Wednesday, June 30, 2004

firstly..
i wanna say tt..
u all can stop asking me hu the sec 1 guy is..
cuz he has a gf liao..
so stop asking me..
ytd black out!!!
damn indonesia..
scare me loh..
i was waiting for my com to load finish..
then i saw my sis medicine on the table..
so i throw to her..
then.. black out..
i was lyk..
omigawd.. this medicine got power or smth huh???
but quite fun lah..
we were shining torches all arnd..
then downstairs got pple keep shouting..
i saw one indian cycling downstairs..
then the person above my floor go shine on the man..
all the way till he was out of sight..
lolx.. i guess the man muz be damn pai seh..
the whole thing last for 1 n a half hr..
jus as i was going to slp in my hot room..
the electricity came baq..
so nice..
can watch jacky wu show.. hahaha..
today at dance..
omigawd.. was so disgusted..
almost vomitted man..
this gerl was positioned in front of me..
so we all were waiting for the music..
which is taking a long time..
so she started toking n digging her toes..
omigawd.. so disgusting..
tt's not the worst thing..
she then stretched out her legs in front of me..
n WRIGGLE HER TOES!!!!
YUCKS!!!!!!!!!~~~~
help me!!!!
then i put my head on the floor..
i dun wanna see anymore things..
she ask me if im alright???
y dun i do this in front of u n see if ur alryt..
then i told eunice they all..
then they all started luffing..
lolx..
then we started avoiding her..
especially stopping her frm touching us..
cuz she got this habit of wanna touch us..
lolx..
then eunice say she saw her digging her nose..
OMIGAWD!!! WAD IS THIS?????
then got one part is we mux hold each other by the waist..
so i quickly say..
erm.. dunnid so serious lah.. jus act can liao..
haha..
eunice the most cham one..
touched by her twice on the shoulder..
i even prepared wad to do at the end of the dance..
if she gonna walk towards me..
im gonna sing out loud n walk towards eunice they all..
lolx..
yuting even more fun..
she gonna sing "she bangs"..
n swing her out.. lolx..

btw.. im proudly to say tt..
im the official head of image.com now..
lolx..
but it's such a tough job..
hafta fold the costumes n record them..
grrr...
btw.. hu noes where got sell hardback note bk..
best is big one..

Monday, June 28, 2004

lalalal..
today went sch wid no bks at all..
surprisingly..
none of the tchers scold us..
lucky..
then changed class arrangements..
ms wong wan us to sit wid a opp. sex..
then she will make further arrangements..
so i went to sit wid zihao..
if she change.. then let her loh..
but in case she dun change..
i'll still sit wid sum1 i noe..
hu noes she nv change..
so quite ok loh..
all the pple arnd me damn farni..
yj, ryan, zh, weiming..
haha..
the class jokers..
so quite farni.. n farn..
after sch..
went anchorpoint to eat wid patty..
we ate jap food..
then we went queensway shopping centre..
nth attracts me..
so spend nth..
but pat.. as usual..
cld not resist earrings..
so she bot..
u noe the ear solution there..
one small bottle cost $2???
crazieeee..
i can buy for 50 cents at yellow..
y dun i sell her baq at $5???

at home.. i was doing the crossword puzzle on seventeen..
can win one bottle of hair dye..
then i at first got three more dunno..
then now left one..
is my sis do one..
so i was lyk wah.. she help me leh..
then i look at the fill in details part..
she go n mess up wid it..
aargh!!!!
i wanna send in one leh!!!!

then in the end..
she say u buy one mag baq for me..
lolx..
im going crazieee...!!!
i cant blif i was so craziee today..
i bet wid yj tt portugal will win holland for $5..
grr.. portugal beta win..
jus now.. i was singing all kinds of stupid songs..
jus to let my sis lemme use the com..
lolx..
she was luffing also loh..
hahah...
btw.. portugal beta win!!!!!

Sunday, June 27, 2004

i finally realised y today's date seem so familiar..
haha.. i;ve been tinking so long..
finally i noe liao..
it's sumone's burfday..
sumone tt was once impt in my life..
but not anymore.. lalalal..

Saturday, June 26, 2004

greece won.. portugal won..
im so sad..
i expected england or france to win..
but they disappointed me..
i tink too much abt them liao..
i shld be simple minded abit..
haiz..
ytd actually supposed to wake up n watch one..
i was eating biscuits to keep me awake..
but then the noise of me munching on the biscuits woke my father up..
n he ordered me to switch off the tv n slp..
grrr.. im so angry...

Thursday, June 24, 2004

lalalla..
tot of changing my blog skin again..
cuz my title cannot be seen in this blog..
but then the other blog not very nice too..
n im lazy to change also..
so..
nvm loh..
but tt blog got a very nice pic..
laallala..
lemme go see beta blogskins then i change..

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Shakespeare In Love
By: Layla Kalif
-------------------
He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

His bounty's boundless like the sea
His love is endless, just as deep
The more he gives the more he has
`Cause both of them are truly infinite

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

That's Shakespeare in love

A sinister romantic
He's on his knees before he's on his feet

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

That's Shakespeare in love
--------------------------
haiz.. so long nv tok to him le..
miz him so much..
izzit bcuz of tt post tt time??
but he dunno i got a blog ryt??
umm.. dunno lah..
actually.. i shld b happy tt he's not flirting wid me ryt??
but y m i feeling so sad??
grrr.. really regretted posting tt tym..
today woke up at 11..
realised my mother nv call me..
mins i can go out..
it was so farn..
lolx..
eunice spoiled her shoe..
n i lend her mine..
so i was walking arnd taka wid naked feet..
then ltr she bot her slippers..
i cursed her till i fell down on the stairs..
now got one scar on my kneecap..
then bot one skirt..
haiz.. actualli plan to stay out till 8
but eunice's father came baq..
so she had to go home early..
wahhhhhh..!!!

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

this few days keep working..
came home very late also..
so was kinda tired n decided not to online..
sorrie.. my fans.. lolx..
tml mabbe going out wid eunice, georgina, li zhen n pat..
provided if there;s no work..
im gonna treat myself to a nice lunch n sum clothes..
haha.. tt's all lah..

Sunday, June 20, 2004

came across this lil small paragraph in the email jason soh sent to me..
very sweet paragraph..
posting it here..
ps: i actualli tot of this long b4 i saw this.. lolx..
[*- i aSkEd u iF u lYk mE,

u sAiD "nO."

i aSkEd u iF i wAs pReTtY,

u sAiD "nO."

i aSkEd u iF i wAs iN uR hEaRt,

u sAiD "nO."

i aSkEd u iF u wLd cRy iF i wAlK aWaY,

u sAiD "nO."

sO i wAlKeD aWaY.

u gRaBbEd mY aRm n sAiD:

i dUn lYk u, i lUv u.

uR nOt pReTtY, uR bEaUtIfUl.

uR nOt iN mY hEaRt, uR mY hEaRt.

n i wLd nOt cRy iF u wAlK aWaY, i wLd dIe.. -*]
damn nice ryt??? hahaha..

Saturday, June 19, 2004

-=HAPPY DADDIES DAE!!!!=-
haha.. n also including all guys..
u all gonna be father one day too ryt??
so HAPPY EARLY FATHERS DAE..
haha..
today woke up n went for congre..
was realli pissed off there..
hmm.. nvm.. forgive n forget..
then went for service..
pastor khong was so farni today..
but he tok so long till no time to finish his sermon..
then we prayed..
me n gary were really amused at the pple speaking tongue..
cuz they were lyk "bla bla bla.." "lalalal.." away..
then went wid gary to orchard to meet his fren, andrew..
then walked arnd.. lalalal..
took neoprint... then went home..
hahahaha..
watch simple life jus now..
paris n nicole were realli 2 qian jing da xiao jie..
hahah..

Friday, June 18, 2004

tml going service..
lolx..
gd luck to gary..
hope he cld see his cutie tml..
hahaha..
lalala...
tml meeting celine for lunch..
at orchard at 12.30..
hafta wake up early again..
oh no....
blogging "tam" again!!!
hmm.. today was slacking at home..
then i also forgot hu suggested going to library..
i tink it was me.. lolx..
den i msged eunice n ask her if shes jealous cuz im listening to her fave idol's song..
then we chatted n chatted..
till in the end..
she wanna go library too..
so we planned to meet at 3.30..
then ltr at abt 3..
i msged her to postpone the time to 4..
she told me she's on the bus already..
kiasu gal.. lolx..
so me n my sis rushed all the way there..
when we reached there..
found eunice bot the huang yida cd..
she kenna psycho by me.. lolx..
so i started psychoing her tt zhang feng qi very nice..
n ocean too.. lolx..
then we went in to search for bks..
umm.. actualli is only me looking for bks..
my sis brot her own bk..
n eunice doesnt wan to read..
so we sat down at the cafe galilee to read..
we ordered coffee n brownies..
yumz... my fave brownies since last yr's october..
lolx..
was planning to read.. but in the end stopped..
wid eunice arnd.. i jus cldnt b quiet..
hahah...
so we craze arnd again..
then decided to go jurong point or choa chu kang..
but in the end choose choa chu kang..
then went to the bus stop to wait for 187..
damn bus.. so long also dun wanna cum..
so in the end .. we changed to jurong point..
we took 198 there.. journey was so long...
we toked alot on the bus..
then we even decided to aim for the same poly together..
lolx.. we r crazieee..
we even wanna pon lectures together..
can u imagine it??? eunice ponning classes???
tt's so impossible???
we reached there.. was so crowded..
so we head straight up to 2nd floor first..
to courts.. i wanna see mp3..
none of them nice.. grrrr...
then head straight up to 3rd floor's harvey norman..
on the way.. saw mojojo's performance downstairs..
was so cute!!!!!!!
went harvey norman.. but none of them nice too!!!!
then came out n saw powerpuff gals singing n dancing to britney's songs..
lolx.. then i sing along.. but eunice was so irritated by my singing..
hahahahah...
then we went to ice-lemon-tee to see clothes..
saw no nice clothes there.. wanna go further in..
but the shop owners started staring n smiling at me..
grrr... no mood to see already..
i dun lyk to shop while the owner look at u..
its so yukky...
so we went popular..
n we practically had a tour of the whole popular..
no choice.. we were real bored u see..
hahha.. then went hse of humour..
i grabbed the soft toy there n hug it while walking arnd in the shop..
lolx...
then i ask eunice if she wanna go wild wild wet..
she say she wan..
n she'll ask nerissa they all if they wanna go too..
haha.. peeps.. wanna go inform me k??
then we went mac wanting to eat.. no place..
went ljs.. no place..
went kfc.. NO PLACE!!!!
didnt expect it to be so crowded..
so in the end.. we jus bot sum snacks at old chang kee..
n board the bus n head baq home..
on the bus.. we fool arnd again..
toldya wid eunice arnd.. im not quiet..
lolx...

