Tuesday, November 30, 2004

shldnt haf go.. haiz.. all i did there was watched "Temptation Island".. where the flirtation began.. lolx.. free movie.. then we screamed for the finale damn loud.. haha

then me n joleen went to je mac to eat again.. saw tt grp of malay guys again.. they tok to us again.. saying tt one of them was frm our sch.. o..... i......c..... -_-"

im feeling so damn stupid now.. joleen even ask me y dun i jus send those 3 words to him.. instead of the whole paragraph.. wah liao.. i spent the whole hr tinking of tis paragraph to send loh.. lyk tt suan me.. but i really cant bring myself to say those 3 words. i can say it seriously.. i cant be serious.. wad if he tinks tt im jus joking???
im so bored now.. the i n e thingy lyk shit loh.. i dun even noe if im nided to go anot.. they inform other pple but not me.. so i guess im not nided.. i'll jus rot at home.. lol..

oh yah.. rmb ytd there was a malay family sitting behind us.. the little boy so damn cute.. he kept making alot of noise.. we were abit pissed off in the beginning lah.. then the mother kept whispering "sorry" to me.. but of cuz i dun mind.. lol.. but then he kept popping up behind my chair.. lolx.. then making alot of noise so i'll turn behind.. then ended up i playing hide n seek wid the little boy.. he hide.. i seek.. lolx..

grr.. side track abit.. sum unknown guy in my frenster.. now not even in my msn list.. trying to show off how clever he is.. -_-" as if i care... wad "i ltr going for job interview.." "sum high class pharmacist job.." "tt pays $1700 a month!!" "ltr they seeing my prelim.." "dunno if 12 pts can anot.." hello.. do i look as if i care.. okie.. so i try to be a gd gal.. n comfort u abit.. oh.. dun be so nervous.. haf confidence in urself.. haha.. yupx..

back track.. ytd.. while sitting beside mdm ji.. we were toking abt while contemp dance get to perform but we dun.. then they were toking n toking away.. while i was happily listening to my mp3.. lolx.. i dun really mind.. i dun wan to perform also.. but then hoh.. mdm ji hoh.. wadever she say she pats on my head or on my leg.. i was lyk.. "mdm ji.. i've got nth against them.. but now ur making me look as if i've got the deepest grudge against them.." lol.. but nvm.. i jus play along.. i go "orh.. ok.. ic.." lol..

grr.. side track again.. tt unknown guy say he wanna noe me.. n he started asking me my height n weight.. i so damn pissed off.. shldnt u try to noe more abt my inner self.. than noeing my physical appearance?? does it matters so much??? dun tink i dunno.. all u guys wanna noe is our physical appearances only.. so wad if myo hein told u im chio?? i dun tink i m.. n dun try to judge me.. im not ur thing to play wid.. pls go take a look at urself b4 asking us tis.. or mabbe u will consider going geylang.. there's alot of pretty chicks there.. easy to get too.. all u nid to haf is $$.. since r getting a job tt pay $1700 a month.. go on.. sick guys.. im not interested in u! fuuuuuuu................... god bless u!!!! omg.. it's so hard..

MYO HEIN!!! STOP GIVING MY EMAIL TO WEIRD FRENS OF URS!!

Monday, November 29, 2004

today slack until arnd 4.. then yuting came knocking on my hse n ask me go out early.. so i went wid her to je to eat.. long john long john.. lol.. but the pple at long john their attitudes suuuuuu.. umm.. god bless.. then we went arcade.. it's so smelly inside.. full of sweat smell.. then got cigarettes smell also.. cannot stand it.. came out n wait for joleen.. aft arnd 30 mins.. she arrived.. she told me 10 mins loh.. lolx.. then we went popular to search for smth for ms wong.. at the card section.. i was looking thru the cards n passing them to yuting.. almost every card tt i saw i say "cute".. then yuting n joleen was lyk.. "then which card shld we buy?" lol..

then we went to SingPoly.. saw taufik's poster there.. n we were screaming lyk hell.. lol.. we reached there damn early.. trying to find the mac.. but we walk arnd n arnd.. in the end.. decided to go baq.. saw mdm ji n we went to sit wid her.. she was toking on the phone.. n touching my legs.. omg.. lol.. then we went in to find a seat.. got alot of tanglinians all dye hair.. nv die b4.. lol.. then at last min.. joleen wanted to go toilet.. when we went outside.. kenna scolded by solastri.. but we went anyway.. then the grad ceremony.. so sian.. we were only cheering for dance members.. at least me.. they both were cheering for other pple.. then refreshments.. nth to eat one.. sian.. so little summore.. how to feed our mouths.. then we wanted to go out of the rm.. when suddenly a hand appeared n grab me by the waist.. i kenna shock.. so it's ivan's auntie.. wah.. of all pple.. she recognise me.. when yuting was arnd summore.. yuting was lyk frens wid ivan sooooo much longer than i've been.. but she recognised me.. lolx.. we tok for awhile.. then we went out n sat down enjoying the breeze..

then we went baq to watch joseph.. sat wid nerissa n mei lun tis time.. i sat wid joleen n neh neh side by side.. so nice.. neh neh beside me!!! lol.. then watch.. hmm.. the show was ok.. but i tink the mics r too soft.. then they keep singing out of tune.. too fast.. or too slow.. n the choir was lyk ummm... chicken scratching.. lol.. but the dance was nice.. germaine n syirah damn sexy.. lol.. gary very funny.. his wig kept covering his eyes.. n he kept trying to shake it away.. then very cute also.. then the ending very nice.. haha. khairul sooo funny.. hahahahha..

then me n joleen went to je mac to eat.. got a grp of malay guys were eyeing at us since we went in.. n then when i finished buying n walked pass them.. they tok to me.. but i dun understand.. so i went "huh?" then i ignored them n walk away.. then they kept turning arnd n look at me n joleen.. then when they wanna leave.. they started toking to me again.. but i still dun understand wad they toking abt.. then they said bye n left.. weird pple.. then me n joleen tok alot.. all the way till we board the bus..

i lyk to tok to joleen.. i find tt even tho she's lyk 2 yrs younger.. but her tinking is mature enuff.. same level as me.. n we can communicate well.. i find i can relate my probs to her than to sum of my best frens for so long.. she really listens n gif advices.. hmm.. i tink i've found a gd fren in her.. lol.. JOLEEN>> I LUV YOU!!!!
this is the lyrics of one of the songs in polar express.. it's really very sweet.. the girl is persuading the little boy to blif in christmas.. umm.. i dun haf the real lyrics to it.. im jus typing wad i hear.. so it mabbe ryt or wrong..

When Christmas Comes To Town
Matthew Hall & Meagan Moore
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(Little Boy)
I'm wishing on a star
And trying to believe
That even though it's far
It's finally Christmas Eve
I guess that Santa's busy
Cause he's never come around
I think of him
When Christmas comes to town

(Girl)
The best time of the year
When everyone comes home
With all these Christmas cheers
It's hard to be alone
Putting up the Christmas tree
And friends will come around
It's so much fun
When Christmas comes to town

(Girl)
Presents for the children
Wrapped in red and green

(Little Boy)
All the things I've heard about
But never really seen

(Both)
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa's on his way

Interlude

(Girl)
Presents for the children
Wrapped in red and green

(Little Boy)
All the things I've heard about
But never really seen

(Both)
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa's on his way

(Girl)
When Santa's sleigh bells ring

(Little Boy)
I listen all around

(Girl)
The Herald Angels sing

(Little Boy)
I never hear a sound

(Girl)
And all the dreams of children

(Little Boy)
Once lost will all be found

(Girl)
That's all I want
When Christmas comes to town

(Both)
That's all I want
When Christmas comes to town
Santa can u hear me?
i haf been so gd this yr..
n all i wan is one thing..
tell me my true love is near..
he's all i wan.. jus for me..
underneath my christmas tree..
i'll b waiting here..
santa tt's my only wish this yr..

so sweet~~

haiz.. im so disappointed.. now i noe tt ur perspective of me is " no use loving sumone hu dun luv u baq".. tt;s how u tink of me.. well.. fine..

u told me to blif in u.. i did.. but u dun blif in me at all..
My Only Wish (This Year)
Britney Spears
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Oh yeah yeah...
Last night I took a walk in the snow,
Couples holdin hands, places to go,
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss,
I sent it off, it just said this:
"I know exactly what I want this year"
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold,
Maybe Maybe,
He'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing,
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

Oh yeahh.. Yeahh Yeahh...
Christmas Eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for takin a peek
Cuz I heard that you're comin' to town
Santa can you hear me?
I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true,
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Baby, baby, baby, baby
We'll be all alone under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year,
All I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time (oh yeah)
Bring me love I can call all mine (oh yeah)
Cuz I have been so good, so good this year, (oh oh)
Can't be alone under the mistletoe,
He's all I want in a big red bow.

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here,
Santa that's my only wish this year

Ahh ahh ahh
Oh Santa, can you hear me...?
Oh Santa..Well he's all I want
Just for me, underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here,
Santa that's my only wish this year
Santa that's my only wish this year.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

lalalalalalallalalalalala.. joleen.. did we haf a great nite tonite???? YES!!!! lolx..

ok.. so me n joleen went to meet nadz at lido.. we were jus bside him.. but he nv see us at all.. n he went one whole big round.. until we go up to him then he see us.. then we were tinking of which theatre to go.. cuz all tics for shutters r either sold out or there's only single seats.. so fed up.. cant watch shutter.. then we decided to go walk arnd.. but firstly.. we went to long john silvers to settle our dinner.. ok.. they eat.. i nv buy anything.. but i got to eat also.. i kope joleen's fries n nadz treated me a hershey pie.. ok.. he's trying to tempt me to eat chocolate.. n i fell for it.. dammit!!!! then both of them ganed up to diss me abt elmo!! joleen.. how can u lyk tt??? wah liao.. then me n joleen ganged up n snatch nadz's pie.. hu ask him to tempt me again...

then we went to wisma.. weshop very long there.. umm.. mostly is me n joleen shop.. then nadz wait outside.. lol.. then tis funny guy went to buy a tiny little bk for grandmothers for me.. lololol.. then he told me he is going to change into a christian.. omg.. i kenna shock...

then we walked to heeren.. bot ice cream on the way.. wanted chocolate flavour but the uncle gave me mixed.. watched a band performed.. n the rain drops fell into my ice cream cup.. so im eating mixed ice cream wid raindrops.. lol.. then went into heeren.. went to flash n splash.. i saw the bag.. how cum still exist arh??? i tot no more alrdy.. no wonder nadz told me he saw it again.. then i saw georgina's bag also.. how cum all re appear?????? then walk arnd.. joleen ended calling me ahma also.. lol.. then we went to take neoprints.. wah.. finally taking neo prints.. so long nv take alrdy.. then we went walk arnd summore.. n joleen nid to go home.. so i went home wid her..

