went to the karaoke cca today.. omg.. got this guy super super funny.. once he steps in i alrdy started noticing him.. me edwin n ly were luffing our ass off at him lah.. cuz he claimed tt he can sing.. yeah.. right sing.. he is always so so so off the tune n key n sumtime adding in words to the lyrics.. he even can come up with his own tune to the song.. wtf!!! n he is always off beat!!! n gawd.. he has smelly feet.. i was abt to faint smelling tt.. imagine trapped in an air cond rm with a smelly feet.. erkkkkkkk.

we cant stand it anymore n rushed out of the rm to luff.. then the seniors told us to be careful of him.. cuz he's arnd 30 yrs old.. sum senior frm batches long ago.. n gals haf to be extra aware of him.. u noe wad i min.. yah.. omg!!! i cant imagine tt anymore..

i can die looking at this!!!










went to vivocity today.. ate sushi tei.. nice.. but the air con super cold.. bot nth.. argh.. i cant find anything nice.. drank godiva's dar chocolate decadence.. nice!!! my sis bot a skirt..


haf alrdy asked loyyixuan to buy clothes for me.. so sick of singapore fashion..

im alright.. yeah.. got over it!! life has to go on..

had quite a fun day today.. went with edwin n chii hian to SHE's mini concert at IMM.. wah liao.. super lan.. at some ulu ulu carpark.. anyway.. i also dun really view them as my idol.. so i went home early..

Deeply In Love
Hillsongs United

In my life You`ve heard me say
I love you
How do I show you it`s true
hear my heart, it longs for more of you..
I`ve fallen deeply in love with you..
You have stolen my heart
I`m captivated by you
Never will you and I part
I`ve fallen deeply in love with you
You and I, together forever
Nothing can, stand in the way
My love for you, grows stronger
each new day.
I`ve fallen deeply in love with you
You have stolen my heart
I`m captivated by you
Never will you and I part
I`ve fallen deeply in love with you
Jesus you've stolen my heart
I`m captivated by you
Never will you and I part
I`ve fallen deeply in love with you

sumtimes..
i just wish tt i haf the courage to stand up to u..
to tell u wad i really feel..
wad i really tink..
but i didnt want to..
i wan to minimize our conflicts..
but i tink it backfired..
over n over again..
we got into a deeper n deeper misuderstanding with each other..
i didnt wan it to be lyk this..
nw i dunno wad to do..

when i requested to learn piano again..
im not trying to make u spend money on me..
i just wan u to noe tt THIS is my interest..
it's not just smth to kill time lyk as u said..
u made me feel lyk my interest is RUBBISH..
i expected a "no" as an ans..
ive long expected it..
but the way u phrased it just hurts me so much..
u said tt i dun tink for the family..
u said im just all abt myself..
i dunno y i trembled when i heard these words..
there's better ways of saying "no" w/o bringing pple down..
i hope u understand..

n u said tt i didnt sympathize with the family hu's father died at the mrt station..
y r u saying tt??
u were nv there when i express my feelings for them.. were u?
u r stuck on the tv.. always..
u made me hurt once again..
is my feelings a joke for u??

i noe u will nv see these words tt i wrote..
i didnt plan to let u noe anyway..
u'll always tink of other ways to bring me down again..

when i was still young..
i tried to tok to u using alot of ways..
but no use..
so i tried writing a letter..
im better at expressing tt way i guess..
i told u all all tt i felt..
but ur first words to me were..
"is this hw u r gng to communicate with me?"
u told me tt angrily..
i rmbed..
y? y r u angry?
shldnt this prove smth to u?
i dun understand..

i dunno y i cry while writing..
but i've always rmb wad Celine told me..
she told me to respect my parents n nv tok back..
i m practicing it..
i havent tok back for lots n lots of arguments..
i nv even tok when u scold me..
but y is the result lyk this??









all i wan is for u to noe how i feel.....
u noe i treasure ur comments more than anything in the world..











strangely.. i felt better aft saying everything out..

was in arather gd mood to blog.. but my father spoilt it all..

hello!!!

went mariott hotel for hight tea ytd.. hmm.. abit disappointed.. nth much to eat..

shopped arnd for while.. me n my sis bot 3 pairs of shoes.. lolol.

oh yah.. the photos taken on liyan's bdae..



iwantolearnpiano.iwantolearnpiano.iwantolearnpiano.










y did i dreamt of u again aft so long?????
is it cuz of the conversation i had with my frens today?

just finished the whole 3 bks online..
yeah.. i quite genius.. i found the bk online loh..
lolol.. not bad lah.. but the ending abit hmm...

anyway!!! tml's holiday!!!
gng high tea at mariott hotel if im not wrong..
BRANDON'S COMING!!!










because u live and breathe..
because u made me belif in myself when nobody else can help..
because u live gal..
my world has twice as many stars in the sky..
because u live.... i live..

yay!! i finally managed to convince my mother tt im not spending my money without thinking.. i really am not loh..

n my brandon has been acting high all day since he arrived.. i suspect he's on drugs.. lololol

i really dunno wads happening to the ong's family n the ong related...

hello.. watched deathnote today.. super nice.. but only got first part.. L super funny..

liyan kept trying to tie my hair n make me look lyk the shin chaegyung in goong.. lololol..


look lyk meh???

