first of all..
3 cheers to the netballers..
they did great..
although they still lost..
but it's nvtheless a great effort..!!


jus nw..
he's fren came..
n i was kinda in a dilemna..
half of my heart was searching for him..
another half of my heart was disgusted at the idea of him present..
but he wasnt present in the end..
i've spend lyk so long to finally get 1/4 of him out of my mind..
if he really was there..
i tink all my efforts gonna go to waste..
but then i've not seen him for sooooo long too...
hmmmmm..


pat's dog lurves to say "fuck" to patricia..
but she keep insisting tt her dog is saying "i love u"..
hello.. dogs dunno 3 syllabus words..
n u often see them pronouncing "ffff.."
u dun see them pronouncing "lllllll.."
stop tinking tt she lurves u..
by the rate of u treating her lyk this..
she's gonna run up to u n bite u sumday..
lolololololol..


amanda is so funny..
we started the JIAN KANG JU LE BU!!!

rules n regulations:
1) eat veggies all day..
2) exercise 24/7..
3) slp 1 sec..
4) it's either get healthy or downgrade to unhealthy..




lol.. we r so lame...

heee....
im baq!!!
frm shopping wid lizhen n my baby sis..


so fun..
three lamers together..
equals to VERY VERY VERY LAME!!


my sis go n say all my embarassing things out..
lyk..
i've acted as an octopus in my kindergarten b4..
wah liao..
we were all luffing abt tt..


we managed to find clothes..
n im changing my sis frm a boyish bitch to an oh-so-sweet gal..
lol!!!


it was fun going out wid them both..
hope to haf more gatherings lyk this in the future..

i cant take it anymore..
ive been maligned twice in juz a day...
how bad is that??


it totally sux..
it really wasnt me hu stopped the circle running..
but i got the blame..
i feel so innocent..
but nobody noes..


actually..
ive long forgotten abt it til my parents maligned me again..
they say tt i dun concentrate on my studies anymore..
jus bcuz they dun c me doing my homework at home..




HELLO!!!!




u cant jus blif tt i did smth jus bcuz u saw it..
n u cant juz blif tt i did not do smth juz bcuz u didnt see it..
haf u eva been home early n caught me doing my homework?
haf u ever been to my sch n see me studying wid lizhen n jiali?


NO!


u nv!

so u got absolutely no rights to say tt im neglecting my studies..
dun u noe tt by saying tis..
u r making me feel tt doing homework n studying means NOTHING at all?
but luckily..
im not gonna be affected by tt..
mabbe nxt time i'll do EVERYTHING in front of u..


u've got absolutely no trust me..
n tt's fine wid me!





I PROMISE MYSELF TT I"LL DO WELL MY MATHS N PROVE U WRONG!!!

my sis had just changed the wallpaper to roxy surfing babe..
yeah "babe"...
dun ask me y..
i dunno y the hell she puts it either..
i min..
although she's in bikini..
she has absolutely:
1) no breasts
2) no butts
3) no nothing
all she had is her awesome surfing skill..


im not being mean but..
all tt stupid pic does is take up space..
n tt surf "babe" is only lyk 1/50 of the pic..


mei: dun blame me if our com corrupt again..


my mother almost tot tt i was smoking..
oh no way!
cuz she found a lighter in my bag..
but i explained to her tt it's to burn the red cloth..
n she heaved a big sigh of relief..
cuz she rmb tt i said tt i hate smokers..
n i tot tt she was very cute..
hahahahaha..


went esplanade today..
we were on the roof top n waving to everyone down there..
many foreigners wave bac..
singaporeans r jus too dao!
we waved to the policemen on duty too..
until they came up n watch over us..
i tink cuz we r disturbing the public..
lolololol..

dun feel lyk blogging..
but i noe alot of my fans r waiting for me..
lololol..


i lurve today..
cuz i went out wid my parents..
it's been so long since i go out wid them..
our schedule always crash..
so my mother went to collect her ic..
n when i finished sch..
i went orchard to meet them..


we went to far east..
i bot a tank top..
nice nice.. is the same as joleen..
hahahahah..
then my father keep saying "no" to every skirt tt i lyk..
cuz they r too short..
n i told my father tt i'll nv get to buy any skirts cuz they're all the same length..
then i ask him to gimme a sarong..
or 10 rolls of tissue paper..
n i'll wrap myself up real tight..


ok... it's just a joke..


then walked to heeren.. saw nth.. n it's not fair..
i want to use the heer card n collect points..

then we decided to go to OG..
cuz got OP n got my bras.. lol..


