this is the lyrics of one of the songs in polar express.. it's really very sweet.. the girl is persuading the little boy to blif in christmas.. umm.. i dun haf the real lyrics to it.. im jus typing wad i hear.. so it mabbe ryt or wrong..

When Christmas Comes To Town
Matthew Hall & Meagan Moore
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(Little Boy)
I'm wishing on a star
And trying to believe
That even though it's far
It's finally Christmas Eve
I guess that Santa's busy
Cause he's never come around
I think of him
When Christmas comes to town

(Girl)
The best time of the year
When everyone comes home
With all these Christmas cheers
It's hard to be alone
Putting up the Christmas tree
And friends will come around
It's so much fun
When Christmas comes to town

(Girl)
Presents for the children
Wrapped in red and green

(Little Boy)
All the things I've heard about
But never really seen

(Both)
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa's on his way

Interlude

(Girl)
Presents for the children
Wrapped in red and green

(Little Boy)
All the things I've heard about
But never really seen

(Both)
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa's on his way

(Girl)
When Santa's sleigh bells ring

(Little Boy)
I listen all around

(Girl)
The Herald Angels sing

(Little Boy)
I never hear a sound

(Girl)
And all the dreams of children

(Little Boy)
Once lost will all be found

(Girl)
That's all I want
When Christmas comes to town

(Both)
That's all I want
When Christmas comes to town

Santa can u hear me?
i haf been so gd this yr..
n all i wan is one thing..
tell me my true love is near..
he's all i wan.. jus for me..
underneath my christmas tree..
i'll b waiting here..
santa tt's my only wish this yr..

so sweet~~

haiz.. im so disappointed.. now i noe tt ur perspective of me is " no use loving sumone hu dun luv u baq".. tt;s how u tink of me.. well.. fine..

u told me to blif in u.. i did.. but u dun blif in me at all..

My Only Wish (This Year)
Britney Spears
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Oh yeah yeah...
Last night I took a walk in the snow,
Couples holdin hands, places to go,
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss,
I sent it off, it just said this:
"I know exactly what I want this year"
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold,
Maybe Maybe,
He'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing,
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

Oh yeahh.. Yeahh Yeahh...
Christmas Eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for takin a peek
Cuz I heard that you're comin' to town
Santa can you hear me?
I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true,
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Baby, baby, baby, baby
We'll be all alone under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year,
All I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time (oh yeah)
Bring me love I can call all mine (oh yeah)
Cuz I have been so good, so good this year, (oh oh)
Can't be alone under the mistletoe,
He's all I want in a big red bow.

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here,
Santa that's my only wish this year

Ahh ahh ahh
Oh Santa, can you hear me...?
Oh Santa..Well he's all I want
Just for me, underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here,
Santa that's my only wish this year
Santa that's my only wish this year.

lalalalalalallalalalalala.. joleen.. did we haf a great nite tonite???? YES!!!! lolx..

ok.. so me n joleen went to meet nadz at lido.. we were jus bside him.. but he nv see us at all.. n he went one whole big round.. until we go up to him then he see us.. then we were tinking of which theatre to go.. cuz all tics for shutters r either sold out or there's only single seats.. so fed up.. cant watch shutter.. then we decided to go walk arnd.. but firstly.. we went to long john silvers to settle our dinner.. ok.. they eat.. i nv buy anything.. but i got to eat also.. i kope joleen's fries n nadz treated me a hershey pie.. ok.. he's trying to tempt me to eat chocolate.. n i fell for it.. dammit!!!! then both of them ganed up to diss me abt elmo!! joleen.. how can u lyk tt??? wah liao.. then me n joleen ganged up n snatch nadz's pie.. hu ask him to tempt me again...

then we went to wisma.. weshop very long there.. umm.. mostly is me n joleen shop.. then nadz wait outside.. lol.. then tis funny guy went to buy a tiny little bk for grandmothers for me.. lololol.. then he told me he is going to change into a christian.. omg.. i kenna shock...

then we walked to heeren.. bot ice cream on the way.. wanted chocolate flavour but the uncle gave me mixed.. watched a band performed.. n the rain drops fell into my ice cream cup.. so im eating mixed ice cream wid raindrops.. lol.. then went into heeren.. went to flash n splash.. i saw the bag.. how cum still exist arh??? i tot no more alrdy.. no wonder nadz told me he saw it again.. then i saw georgina's bag also.. how cum all re appear?????? then walk arnd.. joleen ended calling me ahma also.. lol.. then we went to take neoprints.. wah.. finally taking neo prints.. so long nv take alrdy.. then we went walk arnd summore.. n joleen nid to go home.. so i went home wid her..