N THE WHOLE TIME THEY DISSING ME ABT ELMO!!!!

Saturday, November 27, 2004

NADZ!!!! WHEN DID I GET INVOLVED IN UR MOVIE???? I NV AGREEEEEEEE!!!!

hmm... wasnt in a gd mood today.. not angry i min.. but wasnt feeling gd.. er.. wad m i toking abt.. nvm.. jus not happy.. not angry n not sad lah.. but dun feel lyk luffing.. or joking..

did not wan to go dance today.. my mama woke me up at 7.. but i dragged all the way til 7.20 then pull myself up to wash up.. then i went all the way to clementi mac to meet them.. mdm ji giving treat.. but i nv eat alot.. jus asked for 2 hashbrowns.. i really wasnt in the mood.. haiz..

then went for dance.. the whole time they were luffing.. but i was lyk.. "HA HA HA".. i guess i mus haf looked really depressed.. bcuz georgina asked me y im so quiet today.. the only person hu really made me luff today is zhiming.. he so damn funny loh.. he look at my eye so deeply.. he played wid me.. then we were toking abt our odd habits.. blah blah.. lolx.. then we were luffing abt body odours.. he was singing love songs to me.. trying to cheer me up.. n i sang along.. n in the end.. liu lao shi was luffing at both of us.. n in the end.. we got punished for tt.. yucks.. but hmm.. at least it made me smile..

then went to watch polar express.. the movie damn nice.. the animation so real! didnt wan to leave the cinema at all.. lol..

then went to church.. but i really wasnt in the mood.. n i didnt sing along for most songs.. haiz.. wads wid me today????

onto sum of my tots of the day..

haiz.. i once tot tt true luv is fearless of any obstacles.. n i always tot tt my relationships will b perfect.. i tot i noe how to handle all problems.. now then i noe tt it's all a wishful tinking of my own.. i realised tt i dunno love at all.. y m i explaining love to pple then? y do pple trust me so much in my so-call "theory" of love then? y do pple ask me 4 advices when their relationships are on the rocks? i guess it's bcuz they r so depressed.. n my portrait of luv is so hopeful.. perfect (n not to mention unrealistic).. tt all of them rely on me to gif them hope.. all of them wanted a perfect relationship lyk wad i've been thinking abt.. nw.. i can officially announce tt I DUNNO THIS LITTLE THING CALLED [[LOVE]] AT ALL!!!

blif it or not.. i tot of this pragraph when i was abt to slp last nite.. i was tinking abt smth else.. n i ended up wid this..

y does bitches exist on the world??? they noe nth but hunting for preys everyday.. n making them suffer.. haiz.. im really waiting for the day to cum.. if u've been reading my blog.. u will noe wad day it is.. n.. STOP DISGRACING JESUS!

Thursday, November 25, 2004

TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!

"Girls just like to be chased after by guys.." by jamie perfect 10 dj.. is tt true??? lololol..

grad nite tonite!!!! omg.. so nice.. i wanna go grad nite too.. but i still haf a yr to go.. it's so not fair.. heard tt frm nxt yr onwards.. all grad nite held in sch.. wtf.. r we going to wear prom dress in sch??? no way!!! we wan hotel! we wan hotel! we wan hotel! petition!!!!!

jus watched SingIdol! phenomenon.. hmm.. i tink i hafta change my views abt sylvester abit.. cuz the way he toks abt his mother's scandal jus now was damn touching.. taufik's too!!! tho i dun really noe wad it's abt.. is it smth lyk he scolded his mother or wad?? tt really brought me to tears.. so touching.. mummy~ daddy~ i love you~

mummy~ thx for helping me to make a decision this morning.. but in the end we dunnid it at all.. n thx for helping me to alter tt stupid track pants which makes me keep falling.. yucks~~~

daddy~ umm.. arh.. er.. yah.. thx for everything.. lol.. thx for the kisses every night.. altho ur beard makes my forehead so pain.. nvm.. lol

went to sch for open hse today.. mrs chng hoh.. nth to say loh.. we cum at 8am.. then she held onto the keys till lyk 10.. we were slacking arnd for 2 hrs.. omg.. i can slp for 2 hrs.. then we decided not to dance anymore.. wah liao.. liu lao shi still say our dance was very gd.. beta than crescent girls.. then while slacking.. me n eunice tried to strip each other's clothes.. i dunno wad started too.. but she suddenly wanted to strip me.. in front of the guys.. of cuz i dun let her.. so i tried to strip her baq.. lolx.. we ended up in a fite.. hahahahahahah.. then she tried to use the iron as her weapon.. wah.. scarieeeee.. then at the booth.. we were slacking more.. i was watching the contemporary dance's dance.. er.. ok.. wah.. their dance very nice.. shake alot.. lol.. really.. i min it.. they were great.. they really used their whole energy to dance.. then we played arnd wid our props.. blah blah.. took video of funny things.. then i slept on eunice's leg.. nice.. haha.. the height is jus nice.. then me n lizhen went down to buy drinks.. ivan's auntie saw me n invited me to go n eat the food tt's meant for the visitors n VIP.. lololol.. im too attractive.. die! then we brought orange juices up for the others.. especially for dance only.. haha.. then we went to play golf.. the edwin n his fren.. wah liao.. big time show off.. we beginner then they were lyk "u F-A-I-L.. FAIL!!!" "u S-U-C-K.. SUCK!!!" hello???????? so we asked them to play instead.. n they missed too.. so we said baq them too.. n i added "u F-U-C-K.. FUCK!!" grrrrr... then we went baq to pack up..

they say got 3 batches of parents cuming.. but so far we only see lyk not more than 10 families loh.. er.. so wu liao..

tml got dance again.. 9 hrs of prac.. it's gonna be tough.. but we can bring pillows there.. im bringing the christmas big pillow for myself.. n the shrek donkey pillow for li zhen.. then im tinking abt whether to bring elmo along.. lololol.. shld i??? hmmmmmmm...

i love my grandson's smile soo much!!! very nice n bright.. lol.. plus he's dark.. so it looks lyk the only white thing is his teeth.. so amusing.. hahah.. he smiled at me twice today.. how nice.. r u going to kill me for this????? elmo rulez!!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

blahz.. im baq.. frm a day of craziness as usual.. hahah.. except tt today seems lyk im the only one hu is high.. others all seems tired.. so wad haf they been doing last nyt?? i dunno.. dun wanna noe too.. lol..

liu lao shi treat me so gd.. gimme alot of solo act.. lol.. while everyone was given a little space to squeeze together.. he gave me sucha big space to spread myself out n slp.. lol.. i told him my weight went down alrdy.. he said no diff.. -_-" fine loh.. then the mood was supposed to be very dim.. but i jus cant calm myself down.. in the end.. liu lao shi say today we will not be serious.. we'll be fun.. n i had a lot of fun.. really.. hahah..

then we went to queensway.. actualli to anchorpoint first.. went to eat.. but im not full at all.. nvm then.. went queensway shopping ctr to collect our dance tee.. me, lizhen n yuting were watching a tattoo show.. haha.. it's so pain!!! omg!!! crazieee pple.. then we went rnd n rnd the shopping ctr dunno looking for wad.. i was looking at bikinis all along.. hahaha.. then we decided to go jurong point.. on the taxi.. cuz it's 5 of us.. so one of us had to hide.. n i was in the front seat.. n the uncle tok alot.. so i had to entertain him.. while the 4 pple behind were luffing away..

reached jp n there was this 2 kids on the stage playing a scissors paper stone game.. using their body.. it's damn funny.. then 4 adults had to dance sum funny dance.. while we watching.. i heard this damn loud burp frm behind me.. i turned arnd n saw this guy frm camp eureka.. so i guess the one hu burp loudly muz be frm camp eureka too.. hmm.. but i dunno hu they burping to.. then we went to mac to eat.. i min i eat.. they just sit arnd n watch me eat.. they were wondering y im not full.. lol.. then yuting gave me this big task.. to find out georgina's cup size.. wah.. almost got it out.. but she dunno her size.. damn.. then we went home.. on the bus.. me n eunice were crapping again..

haiyer.. cant wait for dance camp.. 27-28/12.. still so long.. we've got alot of fun ideas for this camp.. but since we r the organizers.. we cant play.. tt's gonna be so boring.. but we bringing poker cards to gamble.. n the snap tt i bot in toy r us.. jus tt i dunno where it had gone to.. haha.. oh yah.. btw.. below is a photo of all the tanglinians n ex-tanglinians in camp eureka 2004..



can find me?? i was hugging yi xuan.. lolx..

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

i still miss luke...............................................................................................'s jacket..

i still miss adrian............................................................................................'s smile..

i still miss ray................................................................................................'s hug!!!


lolololol
MOST SIGNIFICANT THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY!!
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My grandson.. yes.. the cute grandson called Nadzri.. finally said tt elmo is cute!!!! even cuter than him!!! lolx.. im gonna keep tt msg forever!

yay!!! tml baq to dance prac.. i miss dance prac soooooo much.. umm.. i min i miss all the craps n craziness in dance!!! n i cut my nail liao.. siewling u cant make me do pumping.. hahaah.. blah blah blah.. we gonna crap more tml.. dance reigns!!!