Thursday, June 17, 2004

ytd stayed up late..
to watch the show abt sarah brightman..
found her voice damn good..
can reach so high..
n she's powerful..
but her actions sux..
lolx..
god is fair...

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

got this christian song lyrics frm isaac's blog..
cuz these few days this song keep ringing in my head..
i also dunno y..
but its really a very nice song..
very smooth and soft at first..
but ltr it feels lyk ure crying out to the Lord lyk tt..

-------------
Draw Me Close
-------------
Draw Me Close to You
Never Let Me Go
I Lay It All Down Again
To Hear you Say That I'm your Friend

You Are My Desire
No One Else Would Do
Cause No One Else Can Take Your Place
To Feel The Warmth Of Your Embrace
Help Me Find A Way
Bring Me Back To You

You're All I Want
You're All I Ever Needed
You're All I Want
Help Me Know You Are Near

Written By Kelly Carpenter
woah..
today went dance prac again..
it's damn tired..
cuz our muscles are all damn pain..
butt.. leg.. thighs.. hand.. n shoulder..
got a scolding by tcher cuz alot of ppl nv cum w/o reason..
but the thing is after he scolded..
the nxt min.. he will go luffing wid us again..
tt's the one point i lyk abt him..
haha..
after dance.. stayed baq wid the sec 1s n 2s to train..
in the end.. they dance very nice.. but we.. haiz..
then we let them go..
so it's our turn to train..
we keep repeating n repeating..
then got this gal.. umm i wun say her name..
but she dances badly..
so we were lyk trying to teach her..
but she keep saying leave her alone to figure out herself..
oh fine.. so we let her try herself at a corner..
while we train the other steps..
then ltr we took a rest..
she came n rest wid us too..
then i ask her if she finished training..
she said yes..
so i ask her if she's confident enuff to dance for us..
she ignored me..
oh fine..
so i ask her if she nid to rush home..
she say she wanna go home..
so i ask if she's confident enuff to dance tml..
she say she tink so..
so i told her i dun wan tink so.. i wan a must..
then she replied "okok.."in tt farked up attitude..
wad the..
then she diao me..
oh rite..
im wrong again..
then i told her tt she can go home already..
but the rest of us continued training for another 15 mins..
then she sms one of us n said tt she's not angry..
but she feels tt we r picking on her..
grrrrrrrrr..
ive got nth to say..
i min y she lyk tt??
she cant even accept comments???
not only me tt she's not happy abt..
she's practically unhappy abt anyone hu gif her comments..
rite.. im gonna ignore her tml man..
if i were her..
i wld rather accept comments tt will make me beta..
than go one stage n dance then got criticise by the audiences..
grrrrrrrr..
nvm..
then we went to eat at ginza..
then i bot a barbie megazine..
cuz there's a nice necklace inside..
haha..
then we went home..
tml choosing post..
eunice wanna put me as the discipline..
grrrrr...
juz bcuz after i scolded them..
i will still go "hahahahaha.."
i dun wan..
i always feel guilty after scolding pple..
beta dun choose me..
i tink my choices r as below..
chairman-georgina..
vice chairman-diana..
discipline-siew ling..
image-lizhen..
cheorographer-jervenne..
treasurer-i dunno hu to choose..
n so my post is to...... shake leg.. lolx...
got a nice quote frm the barbie megazine:-
Weeds are flowers too, once you get to know them.-Pooh's buddy, Eeyore.
u understand the quote??
i understand so it's meaningful to me..hahahahaha..

Monday, June 14, 2004

lalalala..
lemme post a few pics taken recently..

these r photos of my cute little cuz in malaysia..
hahaha..
i took him unaware..
n when he saw the camera.. he smiled n look at me..
waiting to be taken..
isnt he cute???









these r photos of me..
see the second pic?? the other one is my cuz..
shes very pretty n intelligent..
no choice.. got the genes frm me..
lolx..
but she's more cleverer..
her intelligent cells noe how to replicate themselves..
but mine dunno..
wahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
yay yay yay!!!
jus changed my blog skin..
guess wad..
its all done by myself!!!
including the tag board..
first time sia!!!
the pic the two babies damn cute..
at first i wanna choose another one..
n i did..
but it was a mess..
so i went to pick another..
jus when i was tinking of giving up..
i found this skin..
phew~~
yunli dear.. can see le bah..
i wld luv to share my day wid u u noe??
lolx..

jus came baq frm dance prac..
very farn..
we r having a new dance..
using the steph's indian song..
the wad zhuan zhuan zhuan huan huan huan song..
lolx..
we were having so much farn.. hahah
wen xuan came baq frm hk..
she bot a hat for me..
those u noe.. umm..
the top is opened one..
grrrrr.. i dunno hot to describe..
ok.. nvm..
but i tink she bot the wrong thing..
cuz i dun wear hat go out..
lolx.. nvm.. its the tots tt count..
thx thx thx thx..
then after dance prac.. i buay tahan..
go toilet wash my legs n hands..
it was sooooooo cooling..
haha..
ive decided to bring my bath foam there to bathe tml..

then we went opposite to eat..
i was so hungry tt i ate two plates of chicken rice..
aargh.. im gaining weight again..
then me eunice n jiali went 7-11 to "shop shop"..
i found tt the biscuits my family was searching high n low for..
is in 7-11..
-______-" duhz..
ok.. nvm..
then i bot pack of chocolates..
my weight!!!
n i saw this bottle damn cute..
the straw goes curly wirly up the bottle..
lolx..
cost $2.95..
so i bot it..
then the person gave me a cardboard key..
she ask me to go jurong west 7-11 to match the key n see if im match wid their "key"..
then i can compete wid the other 21 person to win............... a car..
-_______-" duhz..
crazieee... as if i care..
my father dun drive too.. behbey!!

haha.. then went home..
n had been online doing my blog since..
its been done!!!!
yay!!!!

oh yah.. btw..
im gonna haf a mp3 soon..
my mother say tt she will pay the half n i pay the other half..
using my work pay!!!
yay!!! aalalalallal...

recently got one sec 1 boi tell me he lyk me..
omigawd.. tt's so............... ridiculous..
lolx.. umm.. sorrie..
i dun lyk boys my age n below..
lalalalallala...

Sunday, June 13, 2004

hihi..
hmm..
these two days went malaysia..
tt's y nv blog..
sorrie arh..
go there so sian one..
always got cheated by my mother..
say go there shopping..
her shopping mins eating..
grrrr...
no shopping at all loh..
but ate alot..
im gonna gain weight again..
lolx..
yep yep..
beta take a one last look at this skin..
cuz im gonna change it liao..
lolx..
umm..
mabbe sum of u hu r too late to see this entry..
will see this in another skin..
aargh..
wadever..
all tt matters is my entry..
lolx..

Friday, June 11, 2004

yay yay!!
baq to blogging..
hmm.. i feel so lucky ytd..
i finally can open my file ytd..
summore its an important file..
hahahahhaah.. yesh!!!

hmm.. nth to do today..
im so bored at home..
sianz..

Thursday, June 10, 2004

yay!!!
finally blogger is saved..
haha.. mins can blog liao..
ytd i got so much to blog..
but cant post loh..
i sian ji bua..
hahaha..
luckily today its revived again..
hmm..
lemme post for ytd..

[-9 June 2004-]
went to meet celine at city hall mrt..
she wanna meet me for lunch..
we ate bk..
she bot the shrek's donkey pillow for me..
whahahah..
i got my own pic on my pillow..
lolx..
then waited for gary..
was so alone loh..
then went to look at the barbie exhibition..
then watched abit of nutcracker i tink..
lolx.. wid the children..
then went to look at elmo soft toys..
damn cute..
got one is elmo in cookie monster's mouth..
when u open.. the elmo gifs a luff or smth lyk tt..
haha.. very blur the sound..
the salegirl there tot i crazieee..
cuz i was practically playing every toy available there..
n those r for babies..
duhz.. -_______-"
ok.. fine.. so he's finally reached..
then we went citylink 37d..
gary wanna buy clothes..
oh fine.. i brought $20 only..
then we left for orchard..
we r both damn hungry u see..
then on the way frm somerset mrt to cine..
we saw mr lim..
the counsellor tcher???
he was in red..
n walked past us as if we r invisible..
then went eat edo sushi..
yumz.. all salmon..
for me its ok..
cuz i lyk salmon..
but gary was so bored of only few variety..
he treated me edo sushi..
can u blif it??? hahaha..
then went heeren..
almost slipped outside..
so pai seh..
summore so many ppl looking at me..
ok fine..
then.. umm.. dun rmb wad happened.. haha..
then walked to far east..
while walking there..
i suggested we walk into tangs n cum out frm another entrance..
jus to enjoy the air-con..
then gary tot i was strange..
haha..
took neo prints..
walked arnd while gary trying to find clothes..
saw this nike shoes tts so nice..
but $299 n its for guys..
duhz.. -________-"
then gary suddenly rmb tt he lyk a shirt in heeren..
so.. we walked baq..
grrrr..
n i nearly slipped outside far east..
2nd time..
outside scotts..
i nearly slipped again..
3rd time..
i was lyk..
wtf is wrong is wid me todAy???
ok..
then we went in frm a entrance into tangs n out frm another entrance again..
haha..
then walked into lucky plaza n cum out frm the otheer side..
hahah..
then in paragon..
i nearly slipped again..
omigawd.. for the 4th time..
we saw mr ngan..
u noe the psl tcher last time??
yeah..
haha.. today is tchers' day..
lolx..
finally..
after so many obstacles..
we r baq at heeren again..
then shopped arnd..
correction.. walk arnd..
i nv shop at all..
ok.. gary did not buy anything at all too..
in DCP.. i accidentally discovered tt my pants are dirtied..
weird.. i nv sit on anything dirty today mah..
then went home..
on the bus.. gary kept using the pillow to hit my face..
jus to see my expression..
hey u sadist..
whahahah..
at home..
i finally realised wads the dirty thing..
it was the colour tt has faded frm my slippers mixed wid rain water..
n when i walk i splash the water onto my pants..
grrr... im so unlucky..

