hello pple!!!
thanks for all the gd luck wishes.
thanks for all the support!!
today i tink i woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
lost my voice.
i knocked my leg against the side of my bed n hit my head against the wardrobe door.
i was lyk "wth! is this a sign??"
had prob with drawing my eyeline.
wanted a thin line but in the end it got thicker n thicker.
lolol.
did everything i can.
drank cough syrup.
felt lyk shitting the whole morning.
i dunno if i really wan to shit or is it because i am too nervous.
so went to sch for lecture n xt kept lying to me she's not gng sch today.
but aiyah, this trick has been used on lyk everyone's bday celebration.
i've long saw through it.
bought strepsils n eat it lyk sweet.
i was so scared my sorethroat is gonna let me zao xia ltr on stage.
before reporting everyone is lyk crowding over me n edwin n trying to get us prepared.
xt tried to tie my hair but in the end i decided to just let it down.
while waiting for our turn, i was quite nervous.
the guys all crowd arnd n kept telling us gd luck n promised me treats if we do a gd job.
while waiting behind stage, i kept saying shit shit shit n asking myself y did i get myself into this kind of deep shit n telling myself im not gng to sing ltr.
edwin kept asking me not to tink lyk this, but u see, this is my way of destressing.
i haf to convince myself wadever tt is gng to happen nxt is lyk normal.
so went up n started singing
we looked at each other n i heard "woahhhhhs"
then when i started the singing, the music stopped.
technical probs....
so the hosts came up to interview us.
stupid edwin, i kept trying to pass him the mic but he didnt wan to take.
so i had to ans instead.
but strangely, aft the music stopped, we both wasnt tt nervous anymore..
then started singing again.
i was super stiff lah.....
then we had a little dance at the interval.
frm wad i hear, i tink the response was quite gd lah.
we r the only grp tt did this kind of performance. lol.
aft our performance, we chiong to IMM to eat.
i m super hungry!!!
ordered tons of food.
sirloin steak, baked rice, pie, brownie n crepes.
yes, tt's wad i ate for lunch.
then went back to sch for project.
left the 4 of us in the lab aft abt 7pm
so we started getting crazy.
i was playing dslite n i kept scolding the dslite.
there's a part of the game where we had to blow into the mic.
i kept blowing n laughing out. lolol.
quite fun, tinkg of getting one for myself.
then went home at 9pm.
yq was complaining abt how ly will always beat her when she's laughing.
nw i noe y ly always slaps my face, cuz she's laughing!!!
y am i always a victim????
results will be out either tml or the day aft.
finals on 4th aug, auditorium
dunno whether i'll get in.
part of me didnt hope to get in, but part of me lyks the feeling of getting through to finals. lolol. contradicting.
oh, our performance was recorded down on video.
will post another day.
i'm always pushing things to another day.
actually im quite addicted to singing on stage nw. hahaha.
secret fetish.
oh, i quite lyk the song tu ran xiang ai ni by xu ru yun and wo yuan yi by wang fei.
both the songs have this part tt sings out the feeling of breathlessness when tinkg of sumbody.
i tink it's really nice n it really brings out the emotion of the listener.
tt kind of feeling when u tink of sumone so hard n so much until u feel tt u cant breathe anymore.
no no no, im not tinkg of u...