Monday, November 22, 2004

haiyer.. y is olinda out??? y y y???? leandra out i alrdy very sad.. now olinda's out too.. n the worse is sylvester is inside!!! omg.. y him?? i cant see any special in his singing.. grrrr... it's all bcuz of those crazieeee ghurls hu went to vote for him cuz of looks.. not ability.. haiz.. i wonder if i'll get alot of "feedbacks" on this in my tag board.. but anyway.. one of my best talents is to block out all bad comments on me.. hehe.. cum on n flood for all u wan.. i dun gif a damn..

Sunday, November 21, 2004

hmm.. im giving up my adidas shoes n cardigan alrdy.. i wanna use my money on beta things.. haha.. shhhhhh~~~ u all will nv noe..

i dun understand y r there such unfilial children on earth.. hellooooo!!!! she is ur mother!!!! grrrr...
20/11/04
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08:56 [[Of all the pretty and charmin gurls i came across. I am hook onto u. Why? R u the ans for my light who brights my life? Or am i jus window shoppin?]]

09:11 [[I m. And im willing.. No matter long it takes. I always have faith and trust in u.]]

09:15 [[U r the one who make me attracted to u.]]

09:19 [[Onces i booked a ticket to heaven , would i even want to book anther ticket to somewhere else? Heaven is my place. I jus wish O'S is 2moro.]]

09:36 [[I love u.]]

09:41 [[More then i love myself.]]

09:47 [[Then u beta get use to it dear. U will be mine soon..baby. I seriously love u. If i love u. I do anything 4 u.]]

10:29 [[U look cute when u smile n u r cute when u walk so clumsy.]]

11:39 [[I never felt such love around me when you said that you are willing to be with me.]]

11:49 [[for the last time i hope i get to say this to a girl i love and at the same time i m crying.i love you from the bottom of my heart.]]

11:57 [[i cant bear to let you go just like that.you make me wanna live again.]]

12:43 [[Hey. U aint willing to give up on me do u? Im fightin 4 u nw. My own heart and soul. Jus to get to be with u.]]

sweet memories.. nth but a dream.. haiz..

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Aerosmith
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I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

2X

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Girl On Tv
LFO
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I'm wishing on a falling star...
wondering where you are...

(chorus)
I wished for you on a falling star
wondering where you are
do I ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine
She's from the city of angels
like Bette Davis, James Dean and Gable
never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl that's on tv

Met her at a gala affair
she wore a green dress and everybody was there
felt outta place til she looked into my eyes
shook her hand around 9 PM and now
I'm never gonna be the same again
never have to be on a movie screen
to be the leading lady in all my dreams

shoobie-do-wop and scooby snacks
met a fly girl and I can't relax
the only problem is she's a movie star, oh
my friends, they won't believe me
if they could only see me
at the risk of sounding cheesy
I think I fell for the girl on tv

(chorus)
I wished for you on a falling star
wondering where you are
do I ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine
She's from the city of angels
like Bette Davis, James Dean and
never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl that's on tv

Everybody knows her name
wanna take her picture and they're glad she came
but I just wanna be there when she's down, down (be there when she's down)
I don't want her autograph
I just wanna call her up and make her laugh
never had to be on the movie screen
to be the leading lady in all my dreams

shoobie-do-wop and scooby snacks
I met a fly girl and I can't relax
only problem is she's a movie star
my friends, they won't believe me
if they could only see me
at the risk of sounding cheesy
I think I fell for the girl on tv

(chorus)
I wished for you on a falling star
wondering where you are
do I ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine
She's from the city of angels
like Bette Davis, James Dean and Gable
never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl that's on tv

I wished for you on a falling star
I'm wishing on a star and I'm wondering where you are
Wondering where you are
Do I cross you remind in the warm sunshine

(rap)
Yeah, so I wished for you on a bright, shining star everywhere I look, there you are
it's the girl in the green dress
she took my breath away
and now I look to the sky for the better day

to the beat y'all and scooby snacks
I met a fly girl and I can't relax
never had to be on the movie screen
cause she's the leading lady in all my dreams

(repeat chorus)

sweeet song.. lolx!!!
slpt 17 hrs today... wahhaha.. lyk total opposite of camp.. camp is work 17 hrs.. lolx.. brandon came my hse.. cute little boy boy.. he noes how to sit.. but he lyks to fall down on his belly n then try to get himself up.. but when he cannot get up.. he will cry n scream... dotx loh.. i recorded all his brandon-in-action down in my cuz's phone.. not wid me.. soooooo sorrie.. then went harbourfont centre wid my mummy to meet my auntie.. pass her smth or wad i dunno.. then shopped arnd there.. my mother wan me to buy smth.. but i nv buy clothes.. went to buy food instead.. hahaha.. then saw a top in hang ten quite nice.. but my mummy dun wan to buy.. -_-".. hurt got pple miss me during my camp stay.. haha.. jason hoh???? lolx.. my grandson very sweet... so sweet.. hahahahahha.. tt's all lah.. brandon very sweet too!!! lolx.. luke too!!! haiyer... everyone so sweeeeeeeeet!!!! me tooooooo!!!!

Friday, November 19, 2004

hey everybody!!! lolx.. jus returned frm Y2Y Camp Eureka 2004!!! the name damn long.. aiyah.. jus call it camp eureka.. haha.. so tired.. we everyday only get to slp less than 4 hrs.. the other time we spend the whole days listening to lectures n playing brain challenging games.. lemme describe abit to u lah..

tues morning.. which is on 16/11.. i was lyk usual.. late again.. haha.. but only a few mins.. then aft finishing all the basic thingies.. we set off.. on the bus i was trying to slp.. reach the austin hills.. camp buster adrian damn fierce.. we all mood were lyk max to min liao.. haha.. alot of lectures loh.. haha.. then got ray as our trainer!!! wow.. although he's not very shuai considered to me lah.. but he got this x-factor which attracts me.. lolx.. then we played ring toss.. did not win.. haiz.. then more lectures.. coooooooooooold!!!! did not slp until 3am.. my grp got one cutie.. his name soooo kewl also.. hmm.. i wun say his full name here lah.. jus call him by luke.. lolx..

2nd day.. woke up damn early.. 6.30am.. to go for P.T.. physical training lah.. do lyk hell loh.. then went to eat breakfast.. nice.. cereal wid milk.. then we played sum games.. forgot wad games liao.. rmb then i say.. then terence eong's lectures!!! dress till so formal til i puke arh.. lolx.. then went for lunch.. buffet loh.. then played commander of 7 seas.. we won!!! yay!!! won $6.. then more lectures till nite.. but nvm.. it's by RAY!!! i slpt at 1am tt nite.. improvement..

3rd day.. nice!!! morning PT played captain ball.. sian.. then lecture by jason seet.. this guy is a william-hung lookalike.. lolx.. he asked us to play PASS PASS PASS.. craziee loh.. he nv say any rules to us.. but actually we are supposed to snatch money frm other pple.. but nobody noes.. so in the end alot of pple gong gong money kanna snatched away.. including me lah.. lolx.. then played cash flow game.. sorrie to say but i felt tt it was a stupid game.. then during dinner very fun.. the camp buster became fun n joined us in our nonsense.. we sang songs n performed.. then we cheered.. then all the tanglinians plus ex tanglinians in ngee ann sang the "ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen" song.. lolx.. we volunteered ourselves to bring entertainment.. in the end.. no one eating.. camp buster can be fun toooo!!!then more lectures.. blah blah.. tt nite we nv slp early loh.. cuz we hafta prepare our project for the IE Challenge.. then mas told me tt sum guy lyk me.. i was lyk.. "oh wad the hell.." then until 4 smth then slp.. till 6 woke up again.. the whole day i was wearing luke's jacket.. lolx.. he damn sweet.. he kept sneezing.. then i wanna return to him.. then he say tt he sneeze doesnt min tt he's cold.. n he threw baq the jacket at me.. i wanna told him tt his jacket rox.. cuz it's really warm.. but then.. nvm.. haha..

4th day!!!! captain ball competition!! not my business lolx.. then we had our IE Challenge.. my grp got in for the final round.. then we had the final round.. but we came in 3rd.. so we won ourselves $16 each.. then we went for photo taking.. then went baq for trust fall.. very nice.. im the only gal there cuz the other gal hafta go home early cuz she's sick.. so i was the first one to fall.. n i kanna fall twice.. very nice when the guys toss me up.. im flyingggggg im flyingggg~~ lolx.. then we had alot of time to take photos.. all the pple were fighting to take pics wid camp buster.. ooh-hoo.. lolx.. he's became so popular once he's fun.. sucha nice guy.. me, yx n yt took pics wid him too.. he hold me by my shoulder.. lolx.. wah.. shiok!!! me n yx craziee over him frm head to toe.. lolx.. yx so jealous tt he hold me by shoulder.. then we hug alot of pple.. i got to hug ray!!! omg.. shiok again.. lolx.. we all dun bear to leave austin hill too.. me n yx were crqaziee till lyk we walk sooooo slow in the custom so tt we can see camp buster.. he's bus is behind us.. lolx.. then we went baq to tanglin n dispersed!!

actually on the first day of the camp.. i was quite reluctant to go lah.. since u noe... I HATE CAMPS!!! i joined this cuz i tot tt it mite change my opinions on camps.. but the first 2 days got me so disappointed.. i jus dun lyk the events loh.. yeah.. plus the camp buster so fierce.. but the nxt 2 days changed my impression again.. i tot it was fun.. haha.. the atmosphere.. woooooT!! nth to say.. lolx.. very fun.. im soooo tired now.. we learnt alot of things too.. cuz all of our games rite.. we dun haf many rules for it.. jus 1 or 2.. then the rest rite.. u noe we guys are soo used to the system where u hafta haf all the rules b4 u can play the games.. but in this camp.. the thing is "if i nv say anything.. u decide urself loh.." so we can actually make up our own rules.. yeah.. we all were thinking out of the box.. nice rite.. wah.. ur game ur rules.. lolx.. summore.. wid guys lyk ray, luke, adrian (camp buster) n sum other Y2Y trainer hu is quite shuai also.. hahaha.. shhhhhhh~~!

nahz.. this is wad i call "nth to do so find sum guys to craze over.." lolx.. once the camp is over.. the whole thing is over.. no other things lah.. hahaha.. yeah.. tt's all.. im so tired.. i wanna slp now.. nitey!!! all my dears!