当你看着我
when you look at me..

我没有开口已被你猜透
i havent open my mouth but u've alrdy see thru me..

还是没把握
im not confident yet..

还是没有符合你的要求
n i havent reach ur standards..

是我自己想得太多
is it me hu's tinking too much?

还是你也在闪躲
or are u hiding too?

如果真的选择是我
if u've really chosen me..

我鼓起勇气去接受
i'll accept it courageously..

不知不觉让实现开始闪烁
letting my future shines unknowingly..

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
oh~the first time i said i love u..

呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
it's hard to breathe n my heart cant stop beating..

哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
oh~the first time i hold ur hands..

轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
i forgot my directions aft letting them go gently..

那是一起相爱的理由
tt's the reason for us to be in love..

那是一起厮守
tt's us protecting our love..

哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
oh~the first time i kissed ur dimples..

想要清醒却冲昏了头
i cant regain my senses..

哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
oh~the first time u lied on my chest..

二十四小时没有分开过
we nv part for 24 hrs..

那是第一次知道天长地久
tts the first time i noe eternity..

是我自己想得太多
is it me hu's thinking too much?

还是你也在闪躲
or r u hiding too?

如果真的选择是我
if u've really chosen me..

我鼓起勇气去接受
i'll accept it courageously..

不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
letting my future shine unknowingly..

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
oh~the first time i said i love u..

呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
it's hard to breathe n my heart cant stop beating..

哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
oh~the first time i hold ur hands..

轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
i forgot my directions aft letting them go gently..

那是一起相爱的理由......对我
tts the reason for us to be in love.. to me..

感觉你属于我
feeling tt u're mine..

感觉你的眼朦
feeling ur eyes..

第一次就决定绝不回错
the first time i noe tt this cant be wrong..

hello!!!

planning liyan's bdae celebration is such a chore.. we cant seem to make up our mind on anything.. anyway..



JASON ONG CAI HAO IS SELLING GIVING AWAY HIS 3 HAMSTERS + CAGE + FOOD ALL FOR FREE!!!!! WHILE STOCKS LAST!!! IF NOT MUMMY HAMSTER WILL EAT THEM ALL UP.. AWWWWW..

hello!!!

im glad the cucumber salad is working in detoxicating my body.. hahah.. considering the fact tt i ate so much today..

woke up n ate cup noodles.. no bf.. sad.. then went to to eat my sunflower seeds.. lolol.. then eat jellyfish.. then drank coke.. then went sheng siong w my mother.. bot bubble tea.. n came home n ate a packet of oyster ommelette on my own.. then finish my packet of sunflower seeds.. whoa........

my mother tink she's very funny.. keep asking me to pay for everything when i told her im saving up for hk trip!!! then she say she's saving too.. otherwise.. i'll be the only one gng to hk.. very funny....

hk trip's delayed.. cuz its not worth it to go during yr end when we haf to buy winter clothings to hk n back frm hk.. shall go when it's spring or summer.. lol.. better.. i can save more.. lolol..

=DDDDDDDD

hello!!!!! ytd.. aft sch.. went for gems.. my grp is really damn fast in solving puzzles.. we r really fast.. while other grps r still squeezing their brain juice.. we're alrdy solved n playing our games.. lolol.. even the teacher is so impressed with us.. met georgina aft tt.. went imm to shop.. even tho revamped.. also nth new.. boring.. went back to sch for the mentoring interview.. hahaha.. quite funny lah.. the 3 interview person was lyk looking at me aft they asked a qn.. i min is it my turn to ans or wad?? ololol.. very weird lah.. n the expression they gave aft i ans.. very very weird.. lolol.. then went jurong library with georgina.. picked 8 bks to read.. n i brought home 7.. hafta finish them in 3 wks.. no prob.. accompany georgina to eat her dinner.. then i ran into my aunt while walking to the interchnage.. she wanted to go collect her stuffs at sum shop.. n i started to look at perfumes.. then the shop owner ask me which one i liked.. i said DIORaddict2 of cuz lah.. n my aunt bot it for me.. lyk omigosh!!!!! i cant blif it man!!! i super super happy!!!

