Monday, July 12, 2010

Bad Day

I lost a friend in Secondary School due to my humour.
Now another friend is reflecting the same thing to me.
I thought both of them and I are close enough to joke.
I try hard to make people laugh.
But apparently, there is still a limit to joking, no matter how close u are with a person.

And then there is a friend who tell me "Don't get me involved." when I'm in trouble.
Have I been making the right friends all these time?

I don't know what to do now.
All the way home I was on the verge of breaking down.
I don't think there is anything wrong with my humour, but should I change so that I won't lose a friend again?

I depend too much on my current friends.
I don't keep in contacts with the old.
I thought current friends will be enough.
But now that I can't confide in my current friends, I find that I have no one else to turn to.