Thursday, April 24, 2008

you know sometimes in life
when you just feel that you are born
to entertain people
to fulfil the job of being a clown
make them laugh
make them happy
when the day turn into night
when everybody leaves
your day ends too
you go home
you've got no energy to talk at all
you need to rest
and prepare for tomorrow
this carries on today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow etc etc
and at the end of the day
you wonder if people really remember you
you know them of course
you know each of them personally
in your eyes, every one of them is equally important to you
you've seen and shared their ups and downs
but in their eyes, you are someone without worries, no frustration, forever happy
what they do not know is that clowns are humans too
they have their fair share of emotions
they need someone to be there for them
just like them needing people to entertain them
clowns need a clown in their lives too
when they laugh and looked like they are happy
it's not because they care less about what's going on around them
it's because they are trying to drown every sadness out of their lives
they know that if they get associated with any sadness
they will be able to make one less person happy

you just hope that even if they do not remember your name
at least they know you once appeared in their lives before.

surprised???
there's just so many other things that you guys don't know.