lemme update b4 i start to rant.

went to deon's hse today.
ate lots of fishballs. finally.
watched danial n weihao played a very stupid n funny ps3 game.
kept laughing all the way.
played blackjack with the guys.
very gd luck today. won $18
second last game i bet all my winnings which was $4 at tt time.
5 guys below 21 won $8.
last round bet $5. blackjack won $10.
yeah yeah yeah.

watched the guys play mahjong n also channel 8 show.
then went home aft tt.

oh. korean's hana yori dango quite nice.
the guy who acted as dao ming si very very handsome.
i shall list him in second place for his looks, aft edison.

ok. nw on to my ranting.
came home n had a quarrel with my father.
it all started with me constantly eating corn which i was sensitive to it.
nw my skin has red sores popping up.
my father asked me to go n see the chinese doctor today.
i called them n told them tt i alrdy had an outing at deon's hse.
n he started saying things like "i dun care, dun make me angry" etc.
if he had nicely persuaded me, i wld have go.
but wad he said was really inconsiderate n tt made me very angry.
i alrdy told him im gng out on fri n he suddenly pop out with this n say tt i have to go no matter wad.
"i dun care" wad do u min by u dun care?
ur "dun care" is ruining all my plans.
shld i just sit at home n wait for u to order me to do things.
be reasonable. if u wan me to do things, at least dun make it on the days when i had to spend the whole day out.
on the way to sch, i just feel very frustrated.
i feel very miserable, but i dun lyk this feeling.
i kept asking myself y i feel this way.
in the end i saw my sis in sch n i told her n she said she will tok to my mother n say we'll go on sunday.
my mother said ok.
on the train to deon's hse, my father called n scolded me, calling me a disappointment.
i decided to ignore this comment.
when i got home, we had a big tiff.
i told him tt the reason i was angry was cuz he said he dun care.
n he started changing the lines into saying tt i dun care abt him n my own health.
n started saying the usual things tt he always calls me when he's angry with me.
things lyk "ur a disppointment", "i dunno why i had you" etc.
i noe tt u r angry with me, but have u ever tot of the way u r expressing it?
have u ever care if my heart can take all these harsh comments?
have u ever care hw im starting to change hw i tink of myself bcuz of all ur stupid comments?
y r u bringing me down?

on a lighter note, deon's mum commented tt im the prettiest gal in my grp.
tt cheered me up a little.

hello pple..
today made a guest appearance in yq's grp video.
i was supposed to carry a plate of food n find no seat.
then edwin will offer me seat n then we will look at each other lovingly.
y am i always dragged into these kind of stupid things. lol.

aft sch stayed back n watched the guys do their napha test.
disappointment man!!!
our best runner - deon scored only 10.18mins.
normally he cld have easily run 16 rounds arnd the stadium w/o stopping.
today we expected him to beat 9 mins.
he said he felt pressured cuz he was in the lead.
derrick very cunning.
he kept telling deon he will follow his pace so ask him to run faster.
at the last lap near the finishing point, we were shouting n rooting for them.
derrick heard n started to sprint.
he even turned arnd n looked at deon n smile.
sper cunning lah. lolol.

tml's deon's hse visiting.
rumours has it tt his bro is handsome.
tt's y we r gng.

ok. watching korean version meteor garden.
ly kept asking me to watch.
she even used the sibei shuai words to convince me
seldom does she use si bei.. lol.
must be smth..

hello pple..

my yr always starts on a very bad note
kept getting scolded on the first few mins of every new beginning.

really wanted to show u guys my hairstyle.
i noe amanda is dying to noe.
but im really lazy to upload those photos.
anyway, went to sentosa's flower bloom today.
pls believe those who went when they say "actually there's nth much"
i shall nv go again..

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aloha pple..

getting used to my new hairstyle alrdy.
nw when i see holes on my forehead i feel so uneasy.
lemme say smth first.
MR ADRIAN AW, STOP LAUGHING AT MY HAIR!!!

oh. anyway, had a fun time shopping.
bought a pair of kappa shoes.
xt bought an adidas jacket n a leather jacket frm my shop.
edwin bought a pair of shoes also.

nobody seems interested to go d&d.
im so sad. i really wan to go.
it's a graduation party.
u r really graduating le.
i need the atmosphere.
but 68 bucks is kinda ex so...
im still hoping they will go.

oh. today smth big happened.
i was asked for my number by a guy.
but but the guy is a middle-age working class man.
gosh. he asked me where's the nearest taxi stand n i told him.
then he asked me to give him my number saying he wan to thank me.
of cuz i rejected.
haiz.. my first time getting approached for no. is by sumone i dun lyk.

