i dunno wads georgina's point of view of him, but for me.
i tink he really noe wad i really wan.
he always manage to leave me with nth to complain.
i've nv felt unsatisfied with his service b4.
n i feel he's really a perfectionist.
he will keep on blowing until he got the right curls he wan. hahahha.
n i lyk the way he cut fringe.
first 3days will look toot.
aft tt the shape will start coming out n it will end up very nicely.
everybody go to him for haircut pls. hahah.

oh oh.. i learnt a new pronounciation today.
jeanne lanvin is pronounced as john levan. va as in vase.

i wld lyk to have this as my bdae present pretty pls....
hahaha. joking. i've decided to give it to myself as a bdae present.
smelt it frm one of my customers.
cldnt stand it anymore n asked her wad perfume she using.
n she told me jeanne lanvin.
searched high n low for it but cldnt find it at all cuz it's a new fragrance.
finally found it in sasa.
i'm falling in luv with it!!!
sweet n subtle.. it's a very low-profile kind of sweetness which i lyk!!

ytd didnt go for mab.
rehearsed tourism presentation aft sch.
have to dance to the song i lyk to move it.
lol. had lots of fun.
went to find edwin lim n asked if there;s any more slots for open hse.
he said yes n proceeded to look for tshirts for us.
then he suddenly was lyk "eh, there;s someone extra here. eh. y nv come for class today?"
n i ignored him.
then he went on to say things lyk "still trying to ignore me, still acting cute."
i still ignore him. lol.

today presentation was self-high.
lolol.
during law was comparing our length of our face.
so we used kishan;s ruler to measure.
n also use paper to measure.
n adrian was lyk "r u guys doing plastic surgery or is this the cost-saving method of oil-blotting paper?"
lololol.
open hse was ok. not much pple.
had fun with the teachers there-edwin lim, tai fatt weng, goh aik hui too!!
did stupid things lyk imitating how xt walks in heels which was unfortunately seen by .......... lol
it's ok, im always caught doing silly actions lyk this.

nw for the long due photos.
i notice my cheeks looked abit chubby in the photos here.
or is it cuz of the blusher??



















eyes closed..


wad expression is this?


too gay..


cheeks too red..


finally an acceptable one..






edwin got splint in his hand n xt's trying to pick it out for him..
so gay..