lemme update b4 i start to rant.
went to deon's hse today.
ate lots of fishballs. finally.
watched danial n weihao played a very stupid n funny ps3 game.
kept laughing all the way.
played blackjack with the guys.
very gd luck today. won $18
second last game i bet all my winnings which was $4 at tt time.
5 guys below 21 won $8.
last round bet $5. blackjack won $10.
yeah yeah yeah.
watched the guys play mahjong n also channel 8 show.
then went home aft tt.
oh. korean's hana yori dango quite nice.
the guy who acted as dao ming si very very handsome.
i shall list him in second place for his looks, aft edison.
ok. nw on to my ranting.
came home n had a quarrel with my father.
it all started with me constantly eating corn which i was sensitive to it.
nw my skin has red sores popping up.
my father asked me to go n see the chinese doctor today.
i called them n told them tt i alrdy had an outing at deon's hse.
n he started saying things like "i dun care, dun make me angry" etc.
if he had nicely persuaded me, i wld have go.
but wad he said was really inconsiderate n tt made me very angry.
i alrdy told him im gng out on fri n he suddenly pop out with this n say tt i have to go no matter wad.
"i dun care" wad do u min by u dun care?
ur "dun care" is ruining all my plans.
shld i just sit at home n wait for u to order me to do things.
be reasonable. if u wan me to do things, at least dun make it on the days when i had to spend the whole day out.
on the way to sch, i just feel very frustrated.
i feel very miserable, but i dun lyk this feeling.
i kept asking myself y i feel this way.
in the end i saw my sis in sch n i told her n she said she will tok to my mother n say we'll go on sunday.
my mother said ok.
on the train to deon's hse, my father called n scolded me, calling me a disappointment.
i decided to ignore this comment.
when i got home, we had a big tiff.
i told him tt the reason i was angry was cuz he said he dun care.
n he started changing the lines into saying tt i dun care abt him n my own health.
n started saying the usual things tt he always calls me when he's angry with me.
things lyk "ur a disppointment", "i dunno why i had you" etc.
i noe tt u r angry with me, but have u ever tot of the way u r expressing it?
have u ever care if my heart can take all these harsh comments?
have u ever care hw im starting to change hw i tink of myself bcuz of all ur stupid comments?
y r u bringing me down?
on a lighter note, deon's mum commented tt im the prettiest gal in my grp.
tt cheered me up a little.