there.. i bot an OP top n a 3/4 khaki pants..
it's damn nice..
intro by my parents..
i tink they really have taste.. haha..


then bot new bras for me n my sis..
so cute.. got two little stars in the middle..


then went home..
on the bus..
me n my mother toked alot..
interaction..
i lyk it when we tok lyk tt..
no boundaries.. haha..


i saw all the chairs prepared for the chingay performance..
so early all prepared alrdy..
so kiasu.. typical singaporeans!!

everything went on smoothly today...
the sec 1s got their new uniform..
n i tot it was actually quite nice..
but the guys' ones looks lyk those patriotic pple in china last time..
hahahahah...


had maths re test aft sch..
me n karen got the same ans for all qns..
so shld be quite safe..
then i was helping daniel..
ms tan saw it n hit my head wid the pile of paper..
i got a shock..
hey.. im doing a gd deed...


then me jiali n isaac played arnd while waiting for chee yong n lizhen to finish their detention..
isaac went to declare his love for lizhen using water n spray on the parade square..
me n jiali n isaac chong went to spread it all arnd..
mrs oei saw it too..
we guess it's gonna be headlines tml..
lizhen was so touched..
i min.. which gal wldnt be..
unless she dun lyk the guy..
so isaac.. 80% success..


then i went home to bathe while chee yong wait downstairs..
n my mother say tt he look lyk an ah peh.. lol..
then i teach him chinese.. n gave him spelling..
not bad.. pass both test.. but wid frying colours.. hahahha...

i REFUSE to let u spoil my mood!!!


i REFUSE to let u spoil my mood toooooo!!!!!


went chingay prac today..
i was luffing so much at eunice's costume..
it looks lyk a big sotong to me.. lol..


fun but tiring.. n i lurve it..
performing to SR Nathan this sat..
ooh-hoo... then i'll tell him smth...






"Nandri...."














i REFUSE to let anyone spoil my perfect mood!!!

i guess this is the most perfect time to sing this song??


hmmmmmm...


A Girl Can Dream
Mandy Moore
----------------------
When I was a child the story would say
Somebody would sweep you off your feet someday
That's what I hoped would happen with you
More than you could know

I wanted to tell you that my heart's in your hands
I prayed for the day when I would get the chance
Just when I worked up the courage to try
Much to my surprise
You had somebody else
Cuz these feelings I keep to myself

I may never get to hold you so tight
I may never get to kiss you goodnight
I may never get to look deep in your eyes
Or so it seems
I always will be wishing you were mine
I think about what could be all the time
All the happiness that I could find
Baby a girl can dream

From the moment I wake up
'Til I fall asleep
I imagine you not with her but with me
Talkin' and laughin'
Sharin' our dreams
It's just a fantasy

Cuz you had somebody else
Cuz these feelings I keep to myself

I may never get to hold you so tight
I may never get to kiss you goodnight
I may never get to look deep in your eyes
Or so it seems
I always will be wishing you were mine
I think about what could be all the time
All the happiness that I could find
Baby a girl can dream

A girl can dream it's true
And to call you my own
Is the sweetest dream of all

I may never get to hold you so tight
I may never get to kiss you goodnight
I may never get to look deep in your eyes
Or so it seems
I always will be wishing you were mine
I think about what could be all the time
All the happiness that I could find
Baby a girl can dream

Oh a girl can dream

today went dance..
mr low was exceptionally gd today..
he did not get angry at all..
weird.. but gd..


then we decided to go orchard cineleisure to eat the yong tau foo..


umm.. allow me to make sum non-profit.. non-benefit.. pure willingness advertisement..


guys.. u mus really go n try out Katrina's Yong Tau Foo @ Cineleisure Basement Food Court..
it;s jus too nice!!!!!


then we shopped arnd..
took neoprint..
then me n jiali had to go for tuition..
but then on the bus..
it was alrdy too late..
so we went to clementi n played arcade instead..


sorry jiali..
i really didnt mean to knock over the can of drink..
i tot it was the controller..
n i jus hit.. lolololol..


i lurve to go out wid jiali n lizhen..
cuz li zhen is so lame..
no connection jokes..
n jiali's always luffing n luffing away..
then the three of us will luff lyk nobody business..
hahahahahaha..


tml going chingay!!!
can go earn CIP hrs..
im so ji-an..


btw.. i missd out one more elmo..