N THE WHOLE TIME THEY DISSING ME ABT ELMO!!!!

NADZ!!!! WHEN DID I GET INVOLVED IN UR MOVIE???? I NV AGREEEEEEEE!!!!

hmm... wasnt in a gd mood today.. not angry i min.. but wasnt feeling gd.. er.. wad m i toking abt.. nvm.. jus not happy.. not angry n not sad lah.. but dun feel lyk luffing.. or joking..

did not wan to go dance today.. my mama woke me up at 7.. but i dragged all the way til 7.20 then pull myself up to wash up.. then i went all the way to clementi mac to meet them.. mdm ji giving treat.. but i nv eat alot.. jus asked for 2 hashbrowns.. i really wasnt in the mood.. haiz..

then went for dance.. the whole time they were luffing.. but i was lyk.. "HA HA HA".. i guess i mus haf looked really depressed.. bcuz georgina asked me y im so quiet today.. the only person hu really made me luff today is zhiming.. he so damn funny loh.. he look at my eye so deeply.. he played wid me.. then we were toking abt our odd habits.. blah blah.. lolx.. then we were luffing abt body odours.. he was singing love songs to me.. trying to cheer me up.. n i sang along.. n in the end.. liu lao shi was luffing at both of us.. n in the end.. we got punished for tt.. yucks.. but hmm.. at least it made me smile..

then went to watch polar express.. the movie damn nice.. the animation so real! didnt wan to leave the cinema at all.. lol..

then went to church.. but i really wasnt in the mood.. n i didnt sing along for most songs.. haiz.. wads wid me today????

onto sum of my tots of the day..

haiz.. i once tot tt true luv is fearless of any obstacles.. n i always tot tt my relationships will b perfect.. i tot i noe how to handle all problems.. now then i noe tt it's all a wishful tinking of my own.. i realised tt i dunno love at all.. y m i explaining love to pple then? y do pple trust me so much in my so-call "theory" of love then? y do pple ask me 4 advices when their relationships are on the rocks? i guess it's bcuz they r so depressed.. n my portrait of luv is so hopeful.. perfect (n not to mention unrealistic).. tt all of them rely on me to gif them hope.. all of them wanted a perfect relationship lyk wad i've been thinking abt.. nw.. i can officially announce tt I DUNNO THIS LITTLE THING CALLED [[LOVE]] AT ALL!!!

blif it or not.. i tot of this pragraph when i was abt to slp last nite.. i was tinking abt smth else.. n i ended up wid this..

y does bitches exist on the world??? they noe nth but hunting for preys everyday.. n making them suffer.. haiz.. im really waiting for the day to cum.. if u've been reading my blog.. u will noe wad day it is.. n.. STOP DISGRACING JESUS!

TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!

"Girls just like to be chased after by guys.." by jamie perfect 10 dj.. is tt true??? lololol..

grad nite tonite!!!! omg.. so nice.. i wanna go grad nite too.. but i still haf a yr to go.. it's so not fair.. heard tt frm nxt yr onwards.. all grad nite held in sch.. wtf.. r we going to wear prom dress in sch??? no way!!! we wan hotel! we wan hotel! we wan hotel! petition!!!!!

jus watched SingIdol! phenomenon.. hmm.. i tink i hafta change my views abt sylvester abit.. cuz the way he toks abt his mother's scandal jus now was damn touching.. taufik's too!!! tho i dun really noe wad it's abt.. is it smth lyk he scolded his mother or wad?? tt really brought me to tears.. so touching.. mummy~ daddy~ i love you~

mummy~ thx for helping me to make a decision this morning.. but in the end we dunnid it at all.. n thx for helping me to alter tt stupid track pants which makes me keep falling.. yucks~~~

daddy~ umm.. arh.. er.. yah.. thx for everything.. lol.. thx for the kisses every night.. altho ur beard makes my forehead so pain.. nvm.. lol

