finally bot my stuffs.. u can nv imagine the ordeals me yx n lizhen had to go thru b4 i can buy my stuff..


bot my high heels but dun lyk.. so sell to my sis..


guess wad.. he msg me again.. i cant blif he still dare to msg me.. aft all tt he's done to me.. guess he quarreled with his gf.. sometimes i really tink he deserve it for wad he did.. but some other times i cant help it but pity him.. hmmmm...

woah.. deleted my photoblog.. it's a total mess..


haiz.. still dunno how the class chalet's coming along.. my auntie just told me tt she's willing to sponsor me $50 for it.. but she cant help us bk.. it's gd tt im gonna haf the money.. but it's no use if there's no chalet..


gng sch tml.. hmmmmm.. buying my prom stuff too.. at harbourfront.. let's see..


dress---$50..

shoes---$30..

make up---arnd $20?? i dunno.. hahahah..

sub-total---$100..

hotel (if applicable)---$20+..

total---$less than $150..


cool..














there's someone out there for me
i know she's waiting so patiently
can you tell me her name
this life long search is gonna drive me insane

how does she laugh
how does she cry
what's the colour of her eyes
does she even realise i'm here

where is she
where is she
where is she
where is this beautiful girl
who is she
who is she
who's gonna complete my world
where is she
where is she
where is this beautiful girl
who is she
who is she
who's gonna complete my world

i'm staring out at the sky
praying that he will walk in my life
where is the man of my dream
i'll wait forever how silly it seems

how does he laugh
how does he cry
what's the colour of his eyes
does he even realise i'm here

where is he
where is he
where is he
where is this beautiful guy
who is he
who is he
who's gonna take my so high
where is he
where is he
where is this beautiful guy
who is he
who is he
who's gonna take me so high

there's someone out there for me
i know she's waiting so patiently
can you tell me her name
this life long search is gonna drive me insane

how does he laugh
how does he cry
what's the colour of his eyes
does he even realise i'm here

where is she
where is she
where is she
where is this beautiful girl
who is she
who is she
who's gonna complete my world
where is he
where is he
where is this beautiful guy
who is he
who is he
who's gonna take me so high

hoho.. back to blogging.. sorry for the mess in my blog..


these few days went back to sch everyday to study.. it's amazing how we always want to pon sch on schooling days.. but nw tt we r able to not come to sch.. we wld rather come back everyday.. hmmmmmm...


i tink my class had really bond very very closely since aft grad ceremony.. hahaha.. but amanda insisted tt it's only me n the guys.. but yixuan also tink tt the whole class is becoming closer to each other.. wah.. confusing.. wadever lah..


these few days also busy searching for chalet rates n finding pple to bk.. gosh.. realised tt it's really troublesome.. n it's always package expire or chalet is fully bk.. aargh.. hmmmmmmmm... hope we can manage to find somewhere to stay.. lolx..


ytd only me n xuaniee went sch.. we started toking on the phone with each other altough we r only in front of each other.. haha.. we r really very bored.. n xuaniee broke my elmo bottle's cover..


then in the afternoon.. the guys decided to go n catch a movie.. so me n xuaniee went along too.. i min.. we havent been watching movie for so long alrdy.. so we decided to go clementi to watch.. we cld not decide on which movie to catch.. some of them wanted myth.. but i hate tt movie.. so in the end we decided to watch into the blue.. the movie ticket damn outdated.. lol.. when they buy the tics.. the auntie still take out a list n say which row which chair is broken.. lololol.. then they went to eat jap dinner.. me n xuanie did not eat cuz no money.. so we went to pet shop.. played awhile n came back to the restaurant.. i stare at their food until i sian.. so i lie on the table n try to slp.. then the guys say i depression or smth.. then they go n mix orange juice with carrot wasabi n salad n blah blah blah.. n started daring pple to drink.. i cant blif daniel cow is so sick to drink it!!!.. yucks..


