i ytd pon sch.. so sian.. they go there clean classrm n dunno watch wad show.. so i nv go.. then after they end sch.. went out wid yt to orchard.. walked arnd.. saw nth i lyk.. heeren bcame so sian liao.. all the shop so farni now.. dun tink it will b as popular as last time..

lalala.. today went church.. brought jason along.. then ltr we all wanna go home.. but decided to stay n play instead.. they all went orchard.. we dun wan.. so we play within ourselves loh.. we played frm 7-9.. i noe its abit craziee.. n we played wadever we can tink of.. even strip poker.. lolx.. but we gal got 18 things to strip.. earrings.. slippers.. blah blah.. but jason only had 6.. haha.. then played heart attack.. damn pattie beat my hand till red loh.. haha..

my cuz say no work.. haiz.. but luckily i got second option.. work at my mother's factory.. beta than nth ryt?? haha.. im gonna work thru this whole wk n save up so tt i got money on sat.. it's my turn to go out on sat.. we going orchard again.. yeah!!! but if only my mother agrees to going out late.. but then i can tell her tt my whole wk all working.. so can only go out on sat nyt wad.. haha..

yt jus now msg me tt she saw him at orchard.. hmm.. im abit jealous n relieved lah.. jealous cuz its always yt hu saw him.. me nv.. relieve is tt i dunnid to see him.. dunno y also.. juz dun wanna see him.. even if see him also cant do anything ryt?? so see him for wad.. btw.. yt arh.. u nxt time see him dunnid to tell me.. k??

hmm.. today sch simply sux.. especially lit paper sux sux sux.. jane chng.. fuck u!!! our marks r so realistic loh.. y go cut out marks by 3.. u noe by this 3 marks.. i fail my paper 1??? grr...

today is xinwei n jason's burfday.. my two darling babies.. xw is my first baby.. n jason my dunno how mnay baby.. haha.. HAPPY BURFDAY MY DEAREST!! thx for drinking all my milk.. haha..

today in class play dai dee.. damn farni.. pat dunno how to play.. n she always put the wrong cards.. while others r playing.. me n pat had our own time together again.. we tok in such high pitch.. haha.. cant even hear wad each other is toking loh..

after sch.. went out wid yt.. went orchard pacific plaza shop.. saw a damn nice wallet at roxy.. but $29.90.. no money.. so dun buy.. then went to far east.. nth to shop at all.. so went heeren.. there.. i finalli bot my "queen of whatever" badge.. so nice.. then went flash n splash to meet xw, yx, gerogina n tammy.. there.. xw was comparing the wallet i saw at roxy wid another wallet.. she also lyk tt wallet too.. but the wallet got alot of compartments.. haha.. in the end.. i cant stand it anymore.. so i borrowed money n bot it.. haha.. now i haf a new wallet..

then went wid yx n yt to centrepoint.. i dunno there's such a place call centrepoint in orchard.. until i went inside.. then i realised i went there b4.. but i always call it the robinsons.. so i dunno the name of the mall was centrepoint.. hehe.. pai seh.. then after shopping for a while.. i went home.. now at home.. i dun dare to take out my wallet at all.. ltr my mother scold me.. im hiding it in my bag for the time being.. haha..

im even more happie today!!! i passed my bio!!!!! omigawd.. m i dreaming??? sum1 pinch me pls!!! hahahahaha...

after recess we had 5 free periods loh.. damn shuang.. in the class.. me, yx and pat started singing old songs.. those teresa teng ones.. and all the farni farni songs.. haha.. especially the "ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen.. wo ai ni you JI FEN!!!" haha.. so we go lyk each sing two words.. n it always end up wid yx or pat singing the JI FEN part.. then we wld burst out in lufters.. hahaha.. for those who dun understand chi.. JI FEN mins how much when spoken lyk JI3 FEN4 but mins chicken shit when spoken lyk JI1 FEN4.. so the mining of the song goes lyk this.. correct version: u ask me how deep i luv you.. how much i luv u.." but our version goes lyk this: u ask me how deep i luv u.. i luv u lyk chicken shit.." damn farni loh.. hahahaha..

then we ended playing truth or dare.. but all is dare loh.. no truth at all.. n we made up very ridiculous dare.. especially yx.. ive got 3 dares in the end.. the first dare i had to go n place my hand on jianwei or daniel's shoulders.. of cuz i choose jian wei's one.. so i was lyk.. walk there.. put my hand on his shoulder.. n quickly cum baq.. done.. haha.. the second dare is damn ridiculous.. i hafta go over to daniel n look at him in his eyes.. then ask him how long is his "thing".. then i hafta take out n ruler n offer to help him measure.. wah liao.. when i walk over there.. the guys were lyk "wad? wad?".. then i keep luffing n luffing.. everyone was looking at me trying to see wad im gonna do.. then i finally turned arnd.. n the grp of guys were predicting hu kenna the dare by me.. so when i walked up to daniel.. he was kinda shock.. lolx.. then i ask him.. "eh.. how long?" he say "long wad?" then i say "tt thing lah.." then he took out his hp n started measuring.. then ryan say 6 inch.. lolx.. but yx they all wan 3 significant numbers.. so they say smth lyk 6.21inch i tink.. hahah.. the tcher was looking at me all along loh.. haha.. summore a guy tcher.. wah liao.. the third dare i was supposed to tie my hair real high up n then go seduce a guy.. i surely dun wan loh.. so they say tie hair up n wave to rongine.. then they started the hair action.. omigawd.. they tie until my hair were lyk seaweed.. then i say i tie myself.. haha.. then i wave to rongine loh.. done..

pat more cham.. she had to tie her hair into 2 plaits high up n then shake her head in front of the guys.. but she look very cue with the hair style.. lyk a puppie dog.. so farni..

haha.. we of cuz nv let the tcher off lah.. amanda had to go over n ask the tcher for his phone number.. then say "i'll call u.. leave ur phone on.." so farni.. all suggested by me.. then the tcher at first dun wanna gif.. so we tell him is only dare.. then he typed in the number.. first look i already knew its fake number one.. but we still tried calling n it ended up as a not-in-use number.. damn farni..

n to tink we survived 5 free periods!!!! jus by all these lame things.. but lame things r always farni..

went bugis wid pat. yx. yt n gary.. feel so bus sick on the bus.. almost vomitted. but i jus luv long journey bus.. cuz my imagination can run wild on it.. haha.. then we went shopping arnd.. my stomach feel so damn pain so i took a seat.. then they all very guo fen.. left me alone n went up to nxt level.. then i went to find them.. saw them liao.. went up the escalator.. they went to hide again.. im so fed up loh.. i dun lyk the feeling of being lost in a shopping mall.. i got lost when i was small and since then i always stick wid my frens when i go out.. it's jus so scariee.. haha.. but nvm.. they dunno.. so nvm loh.. luff it off.. then we went.. TAKE NEOPRINTS again.. hahaha..

im so happie today.. i nv expect myself to pass chem!! haha.. i got 40+/75 for chem.. my father was lyk "did ur tcher count correctly?? u also can get 40+??" wah liao.. look down on ur daughter arh??? lalala..

in my english compo.. the marker was ms solastri.. omigawd.. she's so damn cute loh.. i ryt abt my ideal sch.. then she still comment "let's see how ur ideal sch looks lyk.." then she still say wad "beautiful handwriting-pleasure to read".. haha.. i replied her on the side.. "thank u! :)" haha..

after went wid yt, say n pat to j8.. walked alot.. now my leg damn sour.. nv did really buy anything.. but spent money on food mainly.. again.. haha.. yah.. tt;s all for today.. smileZ!!!

i guess i nid u baby.. *sigh*

haiz.. didnt manage to get my phones baq.. im so damn angry at my auntie n my mother now.. b4 my aunt came baq.. i quickly go to slp.. so tt i dunnid to see her big face.. but she very kp one loh.. cum home first thing cum n look at me.. cuz she noes tt i'll b angry at her.. then she dun dare to do anything at first.. but she see tt i nv move.. so she tot i slept liao.. then she starts her action.. go arnd toking so loud.. then keep opening n closing my door.. then cum n wake me up.. i almost shouted at her if i nv control my temper.. wtf.. switch on the lite.. leave the door open.. then i cant stand it anymore.. i shouted at her to switch off the lite n close the door.. she only switch off the lite but refuse to close the door.. im so damn angry wid her.. then i ask my sis to close for me.. she also wan to kp.. order my sis not to close.. luckily my sis stand on my side.. wad do u wan huh?? too bad..

my mother even more cham.. confiscated my phones liao.. then say hols cannot go out.. my dearest mother.. y dun u even help me quite sch then??? then i'll not go out anymore.. n i'll stay at home n lock myself in the room all day all nite.. toking to my imaginary frens.. imagining tt i can fly.. then wanna fly off my block.. then u all can jolly well see me in coffin???

now im having cold war wid my auntie n my mother.. i refuse to tok to them.. i dun wanna tok to them either.. nth to tok between us.. i dun ka jiao u.. u beta dun ka jiao me.. dun agitate me.. or u beta watch out..

umm.. tt's for my family lah.. not u all.. haha.. still can ka jiao me lyk u all always do.. ok??

im stuck at home.. nowhere to go.. n my phones' been confiscated by my mother.. all thx to my damn aunt.. always lyk to complain.. n get us into troubles.. i realli feel lyk scolding her sum times.. but i'll feel guilty.. haiz.. nvm.. wo ren!!!

btw.. below r two songs tt ive composed.. umm.. not composed the lyrics actualli.. but the tune.. i jus came across the verses n the tune jus came into my mind.. so tt makes them a song.. haha..