went to sch for open hse today.. mrs chng hoh.. nth to say loh.. we cum at 8am.. then she held onto the keys till lyk 10.. we were slacking arnd for 2 hrs.. omg.. i can slp for 2 hrs.. then we decided not to dance anymore.. wah liao.. liu lao shi still say our dance was very gd.. beta than crescent girls.. then while slacking.. me n eunice tried to strip each other's clothes.. i dunno wad started too.. but she suddenly wanted to strip me.. in front of the guys.. of cuz i dun let her.. so i tried to strip her baq.. lolx.. we ended up in a fite.. hahahahahahah.. then she tried to use the iron as her weapon.. wah.. scarieeeee.. then at the booth.. we were slacking more.. i was watching the contemporary dance's dance.. er.. ok.. wah.. their dance very nice.. shake alot.. lol.. really.. i min it.. they were great.. they really used their whole energy to dance.. then we played arnd wid our props.. blah blah.. took video of funny things.. then i slept on eunice's leg.. nice.. haha.. the height is jus nice.. then me n lizhen went down to buy drinks.. ivan's auntie saw me n invited me to go n eat the food tt's meant for the visitors n VIP.. lololol.. im too attractive.. die! then we brought orange juices up for the others.. especially for dance only.. haha.. then we went to play golf.. the edwin n his fren.. wah liao.. big time show off.. we beginner then they were lyk "u F-A-I-L.. FAIL!!!" "u S-U-C-K.. SUCK!!!" hello???????? so we asked them to play instead.. n they missed too.. so we said baq them too.. n i added "u F-U-C-K.. FUCK!!" grrrrr... then we went baq to pack up..

they say got 3 batches of parents cuming.. but so far we only see lyk not more than 10 families loh.. er.. so wu liao..

tml got dance again.. 9 hrs of prac.. it's gonna be tough.. but we can bring pillows there.. im bringing the christmas big pillow for myself.. n the shrek donkey pillow for li zhen.. then im tinking abt whether to bring elmo along.. lololol.. shld i??? hmmmmmmm...

i love my grandson's smile soo much!!! very nice n bright.. lol.. plus he's dark.. so it looks lyk the only white thing is his teeth.. so amusing.. hahah.. he smiled at me twice today.. how nice.. r u going to kill me for this????? elmo rulez!!!!

blahz.. im baq.. frm a day of craziness as usual.. hahah.. except tt today seems lyk im the only one hu is high.. others all seems tired.. so wad haf they been doing last nyt?? i dunno.. dun wanna noe too.. lol..

liu lao shi treat me so gd.. gimme alot of solo act.. lol.. while everyone was given a little space to squeeze together.. he gave me sucha big space to spread myself out n slp.. lol.. i told him my weight went down alrdy.. he said no diff.. -_-" fine loh.. then the mood was supposed to be very dim.. but i jus cant calm myself down.. in the end.. liu lao shi say today we will not be serious.. we'll be fun.. n i had a lot of fun.. really.. hahah..

then we went to queensway.. actualli to anchorpoint first.. went to eat.. but im not full at all.. nvm then.. went queensway shopping ctr to collect our dance tee.. me, lizhen n yuting were watching a tattoo show.. haha.. it's so pain!!! omg!!! crazieee pple.. then we went rnd n rnd the shopping ctr dunno looking for wad.. i was looking at bikinis all along.. hahaha.. then we decided to go jurong point.. on the taxi.. cuz it's 5 of us.. so one of us had to hide.. n i was in the front seat.. n the uncle tok alot.. so i had to entertain him.. while the 4 pple behind were luffing away..

reached jp n there was this 2 kids on the stage playing a scissors paper stone game.. using their body.. it's damn funny.. then 4 adults had to dance sum funny dance.. while we watching.. i heard this damn loud burp frm behind me.. i turned arnd n saw this guy frm camp eureka.. so i guess the one hu burp loudly muz be frm camp eureka too.. hmm.. but i dunno hu they burping to.. then we went to mac to eat.. i min i eat.. they just sit arnd n watch me eat.. they were wondering y im not full.. lol.. then yuting gave me this big task.. to find out georgina's cup size.. wah.. almost got it out.. but she dunno her size.. damn.. then we went home.. on the bus.. me n eunice were crapping again..

haiyer.. cant wait for dance camp.. 27-28/12.. still so long.. we've got alot of fun ideas for this camp.. but since we r the organizers.. we cant play.. tt's gonna be so boring.. but we bringing poker cards to gamble.. n the snap tt i bot in toy r us.. jus tt i dunno where it had gone to.. haha.. oh yah.. btw.. below is a photo of all the tanglinians n ex-tanglinians in camp eureka 2004..



