Derrick's Bdae and my very big disappointment, Work
We celebrated Derrick's bdae on 5/12/10.
Ate at Aston, bought a feather hairband for him to wear, bought a very good earpiece for him, and watched Rapunzel.
Then smth happened.
I went to walk around, and I realised nobody was following me.
I went back to the group and found them taking group shots.
I was super stunned, I just walked in front of them uncontrollably.
Then they realised I was not inside, then they called me to join in.
I was super sad.
I mean, I have alrdy been telling the 3 girls that I sometimes feel left out.
As in the 3 of them will always be sitting together and talking to each other while I will normally sit with the guys or walk behind the grp.
Like they nv even realised I wasn't with them.
They told me they never leave me out.
So I've been telling myself that I'm thinking too much.
Until when they left me out of the group shot.
I know they didn't did it on purpose, but it just showed what I am.
I really can't think of any reasons to counter this feeling.
And when I posted it on FB, nobody knows the reason why I am sad.
Like they didn't expect me to be sad over it.
I am just super disappointed.
Work has been alright so far.
Been working frequently at Egypt.
Tiffany and Simon suddenly got so friendly.
Like Simon even joked about my flabby arms and Tiffany was asking me to stop making her laugh.
Today I went out for one set alone for 10 mins, with TJ and Dane on stilts, cuz my partner has smth on on her way.
I asked them to stand together to take photo so I was practically forming queue, taking photo and maintaining the order single-handedly.
Then my partner came and join us.
After she cut the queue, I told the rest to come back for later.
Then this Malay uncle came back to me and said I asked him to come back later but I allow others to cut in from the side to take photos.
He even asked if I want him to complain about me.
Firstly, asking this qn is super pointless.
It's just like asking pple if they want to eat shit.
Tell me the possibility of hearing a "Yes".
Secondly, that threat is nothing to us.
How many guests we handle each day.
Complaints are nothing, as long as we are not in the wrong.
I told him the the other grp has a member in the queue.
He told me no.
I asked him if he would like to clarify with the other grp now.
He told me "Bullshit!" and walked away.
Conclusion: He don't dare to clarify with the other group.
This is more bullshit. Thank you!
When I got back to the green rm, TJ and Dane were telling me that I did a good job handling the crowd all by myself.
When I told them that I might get a complain, Dane even offered to throw in a note of his statement to support me.
I'm super touched.
Think after working for sometime, the bond has really grown.
Ate dinner with Gabrielle, Ming Xiu, Spencer, Felina, Maggie, Neo, Zhen Yang, Wan Qi and Rinka.
Found out that Ming Xiu and Spencer are not as bad as I have thought.
Really need to take time out to know them before jumping to conclusions!
