hello!!!

i guess wad's done has been done.. not point griefing over it.. so i've decided to move on with life. we cant avoid pple hurting us. but we can get over it n triumph over it ryt. yeah.. !!

anyway.. woke up late at 1pm when im supposed to meet xt at 1pm.. lolol.. so rushed down lyk mad to je in 45mins.. im a super genius.. lolol.. yeah.. so toked abt our projects n all tt.. n walked arnd. returned home at arnd 6pm..

tml haf presentation.. n then go interview for job.. n then shopping.. n then ndp last rehearsal!!! super bz.. but hahha.. shld be enjoyable bah! =D

Close Your Eyes (English Version)
Melody

Lying broken on the floor
Waiting for her man to come back to her
She hums a melancholy tune
Just to pass the miserable time away @ Away...

Though the candle has long before
Fickered off it's last ray of light to her
She sees a vision of his face
It is haunting her. still unable to let him go
Shut the door, there's no need to look back

Close your eyes and sleep tonight
Let dreams escort you into the light
You'll find the love that you're looking for
You can do so much more...
But you still choose to care... For him

Reading back her diaries
She relives a distant memory
Those times are nothing but a haze
But she can not seem to face
What's then is now gone...
Shut the door, there's no need to look back

Close your eyes and sleep tonight
Let dreams escort you into the light
You'll find the love that you're looking for
You can do so much more... If you just
Say goodbye to yesterday
It's never too late to find a way
So take a look and you'll clearly see
You can do anything...
But you still choose to care...

There is always a silver lining to a cloud
You gotta realize it now
Can't you feel
Endless love
It's shimmering all around you

Close your eyes and sleep tonight
Let dreams escort you into the light
You'll find the love that you're looking for
You can do so much more... if you just
Say goodbye to yesterday
It's never too late to find a way
So take a look and you'll clearly see
You can do anything...
But you still choose to care... For him

going thru an emotional ride now..

went to meet edwin n georgina to go kallang together.. on the train cld not balance well n kept falling all over.. reached n ate dinner n was constantly teasing my sis about her liking an army.. ok lah.. then run thru our steps.. under the super big hot sun.. my head felt abit heavy then... i tink the army guys very wad.. got this army guy helped me to hold my pyro stick n toked to me.. then the ken was lyk telling him tt he must asked weiliang's permission b4 toking to me.. lyk wtf.. ok.. so the rest of the time were spent lyk tt.. teasing me abt weiliang.. n teasing my sister too.. then saw benedict.. he's in the army too.. he saw me then called my name.. then didnt expect to see georgina n siewling too.. aft final run thru can go le.. stayed back to see the marching procession.. then dxo were having dance competition.. n saw studio wu pple.. saw suman rai in esplanade.. then went suntec to eat nydc.. on the way.. saw sum super fake pple.. tt's wads giving me the emotional ride nw.. angry until i tried to use my ezlink to take money frm atm machine.. then went back to marina square to shop.. then went home.. at city hall station saw lizhen n her bf.. then went home..

i dunno.. i tink i had enuff of the fake stuffs.. i need to retaliate..

hello!!

ytd i went sch to play games.. lololol.. actually went for project but i nth to do.. so spent the whole day playing games.. aft tt followed ian and gonaidi to register for driving.. i was super nervous.. i dunno y.. felt lyk m gng to take the test right aft registering.. at first was debating whether to learn auto or manual.. n i had a long time making up my mind.. until ian told me smth.. tt most sportscar require manual driving.. i immediately made up my mind then.. hahah.. i wan to drive sportscar!!!! so yyeah.. n ian was telling me tt got this young n gd looking instructor n even showed me the photo.. i was lyk where got shuai.. then i got him as my default instructor... eee.. i dun lyk to haf young pple instructing me.. summore alone.. i will tremble.. during eye test was funny.. they show u columns with number n an 'E' below each number but facing diff directions.. so the woman asked me the 'E' below 7 is facing which direction.. then at the bottom right got a pic like a fan made out of strAIGHT lines numbering frm 1 to 7.. s i tot use tt as a reference.. n i told her 7.. then she was lyk.. yah.. the 'E' under 7.. then i went 7.. then she say.. yah.. wad direction.. then i got abit irritated but amused.. n i said.. 7 lah.. then i tink she realised wad im saying then she told me to say it in up down left or right.. hahah... then i haf probs trying to tell frm lef to right..