can find me?? i was hugging yi xuan.. lolx..

i still miss luke...............................................................................................'s jacket..

i still miss adrian............................................................................................'s smile..

i still miss ray................................................................................................'s hug!!!


lolololol

MOST SIGNIFICANT THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY!!
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My grandson.. yes.. the cute grandson called Nadzri.. finally said tt elmo is cute!!!! even cuter than him!!! lolx.. im gonna keep tt msg forever!

yay!!! tml baq to dance prac.. i miss dance prac soooooo much.. umm.. i min i miss all the craps n craziness in dance!!! n i cut my nail liao.. siewling u cant make me do pumping.. hahaah.. blah blah blah.. we gonna crap more tml.. dance reigns!!!

haiyer.. y is olinda out??? y y y???? leandra out i alrdy very sad.. now olinda's out too.. n the worse is sylvester is inside!!! omg.. y him?? i cant see any special in his singing.. grrrr... it's all bcuz of those crazieeee ghurls hu went to vote for him cuz of looks.. not ability.. haiz.. i wonder if i'll get alot of "feedbacks" on this in my tag board.. but anyway.. one of my best talents is to block out all bad comments on me.. hehe.. cum on n flood for all u wan.. i dun gif a damn..

hmm.. im giving up my adidas shoes n cardigan alrdy.. i wanna use my money on beta things.. haha.. shhhhhh~~~ u all will nv noe..

i dun understand y r there such unfilial children on earth.. hellooooo!!!! she is ur mother!!!! grrrr...

20/11/04
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08:56 [[Of all the pretty and charmin gurls i came across. I am hook onto u. Why? R u the ans for my light who brights my life? Or am i jus window shoppin?]]

09:11 [[I m. And im willing.. No matter long it takes. I always have faith and trust in u.]]

09:15 [[U r the one who make me attracted to u.]]

09:19 [[Onces i booked a ticket to heaven , would i even want to book anther ticket to somewhere else? Heaven is my place. I jus wish O'S is 2moro.]]

09:36 [[I love u.]]

09:41 [[More then i love myself.]]

09:47 [[Then u beta get use to it dear. U will be mine soon..baby. I seriously love u. If i love u. I do anything 4 u.]]

10:29 [[U look cute when u smile n u r cute when u walk so clumsy.]]

11:39 [[I never felt such love around me when you said that you are willing to be with me.]]

11:49 [[for the last time i hope i get to say this to a girl i love and at the same time i m crying.i love you from the bottom of my heart.]]

11:57 [[i cant bear to let you go just like that.you make me wanna live again.]]

12:43 [[Hey. U aint willing to give up on me do u? Im fightin 4 u nw. My own heart and soul. Jus to get to be with u.]]

sweet memories.. nth but a dream.. haiz..

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Aerosmith
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I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

2X

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing

Girl On Tv
LFO
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I'm wishing on a falling star...
wondering where you are...

(chorus)
I wished for you on a falling star
wondering where you are
do I ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine
She's from the city of angels
like Bette Davis, James Dean and Gable
never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl that's on tv

Met her at a gala affair
she wore a green dress and everybody was there
felt outta place til she looked into my eyes
shook her hand around 9 PM and now
I'm never gonna be the same again
never have to be on a movie screen
to be the leading lady in all my dreams

shoobie-do-wop and scooby snacks
met a fly girl and I can't relax
the only problem is she's a movie star, oh
my friends, they won't believe me
if they could only see me
at the risk of sounding cheesy
I think I fell for the girl on tv

(chorus)
I wished for you on a falling star
wondering where you are
do I ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine
She's from the city of angels
like Bette Davis, James Dean and
never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl that's on tv

Everybody knows her name
wanna take her picture and they're glad she came
but I just wanna be there when she's down, down (be there when she's down)
I don't want her autograph
I just wanna call her up and make her laugh
never had to be on the movie screen
to be the leading lady in all my dreams

shoobie-do-wop and scooby snacks
I met a fly girl and I can't relax
only problem is she's a movie star
my friends, they won't believe me
if they could only see me
at the risk of sounding cheesy
I think I fell for the girl on tv