Psalms 130:1-6
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From the depths of my despair
I call to You, Lord.
Hear my cry, O Lord;
listen to my call for help!
If You kept a record of our sins,
who could escape being condemned?
But You forgive us,
so that we should stand in awe of You

I wait eagerly for the Lord's help,
and in His words I trust.
I wait for the Lord
more eagerly than watchmen wait
for the dawn

I wait eagerly for the Lord's help,
and in His words I trust.
I wait for the Lord
more eagerly than watchmen wait
for the dawn

Than watchmen wait for the dawn.






Psalms 36:5-6 and 115:1
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Lord, Your constant love reaches the heavens;
Your faithfulness extends to the skies.
Your righteousness is towering like the mountains;
Your justice is like the depths of the sea.
People and animals are in Your care.

Not to us, O Lord, not to us,
but to Your name give glory,
for the sake of Your steafast
love and Your faithfulness.





the first song is kinda slow.. but the second song is celebration so it shld be sang in happiness.. haha..

listen to this song.. u realli shld.. cuz it's realli damn nice.. reminds me of sum1.. a very sad song.. intro by patricia.. thx dear..

Everytime
By: Britney Spears
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Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong?
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, Baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, Baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done?
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, Baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you’re haunting me
I guess I need you, Baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, Baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, Baby
















Are You Gonna Be my Girl
By: Jet
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(clears throat)

Go!

So 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine

I say you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine.

Oh, 4, 5, 6 c'mon and get your kicks
Now you don’t need that money
When you look like that, do ya honey

Big black boots,
Long brown hair,
She’s so sweet
With her get-back stare.

Well, I could see,
You home with me,
But you were with another man, yea!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yea!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?

Well, so 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine.

I say you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine.

Oh, 4, 5, 6 c'mon and get your kicks
Now you don’t need that money
With a face like that, do ya

Big black boots,
Long brown hair,
She’s so sweet
With her get-back stare.

Well, I could see,
You home with me,
But you were with another man, yea!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yea!

I said, are you gonna be my girl?

Oh yea
Oh yea
C'mon!

I could see
You home with me,
But you were with another man, yea!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yea!
Be my girl
Be my girl
Are you gonna be my girl?
Yea

im eating ice cream now.. haha.. jus now ate abalone for dinner.. r u envy of me?? three consecutive days of abalone haha..

today went orchard.. on the bus.. i was so scared tt i wld meet another pervert again.. so i chose a place where the side seats are taken up by a auntie.. haha.. safer.. met celine at orchard mrt.. then we helped yuting n pat to buy lunch box first.. then we sat down on the stairs n tok.. celine gave me a mission.. to reach out to yih jiun.. hmm.. im so excited.. haha.. im gonna be a leader soon.. she says tt i haf a bond wid her.. tt even tho on thanksgiving day.. i arrived late at celine's hse.. but she rmbed me the best.. celine said tt a few days ago.. she called yih jiun.. then she suddenly ask abt me.. so she feels tt there's a special bond between us.. n so she challenged me to reach out to yih jiun.. n she's given me three months to bring her to church.. ive accepted the challenge.. n m determined to do my bez!!! haha.. i'll start by being her fren n understand more of her first..

then after eating we went shopping for awhile then went for congre.. there.. we had cell.. celine helped me pray for my mission.. thx celine!!!

then went church.. i dunno y.. but im especially happy in today;s service.. haha.. i was singing n jumping.. very farn.. haha.. tt's the end of my day..

oh yah.. jason.. dun forget u promise me to go church nxt sat!!!

yoz.. im baq n free frm all worries.. haha.. my exam has ended.. yay!!! but life's been kinda boring for me.. cuz i nv did managed to save any money to go out during this wk although i always went home quite early.. haha.. but nvm.. at least can catch up wid my slp..

ytd after sch.. me yt n gary went to bugis to craze.. we went to eat sakae.. haha.. i ate so much man.. damn.. im gonna be fat again.. then went arnd edge walk walk.. nth to see at all but alot of shuai ges.. haha.. gary seemed more excited than us.. gary.. u homo!!!! lolx.. there alot of stairs.. damn.. my knee cap so pain still keep climbing stairs.. aargh..

then went taking neo print.. $36 worth of neo prints.. we r crazieee.. got one machine is actualli u hafta choose the photos tt u dun wan.. but we dunno.. so we go n choose those we wan.. in the end cum out those ugly one.. $9 wasted.. so sad.. then the other machine u can choose to play songs while u take.. but we dunno tt the camera goes by the beats of the songs.. so its lyk 21 shots in a song.. can imagine how quick we hafta tink abt our pose.. inside the machine.. we were lyk.. where now where now?? cuz got two cameras n only 3 secs between each shot.. so we hafta find the correct camera n tink of a pose in 3 secs!!! wah.. big challenge man.. but its quite fun.. cuz in the end u can see tt alot of our photos ended up face being coloured off..etc.. haha..

chatted wid nadzri.. found out tt he's a malay but race is cantonese+indonesia.. chim.. simple minded man wid a complicated blood.. haha.. he's the real alien man.. n btw.. im not ur ah ma nor an alien.. im a perfectly normal human being.. haha..

reminder for all those going to css carnival: it's nxt sunday ok!!! rmb.. haha..

he's not going liao.. so sad.. but quite relieved tho.. cuz i was kinda hoping tt he wun go.. i min if he has frens going along wid him.. its perfectly alright.. but if he's going alone.. i dunno how to entertain him.. so smth gd cums out in the end also.. haha..

watched elmo's world today.. im so sad.. its at 1 every friday.. but i haf sch.. unless i rush home.. not fun.. hmm.. toking abt him.. i find tt he causes me alot of heartaches??? n yet all these makes me luv him more???? i guess so.. haha.. im being a bit mushy here.. dun blame me.. ok i'll stop all my crapping here..

hehe.. rmb my long fingernails.. hmm.. i cant bear to cut them so i took down photos of every single one of my fingernails.. haha.. ms wong.. jus u wait.. im gonna grow them again this holiday!!!

left thumb:



left index:



left middle finger:



left ring finger:



left small finger:



ryt thumb:



ryt index:



ryt middle:



ryt ring finger:



ryt small:

finalli squeezed out sum time to cum online.. hahah.. not saying i very bz.. but is i promised my parents not to cum online during exam.. but now since they not at home.. n im waiting for my hair to dry b4 going to slp.. so mite as well sum online loh.. haha.. update u all wid my 2 days event..

ooh.. finalli bio over.. during bio i was lyk.. omigawd.. thank god thank god.. cuz most of the things ive already learn last minute.. so i briefly noe the ans.. haha.. then nxt is e maths paper 1.. damn.. alot dunno how to do loh.. then i dun care.. wadeva ans i got i jus ryt down.. at least got abit of working marks ryt.. after sch.. went clementi mac wid gary, yx n yt.. in the mac.. i dunno y.. got the luffing disease frm dunno hu.. i was luffing every second, every minute n every hr.. looks lyk my mouth gonna cramp soon.. haha..

then todae first paper is english.. wah.. the passage.. oohhhhhhhh.. lolx.. is abt sum spanking on guys buttocks.. lolx.. then nxt paper is chem.. grr.. i jus ryt wadeva rubbish i cld tink of.. i realli dun understand chem.. i nv listen to tia b4.. it's juz too bad for me.. no hope for chem liao.. after sch went ginza's mac to eat sundae.. haha.. im recently hooked on mac's sundae n their ice lemon tea.. i also dunno y.. lolx.. tml lit paper 2 n a maths.. im dead!!! cum attend my funeral tml.. rmb.. buy sundae n ice lemon tea for me!!! haha..

hie hie!!! haha.. hafta bear wid me for a while.. im having my mid yr exam now.. n m doing my last minute revision.. which mins no blogging for lyk one wk till its over this cuming thurs.. well.. today quite alot of things to report here.. haha..

hmm.. todae woke up at 7 lyk tt.. hatta go sch for maths revision.. sian.. meet pat at 7-11.. bot sum snacks to pls my growling stomach b4 i go to class.. no choice.. did not haf tym to drink milk todae.. then we force all the food down our mouth b4 entering the classrm.. but hu noes.. we saw the guys bringing all the tidbits into the class n big gulps.. wah liao.. y did i eat so fast??? my stomach is still growling.. then i cant stand it anymore.. i went to 7-11 wid yuting.. haha.. notti me.. fancy me going to 7-11 in the middle of a maths lesson when we told ms tan tt we r going toilet.. lolx.. she muz haf been tinking wad we r doing in the toilet tt took us so long.. but we've already got it all planned. if she's gonna ask.. we'll jus say gals thing.. haha.. i bot sweets and a big gulp too.. then i smsed pat to sit near the door.. then when we reach.. we'll pass it to her.. then she'll smuggle it into the class.. but then ms tan dun even care.. so we jus took it into the class in front of her.. haha.. then we keep drinking and eating in class.. its more lyk a picnic then a maths lesson.. after finishing the drink.. we bite the ice then use it to shoot at pple.. lolx!!! so farni.. haha.. the whole lesson we were not listening loh.. haha.. then after tt went home straight.. cuz brandon's cuming my hse today.. haha..

while walking outside the sch.. i told bifen n pat abt the free ocbc 143 bus.. little did we expect it to pass by us a few moments after we talked abt it.. we were lyk.. stunned.. haha.. but it was going at the opposite direction.. too bad for us.. haha.. met my ah gong at the bus stop.. he gave me n my frens you tiao to eat.. hahaha.. but they dun wan..