baq to today..
went work.. nth else..
haha..

oh yah.. to jasmine n everyone else..
u wanna me post ur burfday on my blog..
u muz leave me a msg wid ur burfday on it..
cuz im kinda forgetful..
i forget everyone's burfday..
haha..

lemme post a song here..
quite old..
but it's very nice..
appeared in little rascals b4..
n this little boy was singing it to a sweet girl..
haha..
very cute..
im typing out wad i heard..
so sum of the lyrics may be wrong..
n i dunno the singer n the title..
check out if u r interested.

[L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is for the very very extraordinary
E is everything I need

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Too in love can make it
(Girl: Take my heart but please don't break it)
Love was made for me and you]

cute song ryt?? hahaha..

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

bag to basic..
correction: baq to blogging..
lolx..

y izzit always blank when i cum here..
ive got so much to blog..
but i jus forgot them all..
grr..

tml going to lunch wid celine..
at city hall??
haha.. i dunno..
then going out wid gary hunkie..
lolx..
he wan to take photos wid me..
again..
lolx..
ok..
we r obsessed wid taking photos together..
lolx..
then i wanna go library to borrow sum bks..
i wanna catch up wid a lil bit of reading this hols..
hope i can finish 6 bks by the end of this hols..
it's been long since i stopped reading..
afterall.. we dun haf reading periods anymore..
feels there's a distance between me n bks..
oh.. my darling bks..
dun go away.. dun leave me..
hahahaha..
im lame im lame..
lalalal..
shuds..
i jus completely forgotten wad i wanna blog..
guess i beta take down notes nxt time..
hahah..
fancy taking down notes for blogging..
its lyk sum lecture huh??
hahahaha..

oh yah..
to joanne..
hmm.. i dunno whether im going to the chalet anot..
not a very big possibility..
n if im going..
i'll be going on sat..
after movie wid my cuz..
for lyk umm 2-3 hrs??
wanna meet me???
im not confirmed yet huh..

Monday, June 07, 2004

woottttTTt!!!
i went to my fren's frenster account..
saw her photos n discovered smth..
tt photo was lyk taken 4 yrs ago..
when i was in p6..
now then i realised it..
oh well..
haha.. nvm..
it;s all over..
lalala..

i went je library todae..
correction:
it's jurong regional library..
ok.. wads e big deal??
it's still a library..
hahahha..
it's damn big..
n i find its e only library im fitted to go..
whahaha..
cuz its noisy..
n im noisy..
at other libraries..
i sure get scolded by those IFL..
(IFL= Indian Female Librarian)
whahaha..
n its more organised now..
easier to find bks..
n there's cafe galilee..
nice cafe..
dunnid to go till wdlands to drink it anymore..
whahaha..

i wanna watch shrek!!!
shrekie.. shrekie.. wait for me huh??
whahahha..

Sunday, June 06, 2004

got baq my results ytd..
failed 2 subs..
but i got 8th out of 37 students..
omigawd..
i feel farking gd now.. hahaha..

ytd went orchard wid gary, ting, dine n celine..
did not buy anything also..
jus took pics wid them.. then went home..
wah.. at the bus stop damn scariee..
there's so many pple there..
ah bengs.. ah lians.. lesbians.. blah blah blah..
they look as if gonna eat me up sooner or ltr..
then got this grp of guys standing beside me..
i was so damn scared..
so i started walking the crabbie way while pretending to look out for my bus..
til the grp of guys were at one end of the bus stop..
n im at the other end..
whahaha..
luckily the bus came n i quickly got onto it n went home..

wahz.. sianz..
i forgot wad i wanna blog liao..

nvm.. oh yah.. for those hu visit my blog hoh..
got a chalet this fri-sun.. if u all wanna go..
inform yj.. not me.. not me..

btw.. me n jason was toking abt my nick..
[_* quEEn of wadeVa*_][i lEArnt wAd lUv is.. fRm luVinG u..][shesuxshesuxohbabywhenshefartshefartigocrazieee.. lolx..]
then i told him tt the first one very you ge xing..
the second one romantic..
the third one spoil the whole nick..
hahahahahah..
he say i multi-expression..

btw.. wanna go wild wild wet????
i wanna go!!!
haha..
got watch wwe ytd??
got see the match between eddie guerrero n JBL??
omigawd..
dun u tink tt the way eddie look at JBL (jus a big loser.. hahaha.. nice one..) is damn shuai loh..
awwww... im attracted to him..
but he beat pple damn fierce man..
attack head one..
until they bleed..
siao ta bor..
but cant blame him lah..
after wad they did to his mother..

Friday, June 04, 2004

today went working..
ez work.. ez money..
haha..
earned $80++ in7 hrs..
woot!!!
tml got money to go out loh..

btw..
if ya all dunno wad happen..
sum1 tagged at jason's blog..
n called me a bitch..
n ask me to mind my own business..
i jus wanna reply him..
so if u r not the "jason"..
u can jolly well stop here..
cuz the following may change ur impression of me..
hahaha..
but is u r e "jason"..
pls read on..

hey bastard..
i noe u r simply jealous cuz i got breasts n u only got ur pathetic penis which isnt even long enuff to be called a penis.. aiya.. dun be sad lah.. there's a dozen of different creams in this world which will boost up ur breasts n gifs u at least a C cup.. n u can start pulling urpenis everyday till it bcum 6 inches long ngo dropping out of pants swinging lyk an elephant trunk.. till then.. u will b the idol of every single gal n boy in this world.. n mabbe u can consider entering "the singapore idol"?? but rest assured.. im not gonna be in the "every single girl" category.. then u dunnid to be envy of me anymore.. cuz im sure u will be the winner of the contest wid ur elephant trunk.. haha.. n btw.. y do u lyk the name "jason"? i noe it sounds very original.. but u noe.. "farker" sounds very original too.. at least pple dun go arnd calling themselves farker ryt?? how does tt sounds to u?? n thanks for tinking so highly of me to call me a bitch.. it only mins tt im pretty enuff to be a bitch.. n i'll take tt as a compliment.. n if u ask me to mind my own business.. y dun u try having a blog all abt ur life.. n nobody else?? awww.. i tink it's gonna be so boring huh?? afterall.. hu will wan to noe abt a farker's life?? n so if u cant do it urself.. then dun expect others to do it.. got it??

hope to hear frm u soon.. n tink carefully og wad u gonna say in the future..

luv,
-seOwhUi-

Thursday, June 03, 2004

got watch news???
tml jurong library opening..
n they gonna haf a rock band performance on the 4th floor..
the teenager's section..
ooh!!!!
i wanna go..!!!
y everything happen while im bz???
im working tml loh..
can postpone the opening anot???
aargh..
haha.. but its gd..
frm now on got one more hangout le..
can go there study..
drink coffee n chat wid frens..
haha..
im so sad todAy..
everyone is watching harry potter except me..
wad is this??
i wanna watch too!!!
they all call me whether i wanna watch..
but no choice..
i hafta ren!!!
i wanna go out on sat nyt..
nvm.. i will watch it sumday..
btw.. hu wanna watch it too???
ask me hoh!!
i wanna watch shrek 2 too..
y is all the nice movies out in the hols..??
summore when im not free..
aargh..

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

hiyaAA!!!
baq for bloGGing again..
woke up at abt 1 bah..
then slack arnd while parents ask where we wanna go..
in the end decided to go orchard..
went robinsons..
bot my thingies.. haha..
pattie noes wad i bot ryt??
haha.. then went lucky plaza to eat..
my parents wnana eat the rabbit restaurant..
but it's not open.. too bad..
so went to eat pizza..
i cant blif i ate so much..
3 drumsticks.. 2 soups.. 3 slices of pizza n a cup of coke..
lolx.. my fats..
then went walking arnd at far east..
bot 6 chicken sticks frm tori-Q..
went home..
on the bus..
saw a guy.. abt 18 or 19 lyk tt..
but the amazing thing is he's got no armpit hair at all!!!
its true.. nth at all loh..
then i told my sis..
she typed on my hp..
"sum pple take the trouble to shave their armpit hair..
but he can save the trouble.."
lolx.. its damn farni..
went home n ate the 6 chicken sticks..
n the 3 slices of pizza which we da bao home..
im damn hungry.. dunno y..
my appetite so big these few days..
haha.. yep yep.. tts all..
tml hafta go work.. hope got work to do..
loaning $50 frm mother to go out on sat..
haha..

