yay!!! i've changed it.. i've chnaged my skin again!!!! ooooooh!!!


i just knew it.. tt guy is so damn disgusting lah.. regretted going to the chalet.. desperate!!!!!


steeping down feels so nice.. no duties to perform.. every thing leave to the juniors.. lol.. no lah.. im not so bad.. i still got help out loh..


tml's the performance.. the big day.. my last performace.. actually.. the sec 4 graduates last performance.. aft tt.. it's all abt chiong-ing alrdy.. hahahaha.. today some of them had the chinese o lvl oral.. heard tt it was not bad.. quite easy.. n tt the teachers are quite frendly.. hope to get these kind of teachers too on tuesday!!! wish me gd luck!!!!!!


today i made my revenge.. i drew on amanda's arm.. so fun loh.. she willingly let me draw.. so i draw loh.. then she say i write the word very big then the smiley face very small.. so i go n enlarged the two dots.. n then drew a banana mouth.. big enuff??????? then i draw a few more moles on her arms.. btw.. she's very moley!!! then she very angry.. lol.. then i wan to draw summore.. but she warned me not to draw moles anymore.. so i drew polka-dots.. then she very angry.. then i go draw again.. she say dun draw polka dots.. so i write P-O-L-K-A D-O-T-S on her hand.. haha.. then she even more angry.. but i still wan to draw.. but she warned me not to draw moles nor polka dots nor write them.. so i go PRODUCE/CREATE/GENERATE/MAKE ".....-.....-mandy".. noe wad it stands for?? it stands for polka-dotty-moley-mandy.. ok.. im lame.. n we ended up luffing lyk crazy..


geog was funny too.. i nv buy tys.. n i've got to stand up.. then he say can buy by mon anot.. then i say cannot.. cuz i very bz this wkend.. then he asked me where i live.. i say pandan.. then he ask me whether i like to go clementi.. of cuz i said no.. i really dun lyk to go there.. then he ask me whether i got go there.. i say no.. then he ask if i got pass by there.. i said no again.. then he very funny.. he asked me to take bus to sch.. then change to bus 285.. take to the stop b4 the terminal.. n go up to the ntuc building.. then go up.. there's a big big bkshop called big bkshop.. duhz..... i noe tt tooooo!!!! then i asked him whether he can help me buy anot.. he said no.. gosh...... then he told the other pple to go clementi to buy.. he said tt the bk cost $10.90.. but if we smile at the uncle.. maybe we get a discount.. so i asked him whether can use popular card to buy anot.. hahahahahah.. he's lyk speechless loh.. lol..


then had rehearsals again.. aft rehearsals.. we went ginza eat.. then passed by the hawker centre.. got this girl she showed her butt crack.. n we were luffing.. then these 2 malay guys passed by n one exclaimed "alamak.. see the long kang.." i told joleen n lizhen.. n we were luffing non stop lah.. hahah..


there goes my luffing day.. lololololololol..

first of all...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LIL' PIMPY!!!!!!!


you're finally one month old.. it's time u grow up n understand.. tt it wun do u any good to stay on my nose..


today was so gross.. when yixuan say tt she wans to go clementi.. i heard it as she wans to go n buy panty.. n i was lyk blur!!!!! then went to clementi kfc to eat.. there was a bball tournament at the sports hall.. n everyone come out.. wearing sleeveless shirt!!!!! gosh!!! so disgusting.. erks erks erks...


then got this little malay boy he very cute.. he climbed onto the weighing machine.. which was placed ddirectly in front of me.. n he placed his hand on the glass.. then he smiled at me.. so cute.. so i waved back n say "hi!!" then he run away.. -_-" fine laaaaa...


so late alrdy.. i beta go to slp le.. tatas all!!!

had a malu malu day today.. lol..


lessons were fine.. nth special.. except chem.. so fun.. i finally found a nice place to sit.. it's beside shaorong!!! he n chung nguon both so funny lah.. we can tok abt anything frm shitting to porn.. they keep toking abt av girls.. haha.. then i just suddenly ask shaorong if he lyks to shit everyday.. he was so shocked by me.. lol.. then i was reading the reader's digest at the same time.. i min the jokes only.. then he say tt the jokes r not funny.. n he start telling me jokes.. then we two keep sharing jokes.. until chung nguon very buay song.. lol.. then yixuan call me n shaorong yuan yang (lovers).. lyk gosh lah.. hahahaha.. then tt ryan n fazlan damn cunning.. keep using the retort stand to poke me.. then acting lyk nth happen.. duhz...


aft sch had lunch.. ate alot.. to prepare for the 5 hrs of rehearsal ltr mah.. then see jiali n lizhen nv eat.. wah.. they wan to be shen xian alrdy.. dunnid to eat.. they tell me they on diet.. lyk siao.. ltr sure faint..


went up to hall.. then went to change into attire.. met germaine in the toilet.. she wasnt feeling good.. n we were tinking of finding the dunno wad oil for her.. but in the end nv.. hope she'a alrite..


