Wednesday, August 31, 2005

JACOB ROX!!! hu else can beat her la..


today had teachers' day celebration.. i haf to say tt the student councillors did a great job.. though there's some minor problems.. mr ng was self-proclaimed as "Square Face"!! n mrs jacob was damn high lah!!! she hugged shaorong n chung nguon on the way to stage!! aft the celebration.. she gave all the 2a'03 gals a me to u bear.. $14.90 each!!! we found out cuz she forgot to remove one of the price tag.. lol.. then she give all the 2a'03 boys a nike small little soccer ball.. so cute!!! n everyone asked for her signature!! lol!!


aft tt me lizehn n yixuan went to orchard to eat sakae buffet.. damn.. we tried to pass time swiftly with all our slow actions.. almost 4 hrs doing nth lah.. in the end.. i still ate the most.. 13 plates completed with one ice cream n one portion of fruits.. siao!!!

then i went home for tuition le.. learnt binomial theorem today.. cool.. i learnt it..


tml going to eat marche with my sister.. hope tt i can get money to shop.. i min my pay!!!

Monday, August 29, 2005

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firstly.. i really lurve this photo.. damn!!! lol..


today nth much to blog lah..
assembly heard ivan say tt this yr have yr bk.. is last 3 yrs combine together.. so got abt 150 pages.. cool!!!!


then it was maths.. i realised smth i nv realise b4.. MS TAN IS SO SHORT.. im taller than her by one head plus lah.. lololol..


bio had a real lecture by jacob.. she looked lyk she's going to cry alrdy.. awww.. so sad..


then it was dance photo taking.. quite fun.. our first fun shot we did the zhang fei's stupid action.. then jonathan they all go mess up the tcher's hair.. so we got to take a second one.. lol.. so we did the sir raffles pose.. lol..


then it was eng.. daniel n yj r two bastards.. took away my two tube of toblerone!!! wtf!! n they threw it away w/o finishing it cuz it melted.. then yj go search my bag w.o my permission.. n he n jianwei drank my water till i hafto go refill twice..


aft sch went to bukit panjang with isaac n lizhen.. bot my orh arh mee sua then we took bus to westmall.. ate the mee sua on the bus.. i tink the bus uncle wan to slap me.. lol.. then both lizhen n isaac pierced their ear.. lzhen really crazy alrdy.. ltr her ear too heavy n drop.. lololol..

Sunday, August 28, 2005

had a gd time ytd..
went spook show.. nice..
but the magic were simialr to last yr..
sr was abit pissed n left early..
i dun really noe y but they were cool aft tt..
went to marina square to eat..
then went to esplanade to digest.. weird pple..
hahah.. saw this couple even weirder..
the guy was touching the gal's breast..
n the gal was gladly letting him touch..
gross.. but nice show.. all of us keep watching..
hahaha.. tt gal is damn stupid..
too big a sacrifice to make for love..
then we sat down n played truth or dare..
saw the guy grab her bottom.. erks!!!
lololololol..

Thursday, August 25, 2005

today i was very angry in the morning.. cuz my parents dun blif tt im still sick n insist tt im finding excuses to pon thurs sch again.. lyk wadever.. so i banged my door n i heard my father was very very angry.. but hu cares..


i went down n was till feeling very angry.. then jiali came n did smth really wrong.. she kicked my knee n i kind of fall.. so i was abt to flare up.. n in the end.. i shouted at her.. ok.. i was really sorry abt it.. i wasnt feeling very gd..


went to sch n can u blif it?? i reached my class n saw there was only 5 pple.. luckily.. a few more pple came n we had abt 14 pple in the end.. lol.. chinese was...... boring.. i keep telling yixuan tt i tink im pregnant.. cuz i was feeling momentarily pain in my stomach.. n ytd i kept feeling vomitting.. i guess i must haf been quite loud cuz daniel look at me lyk so weirdly.. lol..


p.e was quite fun.. we all joined in to play soccer.. with the guys.. i almost got hit by a flying ball had i not turn arnd in time n block it off with my hands..


i ended up as the only one sitting outside the class.. so boring.. luckily i brought along a storybk..