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

today woke up at 6.35..
so amazed at myself..
but partly is cuz my mother's noise..
then i dunno still so early..
so i was lyk..
y my alarm haven ring huh??
then i wait n wait..
still haven ring..
so i went to check..
wth.. still so early..
slp baq..
finally.. my alarm ring!!!!!!
y m i so happy abt my alarm??
ok.. fine.. so i went to call pat..
she still gong gong one..
then i prepared n changed..
when i wanna leave house..
she still haven prepare finish yet..
n its lyk 7.50 already??
ok.. so i wait n wait n wait..
n it's lyk 8.05 when i leave house..
i waited at the ex-pioneer jc bus stop for so long..
then she told me she taking taxi..
n it's already 8.23..
i dun wanna ryt compo leh..
luckily jacob was in gd mood.. haha..
went into the tok.. damn boring..
so we entertained ourselves by playing..
n my pervertedness came baq again..
haha.. ok fine.. *toot*toot*
after the tok.. which ended surprisingly early..
we went je to eat the jap food..
then went jp wid eunice, jane n wen xuan..
so boring..
then went toy'r'us to relive our childhood..
hahaha..
played alot inside.. wid the fisherman's toys..
haha.. dun luff leh.. it's real farn..
then we decided to buy a pack of animal snap cards n play in mac..
i noe it sounds childish.. but we really had fun..
eunice was craziee.. she hit the table so hard..
the whole table keep vibrating..
jane always react the fastest..
so i always ended up losing losing..
then got these two lil boys got attracted to our games..
haha.. im sure they will sit down bside ua if there's chairs..
then i rmb i got the mu-ee card got $4 off nxt purchase..
n its gonna expire soon..
so i gave it to eunice n jane to buy keychains..
then we went home..
on the bus.. i kept singing to irritate eunice..
wad did i sing???
"baby.. i wan my commission.." to the tune of
"i love tt thing u do" by busted..
haha..
oh yah.. btw.. i composed a song for jane chng..
using the tune of "she bangs"
"she sux.. she sux..
oh baby when she fart.. she fart..
i go craziee cuz she looks lyk an oval but her butt is so big..
lyk every pig in history.."
done.. haha.. enjoy it.. buhbyeee..
hmm.. had a serious tot abt him ytd..
n this few qns kept popping out of my head..
1) does he still luv her??
2) if he still does.. y did he flirt wid me??
3) n if he doesn't.. y did he flirt wid me too??
4) n y m i flirting wid him?? m i a bitch??

haiz.. it's my morality playing tricks wid me again..
but then again.. wads wrong wid flirting wid the one i lyk??
i min.. i dun flirt wid other guys except him wad..
but.. in the first place.. its wrong to flirt wid pple..

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juz nearly had a quarrel wid jason..
to tink tt he can almost wanna fall out wid me over a gurl..
haiz.. i min y is his reaction so big??
jus heck care abt them..
one day they will grow tired of wad they tink is fun now..
n i dun tink its ryt to fall out wid ur once-buddies over a ghurl..
i certainly wun fall out wid my frens over him..
tt's so stupid..
i hope u wun be angry at seeing this.. jason..
cuz im juz ryting wad i feel..
n if ur gonna hate me bcuz of this entry..
i wun blame u.. n i wun stop u either..
but i can tell u..
it's plain stupidity..

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[_*iF it was suppOsed to feel good.. theY wldnt caLL it a crusH..*_]

perhaps it's true huh??

Monday, May 31, 2004

lalAa.. hmm..
was supposed to work today..
but then in the end
my mother say no work..
so i stayed at home..
slacked.. slacked.. slacked..
then online.. went to read his
whole blog once again.. made me luff..
made me jealous.. haha..
found myself real craziee..
even tho im not going to bring
any bag tml to the science centre talk..
im actualli having the tots of bringing
my elmo in my pocket along..
haha.. how craziee i am..
but not as craziee as jason..
hmm.. correction.. is wei da..
he fell out wid the 2c guys over a ghurl..
wow.. the power of luv huh??
haha.. *jia you* k??
i noe how u feel.. haha..

accidentally knocked over a bowl of
soup on my sofa jus now..
n my father was actualli making a big
fuss out of it..
he said "im totally disappointed in you.."
wtf.. wads the big deal..
it's not as if i kill the whole family..
its jus an incident ryt??
wun kill u one de loh..
grr.. then he keep nagging n nagging while i clean up..
so i was lyk "yeah.. wadever.." n rolled my eyes..

tml going for science centre tok..
had a complimantary tic to the lotr exhibition..
haha.. thx sci centre...
after tt may go watch movie wid them..
confessions of a teenage drama queen!!
although i feel lyk watching shrek 2 beta..
cuz im in it!!
for those of u hu dunno..
im being called as the donkey by yuting..
fine...
haha..
muz go support me arh.. lolx..
lemme post a few nice songs..

The Reason
BY: Hoobastank
--------------
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you



I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


jus got my mandy moore cd out n then heard this song.. nice one.. really..

From Loving You
By: Mandy Moore
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I had you, I had everything I ever needed
From that first look I knew
I'd found heaven in your eyes
But who was to know the way it would go
I have no regrets
Glad to let you in
Wouldn't have missed one single moment
I would do it all over again

Chorus
'Coz I was loved
I was touched
And I learned what love is
And I learned what love is
I was blessed, so blessed
Coz I learned what love is
I learned what love is
From loving you

I held you, I held everything I ever dreamed of
With that first kiss from you
All this world seemed so right
But who was to see the way it would be
I'll never forget
The heaven that we shared
And I'll thank God for every moment
Every moment that I had you there

Chorus

Some people search their whole lives
Never found what I found in your eyes
Glad I got to get the chance to have you in my life
I won't be sad when I look back
Coz I was, I was

Chorus


Over My Head
By: Sum 41
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what happened to you
you've played the victim for so long now in this game
what i thought was true
is made of fiction and im following the same

but if i try
to make sense of this mess im in
im not sure where i should begin
im falling, im fallin

now im in over my head with something i said
completely misread im better off dead.
and now i can see how fake you can be
this hypocracy's beginning to get to me.

its none of my concern
why look to me because i dont believe in fame
i guess you never heard i've met our makers
they dont even know your name

but if i had to say good bye to leave this hell
id say my time has served me well
im falling
im falling

now im in over my head with something i said
completely misread im better off dead
and now i can see how fake you can be
this hypocracy's beginning to get to

this came long before those who suffer more
im too awake for this to be a nightmare
whats with my disgrace i lost the human race
no one plans for it to blow up in their face

who said it was easy to put back all these pieces
who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces

now im in over my head with something i said
completely misread im better off dead
and now i can see how fake you can be
this hypocracy's beginning to get to me

over my head
better off dead
over my head
better off dead


Waldorf Worldwide
By: Good Charlotte
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worldwideWHAT?!
waldorf, naptown ,worldwide
WHAT!
Come on, get up, get up, get up,
Come on, (yeah)
Break it,break it, break it down(tiki tiki)
Everything’s going to be alright now
Everything’s going to be alright
Get down, stay up all night now
Lets do this one more time
Everyday will be alright, alright
Bring it, bring it in what?
Bring in, the Verse…(uh)

Listen up 'cause there ain't nothin' funny,
I wanna hot girl and a little bit of money,
I wanna little house where my band can live,
'Cause we're tired of movin' every other weekend,
I wanna go to parties where they got no guns,
I wanna rock with my band I wanna have a little fun,
With thugs and punks and any other other type,
Can sing this song and we'll sing it all night (sing it!)

Chorus:
Everything's gonna be alright now,
Everything's gonna be alright,
Get down stay up all night now,
Let's do this one more time,
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright, alright

All I wanna do is kick the welfare,
All I wanna do is get my share,
All I wanna do is kick the welfare,
All I wanna do is get my share,
And I don't wanna run for the president,
I just want an honest way to pay my rent,
And I'm tired of the man always shuttin' us down,
Tired of my old man 'cause he's never around,
And I'm tired of eating off of other people's plates,
And I don't look important so they're tellin' me to wait,
Police records said they wouldn't exist,
I wanna know the meaning of a Christmas list,
Said all I wanna do is kick the welfare,
All I wanna do is get my share,
All I wanna do is make somethin' from nothin',
It's GC baby and we're workin' with somethin',(said)

CHORUS

We'll be self-made millionaires,
These lives we'll lead without a care,
Oh yeah,
And we'll see what we'll be,
Everything's gonna be alright now,
Everybody say oh yeah that's right,
Everything's gonna be alright now,
Everybody say it one more time,
Everything will be alright, everything will be alrighrt
(alright, alright)
We'll see you when we get there,
We'll see you when we get there,
On the video,
Or the radio,
In the magazines,
On the movie screens

Sunday, May 30, 2004

lalala.. today so tired.. woke up at 9.. then went to woke pat up.. she say call her baq at 10.. so went to bathe first.. then called her..

the carnival wasnt fun at all.. guess its bcuz none of us were in the mood to play.. those games i min.. so we went to the nearby hdb flat to play poker.. haha.. i keep winning.. but in the end lose.. then my mother called me to see if i wanna buy ze-bra.. so i jus went loh.. in the end i nv buy my ze-bra.. i wanna buy cd.. so we went baq to heeren.. then went flash n splash first.. pat shop damn slow.. can see frm my parents faces tt they r abit annoyed.. haha.. so i asked them to go home first.. then they say dun wan.. so we went hmv to find my cd.. cant find ne.. then my father started crapping n say tt he can sing too.. jus as nice as jay chou.. haha.. then started mumbling away.. btw.. got ne nice album to intro?? i dun wan the whole cd only got one nice song those kind hoh.. hu wans to pay $20 for one pathetic song..

then pat say she still wanna go upstairs to shop.. so my parents were lyk "lets go home first.." haha.. so we went to shop on our own.. nth to see..

then went queensway shopping centre to shop.. bot nth too.. then went home..

cant blif i nv spend my $10 at all.. yeah.. mins tt i got extra $10 to spend on sat.. btw.. my mother surprisingly permit me to go out on sat nyt!!!!! haha..

tt's all guys.. buhbyeee..