then we started practicing on our own first.. then i helped everyone to tie their red cloths on their waists.. then the teachers settled us down n wanted to start the rehearsal.. me n lizhen nth to do.. so took out my mp3 to listen.. we listen to chi songs!!!! yay!!!! then we hurried upstage n dance dance dance..... wheeeee~~~~


then went for break.. free refreshments provided.. yay!!! i find tt im becoming more lyk yalam alrdy.. always looking out for free things.. lol.. then we took our things n me n lizhen went to the field to see soccer!!!!! training.... duhz...


then we went up again.. we watched the contempt dancers.. oh gosh.. they really can shake lah!!!!! they i tried to do splitting side one.. eunice said it was straight.. then i keep trying the straight one.. n georgina kept telling me nerve pain.. tt's our tde secret.. lolololol.. i did it!!!! i can split forward!!!!!!! yay!!!!


then second rehearsal.. malu malu lah... the martial arts one.. i went back to where i was supposed to come out.. n was supposed to take my prop.. i still choosing away.. then yuting suddenly ask me y i still at backstage.. then i look onto the stage.. i was supposed to go out alrdy.. gosh!!!! n we kept luffing n luffing..


then the finale also lyk i blur blur alrdy.. must be too hungry alrdy.. lol.. all the actions mix up..


tml cant join them for rehearsal for the nkf show.. but im gonna go on sunday to help out.. shall stick by daryl alllllllll the way... lolololol.. yep yep.. the nkf show on tv.. must support hoh.. please call 19001126868/19001126833.. lolololol..


ytd while chatting wid him.. i just suddenly realised tt... he dun mean tt much to me anymore.. perhaps.. good sign? maybe!!!


shall change my blogskins soon... again!!!!













If you leave me now..
You'll take away the biggest part of me..
Ooooooooooh~~~~~~~~
Baby please don't go~~~~~ =D

went pulau ubin today.. very fun!!!! especially cycling.. there's so many slopes there.. n feeling the wind brushing against ur face is lyk so cooooooool~~ my sister damn funny.. she dunno how to control the brakes.. so she came down the slope going "woah.. woah.. woah.. woah.." i cant stop luffing lah.. if i did not rmb wrongly.. she was the one hu taught me n my cousin how to ride bikes.. n nw she's the one with problems abt riding the bike.. lol..


tml back to sch.. so excited.. can see all my frens again!!! yay!!!! cant wait to see them.. but i hate lessons.. n the homework tt i havent finish.. heck lah......





I'm still in love with youuuuuuu, boyyyyyyyyy!!!! =D

i just discover smth.. was lyk so happy at first.. cuz he finally got a taste of wad he did at last.. then it suddenly hit me.. im supposed to forgive him.. so y am i happy? there's nth to be happy abt.. n then i empathise wid him.. hmm.. take it easy..


tt makes me tink of my reaction.. i shldnt haf just replied smth lyk so unsensitive lyk "oh.." mabbe i shld haf comforted him.. as a fren i min.. y didnt i do it? i shld haf tink as a fren.. not at a point of revenge.. im supposed to forgive.. yepx.. i shall try to comfort him when i can find the chance..

had a nice time in church today.. i cried again.. noe y??? cuz they played my fave christian song.. STILL!!!!! i luv tt song!!!


on the way back.. got his grp of guys they board the bus at west coast park.. they were making alot of noise.. n the bus uncle got mad.. he shouted at them to shut up.. n threatened to chase them off the bus.. so the guys said ok.. then when they reach their stop.. they got off n one guy just suddenly shouted "c*** c*** b**".. then this disgusting guy just sit at the bus stop n wait for the uncle to come down n challenge them.. the uncle did waited there for awhile.. but then decided to drive on.. then tt disgusting was so happy tt he started waving his hands arnd lyk the ah meng in the mandai zoo.. dun they realise tt they r making a fool out of themselves? nobody's gonna tink tt they r lyk so drop dead cooooooooool~~~~ gosh.. teenagers nowadays....


anyway.. my church gonna haf the spook show again.. magic show.. by our senior pastor lawrence khong.. we going for the sat show.. 27/8 at 2.30pm at suntec convention hall.. tickets selling at $4.. anyone interested pls inform me asap.. hafta get the tickets..

ytd opened up alot to isaac.. he said tt i suddenly become very emotional.. hahahah..


today nth to say loh.... so damn pissed off by isaac..


today 12.45 only.. kenna woke up by jiali's call.. calling me just to tell me tt she tricked me ytd.. duhz.. then i wanna hang up the phone n go back to slp.. she dun let me.. kaoz.. where got lyk tt one?? then she keep irritating me wid her "wake up wake up" thing.. i fed up.. n just hang up.. then go baq to slp.. so nice the feeling..


then i on my phone.. wrong move!!!! isaac's msg.. so i msg baq.. wrong move again!!!!! more n more msgs.. finally.. i decided to wake up.. then he coming to meet me downstairs at 3..


everything done.. he's still havent reach.. he's lateeeeeeeeeee~~~


on the bus these two aunties very funny.. got one auntie keep irritating another one.. very obvious the other auntie wans to be quiet.. lol.. nice show.. then the irritating auntie suddenly turned n look at me.. then she go tell the other auntie to sit lyk me.. make herself comfortable on the bus.. cuz i was lying back on the glass n putting my legs up.. then she turned n smile at me.. then i smiled baq.. but i tot she's really very funny..