today during idea presentation.. i kept "ear"dropping on deon n edwin.. lololol.. they very purposely loh.. they noe i very kpo then keep announcing tt they wan to tell each other a secret.. then i'll turn over to listen also.. then they'll luff.. lol.. then when my turn to present.. the whole class were lyk mimicking gonaidi's way of saying chi.. sounds lyk im the one hu said tt lah.. so super ps.. lololol.. aft sch went for the karaoke club audition.. fuck leh.. the gal say i yao zi bu qing.. mining i dun sing very clearly.. wth!!!!!!!!!!!!! oi!!!!

but nvm.. im still overcome by the happiness tt i've got my DIORaddict2!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDD

anyway.. im ranked 3rd weirdest person in my class.. how can lyk tt???????!!!!!

went for maths today.. gawd.. the lectturer spent too much time lecturing us n blaming us for not paying attention.. wadever.. was feeling super slpy..

then went for mob lecture.. david cheong still as cute as ever.. hahaha

then it's java.. i tink i having headache
i dun understand a single thing at all..

then me xueting liyan yanqing n joyce went cck to watch rob b hood.. super funny n touching.. xueting cried so hard.. lol.. i first time see a person can cry lyk tt while watching movie.. hahaha..




from the heart (another level)

i know you've heard these words a hundred other times before
and you've been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
love broke your heart and brought you lies
look in my eyes
you'll see a love that's deep and true
tender and strong and all for you
you can trust this love
honest, that's the honest truth

from the heart
i'm giving you everything, everything
from the heart
i promise you that i'll be there
i'll be there to love you
from the soul
i'm showing you all i feel, all i feel is
from the heart, from the heart

i will protect you and respect you and be all you need
and when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me
these arms will never let you down
they're staying around
i'll walk with you through every storm
i'll keep you safe, i'll keep you warm
and you'll have no doubt
you're the one i'm living for

from the heart
i'm giving you everything, everything
from the heart
i promise you that i'll be there
i'll be there to love you
from the soul
i'm showing you all i feel, all i feel is
from the heart, from the heart

i'll provide the love you need
just trust my touch
believe in me
i'll never make you cry
giving all i've got with all i've got inside

from the heart
i'm giving you everything, everything
from the heart
i promise you that i'll be there
i'll be there to love you
from the soul
i'm showing you all i feel, all i feel is
from the heart, from the heart

today very funny.. again.. lol.. me n liyan keep on les-ing in MOB.. n david cheong is lyk shocked by us.. lolololol.. nth much to post.. lol.. watching ANTM!!!! in youtube..

hello!!!!

gng to a dinner soon.. i also dunno wad kind of dinner is it.. but.. hu cares.. there's FOOD!! lolol!!

hello!!!!!!!!

went to vivocity today with georgina eunice lizhen n my sis.. the shopping mall is super big.. we keep losing our way there.. lol..

saw edwin ian gonaidi deon blah blah blah there.. lol.. cant rmb hu.. ate at sushi tei.. they keep making mistakes in our order.. n give us wrong orders.. then they nv take some of our orders into the bill.. lol.. plus 10% discount.. this is really cheap lah.. lolol..

shopped arnd.. bot a striped top at a shop call fashion city.. really cute lah.. the end of the top is lyk a bubble skirt.. so it really look lyk barbie doll lolol.. then bot a v necked hoodie at FOX.. cant find nice clothes at forever 21.. sad.. lololol..

the karaoke club very troublesome loh.. nid so many things.. lolol.. but go try try our luck.. =)

i tink my poly days are so filled with lufter.. lolol.. i dunno y.. but i kept luffing at the slightest thing.. until edwin got this control over me tt whenever he say "luff" i'll luff.. oh god..

oh yah.. smth happened ytd.. me xt n ly were walking pass the sports hall.. n i saw this grp of guys giving out fliers.. then i turned my head away to look at the guys playing soccer in the field.. aft tt.. xt told me tt the guy actually wanted to hand me the flyer.. n when he realised i didnt even look at him.. he was kind of stun.. n xt n ly were both shock at y im behaving so snobbish.. i seriuosly seriously didnt see himm IM SO SORRY!!! if he saw this... which i doubt.. SORRY.. oh god im kind of guilty..

super tired........

today edwin's bdae!!! lolol.. we very bad lah.. kept trying to hint sumone abt the age diff.. n tease edwin.. lolol.. celebrated edwin's bdae during maths lesson.. got a surprised cake.. n i finished my tutorial so quickly cuz i wan to eat cake.. then i kept acting weak n calling edwin's name.. in the end i frustrated n shout at him.. lolol.. then i help him cut his cake.. n i ate all the nuts on top of the cake.. lolol. i dun wan edwin to be poisoned on his bdae.. lolol.. he very poor thing.. everyone curse him on his bdae.. lolol.. went fc 5 to eat kfc with class.. then went gems.. finished all the puzzles during maths lesson so we were very fast.. n we got a project.. the hardest qn.. but we still solved it.. hahah.. then went for hip hop lesson at a dance studio near cityhall.. not bad.. but very tiring leh.. i tink too long nv dance alrdy.. hahaha

this sat vivocity opened.. gng.. hahaha..