aft recess.. went in to join the class.. was deciding to do my own things behind.. but in the end got basics test.. gosh.. i so long nv attend basics class.. how the hell i noe the ans???? but i just do lah.. aft the test.. we gambled abit.. oh yah.. amanda n bifen joined back the class..


lit was ok... lalala.. as usual.. her classrm always make me slpy.. i dunno y!!!


then it was acjc's tok.. blah blah blah.. dun tink it suits me.. ok.. dun tink i can even get in.. lol.. zihao, yong jun n jon joined back the class.. mr tan was surprised at the number of pple in our class.. there was only one line of students.. in the end.. he got ryan to take down the attendance..


by the time for maths.. most pple had joined back.. we were questioning ms tan abt jcs.. n she was quite confirmed to get us to try out jjc.. cuz tt;s where she came frm..


aft maths.. 4e2 wasnt allowed to go.. mr tan puay eng wanted to tok to us.. lol.. but the tok was quite funny.. with lots of jokes.. we dun even feel it's a lecture.. alalalala..


then i met lizhen n we went to ginza to have dinner.. yum yum.. =)

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

how i spent my day..


monday:
i did 30 emaths qns today.. quite lyk the feeling of accomplishing smth.. =) went to sci ctr's mac aft sch to study.. koped alot of bks to read while gng to yuting n lizhen's hse. i motivated them to study.. haha..


tuesday:
did another 30 emaths qns today.. cool!! nw im starting to lyk maths.. ryan qas quite swt when he signed his name on my foolscap paper n told me to call his name 3 times n he will come to my rescue.. lyk.. so cute.. haha.. i told amanda to try it out for me.. n her really responded.. lol.. then i called his name 3 times again.. but he failed.. useless superman..


saw hime in sch today again.. i was walking out of the toilet n i had such a shock when i saw him.. nw he's coming back to sch regularly.. abit weird.. lyk an on-off thing.. hahah.. luckily the guys were not there.. if not they surely tease me again..


wednesday:
so moody today.. m feeling so uncomfortable ryt frm the morning.. kept slping during classes.. the i went home n skipped maths lesson cuz im really feeling unwell.. gary n isaac escorted me home.. they were really funny.. gary carried my bag n isaac carried my bottle.. they kept joking tt i forgot my uncomfortable for tt very period.. hahahaha.. n when i came home.. i realised i had fever..


spent these 3 days lyk tt.. normal.. but fun! =)

Sunday, August 21, 2005

today i had a very nice dinner.. lurve it!!!


while eating i saw this pad advert.. n tis tot just suddenly come into my mind.. i min.. can u blif tt there's tis grp of pple constantly trying to improve ur pad EVERYDAY?? gosh.. i'll be so disgusted if i were the one.. testing pads with tt blue liquid.. or mabbe even real blood.. cuz u haf to experiment wad.. erks.. n employing pple to try out ur pad.. then trying to investigate their blood flow aft tt.. oh gosh... ok ok.. seowhui is disgusting!!!!


y r guys so despo to haf gf?? i cant understand.. recently i just heard tt tis guy lyk one of my frens.. n my fren rejected him.. then the nxt moment i saw him holding hands with a gal in jurong east!!! omg.. do they really change so fast??? hmm.. there's so many guys in this world hu's despo n changes gfs lyk they r changing clothes.. n there r so many foolish gals in tis world hu's stupid enuff to fall into their trap n make them even more happy.. pple really DO have to wake up..


but then.. come to tink of it.. gals r becoming more n more cleverer.. nw it's their time to revenge back.. it;s time they play on the guys.. wah.... tis world!!!


PEOPLE DO HAVE TO WAKE UP!!!

Friday, August 19, 2005

i accomplished smth again.. i finished my amaths unit 1 revision.. sets!!! im gonna do quadratic equations ltr.. whahahah.. im so hardworking!!! seowhui!! gd job!!! =)


went JJC open hse just nw.. hmm.. kinda boring.. cuz there's nth to see at all.. but the tok was quite useful.. i learnt the subject combinations there.. n im seriously considering JJC nw.. cuz it emphasizes on chinese.. which im gd at!! gonna check out other JCs ltr..


i lurve to tok to my parents.. we can tok abt anything under the sun... haha..


had some weird dreams ytd.. cldnt rmb clearly.. but it was real strange cuz normally.. i have pleasant dreams almost everyday..


yx said tt i look lyk a moon.. how can tt be???? arh......!!!!