(chorus)
I wished for you on a falling star
wondering where you are
do I ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine
She's from the city of angels
like Bette Davis, James Dean and Gable
never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl that's on tv

I wished for you on a falling star
I'm wishing on a star and I'm wondering where you are
Wondering where you are
Do I cross you remind in the warm sunshine

(rap)
Yeah, so I wished for you on a bright, shining star everywhere I look, there you are
it's the girl in the green dress
she took my breath away
and now I look to the sky for the better day

to the beat y'all and scooby snacks
I met a fly girl and I can't relax
never had to be on the movie screen
cause she's the leading lady in all my dreams

(repeat chorus)

sweeet song.. lolx!!!

slpt 17 hrs today... wahhaha.. lyk total opposite of camp.. camp is work 17 hrs.. lolx.. brandon came my hse.. cute little boy boy.. he noes how to sit.. but he lyks to fall down on his belly n then try to get himself up.. but when he cannot get up.. he will cry n scream... dotx loh.. i recorded all his brandon-in-action down in my cuz's phone.. not wid me.. soooooo sorrie.. then went harbourfont centre wid my mummy to meet my auntie.. pass her smth or wad i dunno.. then shopped arnd there.. my mother wan me to buy smth.. but i nv buy clothes.. went to buy food instead.. hahaha.. then saw a top in hang ten quite nice.. but my mummy dun wan to buy.. -_-".. hurt got pple miss me during my camp stay.. haha.. jason hoh???? lolx.. my grandson very sweet... so sweet.. hahahahahha.. tt's all lah.. brandon very sweet too!!! lolx.. luke too!!! haiyer... everyone so sweeeeeeeeet!!!! me tooooooo!!!!

hey everybody!!! lolx.. jus returned frm Y2Y Camp Eureka 2004!!! the name damn long.. aiyah.. jus call it camp eureka.. haha.. so tired.. we everyday only get to slp less than 4 hrs.. the other time we spend the whole days listening to lectures n playing brain challenging games.. lemme describe abit to u lah..

tues morning.. which is on 16/11.. i was lyk usual.. late again.. haha.. but only a few mins.. then aft finishing all the basic thingies.. we set off.. on the bus i was trying to slp.. reach the austin hills.. camp buster adrian damn fierce.. we all mood were lyk max to min liao.. haha.. alot of lectures loh.. haha.. then got ray as our trainer!!! wow.. although he's not very shuai considered to me lah.. but he got this x-factor which attracts me.. lolx.. then we played ring toss.. did not win.. haiz.. then more lectures.. coooooooooooold!!!! did not slp until 3am.. my grp got one cutie.. his name soooo kewl also.. hmm.. i wun say his full name here lah.. jus call him by luke.. lolx..

2nd day.. woke up damn early.. 6.30am.. to go for P.T.. physical training lah.. do lyk hell loh.. then went to eat breakfast.. nice.. cereal wid milk.. then we played sum games.. forgot wad games liao.. rmb then i say.. then terence eong's lectures!!! dress till so formal til i puke arh.. lolx.. then went for lunch.. buffet loh.. then played commander of 7 seas.. we won!!! yay!!! won $6.. then more lectures till nite.. but nvm.. it's by RAY!!! i slpt at 1am tt nite.. improvement..

3rd day.. nice!!! morning PT played captain ball.. sian.. then lecture by jason seet.. this guy is a william-hung lookalike.. lolx.. he asked us to play PASS PASS PASS.. craziee loh.. he nv say any rules to us.. but actually we are supposed to snatch money frm other pple.. but nobody noes.. so in the end alot of pple gong gong money kanna snatched away.. including me lah.. lolx.. then played cash flow game.. sorrie to say but i felt tt it was a stupid game.. then during dinner very fun.. the camp buster became fun n joined us in our nonsense.. we sang songs n performed.. then we cheered.. then all the tanglinians plus ex tanglinians in ngee ann sang the "ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen" song.. lolx.. we volunteered ourselves to bring entertainment.. in the end.. no one eating.. camp buster can be fun toooo!!!then more lectures.. blah blah.. tt nite we nv slp early loh.. cuz we hafta prepare our project for the IE Challenge.. then mas told me tt sum guy lyk me.. i was lyk.. "oh wad the hell.." then until 4 smth then slp.. till 6 woke up again.. the whole day i was wearing luke's jacket.. lolx.. he damn sweet.. he kept sneezing.. then i wanna return to him.. then he say tt he sneeze doesnt min tt he's cold.. n he threw baq the jacket at me.. i wanna told him tt his jacket rox.. cuz it's really warm.. but then.. nvm.. haha..