when we enter the theatre.. ivan immediately run all the way up.. then in the end turned back.. n mai luff at him say he scared.. lol.. then we make such a big fuss in the theatre.. we keep choosing where to sit.. until the movie started we r still choosing.. lol.. the show not bad lah.. the guys were so excited over jessica alba while we gals were crazy over the guy's body.. oooooohhh.. then there;s this little firefly keep flying here n there across our eyes..


finally the movie ended.. when we went out.. the sky was alrdy dark.. 7.15 alrdy.. so we all went home loh..


o yah.. i finally found my prom dress.. it's not a prom dress actually.. it's a kind of beach dress..b ut made of cloth.. not the kind of parachute material.. n it's brown.. n i found brown strappy high heels to go with it too..i found all these at harbourfront.. n we gonna buy make up at esprit.. gosh.. all these n my hotel fees is lyk under $150.. when i tell pple.. they were lyk so shock.. ahhahahah


ok.. hafta stop toking.. got tuition aftwards.. tatas!!











strangely.. i dun love him anymore...

hey hey.. back to posting...


firstly is my grad ceremony.. it's damn cool.. i cried two times.. too touched.. had a fun time after the ceremony in sch.. all of us played until 10 then leave.. took alot of pics.. damn nice.. 5n1 guys took with me also.. though i dunno y.. cheered for ms chng too.. although is a hatred cheer.. lololol..


tt's all.. dun feel lyk toking much.. haha.. tatas..

today very fun!!! even though it's a thurs.. watched the guys play soccer.. but kenna scolding by ms chng.. blah blah blah.. n jian wei was so worked up he look lyk he's gonna punch ms chng any moment.. he;s lyk holding his fist alrdy.. n ms chng shouted at zihao also.. but then still allowed them to play till 10.30.. tt's lyk 2 periods n more.. cool... but bcuz of the bad start (scolding).. they started to get injured easily.. freddrick fell on his back n had to be carried to the office.. zihao scratched his elbow.. jianwei got banged in the stomach.. n sr got alot of falls.. while they were carrying freddrick to office.. me amanda n yuting started playing soccer too.. then when amanda was dribbling the ball.. i tried to challenge her.. n got myself fall forwards n landed on my fours.. n i scratched my kneecaps too.. but nvtheless.. it was fun..


yay!! ive got the soccer ball at home nw.. lolx.. fine.. i agreed to bring it home so tt tml i can play winning eleven!!!! tml our class comeptition..


today i damn crappy.. i just keep saying craps to pple.. i dunno y... very very crappy...




nobody could love me better..
i must stick with you forever..

reached sch but saw amanda n yx havent reach yet.. so i had to stand back at my old place.. so sian over there.. i just tried to slp hahah..

maths was ok.. sian sian sian too.. ss too.. aargh.. sch is getting boring.. then is pe.. we watched the guys play soccer while the other gals stay in classrm.. jian wei kept falling down.. heard frm amanda tt he's underweight.. yong jun's style damn funny.. zihao happy for nth lol.. then it's chi.. cool lah.. mr mah dun wan to come our class.. lolx.!!!


recess.. i went scavenging again.. lolx.. im a scavenger.. but in the end still bot food to eat.. then its phy, geog, lit, chem chem, homerm.. argh.. all so sian lah!!!


then today the guys were pplaying some childish things.. they were writing down all the gals tt ivan lyk b4.. n i was inside.. lyk.. wah........ then they suddenly just keep calling me "mode" n say wad must respect "the mode".. i was lyk gong gong.. n amanda told me they r comparing all the gals in the class n see which gal got more guys like or like b4.. n i was the winner.. i was shock.. firstly.. how can it be me??? hello.. me?? no.... secondly.. i tot only gals play this kind of games.. lolx..