Thursday, August 18, 2005

today cld have been more enjoyable if we haf activities planned out.. instead of just walking arnd aimlessly.. so in the end.. we sat down in yoshinoya n did half an hr of revision.. i finished 7 amaths qns in tt half an hr..


watched the maid too.. gosh.. only when i sat down did i realise tt i was sitting at one end.. darn.. scarieeeeee~~~


came home n finished up to qn 21.. m i pro or wad?? this is lyk much much more then i can normally do.. i tink taking a day off frm sch can prove to be gd too.. lol..


xinhui is out.. it's lyk so expectable.. kelly has more mass appeal than her.. so it's naturally tt xinhui shld be out.. n she's too much of an attention grabber.. with her big-extra-large-bunny-tooth.. haha..


kelvin is in.. am i blind or wad?? how can he be in?? gosh.. he's voice got this darn stupid sound tt i cannot stand.. too.. "retro".. lyk those kind of fei yu qing times.. cannot.!!!! im going to vote for kelly alrdy!!!!


i havent write excuse letter.. how????


i feel so tired suddenly.. dunno over wad.. just...... tired. i nid sumone to lean on.. sumone hu is always there.. n hu can show me care n concern when im most down.. someone to make me happy when im sad.. n to listen to my crap n nv get tired of me.. lalalalalal...


right now.. im really bucking up.. trying very very hard nw.. i hope i have this attitude towards study right frm the very start.. then i wldnt haf to work so hard nw.. i gues i'll just do my very very best nw n leave everything up to God.. he's the one whom i can run to.. =)


tml got 3 periods of maths lecture.. pple rmb to bring a notebk along.. mr lee lecturing again.. n mr wong scolding again.. lol.. blardy hell.. hu do u tink u r?? u tink the tchers serve u?? blardy hell-y YES.













Can you see me?
Here I am..
Standing here where I've always been..
And when words are not enough..
I climb inside your heart and still find..
You're my safest place to hide.. =)

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

"thou shall not dwell on the unhappiness of ytd.. but instead look to God and rejoice for another hope given!!!!"


ok.. my own theory.. im so forever determined not to let anything to affect my mood.. except this god damn weather.. grrrr.. it's hoTTTTTTT!!!


shall not comment much on wad had really happened today.. cuz me myself dun really noe as well.. =)


anyway.. my final decision.. not retaking my chinese alrdy.. lyk waste of time n money.. though the guys keep asking y.. y.. y..


aft sch went to isaac's hse to play n load songs into my phone too.. bobby is so horny.. he's a horny little dog!!!!!!anyway.. i shaked hands.. or rather paws with him today.. so cute!!! n yuting fed him cake.. i just cant overcome the fear of their saliva.. hahahah.. bobby actually responds to any name.. bobby, isaac, bastard.... etc.. actually i wonder if he tot tt im calling him when i asked for his paw.. (paul.. gettit??)


n me n yuting's conclusion for the day..: dogs lurve to smell a gals butt if she's having menses.. so BEWARE!!!


today during physics.. i tink tt im becoming a genius.. i cld ans his qn.. n i taught yuting the electromagnetic induction chapter while sitting outside ms chng's class today.. wahaha..














I've got a Savior and He''s living in me..
Woah..
I wanna know..
I wanna know You today..
You're the best Thing that has happened to me..
And the world will never take..
The world will never take You away!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

dun look no further.. baby im back here..


haha.. i promised i'll be back.. n i am!!! clap!!!


i let my father listen to a song just nw.. "beautiful sunday" by daniel boone.. it's an old song.. i cld still rmb it very very clearly.. it was the first song i ever sang in a pub.. lol.. my father wanted me to sing cuz i was really quiet.. lol.. so i tried n in the end i just cldnt stop.. hahaha..


im starting to enjoy pe lessons more n more.. i hope we can learn to play tennis, squash, soccer n badminton in the last few pe lessons.. so much to learn.. so little time.. how how how???


