guess wad i found ytd at heeren???


a shop by the name of "Queen's Coulture"


ok.. i noe tt shop has been there for so long..
but the main point im trying to get to is..


i saw a shirt wid "I Love Elmo" inside..
oh my goodness!!!!!!!
it's lyk.. i was passing the shop n i told them all tt this is my shop..
then i was wondering if there's any elmo shirt inside..
n then i saw it.....!!!!!!!!!
loloolol....

happy birthday to my dearest sister!!!!!


yay!!! she finally 15!!!
must be more matured le..
have a swt swt year ahead!!!!


oh yah.. one more song..


****23) Jennifer Lopez ft Fat Joe-Hold Me Down


oh yah.. and one more thing..
it's supposed to be spelled as..
"Don't Phunk With My Heart"..
but perfect 190 spelled it as..
"Don't Funk With My Heart"..


lol

hello!!!!!
im baq to blog again..
cld only get online cuz my mother wans me to help her check smth on the net..
hehehehhee..
nw it's my time!!!!


blah blah blah..
i forgot abt things tt happened alrdy lah..
but nvm..


aargh..
these few days got me tinking n tinking n tinking again..
i keep reviewing my decision over n over again..
n keep changing..
i dunno whats gotten over me..
i wan to move on..
but i dun wan to gif up either..


he suddenly told me tt there's this grp of gals hu lend him a phone so tt he can reply their msgs..
oh sure.. gal frensss.. hmmmmmmm..
then he quickly told me tt they r just frens..
oh no prob...
ok.. i understand..
he's gd looking..
so sumtimes i really wonder y he lyk me..
im just so normal..


then he suddenly told me tt wherever he goes..
there's always girl smiling n waving at him..
oh god.. wads the mining of this???
it's lyk so.. ohhh...............................


jl n lz told me tt he's just trying to make me jealous..
i guess he succeeded somehow..
n nw i dun tink i wan to disturb his oh-so-perfect life nw..


i managed..
i did not even msg him ytd..
i controlled myself..
hard though..
but im determined..
but guess wad..
he appeared at the most unsuitable timing..
he went for sports day..
n i just had this sudden urge to msg him..
but i controlled myself again..
they all keep telling me tt he was here..
i knew it..
i saw him the moment i stepped into the stadium..
i kept my eyes away..
i dun wan to see him..
i forced myself to be so concentrated in the events..
i forced myself to play along wid my frens..
i forced myself to play along when ryan n fazlan sprayed water at me playfully..


but it always happened..
when i went to aspen house to meet lizhen n jiali..
he was down at the track..
i forced myself to look away again..
when i went down to the track to assemble..
he was sitting at the place tt we WERE sitting..
when we were walking out of the the poly..
he was in front of us..
tt's lyk.. so great..


when me n jl were going home frm bukit panjang plaza..
jl msged him..
she asked him y he came baq..
guess wad he reply?
"i felt tt i treated sh very badly..
so i came back to see her.."
lyk wadever lah..
im totally speechless..


a part of me was damn touched by him..
but another part was lyk "wad the hell is he trying to do?"
he shld have msged me..
he noes tt i always forgive him..
or mabbe he dunno??
heck~~


sports day was fun..
hairi sprayed my fringe wid red paint..
it's lyk so fun!!!
then we went to bukit panjang to eat..
lz.. jl n yx cannot stand me anymore..
they say tt im behaving lyk a 3 yr old kid..
fine laaaaaaa..


then i accompany jl to go the lrt there to top up her ez link..
there got two china man..
they were having probs wid their card..
so they came to us for help..
we helped them to translate n communicate wid the person there..
it took quite long n it was quite late alrdy..
then my father called me n asked me to get baq home b4 10..
he scolded me foe being a busybody..
i was damn angry..
but we cant possibly just dump them there n ran off..
so we continue helping..
then when we leave..
i walked damn fast..
n tears just rolled down..


then my mother called me..
they wanted to speak to jl..
so jl explained to them..
finally tt pleasde them abit..
but jl was very worried abt me..
aargh..
heck..
just lemme cry n i'll be alrite..
i actually dun tink tt im crying over my father..
i tink ther's more to it..
the "him" thing..


It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.~~~~~
tHe MiDdLe_*


heck~~


anyway.. got a few songs tt r really nice..