reached orchard.. tt isaac very girl girl loh.. even more girly then me.. nth to say.. he wans to shop but he ask me to lead.. im not coming to shop.. in the end.. we two were fighting over hu to lead.. in the end i won.. his blog say tt i tink im a queen.. wth.. lyk tt also queen.. win alrdy.. grrrrr~~~


walked to wisma.. guess wad i saw!!!! taufik's autograph session!!!! at 7pm.. wah liao.. tt's too late for the both of us lah.. isaac lah.. hafta return home at 7.. gosh.. im so pissed off by him lah.. damn isaac.. i hate u i hate u i hate u!!!!


then walked to shaw towers the isetan downstairs there.. got alot of nice jap food.. but isaac insisted on buying his bag first.. so we hafta walk allllllllll the way back to heeren.. bot his bag finally.. wid my heeren card.. yay!!! nw i got 80 pts..


then we walked alllllllllll the way baq to shaw towers to buy food.. then we sit at the mac cafe there eat.. i bot mocha ice too.. yumx.. the food damn nice..


then we walked to far east n take bus home.. on the bus i check the time.. it's 6.56pm alrdy.. 4 more mins to my taufik's autograph session.. gosh!!! missed it!!!! isaac lah.. damn him!!!! grrrrrr~~~


tml going to church.. hope can go!! hahah..

today had a fun day!!


started out by waking at 10am.. had to wake jason soh up.. first call.. voicemail.. 2nd call.. he finally picked up.. but was saying weird things.. too soft tt i cant hear properly.. then he say his legs hurt n he will call me baq ltr.. fine loh.. then call jiali but she's not going.. then i went to do my usual stuffs..


then jason soh called n say tt he's going to be late.. oh.. ok loh.. then lizhen msg me tt she;s going to be late too.. she's eating wid her mum.. ok loh.. then i call yuting.. 2 or 3 times.. but no one picked up.. i was starting to tink tt mabbe i dun wan to go anymore..


then jiali called me n chat wid me.. hey.. im chatting on phone k!!! we were toking of old times n abt all the helpers n me thingy.. tok until i left so late ltr aft yuting left her hse.. then jiali met me at the bus stop n accompany me to wait for the bus.. we tok alot again.. finally my bus came..


met yuting n lizhen.. went to eat at the sun lok noodle house.. yumx.. hahah.. then we went to the library.. cant find place to study.. so i went to look for the bk tt my sis wan.. abt adolf hitler.. yucks.. carrying tt bk in my bag is lyk bringing a murderer arnd.. the feeling sucks.. then we met jason soh.. n decided to go to the science centre's mac.. helped jiali to tink of excuse to get her out of the hse too.. lol..


but we found a place at entertainment centre.. so we sat down n start revising.. tt jason soh no use at all.. aft much explanation.. i still dun understand wads the diff between single n double bond.. then jiali met us n we went to buy tics for alot lyk love.. we forced jason soh to watch also..


finally im watching it!!! i've waited for 2 mnths for this movie.. it's damn nice.. very funny.. ashton not handsome.. amanda not pretty.. but not bad lah.. hahah..


jason soh left.. then we went back to library to study again.. i studied abit.. i finally found out wads the diff between single n double bond.. on my own loh.. haiz..........


then lizhen left.. n me n yuting went down to the cafe n read bks.. then she sent me to the bus stop n wait for my bus.. on the bus.. i met my auntie n we went home together..


we all agreed to pia ss tonite.. not slping.. hahaha.. shall seeeeeeee...

still decided to chnage anyway.. lololol..
finally found the perfect skin..
although not very nice..
but at least it expresses me..
hmmmmmmmmm..........


tml going with lizhen to library to finish up our hw..
hope can study abit of chemistry also..
im quite determined to buck up on my chemistry..
someone pls help me!!!!

hello.. im baq..
was abt to change my blogskin again..
but jason say tt this one looks nicer..
so shall not change today..


got so emo today..
i hang up my mother's phone when she dun allow me to go for the nkf performance..
n i cried..
i dunno y im lyk tt..


so many times i wan to tell my mother abt wad i've gone thru..
i wan her to go thru this time wid me..
but im often held back..
by the fact tt she will tell my father..
n my father will surely scold me with hurtful words..


i guess this thing did haf some effects on me..
i've changed alot.. n i can sense it myself..
it's hard to go thru it.. but i've got to.. hmmmmmmm...














i really miss you baby..
pls let go n find..
i really miss you baby..
love's invincible..
i believe when our love's firm..
there will be a moment to rmb in a certain yr certain month certain day..
i really miss you baby..
protecting our love..
i really miss you baby..
our story's continuing..
right her i just wish to tell you..
this song is only for you..

im going to kill bill gates one day!!


blogger is so sian..
im so lazy to blog nw..
rather change skin than blog..
mabbe even deleting it..
hmm..
anyway..
how to delete friendster account huh??
ok.. nvm..


just a few msgs for pple..


mandy: i miss ya!!!


georgina: i wan to play hai dai quan n energy quan again!!!


yuting: dear gal.. i miss ya so much!!! thx for ur kiwi birdie!!!