when reached home.. they werent here yet.. so i jus slack arnd then in the end went to slp.. juz when i was abt to doze off.. they came.. then my cuz-emily, wake me up.. haiz.. their timing was so ryt.. hahah.. then we were prepared to go out when my ah gong said tt the crabs are ready.. so i went to eat instead.. haha.. then she went to call my auntie and told them to come over faster.. then my another cuz-elaine, wanna go shopping too.. so we waited for them while eating crabbie.. yum.. when they came.. elaine had to bathe.. so i went to changed.. then my sis wanna go too.. n she went to bathe.. so we waited again.. finally.. we can go out.. haha.. we took a cab to jp.. shop arnd there for lyk umm.. 30 mins deciding wad to eat.. dunno kopitiam or fast food.. then they suddenly wanna watch movie.. n we went to check out the movie timing.. wah kaoz.. only 3 movies were screening.. wth.. nvm.. so we decided to go kopitiam.. but it was so crowded.. there's no more place for us to sit.. then elaine suddenly ask if we wanna eat jap food.. haha.. she asked at the ryt time.. emily decided to treat us to fiesta.. ooh.. there.. i discovered tt i realli can eat man.. i ate 2 plates of salmon (*yumZ*), 1 cha soba, and abt 5-6 plates of sushi.. darn.. all my sit ups haf gone to waste.. haha.. but i cant resist the temptation of gd food.. haha.. the 4 of us eat to a total of $80.. fiesta actualli quite cheap huh??? cheaper then edo or sakae.. n the service beta.. n the food nicer.. then i went to buy a top.. quite nice.. spaghetti strap i tink.. n emily also bot a top too.. then we took a cab home..

at home.. i tried out the top.. it's lyk so tite loh.. for gdness sake.. i let my 10 yr old cuz-calista, try.. it's lyk also abit quite tite for her.. i tink this top is meant for those baby.. haha.. but she wear quite nice.. so her mother bot frm me.. haha.. did not waste my money.. emily also cant wear her top.. but calista's mother can wear n it's quite nice on her.. so she bot it also.. haha.. our shopping lyk a mess lyk tt..

i discovered tt brandon dun lyk me at all.. he's so bad.. whenever i tok to him or play wid him or carry him.. he will cry.. wads the prob wid him???? i nv met wid this kind of prob b4 wid babies.. his the first.. grrr.. nvm..

hmm.. i've found a hols job liao.. actualli not found lah.. still not confirmed yet.. my parents ask me to work outside to see the world instead of going to their factory where im being pampered (oh yeah..).. im going to work as a waitress at a restaurant at esplanade.. emily's a captain there.. so it shld be quite ez for me to get this part time job.. haha.. quite a gd job.. i jus nid to carry the dishes to the tables n then clear them off the tables.. tt's all.. frm 6pm-10pm everyday.. $6 per hr.. flexible working time also.. u wanna cum u cum.. dun wanna cum dun cum.. quite a gd deal huh?? 4hr=$24.. 10 days n i'll haf $240.. wah.. im rich!!! it's beta then working in my mother's factory.. haha.. work until lyk cow lyk tt.. craziee.. haha.. wish me gd luck for getting the job ok??? thx!!!!

wah.. ive rite so much.. toldya ive got alot of things to update u all liao mah.. haha.. thx for da patience huh??? lolx.. luv ya all!!!


wid lotsa luv n hugs n kisses n smooches n cookies n cream.. :P
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seOwhUi
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quEEnie of wadeVa!!

im so blessed.. blif it or not.. i've got 2 pat's kiss n christina's kiss on my ryt cheek.. n 2 pat's kiss n 2 christina's kiss on my left cheek.. haha.. so farni.. pat always kiss me in toilet.. while christina kisses me in public.. in front of so many students.. lolx.. so nice.. wanna kiss them baq too.. but im gonna save my first kiss as i've said.. hehez.. *muackZ*

haiz.. im so damn sad now.. ms wong discovered my nails.. she asked me to cut it immediately.. haiz.. so damn suay.. shld i cut.. wah liao.. 1 month plus liao.. lyk tt one cut it's all gone.. sian.. wad shld i do.. im in a dilemna now.. shld i cut???? grr...

this are the few pics which i took today.. haha..

my dinner today:



my middle finger:



few pics which i tink nice:

wait lemme get this clear first.. i did post ytd.. but tis stupid com dunno y suddenly d/c..n i hafta restart the whole com.. so i decided to blog today.. nvm.. this following entry is all abt ytd.. rmb.. ytd hoh..

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10/5/2004

hmm.. nth happened leh.. jus tt i did not bring any bks to sch today.. n so i keep trying to escape the view of tchers.. haha.. then after sch when going out of sch.. tt benedict damn him.. he pass by me.. then he suddenly ask another guy "eh.. did *toot* buy you anything??" then i was lyk totally shocked.. then i suddenly rmb tt he noes abt it too.. so i stared at him.. n pat luffed.. haha.. but nvm.. i tolerate..

then went polyclinic wid dine.. she sms sum idiot n tt idiot said smth which makes me so sad.. nvm.. shant say anything abt it..

more songs for today.. all by spice gals..

2 Become 1
By: Spice Girls
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Candle light and soul forever
a dream of you and me together,
Say you believe it, say you believe it,

Free your mind from doubt and danger,
Be for real don't be a stranger,
We can achieve it, we can achieve it

Come a little bit closer baby, come on, get it on,
'Cause tonight is the night when two become one

I need some love like I never needed love before,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
I had a little love, now I'm back for more,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
Set your spirit free, it's the only way to be.

Silly games that you were playing,
Empty words we both were saying,
Let's work it out boy, let's work it out boy,

Any deal that we endeavour,
Boys and girls are good together,
Take it or leave it, take it or leave it

Are you as good as I remember baby,come on , get it on,
'Cause tonight is the night when two become one

I need some love like I never needed love before,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
I had a little love, now I'm back for more,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
Set your spirit free, it's the only way to be.

Be a little bit wiser baby, put it on, put it on,
'Cause tonight is the night when two become one

I need some love like I never needed love before,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
I had a little love, now I'm back for more,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
I need some lovin like I never needed love before,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
I had a little love, now I'm back for more,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
Set your spirit free, it's the only way to be.

It's the only way to be
It's the only way to be

ps: this song quite nice.. introduced by jason ong.. by i noe tt i heard it sumwhere b4..

Mama
By: Spice Girls
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She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line,
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would
become the friend I never had.

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're My friend.

I didn't want to hear it then but
I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you
said and did was right for me,
I had a lot of time to think about,
about the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibility.

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're My friend.

But now I'm sure I know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all all I can give you is love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're My friend.

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend.

ps: this was once my pri sch's tcher day song.. they simply changed the word "mama" to "teacher".. lame but.. its the tots tt counts ryt?? haha..

Stop
By: Spice Girls
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You just walk in, I make you smile,
It's cool but you don't even know me,
You take an inch, I run a mile,
Can't win you're always right behind me.
And we know that you could go and find some other,
Take or leave it or just don't even bother.
Caught in a craze, it's just a phase,
or will this be around forever.

Don't you know it's going to fast,
Racing so hard you know it won't last.
Don't you know, what can't you see,
Slow it down,
read the signs so you know just where you're going.

Stop right now, thank you very much,
I need somebody with the human touch,
Hey you always on the run,
Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun,

Do do ... always be together,
Ba da ... stay that way forever.

And we know that you could go and find some other,
Take or leave it 'cause we've always got each other.
You know who you are and yes, you're gonna breakdown,
You're crossed the line so you're gonna have to turn around.

Don't you know it's going to fast,
racing so hard you know it won't last,
Don't you know, what can't you see,
Slow it down,
read the signs so you know just where you're going.

Stop right now, thank you very much,
I need somebody with the human touch,
Hey you always on the run,
Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun.

Gotta keep it down honey, lay your back on the line
'Cause I don't care about the money,
Don't be wasting my time,
You need less speed, get off my case,
You gotta slow it down baby, just get out of my face.

Stop right now, thank you very much,
I need somebody with the human touch,
Hey you always on the run,
Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun.

Stop right now, thank you very much,
I need somebody with the human touch,
Hey you always on the run,
Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun.

Stop right now, (Stop right now) thank you very much,
(We wanna thank you)
I need somebody with (wanna thank you) the human touch,
(Stop right now)
Hey you always on the run,
Gotta (Thank you very much) slow it down baby,
gotta have some fun (thank you very much).

ps: i've been looking for this song very long.. but i jus dunno the title.. but now.. iv found it.. all thanks to jason too..

