Saturday, November 27, 2004

NADZ!!!! WHEN DID I GET INVOLVED IN UR MOVIE???? I NV AGREEEEEEEE!!!!

hmm... wasnt in a gd mood today.. not angry i min.. but wasnt feeling gd.. er.. wad m i toking abt.. nvm.. jus not happy.. not angry n not sad lah.. but dun feel lyk luffing.. or joking..

did not wan to go dance today.. my mama woke me up at 7.. but i dragged all the way til 7.20 then pull myself up to wash up.. then i went all the way to clementi mac to meet them.. mdm ji giving treat.. but i nv eat alot.. jus asked for 2 hashbrowns.. i really wasnt in the mood.. haiz..

then went for dance.. the whole time they were luffing.. but i was lyk.. "HA HA HA".. i guess i mus haf looked really depressed.. bcuz georgina asked me y im so quiet today.. the only person hu really made me luff today is zhiming.. he so damn funny loh.. he look at my eye so deeply.. he played wid me.. then we were toking abt our odd habits.. blah blah.. lolx.. then we were luffing abt body odours.. he was singing love songs to me.. trying to cheer me up.. n i sang along.. n in the end.. liu lao shi was luffing at both of us.. n in the end.. we got punished for tt.. yucks.. but hmm.. at least it made me smile..

then went to watch polar express.. the movie damn nice.. the animation so real! didnt wan to leave the cinema at all.. lol..

then went to church.. but i really wasnt in the mood.. n i didnt sing along for most songs.. haiz.. wads wid me today????

onto sum of my tots of the day..

haiz.. i once tot tt true luv is fearless of any obstacles.. n i always tot tt my relationships will b perfect.. i tot i noe how to handle all problems.. now then i noe tt it's all a wishful tinking of my own.. i realised tt i dunno love at all.. y m i explaining love to pple then? y do pple trust me so much in my so-call "theory" of love then? y do pple ask me 4 advices when their relationships are on the rocks? i guess it's bcuz they r so depressed.. n my portrait of luv is so hopeful.. perfect (n not to mention unrealistic).. tt all of them rely on me to gif them hope.. all of them wanted a perfect relationship lyk wad i've been thinking abt.. nw.. i can officially announce tt I DUNNO THIS LITTLE THING CALLED [[LOVE]] AT ALL!!!

blif it or not.. i tot of this pragraph when i was abt to slp last nite.. i was tinking abt smth else.. n i ended up wid this..

y does bitches exist on the world??? they noe nth but hunting for preys everyday.. n making them suffer.. haiz.. im really waiting for the day to cum.. if u've been reading my blog.. u will noe wad day it is.. n.. STOP DISGRACING JESUS!