Saturday, May 29, 2004

i ytd pon sch.. so sian.. they go there clean classrm n dunno watch wad show.. so i nv go.. then after they end sch.. went out wid yt to orchard.. walked arnd.. saw nth i lyk.. heeren bcame so sian liao.. all the shop so farni now.. dun tink it will b as popular as last time..

lalala.. today went church.. brought jason along.. then ltr we all wanna go home.. but decided to stay n play instead.. they all went orchard.. we dun wan.. so we play within ourselves loh.. we played frm 7-9.. i noe its abit craziee.. n we played wadever we can tink of.. even strip poker.. lolx.. but we gal got 18 things to strip.. earrings.. slippers.. blah blah.. but jason only had 6.. haha.. then played heart attack.. damn pattie beat my hand till red loh.. haha..

my cuz say no work.. haiz.. but luckily i got second option.. work at my mother's factory.. beta than nth ryt?? haha.. im gonna work thru this whole wk n save up so tt i got money on sat.. it's my turn to go out on sat.. we going orchard again.. yeah!!! but if only my mother agrees to going out late.. but then i can tell her tt my whole wk all working.. so can only go out on sat nyt wad.. haha..

yt jus now msg me tt she saw him at orchard.. hmm.. im abit jealous n relieved lah.. jealous cuz its always yt hu saw him.. me nv.. relieve is tt i dunnid to see him.. dunno y also.. juz dun wanna see him.. even if see him also cant do anything ryt?? so see him for wad.. btw.. yt arh.. u nxt time see him dunnid to tell me.. k??

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

hmm.. today sch simply sux.. especially lit paper sux sux sux.. jane chng.. fuck u!!! our marks r so realistic loh.. y go cut out marks by 3.. u noe by this 3 marks.. i fail my paper 1??? grr...

today is xinwei n jason's burfday.. my two darling babies.. xw is my first baby.. n jason my dunno how mnay baby.. haha.. HAPPY BURFDAY MY DEAREST!! thx for drinking all my milk.. haha..

today in class play dai dee.. damn farni.. pat dunno how to play.. n she always put the wrong cards.. while others r playing.. me n pat had our own time together again.. we tok in such high pitch.. haha.. cant even hear wad each other is toking loh..

after sch.. went out wid yt.. went orchard pacific plaza shop.. saw a damn nice wallet at roxy.. but $29.90.. no money.. so dun buy.. then went to far east.. nth to shop at all.. so went heeren.. there.. i finalli bot my "queen of whatever" badge.. so nice.. then went flash n splash to meet xw, yx, gerogina n tammy.. there.. xw was comparing the wallet i saw at roxy wid another wallet.. she also lyk tt wallet too.. but the wallet got alot of compartments.. haha.. in the end.. i cant stand it anymore.. so i borrowed money n bot it.. haha.. now i haf a new wallet..

then went wid yx n yt to centrepoint.. i dunno there's such a place call centrepoint in orchard.. until i went inside.. then i realised i went there b4.. but i always call it the robinsons.. so i dunno the name of the mall was centrepoint.. hehe.. pai seh.. then after shopping for a while.. i went home.. now at home.. i dun dare to take out my wallet at all.. ltr my mother scold me.. im hiding it in my bag for the time being.. haha..

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

im even more happie today!!! i passed my bio!!!!! omigawd.. m i dreaming??? sum1 pinch me pls!!! hahahahaha...

after recess we had 5 free periods loh.. damn shuang.. in the class.. me, yx and pat started singing old songs.. those teresa teng ones.. and all the farni farni songs.. haha.. especially the "ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen.. wo ai ni you JI FEN!!!" haha.. so we go lyk each sing two words.. n it always end up wid yx or pat singing the JI FEN part.. then we wld burst out in lufters.. hahaha.. for those who dun understand chi.. JI FEN mins how much when spoken lyk JI3 FEN4 but mins chicken shit when spoken lyk JI1 FEN4.. so the mining of the song goes lyk this.. correct version: u ask me how deep i luv you.. how much i luv u.." but our version goes lyk this: u ask me how deep i luv u.. i luv u lyk chicken shit.." damn farni loh.. hahahaha..

then we ended playing truth or dare.. but all is dare loh.. no truth at all.. n we made up very ridiculous dare.. especially yx.. ive got 3 dares in the end.. the first dare i had to go n place my hand on jianwei or daniel's shoulders.. of cuz i choose jian wei's one.. so i was lyk.. walk there.. put my hand on his shoulder.. n quickly cum baq.. done.. haha.. the second dare is damn ridiculous.. i hafta go over to daniel n look at him in his eyes.. then ask him how long is his "thing".. then i hafta take out n ruler n offer to help him measure.. wah liao.. when i walk over there.. the guys were lyk "wad? wad?".. then i keep luffing n luffing.. everyone was looking at me trying to see wad im gonna do.. then i finally turned arnd.. n the grp of guys were predicting hu kenna the dare by me.. so when i walked up to daniel.. he was kinda shock.. lolx.. then i ask him.. "eh.. how long?" he say "long wad?" then i say "tt thing lah.." then he took out his hp n started measuring.. then ryan say 6 inch.. lolx.. but yx they all wan 3 significant numbers.. so they say smth lyk 6.21inch i tink.. hahah.. the tcher was looking at me all along loh.. haha.. summore a guy tcher.. wah liao.. the third dare i was supposed to tie my hair real high up n then go seduce a guy.. i surely dun wan loh.. so they say tie hair up n wave to rongine.. then they started the hair action.. omigawd.. they tie until my hair were lyk seaweed.. then i say i tie myself.. haha.. then i wave to rongine loh.. done..

pat more cham.. she had to tie her hair into 2 plaits high up n then shake her head in front of the guys.. but she look very cue with the hair style.. lyk a puppie dog.. so farni..

haha.. we of cuz nv let the tcher off lah.. amanda had to go over n ask the tcher for his phone number.. then say "i'll call u.. leave ur phone on.." so farni.. all suggested by me.. then the tcher at first dun wanna gif.. so we tell him is only dare.. then he typed in the number.. first look i already knew its fake number one.. but we still tried calling n it ended up as a not-in-use number.. damn farni..

n to tink we survived 5 free periods!!!! jus by all these lame things.. but lame things r always farni..

went bugis wid pat. yx. yt n gary.. feel so bus sick on the bus.. almost vomitted. but i jus luv long journey bus.. cuz my imagination can run wild on it.. haha.. then we went shopping arnd.. my stomach feel so damn pain so i took a seat.. then they all very guo fen.. left me alone n went up to nxt level.. then i went to find them.. saw them liao.. went up the escalator.. they went to hide again.. im so fed up loh.. i dun lyk the feeling of being lost in a shopping mall.. i got lost when i was small and since then i always stick wid my frens when i go out.. it's jus so scariee.. haha.. but nvm.. they dunno.. so nvm loh.. luff it off.. then we went.. TAKE NEOPRINTS again.. hahaha..

Monday, May 24, 2004

im so happie today.. i nv expect myself to pass chem!! haha.. i got 40+/75 for chem.. my father was lyk "did ur tcher count correctly?? u also can get 40+??" wah liao.. look down on ur daughter arh??? lalala..

in my english compo.. the marker was ms solastri.. omigawd.. she's so damn cute loh.. i ryt abt my ideal sch.. then she still comment "let's see how ur ideal sch looks lyk.." then she still say wad "beautiful handwriting-pleasure to read".. haha.. i replied her on the side.. "thank u! :)" haha..

after went wid yt, say n pat to j8.. walked alot.. now my leg damn sour.. nv did really buy anything.. but spent money on food mainly.. again.. haha.. yah.. tt;s all for today.. smileZ!!!

Sunday, May 23, 2004

i guess i nid u baby.. *sigh*
haiz.. didnt manage to get my phones baq.. im so damn angry at my auntie n my mother now.. b4 my aunt came baq.. i quickly go to slp.. so tt i dunnid to see her big face.. but she very kp one loh.. cum home first thing cum n look at me.. cuz she noes tt i'll b angry at her.. then she dun dare to do anything at first.. but she see tt i nv move.. so she tot i slept liao.. then she starts her action.. go arnd toking so loud.. then keep opening n closing my door.. then cum n wake me up.. i almost shouted at her if i nv control my temper.. wtf.. switch on the lite.. leave the door open.. then i cant stand it anymore.. i shouted at her to switch off the lite n close the door.. she only switch off the lite but refuse to close the door.. im so damn angry wid her.. then i ask my sis to close for me.. she also wan to kp.. order my sis not to close.. luckily my sis stand on my side.. wad do u wan huh?? too bad..

my mother even more cham.. confiscated my phones liao.. then say hols cannot go out.. my dearest mother.. y dun u even help me quite sch then??? then i'll not go out anymore.. n i'll stay at home n lock myself in the room all day all nite.. toking to my imaginary frens.. imagining tt i can fly.. then wanna fly off my block.. then u all can jolly well see me in coffin???

now im having cold war wid my auntie n my mother.. i refuse to tok to them.. i dun wanna tok to them either.. nth to tok between us.. i dun ka jiao u.. u beta dun ka jiao me.. dun agitate me.. or u beta watch out..

umm.. tt's for my family lah.. not u all.. haha.. still can ka jiao me lyk u all always do.. ok??
im stuck at home.. nowhere to go.. n my phones' been confiscated by my mother.. all thx to my damn aunt.. always lyk to complain.. n get us into troubles.. i realli feel lyk scolding her sum times.. but i'll feel guilty.. haiz.. nvm.. wo ren!!!

btw.. below r two songs tt ive composed.. umm.. not composed the lyrics actualli.. but the tune.. i jus came across the verses n the tune jus came into my mind.. so tt makes them a song.. haha..

Psalms 130:1-6
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From the depths of my despair
I call to You, Lord.
Hear my cry, O Lord;
listen to my call for help!
If You kept a record of our sins,
who could escape being condemned?
But You forgive us,
so that we should stand in awe of You

I wait eagerly for the Lord's help,
and in His words I trust.
I wait for the Lord
more eagerly than watchmen wait
for the dawn

I wait eagerly for the Lord's help,
and in His words I trust.
I wait for the Lord
more eagerly than watchmen wait
for the dawn

Than watchmen wait for the dawn.