eunice: im going to make my revenge one day.. n i promise i will split beta than u!!!


jiali n lizhen: beta dun dua me again on the sentosa trip hoh!!!


dance members: sorry for the stupid esplanade destination.. i didnt noe there r 5 war memorials!!!


yuting, georgina, eunice, siewling, lizhen n jiali: thx for the "wonderful" dinner last nite!!!! u pple r crazy!!! i beta
keep my mouth shut.. btw.. i wan mr low.. lolx!!!


daryl: pls dun misunderstand.. they r just plain playful..


yixuan: i wan to run round wisma n taka again.. i wan to take 3 steps n then bow with u in the bus.. i wan to raise my hand when i cross the road with u..


to everyone else: u r missed, loved by sumone (me me me!!) take care!!!!

i cant slp.. it's arnd 5.10am in the morning.. in a few hrs time.. yuting will be back frm switzerland.. gosh.. miss this sweet gal man!!! most of all.. miss the present she's promise to bring back.. wahahahah..


wonder if it's cuz im too excited for the chalet tml?? huh!!! cant be.. father's day???? cant be too.. y cant i slp???????????? ever since i decided to stay up late to study for the mid-yr.. n nw it's lyk i cant slp at all!!! my auntie n my ah gong call me siao! how can lyk tt????


i just finish another half of the jacob's biscuits.. im eating jacob's brand.. hmmmm.. i support her k?? im eating her up.. then i'll be the genius in biology.... woo-hoo.. lyk got any help?? toking abt bio.. i mite as well gif up studying tt.. i've absolutely no idea wad the hell she's ranting abt.. wad is villi? wad is mutation??? errrr.... i only noe got these terms.. other than tt.. hmmm..


we gonna have a class tee.. not 4e2 i min.. but 2A'2003.. we luv our class alot.. lol.. at first we wanted wristbands.. but it has to be ordered in big numbers.. so we decided on class tees instead.. i saw the design.. but i forgot how it looks alrdy.. if im not wrong.. it's actually quite nice.. if not i wun buy it.. duhz..


the song "inside your heaven" is so nice.........!!!!!! but i tink bo bice's version sounds beta.. he's got the strength in the voice.. lyk he's really protecting u.. lololol..


shit.. y am i toking crap here in the middle of the nite??? or shld i say.. early morning.. ah... i wan to watch sunrise n catch crabs again!!!! lolol...


amanda arh amanda.. pple say tt i've become more n more crappy aft being with you leh.. how?? how can u change me until lyk tt???? lol.. yuting said tt i wasnt lyk tt in sec 1.. i was very serious gal.. but nw im becoming more crappy n talkative.. no wonder we two always kenna warned in ms chng's class.. lol..


wtf.. i dl this song "unsaid things" by mcfly just to hear it keep repeating the first verso over n over agin.. for lyk 4 mins plus.. then i chance upon this nice song "you've got a friend" by mcfly too!!!!


haha.. im really not planning to slp tonite.. i shall go to the chalet n then slp!!!!! until the bbq begins.. lol.. anyway.. i cant swim either.. stupid bike ride.. i really got my menses!!!!


i noe wad im excited abt..!!!!! it's the fact tt i'll be seeing electrico on 15th of july!!!!!! yay!!!!! lalalalalal!!!! lyk still so long.. duhz..


my pimple is still not getting any beta.. i guess i shall wait till it's one month old.. which is on the 29th.. then i shall buy a cake.. sing birthday song.. then send red eggs to all my frens.. Happy 1 Month Birthday To My Dearest Little Pimpy!!!!!! i shall then sing lullabies at nite to make it slp.. then stuff red eggs into my nose.. lolololol.. err....


actually.. wad's LOST all abt??? i watched abit.. the part where they decided to climb the hill to see if they can send any SOS signal or amth.. then got chased by some funny-looking polar bear!!!! lyk in a forest???? polar bear????


black eyed peas "my humps" refers to breast is it??? lol.. totally no sense.. but the song very cute.. i tink monkey business all the songs dun make sense one.. but all sounds very cute!!!!!


wah.. they tink it's very funny loh.. another song keeps repeating.. gosh.. but "tt gal" by mcfly is really nice tooo!!!!


shall buy another pair of slippers.. not white this time.. the white ripcurl one got so dirty.. maybe ripples?? share with lizhen.. we each buy one pair then we exchange so tt we'll have diff design.. lololol..


fine.. two more songs repeating.. im still being very patient..


one hr since i started blogging.. i havent end yet.. i wonder if i blog ltr will it hang.. wahahahaha..


guess i beta stop here.. cya all nxt time.. long long post again when i feel lyk im not going to slp again.. hahahaha..


pls do not let this hang!!!!

take a look at this website.. very nice.. all the bikinis design are lyk so cute!!!!


n then there's this website tt features nice clothes.. i found it in the mag.. havent take a look yet.. shall look ltr..


yay!!! yunz going wid me to the esplanade on 15th july.. we nw gathering pple.. lol.. wan to come inform us.. the performance is at 8pm i checked alrdy.. free admission.. it's at the outdoor theatre.. wooooot!!!