Holler
By: Spice Girls
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I wanna make you holler
(come on, uh, yeah yeah, let me see ya holler)
Imagine us together
(let me see ya holler, darkchild, darkchild, come on)
Don't be afraid to play my game
(let's go)

Boy don't you hesitate
I won't keep waiting for you
To come and let me take
You to my fantasy room
You're gonna like it there
And all the things that I do
I'll treat you right all through the night

We can do anything
I'll take you all the places you wanna be
(I'll take you there, I'll take you there)
I'll be your fantasy
Everything you want you will find in me
If you play my game, yeah

I wanna make you holler
And hear you scream my name (scream my name)
I'll give you rules to follow (oh)
So you can play my game (play my game)
Imagine us together (together)
Me driving you insane (driving you insane, yeah)
You will give into me (into me)
Don't be afraid to play my game (just play my game)

So what you gonna do
Now that I've got you with me
You've gotta show me boy
Cause nothing comes for free
Start from the bottom and
Work your way up slowly
Don't be afraid to play my game

We can go all night long
Doing things you thought you would never do
(and I won't tell no lie)
I won't tell anyone
What we do, it's just for me and you
So come and play my game

I wanna make you holler (hooo-hoo)
And hear you scream my name
(scream my name, yeah-yeah)
I'll give you rules to follow
So you can play my game (you can play my game)
Imagine us together (imagine us)
Me driving you insane (driving you insane)
You will give into me (into me, yeah)
Don't be afraid to play my game

I wanna make you holler (holler holler)
And hear you scream my name (make you scream my name)
I'll give you rules to follow (follow follow)
So you can play my game (you can play my game)
Imagine us together (imagine us)
Me driving you insane (driving you insane)
You will give into me (ah yeah)
Don't be afraid to play my game

I wanna make you holler
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, holler, come on)
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, come on, come on)
I wanna make you holler ah-ah-ah-oller
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, holler, come on)
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, come, on, come on)
I wanna make you holler
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, holler, come on)
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, come on, come on)
I wanna make you holler ah-ah-ah-oller
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, come on, come on)
(Let me see ya holler, darkchild, come on)

We can go all night long
Doing things you thought you would never do
(and I won't tell them)
I won't tell anyone
Cause everything is just between me and you
But you gotta play my game, yeah

I wanna make you holler (all night)
And hear you scream my name (all night long)
I'll give you rules to follow (follow me)
So you can play my game (you can play my game)
Imagine us together
Me driving you insane (me driving you insane)
You will give into me (give into me)
Don't be afraid to play my game

I wanna make you holler
And hear you scream my name
I'll give you rules to follow
So you can play my game
Imagine us together
Me driving you insane
You will give into me
Don't be afraid to play my game

I wanna make you holler
I'll give you rules to follow
(let me see ya holler)
Imagine us together
Me driving you insane

ps: so cute.. lyk doing sex lyk tt.. haha..

Let Love Lead The Way
By: Spice Girls
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What makes this world go round
Will the answer let her down
She is so sweet and young
And her life has just begun

What does her future hold
Thats a story left unknown

Will she make it through her days
Let our Love lead the way

Part of me laughs
(oooooh)
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why
(Question why)
Why is there joy
Why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day your here
Next you are gone
No matter what we must go on
Just Keep the faith and
Let Love Lead the Way

Every thing will work out fine
if you let love
Let Love lead the way

Sitting there all alone
in the window of her room
Watching the world go by
brings tears to her eyes

All she sees is hurt and pain
She wants to brake the chain

She'll keep pressing every day
and she'll find her own sweet way
hey

Part of me laughs
(Me laughs and)
Part of me cries
(I cry)
Part of me wants to question why
(Question why)
Why is there joy
Why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day your here
(Your here)
Next day your gone
(Your gone)

No matter what we must go on
(I will go on)
Just Keep the faith and
(Keep the faith)
Let Love lead the way

I know I know I know I know I know

You can be all bad
And still can be who you are
Youv'e got to know for sure
That it isn't make believe

You may feel weak
But you are strong
Don't you give up

If you keep holding on
You'll never be wrong
Just close youre eyes cos it lies
Deep in your heart

Yeah

Part of me laughs
Part of me cries
(I cry)
Part of me wants to question w
(Question why)
Why is there joy
Why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day your here
(your here)
Next you are gone
no matter what
We must go on
(We must)
Just keep the faith and
Let love lead the way
(lead the way)

Every thing will work out fine if you let love
let love lead the way

Love lead the way

ps: this was once my fave song.. real nice..

Goodbye
By: Spice Girls
---------------
No no no no, no no no no, no no no no

Listen little child, there will come a day
When you will be able, able to say
Never mind the pain, or the aggravation
You know there's a better way, for you and me to be

Look for a rainbow in every storm
Fly like an angel, heaven sent to me

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,
but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the pain
turns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it - no no no

No no no no

Just a little girl, big imagination
Never letting no-one take it away
Went into the world, what a revelation
She found there's a better way for you and me to be

Look for a rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain, love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,
but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the pain
turns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it
No no no no
You know it's time to say goodbye
No no no no

(bridge)

The times when we would play about
The way we used to scream and shout
We never dreamt you'd go your own sweet way

Look for a rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know your gone, you said you're gone,
but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (you gotta keep it strong before the
pain turns into fear)

So glad we made it time will never never ever change it

No no no no
you know it's time to say goodbye
No no no no
and don't forget you can rely

No no no no
you know it's time to say goodbye
No no no no
and don't forget on me you can rely

No no no no
I will help, help you on your way

No no no no
I will be with you every day
no no no no
I will be with you every day...

ps: nice ryt??? the song sounds so sad.. but u wun feel sad actualli when u sing this song.. it's jus lyk another feeling altogether.. haha..

end of my song intro.. hope ya all enjoy it..

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ok.. baq to today.. hmm.. its lyk free priods the whole day.. we were supposed to do self study.. but most of us were playing.. i touched ryan's six packs n muscles.. wah.. damn solid man.. haha.. then went out wid gary n yt to take neo prints at cine.. we r so bo liao.. haha.. saw two gals wad their skirt hanging so low tt half of their butt actualli can be seen.. haha.. n got this two guys behind.. they were staring n trying to hold baq their lufter.. lolx!!! yah tt's abt it.. nth more.. buhbyeeee..

Beautiful
By: Christina Aguilera
----------------------
Don't look at me
Mm, mm,
Yeah, eah, oh, ooh,

Everyday is so wonderful, then suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure, from all the pain
I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring me down, Oh no
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness, the pieces gone,
Left the puzzle undone, ain't that the way it is?

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, no, no
Cause you are beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring you down. Oh, no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do, (No matter what we do)
No matter what we say, (No matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune, (yeah) full of beautiful mistakes (oh yeah)
And everywhere we go, (And everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(The sun will Always, Always, Shine)
And tomorrow we might awake on the other side

'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes words won't bring us down, no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring us down, oh , no
So don't you bring me down today

Mm, yeah, don't you bring me down today
Yeah, yeah, ooh,
Don't you bring me down, ooh, today

sadly.. nth happened this 2 days leh.. i nv go out at all.. stuck at home.. cant go out liao lah.. hafta save up $54 for my phone bill.. haiz.. y did i haf them as my parents.. other kids nv hafta worry abt their phone bills.. they dun even hafta pay.. but i haf to.. damn..

cho shuen quitting sch liao.. she's returning baq to hong kong.. haiz.. so sad.. one classmate less..

yah.. i guess tt;s all.. nth much loh..

yay!! guess wad.. i changed the whole blog skin.. BY MYSELF!!!! haha.. except the tagboard.. it's too diff liao.. i wanna change a nicer looking one also.. haha.. i cant blif it man.. i managed to do it.. aargh!!! haha..

todae me n gary were lyk spies.. haha.. spy kids 3!!.. we were following dine n another guy.. but in then end.. they still saw us.. n we sat bside them..

the guy.. for ur info.. not bad lah.. call jon.. me n gary made up this joke..

us:hey.. jon.. ur dick long??
jon:yah..
us:oh.. long jon..
us:izzit silver?
jon:yeah..
us:oh.. long jon silver..

hahahaha.. i noe its not farni.. but at tt point of tym.. we had a gd luff at it..

i find him simply the long lost bro of elmo.. he realli has elmo's gan jue loh.. wah.. i at first tot if it is realli elmo.. but the bad point is.. he has the looks of lilian's ex-alex.. but beta looking tt the alex lah.. haha.. overall.. nice.. is a punk.. tt's wad dine said.. haha.. after a long day at coffeebean.. we decided not to follow any longer n went home..

baq to blogging.. sorrie i was disappearing for lyk 3 days i guess?? cuz i guess i wasnt in the mood of being online.. even if i was.. im probably away watching smth on the tv.. quite alot of things happen these 3 days.. lemme recall..

i cant rmb anything on tues tho.. haha.. oh yah.. rmb liao.. umm.. stayed baq to do e stupid bio correction n mind map.. but luckily she lemme off with a small lecture of how i can squeeze the whole chapter of digestion into one simple mind map.. haha.. then went home.. pat went to study wid hj, derrick n christina.. i did not go.. cant study in grps..

on wed.. i had my eng oral.. damn shit lah.. tio jane chng again.. the last time she took me.. she was slping away while i tok.. n i actualli stared at her wondering whether she's gonna do smth else.. but she told me to continue w/o even opening her eyes.. wad tcher is this??? so this tym when she said tt she's taking us again.. i was lyk omg.. n gave those kind of expression.. then ltr she told me tt she saw my expression.. n i was lyk oh shit.. she definitely got a bad impression of me.. im dead.. so i did not realli pinned my hopes on oral anymore.. jus let her prompt.. after tt.. went clementi wid pat n dine.. found our sch was actualli on headlines for tt mdm quah incident.. haha.. so farni.. then the whole tym dine was choosing a pair of specs to buy.. then after tt went home..

then today.. hmm.. wad happened today?? oh yah.. ms ho's leaving.. wah.. we r so sad.. but luckily ive got her email address added on my list long ago.. still can keep in contact.. haha.. then went clementi again to buy pat's animal biscuit n my concession pass.. after tt went home..

notice these few days i nv realli go out but went home?? dunno y leh.. it's either im sick or pat dun wanna go out.. so we saved quite alot these few days.. haha..

juz watch "the real beckham".. victoria was realli mushy mushy.. haha.. they keep kissing.. n vic keep leaking out glimpse of her boobs.. lolx..

jus watched a clip intro by joanne.. real sad.. it's abt this boi n gal hu r in luv wid each other.. the gal waiting for the boi to say he luvs her.. but the guy dunno how to say.. so they continued as frens.. then one day.. the gal had to go overseas to "study".. actualli she haf to cure her illness in us.. but the guy dunno.. 2 yrs ltr.. the gal came baq.. but the guy got gf le.. haiz.. damn sad.. this is only part 1.. they going to publish part 2 liao.. will keep ya all informed.. btw.. the address is as below:

http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/xp/0404/363632.html

hope ya enjoy it..