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

gary's on the teens mag!!!! lolx.. he look sooooo different.. i almost can recognise him!!! wow!!! not bad sia!!!

finally went to work jus now.. earned $30 hahah..

ytd nite i dreamt of him.. he was hugging me.. oooooooh... we were so close tt i tot i m dreaming.. ok.. in fact.. im dreaming.. but it feel sooooo real.. it's so UNREALISTIC!!! lol

tatas to all til fri nite.. hahahah.. im going camp im going camp!!!

Sunday, November 14, 2004

*yawnz* sooooo tired.. jus return frm a chalet today.. this early morning i min.. oh yah.. to all malays.. n everyone else lah.. haha. SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!! grandson.. i wan green packet!!!

ytd went to je to meet joleen.. she was late.. grrrr.. hu ask me so early go.. then i went to help my ah gong top up his ez link.. then went to buy my clips.. was tinking of whether i shld go entertainment centre buy drink anot.. but scared ltr joleen cAnt find me.. she got no hp.. very hard to contact.. so i stayed there observing pple.. haha.. no weird pple.. not nice.. then she came.. n we were stopped by a gal to donate to the needys.. she said she's hot.. n she's wearing a jacket.. hellooooo?? ok.. so we gd gal.. aft much persuasion.. we donated.. haha.. then we went mac to buy joleen's brunch n my cup of ice lemon tea.. i nv eat my brunch too.. but nvm lah.. hmm.. i kope her fries to eat can alrdy.. haha..

then we took 176 to outside sch there.. i nv noe tt the 176 bus got tt yellow strip tt is actually a bell!!! until i saw joleen pressing.. i was lyk so shock.. n amused.. lolx.. i wanna play too.. i got the pants frm neh neh.. n then we took 176 to church.. but sadly.. tt 176 dun haf the yellow strip thingy..

at cell.. we celebrated celine's bdae.. ooooooh.. god bless. our cell leader is officially 22 yrs old!!!!!or 23??? arh.. nvm.. she's one yr older.. haha.. haha.. her cake was sooo big tt we all cant finish it.. then aft cell.. we took photos.. eh.. not me.. is geraldine take.. then i took a taxi to east coast costa sands resort.. reached there.. i wanted to rush to the swimming pool.. but nur jie was sooooooo slow.... haha.. she's my auntie's maid.. i keep telling her tt by the time she's finish.. they close the pool alrdy.. finally.. she's finished.. but i went wid another maid..... -_-"

the swimming pool very nice.... 1m only.. lolx.. then i play not lyk 5 min.. the guard told us to leave the pool. cuz it's raining.. it's not fair!!!!! but we dun gif up.. we 3 gals waited for the rain to stop.. while the kids bathed.. jus as they were going baq to the chalet.. the pool was opened again.. whahahaha.. we swam ourselves.. we played marco polo.. my sis kept cheating.. grrr.. we swam till we were hungry.. then we went baq to the chalet..

at the chalet.. we got grilled salmon n beef teppanyaki to eat.. yumz.. very nice..i keep asking for more beefs frm the kids.. n they gave me.. WILLINGLY.. ok.. i nv force them.. lolx.. then my auntie mopped the floor while i sit there so comfortably watching the tv.. where got pple cum chalet help them clean chalet one.. lolx.. then we all went up to the rm for the moment of fun.. GAMBLING!!! yay!! haha.. my luck was so gd.. until i started msging my grandson.. we played until abt 2am.. then we went to slp..

but my cuz.. grrrrr.. her head damn strong.. squeeze my baq till actually we r sharing this pillow.. but in the end.. the whole pillow belongs to her.. luckily.. i m skilled in this.. my sis "gave me training" in this nitely.. n i pushed her head baq.. then she suddenly started mumbling.. then she sat up n ask "y r there sharks arnd?" i wanna luff.. but everyone's aslp.. i beta dun luff.. haha..

then early in the morning they wake us up.. yucks.. y so early.. we 11 then check out.. u 8.45 wake me up.. siao! then we went to play badminton in the open field in front of the chalet.. then we went baq to enjoy air con n watch nkf champs n a cartoon show b4 we hafta check out..

then my uncle drived me, my sis n my auntie to parkway parade to take taxi.. my auntie treated us ice cream.. then we sat down observing pple again.. while she go buy burger.. i was observing wad kind of age grp wear wad.. n wad kind of age grp lyks to wear wad.. umm.. the results were....... so confusing.. hahah.. then we took taxi home..

then i slp until now.. arnd 7 hrs ltr.. hahahahaha..

whoa.. i lost 4 kg within 3 days.. i tink it's bcuz i nv eat chocolates.. cuz i havent been doing my sit ups for sooooo long.. it cant be due to exercising.. funny.. when i exercise i dun cut down weight.. i gain weight summore.. but when i stop exercising.. i cut down weight immediately.. now im officially 48kg.. hahah.. but my aunties say i got baby fat.. so no matter how much i weigh.. i still look fat.. is tt true??? i dunno.. haha..

i beta cut my nails by tml if i wanna avoid scratching anybody in the camp.. lolx.. tues im going.. tata to all.. lolx.. wish i can wake up tml to go work..hehe.. done.. cya mabbe tml.. if not till sat alrdy.. hahah..

Friday, November 12, 2004

wah.. im getting blurer n blurer.. is tt sucha word?? ok.. nvm.. i invent my own words.. blurer mins more blur.. stoppid.. 3 yrs old also noe..

i misunderstood joleen for roy.. n she was lyk.. u call me jus now to go church.. u now ask me whether im going anot.. lolx.. wad happened to me???

haha.. i failed a test by my grandson.. he's testing me on my sensitivity on guys feelings n words.. there's only one qn.. n i failed it.. damn.. lolx..
Untitled
Simple Plan
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I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

whoopie~ simple plan's song to entertain u all!!!
3 more day and im going for Camp Eureka in Malaysia.. cant wait for it.. yay!!! but cant bear to leave all of u too.. hahaha.. will mizz ya all very much! im abit too early huh??
did anyone see wad i see ytd?? i saw leandra in the audience seat of singapore idol.. she was in the taufik's section.. i tink they r really.. hmm.. u noe?? haha..

y do i keep seeing things??? last wk i saw pug jelly in the audience seat.. this wk i see leandra.. nxt wk who will i see?? mabbe simple plan?? hehe..

hm.. simple plan's new album was so out of wad i expected.. they r so not rock anymore.. but their slow songs r nice.. really.. haha.. nvm.. jus keep singing nice songs.. hu cares whether u r rock anot.. i'll support u!!!!

my photos r officially done!!! yet.. i edited alot of them.. i min the little sentence below each pics.. yeah.. view them here..
y cant i seem to wake up to go to work.. my parents r so pissed off wid me.. grrrrr.. n now i hafta pack my old txtbks.. darn.. i hate packing things.. especially my things.. n my hse.. cuz my books r all over the whole hse.. i rather go working pls..

i was telling my sis this joke tt since mummy only ask us to pack the living rm.. (there's bks in my living rm too..) let's jus move the bks to our bedrm.. lolx.. n when mummy asks us to pack our bedrm.. then we'll move all the bks to the living rm.. blahz..

okie.. lemme continue wid the list of things this hols..

Things To Anticipate:
11. My BIRTHDAY!!! 4 months and 7 days more!!! *hint*hint*

Movies To Watch This Holiday:
1. Shutters!!!!
2. Princess Diaries 2
3. Saved! (when is it cuming out?)

More things abt me:

81. i dun lyk to shop when i've got no money.. i'll wait outside the shop for you.. i dun wan to tempt myself..

82. i get bored wid things very easily.. u muz keep entertaining me wid new things..

83. i dun lyk to stay in a shop for too long.. cuz i get bored wid things very easily.. i tink i'll only spend arnd 2 minutes.. once i got a glimpse of wad they r selling.. then i'll get out.. unless i saw smth tt interest me.. haha..

how am i going to get my adidas shoes n cardigan??? i mite as well forget abt them.. forget it.. haiz..

Thursday, November 11, 2004

omg.. wad had i done?? my grandson is acting sooo soooo sooooooo weird now.. he wun tell me wads the prob.. jus kept telling me tt i hafta learn to be more sensitive to guys' feelings.. omg.. now im listening to perfect 10 for the dedication frm my grandson.. can u blif it?? he dedicatedsmth for me.. lolx.. crazieee guy..

whoopie!!! i lost 2 kg!!! just!!! yay yay!!!!

okie.. on to another few things abt me..

71. shopkeepers hate me.. cuz i always stop my frens frm wasting their money in their shop.. lolx..

72. at least 60% of my money brought out is spent on food..

73. i hate it when shopkeepers stare at me or linger arnd me when i shop.. feels lyk im gonna steal smth or wad..

74. i rather spend my money on food than clothes..

75. i luv chocolates!

76. but i always get diarrhoea frm chocolates..

77. guys hu wear sleeveless shirt turns me off..

78. i luff at guys hu dun haf armpit hair.. lolx..

79. i jus lost 2 kg!!!!

80. i luv melissa frm republic poly!!! lol
eh.. wrong wrong.. refer to the previous post.. it's sang to the tune of "jingle bells".. not "twinkle twinkle little star".. hehx..
peek-a-boo!!! -_-" blahz.. im baq.. lolx.. i've got nth to post today.. but i jus feel the urge to type rubbish.. n my blog is the best place to type rubbish.. rubbish.. smells!!