Psalms 36:5-6 and 115:1
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Lord, Your constant love reaches the heavens;
Your faithfulness extends to the skies.
Your righteousness is towering like the mountains;
Your justice is like the depths of the sea.
People and animals are in Your care.

Not to us, O Lord, not to us,
but to Your name give glory,
for the sake of Your steafast
love and Your faithfulness.





the first song is kinda slow.. but the second song is celebration so it shld be sang in happiness.. haha..

Saturday, May 22, 2004

listen to this song.. u realli shld.. cuz it's realli damn nice.. reminds me of sum1.. a very sad song.. intro by patricia.. thx dear..

Everytime
By: Britney Spears
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Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong?
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, Baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, Baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done?
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, Baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you̢۪re haunting me
I guess I need you, Baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, Baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, Baby
















Are You Gonna Be my Girl
By: Jet
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(clears throat)

Go!

So 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine

I say you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine.

Oh, 4, 5, 6 c'mon and get your kicks
Now you don’t need that money
When you look like that, do ya honey

Big black boots,
Long brown hair,
She’s so sweet
With her get-back stare.

Well, I could see,
You home with me,
But you were with another man, yea!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yea!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?

Well, so 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine.

I say you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine.

Oh, 4, 5, 6 c'mon and get your kicks
Now you don’t need that money
With a face like that, do ya

Big black boots,
Long brown hair,
She’s so sweet
With her get-back stare.

Well, I could see,
You home with me,
But you were with another man, yea!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yea!

I said, are you gonna be my girl?

Oh yea
Oh yea
C'mon!

I could see
You home with me,
But you were with another man, yea!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yea!
Be my girl
Be my girl
Are you gonna be my girl?
Yea
im eating ice cream now.. haha.. jus now ate abalone for dinner.. r u envy of me?? three consecutive days of abalone haha..

today went orchard.. on the bus.. i was so scared tt i wld meet another pervert again.. so i chose a place where the side seats are taken up by a auntie.. haha.. safer.. met celine at orchard mrt.. then we helped yuting n pat to buy lunch box first.. then we sat down on the stairs n tok.. celine gave me a mission.. to reach out to yih jiun.. hmm.. im so excited.. haha.. im gonna be a leader soon.. she says tt i haf a bond wid her.. tt even tho on thanksgiving day.. i arrived late at celine's hse.. but she rmbed me the best.. celine said tt a few days ago.. she called yih jiun.. then she suddenly ask abt me.. so she feels tt there's a special bond between us.. n so she challenged me to reach out to yih jiun.. n she's given me three months to bring her to church.. ive accepted the challenge.. n m determined to do my bez!!! haha.. i'll start by being her fren n understand more of her first..

then after eating we went shopping for awhile then went for congre.. there.. we had cell.. celine helped me pray for my mission.. thx celine!!!

then went church.. i dunno y.. but im especially happy in today;s service.. haha.. i was singing n jumping.. very farn.. haha.. tt's the end of my day..

oh yah.. jason.. dun forget u promise me to go church nxt sat!!!

Friday, May 21, 2004

yoz.. im baq n free frm all worries.. haha.. my exam has ended.. yay!!! but life's been kinda boring for me.. cuz i nv did managed to save any money to go out during this wk although i always went home quite early.. haha.. but nvm.. at least can catch up wid my slp..

ytd after sch.. me yt n gary went to bugis to craze.. we went to eat sakae.. haha.. i ate so much man.. damn.. im gonna be fat again.. then went arnd edge walk walk.. nth to see at all but alot of shuai ges.. haha.. gary seemed more excited than us.. gary.. u homo!!!! lolx.. there alot of stairs.. damn.. my knee cap so pain still keep climbing stairs.. aargh..

then went taking neo print.. $36 worth of neo prints.. we r crazieee.. got one machine is actualli u hafta choose the photos tt u dun wan.. but we dunno.. so we go n choose those we wan.. in the end cum out those ugly one.. $9 wasted.. so sad.. then the other machine u can choose to play songs while u take.. but we dunno tt the camera goes by the beats of the songs.. so its lyk 21 shots in a song.. can imagine how quick we hafta tink abt our pose.. inside the machine.. we were lyk.. where now where now?? cuz got two cameras n only 3 secs between each shot.. so we hafta find the correct camera n tink of a pose in 3 secs!!! wah.. big challenge man.. but its quite fun.. cuz in the end u can see tt alot of our photos ended up face being coloured off..etc.. haha..

chatted wid nadzri.. found out tt he's a malay but race is cantonese+indonesia.. chim.. simple minded man wid a complicated blood.. haha.. he's the real alien man.. n btw.. im not ur ah ma nor an alien.. im a perfectly normal human being.. haha..

reminder for all those going to css carnival: it's nxt sunday ok!!! rmb.. haha..

he's not going liao.. so sad.. but quite relieved tho.. cuz i was kinda hoping tt he wun go.. i min if he has frens going along wid him.. its perfectly alright.. but if he's going alone.. i dunno how to entertain him.. so smth gd cums out in the end also.. haha..

watched elmo's world today.. im so sad.. its at 1 every friday.. but i haf sch.. unless i rush home.. not fun.. hmm.. toking abt him.. i find tt he causes me alot of heartaches??? n yet all these makes me luv him more???? i guess so.. haha.. im being a bit mushy here.. dun blame me.. ok i'll stop all my crapping here..

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

hehe.. rmb my long fingernails.. hmm.. i cant bear to cut them so i took down photos of every single one of my fingernails.. haha.. ms wong.. jus u wait.. im gonna grow them again this holiday!!!

left thumb:



left index:



left middle finger:



left ring finger:



left small finger:



ryt thumb:



ryt index:



ryt middle:



ryt ring finger:



ryt small:

finalli squeezed out sum time to cum online.. hahah.. not saying i very bz.. but is i promised my parents not to cum online during exam.. but now since they not at home.. n im waiting for my hair to dry b4 going to slp.. so mite as well sum online loh.. haha.. update u all wid my 2 days event..

ooh.. finalli bio over.. during bio i was lyk.. omigawd.. thank god thank god.. cuz most of the things ive already learn last minute.. so i briefly noe the ans.. haha.. then nxt is e maths paper 1.. damn.. alot dunno how to do loh.. then i dun care.. wadeva ans i got i jus ryt down.. at least got abit of working marks ryt.. after sch.. went clementi mac wid gary, yx n yt.. in the mac.. i dunno y.. got the luffing disease frm dunno hu.. i was luffing every second, every minute n every hr.. looks lyk my mouth gonna cramp soon.. haha..

then todae first paper is english.. wah.. the passage.. oohhhhhhhh.. lolx.. is abt sum spanking on guys buttocks.. lolx.. then nxt paper is chem.. grr.. i jus ryt wadeva rubbish i cld tink of.. i realli dun understand chem.. i nv listen to tia b4.. it's juz too bad for me.. no hope for chem liao.. after sch went ginza's mac to eat sundae.. haha.. im recently hooked on mac's sundae n their ice lemon tea.. i also dunno y.. lolx.. tml lit paper 2 n a maths.. im dead!!! cum attend my funeral tml.. rmb.. buy sundae n ice lemon tea for me!!! haha..

Saturday, May 15, 2004

hie hie!!! haha.. hafta bear wid me for a while.. im having my mid yr exam now.. n m doing my last minute revision.. which mins no blogging for lyk one wk till its over this cuming thurs.. well.. today quite alot of things to report here.. haha..

hmm.. todae woke up at 7 lyk tt.. hatta go sch for maths revision.. sian.. meet pat at 7-11.. bot sum snacks to pls my growling stomach b4 i go to class.. no choice.. did not haf tym to drink milk todae.. then we force all the food down our mouth b4 entering the classrm.. but hu noes.. we saw the guys bringing all the tidbits into the class n big gulps.. wah liao.. y did i eat so fast??? my stomach is still growling.. then i cant stand it anymore.. i went to 7-11 wid yuting.. haha.. notti me.. fancy me going to 7-11 in the middle of a maths lesson when we told ms tan tt we r going toilet.. lolx.. she muz haf been tinking wad we r doing in the toilet tt took us so long.. but we've already got it all planned. if she's gonna ask.. we'll jus say gals thing.. haha.. i bot sweets and a big gulp too.. then i smsed pat to sit near the door.. then when we reach.. we'll pass it to her.. then she'll smuggle it into the class.. but then ms tan dun even care.. so we jus took it into the class in front of her.. haha.. then we keep drinking and eating in class.. its more lyk a picnic then a maths lesson.. after finishing the drink.. we bite the ice then use it to shoot at pple.. lolx!!! so farni.. haha.. the whole lesson we were not listening loh.. haha.. then after tt went home straight.. cuz brandon's cuming my hse today.. haha..

while walking outside the sch.. i told bifen n pat abt the free ocbc 143 bus.. little did we expect it to pass by us a few moments after we talked abt it.. we were lyk.. stunned.. haha.. but it was going at the opposite direction.. too bad for us.. haha.. met my ah gong at the bus stop.. he gave me n my frens you tiao to eat.. hahaha.. but they dun wan..

when reached home.. they werent here yet.. so i jus slack arnd then in the end went to slp.. juz when i was abt to doze off.. they came.. then my cuz-emily, wake me up.. haiz.. their timing was so ryt.. hahah.. then we were prepared to go out when my ah gong said tt the crabs are ready.. so i went to eat instead.. haha.. then she went to call my auntie and told them to come over faster.. then my another cuz-elaine, wanna go shopping too.. so we waited for them while eating crabbie.. yum.. when they came.. elaine had to bathe.. so i went to changed.. then my sis wanna go too.. n she went to bathe.. so we waited again.. finally.. we can go out.. haha.. we took a cab to jp.. shop arnd there for lyk umm.. 30 mins deciding wad to eat.. dunno kopitiam or fast food.. then they suddenly wanna watch movie.. n we went to check out the movie timing.. wah kaoz.. only 3 movies were screening.. wth.. nvm.. so we decided to go kopitiam.. but it was so crowded.. there's no more place for us to sit.. then elaine suddenly ask if we wanna eat jap food.. haha.. she asked at the ryt time.. emily decided to treat us to fiesta.. ooh.. there.. i discovered tt i realli can eat man.. i ate 2 plates of salmon (*yumZ*), 1 cha soba, and abt 5-6 plates of sushi.. darn.. all my sit ups haf gone to waste.. haha.. but i cant resist the temptation of gd food.. haha.. the 4 of us eat to a total of $80.. fiesta actualli quite cheap huh??? cheaper then edo or sakae.. n the service beta.. n the food nicer.. then i went to buy a top.. quite nice.. spaghetti strap i tink.. n emily also bot a top too.. then we took a cab home..

