hello pple!!
i realised my previous post is so nonsense
lolol.
back with some other thinkings again.. lol..
this time it will be....
if you see other people doing things that you cannot do, will you praise the person or will you say "tt's not very difficult.."??
for me, as long as the person does smth tt i cannot do..
be it a very simple task, (for eg, housechores, i suck at those), i will consider the person to good.
but of cuz there's times when the devil gets the hold on me, n i will cast it off with a "no big deal"
but i've seen pple who NEVER praises.
i min NEVER!!!
this cause me to tink abt how this person felt at the pt in time..
jealous??? irritated??? or simply heck care?
but if really heck care, u wun say "no big deal" ryt?
for me, honestly, it will be cuz im jealous.
hahahahah. even if i really tink tt person is gd.
i find tt pple shldnt be so selfish with praises.
this world will become such a better place.
oh.. went WCP on saturday with my extended family.
we had a picnic there n we flew kite n played frisbees.
if u read my blog last time, u will noe tt there's a few big arguments tt happened between my family members.
those r times when i feel really sandwiched.
cuz my sis has a heck care attitude but i cannot.
i feel tt things must be solved if not it's not a complete family anymore.
so u can imagine how contented i feel when i see my family laughing so happily at very simple things.
even though my parents didnt joined in, which i am a lil disappointed.
but i guess they were tired aft a long day at work.
i decided to go jogging at WCP every fortnight.
i noe very little.
but for me, im not trying to really be an excercise-holic, so i tink a jog fortnightly is enough to keep me frm turning into a fat auntie frm all these eating n sitting at work. ahahha.
just nw when i was listening to my mp3, i heard the song 不能跟情人说的话
they were toking abt how a fren will be there to listen to u when u r really down n sad.
tt makes me tink abt my frenships with all my frens.
i can say tt i havent found a fren tt fits this category.
no it's not their fault.
i noe maybe some of them can be in this category, but the problem lies with me.
i tink im scared of embarassment, so i seldom very very seldom tell them abt things tt makes me sad.
most of the time wad they see is a happy seowhui, always laughing n telling jokes.
i tink i dun wan them to tink of me as someone who's very emo all the time.
i wan to maintain the image i have in their mind all the time, tt's y i find it hard to open my mouth.
i do cry, xt will agree.
but i only rmb crying in front of them cuz of physical pain, nv emotionally.
tt is saved in my batherm or locked bedrm.
i dunno wads the prob with me.
even though i feel sad knowing i may nv have a fren who will listen to my sad stories, but i feel tt in the mean time, i still can handle my emotions well.
ahhh.. long post again..
anyway, mark lee has become my favourite hosts.
he's so direct yet so funny. n witty at the same time.
n most of the time all the rude things tt he says r true.
i dun understand y pple need to condemn him.
maybe they cannot accept those facts tt he bring up?