你撑着雨伞 接我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂後来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失
泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 留在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
再难过其实 只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心 为难你解释
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止
我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始 即使分开我们 都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起那时 那天和你傻笑着认识
是最幸福的事

aloha!!

open hse has been a fun experience these days.
second day was spent in a super high mood.
haha.. shall not reveal the reason y.

third day was fun too.
gave edwin lim a big surprise by appearing in front of him.
but he didnt seem shocked at all.
n he he he.. kept trying to spoil my image in front of those sec sch students.
firstly, cuz i was looking at him n he just asked me "eh, am i gd anot?"
i ignored him n turned arnd.
el: eh i gd anot?
me: (turned arnd n smiled very brightly n kept nodding my head)
el: am i friendly?
me: (smiled n nod again)
el: i fierce anot?
me: (smiled brightly n shake my head)
el: (to the students) she very cute. dun see she so nice here. she always lyk to argue with me in class.
me: grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... thanks.

secondly, we were gng off n we went to say gdbye to him.
i was doing the licking ice cream action n asking him where is it.
n he kept toking to the students while pointing at me.
then he kept blabbering on n i kept asking wad he toking abt.
in the end he was telling the students i was the winner in the food implosion.
need to announce to the whole world tt i eat alot??

then me n yq n tfw took a cny pic together.
me n yq had wanted to do tt for very long.
just nice tfw arnd so we dragged him along
need sumone to hold the red scroll with blessing words.
hahaha. then we photoshopped it n printed it out.
im gng to hang it on my wall as cny decoration.

aft tt went for cut hair!!
yeah yeah i really cut my bangs.
xt kept telling me not to cut.
she say i will regret it.
my father also asked me not to cut.
but i went ahead with it.
actually i didnt wan to alrdy.
i just wan a trim.
then aft trimming my ends, kenji asked me wan anot?
so i ws lyk "heck, just go ahead."
so i ended up with a bang.
i kept asking him to cut shorter cuz i cant stand the hair touching my lashes.
hahhaha. i tink ok leh.
i didnt regret at all.
n he say this bang can only last a short time cuz it will outgrow my eyes n i will need to push it to the side.
hahah.. so i'll just try to enjoy this short period of having a bang.
georgina had the same bang as me too!!!
i wun put up pics of myself for the next 2 wks or so.
i wan pple to have a surprise when they see me.
i really tink they will be shock. haha.

actually ireally wan to recommend kenji frm klearcut at far east lvl 5.
nope, he didnt give me any commission.
me n georgina always lyk him to cut our hair.
i dunno wads georgina's point of view of him, but for me.
i tink he really noe wad i really wan.
he always manage to leave me with nth to complain.
i've nv felt unsatisfied with his service b4.
n i feel he's really a perfectionist.
he will keep on blowing until he got the right curls he wan. hahahha.
n i lyk the way he cut fringe.
first 3days will look toot.
aft tt the shape will start coming out n it will end up very nicely.
everybody go to him for haircut pls. hahah.

oh oh.. i learnt a new pronounciation today.
jeanne lanvin is pronounced as john levan. va as in vase.

i wld lyk to have this as my bdae present pretty pls....
hahaha. joking. i've decided to give it to myself as a bdae present.
smelt it frm one of my customers.
cldnt stand it anymore n asked her wad perfume she using.
n she told me jeanne lanvin.
searched high n low for it but cldnt find it at all cuz it's a new fragrance.
finally found it in sasa.
i'm falling in luv with it!!!
sweet n subtle.. it's a very low-profile kind of sweetness which i lyk!!

ytd didnt go for mab.
rehearsed tourism presentation aft sch.
have to dance to the song i lyk to move it.
lol. had lots of fun.
went to find edwin lim n asked if there;s any more slots for open hse.
he said yes n proceeded to look for tshirts for us.
then he suddenly was lyk "eh, there;s someone extra here. eh. y nv come for class today?"
n i ignored him.
then he went on to say things lyk "still trying to ignore me, still acting cute."
i still ignore him. lol.