lalala.. nth much happened todae.. jus tt i went church.. then do the usual stuff.. but todae is pastor lawrence khong!!! he's baq frm the magic shows in malaysia.. n he's gonna proceed to thailand for 6 wks.. gonna pray for him..

encounter wkend is on 28-30 of may.. shld i go?? i wanna go.. but i scared my parents dun allow.. n if i go.. i can only go css carnival in the afternoon.. haha.. gonna try my best to go.. pray tt pat going too!!!

jus went to read jason's blog.. found sum1 so agitated by a single sentence "5566 sux!" n tt person scolded jason.. haha.. y so bo liao?? nobody's forcing to read ryt?? if u r realli so annoyed by his blog.. u noe there's a "x" icon on the top ryt corner of the webby??? press it lah.. dumbo.. haha.. i realli think tt the person shldnt be so annoyed.. n so i wanna make it clear here tt if u r annoyed by my blog sumhow.. u can do the same by clicking on the "x" icon on the top ryt of my webby.. haha.. i dun care hu u r too.. it's not my business if i hurt u.. this is my blog.. i haf the ryts to express all my views here..

hmm.. jason keep asking me to blog.. but i realli dunno wad to blog today.. ok.. nvm.. i'll blog my view again..

do abit of follow up on last entry first.. wx did not cum sch today.. n im so worried for her.. haiz..

today.. i did my bio test.. but it was more lyk a worksht.. haha.. cuz jacob went out of class.. n i was asking arnd for answer.. hahahah..

then went to meet my parents.. they wanna borrow money frm my bank account to theirs.. n they say i hafta be there.. but in the end.. im not needed at all actualli..

then at the bus stop.. we saw this couple hugging n doing their usual couple business.. n my father started commenting on them loudly.. wads the prob wid him.. all my frens r there.. he dun wan face.. i wan loh.. haiz.. in case u dunno my father.. i guess u beta dun do anything in front of him.. he nv gifs face one.. he can suan u ryt on the spot.. i tink the couple did hear wad my father say.. but they jus did not respond.. n the guy boarded the same bus as us.. when we got down the bus.. he was lyk staring at me.. all thx to my father yea?? grr.. he's been doing this for so many tyms.. i min.. he dun even noe them.. y so concern abt them?? he dun tok nobody will tink tt he's dumb.. dumbo..

he is always complaining tt pple dun gif him face.. lyk when he wanna borrow money frm my aunts n the turned him down.. he wld start saying tt pple dun gif him face.. they wanna make him embarassed in public.. hello!!!!! did u eva gif pple face b4??? n u dare to say tt pple hurt ur pride??? wad has the world bcum?? he always say tt i lyk to suan him in public too.. pls loh.. im merely learning frm u loh.. this is wad i tink of u mah.. and u.. as a role model.. it's confirmed tt i'll learn frm u loh..

n so if u cant gif smth to pple.. dun expect them to gif it to u!!!!

long enuff.. jason???

oops.. was so engrossed in reading testimonials tt i forgot to blog todae.. well.. umm.. lemme start..

haiz.. today.. our topic is not abt our dae.. it's abt wen xuan..

alot of pple has been bullying her in class loh.. saying her bad things and all those.. n she was lyk reallie tolerate till cannot liao.. haiz.. i admit tt i also got say lah.. but i've stopped liao.. trust me.. im in the process of getting myself out frm gossipings n all those.. haha.. but then.. the others are realli damn overboard.. haiz.. especially sum1 whom i dun wish to say out the name.. i hope the person will realize it.. tt's so hypocritic loh.. i min.. u urself r not any beta off than her.. y do u keep saying her?? n u dun even haf a ryt to say her loh.. pls loh.. i min.. do u noe tt u cld haf easily taken a life away jus by saying these things.. n then when u regret.. all things r juz too late.. u cant return her parents a daughter.. can u?? try putting urself in her shoes.. wad wld u do when pple all arnd u are criticising u?? hello.. if u feel sad n angry.. which u ought to feel so.. then wad do u tink she's feeling ryt now??? happy??? no.. ur damn wrong.. hey.. she does not do anything to earn this kind of "respect" ok.. n i can tell u.. she definitely makes a far off beta fren than u do.. wad do u tink u r?? u r nth but a bunch of shit on the floor.. n im not afraid to say this.. cuz i noe tt im doing a gd thing by adding tis post.. while ur jus out there taking sum1's life away bit by bit everytym u criticize her..

hmm.. she reallie is a gd fren.. she was there for me when i quarelled wid patricia.. she knew nth abt it but when she sense tt im very down.. she passed me a note n say tt she does not wan to see me being sad.. n tt she'll be there for me.. n when patricia's going to camp.. she even offered to look after pat in the camp cuz im not there.. wow.. where can u find frens beta than her loh?? but ppl jus lyk to judge a bk by its cover.. i admit i did so too.. but after all this she had done.. i stopped.. n i told myself tt i hafta stop gossiping.. but seriously.. i hope tt wen xuan will stand up for herself.. afterall.. y let shit bully u huh?? u shld step on the shit..

oh yah..f orgot to mention the most impt thingy today.. haha.. during chem.. we were having a condom commotion.. lolx.. ryan helps the bottle to wear the condom then started throwing it everywhere.. haha.. in the end.. i got a chance to pull it.. the elastic damn gd man.. lolx!!!

was my expression reallie so perverted??? haha.. they keep looking at me when i was pulling the condom.. they say tt im so excited.. haha.. damn u guys..

then when mdm tia stand in front of ryan.. her butt facing her.. he keep trying to touch it.. haha.. then uses his hands to measure to size of her butt.. then he took out the calculator n act lyk calculating lyk tt.. damn farni.. tt tia dun even noe wads going on man.. dumbo.. haha..

ytd watched incredible tales.. luckily nv miss it.. first story the ghost damn scary.. second one is a love story.. not bad..

today after sch went jurong point wid yuting.. bot an op shirt for my sis burfday.. dammit.. now she has 2 op shirts n i dun even haf one.. but nvm.. then we walked around.. saw tt "shuai ge" again.. haha.. i seriously dun tink tt he is shuai.. met georgina n shiyong at jp.. we were crazieee-ing for awhile b4 we left.. haha.. then walk arnd summore.. find it very boring.. then went home to slp.. lolx..

i missed william hung's mtv!!! aargh.. izzit true tt william got debut album??? nice anot?

grrr... todae was not a very gd day.. haha.. got off pe.. tok outside 3e3 wid jason n gary.. they skipped their lessons too.. haha..

after recess.. ate my medicine.. made me so drowsy my eyelid keeps dropping.. finalli.. when it's changing period.. i managed to take a quick short nap.. haha.. felt so much beta after tt..

after sch.. pon joseph.. darn thing.. went ginza eat wid pat.. my stomach dunno y so pain.. is lyk even if i try to get a deep breath also pain.. cant stand it anymore so we went home.. haha.. pattie dear.. i did not collapse in the middle of the road.. i reached home safely!!!

yay!!! sum1 juz discover my gd points.!!! he said tt im always cheerful!!! he agress wid wad i say.. abt the world being a beautiful place.. haha.. once did i counsel a person till so gd.. he say im always so gd to every1.. but not many appreciate me.. haha.. umm.. i quite agree.. but nvm lah.. lyk i said.. y bother wad pple tinks abt u.. then ur life will be miserable.. haha.. another person jus agreed wid me tis thinking again!!!! yay!!! i find im turning into a philosopher.. haha..

whaaaaaaaa!!!!! i tink my secret plan for my sis will hafta be postponed a wk ltr.. mins i can only help her celebrate nxt nxt wk.. cuz i got not enuff money.. im waiting will nxt month when my mother start using my great plan then i can afford.. haha.. wanna hear my great plan???? lets see..

my mother say tt she spend abt $700-800 a month on me n sis.. so i tot of it in the toilet while i was bathing n ccame out wif a great plan.. on wkdays.. she'll gif us $6 a day.. n on wkends.. she'll gif us $10 a day.. so tt makes it $50 a wk.. n mutiply by 4 wks =$200.. mutiply by two of us=$400.. it's cheaper.. haha.. then our bus concession she'll pay.. our phone bill she'll pay.. isnt tt beta?? haha.. tt's y starting frm nxt month.. i'll haf more money a wk.. so i can help celebrate my sis burfday.. smart ryt?? *smirk*

todae.. hmm.. farn.. but w/o pattie.. quite sian too..

first two periods r ss.. got a source based qn test.. damn hard.. haiz.. i cant finish.. when i attempt the last qn.. which carries 8 marks.. the tcher says tt we r left wid 5 more minutes.. i was lyk "huh!!!!!!!!".. then i nv ryt much.. jus briefly ryt everything down..

then got two periods of geog.. did map reading.. wah.. first time paid attention in class.. amazed.. *claps*

then one period of lit.. counted as a free period actualli.. cuz ms wong was trying to open the disk.. haha.. tio virus liao.. still blame us for not formatting our diskette.. damn her.. but in the end still got attend abit loh.. eat into our recess..

side track abit.. i jus realised tt i havent been eatind my medicine since sat.. haha.. $30 wasted..

then recess... ate wid yuting.. lalal.. ate sandwich n wan tons.. forgot to buy ovaltine.. wah..

jump till chem.. haha.. "ok class".. "ur hair very nice".. lolx.. these r often heard during our chem lessons.. the first one by mdm tia.. the second by us.. haha.. she realli tinks tt her hair very nice.. pls loh.. we only trying to pls u only.. haha.. did not get to see her bra strap tho..

during phy was the most happy time of the day.. i was tricking this dumbo.. haha.. but he's jus too clever.. so sad..