***1) McFly-All About You
**2) Bowling For Soup-Almost
*****3) Howie Day-Collide
***4) Evan And Jarron-Crazy For This Girl
***5) Evan And Jarron-Distance
****6) Diana DeGarmo-Emotional
****7) Natalie-Going Crazy
*****8) Electrico-Good Time
***9) Darius Danesh-Live Twice
**10) Lindsay Lohan-Over
***11) Natalie Imbruglia-Shiver
***12) Staind-So Far Away
*****13) Jimmy Eat World-The Middle
**14) Natasha Beddingfield-Unwritten
****15) Mariah Carey-We Belong Together
***16) Creed-With Arms Wide Open
**17) Daniel Beddingfield-Wrap My Words Around You
*****18) Lifehouse-You And Me
**19) John Mayer-Your Body Is A Wonderland
***20) Backstreet Boys-Incomplete
***21) Frankie J ft Baby Bash-Obsession
***22) New Order-Krafty


yesh.. i've rated the song.. full marks is 5 *s..


enjoy the songs~~


I'm willing to become the angel that you love in fairytales..
Open my arms and become the wings that protects you..
You must believe..
Believe that we will be like the fairytales..
Blissfully and happiness will be our ending..~~~~~~~
tOnGhUa_*

well.. it hasnt been a totally gd day for me either..
y am i constantly late??
y cant i seem to manage my well??
i always feel so bad for making my frens wait for me..
but i hope they understand me.. =D


reached sch at 7 when im supposed to reach at 6.45..
went up to band rm n help the guzheng members put on make up..
it's their syf today..
yepz.. im doing smth gd today.. hehehe..


deb lim was not here today..
but nvtheless.. the test was still on..
luckily i still have shaorong..
i noe amanda very bu shuang today wid pple copying..


pe was a time for dirty things..
wah.. i shld shut up my mouth nw..
even mr lim also noe tt im dirty liao..
shittttt~~


chi was lame..
mr mah said tt he gonna invite the thai teachers to come up n observe out lessons..
but in the end nv loh..
then i just knew it..
he called my name up for a conversation..
i min oral conversation..
damn.. always me.. me.. me.. me..


then geog.. lolololol..
mr ng was at our table checking our project..
then he said tt our performance was great tt day..
thankew thankew..
then he asked abt our teacher mr low..
he's so impressed by him man!!!


then he walked away..
n i suddenly shout out to him.,
"Mr Ng.. do you want to join dance?"
er.. lolololol..


then lit was ok..
aft lit.. amanda showed me smth..
she finally wrote the bra-plucking poem which i haf been asking for so long..
lololol..
so here it goes:


<<>>

The tension is there.
You pull it to the max.
I await to hear the familiar sound.
I await to feel the familiar pain.
It is being released finally.
The strap comes back down instantaneously.
It makes a loud sound...
I let out a shriek...
I yelp in pain...
And turns around
I hit upon you on the back
And say "Well Done!"


the last sentence was for me i guess..
cuZ it says "Amanda <3s U!!!"


hehe..
done.. done..


then went home straight away cuz i meeting cheeyong at 3.30 to study..
in the end both of us dragged until 5 then start studying..
i asked him to keep doing chi tys..
while i do my phy tys..
until my father came home n he seem quite angry..
so i went baq home at arnd 6.30..
in the end he nv scold me..
cuz he saw tt im really studying..
hahahahahah..


phew~~~


i really love Diro2Addict..
ambbe i shld add it onto my wishlist..
anyone tt's so angelic n sweet might see n decided to spend tt money on me.. hahahahah..


*eyelashes oh-so-fluttering*

today must have been a really unlucky day for me..


morning i woke up n i saw the clock..
it was 6.59 when i was changing..
normally it wld only be 6.53..
so i was rushing away..
n in the end i saw my hp n it was only 7.05..
i was rushing lyk mad lah..


then went to sch..
kenna tripped by isaac's dumbass leg..
n i almost fall flat on my face..
grrrrrrr..


then assembled n realised tt i did not bring badge..
aargh!!!!..
luckily shahid n a sec 1 guy kenna caning..
then distract ms chng attention!!!!


sch was ok ok..
lalalalalalala...


aft sch went queensway wid isaac n jiali..
shopped arnd.. nth much to see..


then in the end me n isaac went orchard..
jiali went home..
isaac really opened up..
he started to tok n joke..
we promised not to tok abt him n her..
so our whole trip was a happy one..
we walked everywhere we can..
ahahhahaa..


then we went to shaw towers n went to see chanel's perfume..
isaac was trying to find out lizhen's perfume..
we smelled allllll the perfume..
some of them smelled lyk ahma's body..
lolololol..


then i went to try out dior's perfume..
Dior2Addict was excellent man!!!!!!
omg.. at first it smelled lyk orange..
but ltr it became a very nice smell..
gonna try to save money n buy it.. hahahahah..


then went home..
isaac was so cute..
his voice break n he keep going high pitch..
i kept luffing at him..














at home.. my father scolded me..
i lied to him tt i went to study wid isaac..
n he said tt isaac is my bf..
if every guy tt i go out is my bf..
u'll be shocked at the number of bf i have..
lolololol..
wadever lah..
although i noe lying was wrong..
but im glad tt i lied..
i relaised tt he had not been trusting me all along..
not even when i say i go study..
he even blame me for being a busybody for teaching pple their sch work..
n he want me to get all pass since i m so excellent at teaching pple..
wadever!!!!!!!