7) isaac+elmo=ielmo..

er.. it sounds so..... funny..


i jus lurve to hug nelmo..
it's just the ryt size n so huggable..
i've been hugging it to slp everyday..
it's so ummm... user-friendly.. lol..

i've got so many elmos in my life b4..
sum r still wid me..
others sumhow got lost..


1) patricia+elmo=pelmo.. =D

2) gary+elmo=gelmo.. =DD

3) maimunah+elmo=melmo.. =DDD

4) siew khim(my auntie)+elmo=skelmo.. =DDDD

5) nadzri+elmo=nelmo.. =DDDDD

6) seow ting+elmo=stelmo.. =DDDDDD



ELMO IS MY LIFE!!


my parents are so funny..
i dunno wad r they tinking abt..
they always ask me to save up my money..
so tt i can spend on things..
so today i ask them if i can go n watch movie..
n they told me tt they dun haf alot of money for me to spend..
so i told them tt i dunnid money..
i got my own..
then they turn arnd n say tt they give me too much allowance alrdy..
hellooooooo??? wth...


i did my hw jus nw..
my maths hw..
can u blif it??? hahahah....


IRONY!!!













Don't Worry; Be Happy!! =D

To: J





I PROMISE THAT:





I





WILL





FORGET





YOU





ONE





DAY





AS





FAST





AS





I





CAN!!!
























Cuz all these waiting freaks me out!


















Then I'm gonna smile at you and tell you that I've won this stupid love game of yours..


=D

BIG NEWS!!!


my neighbour's house kanna broke into!
rite beside my hse only..
it's lyk so scarieee..
i tink nxt time when i wan to go home..
i beta call n check if anyone's at home first..


noe wads on my lap now??
ELMO!!! n patrick the starfish..
wheeee~~~~
they are currently doing blowjob in front of me..
hahaha..
mabbe when i get the chance again..
i'll take a photo n let u see..
tt's wad blowjob's all abt..


im looking forward to going sch every day..
cuz my urinating gigolo sumhow always manage to make me horny..
lolololol..
she jus noe the ryt way to make me feel tis way..
shhhh~~


tis wk has been kinda emotional for me..
im having mixed feeling...
i've been forcing myself to make a final decision in my life..
shld i move on frm this guy whom i've liked for almost 2 yrs..
most of my frens said yes..
n i agreed wid them..
n im trying my best to forget him..
how long? i dunno..
but one thing's for sure..
b4 i can forget him..
i will not haf a relationship wid any other guy..
i hope this can be a fast one..
aftall.. he's the first guy tt i've ever break 1-yr record..
hahahahhahahaha...





If You Come To You
Atomic Kittens
-------------------------
So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you got your love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Throughout all my life
I never thought I'd had somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Hey babe, don't you know?
You gotta, slow down, before you know
You're gonna, break down and turn around
Before you know, you go and break my heart
When will you learn to be, a little, helpful
When you think of me
A little, careful, when you're close to me
'Cos baby, I loved you from the start

Maybe if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel
I love you

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day, all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right



CONCLUSION OF THE DAY:
Ms Chng cannot take jokes. DO NOT joke with her!

ooh-hoo..
guess wad i saw today when i went down to wait for bus??
i saw this umm.. bright orange pathway..
in the sky..
i trace the pathway n realised tt smth is dropping frm the sky..
in a fast speed..
i dunno wad is it..
but i assume it's a fireball.. or a comet..
hahaha.......


nowadays.. me n jiali reach sch damn early..
cuz i always seems to be earlier n ealier everyday..
so we wld stroll to the traffic lites..
n wait for the nxt or nxt nxt traffic light..
b4 we crossssssssss...
wheeeee~~


ryan was so pathetic today..
he had to staple all worksheets together..
n the whole grp of us were luffing non-stop at his paper..
lolololol..


bio test was.. umm.. ok to me..
cuz i did study..
n this is my first time w/o copying..
wheee~~~


went NYP aft sch..
sick man.. the tour..
it's so boring..
they were torturing us..
make us climb up n down..
wid tt stupid dumb bag..