during study time got ghost story happen.. me n amanda n pat went to third floor female staff toilet n saw this third cubicle locked.. so we tot got tcher inside.. but amanda still went in.. n she heard peeing sound.. i heard too.. then ltr.. me n yx went to the toilet again at arnd 5+ n the cubicle was still locked.. so we went downstairs.. scared ltr the tcher come out.. then when we gng to leave alrdy.. we went to the toilet again.. n it was STILL locked.. yuting pushed it open n it was empty.. gosh.. then how come got peeing sound?? we were so scared tt we all ran all the way down to second floor instead.. then shanning opened the door n saw the first cubicle door closed too.. n they started screaming again.. n shanning pulled onto my bag so tightly i almost cant breathe.. but i knew tt the door is automatic close one cuz i keep using tt cubicle.. so in the end.. we went in n came out safely.. lol..


then was supposed to go with amanda to meet lawrence for dinner.. n i tot they were meeting opp sch.. so i went with them.. n in the end.. amanda went to board 285.. n i realised tt she was meeting him at clementi.. so i went back home instead.. met jason on the way.. n he accompanied me home.. thx!!! toked alot on the first three months.. wad we gng to do.. lalala.. lolx..


oh yah.. i've asked ms chng to help to appeal to go MI for the first 3 months.. me yx amanda n yt all gng there for first three months.. say nicely is first three months.. say not nicely is just to get the student bus fare n go for the camp.. then pon all the way.. lolx!!!!!!











there is no one else tt i can say this to..
there is nth better than to talk to u..
if u haf a problem.. i'll be there for u..
cuz boy u always noe tt..
it's us against the world!!!

ooh-hoo.. ytd's service was great.. the sermon is lyk so nice!!! but i was so hungry.. n i got no energy at all.. so i was abit lagging.. hahah.. anyway.. luckily i noe self-entertainment.. if not i surely bored to death.. n luckily gt joan, jun hui n john to keep me company.. aft service.. me john n junhui went back together.. then i dropped at jurong east cuz i haf to buy smth for my sis..


today's sch was kind of erm... i was pissed off by yong jun n daniel kao.. by smth they said.. n i cried.. but aft tt.. i was alright le.. can play with them again.. hahahaha..


left 2 more chapts of chem to goooooo~~~







im kind of sick of ur ways.. dun come to me only when u got probs regarding other pple.. then leave me alone when ur happily chatting away.. i dun take this..






i dun wanna run away but i cant take it i dun understand
if im not meant for u then y does my heart tell me tt i am
is there any way tt i can stay in ur arms?

today went shopping at imm with my cousins.. bot a spag top n a tank top frm baleno, 2 pairs of earrings.. n a pair of dumb bell for workout.. lolx!!!! bot also the ingredients for zaru soba at only $4.. came home n had yummy zaru soba to eat!!! lolx.. tml gng church.. i tink i'll be gng alone.. isaac meeting the cell pple.. n lizhen might not be gng..

when u finally turn around..
you will realise tt i've been standing there behind u all along..
n im nv gonna leave u..

today go sch lyk wasting time lah.. only 2 out of 13 periods we r studying.. n it's only one quarter of the class studying.. can u imagine how bad?? but we had a gd time!!


came sch n discovered tt ms chng nv come.. our whole class cheered.. n everyone look at us.. somemore is aft command given.. lolx.. can see how much we dun lyk her.. only half the class come..


chi was revising time.. everyone started revising.. haha.. not bad.. our class guys getting hardworking..


then pe!!! but gals only me yx n amanda doing only.. we went rnd the field.. then me n amanda no stamina le.. so while yx's not looking.. we just stop n rest.. then she saw us.. so we cut across the field to join her.. then we cut across again to join her.. me n amanda were doing brisk walking.. then we started kicking all the mushrooms.. then we went to play volleyball.. n me n amanda created this stupid dance tt got yx's jaws dropped when she saw us.. lolx..


then it's 6 continuous FREE period!!! we just keep walking in n out of class.. it's so boring anyway..


then it's lit.. the real studying periods.. but none listening..


form tcher's period.. ms chng nv come..