at home.. i tried out the top.. it's lyk so tite loh.. for gdness sake.. i let my 10 yr old cuz-calista, try.. it's lyk also abit quite tite for her.. i tink this top is meant for those baby.. haha.. but she wear quite nice.. so her mother bot frm me.. haha.. did not waste my money.. emily also cant wear her top.. but calista's mother can wear n it's quite nice on her.. so she bot it also.. haha.. our shopping lyk a mess lyk tt..

i discovered tt brandon dun lyk me at all.. he's so bad.. whenever i tok to him or play wid him or carry him.. he will cry.. wads the prob wid him???? i nv met wid this kind of prob b4 wid babies.. his the first.. grrr.. nvm..

hmm.. i've found a hols job liao.. actualli not found lah.. still not confirmed yet.. my parents ask me to work outside to see the world instead of going to their factory where im being pampered (oh yeah..).. im going to work as a waitress at a restaurant at esplanade.. emily's a captain there.. so it shld be quite ez for me to get this part time job.. haha.. quite a gd job.. i jus nid to carry the dishes to the tables n then clear them off the tables.. tt's all.. frm 6pm-10pm everyday.. $6 per hr.. flexible working time also.. u wanna cum u cum.. dun wanna cum dun cum.. quite a gd deal huh?? 4hr=$24.. 10 days n i'll haf $240.. wah.. im rich!!! it's beta then working in my mother's factory.. haha.. work until lyk cow lyk tt.. craziee.. haha.. wish me gd luck for getting the job ok??? thx!!!!

wah.. ive rite so much.. toldya ive got alot of things to update u all liao mah.. haha.. thx for da patience huh??? lolx.. luv ya all!!!


wid lotsa luv n hugs n kisses n smooches n cookies n cream.. :P
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seOwhUi
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quEEnie of wadeVa!!

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

im so blessed.. blif it or not.. i've got 2 pat's kiss n christina's kiss on my ryt cheek.. n 2 pat's kiss n 2 christina's kiss on my left cheek.. haha.. so farni.. pat always kiss me in toilet.. while christina kisses me in public.. in front of so many students.. lolx.. so nice.. wanna kiss them baq too.. but im gonna save my first kiss as i've said.. hehez.. *muackZ*
haiz.. im so damn sad now.. ms wong discovered my nails.. she asked me to cut it immediately.. haiz.. so damn suay.. shld i cut.. wah liao.. 1 month plus liao.. lyk tt one cut it's all gone.. sian.. wad shld i do.. im in a dilemna now.. shld i cut???? grr...

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

this are the few pics which i took today.. haha..

my dinner today:



my middle finger:



few pics which i tink nice:











wait lemme get this clear first.. i did post ytd.. but tis stupid com dunno y suddenly d/c..n i hafta restart the whole com.. so i decided to blog today.. nvm.. this following entry is all abt ytd.. rmb.. ytd hoh..

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10/5/2004

hmm.. nth happened leh.. jus tt i did not bring any bks to sch today.. n so i keep trying to escape the view of tchers.. haha.. then after sch when going out of sch.. tt benedict damn him.. he pass by me.. then he suddenly ask another guy "eh.. did *toot* buy you anything??" then i was lyk totally shocked.. then i suddenly rmb tt he noes abt it too.. so i stared at him.. n pat luffed.. haha.. but nvm.. i tolerate..

then went polyclinic wid dine.. she sms sum idiot n tt idiot said smth which makes me so sad.. nvm.. shant say anything abt it..

more songs for today.. all by spice gals..

2 Become 1
By: Spice Girls
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Candle light and soul forever
a dream of you and me together,
Say you believe it, say you believe it,

Free your mind from doubt and danger,
Be for real don't be a stranger,
We can achieve it, we can achieve it

Come a little bit closer baby, come on, get it on,
'Cause tonight is the night when two become one

I need some love like I never needed love before,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
I had a little love, now I'm back for more,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
Set your spirit free, it's the only way to be.

Silly games that you were playing,
Empty words we both were saying,
Let's work it out boy, let's work it out boy,

Any deal that we endeavour,
Boys and girls are good together,
Take it or leave it, take it or leave it

Are you as good as I remember baby,come on , get it on,
'Cause tonight is the night when two become one

I need some love like I never needed love before,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
I had a little love, now I'm back for more,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
Set your spirit free, it's the only way to be.

Be a little bit wiser baby, put it on, put it on,
'Cause tonight is the night when two become one

I need some love like I never needed love before,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
I had a little love, now I'm back for more,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
I need some lovin like I never needed love before,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
I had a little love, now I'm back for more,
(wanna make love to ya baby)
Set your spirit free, it's the only way to be.

It's the only way to be
It's the only way to be

ps: this song quite nice.. introduced by jason ong.. by i noe tt i heard it sumwhere b4..

Mama
By: Spice Girls
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She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line,
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would
become the friend I never had.

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're My friend.

I didn't want to hear it then but
I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you
said and did was right for me,
I had a lot of time to think about,
about the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibility.

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're My friend.

But now I'm sure I know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all all I can give you is love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're My friend.

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend.

ps: this was once my pri sch's tcher day song.. they simply changed the word "mama" to "teacher".. lame but.. its the tots tt counts ryt?? haha..

Stop
By: Spice Girls
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You just walk in, I make you smile,
It's cool but you don't even know me,
You take an inch, I run a mile,
Can't win you're always right behind me.
And we know that you could go and find some other,
Take or leave it or just don't even bother.
Caught in a craze, it's just a phase,
or will this be around forever.

Don't you know it's going to fast,
Racing so hard you know it won't last.
Don't you know, what can't you see,
Slow it down,
read the signs so you know just where you're going.

Stop right now, thank you very much,
I need somebody with the human touch,
Hey you always on the run,
Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun,

Do do ... always be together,
Ba da ... stay that way forever.

And we know that you could go and find some other,
Take or leave it 'cause we've always got each other.
You know who you are and yes, you're gonna breakdown,
You're crossed the line so you're gonna have to turn around.

Don't you know it's going to fast,
racing so hard you know it won't last,
Don't you know, what can't you see,
Slow it down,
read the signs so you know just where you're going.

Stop right now, thank you very much,
I need somebody with the human touch,
Hey you always on the run,
Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun.

Gotta keep it down honey, lay your back on the line
'Cause I don't care about the money,
Don't be wasting my time,
You need less speed, get off my case,
You gotta slow it down baby, just get out of my face.

Stop right now, thank you very much,
I need somebody with the human touch,
Hey you always on the run,
Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun.

Stop right now, thank you very much,
I need somebody with the human touch,
Hey you always on the run,
Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun.

Stop right now, (Stop right now) thank you very much,
(We wanna thank you)
I need somebody with (wanna thank you) the human touch,
(Stop right now)
Hey you always on the run,
Gotta (Thank you very much) slow it down baby,
gotta have some fun (thank you very much).

ps: i've been looking for this song very long.. but i jus dunno the title.. but now.. iv found it.. all thanks to jason too..

Holler
By: Spice Girls
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I wanna make you holler
(come on, uh, yeah yeah, let me see ya holler)
Imagine us together
(let me see ya holler, darkchild, darkchild, come on)
Don't be afraid to play my game
(let's go)

Boy don't you hesitate
I won't keep waiting for you
To come and let me take
You to my fantasy room
You're gonna like it there
And all the things that I do
I'll treat you right all through the night

We can do anything
I'll take you all the places you wanna be
(I'll take you there, I'll take you there)
I'll be your fantasy
Everything you want you will find in me
If you play my game, yeah

I wanna make you holler
And hear you scream my name (scream my name)
I'll give you rules to follow (oh)
So you can play my game (play my game)
Imagine us together (together)
Me driving you insane (driving you insane, yeah)
You will give into me (into me)
Don't be afraid to play my game (just play my game)

So what you gonna do
Now that I've got you with me
You've gotta show me boy
Cause nothing comes for free
Start from the bottom and
Work your way up slowly
Don't be afraid to play my game

We can go all night long
Doing things you thought you would never do
(and I won't tell no lie)
I won't tell anyone
What we do, it's just for me and you
So come and play my game

I wanna make you holler (hooo-hoo)
And hear you scream my name
(scream my name, yeah-yeah)
I'll give you rules to follow
So you can play my game (you can play my game)
Imagine us together (imagine us)
Me driving you insane (driving you insane)
You will give into me (into me, yeah)
Don't be afraid to play my game

I wanna make you holler (holler holler)
And hear you scream my name (make you scream my name)
I'll give you rules to follow (follow follow)
So you can play my game (you can play my game)
Imagine us together (imagine us)
Me driving you insane (driving you insane)
You will give into me (ah yeah)
Don't be afraid to play my game

I wanna make you holler
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, holler, come on)
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, come on, come on)
I wanna make you holler ah-ah-ah-oller
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, holler, come on)
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, come, on, come on)
I wanna make you holler
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, holler, come on)
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, come on, come on)
I wanna make you holler ah-ah-ah-oller
(Holler, holler, holler, holler, come on, come on)
(Let me see ya holler, darkchild, come on)

We can go all night long
Doing things you thought you would never do
(and I won't tell them)
I won't tell anyone
Cause everything is just between me and you
But you gotta play my game, yeah

I wanna make you holler (all night)
And hear you scream my name (all night long)
I'll give you rules to follow (follow me)
So you can play my game (you can play my game)
Imagine us together
Me driving you insane (me driving you insane)
You will give into me (give into me)
Don't be afraid to play my game

I wanna make you holler
And hear you scream my name
I'll give you rules to follow
So you can play my game
Imagine us together
Me driving you insane
You will give into me
Don't be afraid to play my game

I wanna make you holler
I'll give you rules to follow
(let me see ya holler)
Imagine us together
Me driving you insane

ps: so cute.. lyk doing sex lyk tt.. haha..