I DECLARE:

NYP students are a bunch of BIG Sadist!!!


aft tt we disperse..
me jiali n lizhen went touring arnd NYP on our own..
we r so darn smart..
we went to the atrium to watch performance..
there we saw ivan chong..
our dance ex-senior..
he is in the judo club..
i tot he's lyk performing smth big..
but chey....
only one move.. summore so ez..


the dance was so great..
i jus cant help but keep staring the gals' tummies..
they r so damn flat..
we were so green eyed!!!!!


then we went to their food court n eat..
MACDONALDS!!!
it's cheaper there..
we kept luffing..
cuz i was telling sum silly jokes..
lyk hmmmmmmm...
i call birdies "ji ji"...
then i was eating mcwings today..
when li zhen told me the "ji ji" so pathetic..
then aft i finish eating..
i told her suddenly tt she had 2 choices..
either cremate or bury..
i min the "ji ji" bones..
we were luffing lyk crazieee..
n the whole NYP students were staring at us..
hahahahhahah...


then we took train home..
lizhen was so pathetic..
kanna suan by me..


i tot it was fun..
nxt month go RP will stay wid them to explore RP in our own again..
hahahah!!!

oooh....
ms tan was so fierce today..
she tore up the whole class test paper..


ryan was so darn funny..
his paper kenna tear up into small little pieces..
n he took it baq n tried to fix it baq into one whole..
while ms tan was scolding away..
me n karen saw it n we kept trying to hide our lufter..
cuz sr kenna punished for luffing..
but ryan's paper was such a funny sight..


then he got fed up n crush it up into a ball..
then ms tan said tt she dun care how we do it..
we hafta bring it baq tml for filing..
n we started luffing again..
how can ryan fix baq his paper into one piece??
lolololol..
the whole grp of us were luffing away..


then kenna punished for nv bring curve ruler..
wah liao.. i nv use curve ruler one..
i always use free-hand..
i trust my hands..
but got punished anyway.. heck..
i was feeling alone beside the guys when i saw my.....
*teng*teng* saviour!!! maimunah..
i crab walked to her side..
then the guys were looking n luffing..
then suddenly everyone started squeezing to the baq..
i also dunno..
i tink i've just started a trend or smth.. haha..


Conclusion:
SEOWHUI is a big Sadist!!


during chi..
mr mah suddenly came up to me n showed me an envelope..
then he told me tt cuz during sec 1 or 2..
one of my compo got chosen to be published in a bk..
then they send baq the money.. $15..
ooh-hoo.. i gave yuting to clear my debts..
so far.. i've saved $20!!! lol..


yx got her punishment today..
wahahahaha..
ytd.. she made me kanna caught by ms chng for toking..
when it's her hu made me respond to her song an "orh....."
so today.. we kept toking..
but weirdly.. mr ng only caught her toking..
she kanna 4 times today.. lolx..


aft sch.. mr toh came n pick us up in his bright yellow banana look alike sports car..
lolololol..
we had tuition n i finally understood frequency distribution..












i feel lyk biting myself..~~~

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE......................


THE ANNUAL QUEEN JESSLYNN'S SWEETEST AWARD goes to....................


CHRISTINA CHAN WAI GA!!!!!!!


omg.. she's so damn sweet today..

when i reached class today..
she suddenly passed me an self-made envelope..
n asked me to open it..


n i took out..
n discovered this..




precious moment!!!! so darn cute..


then she told me to look inside..


n i found this..




me n her together..


we took this photo wid her phone..
then she go n print it out n laminated it..
how sweet is tt???~~~~~~~~~~~~

today wasnt very gd..
cuz i feel tt alot of probs is appearing in my life..
it's lyk suffocating me..
i cant breathe..............................


jus lyk today..
me gary n jiali went out to eat together..
sumone did smth tt shldnt be done..
n i got so disappointed..
i ask the person to return..
n i ended up buying tt person the thing the person wan..
n i make tt person promise me tt the person will nv do it anymore..
the person beta keep the person promise..
i really felt lyk crying at tt time..
but i controlled myself..


n then.........................


hmm.. jus enjoy this song below..
u mite find sum hints frm here..


Want You Back
Mandy Moore
-------------------
Yeah
Last night I saw you
First time since we broke up
I tell you baby
It all came back to me
When I looked into your eyes there was something more
That I never really noticed before
Could it be?
That I was wrong
When I realized
And turned around and you were gone

Chorus
If I say I want you back
Would you turn around and say you want me too
'Cause I say I want you back
This time I really mean it

It hurts so much
I want to tell you I changed for you
But I don't know what to say or do
We grew apart but I still want you in my heart
I believe it's time to make a new start
Could it be that I was wrong
And I was so wrong
When I realized and turned around and you were gone

Repeat Chorus

It's a thing
I want you
I want you back
Will you turn around and walk away
From me It's a shame I want you back
With me
Believe

Repeat Chorus

And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you really want me too?)
And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you want me too?)
And if I say I want you back (Want you back)
And if you say you want me too (I need you by my side)
And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you want me back?)

(Fades Out)









Can I Slap You???