anyway.. a few days ago.. xueting told me tt if we see a volks wagon.. we haf to knock each other's head.. n she knocked mine on orchard.. lolol.. then i came up with my own also.. i said tt if we see wedding cars.. we must hit each other on the head.. n i hit her.. lolol.. i made tis cuz i was desperate to hit her back.. lolol.. then we also said tt if we see lamboughini.. we haf to push each other out onto the road.. lol.. cuz we were discussing if dead pple haf to wear a tag telling how they died.. so maybe being hit by lamboughini was a luxurious way of dying.. ahhaha.. kenna hit also smile arh..

oh yah.. smth funny happened ytd.. lolol.. we went for java prog tutorial n the classrm was rather smelly.. lol.. then edwin complained to teacher tt the rm was very smelly.. then he say maybe naidi's shit drop out.. omg.. i luff until i cry lah.. lolol.. cuz the teacher pronounced naidi as sai-di.. lolol.. ok.. very funny.. luff..

ooooh... my ah gong alright liao.. hahaha.. i so happy..

i found back my tertiary ez link.. so lucky lah.. i was damn worried.. cuz w/o tt card i cant buy concession..

today aft sch went to partyworld with the class.. hahahah.. celebrate edwin's bdae.. very fun!!!!

wah liao.. tml my first hip hop lesson.. so nervous.. lololol..

i wan to find out the location of edison's shop in hk.. then my whole trip will be sitting outside his shop n try my luck.. lolololololol.. if not i'll stay outside those branded shops see can see him shopping there anot.. but jason told me there;s a lot of branded shops in hk.. f lah!!!

no promises
shayne ward

hey baby when we are together
doing things tt we love
everytime ur near i feel lyk im in heaven
feeling high
i dun wanna let go gal
i just nid u to noe gal
i dun wanna run away
baby ur the one i nid tonight
no promises
baby nw i nid to hold u tight
i just wanna die in ur arms
here tonight

i dun wanna run away
i promise tt forever
thru time n time
no promises

i dun wanna run away
i dun wanna be alone
no promises
baby nw i nid to hold u tight
nw n forever my love
no promises

seems lyk alot of pple kenna freaked out by my ghost stories..
lol.. i also kenna freaked out everytime i tell it to pple..

anyway.. i dreamt of jay chou last wk again..
y? y him?? y not edison?????? =)

HELLO!!!

just nw kenna scared by my ah gong.. his fever went up again.. luckily aft a bath.. he felt better..

today at sch is lyk ghost story telling n game session.. lolol.. they were so freaked out by my tt dormitory ghost story.. lolol.. i was actually scared when i first heard.. by nw ok le lah.. lol..

hahaha.. wan to hear???? hnh hnh..

there;s this dormitory in a sch.. one day.. a new student went in to stay there.. then the seniors told him tt if he hear someone knocking at night.. he shld not reply.. then the first few nights nth happened.. so he slpt peacefully.. a few nights ltr.. at midnight.. he heard somebody knocking on the doors.. "kok kok kok.. anybody in? nobody arh?" then to another door.. "kok kok kok.. anybody in? nobody arh?" he was very scared.. so he hid under his bed.. then he hear the sound coming nearer n nearer.. "kok kok kok.. anybody in? nobody arh?" then his door..

"kok kok kok.. anybody in? eh.. u r in.."

omg.. super scary!!!!! guess how the ghost see him.. cuz the ghost died by jumping down a bridge.. so he is head down.. n so he can see thru the door hole.. omg... actually.. wad i find freaky is tt.. if the guy nv hid under his bed.. the ghost wld nv see him!!! aargh!!!

then i told xt of this second ghost story which i dun find freaky.. cuz i dun understand..

it goes lyk this.. got this girl n she's always hearing noises in the rm beside hers.. so she went to take a peep thru the keyhole.. n she saw tt the rm was red.. everynight she wld see the rm in red.. n one day she went to ask the guard.. n the guard told her tt the girl hu lived there last time died n she had red eyes..

i serioudly didnt understand this so i didnt felt scared.. then xt explained to me tt the girl saw the rm red bcuz the red eyed ghost was looking at her at the other side of the door.. so she was literally looking thru the ghost's eyes.. OMGGGGGG!!!! i freaked out man!!!!




hahah.. some entertainment for u guys only.. i dunno if they r real lah..

i tried curling my hair ytd.. my skills improved.. lol..




oooh..

closer view..

then i decided to slp with my curls.. n the result is..


hahahaha..


closer view.. =)