my mother has officially approved of me buying anna sui's perfume.. yay!!! anyway.. i certanily tink she will use it too.. she n my sis LURVES to use my stuffs.. when i bot deodorant.. she went to bot her own one too.. when i got my dior perfume.. she n my sis used it too.. my sis lyk to borrow my slippers.. n my mother lyks to use my bag.. gosh.. wads more????? nxt time i shall save my used pads for them to reuse again.. lol..


okok.. i learnt smth abt chem today!!! yaya.. thx to the ms tan.. she really teaches well.. =)
gosh.. amanda was so scariee today.. i dunno wad happened to her.. she's so stress.. im so scared of her tt i dun dare to crack anymore jokes to her anymore.. ltr she angry with me.. so i went to join yx n yt.. i juz cant stop playing u understand????


pe was fun.. i guess tt was the only time i see amanda REALLY smiled today.. we were practicing batting.. n we haf to grab 3 balls b4 we can get the chance to bat.. cool.. i was running all arnd.. hahaha.. enjoyed myself ALOT even though we were sweating lyk siao.. anyway.. today mr lim flared up cuz we nv change n the gals were so slow.. but it's not my fault mah.. i always bring then he nv scold.. just nice i forgot to bring then he scolded..


gng to IMM with my mother n auntie nw.. shall update u all ltr.. haha..

Monday, August 15, 2005

i bought my motorola v3 razor alrdy.. lyk finally.. hahaha!!!!


my sister went to camp for 3 days.. im gonna haf 2 slpless nites again.. shit..


english oral was a mess.. shall not elaborate further..


i lurve anna sui's secret wish perfume.. anyone so nice to buy for me?? im willing to pay the balance if u wld pay $50 for me.. =)

Saturday, August 13, 2005

my sister is crazieeee!!! she's using the vacuum cleaner to suck out the excess air in the ziplock bag.. she packed all her clothes in ziplock bags n is trying to make them smaller.. lol.. but the noise can be frustrating!!!


ytd had a GREAT performance.. nocody watched.. can u blif it?? ok la.. not nobody.. is very few pple.. hahah.. we were performing for the "abangs" u noe??


went home n slpt for 14 hrs lah.. ahhaha.. till today morning 9.30am.. i wonder y im so tired.. wadever..


then went to my cousin's hse.. ooh.. cute little brandon n damien again!!! today damien performed kickboxing for us.. he kept moving n turning when we r carrying him.. haha.. but he's cute!!! brandon's so cute too.. he got so jealous tt we put all the attention on damien.. lol.. then me n my cousin went to lot 1 to shop.. we both bot the same top.. very nice.. my sis say it's exotic.. lol.. then we bot a set of clothes for brandon for his show tml.. oh yah.. btw.. brandon got shortlisted n will be competing with other babies at IMM tml in round one for the "Baby Bonanza 2005".. gd luck my cute nephew!!!


came home n went down to play badminton with jiali.. we kept luffing n luffing til in the end.. i tink we were picking up the shuttlecock more than hitting it lah.. hahaha..


yay!!! my mother buying hp for me.. lyk once in a blue moon lah.. summore this time is she initiated one.. im so happy.. n i've set my mind on the motorola v3 razor.. very slim n nice to use.. heheh.. anyway.. my o lvl chinese got a2.. im kind of disappointed cuz i expected a2.. =)


was having this tot while shitting just nw.. sometimes.. pple just got to be selfish in order not to get hurt..


-selfish with money.. cuz we dunno whether pple will return it back or not..
-selfish with effort.. cuz we dunno whether we will get the credit anot..
-selfish with beliefs.. cuz we dunno whether the ONE really exist anot..
-selfish with love.. cuz we dunno whether we will be loved back anot..


wad do u tink??