i did not cry..
i min.. cry for wad??
u dun trust me.. tt's ur problem..
n tt's definitely fine wid me..
i dun gif a damn..
ur too unworthy of my tears!!!

y does everyone tinks tt im going movie wid him today???
i said sumday.. not sunday!!!


i feel very happy today..
cuz i made a big big big decision..
lolololol..


my mother saw the cupid elmo in my bag which i brought along to tuition..
she say tt im crazieee..
bring a cupid elmo to go shoot arrows at everyone..
lololololol..


went to study wid jiali.. shiying.. my sis n isaac..


aargh.. today's so tired..
i still got hw to rush!!!


tatas~~~


You're just not worth it!~~

a song composed by me.. =D

Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right

It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

ooo, crazy,(ooo)
lady (ooo)
lately (ooo)
Baby


sounds familiar??
hehehe.. it's actually the song lyric of goin' crazy by natalie..
hahahahahahahah..
gotcha!!!

ytd was achievers day performance..
b4 tt me n jiali went ginza to eat..
at kfc.. we met the nan hua dancers..
n jiali say tt they r interested in one of us..
but i did not care much..
especially when food is in front of me..
then aft they left..
jiali say tt one of them keep looking at me..
the fat one she say..
n i was lyk " huh"????
then she was luffing n say tt y i always attract those weird weird looking guys..
if i want then attract sum gd looking one..
if not dun attract at all..
as if i can control or wad loh..


then went for dance..
went into the toilet to change..
actually i just following them n to tie my hair..
but came baq kenna punish for using so much time..
i min it's lyk wads the rush..
me n lizhen were very buay song for a moment..


then we put on make up..
zhiming n roy sux lah..
they made until my face is sooooo red..
lyk just being punched lyk tt..
everyone say so..
then i purposely go make eunice face also red red..
heheheheheheh..
then yuting came back n told me tt he is here..
lyk wadever!!!


then while waiting..
ms tan was luffing at me..
she say i very fat..
my face very chubby..
then lyk just being punched cuz of the make up..
then she keep saying tt she;s very skinny..
wah.... sadist!!!!!


our performance was terrible..
georgina got injured!!
aargh.....
but they say tt they hear alot of clapping..
got standing ovation too..
guess not so bad aftall!!! =D


then we went down to eat..
i keep taking the grapes to eat..
eunice say tt i noe how to pick nice grapes..
hahahahahahah..


he nv send me home..
he nv even say hi..
i was kind of disappointed..
actually alot..
then in the end.. me n jiali went to play swing at the playgrnd..
i told her everything..
then we went home..


then he msged me!!!
he say tt he was too shy to cum over n say hi..
then we r going out to watch movie..
sumday!!!~~~


today went for bio focus..
was slacking there loh..
nth to do..
in the end.. did just 3 qns in one n a half hr..
hahahahah..


then went home n brandon came..
he noes how to walk wid support..
n he noes how to speak abit..
he called me "jie jie" and "ah yi"..


then went church..
today was baptism week..
when i saw the first person went down the water..
i almost cried..
it feels so wonderful to be baptised! =DD


then yuting treated me to kfc..
then we went home..


blah blah blah....








It's all about you..
It's all about you baby..
It's all about you..
It's all about you baby!!!!

i tink tt Electrico is so talented..
their "good time" is lyk so nice..
i put up my arms n legs to agree..


n then there's lifehouse's you and me..
so sweet..
cuz there;s u n me..
n all of the pple..
wid nth to do..
n nth to lose..
n there's u n me..
n all of the pple..
n i dunno y..
i can;t keept my eyes off of you..
there's smth abt u..
i cant quite figure out..
everything she does is beautiful..
everything she does is right..


awwwwwwww...


today i was feeling so tired..
n i had absolutely no mood to play today.
sian sian sian..


but i created another joke out of patricia's dog..
heheheh..


then i composed another msg on my own..
will send to u all de..
dun worry..


jiali asked me to call him..
i dun wan..
i dun dare..
it;s lyk wad m i going to say to him??
i dunno wad to say..
plus.. i dun lyk to tok on phone..
grrrrrrr.. wadever..


tml achiever's day le..
last time performing i guess..
hmm.. then it's on to study!!!!!