maths.. go thru maths paper.. sian sian sian.. then we all went up to laurel room to study.. manage to get myself a cup of milo at last.. hahah.. studied till 5pm then went home le..














to me..
ur strange n ur beautiful..
u'd be..
so perfect with me but u just
cant see..
u'd turn every head but u dun
see me..

i'll put a spell on u..
u'll fall aslp when i put a spell on u..
n when i wake u..
i'll be the first thing u see..
then u'll realise tt u love me..







theKROOjumpOVERtheBIGblurMOON =)

today not bad.. haha for the first thing.. ms chng nv come today.. for lyk the umpteen times.. me n amanda suspect tt she goes to see a shrink.. lol..


did lots of revision today.. not bad not bad.. n i managed to ans some qns on chem!!!


went orchard aft sch with my sis.. on the way.. saw a car accident.. an uncle sitting on the side of the road covered in blood.. gosh!!!! then we ate galilee n frens again.. n went arnd looking for pencil case.. outside tangs.. there's this gal hu came up to me and ask me if im interested to do advertisement.. but i rejected her offer.. im practical.. lol..


went round n round but still cant find any nice pencil case.. but saw alot of nice things to buy.. grrrrrr.... in the end.. we decided to go home..


tml gng to run round the field with yx.. hope i can manage to exercise n cut down some weight.. i realise ive grown fatter.. cuz i stopped my daily exercise.. i've got to start again.. hahaha

ok.. as ive predicted.. my sister slpt ytd.. n tt's how i earned a mac meal.. cool.. she says she's gng to stay up tonight.. for sure.. hmm.. let's see..


today's quite fun.. studying in laurel rm.. learnt smth frm my note making.. n had fun with all my frens.. ate 3 bananas.. heard a stupid news tt yuting told me.. smth tt i dun even blif lah.. crazy..


tml gng shopping with my sister.. tt's y i dun tink she will stay up tonight..


just went friendster.. did abit of testimonial for my frens.. n saw smth shocking too!!! m i lyk dreaming or wad?? cuz it's definitely gd news for me!!! lalalal..

it's getting late.. n here i am blogging n doing my phys mcq revision.. lolx.. shit.. i forgot how to find charge.. grrr...


sunday did not go church.. abit pissed off by my parents actually.. they say i go church to see guys.. lyk wtf.. how many times must i say tt i dun haf a bf!!!!!! so in the end aft tuition we slack at home.. then bathe n went toa payoh to eat the suki sakura's buffet.. quite nice.. alot of things to eat.. lolx.. in the end when we cannot eat alrdy.. my sister n cousins n me had a competition.. we compete n see hu can eat the ice cream the fastest or pudding or fruits.. i won the pudding one.. lolx.. damn easy.. i slurp it down in 3 mouths.. n i still wan to continue.. but they all surrendered.. lolx..


then outside kbox.. i saw this lollipop vendor machine.. n i tink it's so cute.. so there goes my $1 to try out the machine.. im always spending money on such things.. then we went to see the fabrics of the nation.. but i cldnt find mine.. there's lyk 60 big pieces n each contains 200 small pieces.. gosh.. n wad's more diff.. i forgot wad i sew!!! in the end.. i forget abt it..


bot a tank top n a pants at giordano.. not bad.. at least i got some reward..


on the bus.. im so damn angry with my father.. i totally flare up lah.. just bcuz of some nv show bus pass thing to bus uncle n he called us stupid.. hello??? y dun u send me to attend the bus driving lessons then??? but in the end when i reach home.. everything's ok alrdy.. hahaha..


wed gng out with my sis to buy pencilbox.. hmmm..


she promised me to stay up toniight n study.. i dun tink she can make it.. lolx..

i cant wait for service tml!!! my sis finally agreed to go church with me!!! Praise the LORD!!! lizhen might come too!!!

today's study grp was quite fun!!! the daniel leek or wadever is so cute!!! he lurves to eat just lyk me.. n he's so shy.. lolx.. i shall tempt him with food tml.. hnh hnh!!!