yo!
things r getting better hahaha
im eating with my colleagues.
we even drove to IMM today
the guy beside tok to me ytd..
i dunno whether to laugh or cry..
lol.. even tho it's only abt work.
i min just the day b4 i alrdy wrote tt we will see hu can outlast each other n the next day he talked. lol
but ytd 3 guys pissed me off.
one was hugging th bus metal pole lyk he is determined to protect it.
one was looking at me when im waiting for his car to drive off so tt i can cross.
one was doing the very stupid mouth sound lyk im his dog.
no respects for gals.
i guess thefortune teller was right in some ways.
ever since my parents knew tt my father is against red,
now he seldom scolds me, nor do we quarrel anymore.
i tink both of us r trying to control ourselves.
at one time i even tot tt i am a late bloomer, tt i;ve just entered the rebellious stage.
anyway, had been following up on the news abt the father throwing his baby into the boiling pot of oil.
tt's so cruel.
but tt has been all i've done so far.
until today morning when i dreamt of a baby child surrounded by devil-looking alligators.
i suddenly got so worried abt the baby n wondered y is nobody rescuing her.
till the point when my alarm ring, i didnt even bothered to switch it off cuz im still "looking out" for the baby.
then it strikes me, y didnt i pray for her at all?
might sounds childish, but i tot tt's a sign frm God.
while praying, i was kinda lost for words.
i ended up with wishing tt God will just stay by her side.
but the latest news is - she did not survived.
i guess it was for her own good in some ways.
even if she survived, the odd looks frm the public abt her skin n everything will be too much for a kid to handle.
anyway, i believe now she's not suffering anymore.
oh n i also have to say smth
it's my own personal opinion btw.
i truly agree with wad jackie chan had commented abt the Chinese.
as a Chinese myself!
i min, which part did he even say wrongly??
n also, commenting on Zhang Zi Yi being a disgrace to the Chinese just cuz she acted as some seductive women in Horsemen n a geisha in Memoirs of a Geisha?
when chinese artistes managed to get into hollywood, the chinese r so proud of it.
but when they really acted in a hollywood movie, there's always smth not satisfying for the chinese.
forget it la, we shld just stay inside our own Chinese circle.
dun even tink abt venturing out!
hah. i've been reading newspaper on a regular basis nw.
but i always skip the politics part.. lol
i even bought the instrumental album..
hoping it will calm me down..
oh.. tml's SNIPER and Korean BBQ with mei mei!!
and.. my father's getting very traumatized nw..
we were planning on a yr-end korea skiing trip.
but aft the korean bbq tt time, he realisd he cldntget use to korea food.
hahahah.
while me n my sis agreed tt we will save 4000 bucks.
once we reach tt target, the two of us will go on a euro tour.
no parents!