Thursday, August 11, 2005

i seemed to be having problems with my ears.. both gary n isaac chong claimed tt they've been calling me all the way.. but i just ran along w/o bothering to reply to them.. but seriously.. i nv hear anyone calling my name!!!! weird weird weird!!! so i shall make a notice here.. if i did not answer to u.. u shld noe it's my ears failing me again!!! hahaha.. done!


had a nice day today.. kind of.. the weather was damn hot.. but pe was fun.. actually me n amanda planned to play soccer.. but none of the gals wan.. so we settled for mr lim's softball prac.. it's quite fun actually.. me n amanda were having fun......... picking up the balls.. lol.. but we still manage to catch them lah!!!


aft sch went for dance prac.. ran thru a few times n had great fun with the sec 1s.. hahahah.. we gonna perform tml at the marina carnival.. hope it's a gd one n the truly last performance for the sec 4s.. if not.. we can jolly well stop tinking abt taking our o's..


i lurve the phone motorola v3 razor.. it's damn damn damn nice.. i wan to buy tt phone.. but then.. the functions not very gd.. n it's not user friendly i heard.. hmm... shall consider really hard then.. =)

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

wth lah.. can u blif my national day was such a crap?? i've nv had a worst day lyk this b4..


firstly.. mother nature gave me a damn bloody red present on national day.. but i dun understand y she gif me.. it's not my bdae.. if must give then give nathan lah.. y me?????


n i spent my national day in a factory working.. gosh!!!!!!! then i sms nad n ask him wad time is the fireworks today.. n my father said tt i got addicted to sms-ing.. lyk huh???? he havent seen "uncurable" ones loh.. n summore.. if i dun use hp to contact pple.. wad does he expect me to use??? blue tooth arh??


then my father dun allow me to go stayover in yuting's hotel rm.. so i was lyk so angry.. so i turned on my mp3 to the loudest volume.. n guess wad....?? hilary duff had to be singing "cry" to me... not singing actually.. is screaming.. cuz my mp3 was so loud.. of cuz i teared abit.. my national day leh!!!!!!


then my mp3 no batt.. wtf.. wad is this???????????? n i missed my "shooting stars" n "full circle"!!!! wtf wtf wtf wtf!!!! grrr....


my nationall day.. i shall forbid anyone to say tt they feel sorry for me.. it dun do me any gd.. tell me tt u r jealous of me.. i shall start first..


DuB DuB^^: gosh lah.. im so jealous of u.. u get to celebrate in a factory.. tt's lyk we will nv get the chance at all loh.. u shld be honoured man!!!


-seOwhUi-: =)))))))))


anyway.. on to the gd things.. i earned over $100 today.. lol.. n i got permission to go out for one whole day some time.. lalalala..


oh yah.. wan to see some pics??? =)


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amanda trying to drink her soup in peace.. but i forced her to take this photo..


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but i nv force myself to take too..


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me n lizhen at the fountain outside ngee ann city..


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close up shot..


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wad the hell r we doing?? lol..


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this angle is just nice.. =)


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damien at slp!!! so cute!!


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"i lurve this person hu's carrying me nw.." (ME!!!)


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see wad see?? jealous arh?


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oh gosh.. so innocent..!!


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my precious angel!!! =)


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nephew n auntie.. ooh.. i sound so old..


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us again!!!


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dance conference.. lol..


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ok.. these r lyk.. so unaware..


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our first grp photo.. i was saluting.. look at wad yx's doing!!!


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the final one.. n the most normal one.. lol..


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photos in the skating rink..


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me n yx's swollen feet aft ice skating..


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the mess we made.. haha..


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my shoes.. i lurve it so much.. but everyone says it looks lyk snow shoes.. damn.. at least the malay gurls appreciate it.. they say it's hip hoppy..


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unfinished business.. cute ryt?? i tink of the photo n caption my self one.. hahaha..








anyway..






HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!













you're so old alrdy.. sob!!

Monday, August 08, 2005

had a nice national celebration today.. was so high.. tt all of us keep standing up n doing actions.. which led to us being photographed by the teachers.. lol.. then aft awhile.. amanda they all not high le.. so i went to join 4e1 n mr tan eng wee.. we continued singing the songs n doing the hand signs tt tan eng wee taught us.. hahaha..


then me, yx, amanda, yt n lz went ice skating.. so cool.. so long nv ice skate alrdy.. at first i was abit slow.. haha.. but slowly gain back the basic skills.. haha.. then we taught amanda how to skate.. i tink im really strict.. i dun allow her to grab anyone of us when she fall.. i made her get up on her own under our observance.. but slowly she learnt how to skate on her own.. n tt's gd.. yx crazy one.. go hold my hand n ask me to speed skate with her.. im so damn scared lah....... i kept wanting to fall down.. but luckily i manage to catch my balance.. but i still fell.. lol.. but we just luff it off..


then went to meet the sec 5 guys n yt to go play pool.. but we cldnt find a vacant one.. all full.. so in the end me n amanda went home first while the others dunno go where.. hahaha..