O Level......
Here I Come!!!!!
wheeeeee~~~

aargh.. sorry for not updating ytd..
i slpt thru the nite..
frm 7pm to this morning..
lololololol..
im a pig.. *snore snore*


im so enthusiastic today..
lolol.. cuz i got alot of slp!


anyway.. today's rehearsal was hmm..
conflict conflict..
n im innocent.. im neutral..
i got involved only cuz they ask me to go sa jiao wid mdm ji..
hmmm..
mdm ji gave us a long tok..
kind of cute..
cuz she was lyk..
"they r all ur frens.. tell them tt i noe their every action towards me.."
to me loh..
then she look at me n say "ur good frens ryt?"
i can only smile..


on the bus going home..
this malay guy sat beside me..
he's nadz fren..
n he suddenly ask me..
"ahma.. u just now got perform arh?"
of cuz i got lah.. but he did not see me..
then jiali say tt im not obvious at all..
fine laaaaa!!


i lyk the mr lonely by akon..
especially the ahhhh!!! part..
i keep singing n irritate amanda..
lolololo..
ooh.. amanda got gd news..
gd luck to her!!!
but she'll always be my baby....!!! =D



lonely.. i am mr lonely..
i haf nobody..
all on my own..
ahhhhh!!! lololxxx

hellooooooooooo!!!


im so tired today..
rehearsals n playing..
rehearsals n playing..
n alot of tinking too..


we were so high..
higher than other cca grps..
we were making bridges wid our bodies..
n pple hafta crawl under us.. lol..


rehearsal was great..
we did our best..
this time not minding the time factor..
geeeeeeeezzz..


ok.. so there's alot of tinking being done today..
good job.. seowhui's brainey!!!!
so far 3 persons agree to my plan..
n i tot it was reasonable..
if he still dun accept him..
then u noe which decision im going to make..
im trying to find sumone hu's against it n tell me the reasons..
cuz so far all the reasons are FOR it..


dumbass ryan n xuanieee//*..
in english class..
both were toying wid my hair..
n guess wad xuanieee//* said..
the most ridiculous thing..:


"I think Ryan like you leh.."


-_-"


lyk helloooooooooo???
cuz ryan keeps pulling my hair????


then me christina patricia n mandy were so funny..
we were toking abt singlish..
n were having oral exam..
so we were lyk..
"hey invigilator.. whassup?
im here for the exam LAAAAAA!!!"
then we were toking abt the bad pronounciation of english..
so we went..
"hello.. im hele fol the exam..
i got a labbit at home fol a pet..
n i love to eat lulian.."
n christina came out wid smth lyk..
"my mothel nevel wear bla....."


ok.. lolx.. it's not funny..
but we were luffing our hearts out..






anyway.......
hope tt plan works out.. =D

went for tuition today..
on the way got this indian little boy boy smiling at me frm a distance..
then when we got near..
he suddenly say "bye bye" to me wid a big big smile..
i was shocked.. n i cld just keep smiling.. =D


mr toh was so sick today..
tt he cant concentrate n keep teaching wrong things today..


came home n prepared to go out..
took 143 to sch..
then decided to change to 30 n take back to jurong point..
watched guess who wid jiali.. faizal n two other gals..
faizal was wearing pink n it was lyk.. umm ok..
then while they deciding where to go..
i went into cerisi n looked at the kids clothing..
then jiali say tt im 16 yr old..
but has the mentality of a 3 yr old kid..
fine laaaaaaaa!!!


in the end me n jiali went shopping on our own..
jiali say tt pple keep staring at my flat tummy..
n she's so darn jealous..
neh neh ni poo poo.. =P
we went to eat..
i ate chicken rice..
then we went to the sports shops to look arnd..
cuz they having sale..
but saw nth nice..
then we went to toy r us..
played wid those soft toys inside..
hug them damn tight.. lololol..
n i bot a burfday card n a pencil n ruler for my cousin..


then we went kiddy palace..
we played scissor paper stone to decide on the mitten tt we wan to buy..
lolol..
then both of us kind of screamed when we saw the piyo piyo milkbottles..
it's damn cute lah..
the couple beside us was staring at us lyk we nv see milkbottles before..


then we went royal sporting house..
just when i turned n wanna walk out..
i saw someone familiar..
so i quickly turned arnd n told jiali "eh.. ***** leh!"
then she stared.. but i did not.. i back face him..
then jiali say he was staring at me all along while he walk..
wadever lah..
then we went to take the escalator down..
he is also going down..
so when he go down the escalator..
he was staring at me again..
but i did not look..
i pretended i was looking into courts..
but i was mouthing to jiali..
but she did not see..
she say tt he keep staring at me all the time..
then he diao jiali n went to look at his phone..


then we went to eat ichimo bliss at mos burger..
n went to popular to buy our stationaries..
then we went to take bus..
saw a man wid a cotton candy head..
lolololololol..


it;s lyk how can this be loh..
when i lyk him for lyk the whole period of 2 yrs..
i only get to see him once outside..
but lyk only 3 mnths when im moving on..
i saw him twice liao..
im scared tt this same old feeling will return once again..
wow.. then the 2 yrs will continue again..
haiz..
it's hard to give up..
when u noe tt u've spent 2 yrs on him..
just him only n giving up so many chances..


heard this song frm perfect 10 ytd nite..
it's damn sweet..
"you and me" by lifehouse..













Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you~~ =D





and jiali wans me to proclaim this:






I'M SLOW~~






I can't keep my eyes off of youuuuuu~~~~ =DD

today woke up n went for bio focus..
first bio focus ever since syf ended..
mrs jacob is so nice..
she bought 3 big boxes of cereals for us to eat..
n i poured one big bowl for my whole grp..
but in the end we cld not finish it..
n i haf to swallow it down my throat..
sweet mandy bot a puff frm roti boy for me..
she's so sweeeet!!!


met my ah gong at the bus stop..
helped an old lady carry her groceries to my void deck..
im sucha gd gal..
then bathed n went down to playgrnd to meet jiali..
we were sitting down n toking then this malay gal came thru the tunnel n smile at me..
so sweeeet!!!!
then jiali saw n smiled at her too..
then while we toking..
she came thru the tunnel rite up to me n flash me her brightest smile..
=DDDDDD

then we decided to go to the track beside the big longkang to enjoy the wind..
but there's a garbage truck there..
n the smell was lyk woah..
so we decided to go another playgrnd..
there.. jiali played the swing..
while i lied down on the ground..
i looked up the big bright sun..
n saw a few mynahs or crows..
luckily they nv drop any bombs on me..


then we decided to go baq to the original playgrnd..
we sit there n chat..
n testing this guy on his sincerity..
then the rain started..
jiali did his maths hw while i just look at the rain..
then we decided to go home as i had to go church..


but in the end my parents dun allow..
so nv go loh..
spend the whole day playing com n listening to perfect 10..
hheeexx...


we celebrated carmen's burfayd today..
ooh.. she's 6 yrs old..
tml going to buy smth for her..
if i can go out.. lol..


tml going out wid jiali n some guys whom i dun really noe lah..
jiali's frens.. wadever..
got free movie then go loh.. lolol

im currently listening to perfect 10 nw..
woot!! so long nv listen alrdy..
i miss jamie's voice..
n of cuz carrie chong's top ten countdown..
lyk dun exist anymore ryt?? arh..wadever..


i tink my skills in making milk is superb..
yuting also lyk my milk..
she says the oat taste great!! hehex..


ytd jiali stepped on my slippers n my skin rubbed against the strap..
nw my feet had one big bruise.. ewwww...
but it's not pain at all.. i wonder y..


i guess i was a little craziee today.. hmmm..


below is a declaration by yixuan:

Who's the most childish in the class?
-SEOWHUI!!

Who's the lamest in the class?
-SEOWHUI!!


fine laaaaaaaaaa............................


i asked yx to change my name..
i dun lyk shit anymore..
it's too common.. n everyone's calling each other shit nowadays..
so she decided to change to shitter..
i dun lyk it.. so uncommon..
it's lyk she seldom call pple shitter..
so i decided tt i wan to be called "I"..
so whenever she say "I......"
i wld turn to her n say "u calling me?"
hahahahahahahhaha..
then she started saying "I sux" (Seowhui sux)
fine laaaaaaaaaa.........


i made an achievement today..
i borrowed 2 bks frm the bukit panjang library..


im so tired today..
even my father can see it..
i was lyk dozing off on the bus..
then when i returned home..
i didnt even bethe n just lie on the bed n slp..
then my father ask me wad happened to me..
cuz usually i wld bathed first..
straight aft i get baq frm sch..
b4 i go on n do other things..
so i must have been real tired i guess..


hmm.. tml still got bio focus..
sian sian sian..
i pon phy n chem focus today..
hope dun haf to sweep the floor.. lolol..


this song very cute.. =D


I'll Never Fall In Love Again
----------------------------------
What do you get when you fall in love
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you kiss a guy
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone 'ya
I'll never fall in love again
Don't you know that I'll never fall in love again.

Dont' tell me what's it all about
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love
You only get a life of pain and sorrow
So for at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again
No, No, I'll never fall in love again.

I'm out of those chains, those chains that bind you,
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So for at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again,
Don't you know that I'll never fall in love again,
I'll never fall in love again.











What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble~~

good news:

TDE got GOLD for SYF Dance Competition 2005!!!!!


ooh-hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!
we got gold we got gold we got gold!!!
we were screaming lyk siao...


had wonderful days..
i drew elmo n write "elmo lurves you" on every single page..
he kenna by my elmo cupid arrow..
oops.. he fell in love wid me..
n i keep hitting his back trying to get tt "imaginative" arrow out of his heart.. lolol..
i also bluffed him tt im copying down his note for him..
but im actually writing "weiming is a pig" on his bk..
dumbass!!!!


today composed a stupid poem by myself..
and amanda says tt it is very nice.
well.. u'll be the judge..
lololol..