Let Love Lead The Way

By: Spice Girls
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What makes this world go round
Will the answer let her down
She is so sweet and young
And her life has just begun

What does her future hold
Thats a story left unknown

Will she make it through her days
Let our Love lead the way

Part of me laughs
(oooooh)
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why
(Question why)
Why is there joy
Why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day your here
Next you are gone
No matter what we must go on
Just Keep the faith and
Let Love Lead the Way

Every thing will work out fine
if you let love
Let Love lead the way

Sitting there all alone
in the window of her room
Watching the world go by
brings tears to her eyes

All she sees is hurt and pain
She wants to brake the chain

She'll keep pressing every day
and she'll find her own sweet way
hey

Part of me laughs
(Me laughs and)
Part of me cries
(I cry)
Part of me wants to question why
(Question why)
Why is there joy
Why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day your here
(Your here)
Next day your gone
(Your gone)

No matter what we must go on
(I will go on)
Just Keep the faith and
(Keep the faith)
Let Love lead the way

I know I know I know I know I know

You can be all bad
And still can be who you are
Youv'e got to know for sure
That it isn't make believe

You may feel weak
But you are strong
Don't you give up

If you keep holding on
You'll never be wrong
Just close youre eyes cos it lies
Deep in your heart

Yeah

Part of me laughs
Part of me cries
(I cry)
Part of me wants to question w
(Question why)
Why is there joy
Why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day your here
(your here)
Next you are gone
no matter what
We must go on
(We must)
Just keep the faith and
Let love lead the way
(lead the way)

Every thing will work out fine if you let love
let love lead the way

Love lead the way

ps: this was once my fave song.. real nice..

Goodbye
By: Spice Girls
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No no no no, no no no no, no no no no

Listen little child, there will come a day
When you will be able, able to say
Never mind the pain, or the aggravation
You know there's a better way, for you and me to be

Look for a rainbow in every storm
Fly like an angel, heaven sent to me

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,
but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the pain
turns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it - no no no

No no no no

Just a little girl, big imagination
Never letting no-one take it away
Went into the world, what a revelation
She found there's a better way for you and me to be

Look for a rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain, love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,
but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the pain
turns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it
No no no no
You know it's time to say goodbye
No no no no

(bridge)

The times when we would play about
The way we used to scream and shout
We never dreamt you'd go your own sweet way

Look for a rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know your gone, you said you're gone,
but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (you gotta keep it strong before the
pain turns into fear)

So glad we made it time will never never ever change it

No no no no
you know it's time to say goodbye
No no no no
and don't forget you can rely

No no no no
you know it's time to say goodbye
No no no no
and don't forget on me you can rely

No no no no
I will help, help you on your way

No no no no
I will be with you every day
no no no no
I will be with you every day...

ps: nice ryt??? the song sounds so sad.. but u wun feel sad actualli when u sing this song.. it's jus lyk another feeling altogether.. haha..

end of my song intro.. hope ya all enjoy it..

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ok.. baq to today.. hmm.. its lyk free priods the whole day.. we were supposed to do self study.. but most of us were playing.. i touched ryan's six packs n muscles.. wah.. damn solid man.. haha.. then went out wid gary n yt to take neo prints at cine.. we r so bo liao.. haha.. saw two gals wad their skirt hanging so low tt half of their butt actualli can be seen.. haha.. n got this two guys behind.. they were staring n trying to hold baq their lufter.. lolx!!! yah tt's abt it.. nth more.. buhbyeeee..

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Beautiful
By: Christina Aguilera
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Don't look at me
Mm, mm,
Yeah, eah, oh, ooh,

Everyday is so wonderful, then suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure, from all the pain
I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring me down, Oh no
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness, the pieces gone,
Left the puzzle undone, ain't that the way it is?

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, no, no
Cause you are beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring you down. Oh, no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do, (No matter what we do)
No matter what we say, (No matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune, (yeah) full of beautiful mistakes (oh yeah)
And everywhere we go, (And everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(The sun will Always, Always, Shine)
And tomorrow we might awake on the other side

'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes words won't bring us down, no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring us down, oh , no
So don't you bring me down today

Mm, yeah, don't you bring me down today
Yeah, yeah, ooh,
Don't you bring me down, ooh, today
sadly.. nth happened this 2 days leh.. i nv go out at all.. stuck at home.. cant go out liao lah.. hafta save up $54 for my phone bill.. haiz.. y did i haf them as my parents.. other kids nv hafta worry abt their phone bills.. they dun even hafta pay.. but i haf to.. damn..

cho shuen quitting sch liao.. she's returning baq to hong kong.. haiz.. so sad.. one classmate less..

yah.. i guess tt;s all.. nth much loh..

Friday, May 07, 2004

yay!! guess wad.. i changed the whole blog skin.. BY MYSELF!!!! haha.. except the tagboard.. it's too diff liao.. i wanna change a nicer looking one also.. haha.. i cant blif it man.. i managed to do it.. aargh!!! haha..

todae me n gary were lyk spies.. haha.. spy kids 3!!.. we were following dine n another guy.. but in then end.. they still saw us.. n we sat bside them..

the guy.. for ur info.. not bad lah.. call jon.. me n gary made up this joke..

us:hey.. jon.. ur dick long??
jon:yah..
us:oh.. long jon..
us:izzit silver?
jon:yeah..
us:oh.. long jon silver..

hahahaha.. i noe its not farni.. but at tt point of tym.. we had a gd luff at it..

i find him simply the long lost bro of elmo.. he realli has elmo's gan jue loh.. wah.. i at first tot if it is realli elmo.. but the bad point is.. he has the looks of lilian's ex-alex.. but beta looking tt the alex lah.. haha.. overall.. nice.. is a punk.. tt's wad dine said.. haha.. after a long day at coffeebean.. we decided not to follow any longer n went home..

Thursday, May 06, 2004

baq to blogging.. sorrie i was disappearing for lyk 3 days i guess?? cuz i guess i wasnt in the mood of being online.. even if i was.. im probably away watching smth on the tv.. quite alot of things happen these 3 days.. lemme recall..

i cant rmb anything on tues tho.. haha.. oh yah.. rmb liao.. umm.. stayed baq to do e stupid bio correction n mind map.. but luckily she lemme off with a small lecture of how i can squeeze the whole chapter of digestion into one simple mind map.. haha.. then went home.. pat went to study wid hj, derrick n christina.. i did not go.. cant study in grps..

on wed.. i had my eng oral.. damn shit lah.. tio jane chng again.. the last time she took me.. she was slping away while i tok.. n i actualli stared at her wondering whether she's gonna do smth else.. but she told me to continue w/o even opening her eyes.. wad tcher is this??? so this tym when she said tt she's taking us again.. i was lyk omg.. n gave those kind of expression.. then ltr she told me tt she saw my expression.. n i was lyk oh shit.. she definitely got a bad impression of me.. im dead.. so i did not realli pinned my hopes on oral anymore.. jus let her prompt.. after tt.. went clementi wid pat n dine.. found our sch was actualli on headlines for tt mdm quah incident.. haha.. so farni.. then the whole tym dine was choosing a pair of specs to buy.. then after tt went home..

then today.. hmm.. wad happened today?? oh yah.. ms ho's leaving.. wah.. we r so sad.. but luckily ive got her email address added on my list long ago.. still can keep in contact.. haha.. then went clementi again to buy pat's animal biscuit n my concession pass.. after tt went home..

notice these few days i nv realli go out but went home?? dunno y leh.. it's either im sick or pat dun wanna go out.. so we saved quite alot these few days.. haha..

Sunday, May 02, 2004

juz watch "the real beckham".. victoria was realli mushy mushy.. haha.. they keep kissing.. n vic keep leaking out glimpse of her boobs.. lolx..

jus watched a clip intro by joanne.. real sad.. it's abt this boi n gal hu r in luv wid each other.. the gal waiting for the boi to say he luvs her.. but the guy dunno how to say.. so they continued as frens.. then one day.. the gal had to go overseas to "study".. actualli she haf to cure her illness in us.. but the guy dunno.. 2 yrs ltr.. the gal came baq.. but the guy got gf le.. haiz.. damn sad.. this is only part 1.. they going to publish part 2 liao.. will keep ya all informed.. btw.. the address is as below:

http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/xp/0404/363632.html

hope ya enjoy it..

Saturday, May 01, 2004

lalala.. nth much happened todae.. jus tt i went church.. then do the usual stuff.. but todae is pastor lawrence khong!!! he's baq frm the magic shows in malaysia.. n he's gonna proceed to thailand for 6 wks.. gonna pray for him..

encounter wkend is on 28-30 of may.. shld i go?? i wanna go.. but i scared my parents dun allow.. n if i go.. i can only go css carnival in the afternoon.. haha.. gonna try my best to go.. pray tt pat going too!!!

jus went to read jason's blog.. found sum1 so agitated by a single sentence "5566 sux!" n tt person scolded jason.. haha.. y so bo liao?? nobody's forcing to read ryt?? if u r realli so annoyed by his blog.. u noe there's a "x" icon on the top ryt corner of the webby??? press it lah.. dumbo.. haha.. i realli think tt the person shldnt be so annoyed.. n so i wanna make it clear here tt if u r annoyed by my blog sumhow.. u can do the same by clicking on the "x" icon on the top ryt of my webby.. haha.. i dun care hu u r too.. it's not my business if i hurt u.. this is my blog.. i haf the ryts to express all my views here..