today presentation was self-high.
lolol.
during law was comparing our length of our face.
so we used kishan;s ruler to measure.
n also use paper to measure.
n adrian was lyk "r u guys doing plastic surgery or is this the cost-saving method of oil-blotting paper?"
lololol.
open hse was ok. not much pple.
had fun with the teachers there-edwin lim, tai fatt weng, goh aik hui too!!
did stupid things lyk imitating how xt walks in heels which was unfortunately seen by .......... lol
it's ok, im always caught doing silly actions lyk this.

nw for the long due photos.
i notice my cheeks looked abit chubby in the photos here.
or is it cuz of the blusher??



















eyes closed..


wad expression is this?


too gay..


cheeks too red..


finally an acceptable one..






edwin got splint in his hand n xt's trying to pick it out for him..
so gay..

aloha pple!!!
my blog's dead.. very dead!

happy 2009 everybody.
may i get prettier everyday. sorry i'm selfish.
spent the last night of 2009 with the gang at vivocity.
meet at sushi tei at 8.30 supposedly but everyone was late.
so me derrick n deon started eating first.
the rest came n our bill totaled up to 170+.
luckily we had our 120 bucks voucher.
then went up the the sky garden n found a place to sit down.
played indian poker. quite fun. hahahah. started saboing pple.
this is when friendship comes last. haha.
then everyone started standing up n a cruise horned.
then it started to move.
n the next thing we noe everyone was shouting happy 2009.
there goes our count down.
cldnt see much of the fireworks too.
haiz. we really shldnt be so kiam siap to save the money to get into the area where the party really was.
wanted to go saint james but it's freaking packed.
edwin suggested his aunt's pub but he dunno where.
just kept saying it's near vivo.
aft walking for some distance n endless questioning frm me (i noe pasir panjang n telok blangah the best in the grp), i found out tt the actual location is super duper far.
so xt's bf was very nice to send us there in his pickup.
when i was abt to get up the car, this angmoh came n ask me where am i gng.
i was kinda shocked so i asked him wad he say.
then xt came n replied him coldly "no, sorry"
he looked hurt. lolol.
there goes my potential angmoh bf. lol.
reached the pub n b4 we even had time to decide wad drinks we wan, derrick asked for a tower.
it's lyk a whole tub of dispenser of beer.
wtf. sucks!!! super bitter.
used tt as a forfeit for daidee.
it's really a torture. we kept pouring our share into deon's cup. lol.
the guys were drunk, the gals were dizzy.
went home at abt 3.30am.
wad a night. our grp doesnt have much experience in nightlife, tt's y we dunno wad to do on a night out. haiz.. sad..

my first day of 2009 started off badly.
woke up by the scoldings of my sis shouting at me for wearing her new cardigan.
i swear i didnt noe it was new. i tot she had alrdy worn it.
she even cried. gosh.
pls be reasonable.
at night received a very bad scolding frm my father cuz i told him tt the repair fees for the laptop is 700 bucks.
he started scolding me for misuse of the laptop n also alot of other things including gng to pub cuz the news was reporting abt the bangkok nightclub on fire.
my sis just conveniently hid in the rm while i decided to stay put n hear his lecture cuz i didnt tink i did anything wrong.
aft awhile, i cldnt take it any longer.
i went inside my rm n locked n cry.
aft crying i felt better but still refused to tok.
decided to stop being an angel anymore.
but... cant bear to be a devil at all.
the next day we were back to laughing away.

ytd aft sch went to edwin's hse to do project.
haiz. ended up playing mahjong.
i didnt want to go cuz i;m starting to find mahjong boring.
n i wanted to watch the ending of little nonya.
paired with yq in the end n we won 3.80 in the end.
cabbed home n little nonya sux.
i find these days all the show's endings are lyk just briefly bringing things to an end.

today worked. trained a newcomer.
lots of interviewees today.
me n kat were super happy cuz our online order was successful.
the person didnt reply us at all n we tot the chance was too small.
in the end we managed to get the dress.
same dress somemore. it's a zipper dress again yeah!!

decided to go back to igenius to teach on sats.
brandon n damien's changing to sat classes too
if im lucky i may get bran's class!!!
nw i can get to do 2 of my fave jobs!!

gng for a haircut this sat.
wanted to trim my ends n hopefully, to get my bang.
yeah.. change of hairstyle again.
will have to seek the hairstylist's opinion.
georgina's cutting bangs too!!
so excited.

not much resolution this yr cuz i'll nv stick by them.
happy new yr n get loads of ang baos!! =D