Things To Anticipate:
1. Baptism!!!
2. Camp Eureka!
3. Rebond my hair
4. The chalet this Saturday at East Coast
5. Dance practices
6. SYF next year (isn't that abit too early?? nope it's not.. it's so near!!!)
7. Chalet at Pasir Ris in December
8. More swimming with my mates (gym too)
9. Dance Camp!!
10. Back to school!!!

Things To Buy:
1. Adidas Shoes=$169
2. Forever 21 Cardigan=$43
3. Boardshorts
4. The control for my MP3.. mine's spoiled

Resolutions for next year (I'll never follow these):
1. Do my homework!!
2. Listen to Mrs Jacob
3. Do not make fun of Mdm Tia
4. Make more fun of Mdm Ji (lol)
5. Do not gossip (lol)
6. Achieve at least a B for both my Maths (or mabbe a C)
7. Treat my MP3 with more care
8. Eat more chocolates (n junk food)
9. Get more diarrhoea (joking)
10. Get rid of my itsy bitsy teeny weeny tummy (lol)
11. More notes on my textbooks

Wishes:
1. Later curfew (mabbe 10pm?)
2. More allowance (mabbe $8?)
3. Beautiful grades on my report book (lol)
4. Get tanned

yeah.. these r all tt i can tink of.. haha.. gonna stop here.. tatas~~

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

i finally noe how cum i feel so uncomfortable.. cuz im running a hig fever.. aftnoon it's at 37.9 degree.. not is 37.7 degree.. at least it is cuming down.. haha..

when r we going penang?? i cant wait to get my hair rebonded.. toking abt rebonded.. i meant to post this lyk daes ago.. but i kept forgetting.. so i'll post it now..

EUNICE REBONDED HER HAIR!!!!! oh yeah oh yeah!!! lolx.. i got sucha shock.. in fact.. i tink im the one hu got the most shock.. cuz it's lyk only two daes b4 she rebonded her hair when i asked her y she dun rebond.. she said she wans but got no time.. then on sat georgina told me she rebonded her hair.. oooooooohhh.. chio bu!!!!!! lolx.. she looks really sweet now.. but if only she will smile abit more.. learn frm sylvester.. smile more smile more.. but pls dun gif tt fuck up face where u try to wink ur eye but ur nose looks screwed up.. haha.. no offence to sylvester's fans..

anybody watch the sch belle n beau?? i really hope rep poly's melissa will win.. she looks damn sweet.. but i tink she gained weight huh?? her face looks chubby.. but she still look cute.. ehhex.. im in love.. wid melissa... yeah yeah.. lolx.. melissa melissa melissa melissa.. yay yay yay!!! -_-"

sian.. y m i slacking online?? everyone is mugging now.. aargh.. shit.. oh yah.. im having a chalet.. umm.. not me.. my auntie.. having a chalet at east coast this sat.. anyone wanna cum?? haha..

by this rate of working.. i min not working.. how am i going to earn the $169 and $43 for my adidas shoes n my cardigan??? wake up seow hui.. beta buck up.. for money?? -_-" blah..

sian sian sian sian.. im so sian.. let us sing the sian sian song.. sing to the tune of twinkle twinkle little star..

"sian sian sian.. sian sian sian.. sian sian sian sian sian.. sian sian sian.. sian sian sian.. sian sian sian sian sian..!"

n of cuz.. ends wid the world famous elmo song..

"la la la la.. la la la la..
elmo's world..
la la la la.. la la la la..
elmo's world..
elmo luvs his goldfish.. n crayons too..
tt's elmo's world!!!"

n the typical elmo's lufter.. "he he he he!!"

tatas~~
whoa.. im so sick now.. im having a bad sore throat n i've no strength all over my body.. i tink is cuz tt time at radin mas tok so much wid an ulcer in my mouth.. n not drinking enuff water.. cant even wake myself up todae.. im feeling so dizzy.. but im gonna post to keep ya all entertained.. umm.. ok.. no one.. no one reads my blog!!!!! mummy!!!!! wahhhhhhh!!!

aft so long.. lemme continue wid my nxt 50 things abt me..

51. hmm.. wad abt me.. the most impt thingy.. i luv ELMO!!! hehex.. ;)

52. my name is spelled as S-E-O-W.. not xiao.. pls take note k?? haha..

53. my name is pronounced as xiao hui.. not siew hui as wad the tchers always call me on the first day.. haiyer.. so pissed off..

54. i used to hate my name alot.. probably bcuz of the pronounciation making me look lyk a china gerl.. but i luv my name alot now!!! cuz it's so simple n sweet n innocent.. *puke*

55. i can listen to a song for lyk 20-30 times a day if i really lyk tt song..

56. i lyk oldies too.. haha.. im the oldies-noe-it-all in my class.. nxt cum yi xuan.. =D

57. my ambition since pri4 was to be a police officer.. hehex.. n i found alot of pple hu shares the same ambition as me.. especially siewling..

58. im very open wid things abt me.. things lyk menstration or blah blah.. there's nth wrong to tok abt it ryt?? i've got very few things to hide.. i've only got two secrets wid me tt no one noes..

59. im very unfeminine!!! haha..

60. i can memorise song lyrics very fast.. but i cant memorise the contents in my txtbk.. =P

okie.. enuff.. haha.. done.. yay!!!

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Yes I Believe
Point Of Grace
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When I said that I would follow
It was with an honest heart
But I didn't fully understand the cost
'Cause there are saints throughout the ages
And there are those today
Who show us what it really means to carry the cross
That only fuels my devotion
No matter what comes I will say

(Chorus)
Yes, I believe
I believe with all that is in me
Yes, I believe
Though the world rises up against me
I will be faithful
To the choice I have made
I am determined I will not be ashamed
To live so the whole world can see
That yes, I believe

There will never be a reason
To lose this confidence
For I have found where my assurance lies
It is not in my own power
But in who my savior is
And the truth of this conviction
Makes me shout to the sky

(Repeat Chorus)

Yes, I believe he is risen
Yes, I believe we are forgiven
Yes, I believe and one day we'll see him
And together we'll say

(Repeat Chorus)

this song makes me tink of the day when i knew abt christ.. shld i ryt a post on this???? hmm.. YES!!! haha.. i noe alot of u saying no.. but too bad..

let's trace baq to the dec hols in sec 1.. i was supposed to meet yuting n georgina to go out.. but they were having cell grp.. n they asked me to go along.. at tt time i still dunno wad is cell grp.. i jus knew it's sum christian thing.. but for the sake of leaving hse early.. i went.. actually jus tinking of going there n slp while they tok.. but in the end.. i got interested in their topic n started listening too.. n in the end.. i started going to cell grps.. eventually.. i started going to church.. FCBC!! but i lied to go lah.. then i rmbed on the second time i go to church.. i accepted christ into my life.. i rmbed i cried on tt day too.. then we ent for consolidation.. the thing tt left me the deepest impression was tt.. yuting n celine told me tt on at nite.. the devil will cum to me n try to destroy the faith between me n god.. n i actually misunderstood tt it mins sum ghost cuming tonite.. n i was so scared tt i cldnt slp the whole nite.. lolx.. then the nxt day.. i was lyk.. wad satan??? scare me...!!!!

at first my parents cldnt accept me being a christian.. celine n yuting noe best.. they've been thru this wid me.. n bcuz of this.. my n my father always ended up in quarrels.. i min he quarrel.. not me.. cuz i explain.. i did not quarrel.. but celine n yuting always tell me tt it takes time.. in God's time.. n eventually.. my parents accepted the fact.. they jus dun allow me to baptise.. tt;s enuff for me.. n for now.. my biggest wish is to be baptised.. my decision was further confirmed when i saw how pple are baptised in my church.. tt strong feeling kept cuming to me again n again.. the more i feel tt i nid to be baptised!!! i nid to officially become a child of God!!!

haha.. okok.. u all jump the above paragraphs rite?? haha.. okie.. then i'll go on to smth else.. another song.. hehe..

Now You Know
Hilary Duff
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In these eyes
More than words
More than anything that I've spoken
As the skies turned to gray
My heart’s just about to crack open
So the story goes
There’s something you should know
Before I walk away
And I blow the ending

[Chorus]
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no ending
I must have been wrong without you
Oh no, there I go
No control
And I’m fallen
So now you know

Feels so right
Craving oxygen
All this truth left me empty
Will you run?
Can you handle it?
Cause I need you to tell me
Maybe this is bold
But I’m hoping you’ll stay for our happy ending

[Chorus]
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no ending
I must have been wrong without you
Oh no, there I go
No control
And I’m fallen
So now you know

No I won’t look back
When I tell you what I think about you (yeah, yeah)
No I won’t look back
When I tell you what I think about you (yeah, yeah)

So the story goes
Yeah
You already know
So don’t be a fool
And go spoil the ending

[Chorus]
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no ending
I must have been wrong without you
Oh no, there I go
No control
And I’m fallen
So now you know

[Chorus]
And I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no ending
I must have been wrong without you
Oh no, there I go
No control
And I’m fallen
So now you know

ths song is soooooooooooooooo sweet!!!! lolx.. okie.. ending here.. buhbyeeee.. enjoy the songs~~

Monday, November 08, 2004

ok.. first thing first.. a little qn for u to tink abt..