got see the report abt the kallang river corpse??? so disgusting the guy.. yucks.. big pervert.. i find tt im so lucky everytime.. i escaped frm tsunami just lyk hrs before.. this time the kallang incident.. i was cycling along it lyk only on monday nite???? gosh.. thank god man!!!!


nth much to say today.. just tt brandon came my hse again.. he's much more cheerful n luffs alot nw.. but he luvs to scream too!!!! he's so much lyk a gal.. following aft joel's footsteps.. gong??? lol.. joel is my cousin.. me, my sis n his sister hu is also my cousin n same age as me.. used to dress him up in our dresses n skirts n put make up on him.. then ask him to go out n parade himself.. lol.. tinking of it.. we r so evil.. wahahahaha...


tml's the chalet.. hehe.. not staying over.. but gonna stay late then go home.. =)




n ii dunn wanna fall to pieces..
i just wanna sit n stare at u.. O_O lol..
i dun wanna tok abt it..
n i dun wanna conversation..
i just wanna cry in front of u..
i dun wanna tok abt it..
cuz im in love with u!!!!!


siao!!

still cant manage to find my queen blogskin.. dumbass..


my fave song is she will be loved.. cuz there's a word "queen" inside.. my favourite royal character is of cuz the queen!!! i suppose u will tink tt my fave band is "queen"?? wrong!!!! cuz they r abunch of guys calling themselves queen?? yucks.. i lyk simple plan the best.. cuz they r my kings~~~ totally no connection..


went working today.. arh.. sian.. few hrs repeating the same actions over n over again.. im so sick of it.. listened to perfect 10.. got this guy call joel lim.. called in to share some things with the djs abt sebastien.. the ex-tanglinian hu entered the project superstar.. lyk so gosh.. my jaws dropped.. lolololol..


electrico performing at esplanade on 15th july.. im gonna go.. i've bked wid my father alrdy.. get his permission first.. in case he in the end dun allow.. wahahahahaha.. electrico.. im coming!!!!!!!!








beauty QUEEN of only 16~~~

finally got a new blogskin.. gosh.. it's so cute.. haha.. but i cant change the words into queen.. damn tt princess word on the pic.. nvm.. i shall not give up.. i will continue hunting for my queen skin..


went shopping wid my sister ytd at the disgusting place-orchard.. lolx.. it's so disgusting lah.. lyk i nv wanted to go there.. but since my sis wan sum shopping.. so went loh.. my aim was to eat anyway.. we shopped until 9.. then we eat galilee n frens.. i treat.. hahha.. yum yum.. only returned home at arnd 10.45pm..


gosh.. so many things crashing together on the 20th n 21st.. i want to attend all.. but i can only choose one.. firstly it's my relatives chalet.. 19-21st.. i can only go on the 19th.. then stay over till 20th morning had to go dance prac.. n they r going wild wild wet on tt day.. wah.... it's not fair.. i cannot go.. nvm.. luckily me n my frens going sentosa one of these days.. eh.. dun dua me again lyk u all did on wed last wk hoh.. lolololol.. on 20th.. there's amazing race.. hnh hnh.. then there;s dinner by liu lao shi.. woooooooooot!!!


21st there's dance prac again.. then there's tuition at.. umm.. i forgot wad time.. then i hafta go shopping wid my auntie.. she's on a holiday frm penang.. im supposed to play host.. shiok..


speaking of the buffet by liu lao shi.. i havent sort out which restaurant to go.. n am i supposed to order frm the restaurant too??? er........ shit......


im backsliding.. seriously.. frm God.. i dunno wad to do.. but i feel so unwilling to go to church.. to go for services.. or even cell grps.. but i still love God.. but my characters are changing.. im starting to build up this shell around me.. n more afraid to associate with pple nw.. giving this heck care attitude.. but actually i care alot.. hmmm.... wad shld i do?


n i just realise tt he's a BIG BIG BIG BIG LIAR!!!!

hihihihihi..
just returned frm the chalet..
lemme tell u wad happened over there..


i meet amanda at 1pm at jurong east..
then we went to eat..
ok lah.. is i eat..
while persuading yixuan to come with us..
then we went to the library to walk walk..
on the second or third floor..
we saw a gal sitting on the floor..
the jeans were so long tt we can see her g-string..
it's so disgusting lah...


then we decided to take 197 there..
the bus journey was so long..
then got one unce with BO sit rite in front of me..
i cant stand it anymore so i changed pplace..
then when he alighted i changed back to my original place..


reached the bus stop we walked all the way to the chalet..
then i realised tt i dropped my phone on the bus..
i quickly called the bus interchange pple n they offered to help me check..
then me n amanda went to rent bikes..
ride awhile..
then i offered to accompany joanne while we wait for someone to bring her slippers over..
then we pushed the bike all the way back to the chalet..
then they tell me tt the interchnage pple called back to say they've found the phone..
thank god ... phew!!!