after sch.. went edo wid yt, dine n gary.. wah.. omigawd. i ate jus 4 plates n it's lyk $8!!!! wow.. imagine i cld buy a bowl of udon, a chawan n a drink at the jap restaurant downstairs.. dammit..

then went jp.. saw this guy outside toy r us.. n geraldine went goo goo gah gah over him.. haha.. i dun see him shuai at all.. lolx.. then we went walking arnd jp then went to life bkshop n dine n yt was taking a long tym inside.. so me n gary went observing chio bus n yan daos.. to speak the truth.. there's quite alot of yan daos today at jp.. but i dunno y.. got no mood to see them at all.. weird.. they all jus seem.. ugly.. to me.. haha.. i also dunno y we ended up seeing them.. guess got influenced by garyyyyyyyy.. haha

then went home.. my mother reminded me n my sis to buy choco cake for my father on may 12.. haha.. muz b a choco cake.. my father dun eat milk.. haha..

may 8 going out wid my sis.. muz rmb.. tho exam starts on may 7.. haha..

ok.. im facing pressure as im posting this.. it's very hard as this concerns my sis.. n i definitely do not wan my baby sis to see this.. hmm.. lemme start my plan now..

this cuming fri is my baby sis 14th burfday.. n i always tot tt 14th burfday is a very big deal.. its lyk "oh.. im matured.." lolx.. so i decided to gif her a big celebration n in sum ways.. make up for my 14th burfday which wasnt very grand tho.. i jus bked her on saturday.. n im gonna contact sum of her frens secretly.. ask them to be free on sat too.. i havent settle the venue n tym part.. cuz she;s not sure whether her sch will haf smth cropping up anot.. then im gonna ask my cell grp membies to join in too.. haha.. i tink it will b quite farn.. (its always farn to haf frens celebrating ur burfday loh..) i hafta save up my whole wk allowance to buy a burfday cake for her.. i dun wanna her to noe tho.. so im doing all this in secret.. pls.. any1 hu read this.. PLS dun tell her.. if not.. its not farn anymore ryt??? haha.. any1 wanna join in the celebration may contact me.. rmb.. bring her prezzie along too.. haha. afterall.. she's moi baby sis.. i dun wan her to go home empty-handed hoh.. lolx..

haha..
damn tired now..
ytd tok on the phone wid tt damn guy..
till lyk abt 2..
tok abt sumbody else..
haha..
then frm the person chat till the different types of church..
tt's so lame..
but he jus dun wanna put down the phone..
damn u..
haha..
make me can only wake up at abt 3 todae..
but luckily my phone is free incoming call for 24 hrs..
im rather quite amazed at myself..
i can tok on a phone for 2 hrs!!!
last record is an hr..
but me this person dun realli lyk to tok on phone..
so it's quite a miracle..
haha..
wait..
dun misunderstood..
this damn guy is not elmo..
haha..
i cannot say out his name too..
cuz sum pple will paranoid..
n i dun lyk him..
haha..
hey damn guy..
rmb to treat me NICELY hoh..
haha..

btw.. heard of the nicoll highway crash?? tt's sucha tragic.. haiz.. n the mr heng's body cannot be found.. they jus reported tt they r giving up the search izzit?? sucha poor thing.. anyway.. ytd.. i prayed a prayer for them.. interested parties may pray too..

Dear Lord,
I pray that You will grant the
SCDF workers the power to
continue their search for Mr
Heng. Take away every weariness,
every discourage that they face.
Renew them with energy and
faith to start the search each
day. I pray that they will find
Mr Heng soon, even if it is his
body, at least we know that
he is out of the rubbles. I also
pray that it will be good news
for Mrs Heng and her two
children. Even if it is not, they
will face this harsh truth with
confidence, that they will not
be discouraged, but stand up
strong, that Mr Heng had only
gone to Your promised land and
is now living happily. I pray that
You will bless the two children to
be the comfort of their mother,
and her motivation to move on in
life. Lastly, I pray that their family
will experience the love of the
people around them, their
relatives, and especially You, Lord,
that they know that there are
people who still love them alot.
In Jesus' name I pray, Amen! =)

haha.. i jus now while waiting for my com to restart.. i went into my rm wanna tok to my sis.. but she's aslp.. then i saw the phone bside her n wanna take photos of myself.. but decided not to.. then saw her.. then the idea struck me.. so i went to take photos of her slping lyk a pig.. hahahahahahah!! wanna see.. i can upload here!!!!! lolx..

yay yay!! they r baq!! tt mins my dearest patricia is baq!! haha!! i jus tok wid her on the phone.. finalli heard her voice.. but she's sick.. haiz.. she say the camp was damn boring.. they nv try flying fox.. so tt mins i nv miss anything afterall loh.. haha..

today.. my cuz came my hse wid her "weird" hubby n the cute "fartin" baby nephew brandon.. luckily this time he nv fart at me.. but i tink he dun lyk me alot.. haha.. he keep kicking me when i carry him.. omigawd.. u shld see how long he stare at me.. my eyes damn tired liao.. he still can carry on staring.. no wonder he's a piscean.. cuz fish got no eyelid.. they dun blink.. lolx.. [cold!!! -_-"'<--san tiao xian) my cuz say he keep smiling to me.. but i cant see a single smile on his face.. where izzit???

surprisingly my father lemme go church.. wid a smile.. haha.. so lucky..

then went church.. quite fun.. but they were blabbering abt the camp.. so i was left alone.. pat did not cum.. so nvm.. i jus pay attention to pasto melvyn..

after church.. haiz.. i regretted going wid them man.. nvm.. i wun say anything.. haiz..

they r cuming baq tml!! yay!!

tml going out wid my cuz.. is she bringing her baby along??? yay!! hope he wun fart at me anymore.. lolx.. hmm.. $12.. how to go out?? lemme see.. i hafta save liao..

damn u lah.. stupid matthew.. stop cursing me.. i dun wan to meet anymore "things" liao..

guys.. if the box at the right side did not appear or the scroll bar is very short (meaning the last thing is the tag board).. jus minimize it and then open again..

lalala.. jus wanna test my time accuracy..

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've finally got my blogskin ready!!! haha.. thx alot karto!!!!!!!!! i'll rmb to buy ur chocos!!!!!!! but u hafta rmb to take frm me hoh.. haha..

i've changed my blog skin again.. haha.. all credits goes to kartono.. thx thx!!! sorrie i keep messing it up.. i beta dun touch anymore.. haha.. he's damn fed up now.. haha.. dun angry leh.. i'll buy u the chocos lah.. haha..

im so boredddddddddddd... yawNz.. wad m i supposed to do at home?? haiz.. i miss so many things.. my class.. going out after sch.. having recess together.. n pattie dear.. haiz.. i guess she cant find a payphone huh?? she's so sweeeeeeeeeeet.. she promised to call me if she can find phone there.. altho i noe tt it's impossible cuz mr lim said tt the reception there very lack.. but afterall.. she tried her best to show tt she'll miss me.. haha.. tt's already enuff.. n summore she's facing a very harsh truth now.. dun b sad.. my dearie.. oh my luv.. pls dun cry.. i'll wash my blardy hands n we'll start a new life.. haha.. way out of topic.. lolx.. neway.. dear pattie.. I MISS YOU.. haha..

haha.. see the lyrics of this song..

Hot Dog
By: Limp Biskit
---------------
ladies and gentlemen
introducing
the chocolate starfish
and hot dog flavored water
bring it on
get the fuck up
yeah
check one, two
listen up listen up
here we go

it's a fucked up world a fucked up place
everybody's judged by their fucked up face
fucked up dreams fucked up life
a fucked up kid with a fucked up knife
fucked up moms and fucked up dads
a fucked up cop with a fucked up badge
fucked up job with fucked up pay
and a fucked up boss who's a fucked up gay
fucked up press and fucked up lies
while lethal's in the back with fucked up eyes (not sure)

hey, it's on, everybody knows it's on
hey, it's on, everybody knows it's on

ain't it a shame that you can't say fuck,fuck
fuck just a word and it's all fucked up
like a fucked up punk with a fucked up mouth
a nine-inched nail - get knocked the fuck out
fucked up aids from fucked up sex
fake-assed titties on a fucked up chest
we're all fucked up so what cha wanna do?
with fucked up me and fucked up you

you wanna fuck me like an animal
you'd like to burn me on the inside
you'd like to think that i'm a perfect drug
just know that nothing you do
will bring you closer to me

ain't life a bitch a fucked up ditch
a fucked up sore with a fucked up stitch
a fucked up head is a fucked up shame
swingin' on my nuts it's a fucked up game
jealously thrilln' up a fucked up mind
it's real fucked up like a fucked up crime
if i say fuck two more times
that's 46 fucks in this fucked up rhyme

hey it's on everybody knows its on
hey it's song everybody knows its on

you wanna fuck me like an animal
you'd like to burn me on the inside
you'd like to think that i'm a perfect drug
just know that nothing you do
will bring you closer to me

oo waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

you can't bring me down
i don't think so
you better check yourself
before you wreck yourself

kiss my starfish
my chocolate starfish, punk
kiss my starfish
my chocolate starfish

you wanna fuck me like an animal
you wanna burn from the inside
you wanna think that i'm a perfect drug
just know that nothing you do
will bring you closer to me

hmm.. lemme count.. total: 47 "fuck" words.. lolx..

more songs.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What I Go To School For
By: Busted
-------------------------
Oh, yeah yeah

Her voice is echoed in my mind
I count the days 'til she is mine
Can't tell my friends 'cos they will laugh
I love a member of the staff
I fight my way to front of class
To get the best view of her ass
I drop the pencil on the floor
She bends down and shows me more,

That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
I know that she craves me
That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
Girlfriends I've had plenty
None like Miss MacKenzie
That's what I go to school for
That's what I go to school for

So she maybe thirty three
But that doesn't bother me
Her boyfriend's working out of town
I find a reason to go round
I climb a tree outside her home
To make sure that she's alone
I've see her in her underwear
I can't help but stop and stare

That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
But I know that she craves me
That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
Girlfriends I've had plenty
None like Miss McKenzie
That's what I go to school for
That's what I go to school for

Everyone that you teach all day
knows you're looking at me in a different way
I guess, that's why
My marks are getting so high
I could see those tell tale signs
Telling me that I was on your mind
I could see that you wanted more
When you told me that I'm what you go to school for
I'm what you go to school for

She's packed her bag it's in the trunk
Looks like she picked herself a hunk
We drive by school to say goodbye
My friends they can't believe their eyes

That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
But I know that she craves me
That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
Girlfriends I've had plenty
None like Miss MacKenzie
That's what I go to school for
That's what I go to school for.