Qns: When your partner leaves you for another person, will you cry for your partner (because he/she leaved you) or would you cry for the person (because he/she will suffer from the same fate as you one day) OR would you not cry at all?

chim huh?? lolx.. i tot of this qn while squatting on the toilet bowl.. shitting yeah ur rite.. lolx.. personally for me.. i will choose the 2nd n 3rd options.. haha.. but wait.. when i say i choose tt two options.. it doesnt min i will do it.. but i jus feel tt r the beta options.. cuz y waste ur tears for sumone hu dun deserve ur luv??

okok.. enuff of my crap.. on to my events todae..

waked up at 8 todae.. wanna go bathe.. but my ah gong got the toilet first.. so i lie on my bed n stare up at the ceiling.. n observing the little spider web n spidey at the corner of my rm.. hahha.. then bathed.. but i was late.. confirm late.. n i still nid to pass the vcds to chee yong.. in the end.. i hafta promise a treat to eunice in order to make her not angry.. cuz rachel n tan shin did not go in the end..

reached sch n gave chee yong his vcds.. wah liao .. i hafta vent my anger now.. hello.. u lyk her.. i very troublesome leh.. lolx.. where got lyk tt one loh.. using me to produce chance for u to meet her.. win alrdy!!!!!

jus as i board 285.. i saw the track guys cuming out for a run.. but the only person i saw clearly was isaac.. haha..

reached clementi.. ate breakfast wid eunice.. treated her loh.. chee yong lah.. grrrrr.. lolx.. then we very bored.. so we took out our hp.. n started scanning thru our contacts to see hu we can jio to escape today.. but none is available.. darn it! then we decided to go baq to sch to wait for li zhen.. 2 person go escape also nth to do.. dun even noe whether got open summore..

reached sch.. we ran all the way to catch up wid mdm ji.. hehe.. then we told her we going escape.. then she ask us got bring swimsuit anot.. we hear until blur.. then i told her we not going wild wild wet.. lolx.. then we wanna walk to library.. but we saw solastri was scolding some guys not in uniform.. then jus nice.. she turned arnd n saw us.. n she scolded us too.. lolx.. but we just turned arnd n walk off while she continue scolding.. then we waited at the canteen.. for lyk 1 hr plus.. saw the o level students checking their ans.. then we listened to song.. then in then end.. lizhen came out to meet us.. while waiting for her.. i saw sumbody again.. i tink u all noe hu im toking abt ryt?? yeah.. gd.. so long nv see him.. but i also nv see him lah.. i saw him frm very far away.. then i turned away alrdy.. then when i turned baq.. i can only see his backview.. so.. conclusion.. nth at all.. lolx.. then we went to help lizhen wid her files.. mr wong very funny.. said me n eunice two litebulbs.. very brite arnd isaac n lizhen..

finally out of sch.. we decided not to go escape anymore.. cuz it;s lyk nearly 1pm alrdy.. then we went clementi to eat.. then the guys ask us go orchard watch movie.. while we were deciding.. kelvin n isaac came in.. isaac very nice.. kept pleading.. but kelvin was sucha bastard.. he jus say "jus ask them whether they going anot.. it's jus a yes or no.." i was so pissed off by tt.. n in the end we dun wan to go..

then we went to the bus stop.. then i suggested going to expo.. then we rmb got the food fiesta.. so we wanan go.. then met christina.. go together.. at the food fiesta. i kept eating.. bot the marble drink also.. where u open the drink by popping the marble.. then we wanna go changi airport.. took the sky train to n fro.. lolx.. then we went to the viewing mall.. wah liao.. eunice hoh.. she drag me all the way.. n we luff until i stomach pain.. then while i was observing the planes taking off.. ok.. the whole thing was blocked by sum construction thingy.. they two craziee gals went to hide my bag.. but they were so lousy.. i found it instantly.. try harder.. then we rest at the food court.. then decided to go home.. on the train.. i was slping away.. hahaha..

hmm.. dun understand y our sch got so many bitches.. nth to do all day but bitch abt pple.. toking behind pple's back.. spreading rumours.. n destroying pple's egos.. do they really find pride in doing tt?? dun it hurt when they see sumbody suffering?? but when they r alone.. they r such coward.. they dun dare to do anything to u.. u noe?? im waiting wid all my heart when bitches turn against bitches.. i wonder wad will happen.. but im sure there will b a nice show.. hehe..

btw.. haf u haf an ans for my qn above?? mabbe i shld set a poll..

Sunday, November 07, 2004

it's so late alrdy.. but i wanna do a post wid animations.. hehe.. here it goes:

my nick:













my dream hse:



it's a castle.. my future hse.. hahah..



wid a grand door lyk tis..



n elevators to bring me up n down..



n a beautiful gazebo built in my beautiful garden..





n a playgrnd in my beautiful garden..



n a gate tt only opens to pple tt i lyk.. so shooooo~~



i'll haf two cute dogs lyk these..



bias against this dog..



n a stupid dog..



n when im bored.. i'll kiss frog..



n i'll make this the storybk of the yr.. everyone mus read..



n a must haf cross at every party..



a must haf cross for funerals..



i'll send my fairies out to spread happiness throughout the country..



n i'll send my tooth fairies to brush pple's teeth.. lolx..



ooh-hoo.. sexy mermaids as my servants.. lolx..




n i'll haf the junk food festival every half a yr where everyone can only eat junk food.. for my benefit..



n my burfday will be full of prezzies..



n a grand piano to pplay me the burfday song..




n i'll gif a lil balloon full of love to all the sad pple..



i'll haf a cute baby..



n the king n queen live happily ever aft..

hehe.. end of my stories.. now on to my craps..



awww.. maths.. headache..



n i'll end up lying on my bed..



the holy bible.. the great Jesus hu died for us..



r u willing to carry the cross??



wahhahaha.. my report bk will be lyk this..



my zodiac sign.. it rox ok..



end of my craps.. star star say buhbyeeeeee~~~!!!
oh yeah baby.. i managed to post the first entry.. now for ytd events..

6/11/04.......

waked up to go sch for outreach prog.. reached there arnd 8.30am.. tot im late.. but the tchers r later loh.. i min more late.. in the end slack arnd.. wah liao.. i can slp for another half n hr more loh.. then while the other pple hafta drag things here n there.. me n siewling was crapping away.. we dunnid to bring anything.. cuz we got nth to bring.. we also dunno go there do wad one.. but then we helped mdm ji to carry her laptop.. then got this poster which got my grandson's pic on it.. enlarged.. n tt cuz him whole day so proud of himself.. lolx..

then we reached radin mas.. so early.. we the first sch loh.. so kiasu.. set up everything.. we helped out wid the other ccas.. cuz we got nth to put up wad.. then when we finish it's lyk 10 plus only loh.. we got nth to do.. so we walked arnd.. blah blah.. then me n siewling played the fencing swords while they went to eat.. we started poking everything tt we see in our way.. even mdm ji.. then we go n eat.. mdm ji's treat.. yay!! then i kept toking baq to mdm ji.. in a jokeful manner of cuz.. then mdm ji say wad.. every yr sure got two or three very helpful dancers one.. i noe she saying me lah.. jus dun wanna admit only ryt??lolx.. then we went to explore their staff toilet.. nice sia.. still got fresh flowers one.. not lyk ours.. so small..

then went up to class.. still nth to do leh.. then we ended up watching joseph i min the real one.. n happy tree frens n ghost pics on the screen.. the happy tree frens is soooooooo yukky.. isnt happy tree frens supposed to be lyk educational or smth lyk tt??

then nadz was craziee over his pic the whole day.. craziee until.. siewling ask me whether he is very zi lian or wad.. lolx.. erm.. nadz.. zi lian mins u r very handsome.. yeah yeah.. lolx..

then students started cuming in.. n other schs cuming in too.. we went to change into our uniform.. on the way to toilet.. i heard sumone call my name frm behind.. n i turned arnd n saw two guys.. they look very familiar.. so they r guan bin n kenneth.. here also can meet frens.. funny.. then i almost ended up going into the boys toilet.. in fact.. i was already in.. by two steps.. then siewling pulled me out.. lolx.. then we luffing all over..

went baq to class.. stood by the com.. explained all abt joseph to the parents.. helping them to promote summore.. then my grandson came taking the camera n asking mdm ji to take photos for us.. then mdm ji was lyk nadzri.. u dun act act arh.. i was lyk.. oh god.. then aft taking.. mdm ji asked me a very sudden qn.. "xian zai shi shen me qing guang arh ni men?" mining wads the situation now btwn u n nadzri.. huh!!!! of cuz nth lah.. i say.. or shld i say.. as how nadz ask me to say.. "we r loving each other.." lolx.. then she very bad.. still take one stack of bk mark ask me go spend time wid nadz.. -_-"

then tok alot loh.. wid an ulcer in my mouth.. ouch.. sum parents were so understanding.. they said tt our sch muz haf use alot of time to do the performance.. then they say very nice.. sum even went to take tics.. then sum parents very funny.. b4 i can say anything.. they ask me wads the cut off point for our sch.. got one mother nv even step into our classrm then straight ask me wads the cut off point.. then went off.. then got one parents very direct.. father in fact.. ask me hu did the performance.. i said our sch.. then he ask me which sch is tis.. n i told him tanglin.. then noe wad he say?? "tt's y i dun wanna see.." huh?????? wad is this.. i rolled my eyes loh.. then i told ms lai.. she also rolled her eyes.. omg.. daddy.. i realised ur not the worst.. i luv u sooo much now.. lolx.. then we heard dance studio got our tok for tanglin.. then me n siewling went to listen.. cuz no parents cuming in also..

in the dance studio.. ms tang was explaining to the students n parents abt our sch.. when we go in.. everyone turned behind.. distraction.. lolx.. then when nadz came in.. another distraction.. then i whispered to siew ling tt i dun tink the students noe wad ms tang is toking abt.. lolx.. then i leaned baq on the chair.. my grandson suddenly leaned forward n rest his head by my arms.. the feeling was weird lah.. cuz he's not my bf mah.. n it's the first time a guy been so close to me b4.. but i kinda lyk tt feeling too.. cuz it feels lyk i got a bf.. lolx.. feel lyk stroking him.. but on second tot.. beta dun.. lolx..