when i returned they all were at the beach swimming alrdy..
i went down n watched them..
amanda asked me to take off my shirt cuz she did it too..
but i was kind of tinking.. hahaha..
then they asked me to help them get the sun tanning lotion..
so i went loh..
came back.. threw to them.. the guys use alrdy.. throw back to me.. win alrdy..
then jian wei suddenly ask me to pass him the lotion again.. so i went down n pass to him..
then he suddenly pulled me into the water..
but i was struggling..
then the yong jun ran up behind me n pushed me in..
oh gosh.. i drank the sea water lah..
cunning pple!!!!
so i took of my shirt also loh..
n was lying there sun tanning..
hahahah..
while they play monkey or wadever wid a soccer ball..
when i went down to the water to wash my hair..
tt yong jun kept splashing water on me..
cunning!!!!!!!!!!!
then we dig a hole to bury bifen in it.. lololol..
then i went back to the chalet first to get bifen some pure water to wash her eyes..
but isaac was frantically searching for the key for the bicycle lock..
he looked damn pissed off.. cuz we were playing while he search..
so i offered to help him search loh..


then the rest came back n were fighting for toilet to bathe..
in the end me n amanda decided to go to the swimming pool toilets to bathe..
came back n found a place to hang our laundry..
then the guys gambled n i watch..
im controlling myself k!!!
then arnd 7.30pm..
we decided to go for dinner..
they offered to go to bedok interchange to collect my hp n to eat as well..
w/o any grumbling laa!!! im so touched..
n guess how we went there??? by bikes!!!! a 45 mins journey there..
on the way there.. the guys organised themselves..
putting guys in front n behind..
n gals must be in between..
jianwei damn funny..
he just learnt to ride the bike..
so he kept falling off..
and everyone stopped for him..
one thing i was so surprised is..
me n zihao nv tok for a loong period of time alrdy..
lyk more than half a yr..
then he was behind me in the formation..
he just suddenly came tapping on my shoulders..
n we were lyk "wad" "wad" "wad"?
at least we were lyk toking..
n thruout the whole chalet we even smile at each other..


reached bedok n we eat there..
aft eating it's lyk 9+ alrdy..
so we ride bike all the way back again..
tis time taking about 30 mins only..
we split into 3 grps..
bifen n amanda speed back first cuz bifen's parents coming..
then i was left alone wid 3 or 4 guys cant rmb..
we took a shorter route back..
thx to me!!


when reached the chalet..
we found tt we were faster than bifen they all.
so i one gal wid a bunch of guys in the chalet..
they were planning smth evil..
n they make me promise not to tell anyone abt it..
so when all reached..
they made davin to go n bathe..
then they did the most evilish thing..
they videoed davin n his bathing process..
uncensored!!!!
aft that.. none of us dared to use the bathroom anymore..


then we rest awhile..
the guys played alot of games n their punishment is to drink..
40% alcohol mixed with gassy drinks..
they r mad..
especially jianwei..
he drank until he went crazy..
or mohawk as they say..
then me na amanda went chasing isaac all arnd to hear him toking to lizhen.. lol..


then at abt 1+..
we went cycling to esplanade..
the journey very long..
but very fun..
we met lyk 5 or 6 police cars on the way..
esplanade at nite is lyk nth to see.. black all the way..
then we cycled to lau pa sat n to 7-11..
we bot some refreshments there..
then the guys decided to look for toilets..
we went round n round looking for toilets..
those hotels snobbish lah..
dun allow us to use their toilets..
n make us go use the toilets in some ulu ulu place..
then we cycled back along the kallang river..
all the blangahs slping there..
we were all so tired when we raeached the chalet..


then we rest awhile there.. while most of them went to slp..
but i cldnt slp.. even with isaac's lap as my pillow..
then me n isaac went outside the chalet n lie on the stone bench outside..
no stars at all..
then brandon came out n tok..
tok awhile..
oliver came join us n we cycled to 7-11 to buy things to drink..
then we cycled to the beah outside our chalet..
then we climbed up the water breakers n sat there n watched sunrise..
then brandon n oliver got so excited over some small hermit crabs climbing up the stones..
then they went down trying to catch them with any sources available..
while im up there trying to look out for crabs..
so we went crab hunting early in the morning..


then we went back to the chalet..
watched the guys gamble again..
then me n bifen n amanda decidedc to go home..
we returned the bike but the shop havent open yet..
so we sat there for abt 45 mins chatting abt out discoveries in the chalet..
lyk we got to noe a deeper depth abt the guys' character..
then we returned the bikes n took a taxi home..


got alot of discoveries these 2 days n i really enjoyed the camps.. hahahaha..
to the pple hu nv go..
u all missed a whole lot of fun!!!!!

hi hi!!!
yay!! tml go class chalet!!
gonna stay over..
first time im allowed to stay over..
but wad if im the only gal?
heck.. gonna enjoy myself tml..


yong jun they all damn despo for gals lah..
keep asking me to bring more gals..
lyk hello.. for gdness sake...


blogger getting so sian.............

cant be bothered to argue wid my father anymore..
he did not see me studying n he assumed tt im playing all day..
then let it be.. i dun haf to prove it to him anyway..


decided to cut my hair..
wanna cut it to my shoulder length..
wan it to be short..
then wun have to bother abt tying hair every morning..
hahahahahah..

went to the english course today..
the composition tok was so damn boring lah..
we were deciding whether wan to run during the break anot..
in the end lizhen wan to stay.. so we stay loh..