Crash And Burn
By: Busted
----------------
You're so fit and you know it
And i only dream of you
‘cos my lifes such a bitch
but you can change it

maybe you need somebody just like me,
don't turn me down ‘cos i've got no car and i've got
no money...

I asked you to dance at the disco
But you said No!
The whole world was watching and laughing
On the day that i crashed and burned...
At your feet!

Since the day you ditched me
I'm feeling so pathetic
‘cos the guys... well they've ditched me
and its all because of...

you and your friends are laughing at me now
you think that i'm nothing
ask your sister what you're missing!

I asked you to dance at the disco
But you said No!
The whole world was watching and laughing
On the day that i crashed and burned...
At your feet!

Maybe you think that you're too good for me
Tonight when you get home you're gonna see
I know, i've got something better than you baby

na na na na na na na na na na (x 3)

I asked you to dance at the disco
But you said No!
The whole world was watching and laughing
On the day
I asked you to dance at the disco
But you said No!
The whole world was watching and laughing
On the day that i crashed and burned...
At your feet.

Britney
By: Busted
-----------
Your face is everywhere I go now
and you're on every television show now,
Baby I need you.
You're everything I want in someone,
But you don't even know who I am,
Baby why should you?

Sweating all over your video,
Watching every single scene in slow mo.
Tracking you down on the Internet
Cos I aint seen you naked yet...

(Chorus)
I want you Britney, ey ey
I need you here with....me,
You know that I won't stop until I've got you.
I want you Britney,

I even know the place that you live,
And I don't care who your boyfriend is,
Cos one day it's gonna be me.
And I think that i'm obsessed with you girl,
Cos I copy everything you do now,
And Pepsi lets me taste you,

God must of spent a little more time on you,
In school uniform you look so good.
And you say that you're not a girl,
I'll make you a woman.

I want you Britney, ey ey
I need you here with.... me,
You know that I won't stop until I've got you.
I want you Britney.

Every single thing you do,
Every time I look at you,
I become a slave for you,
You drive me crazy.
You know that I won't stop until I've got you,
I want you Britney.

What the hell can I do,
To get closer to you.
You can run you can't hide,
I'll make you feel good inside.
What the hell can I do,
To get closer to you.
You can run you can't hide,
I'll make you feel good inside...

I want you Britney,
I need you here with me,
You know that I won't stop until I've got you.
I want you Britney. (x 2)

Losing You
By: Busted
-----------
Yeah, Yeah, yeah

Sitting here alone
Thinking it through
Trying to convince myself
That I'm not losing you
Why can't you just forget the things I said
I was angry at that time
But now I've cleared my head

It was so strong
Where did it all go wrong

So tell me why
I'm swimming against the tide
I'm praying for a lifeline
Cos I'm losing you
So tell me why
You don't care enough to try
Are you giving up this fight?
I can't stand, wont stand
Losing you

You don't have to say a word
It's in your eyes
What can I do to convince you
We need more time
And i know I may have made a few mistakes
But losing you is just to much for me to take

It was so strong
Where did it all go wrong

So tell me why
I'm swimming against the tide
I'm praying for a lifeline
Cos I'm losing you
So tell me why
You don't care enough to try
Are you giving up this fight?
I can't stand, wont stand
Losing you

So tell me what to say
Because I need
A chance to change
And I wont let you walk away

So tell me why
I'm swimming against the tide
I'm praying for a lifeline
Cos I'm losing you
So tell me why
You don't care enough to try
Are you giving up this fight?
I can't stand, won’t stand
Losing you

Year 3000
By: Busted
-----------
One day when I came home at lunchtime
I heard a funny noise
Went out to the back yard to find out if it was
One of those rowdy boys
Stood there was my neighbour called Peter
And a Flux Capacitor

He told me he built a time machine
Like the one in the film I've seen
Yeah yeah... he said...

(chorus)
I've been to the Year 3000,
Not much has changed but they lived under water,
And your great, great, great grand daughter,
Is pretty fine (she's pretty fine)

He took me to the future in the flux thing and I saw everything,
Boybands and another one and another one ... and another one!
Triple breasted women swim around town... totally naked!

We drove around in a time machine,
Like the one in the film I've seen..
Yeah yeah ... he said...

I've been to the Year 3000,
Not much has changed but they lived under water,
And your great, great, great grand daughter,
Is pretty fine (she's pretty fine)

I took a trip to the Year 3000
This song had gone multi-platinum
Everybody brought our 7th album
It had outsold Michael Jackson
I took a trip to the Year 3000,
This song had gone multi-platinum,
Everybody bought our 7th album, 7th album, 7th album

He told me he built a time machine
Like the one in the film I've seen,
Yeah yeah... he said...
(repeat chorus)

Psycho Girl
By: Busted
-----------
Shes so weird, it scares me,
I don't think,she likes me
And thinking of her name..
It's driving me insane!

(Chorus)
She's my psycho girl, my psycho girlfriend,
Everything I say, she takes it the wrong way,
She's my psycho girl, my living nightmare,
She's everything I need, but I can't stand her.

I can't change, her thinking,
But she's so good-looking,
Thinking of her name..
It's driving me insane!

(Chorus)
She's my psycho girl, my psycho girlfriend,
Everything I say, she takes it the wrong way,
She's my psycho girl, my living nightmare,
She's everything I need, but I can't stand her.

We spent the night in... we started fighting,
since then, its never been the same,
Thinking of her name..
It's driving me insane!

(Chorus)
She's my psycho girl, my psycho girlfriend,
Everything I say, she takes it the wrong way,
She's my psycho girl, my living nightmare,
She's everything I need, but I can't stand her.

repeated

(Chorus)
She's my psycho girl, my psycho girlfriend,
Everything I say, she takes it the wrong way,
She's my psycho girl, my living nightmare,
She's everything I need, but I can't stand her.

repeated

(Chorus)
She's my psycho girl, my psycho girlfriend,
Everything I say, she takes it the wrong way,
She's my psycho girl, my living nightmare,
She's everything I need, but I can't stand her.

Sleeping With The Lights On
By: Busted
-----------------------------
Along she came, with her picture,
Put it in a frame, so I won't miss her,
Got on a plane, from London; Heathrow,
It seems such a shame, yea..

(Chorus)
I feel her.. Slipping through my fingers,
Now she's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on,
And sharks swim through my veins now, that she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on.

Heard she's engaged, spoke to her best friend,
No ones to blame, here's where it all ends,
And I feel the pain, 'cause I'm without her,
I feel the pain..

(Chorus)
I feel her.. Slipping through my fingers,
Now she's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on,
And shocks went through my veins now, that she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on.

I see the sight, with a different light,
Words cannot describe the way I'm feeling,
'Cause I've been searching in my head,
For the words I thought she'd said,
For too long..

(Chorus)
I feel her.. Slipping through my fingers,
Now she's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on,
And sharks swim through my veins now, that she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on.

(Chorus)
I feel her.. Slipping through my fingers,
Now she's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on,
And sharks swim through my veins now, that she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on.

(Chorus)
I feel her.. Slipping through my fingers,
Now she's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on,
And sharks swim through my veins now, that she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on.

Dawson's Geek
By: Busted
---------------
You think you know it all,
I see it in the way you're speaking,
The long words that you use,
It's starting to get irritating,
I've got the urge to knock you out,
And I can't handle this,
The ladder by your bedroom window
Really takes the piss

Step back take a look at where you're at,
You're just a raving Dawson's maniac...

You think that you know everything,
Take one step back and look at yourself.
I think you don't know anything,
All my friends think you're just a freak,
And you're just a Dawson's geek,
Dawson's Dawson's geek.

Why can't you see that you don't look like him in any way,
At least that kid has friends and that's a lot more than you can say.
You've lost your mind and I don't think that you know who you are.
Naming your dog 'Pacey' was taking things a little too far.

Step back take a look at where you're at,
You're just a raving Dawson's maniac...

You think that you know everything,
Take one step back and look at yourself.
I think you don't know anything,
All my friends think you're just a freak,
And you're just a Dawson's geek,
Dawson's Dawson's geek.

I guess I'll have to wait for your life to be over,
I guess I'll have to wait,
I guess I'll have to wait...

OI! OI!

I think you don't know anything,
All my friends think that you're just a freak,
And oh you're just a Dawson's geek mate.

You think that you know everything,
Take one step back and look at yourself.
I think you don't know anything,
All my friends think you're just a freak,
And you're just a Dawson's geek,
Dawson's Dawson's geek.

C'est La Vie
By: B Witched
--------------
Some people say I look like my dad..
What..are you serious?!?