when the tok end.. marlene said a gal waiting for nadz outside our class.. lolx.. women magnet.. so proud of my grandson.. lolx.. n the gal is the cheryl frm clementi town.. the gal hu acted in i not stupid n the champion.. wah.. star!!! blink blink.. cuz the gal saw nadz pic on the poster.. then say he very hansem.. seriously.. i tot the pic was funny.. lolx.. then we went baq to class to pack the things.. i helped mdm ji n ms lai to carry their laptop.. but ms lai say nvm.. but i insisted telling her tt i nid to balance myself too.. then mdm ji told her tt i always lyk to tok baq to her.. but actually i very kind hearted one.. i told u im one the few very helpful dancers already wad.. u dun blif.. n i told siewling tt now i cost at least a few thousand dollars.. lol.. then waited for the bus at the porch.. nth to do.. find a seat n sit down in the sch.. so sian.. n tired.. n hungryyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! then in the bus.. i was in charge of 3 laptops this time.. n i told siewling tt my value increase a few tousands more.. hahah.. on the bus.. i almost dozed off.. too tired.. then in sch.. nadz go sing the champion song.. i min the first 4 words.. lolx.. he shld sing to the cheryl..

then waited for shiyong.. yunli.. georgina.. n siewling to end their duty.. i min SC duty.. wait until 6.30pm.. was observing all the students n their parents.. can see the resemblance.. look alikes.. then i realise smth.. most malay ryt.. ok.. im not discriminating.. this is my observation.. the gals lyk to bring their bf to collect their report bk.. i wonder whether their parents noe abt it.. for boys.. they will bring all their outside frens to cum in.. along wid thier gf blah blah.. sum got tattoos on their hands too.. scarieee.. if they got no bf or they dun haf frens.. then is the most funny.. their WHOLE family cum along.. lolx.. family in action.. then they chatted wid mr chan.. kept toking n toking.. while my stomach kept growling n growling.. i was lyk.. mr chan.. stop ur crap lah.. then georgina told me tt mr chia n mr tpe n ms solastri.. in case u all dunno.. lemme tell u the lil story..

mr chia was complaining abt the change of order frm him.. cuz all the councillors were not carrying out his order.. but he said smth lyk "i dun care anymore.. im going to leave this sch already.. i dun care anymore.." then ms solastri heard it.. n she scolded baq.. "HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT??" then mr chia say "y cant i say tt?? im leaving this sch already.. i can say for all i wan.." then ms solastri lyk very pissed off.. then mr tpe came in.. then mr chia immediately scold him.. "didnt u read my email ytd?? y r u not carrying out my orders?" then mr tpe said to him "this is the correct one.. blah blahblah.." then he walked away.. then mr chia complained to the councillors.. "u all arh.. beta dun learn frm ur tchers.. they r so rude.." wah liao.. wad kind of vp is tis??? leave also gd lah.. finally show ur true colours.. i tink got depression frm the constant announcement of thermometers.. tt's his only job btw..

then we went ginza to eat KFC again!!!! i luv u!!!! then we gossip more.. gossip more.. blah blah.. then got this mother two tables away frm us.. she damn fierce to her children.. at the queue.. she slapped her child in front of us.. then she shouted at her children to go baq.. then she threatened her kids tt she will leave them alone n go home herself.. then at the table.. she keep staring at us.. cuz we all observing them too.. her children damn funny also.. go n irritate the malay gal beside them.. then the gal was lyk.. grrrrrr.. then she damn fierce again.. she shouted to her children.. "U ALL SO NAUGHTY RYT?? OK.. NO DINNER FOR U ALL.. WAN TO EAT IZZIT?? LEMME SLAP FIRST!" wow.. wad kind of mother is this.. then we went home le.. very late already..

then today went for tuition.. wah liao.. mr toh.. as usual.. play me again.. i dunno indices mah.. dunnid lyk tt suan me one ryt... still go say wad.. indices are reversible changes.. if u dunno wad is reversible change.. u go light a match.. tt is call irreversible.. but if the ice change to water.. it is a reversible change cuz water can turn baq to ice again.. then i still say i dun understand.. then he suan me even more.. he ask me go light a match.. then dun put out the fire until i hear a "ouch" sound.. mining i shout lah.. gd.. u r soo.. gd... nth to say..

yeah.. ending my blog entry.. i noe very long.. n so i hope tis one does not hang too.. k?? tata~~
ok.. i'll try my luck for the last time.. if it still hang.. then i've absolutely NTH TO SAY!!! then u'll start seeing my blog post in one letter one letter word.. hmm.. mabbe "Fuck" "Fuck" "Fuck" posts.. or mabbe "fun" "tiring" "bored" posts.. one word.. tt's all.. hahahahah.. i tink i'll separate the daes into 2 posts..

okie.. on friday!!!5/11/04....

morning.. i cldnt wake up to go for bio.. but i gave myself two tite slaps to wake myself up.. n i went "ouch ouch!".. hahaha.. then called pat at 8.. her grandma damn funny leh.. dunno wads going on in her mind.. at first told me tt pat is still slping.. then i told her tt pat got lesson.. then she changed her mind n said pat has gone out.. sooooooo.. auntie. is she still aslp or has she gone out?? weird.. then met yuting in my lift.. cuz she went sch too early.. so came my hse instead.. went downstairs.. then found out i nv take my rubber bands along.. so i went up again.. wanting to grab sum biscuits on the way.. but then when i reach the bus stop again.. i forgot to bring biscuits.. so i went to sch wid an empty stomach..

went up frm the central staircase.. saw my grandson toking to mr lim.. n i was lyk oh shit.. i chiong up the stairs.. but yuting pulled me baq.. n told me tt she nid to tok to mr lim.. at tis time..!!! so while she toking to mr lim.. i was under "emotional torture" by my grandson.. lolx.. he kept making those funny faces which caused me to luff non-stop.. n he kept pointing to his cheeks indicating smth.. umm.. it's a secret.. shhhhhh!!! but i dun owe u anymore k?? haha..

went to bio.. i really listened.. n i realised tt bio can be soooooo ez if only i pay attention.. lolx..

then reached 9am.. siewling keep signing to me to ask jacob for permission to leave the class.. then we went to meet mdm ji.. n guess wad.. the first thing she did when she saw us was giving us a big "lecture" on the lack of money to pay for our 61 dance tees.. n we kept luffing away.. but she lecture also not scary one.. i still can tok baq.. haha.. then she suddenly shouted "hi nadzri.." i turned arnd immediately.. just in time b4 he pounced on me.. thank God.. amen.. then he n mdm ji tok crap.. i also nv listen.. while me n siewling looking arnd.. blah blah.. then when he abt to walk away.. he still cum n bang into me by my arm.. haiyer.. no respect for ahma.. then mdm ji continued the lecture again.. while eating loh.. wah liao.. tempting me.. then she told us to go sit wid nadz n hairi.. for the meeting!!! so we having meeting wid them.. i tot it's pure dance meeting only.. of cuz i sit far away frm him lah.. then he lkept telling hairi tt elmo sux so loud he practically shouted.. so as to agitate me.. of cuz i shout baq elmo dun sux.. elmo dun sux btw.. elmo really dun sux.. he dun suck a cock..

then ms tang mrs sulaiman n mr lim plus of cuz.. mdm ji came for the meeting.. n then i noe tt it's for outreach program.. we r going to radin mas pri.. whoa.. i dunno all these at all.. i tot tt it's only dance.. i tot we having it in sch.. i tot the parents are those of tanglinians hu came to collect their report bks.. out of all these.. i dunno tt our parents r supposed to cum n collect our report bk tt nite.. siewling nv tell me anything.. sooooo bad~~~ then ms tang damn funny loh.. she asked us all to speak wid a smile.. then she pointed at a guy beside me hu is frowning.. not to smile lyk him.. then she pointed at me n said "but to smile lyk her.." but i was giggling away.. is tt smiling?? ms tang n mrs sulaiman cannot get along izzit?? can see frm their actions n words.. hahahah..

then we went to get out blazers.. while the guys were taking.. me n siewling were looking at the phamphlet abt love n sex.. then i rmb abt tt day's topic.. then i joked wid siewling abt asking the guys whether they got two holes or 3 holes.. lolx.. but we nv ask lah..

aft we took our blazers.. we went up to staff rm to look for mdm ji to settle the funds.. then tok tok tok.. then when i wanna turn arnd n tok to siewling.. nadz head suddenly stuck out over my shoulder.. i got such a shock.. lolx.. then mdm ji said smth lyk "nadzri.. wan to play my gals arh?" lolx.. play.. so unpleasant to hear.. then when we r abt to go baq to bio class.. the jap gurls brot by ms chai wanted to take pics of us.. but i nv bring my badge.. but they took anyway.. then in bio class.. i skipped so many notes.. so cldnt understand a single thing she say.. then i ended up eating my own swts.. by myself.. so pathetic.. haiz.. i noe yt wanna eat.. but she made a promise wid the SC tt they wun eat swts or msg in class.. life sux lyk tt.. i min the cannot eat swts part.. i noe she's drooling.. haha.. dun deny.. cuz the ava rm got one swimming pool inside.. made by u!!! whahahahahah.. jus joking.. -_-"

then went to further settle the money thingy.. then georgina n yuting went for SC meeting.. me, eunice, jane n nerissa got nth to do but to wait at canteen for them.. nerissa kept tempting me wid her drumstick.. ok.. she did not tempt me.. but i got tempted.. then i go n buy also.. my turn to tempt her.. i sat in front of her n gave her the seducing look while eating my drumsticks.. then she kept luffing.. then me n jane nth to do.. we tried the ballet movement where u hafta jump to one side n try to clap ur feets together twice b4 landing.. we do until so awkward tt we kept luffing.. n the two other sec 4 gals in the canteen was calling us siao.. i heard tt.. but............ hu cares??? *smirkZ*

finally they came out.. n we went to clementi to eat.. KFC!!! i luv u!!! then me jane nerissa n georgina went orchard.. realise the 2 other pple missing??? they went home.. yeah.. they did not went missing k?? can u blif it??? nerissa wanna go orchard.. wahhahahah.. go out wid them very fun.. im their one day orchard tour guide.. bring them arnd orchard.. we saw tanglinian working in coffeebean.. we kept observing him.. n he looked so tensed up.. lolx.. so when we leave.. i guess he must have phew~~~~~~~~~ hey we went to all the surf shops.. then i saw a shoe in adidas.. damn nice.. the logo very unique.. $169.. if i can work tt hard.. i'll buy it!! then at forever 21.. saw a guy placing a skirt at his chest.. lyk a tube lyk tt.. then his gf go put it at his hips.. lyk he wearing skirt lyk tt.. then we all started luffing.. then we went to a shop at wisma call heroic rendevous.. pronounce wid me.. ron-de-vuuuuuuuu!!! yeah.. correct.. thx zihao.. the cartoon on the clothes very cute.. but the price very "cute" too.. i saw one shirt $73.. if i buy.. i'll frame it up at my hse.. lolx.. then we went taka mos burger to eat the strawberry thingy.. nice nice.. if im not wrong.. it's call ichimo bliss or smth lyk tt..

then we went home loh!!! then at nite went to collect my report bk..

ooh.. finally finish.. dun hang arh.. pls.. i beta save it sumwhere first.. haha..