luckily we stayed..
the nxt speaker was very funny..
got the whole hall roaring wid lufter.. haha


took taxi to tanglin shopping centre to buy yuting's leotard..
she's crazy..
i tink she shld just get 15 leotards.. lol..


then we walked all the way back to orchard road..
jason not a real man..
make me hold the doog for him..
i scolded him "not man" 4 times alrdy..


then me yuting lizhen n jiali left for far east..
i ate oyster mee sua n drank ice mocha..
then we all left for cine..
on the way i was using this ghostly voice n telling lizhen..
"i'm leaving.. dun miss me..."
lololololol..


left for lavender to meet my auntie n my sis..
made my sis' ic n then left for tiong bahru plaza..
found nth nice to eat..
so left for great world city..
in the end settled for crystal jade..
ate a sumptuos meal..
n then we went shopping..
bot a black tube top frm WH..
lyk the one i bot frm topshop..
then my mother agreed to let me buy a yellow top frm OP..
great reward.. wahahhaha..


i keep buying tops tops n tops..
nw i shall concentrate on bottoms bottoms n bottoms..
lololol..


jiali damn dumbass..
tuesday we went to eat sa-ka-e sushi..
then she was very full n decided to go out for a walk b4 coming back to continue..
then me n lizhen decided to trick her since it was her first time eating sushi buffet..
we took arnd 4 plates down frm the conveyor belt n put nicely on her table..
when she came back she was so shock.. lol..
she wanted to put back but i told her tt she cannot put back..
cuz the person saw it alrdy..
she was so worried..
then me n lizhen act kind heart n take down two more plates pretending tt they r very nice..
so looking at the 6 plates of sushi.. she totally dunno wad to do..
then in the end.. i said tt i help her..
n i put back one plate..
hah.. she quite clever too..
she saw me putting back.. n she realised wad happened.. lol..


tml is the last course.. wonder wad will happen.. hahahah..

woke up today at 8 wid a bad bad stomachache..
rushed to the toilet deciding to bathe n brush my teeth altogether..
finish everything at lyk 9..
wait wait wait for jiali..
finally she called me..
reach the bus stop n wait wait wait again..
then i call her..
then she tell me tt she's coming down..
oh gosh.. lyk 10.15 le lah..


reach clementi is lyk we rushing all the way..
saw some pple on the way..
ran down the slope n finally meet them..
they were lyk so pissed off..
i min yuting lizhen n yixuan..
aargh.. they were lyk staring at me lah..
n i keep telling them it's not my fault..
but they dun blif me..
still say i got history one..
oh gosh.. m i such a bad person?????
then tt dumbass jiali.. still dun admit..
n keep grinning away..


on the bus.. shao rong msged me n ask me y i so late..
i told him is not my fault loh..
then he told me tt they kenna lost in the place.. lolol..


reach the place at arnd 11.30..
wah.. the person there damn sarcastic lah..
say wad.. ask us to hurry up..
the talk started half an hr ago..
but i really did not noe mah..
mandy lah.. told me tt it atrts at 11.30..
then i jus say out loud..
"i tot it starts at 11.30?"


the tok was boring boring boring..
i was playing n slping n moving n looking all arnd..


aft the tok we walked to orchard..
ok half way we took taxi..
we were trying to hide..
cuz theree's 5 of us..
we ate at galilee's friends..
very nice!!!
especially their free flow of soup of the day..
i keep refilling..
then they very cunning..
keep making me to go refill for them..
then got this grp of guys..
they see my keep refilling..
then they were behind n saying..
"wtf.. enuff enuff.."
i damn pai seh laaaaaa.. nth to say..


then we go shop shop arnd..
took neoprints..
then yixuan dragged me n run arnd taka n wisma..
it;s lyk.. y must we run during shopping???? lololol..


tml still got course..
gonna eat sakae sushi buffet tml.. yeay!!!!


found out today tt the elmo shirt tt yi xuan gave me for my birthday was specially made..
omg.. i m so touched!!!!!


they all dua me!!!!
this wed not going wild wild wet le..
they all got lessons..
wah... i save up $30 loh..
then in the end they tell me not going....
grrrrrrrrrrrrr...


fine!

okie.. im supposed to be the female announcer of the class chalet..


Event: Class 4e2'05 Chalet
Date: 13-15 June 2005
Fees: $10


done... report to me or yong jun (preferably him)


so sian.. these few days nth happen..


cant wait to go wild wild wet this wed..
gonna have fun hahahahah..


tml got course for o lvl..
so sian.. 4 separate days..
for just 1 n a half hr course..
waste our time..
lucky is near orchard.. hahaha

STOP TEASING ME ABOUT MY BIG BIG BIG PIMPLE LAAAAAAA!!!!!


it's lyk everyone is luffing at me about my pimple these few days..
EVERYDAY!!!


dumbass-es!!!!


today dance was fun..
i kenna the emcee for today's programs..
hahahahahaha..
countdown..
for once.. i got to stand in front!!!!!!!
in the front row.. n in the middle!!!!
yay!!!!!!!
mr low asked me to be in charge of choosing a restaurant to order buffet frm..
wah.. suggestions pls..
crystal jade???? yumz!!!!!!