I love..
The melody that you sing..
The happiness that you bring..
The love I found in your eyes..
Like the grace of Jesus Christ..
The brightness of your smile..
The gentleness of your touch..
The message you'll always send..
Whenever you hold my hand..
The softness of your kiss..
When your lips touch my lips..
The sweetness of your words..
That tell me I'll never be hurt..
The magic that I felt..
When my heart just melt..
That twinkling feeling that I get..
When I know I just can't forget..
The way you make my sadness..
Into a lifetime of gladness..
I know that as along as I live..
You'll be a part of me..
And even though we may part..
But you'll always be in my heart.. =D















but i guess our love isn't strong enough to overcome time..

good news:

TDE got GOLD for SYF Dance Competition 2005!!!!!


ooh-hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!
we got gold we got gold we got gold!!!
we were screaming lyk siao...


had wonderful days..
i drew elmo n write "elmo lurves you" on every single page..
he kenna by my elmo cupid arrow..
oops.. he fell in love wid me..
n i keep hitting his back trying to get tt "imaginative" arrow out of his heart.. lolol..
i also bluffed him tt im copying down his note for him..
but im actually writing "weiming is a pig" on his bk..
dumbass!!!!


today composed a stupid poem by myself..
and amanda says tt it is very nice.
well.. u'll be the judge..
lololol..














I love..
The melody that you sing..
The happiness that you bring..
The love I found in your eyes..
Like the grace of Jesus Christ..
The brightness of your smile..
The gentleness of your touch..
The message you'll always send..
Whenever you hold my hand..
The softness of your kiss..
When your lips touch my lips..
The sweetness of your words..
That tell me I'll never be hurt..
The magic that I felt..
When my heart just melt..
That twinkling feeling that I get..
When I know I just can't forget..
The way you make my sadness..
Into a lifetime of gladness..
I know that as along as I live..
You'll be a part of me..
And even though we may part..
But you'll always be in my heart.. =D















but i guess our love isn't strong enough to overcome time..

today very eventful..


firstly.. smth bad happened to me..
i played the middle person n nw the guy's angry at me..
i was lyk oh mi god.. it's my fault.. again..
nvm then..


today the SZE nv come..
SZE= Sabrina, Zuzi and Efa..
they very funny..
always nv come together..


then lit was so boring..
christina n patricia r always toking abt other things one..
n im so bored to death..
so when ms tang ask us to go out n draw out the family tree..
i volunteered myself.. smth to do at least..


then phy.. mr teo nv come..
n i bot chicken meat to eat in the lab..
the tcher dun even care..
then me n amanda were doing the phy tys..
i promise tt im doing..
but he saw the answer booklet wide open..
so he tot i copy..
then i was lyk so worked up..
n i told him tt i nv copy.. i promised..
with such high pitch (according to yixuan)..
tt i scare him off.. lololol..


then geog..
ooh.. i found out smth.. which i was really shock at first..
hehehe..


then it's eng..
ms chng nv come..
ms tang relieved first period..
she gave us a test on newspaper..
then wang yee came in in second period..
we were luffing all over..
n the guys keep asking us gals to be careful..
n ryan was copying his "eye-blinking" style.. lol..


then went ginza wid lizhen n jiali to eat..
there;s these 2 guys beside us.. n one of them was really vulgar..
but his story was so funny tt we were luffing..


then we decided to walk back to sch..
even tho it looks lyk it's gonna rain..
while walking.. these 2 kids started screaming n running to a lamp post..
then they run arnd it..
i tot it was quite cute..
then i imitate them n scream n run to the lamp post n arnd it..
then the 2 kids stare at me..
then lizhen joined in too.. lolol..
then this guy frm our sch call jason..
said tt we sec 4 still havent grow up..
i dunno if tt meant as a criticism or only joking..
but i ans him back tt we lyk it..


just as i've predicted.. it rained halfway..
so we started running..
n we were wet throughout..


dance was ok..
there was a small conflict..
ok.. not small.. quite big..
roy n han xu fought..
whoa~~ it was lyk so scary..
i cld only stay there n watch..
in the end they got a scolding frm mr low..
but they managed to make peace..
luckily..
it's lyk tml's the competition..
they beta be cooperative..


aft dance..
they sent me up to read out all the schs name tt we r competing against..
then they kept clapping n i kept saying thankew.. bhb..
then during the dance meeting..
i kept wanting to say my part..
but they just dun let me..
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..


going home was the most fun part..
isaac chong send jiali home..
n i was the third person.. hehehe..
i kept playing them lyk how jiali played me n nadzri..
lalalalalal.. tt;s retribution lah..


sometimes.. being a third person can bring both troubles n joy to urself.. =D


tml's the big day tt we've all been waiting for..
really really wish tt we can get GOLD WITH HONOUR tml..
so excited.. n nervous..

morning woke up to go tuition wid shiying..
yepz.. shiying joined back the tuition class..
yay!!! i haf a company nw!! =D


reached home n heard frm my mum tt we're going to a temple in bishan to "visit" my grandma n my uncle..
n i rushed to prepare..
tt's when smth nice happened..