Saturday, November 06, 2004

wah... nth to say... i typed soooooo long again.. my com hang.. my com really hates me.. im so on bad terms wid technical things.. i dun wanna tok abt ytd anymore.. i've been typing ytd's events again n again.. till i fed up.. i'll jus cut it short.. 1) my grandson kept irritating me.. 2) we went orchard.. ending!!!!!

today.. wait.. i pray first.. god.. dun let this hang again.. ok..

continue being irritated by my grandson.. hahah.. hmm.. i dun wanna elaborate the rest.. it's gonna be so damn long.. yeah.. jus lyk tt loh.. pls.. dun hang dun hang..
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!
my whole entry disappear..
i totally nth to say..
Fark U.. BLOGGER!!!

Thursday, November 04, 2004

woke up at 7 today.. fite for toilet wid my mummy.. but in the end let her.. then noe frm yt tt the bio starts only at 8.30am.. wah.. half n hr wasted.. then arnd 8 lyk tt.. i msg pat where she is.. cuz she wanna meet me to go 7-11.. but she nv reply me.. so i tink i beta call her.. turned out tt she's still slping.. haha.. jus as i've expected.. yeah.. darl.. ur welcum.. it's my job to wake u up every morning..

then went sch myself.. did not meet her.. then met wid yt.. went to ava rm together.. eunice was inside.. i so excited to c her.. haha.. then i sit behind her n cough.. the whole grp of them got a shock.. hahah.. yunli came in wid her new hairstyle.. nice nice.. hahah.. then we played inside the rm.. listen to jacob crapping.. but i got pay attention too k??? then i kept asking jacob to off the air con.. we freezing lyk hell..

when she said it was finish.. we so excited.. everyone ran out of the rm immediately.. then me n yt went to toilet.. but tis person came n use the toilet too.. then when she cum out to wash hands.. she pushed me.. but imma gd gerl.. i gif place to her.. hahaha..

then went 7-11 eat instant noodles.. see we so pathetic.. haiz.. bad bad.. then went baq sch to slack.. decided i wanna buy pens.. but they were loading bks inside the bkshop.. then when i ask the auntie whether i can buy pen.. then she ans "bu ke yi la.. wo xian zai lai zhe ke leh.." (cannot la.. i now having this..) wid her butt facing us.. i immediately moved my eyes to her butt n see whether she got leak.. hahaha... if u noe wad i min.. =P

then dance meeting.. alot of sexy babes.. lolx.. especially joleen.. low cut siah.. lolx.. then we dun wan the tanglin shirt to be our dance tee.. but georgina n siewling toked mdm ji thrice but in vain.. so i decided to ryt a petition myself to her.. but then they all ask me to include the whole dance name.. but of cuz my name the biggest.. i ryt one wad.. the content is smth lyk wasting our efforts on designing.. then we dun lyk the shirt.. lose lose situation.. last but not least.. wahhaha.. my biggest threat.. dun let her hit my butt anymore.. lolx.. then me n eunice went up to gif her.. but she's in a meeting.. nvm.. when walking pass the tchers rm.. i turned arnd to tok to eunice.. but all i see is her reflection.. she is on the other side.. then we two luffed until very loud.. until the three track guys also luffing.. wah liao.. pai seh..

slack summore.. i msged mdm ji ask her faster.. finally she's out of meeting.. me.. siewling.. yuting n lizhen went up.. wah.. they very unfaithful to me.. all no trust in me one.. all hide behind the wall when i gif her the letter.. then i go up to her n ask whether she;s feeling gd today.. haha.. if she's not then dun gif letter mah.. hehex.. j-i-a-n.. how to pronounce?? jian?? wrong..!!!! is......... ji-an.. hahahahah.. ok.. nvm.. then i pass her the letter.. ask her to read.. then i say i go hide first.. hahahahah.. then i run away n join them behind the wall.. then she ask us to cum out.. none of them dare loh.. then i walk the crab style out n c her facial expression.. then she say she will not scold us.. then nth to be afraid wad.. so went out loh.. then surprisingly.. she finally gave up.. she say tt we mus buy this shirt.. but we can design our own t shirt.. hahahha.. told u i go.. everything gao dim.. hahah.. blah blah..

then we went queensway.. aft so long toking to the boss of the printing clothes one.. he decided to help us.. cuz we dun wan... oops.. im not supposed to say anything.. cut it short.. the boss damn cunning.. j-i-a-n.. ji-an.. i lyk it.. hahahahah.. then went to buy the elbow pad.. i dun understand wad it can protect us frm.. hahahah.. but they wan us to pay a 50% deposit.. n it's lyk $137.. luckily me n eunice got $50 each.. use first lah.. wah liao.. end up everyone broke.. but we still went mac to eat.. at there.. we openly discuss abt sex.. n the number of holes each gender has.. our conclusion.. female has 3.. 1 for urine.. 1 for shitting.. n the other 1 for menstration.. male has 2 holes.. one is the penis hole.. n the other one for shitting.. hahaha.. theneunice very dumb loh.. say the shitting hole n menstrual hole the same.. then they say wad ltr the baby cum out covered wid shit.. hahaha.. then the mac was decorated wid sarongs.. yeah.. sarongs.. lolx.. so i teased eunice y all her sarongs hanging on the wall.. no wonder got funny smell.. hahaha.. then they say wad their pri sch sex edu tcher got ask them go home.. sit in front of the mirror.. open their leg n see how many holes they haf.. yucks.. hahahaha... then we discuss how to use tampons.. then i asked wad if we pull out only the string.. then the whole thing stuck inside?? lolx.. u noe the pple arnd us i classified them into 3 grps.. one is very interested n keep looking over.. the 2nd one is very embarassed.. dun dare to look at us.. the third one is irritated.. keep staring at us.. hahah.. aft much torturing.. we left the mac.. i guess the pple there muz be *phew*.....

luckily i got bring jacket.. i use the cap or hood or wadever it is to cover my head.. so in the end.. my hair is the dryest.. haha.. as if it's smth to be proud of.. then we went clementi.. i wonder wads the shelter at the taxi stand for?? is it sheltering pple frm rain??? NO!!

at the shop.. we looked for pants.. but i wandered off to look at phones.. then they ask me to model the pants.. haha..i min.. try on the pants.. yeay.. finally they took 7 n went to the counter.. the counter nearly wanted us to pay a deposit.. NO WAY!!!! i told her immediately tt we jus spent $100 over on stupid elbow pads.. then she immediately changed her mind.. told u i gao dim everything.. hahah.. then we all went home.. so sick.. n cold..

at the interchange.. we met jie hao.. then we ask him help us 'chop' place while we go n buy sweet.. he's sucha damn gd fellow.. he kept looking in lyk asking us to hurry.. in the end.. we caught the bus.. hahaha.. on the bus.. eunice ask me abt the poly thing again.. i tink she's really set her mind on going to a poly n pon classes.. hahahahahah.. i told her im cuming home to check out the courses today.. yeah.. then went home..

im so tired today.. tried to slp jus now.. but cldnt.. cuz my parents n my sis kept opening n closing the door.. n the stupid person above my hse is trying to hammer smth.. yucks...

so decided to wake up n watch SingIdols!!! wooooooooot.. taufik was great.. especially his second song.. others r below wad i expected.. btw.. audiences.. stop booing lah.. the judges r jus trying to gif comments to make ur idols sing nicer ryt.. it's all for ur own gd.. haiyer.. cant stand it..

nadz.. stop copying my idea.. use ur own idea lah.. haiyer..

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

hmmm... today i shall do a post on the opposite words.. so intepret my whole post in the opposite way.. i min the words in [..] ok.. it will improve ur language too..

so here it goes..

today i woke up so [late].. at abt 11am.. sicko.. then went to bathe all tt.. waiting for pat's msg.. y so [short] havent msg me?? so i msged her instead.. she told me tt she thought i going alone.. so she nv prepare.. wow.. i was so [happy].. i told her i will nv go alone one loh.. then in the end.. we decided to meet at 12.30..

went to 7-11.. bot food n drink.. actualli wanna eat choc.. then pat stopped me frm eating.. cuz ltr i get diarrhoea again.. hahaha.. my fave pocky..

then went the court.. aiyah.. cut it short.. the match was so [exciting].. yj's hair was so [different].. yj's hair was so [amazing].. saw sum pple i shldnt haf seen.. the rain was so [small].. we were all so [dry]..

then went clementi.. the sake sashimi was so [disgusting].. one piece is so [thin].. 5 pieces cost only $5.90.. on the bus home.. i was so [hot]..

then slept for the rest of the day.. did not watch the raffles lasalle thingy.. but nvm..

tt's all.. intepret on ur own.. the first one to send me the complete post wid the correct words will receive a prize frm me.. hahaha..

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Monday, November 01, 2004

nth today.. jus played wid my sis.. we trying to melt sum candles while our ah gong is aslp.. then we use a heart shaped container to make a new candle.. we burnt a metal spoon.. lolx..

to nadz.. only nadz.. especially nadz.. jus nadz alone.. n mabbe everyone else.. hahah.. ELMO DUN SUX!!!