aft dance.. we went to eat..
then came back n slack arnd..
then we finally announce the nxt batch of committee..
then we had speech by our ex-chairman----georgina..
n every new committee head..
hahahahaha..
hope tt our tde spirit will continue on..
and live forever!!!!


then we told them of the amazing race tt we had in plan for them..
we asked everyone..
the sec 1s n the helpers..
out of all the helpers..
only daryl coming!!! ooh-hoo!!!!


we had to cast lots to see hu got hu in their grp..
im so damn suay lah.. got zhong yi..
i was lyk praying to allah!!!!
lololololo..
allah dun bless me....
then we went to ask if he's free on tt day..
guess wad he say???
no!!!!
guess allah blesses me aftall!!!! hheex!!


had alot of fun while discussing!!!!!
i luv meetings wid dance!!!!


went to collect report bk wid my auntie..
surprisingly.. i got the 11th position..!!! lol..


i was telling my sister tt day tt this song..
"from this moment" by shania twain.. makes pple feel so blissful..
it's lyk u r in a wedding urself..
lyk the world is sucha nice place..
tt ur beautiful life has just begun..
my sis just look at me n keep luffing..
maybe im too childish in tinking tt way???
hmmmmmm..


yuting told me ytd tt she tinks tt the pple arnd her r having such wonderful love lives nw..
really??? smth to ponder abt.. hahahaha..














anyway.. go listen to this song..
"everyday i love you less and less"
by kaiser chiefs..
very cute!!!!!
the lyrics very naughty also...
lolol..










frm this moment..
life has begun..
frm this moment..
u r the one..
right beside you..
is where i belong..
frm this moment on..


i gif my life to u wid all my heart..
i cant wait to live my life wid u cant wait to start..
you n i will nv be apart..
my dreams came true bcuz of you..!!!!!! =D

BLOGGER SUX!!!!!


okie.. nv hang..
gd sign.. hmmm...


gotta cut this short..
in case this stupid made-by-bill-gate computer decided to fail me again..


mr low said tt we r gonna disbatch soon..
his eyes were so watery..
but he quickly change topic n ask us wad we wan to eat on the 21st..
suddenly got this urge to just perform one damn nice dance just for him..
aftall.. he'd done so much for us..
n he said tt he's the most happy working wid us among so many batches of tanglin n other schs..


went orchard shop shop shop..
bought a sports bra n a ripcurl wallet..
those class guys shall not luff at me anymore..
cuz my sports bra is not cross backed...


yuting suddenly ask me..
wad if i see him n his gf on the street one day..
will i feel awkward..
hmmm.. hard qn to ans..
logically.. i shldn't.. cuz i've moved on..
but mentally.. im prepared to feel any gush of old feelings again..
wadever..


heard this song on the radio the other day..
the lyrics made me switched off the radio immediately..
n i sat in a corner hugging my legs n thinking hard again..
hard to forget..
but still i hafta forget..
no use brooding on..
he wun return..
ok.. when he return..
there's only 3 days for me to tink abt him..
aft tt.. it's no more.. officially on to my o lvl..


My Immortal
Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me






anyway.. on to more serious stuffs..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST XUANIEEEEE//*


be pretty n keep loving me!!!!!! =D
-seOwhUii-'05

today dance was.....


CRAZY!!!!!


ok.. i was the crazy one..
fine lah........
cuz pple excited mah..
back to dancing after such a long break mah..
tao yan... lyk tt say pple..
they say tt i was so abnormally me today..
cuz i was jumping all arnd n doing sum stupid actions..
but i tot tt was the usual me??
i min beta than me sitting at one corner n sulking away..
refusing to tok to anyone..
tt is then so abnormally MEEEEE!!!


we settled tt these coming wed we'll be going wild wild wet to craze!!!
yay!!! first time going..
cant wait for all the excitement..
n of cuz.. hunks!!! lololol..


nt buying bikini le..
nt buying phone also..
phone is i willing to give up one loh..
bikini is my parents force..
hahahaha..
nvm..
shall use the money for a big shopping spree..
summore nw is the GSS festival!!!!
ooh-hoooooo~~~
tml going out wid yuting to shop..
shall see wad i can come back with..


gonna give yixuan a big surprise..
hahahahahaha..
shhhhh~~~

lalalalalalal..
GSS here i come!!!!!

chnaged my blogskin!!!
cuz the former one cldnt see anything at all..
had no choice but to change..
if not i can only see my tagboard..


cld not wake up to go work..
hahaha.. nvm..
went to jurong library wid jiali instead..
did two chapts of phy tys..
amanda.. im a hardworking gal..
we only left bcuz the library was too coldddddd~~


walked arnd jurong east..
so sian..
ate kfc.. yumx..
bot things n went home..


bot seventeen magazine..
doing a feature on bikini..
but none nice..
hmmmmm..


told my parents abt nokia 7260..
nw it's priced at $98..
if i trade in my phone..
i cld get it at below $58..
wahahahahaha..
they agreed.. nw is when....


shall haf a new phone..
wid camera..
n most important.. RADIO!!!!!!
nw i wun be bored on bus journies anymore!!!!


anyway.. amanda wans to go sun tan too!!!!


amanda loves me!!!! wheeeee~~~