HE MSGED ME!!!! =DDD


i was lyk smiling to myself all the time.. lol..


ok.. so the temple was lyk so full of smoke..
yucks... i cant even open my eyes properly n breathe..
spent a long time there..
n i keep hearing a woman speaking over the mike telling sum pple tt their candle is on fire..
i was lyk luffing loh..
firstly.. which candle does not burn?
secondly.. it's lyk so exaggerating!!!
so i asked my auntie to be more exaggerate..
let's burn the incense paper there.. lol..


then i saw brandon!!!
ooooh.. he's so cute..
he kept asking my grandpa to give him water to drink..


then me n my parents n sis went junction 8..
ate crystal jade there.. yumz..
then went home..
on the mrt.. i was lying on my mother's shoulders..
n these 2 gals were staring at me..
then one of them copy me n lie on their mother's shoulder..
n kept staring at me.. lol..


just nw my parents torture me..
they make me drink some black chicken soup which is a tonic according to them..
they told me it's sweet..
lyk ur head... it's bitter!!!
so i took a lollipop..
with one mouth of the soup..
comes 2 full mins of lollipop..
yucks.. pui~~
i drink until i cry.. cuz my mother keep telling me to finish it..
i really regretted telling them abt the headache tt day..
nw they wan me to drink tonics aft every menses tt i haf..
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...


wahahhaha.. today sumone's big day..


Happy Birthday To My Grandson Nadzri!!!!


wah.. 17 alrdy..
one more yr can watch M18 shows..
omg... i got 2 more yrs to go...
not fair.......


rmb the post ytd??
i said i bot a present for sumone??
yeah.. it's for him..
i bot him these 2 tortoises..
so damn cute..
one small tortoise on top of a big tortoise..
it's called flubbergreen according to yuting.. geraldine n celine..
but i decided to be more unique..
n i call it flubbergreeniELMO!
hheex..










FlubbergreeniELMO
lurrvves`
euu_*

ooooh..
had a wonderful day ytd n today..


went esplanade wid gary n isaac ytd..
only to reach home at 10.30pm.. lol..


then went out wid my sister today..
to collect her handphone..
then went suntec walk walk..
bot all the cosmetic again..
it cost lyk $50+ loh..
had not much money for the rest of the day..
then we went to orchard..
walk walk again..
eat alot..
bot a present for sumone's big day..=D
my sis bot a present for sumone too!!! lol..


then we decided to take a long route home..
we took 700A to bukit panjang..
n transfer bus 176 back home..
lolololol..
realised tt i was lyk so close so close to him only..
saw mr see also.. the ex-tanglin DNT teacher..


came across this meaningful sentence ytd in a bk:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sometimes, the most loving thing you can do for someone is to let him go.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


i was lyk reading this sentence over n over again..
n my eyes just suddenly stop at the "let him go" words..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....
haf some faith.. u can do it seowhui! =D







Sometimes, I ask myself..
Why do I even care..
When you don't even care?
Then my heart wanders back to the image of your smile..
And the way your eyes just tell me that "everything will be alright"..
I love the softness of your touch..
And the gentleness of your voice..
I knew that I'll be alright as long as you are here with me..

i am so happy today..
i was in a really gd mood today..
hehex..


i kind of regret not shutting my mouth today..
i told amanda smth tt spoils her day..
aargh.. she's been acting weird since then..
i shld haf just shut my mouth..


maths was lyk.. fun too..
wid ryan n daniel arnd..
lololol..


aft sch went for dance again!!!!
today was damn tired..
only ran thru the dance twice..
then we packed up n left home..


went to the running track there n enjoy the breeze..
nice nice!!!!!! lololol..














Waiting
Green Day
-------------
I've been waiting for a long time
For this moment to come
I'm destined
For anything...at all

Downtown lights will be shining
On me like a diamond
Ring out under the midnight hour
No one can touch me now
And I can't turn my back
It's too late ready or not at all

I'm so much closer than
I have ever known...
Wake up

Dawning of a new era
Calling...don't let it catch you falling
Ready or not at all

So close enough to taste it
Almost...
I can embrace this
Feeling....on the tip of my tongue

I'm so much closer than
I have ever known...
Wake up
Better thank your lucky stars....

I've been waiting for a long time
For this moment to come
I'm destined for anything at all

Dumbstruck
Colour me stupid
Good luck
You're gonna need it
Where I'm going if I get there...
At all....