4th day!!!! captain ball competition!! not my business lolx.. then we had our IE Challenge.. my grp got in for the final round.. then we had the final round.. but we came in 3rd.. so we won ourselves $16 each.. then we went for photo taking.. then went baq for trust fall.. very nice.. im the only gal there cuz the other gal hafta go home early cuz she's sick.. so i was the first one to fall.. n i kanna fall twice.. very nice when the guys toss me up.. im flyingggggg im flyingggg~~ lolx.. then we had alot of time to take photos.. all the pple were fighting to take pics wid camp buster.. ooh-hoo.. lolx.. he's became so popular once he's fun.. sucha nice guy.. me, yx n yt took pics wid him too.. he hold me by my shoulder.. lolx.. wah.. shiok!!! me n yx craziee over him frm head to toe.. lolx.. yx so jealous tt he hold me by shoulder.. then we hug alot of pple.. i got to hug ray!!! omg.. shiok again.. lolx.. we all dun bear to leave austin hill too.. me n yx were crqaziee till lyk we walk sooooo slow in the custom so tt we can see camp buster.. he's bus is behind us.. lolx.. then we went baq to tanglin n dispersed!!

actually on the first day of the camp.. i was quite reluctant to go lah.. since u noe... I HATE CAMPS!!! i joined this cuz i tot tt it mite change my opinions on camps.. but the first 2 days got me so disappointed.. i jus dun lyk the events loh.. yeah.. plus the camp buster so fierce.. but the nxt 2 days changed my impression again.. i tot it was fun.. haha.. the atmosphere.. woooooT!! nth to say.. lolx.. very fun.. im soooo tired now.. we learnt alot of things too.. cuz all of our games rite.. we dun haf many rules for it.. jus 1 or 2.. then the rest rite.. u noe we guys are soo used to the system where u hafta haf all the rules b4 u can play the games.. but in this camp.. the thing is "if i nv say anything.. u decide urself loh.." so we can actually make up our own rules.. yeah.. we all were thinking out of the box.. nice rite.. wah.. ur game ur rules.. lolx.. summore.. wid guys lyk ray, luke, adrian (camp buster) n sum other Y2Y trainer hu is quite shuai also.. hahaha.. shhhhhhh~~!

nahz.. this is wad i call "nth to do so find sum guys to craze over.." lolx.. once the camp is over.. the whole thing is over.. no other things lah.. hahaha.. yeah.. tt's all.. im so tired.. i wanna slp now.. nitey!!! all my dears!

gary's on the teens mag!!!! lolx.. he look sooooo different.. i almost can recognise him!!! wow!!! not bad sia!!!

finally went to work jus now.. earned $30 hahah..

ytd nite i dreamt of him.. he was hugging me.. oooooooh... we were so close tt i tot i m dreaming.. ok.. in fact.. im dreaming.. but it feel sooooo real.. it's so UNREALISTIC!!! lol

tatas to all til fri nite.. hahahah.. im going camp im going camp!!!

*yawnz* sooooo tired.. jus return frm a chalet today.. this early morning i min.. oh yah.. to all malays.. n everyone else lah.. haha. SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!! grandson.. i wan green packet!!!

ytd went to je to meet joleen.. she was late.. grrrr.. hu ask me so early go.. then i went to help my ah gong top up his ez link.. then went to buy my clips.. was tinking of whether i shld go entertainment centre buy drink anot.. but scared ltr joleen cAnt find me.. she got no hp.. very hard to contact.. so i stayed there observing pple.. haha.. no weird pple.. not nice.. then she came.. n we were stopped by a gal to donate to the needys.. she said she's hot.. n she's wearing a jacket.. hellooooo?? ok.. so we gd gal.. aft much persuasion.. we donated.. haha.. then we went mac to buy joleen's brunch n my cup of ice lemon tea.. i nv eat my brunch too.. but nvm lah.. hmm.. i kope her fries to eat can alrdy.. haha..

then we took 176 to outside sch there.. i nv noe tt the 176 bus got tt yellow strip tt is actually a bell!!! until i saw joleen pressing.. i was lyk so shock.. n amused.. lolx.. i wanna play too.. i got the pants frm neh neh.. n then we took 176 to church.. but sadly.. tt 176 dun haf the yellow strip thingy..