"There's a TIGER behind every LION.."


tt's wad i saw on lyk everyone's shirt in the MRT today..
everyone's trying to gek me loh..
i wan to go watch..
but not allowed to..
but nvm..
anyway... im proud to announce tt..



SINGAPORE WON!!!!!!!!


=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


im damn happy man!!!!
i've always been supporting them...
(except their spitting-on-the-ground attitude..)


felt kinda out of place today wid nadz n his frens..
cuz they were speaking malay all the way..
n im so darn quiet..
i admit tt they've been trying their best to include me in..
but i tink they r lyk more used to malay..
so duhz.. nvm.. i entertained myself..
kinda bored.. but... better than nth.. =D


i got a new elmo today..
officially give to "Queenie" by "Nadzri"!!
he look lyk the miniature of the elmo tt maimunah had given me..
wahahhahaha..
nw i've got the father n the child..
how nice is tt..
i'm living in the elmo's world!!!!!

tis song is so darn sweet!!!
n so darn sad.. jus bcuz sumone dun dare to express their feelings..
a happiness is lost..


A Girl Can Dream
P.Y.T
----------------------
When I was a child the story would say
Somebody would sweep you off your feet someday
That's what I hoped would happen with you
More than you could know
I wanted to tell you that my heart's in your hands
I prayed for the day when I would get the chance
Just when I worked up the courage to try
Much to my surprise
You had somebody else
Cuz these feelings I keep to myself

[CHORUS:]
I may never get to hold you so tight
I may never get to kiss you goodnight
I may never get to look deep in your eyes
Or so it seems
I always will be wishing you were mine
I think about what could be all the time
All the happiness that I could find
Baby a girl can dream

From the moment I wake up
'Til I fall asleep
I imagine you not with her but with me
Talkin' and laughin'
Sharin' our dreams
It's just a fantasy
Cuz you had somebody else
Cuz these feelings I keep to myself

[REPEAT CHORUS]

A girl can dream it's true
And to call you my own
Is the sweetest dream of all

[REPEAT CHORUS]

Oh a girl can dream

wah liao..
damn nadzri..
u suck elmo's cock man!!!
how can u say tt u hate elmo!!!!!!!
can i slap u pls?????


today's dance was fun..
but i wasnt really in the mood..


then aft dance..
joleen n gary went to my hse..
they played wid baby brandon while i bathed..
i cant stand not bathing n go out wid them..
especially aft dance when my whole arm will be soaked in jonathan's sweat..
cuz im standing very close to him..
so accidentally will touch his back or arms..
and it's lyk....
ewwwwwwww~~
then isaac came my hse to meet us..
n we set off for orchard..


btw..

BABY BRANDON SMILED SO MUCH AT ME!!!!


wahahahhaa...


then we went to eat sakae..
actually going to eat marche..
but too ex.. so we went sakae instead..
oh shit.. now then i rmb i can get discount wid the Heer Card!!!!


then went for church..
ooh-hoo.. so nice..
God's presence was wid me..
n trust me or not..
i was humming "Here I Am To Worship" in the toilet..
when we came out and tt song was played..
i was lyk.. is this coincidence or wad??
cuz i havent been going to church for a month..


guess wad i saw at church??
tt made me so touched n happy..


gary drew "I love Jesus" on the cover page of our church handbk..
wow.. im so touched man!!!!
he even wrote tt he nid Jesus..
i tink God is working thru him nw..
thank God!!


"Give thanks to the Lord.. For His is good.. His love endures forever!!!"


then we went to orchard again..
shopped arnd for joleen's new yr clothes..
n i got so pissed off with those pinky pinky shop..
y do their shops haf to be so cramp????
i noe i m fat.. but it's really lyk.. one-way..
joleen bot her clothes..
n i saw nice clothes too..
but nv buy..
then me n isaac went home together since same bus..


i realised smth..

do u noe the phrase tt says "Girls are more emotional than boys"?


i seriously do not agree...


i tink...


"Boys are more emotional than girls"..


FULLSTOP!!!


I've waited all my life..
To cross this line..
To the only thing that's true..
So I will not hide..
It's time to try..
Anything to be with you..
All my life I've waited..
This is true!!

I OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE!!!!
TAUFIK"S ALBUM IS NOW OUT ON SALES!!!
ooh-hoo.. i want!!!


awwww...
i find tt im so lucky today..
i was reading jiali's mag..
n i saw this page which has a heeren card..
n i read it..
then i discovered tt we can go n get one for free wid the mag..
so we went to heeren immediately..
then the other 3 of us went to buy the mag too..
n change for the heeren cards..
hahahahahha...
then we keep getting free gifts today..


at cine.. omg..
isaac kicked this pack of kotex sanitary pad n it hit against my legs..
n the whole box burst..
n the pad came flying out n landed behind me..
we were lyk so damn pai seh.. lol..


today kinda lucky too..


get free gifts..

my mummy did not scold me 4 going orchard..

jiali's mother did not scold her too!!!

my sis is sucha genius!!!
she is the problem and the solution!!
she spoilt the com..
n she repaired it..
n she ask me not to tell anyone abt..
shhhhh...
keep quiet.. =X


my blue black on my knee cap is getting so black n big..
it was caused by the "man n waterbottle" game..
we had to crawl.. n i knocked my kneecap against the floor so hard tt i got a huge blue black..
but doesnt matter..


im so hardworking..
i complete my hw everyday!!!
im maturing..


awww...
wish cld go for the soccer match wid my grandson..
hmm..
will try asking again..
wun gif up!!!


btw..
below r 2 quotes frm yixuan abt me.. whahahaha...

"I love SHIT!!!"


she officially declared tt she loves me..
btw.. im SHIT.. n she's the URINE..
but i dunno y she call herself gigolo..
weird..


"To you, nothing is more important than eating!!"


ooh-hoo.. she damn understand me..
lolx..
she got this conclusion by two things..


during camp eureka..
while they all were planning wad to do for performance..
i was bz eating tofu away..
n kept telling them tt tofu was nice..
they got so pissed off by me.. lol..

today.. they were bz toking abt menstruation..
during recess.. hello???
im not interested..
more interested in food..
n i went to queue on my own..
finally..
they realised tt time is passing fast..
n they all came to ask me to buy for them..
n yi xuan said this..
lol..



i tink tt food looks so attractive..
i wan chocolate as my bf nxt time...........

[12/1/05]


Yi Xuan..
u r so lame!!
Happy Burfday To Me!!
lol.. it's not my burfday yet la..!


dance was so fun today..
we were playing..
n i got so enthu.. lol..
n we were enjoying our punishment todae..
we requested 4 e push ups to change to sit ups..
firstly we cld exercise..
secondly.. we cld do our punishment..
thruout the whole lesson..
we were trying to unhook each other's bra..
n pull the guys' pants down..
n tt darn zhiming drag my legs n pull me arnd the hall..
lyk im cleaning the floor loh..
lol.. tt's dance.. 4 all of u.. =D


i tink mr toh has got sum kind of disease..
the i-tink-im-still-young disease..
he's so childish..
hide my bag in his storerm..
trying to scare me with a sudden punch..
it's so lame..!!


I'VE DECIDED!!!


im going to do my bio 50 words..
i muz do it.. 4 e sake of Mrs Jacob.. =X


i tink im growing up............... =D

[11/1/05]


peeps.. u beta keep a look out..
2 mnths ltr.. on channel 8 or suria..
my grandson's face mite jus suddenly pop out on ur tv screen ryt b4 ur very own eyes! =D
im not joking..
he told me he had signed a contract or smth..
i dunno if he's singing or acting..
but if acting..
most probli a retard..
he jus nid 2 look @ e cam n smile wid his pearlie-white-make-me-jealous teeth..
*teng*teng* =D
haha.. okok.. jus joking.. =P


nw e gd news.. me testimonial..


SEOWHUI HAS BEEN SUCH A GD GAL IN SCH!! =D
*applause pls*


1) she has been doing her homework everyday..

2) she has been staying back in sch with frens to finish her hw!

3) she has been cutting down on eating so much..
e.g. she drinks water instead of ribena.. -hungry-

4) she has not been talking back to teachers..

5) she has been luffing @ every joke tt her frens had cracked even tho they r nt farni.. =D

6) she has been talking to people whom she dun realy noe last yr..

7) she has been paying full attention in Mrs Jacob's class!! =DD (double chin..)

8) she has been training so hard 4 her NAPHA test since its her last yr in TSS..


m i changing 4 da beta?
i hope so.. yay!!
-pat myself on shoulder-
"SEOWHUI, GOOD JOB!!"
-grinz- =DDD (triple chin.. lolx..)


i haf a confession 2 make..


i scolded Oliver "fuck" today..
behind his back..


i dun mean to..
n im so sorry..
but he's really getting on my nerves..
i nv ka jiao him at all..
but he's always ka jiao-ing me..
n hurt me wid all his rude words..
it really hurts.. but not for long..
i noe where my assurance lies on..
im definitely not gona gif a damn abt him..