Wake up
Better thank your lucky stars....

heex.. im baq.. wid a new blogskin..
nice?? i asked jason n he said nice..
so it;s nice.. heex..


today's lesson was lyk..
seeing joker aft joker..
the tchers are so funny today..
firstly is ms tan..
she keep making mistakes n speaking wrong things today..
then tt stupid ryan kept scaring me wid sudden punches or draw on my paper..


then is ms chng..
she's damn grrrrr...
crzieee...pms..
join my club.. lol..


then is mr mah..
i heard wenxuan say tt he keep asking me to stop eating..
but i nv hear.. lol..


dance was fun...
n tiring..
serence played some games wid us to train our stamina..
we were screaming all over the hall..
the malay guys who were kicking football in the hall were lyk staring at us..


aft dance.. i sat at the canteen waiting for yuting..
this malay guy (the one hu returned me my wallet)..
looked at me n smile.. n i smiled baq..
then he walk pass me n ask me if im going home..
i say nope.. n he said bye..
it's lyk so funny..
we became lyk frens lyk tt..
lyk out of a sudden.. i got a new fren..


then we went clementi to look for make up..
found it.. bot it.. n went mac to meet lizhen n diana..
mdm ji treated me dinner..
n i bot mac kiddy meal..
so cute... the counter person was luffing away..


then i asked yuting to teach me some ballet moves when she grad frm her ballet course which is 5 more yrs away..
n i started doing some ballet movements..
n i found them all luffing..
wah liao.. very funny meh????
im just trying to show off my movement..
hahahahahah..


then went home wid shiying..
whom i met at mac..
on the way home..
grrr... i just cant stop myself frm looking at tt dumb stupid place..
i kept turning my head away..
but in the end i still find my head baq looking at it..
wadever lah!!!!!


me n isaac toking abt malays nw..
i told him tt all malay guys hu r not fat r gd looking..
they haf gd complexion n gd body..
n they treat their gfs very gd..
it's true..
they dun look at gf at their appearance..
n they treat their gf very sweetly..
ooooooohh~~~
okok.. i'll stop.. jiali n isaac say im tinking too much abt malay guys..
shit~~~~~~~


"yes? u calling me? hi.. im shit!"

some pple just suck n they do not realise it..
wads the use of apologising over n over again when u noe tt u're gonna do it again..
if u tink tt u r absolutely correct in doing smth..
then for fuck sake..
go ahead n do it..
i dun gif a damn!


im in sucha bad mood today..
in fact,.. not only today.. for many days alrdy..
guess it's due to seeing so many couples on the street..
im just plain envy.. too envious of them..
y r they all lyk so sweet?


im so prone to crying nowadays..
my tears just run down when i feel lyk it..
i dun stop them too.. i dunno y..
even if it's in front of my parents..
i dun gif a damn too..
i seriously nid a destress..
i nid to run away..
to a place free of problems..
relationships.. studies.. money.. families..
wadever!!!!







STOP DREAMING!!!!









i wished tt he hadnt say tt stuff tt day..
i wished tt he had say tt he is willing to wait for me..
i might just suddenly change my mind n say "yes"..
but hu noes it'll end up lyk this..
anyway.. it shows his true feelings too..


it could have been so beautiful..
it could have been so wonderful..
it could have been just perfect..
nth but a dream in a dream..
a nightmare i guess..
a sweet one..



wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa..
(I'm climbing up step by step..)



it's gonna take so long n hardwork to forget u..
i dun even noe whether i can do it..
but..... heck~

trying to find the lyrics of a chi song now..
it's damn nice..
the tune is lyk very sparkiling..
hahahahhaha///
sang by jay chou.. of cuz!


today dance was gd..
we were the only sch hu nv get scolding again..
until the seniors of other schs were betting tt we will not get scolding..
the rates were as high as 1:200.. lolol..


aft dance..
we went ginza to eat..
i ate the chilli la la..
very nice!!!!!!
everyone was trying to kope frm me..


then we went to find a gift to buy for the helpers..
we cldnt find anything..
n i suggested smth.....






MILKBOTTLES!!!!!






hehehehehhe..
we bot 6 milkbottles..
i brought them home..
we were planning to make milk for them to drink..
since i've been drinking milk..
i'll do the job..
they hafto to drink on the spot!!
how cute r we???!!!


but i wonder how im going to bring 6 milkbottles to sch on nxt tues????



9 more days to SYF!!!
it's gonna be hard work these wk..
but we gonna pia!!!
for the sake of a Gold with Honour!
n the holiday we will get the nxt day..


ok.. i've managed to make mdm ji signed a contract tt we will take a leave frm sch on wed ryt aft SYF if we manage to get a Gold with Honour..
very hard to get her to sign smth..
she's too smart u see..
grrrrrrr...

currently watching the Miss Singapore Universe nw..
i tink only #13 rebecca lim is nice only..
hahahhahaha...


playing jason is so fun..
he gets pai seh so easily...
so cuteeeee!!!
guys hu blush easily r so cute..
loololol..


taufik just performed on MSU!!!!
ooooooh... he just so cool.. my dear darling!!!
today i saw his poster at 7-11..
i almost tore it down n bring it home..
but one thing i discover..
he is so hairy..
lolololol..


i am sick for this 2 days..
headache.. bad bad one..
my father n auntie say it's due to my menstrual..
im losing too much blood..
ewww.. stop bleeding nw!!!
lololololol..













Got My Eyes On YoU!!!!!