at cell.. we celebrated celine's bdae.. ooooooh.. god bless. our cell leader is officially 22 yrs old!!!!!or 23??? arh.. nvm.. she's one yr older.. haha.. haha.. her cake was sooo big tt we all cant finish it.. then aft cell.. we took photos.. eh.. not me.. is geraldine take.. then i took a taxi to east coast costa sands resort.. reached there.. i wanted to rush to the swimming pool.. but nur jie was sooooooo slow.... haha.. she's my auntie's maid.. i keep telling her tt by the time she's finish.. they close the pool alrdy.. finally.. she's finished.. but i went wid another maid..... -_-"

the swimming pool very nice.... 1m only.. lolx.. then i play not lyk 5 min.. the guard told us to leave the pool. cuz it's raining.. it's not fair!!!!! but we dun gif up.. we 3 gals waited for the rain to stop.. while the kids bathed.. jus as they were going baq to the chalet.. the pool was opened again.. whahahaha.. we swam ourselves.. we played marco polo.. my sis kept cheating.. grrr.. we swam till we were hungry.. then we went baq to the chalet..

at the chalet.. we got grilled salmon n beef teppanyaki to eat.. yumz.. very nice..i keep asking for more beefs frm the kids.. n they gave me.. WILLINGLY.. ok.. i nv force them.. lolx.. then my auntie mopped the floor while i sit there so comfortably watching the tv.. where got pple cum chalet help them clean chalet one.. lolx.. then we all went up to the rm for the moment of fun.. GAMBLING!!! yay!! haha.. my luck was so gd.. until i started msging my grandson.. we played until abt 2am.. then we went to slp..

but my cuz.. grrrrr.. her head damn strong.. squeeze my baq till actually we r sharing this pillow.. but in the end.. the whole pillow belongs to her.. luckily.. i m skilled in this.. my sis "gave me training" in this nitely.. n i pushed her head baq.. then she suddenly started mumbling.. then she sat up n ask "y r there sharks arnd?" i wanna luff.. but everyone's aslp.. i beta dun luff.. haha..

then early in the morning they wake us up.. yucks.. y so early.. we 11 then check out.. u 8.45 wake me up.. siao! then we went to play badminton in the open field in front of the chalet.. then we went baq to enjoy air con n watch nkf champs n a cartoon show b4 we hafta check out..

then my uncle drived me, my sis n my auntie to parkway parade to take taxi.. my auntie treated us ice cream.. then we sat down observing pple again.. while she go buy burger.. i was observing wad kind of age grp wear wad.. n wad kind of age grp lyks to wear wad.. umm.. the results were....... so confusing.. hahah.. then we took taxi home..

then i slp until now.. arnd 7 hrs ltr.. hahahahaha..

whoa.. i lost 4 kg within 3 days.. i tink it's bcuz i nv eat chocolates.. cuz i havent been doing my sit ups for sooooo long.. it cant be due to exercising.. funny.. when i exercise i dun cut down weight.. i gain weight summore.. but when i stop exercising.. i cut down weight immediately.. now im officially 48kg.. hahah.. but my aunties say i got baby fat.. so no matter how much i weigh.. i still look fat.. is tt true??? i dunno.. haha..

i beta cut my nails by tml if i wanna avoid scratching anybody in the camp.. lolx.. tues im going.. tata to all.. lolx.. wish i can wake up tml to go work..hehe.. done.. cya mabbe tml.. if not till sat alrdy.. hahah..

wah.. im getting blurer n blurer.. is tt sucha word?? ok.. nvm.. i invent my own words.. blurer mins more blur.. stoppid.. 3 yrs old also noe..

i misunderstood joleen for roy.. n she was lyk.. u call me jus now to go church.. u now ask me whether im going anot.. lolx.. wad happened to me???

haha.. i failed a test by my grandson.. he's testing me on my sensitivity on guys feelings n words.. there's only one qn.. n i failed it.. damn.. lolx..

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Simple Plan
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I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

whoopie~ simple plan's song to entertain u all!!!

3 more day and im going for Camp Eureka in Malaysia.. cant wait for it.. yay!!! but cant bear to leave all of u too.. hahaha.. will mizz ya all very much! im abit too early huh??