26th August got electrico concert.. dunno whether i shld go.. $25 leh!!!





im still considering which church to change to.. so far is amanda's church.. isaac chong's church.. n chc.. shall try out all these b4 i make any decision.. =)
my baby nephew brandon had just got picked frm so mnay babies to go for the baby competition called BABY BONANZA i tink.. haha.. hope he get thru it n win some prize n memories!!!! so cool lah.. nxt time will be damien;'s turn!!!! wan to see brandon's photo??? go to my friendster account n link to emily.. lol..

Sunday, August 07, 2005

whoopie!!! back frm FOP.. the atmosphere over there is damn great..i just cant stop myself frm having fun..

went to my cousin's.. had a gd look at her precious 2nd son.. Damien.. (nice name..) he's so cuteeeeee!!! i cant stop carrying him.. lol.. n we took alot of photos.. he's just so... vulnerable..... lyk a little baby.. needing sum1's protection.. gosh.. anyway.. he's a baby.. ok.. im toking cock!!!


bought tidbits n drinks for the guys n then took a cab to isaac's hse to pick him up.. can u blif it?? I went to pick ISAAC up.. a GAL picking a GUY up.. tt guy's damn sissy man.. lol.. okok.. sorry.. but it's really true.. i min.. wads these guys doing nowadays???? some guys make me wait for them.. some guys make me ask somebody qns for them.. n some guys make me go pick them up......


indian slang: what the fuck???


so me reached the east entrance at anrd 4+.. but we r not allowed to go n join jon n setia.. but in the end we got some usher to help us thru.. but i was blocked outside.. while the guys r debating with the ushers.. i was so innocent n BORED.. so i continue eating my pocky.. lol..


in the end i got thru.. by hook or by crook i dunno.. im innocent!!! waited for so long.. sian sian sian.. we shld have brought smth to play.. finally we were allowed in.. the atmosphere damn great.. jon was so high.. setia was alright.. but im so suay.. sitting beside isaac.. isaac was lyk so bored or smth.. he's not high at all.. tt makes me feel lyk an idiot if i really jump.. in the end i went to join yuting they all.. n they were high.. so i got high too.. hehehe..


aft the whole thing.. went home with isaac chong, isaac foong, jon n setia.. took 196 to clementi.. they keep luffing at me eating pocky n acting innocent (which i m not acting).. n the stupid "im just a china gal.. dun bully me.." stuff.. n luffing at isaac foong as the jay chou.. lololo..


then me isaac chong n foong went to eat cup noodles.. then we went to eat at mac till they close.. in the end we took cab home.. reached home at nearly 1am.. n isaac chong sent me home.. luckily got him.. hahaha..














ok.. i shall make a declaration nw.. in case pple say tt i did not say earlier..



DON'T EAT PANADOL!!! IT'S NOT GOOD FOR EYES!!!



done.. big n attractive.. lolololo..














still tinking whether i shld go out ltr.. sian at home.. but no money to spend.. lalalala..














you just call out my name..
and u noe wherever i am..
i'll come running to see u again..
winter, spring, summer or fall..
all u've got to do is call..
n i'll be there.. yes i will..
u've got a fren..!!!! =)

Friday, August 05, 2005

today went out wid jiali to orchard.. we were having alot of fun.. lol.. there's this pic we took n got alot of space.. so i write there "insert your photo here".. then there'sa nother where i really dunno wad to write.. so i wrote "7th month.. go home early.. gui jie".. duh duh duh.. i noe very lame lah.. lololol..


cant wait for monday.. i wan to be so high high high!!!!