I'VE DECIDED..
I'LL FORGIVE HIM!!
I'LL FORGET HIM TOO!!


so peeps..
dun tok to me abt wad oliver did..
cuz i dunno him!!


REPENT!! FOR THE TIME HAS COME!!
im repenting..
shldnt haf scolded fuck..
i shld haf thank god for him..
-repenting-


sumtimes i cld hate my auntie..
but sumtimes i pity her as well..
jus lyk todae..
she kena saboed by sum evil colleagues..
reporting her 4 her "dishonesty" at work..
which she nv do..
wat the.. thank god!
n i took the chance to preach to her..
lolx..


neone saw the O2 phone?
Xda ll mini..
i've fallen in love with tt phone..


SEOWHUI is so bored nw..
pls anyone.. entertain her..


btw.. she's keeping the present..
not giving him anymore..
tt present has been collecting dust in her rm since lyk one yr ago..
duhz.. it doesn't matter..


WADEVA!!!!

LAST CHRISTMAS..
I GIVE YOU MY HEART..
BUT THE VERY NXT DAY..
U GAVE IT AWAY..

tra la la...
lol..

i did my physics hw today..
im so guai..
haha..
okok..
i had to do it..
if not i dun haf ez link to go home...

then my grandson send me home..
he's my bodyguard..
not full time.. not part time..
but sometime..
hahahahahah..
he can only send me home when he
comes baq for training at tanglin..

then we sat at the void deck and chat lyk for umm.. 1hr +..
he was so damn lame..
haha.. okok..
we'll stop at tt..














am i dreaming?
or is he really trying to tell me smth?
i dunno..
but i tink tt he shld really tink abt it..
when i was arnd..
he did not treasure me..
but when im gone (not really actually)..
he's hinting tt he's disappointed..

well.. i really had not leave ur side..
i promise..
n i had been giving up lyk so many chances..
tinking tt one day u will realise..
it's not too late..
cum baq to me...














Have A Little Faith In Me
Mandy Moore
-------------------------------
When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
And have a little faith in me

When the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try, baby
And have a little faith, faith in me

CHORUS:
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith, faith in me
And when your secret heart

Cannot speak so easily
Come here baby
From a whisper start
To have a little faith in me

And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you will see
i will catch your, i will catch your fall
Just have a little faith, faith in me

Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith, faith in me

Well, I've been loving you for such a long long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
'Cause for us there is no end
And all you gotta do is have a little faith in me
I will hold you up, i will hold you up
And your love gives me strength enough to have a little faith in me oh, have faith , oh, darling
Have a Little Faith In me
Faith

i lurve this song too..
the lyrics in red r so damn meaningful..


I Believe
Van Fan Yi Cheng
----------------------
I believe
When I'm standing outside your door
If it rains
You will be sad when you saw it
I believe
Even if you don't talk
It is also a type of respond to me

Even if I don't say
I know that you understand
Even if you are not holding my hands
I won't be sad

I don't know what I'm happy for
Sometimes
A smile from you can mean as a support to me

I don't know what I'm thinking of
I just tell myself
That I believe
You will see me one day
At any moment
I'm the one who needs your company

I believe
When there's no reply
It's only because
You are on the phone

I believe
When there's no message in my voice mailbox
It's also a sign of
You are listening to me

Even if I don't say
I know that you understand
Even if you are not holding my hands
I won't be sad

I don't know what I'm happy for
Sometimes
A smile from you can mean as a support to me

I don't know what I'm thinking of
I just tell myself
That I believe
You will see me one day
After all this
The one beside you will be me

That feeling that I've been controlling for so long
The role behind you
The lights have never been on before
I wonder if all these are things that I've imagined
You never really know me

I don't know what I'm happy for
Sometimes
A smile from you can mean as a support to me

I don't know what I'm thinking of
I just tell myself
That I believe
There will be an ending
After a long time
The one who will stay beside you is me

The one who will accompany you is me





I'll Stand By You
Girls Aloud
--------------------
Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
’Cause I’ve seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don’t know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you’re mad, get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
You’re standing at the crossroads
And don’t know which path to choose
Let me come along
’Cause even if you’re wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You’re feeling all alone
You won’t be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

listen to tis song

Sumbody Told Me by umm..
forgot the name..
lazy to check..