Ah Ohh
Hey Hey
Ah Ohh
Ah Ohh

I say Hey boy sittin' in your tree
Mummy always wants you to come for tea
Don't be shy, straighten up your tie
Get down from the tree house sittin' in the sky
I wanna know just what to do
Is it very big is there room for two?
I've got a house with windows and doors
I'll show you mine if you show me yours

Gotta let me in, hey hey hey
Let the fun begin (heeeeey)
I'm the wolf today hey hey hey
I'll huff I'll puff
I'll huff I'll puff i'll blow you away

Say you will say you won't
Say you'll do what I don't
Say you're true. Say to me c'est la vie

Say you will say you won't
Say you'll do what I don't
Say you're true. Say to me (get a life) c'est la vie

Do you play with the girls, play with the boys?
Do you ever get lonely playing with your toys?
We can talk, we can sing
I'll be the queen and you'll be the king
Hey boy in your tree
Throw down your ladder make a room for me
I've got a house with windows and doors
I'll show you mine if you show me yours

Gotta let me in. hey hey hey
Let the fun begin (heeeey)
I'm the wolf today. hey hey hey
I'll huff I'll puff I'll huff I'll puff
I'll blow you away

Say you will say you won't
Say you'll do what I don't
Say you're true. Say to me (yeeeeah) c'est la vie.

Say you will say you won't
Say you'll do what I don't
Say you're true. Say to me (what are you like) c'est la vie.

hey hey
na na hey
na na ho
na na hey
hey hey hey hey

Say you will say you won't
Say you'll do what I don't
Say you're true. Say to me (wanna say) c'est la vie.

Say you will say you won't
Say you'll do what I don't
Say you're true. Say to me (**) c'est la vie.

na na hey
na na ho (c'est la vie)
na na hey
hey hey (c'est la vie...)

Roller Coaster
By: B Witched
---------------
"oh i cant believe im doin this oh I cant believe im doin this ahhhhhhh!"

Today's the day, we're out to play
And lost our way, its always the same oh baby now
Climb the trees, sailed the seven seas
We've grazed our knees, and no one's to blame ohhhhh

CHORUS~

Come and sit beside us we'll give you such a thrill
We're not nice we're cool as ice
We'll give you quite a chill
your imagination takes over on this ride
Out of site, Alright, Hold on tight!

Come on
Come on
get it on
we're ridin in a Rollercoaster (of love)
Come on (dont wanna wait)
Come along
get it on
we're ridin in a rollercoaster Of Love....

So dont be shy
You'll soon be high
We'll touch the sky
You'll never believe oh baby now
Round and Round, but dont look down
We wont be found
You better believe it

CHORUS*
Repeat

Of love (3x)

Feeling This
By: Blink 182
-------------
I got no regret right now (I'm feeling this)
The air is so cold and null (I'm feeling this)
Let me go in her room (I'm feeling this)
I wanna take off her clothes(I'm feeling this)
Show me the way to bed (I'm feeling this)
Show me the way you move (I'm feeling this)
fuck it its sucha blur (I'm feeling this)
I love all the things you do (I'm feeling this)

Fate fell short this time
Smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

Where do we go from here
Turn all the lights down now
Smile from ear to ear (I'm feeling this)
My breathing has got too loud (I'm feeling this)
Show me the bedroom floor (I'm feeling this)
Show me the bathroom mirror (I'm feeling this)
Were taking this way too slow (I'm feeling this)
Take me away from here (I'm feeling this)

Fate fell short this time
Smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

Fate fell short this time
Smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

This place was never the same again after you came and went
How can you say you meant anything different
To anyone standing alone on the street
With a cigarette on the first night we met

Look to the past and remember a smile
And maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the seat I think I'm falling asleep
But then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you

Fate fell short this time
Smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

Fate fell short this time (Fate fell short this time)
Smile fades in the summer (Smile fades in the summer)
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I'll leave when I wanna (I'll leave when I wanna)

Fate fell short this time (Fate fell short this time)
Smile fades in the summer (Smile fades in the summer) (So lost in this illusion)
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I'll leave when I wanna (I'll leave when I wanna) (So lost in this illusion)

Fate fell short this time (Fate fell short this time)
Smile fades in the summer (Smile fades in the summer)
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I'll leave when I wanna (I'll leave when I wanna)

Fate fell short this time
Smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

I Miss You
By: Blink 182
-------------
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Missing You
By: Case
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Standing here looking out my window
My nights are long and my days are cold
'Cause I don't have you
How can I be so damn demanding?
I know you said that it's over now
But I can't let go
Every day I want to pick up the phone
And tell you that
You're everything I need and more
If only I could find you

Like a cold summer afternoon
Like the snow coming down in June
Like a wedding without a groom
I'm missing you
I'm the desert without the sand
you're the woman without a man
I'm a ring without a hand
I'm missing you

Driving 'round, thought I saw you pass me
My rearview mirror's playing tricks on me
'Cause you fade away
Maybe I'm just hallucinating
'Cause my loneliness got the best of me
And my heart's so weak

Every day I want to pick up the phone
And tell you that
You're everything I need and more
If only I could find you

Like a cold summer afternoon
Like the snow coming down in June
Like a wedding without a groom
I'm missing you
I'm the desert without the sand
you're the woman without a man
I'm a ring without a hand
I'm missing you

Like a cold summer afternoon
Like the snow coming down in June
Like a wedding without a groom
I'm missing you
I'm the desert without the sand
you're the woman without a man
I'm a ring without a hand
I'm missing you

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Said I'm, I'm missing you

Like a cold summer afternoon
Like the snow coming down in June
Like a wedding without a groom
I'm missing you
I'm the desert without the sand
you're the one with out a man
I'm a ring without a hand
I'm missing you

Like a cold summer afternoon
Like the snow coming down in June
Like a wedding without a groom
I'm missing you
I'm the desert without the sand
you're the one without a man
I'm a ring without a hand
I'm missing you (repeat 2x)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

haiz.. why do frens lyk to betray frens??? wad r they realli thinking abt??? summore it's over sum stupid damn guys.. haiz.. do they realli tink tt guys are more impt than frenship?? if tt's the way.. i've got nth more to say..

damn.. i forgot to watch incredible tales!!! aargh..

my head is so pain.. i juz went doctor.. he gave me mc for two days.. mins i dunnid to go camp liao.. yeah!!! haha.. he said i got attacked by virus.. sounds lyk im a com lyk tt.. haha..

ytd so late then came home.. is lyk my head gonna burst lyk tt liao.. aargh.. they still went on toking n toking n toking.. then darg their tym until i cannot tahan.. almost vomitted.. haiz.. i shant tok anymore.. my head hurts when i tink.. tink i beta go baq to sleep..

whoa.. can anyone tell me why is there a lump in my neck?? it's so pain when i press it.. aaargh.. help.. am i getting a tumour????

i found tt i've really got a gd pair of listening ears.. im always listening to other ppls prob.. abt their steads.. blah blah blah.. mostly abt love one lah.. hmm.. sumtimes i'll realli get irritated.. esp. if i dun haf any solutions for them..

[side track]: damn.. my ah gong jus hit me on the lump.. its so painnnnnn...

[back track]: ..n when im realli fed up wid probs.. but i juz cant reject pple.. i also dunno y.. damn.. wad m i supposed to do?? haiz.. nvm.. i guess im jus made to listen.. haha.. but sumtimes also quite gd.. can noe alot of secrets.. lolx..

hmm.. today.. surprisingly.. i nv got aimed by mdm tia!!! lolx.. but she's jus trying to make our life diff for us.. she lack of wkshts.. n so she say she'll ryt down on the board.. n we had to copy it down.. damn her.. mdm tia.. there's smth on this world call photocopier machine lah..

during ss.. we went com lab.. we were supposed to find out abt korean war.. but it's lyk almost 70% of the class was surfing sumwhere else loh.. me n pat too.. we were logging in to friendster.. then when ms teo cum.. we pretended to be very confused wid wad to do.. n keep asking her how to do.. then she even say i am very gan chiong.. lolx.. ms teo.. i did this all for show lah.. haha..

leong did not cum our class for geog.. tt mins 2 free period.. lolx.. i was reading teenage.. n then the guys were bhind us toking abt dunno wad perverted things..

today during eng.. ms wong damn fierce.. cuz she saw mas using her phone.. then she wanna confiscate it.. but mas dun allow her to.. then she lyk shout in her face but mas still did not gif her.. then she brought her out of the class to tok.. tt mins free 10 mins.. haiz.. y mas nv quarrel longer.. then no english mah!!! haha..

after sch.. the aussie guy came.. alex i tink.. hmm.. he's a singaporean.. but migrated to aussie.. he's getting so much attention ever since wed.. lolx.. cuz he's the only one hu's chi.. but actualli i still dun tink he's handsum.. i find he look lyk mickey mouse.. juz tt his eyes not so big.. haha.. ok lah.. quite punky.. then is lyk all the gals crowding arnd him.. not me.. for gdness sake.. haha.. i tink tt he's getting so much attention jus bcuz he's an aussie.. if i tell u tt he's jus a typical singaporean.. i dun tink he will get tt much attention as he's getting now loh..

then tt dumbo nadzri.. grr.. cant stand him.. stop calling me kfc!!! grr.. btw.. u finalli noe hu i am?? haha.. im not the mystery gal anymore!!!

after tt.. hmm.. where we went huh?? oh yah.. went je to eat.. ljs!! but the service damn sux.. haiz.. nvm.. tt's all loh..

yoz.. hmm.. damn sian.. nth to do.. anyone got the song smile by unsung zeros?? send me can?? pls.. haiz.. y is everyday getting hotter n hotter??? we realli shld stop the ozone layer frm depleting liao.. im going out wid my auntie on tuesday.. anyone wanna go also??? wad shld i do?? where shld i bring her?? damn.. im so fed up wid thinking.. i tink ive slack too much tt my brain has stopped functioning.. aargh..