haiz.. not in gd mood today.. jus woke up n saw my mother acting weirdly..then saw her using a tissue to wipe her tears.. i noe smth is definitely wrong.. they are always doing this.. wads the big deal man.. do they always hafta resolve to divorce after a quarrel?? n lemme suffer.. they r so unfair.. whenever they quarrel.. my sis is always not at home.. then i'll suffer alone.. but this tym is big.. my mother left hse.. omaigawd.. i cant stand it anymore.. n my tears jus rolled down when i saw her open the door.. then i ate my breakfast with my tears still flowing.. my father explained wad happened to me n my auntie in hokkien.. wah.. i dun even understand wad he toking abt.. all i noe is tt my mother said tt the only soulution is getting a divorce.. then i ran into my bedrm n cried.. all the while i was praying n thinking of sum1 whom i can tok to.. n all i can tink of is celine.. so i msged her n she called me baq.. she prayed for me n consoled me.. i felt abit beta.. thx for all tt u've done.. then i called my mother n beg her to cum baq n tok it out.. she keep saying tt im still very young.. i cant do anything.. hey.. dun doubt me ok.. i may noe more things then adults do.. at least my faith is bigger than urs.. then she agreed to cum baq..
then i took out the bible to read n a worship cd n on it till very loud.. then my tears flow out lyk waterfall lyk tt.. i keep praying n prayin n praying.. then my father came into the rm.. he tok to me n i asked him to try it out n go to church nxt wk.. he damn stubborn.. no matter how i beg him n ask him to go for the sake of me.. he jus wun go.. i tink im going to ask them to go again ltr when they are toking..
now im most worried abt my auntie.. my auntie is supporting my father.. i scared tt ltr when they r toking.. my auntie will say smth against my mother n a fite will break out.. oh shit.. celine asked me not to tink abt the consequences now..
haiz.. nvm.. i guess tt's all.. wish i can bring baq gd news to all of u the nxt tym i ryt again.. pray hard for me can?? thx..