Thursday, August 04, 2005

It seems like yesterday when I said I do
And after all this time my heart still burns for you
If you don’t know by now that you’re my only one
Then take a look inside me and watch my heart strings come undone
I know I promise you forever
There’s no stronger word I could use to reassure you in the storm that’s raging outside
You’re my safest place to hide

Can you see me, here I am
I need you like I needed you then
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart and still find
You’re my safest place to hide

You see colors no one else can see and every breath you hear a symphony
You understand me like nobody can
I feel my soul unfolding like a flower blooming
When this whole world gets too crazy, yeah, and there’s nowhere left to run…nowhere left to run...
You give my sanctuary, you’re the only truth I know, you’re the one I call

Can you see me, here I am
Standing here where I’ve always been
And when words are not enough I climb inside your heart and still find
you’re my safest place to hide-- my safest place to hide

I know I promised you forever
There’s no stronger word I can use to reassure you when the storm is raging outside
You’re my safest place to hide

Can you see me, here I am
Standing here where I’ve always been
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart and still find
You’re my safest place to hide

------------Safest Place To Hide-BSB


tt song is really soothing..


wad shld i say abt today? tt im quite happy.. cuz i lyk very very very loong nv see him alrdy.. n today i saw him again.. it's gd to see tt he's happy with his life nw.. im min.. lyk nth's wrong with him.. =)


y no one blifs me when i say DUN EAT PANADOL????? y do pple lyk to take my advice lyk im kidding.. fine.. i shall keep my mouth shut frm now on.. wadever side effects u all wan to get.. then go ahead.. i cldnt care less.. i did my best alrdy..

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

i've been bad bad luck with guys ytd.. shall go thru them briefly..


1) during pe.. me n amanda went to bball court to watch our class guys soccer against 4e4.. then they kept kicking towards us.. n there's this once when it hit my kneecap.. n they did not stop.. they continue to kick arnd me.. n in the end.. my butt got kicked too!!!! gosh!!!


2)then during geog.. mr ng go imitate my small eyes when he tok to me.. lyk wtf.. i lurve my eyes ok!!!


3) aft sch wanted to eat mee rebus.. amanda got brice to buy for her.. lizhen got her class guys to buy for her.. n im left alone lah.. damn.. i decided to be independent since the guys dun wan to buy for me.. then the time comes for my revenge.. daniel kao asked someone to ask me help him buy mee rebus.. then i asked the person to go n tell him go n die.. whahahah.. im crude!!! but then he appeared behind me.. n looked at me with those pitiful eyes.. awwww.. im electrified.. duh duh duh.. so i helped him buy.. when i carry his plate of mee rebus TO HIS TABLE (gosh.. i nid to serve him!!!).. he looked at me guiltily lyk trying to find out wads my expression.. i was kinda shocked by this reaction.. so i cld just mumble a "wad".. then he said nth n took his food.. the first thing he did when i went into the lab for focus is see my expression.. so i tried to luff abit..


4) aft focus.. went out of class.. n those guys came out.. they started kicking their soccer ball n aiming at my legs!!!! gosh!!! i was hungry n my legs felt so jelly n they kicked them!!!


5)at the parade square i wanted to join in their soccer.. so i asked them to kick the ball to me.. they started kicking the balls AT me.. duhz duhz duhz.... so i decided tt i dun wan to play anymore.. n ryan (!!!) kicked the ball at my waist.. kao!!!!!!!!!


ok.. i noe they r only trying to play.. but these arent just tt.. there's more things with the stupid word "GUYS"..


6) i tried to prepare breakfast.. n my ah gong came nagging at me n said tt i held my knife worngly.. i used the wrong chopboard.. blah blah blah.. gosh!!! it's lyk once a blue moon when i cook lah..


7) n ytd when i trying to blog all these.. my father came to nag at me.. as usual.. my com is crazy.. it cant find the server the nxt moment.. it always happen lyk tt when my parents nag or scold.. grrr!!!!!


then i tried to tok to someone abt the computer's weird habit.. but no one wans to listen to me.. everyone's bz doing their own thing.. i feel so fucked up tt i decided to cry.. at least i felt beta..