"Sumbody told me..
tt u haf a boyfren..
hu looks lyka gal fren.."

wtf..
the gal has bad taste man!

y r u so ignorant?
y r u so stupid?
do u noe tt u r so selfish??
do u noe tt i hate u??

do u really understand wad im toking abt??
r u sure??
ok.. then tell me hu m i scolding then??
u??????
omg..
pls dun be retarded..
y wld i scold u for???
im jus trying to crap my time away.................



whahahahah..!!! =D


sorrieeeeeee... hahaha...
im jus really so bored..
i've got to stuck myself this whole wk at home..
to ensure tt i haf the biggest possibility of going out over the wkend..
hu im going out wid???
dun tell u...
lalalalal...


guess hu is singing into my ears nw..
yesh.. it's.................
(drum sounds)
DIANA DEGARMO!!!
erks.. hahaha..
ok.. im listening to perfect 10 nw..
it's been so long since i've listen to radio..

I'VE DECIDED!!!
my nxt phone will haf a radio function..
hahahaahaha..


tuition was alrite today...
n i kept getting stuck in the probs..
n mr toh ask me to dig myself out..
do u get the joke???
arh.. heck..
but i managed to solve them in the end..
so tt was considered gd for me..
hahahahahha...



damn.. i was so angry ytd nite..
u noe the bar of toblerone chee yong gave me??
n i kept it in my fridge lyk jus 3 days..
ytd.. while i was doing my hw..
i wanted to get smth to eat..
so as to keep myself awake..
and to my awful surprise............
i officially announced tt.....
MY CHOCOLATE HAS GONE MISSING!!!!!
M.I.A (Missing In Action)
but nvm.. thx to my grandson..
toking to him keeps me awake sumhow..
thankew!!!!!


realised tt i said i was doing my hw..
hey.. dun be shocked..
im really doing it..
n i finished it..
im so proud of myself..
-pat myself on the shoulder-
"good job, seowhui!" =D



when i woke up today..
i immediately asked my auntie abt the missing choco case..
as i walked to the toilet..
guess wad..
so my aunties n cousins ate it ytd..
wad the heck!!!
my chocolate!!!!!!
it's not fair..
it's not tt im angry tt i haf no choc to eat..
but it's a matter of respect..
tt's my property.. for gd ness sake..


do i hafta resolve to writing my name on every property tt i own..
then will they feel a bit ashame of their actions..
and ask for my permission for touching my things frm nw onwards..


grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....


but the gd news was:


My Mother's Buying 3 Bars Of Toblerone Back For Me!!!


and she beta do it..
it's 3.. i dun wan to see 1..



i tink i just heard elmo whispering to me...
"I miss you.."
cuz i havent been hugging him to slp these few days..
oh im so sorry.. my darling..
tonite.. i'll hug u tightly to me...
so tight tt u wun be able to breathe..
n u dun haf sound to call for help..
n u dun haf the strength to fight back..
n u dun haf anyone to help u...

wahahhahaha...

i'll make sure u become mine!!!!
hur hur~~ *smirkZ*


regarding to ytd's post..
anyone hu wanted to be hated by me..
the time is here..
pls send in ur application attached below..
copy it on a piece of paper or wadever..
and pass to me if u see me outside..
or if u pass by me in sch..

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Name:________________( )
School:_____________________
Class:_____
Date:________

Contact number: (H)___________ (HP)___________
Address:________________________________
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Re: I hate you! Please hate me too!

Dear Seow Hui,

Do you know that I'm so disgusted by you? I hate the fact that you act like an idiotic, yet have so many friends. Most of all, I hate the fact that you still act kind and forgive me when I hate you so much. Please, I can't stand it anymore. I hate you to love me. I love to hate you. I don't want it to be one-sided hatred. So I would really appreciate and love it if you hate me. (Note: When I say that, it means that I would love you if you hate me.) Thank you. Please don't take care and go to heaven soon.

Best Regards,

__________
(Mr/Mrs/Ms)

PS: I would really love to love you. Come on baby, hate me. Stop trying to be kind.

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btw.. the rules and conditions b4 sending in the application form...

1) Untidy handwriting will not be accepted.
2) Any words missing will be rejected.
3) Any words appearing will be rejected.
4) Paper will not be accepted.
5) Blood-written letters will not be accepted.
6) Letters written by a human will not be accepted.
7) Difference in letters cap will not be accepted.
8) If I see you giving it to me, it will not be accepted.

PS: Please wait patiently for the news. Notification will be mailed by post. If you did not receive any notification, it just meant that you are not successful in this application. But don't give up, keep sending in. I might hate you one day! =D