today my luck changed.. for the beta.. i got to eat some chocolate frm the guys.. yeah yeah.. i ate daniel kao's saliva leh.. arent u jealous??? duh duh duh.. i ate 9 breads in total ok.. im sucha big stomach.. watch the singapore icon.. realised tt im always helping the 4e1 with their project.. lyk lask yr.. when they nid a video clip for the creative mine thing.. i was their backgrnd vocal.. then today.. they nid a baby like song.. n i found a baby like song just for them.. im sucha nice gal!!! =)


on the way home.. on the bus.. there's this little boy so damn cute.. he smiled at me n i smiled back.. then he kept kicking my paper bag softly with his leg to get my attention.. n when i did look at him.. he wld smile so sweetly n shyly again.. gosh!!! im in love with him.. im a paedophile.. lololol!!!














when no one understands, i'll believe~~

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

I'll keep you my dirty little secret (dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone
Or you'll be just another regret (just another regret)
Hope that you can keep it
My dirty little secret
Who has to know?


tt song is so cute.. lololol..


bsb's latest cd is very very very nice!!!!!! hehehehe..


i just finished making the breakfast for tml.. it's blackpepper crabstick mayonnaise.. sounds so nice!!! its the first time im in the kitchen preparing smth so nice for everyone.. actually is the third time lah.. first time is the french toast learnt in homecs.. second time is cook miso soup for my sis n me.. nw third time.. n it's lyk my ah gong keep scolding me.. for not knowing how to use the knife.. not knowing which chopping board to use.. blah blah blah.. im just a china gal.. dun bully meeeeee.. lolol.. but finally i got it done.. n i ate a little bit.. just tt little bit.. hehe.. aft putting in the fridge then i went in to watch tv.. until my sis asked me abt wad i bought.. then i remembered tt i forgot to put black pepper.. gosh.. wad the hell haf i been doing? so i went to add again.. lol.. then my mother said tt it taste really gd.. n she asked me to add cucumber n tomato.. i said tt tml the ingredients will be dropping out of the bread.. lol..


i bought so much thing.. frm west mall's ntuc.. 3 packs of crabstick.. one can of mayo.. two packs of bread.. two pringles n two cod fish sticks.. yumx yumx.. i looked lyk an auntie gng for grocery shopping.. im damn broke nw.. u pple beta appreciate me more.. i spent $12.31 on ur breakfast k!!!!!! lol..

Monday, August 01, 2005

today during eng lessons.. christina so funny.. she kept irritating the guys till sr wanted to hit her.. then we saw some disgusting stuffs.. haha..


aft sch went to bukit timah there to eat lala again.. so nice!!!! then we went to shawn's condo the swimming pool there to study.. i totally no mood cuz too hot.. so i sat there n bury my face in my hands.. then zach saw n offered me a lollipop cuz he said my face was damn red.. is it?? tt lollipop is those kind tt will leave a colour on ur tongue.. so i keep asking amanda n lizhen if my tongue is green every time i lick the lollipop.. they looked so damn pissed off wid me.. lol..


then we decided to move to bukit timah plaza's kfc to study.. over there i was kind of feasting.. edo california rolls.. pepsi.. n yixuan n yuting bought a yogurt for me.. they r so damn sweet!!! then in the end.. shawn n zach were showing us their gay movements they did in class.. lol.. then we left n entered the dance studio.. called ATTITUDE!! there's this class of mid age women learning ballet.. gosh.. n they all said i've got a chance to fulfil my wish of becoming a ballerina.. lol.. then there's another class of kids learning ballet too.. but i went back to watch the mid age women one.. i waved to a woman nearest to the glass.. n said hello.. then she smiled back at me.. then i showed her a thumbs-up sign.. then she was smiling.. then yx n yt told me tt i cld be chased out for disturbing them.. so i acted solemn for awhile.. just b4 we left.. i waved n said bye bye to her.. then she mouthed back "byebye" to me.. so cute lah!!!


outside the plaza.. there's these 2 dogs.. i sat down n patted them.. so cute!!!!!! then we took bus n went home..


zach told me tt he felt very lonely.. cuz he dun haf a gf.. it's lyk.. u dunnid a person to live wad.. frens r enuff.. really.. haha.. then on bus 51 met my kindergarten fren.. he told me he's onto his 3rd gf nw.. i was lyk GOSH!!!!! m i really tt bad?????? lolololol.. i'd probably be an old maid till i die.. actually.. i quite lyk this idea.. =)