anyway.. today.. had RWPS presentation.. tot i did quite well.. cuz i managed to ans a few qns frm him.. the we went for early break.. n suddenly we had this song frm the meteor gardern to tease gonaidi n ian.. ahahha.. then had IDA.. where xt continued rushing.. n me n pris watch.. at the end i tink me liyan n alan lek really go crazy liao.. we started drawing on white board.. n alan le went chasing liyan arnd the classrm... lololol.. finally managed to hand in b4 alan lek went for his reall really late meeting.. yeah.. he left one hr ltr so as to wait for us to hand in our project.. which was quite nice.. then went with liyan n xt to bukit panjang plaza.. ate mos burger n tried to find jobs in newspaper.. hahaha.. crazy..

tml ndp.. but not for audience.. dunno wad wil happen.. hope nth happen.. yeah.. can see REAL medic!!! =D

yo!

didnt go sch ytd.. went out with my auntie to meet my cousin n my two nephews!!! hahah... they damn cute lah.. brandon got scolded cuz he almost ran down the escalator to find his ahma.. my cousin scold until he cry.. hahah.. then i carry him to sakae.. on the way was telling him wads the consequences of running arnd not following us.. then he was orh orh orh.. hahah.. then i ask him can put him down alrdy.. then he say cannot.. then i tell him tt he's very heavy.. hahaha.. n at sakae.. he totally forgot wad happened n started playing with me.. he kept rubbing my arms n i told him i haf to go home n scrub my arm again cuz i've bathed alrdy. haha.. then i showed him how dirty his hands r by showing him the mirror part he touched compared to another part of the mirror.. then he started asking us whether we wan sushi by asking us one plate by one plate.. then he took out his power ranger toy n i immediately told him tt if he dare to hit me with tt.. he's done for.. hahah.. then at the basement he told me he wa to eat ice cream.. so we went to buy.. n he told me he wanted cornflakes as topping.. so ok.. got it.. then aft a few mouth he told me he dunno how to eat cornflakes.. n i had to eat for him.. so he sat in the supermarket trolley while i push him arnd.. n he fed me ice cream.. hahah... so cute!!!

today went tuition n dance.. not bad.. but very tiring.. nw my kneecap got bruise hahha.. cuz andy's class had to keep kneeling on the floor..

hello

back frm ndp.. is ok.. i didnt shoot my pyro today.. cuz my fingers r too nervous n they end up fumbling arnd n not swtiching on the right swtch.. hahahh.. took lots of photos today n videos of the fireworks.. today firework is officially FREE! lolol.. wah.. anyhow put arh... here havent finish there come another bunch... but beautiful i haf to admit..

everytime i go ndp.. everywhere i turn i see flirting flirting n more flirting.. haiz.. i dun understand young pple nowadays? fun meh? incresing ur voice pitch to tok to guys. u just dun understnad the feeling of toking everyday n everyone says tt ur pitch is very high.. everywhere i turn i see gals toking to guy.. then i turn i see the same gal toking to another guy.. then turn again.. the same thing happen again.. aiyhah... none of my biz..

anywhere.. im quite irritated by tt ken i tink.. not say irritate lah.. just umm.. dun lyk it.. he kept teasing me n weiliang.. he called my name in front of weiliang n i pretend not to hear it.. sum things r better left unheard.. but hu can i blame? i started it all with my stupid mouth..

yeah.. today getting super high over the medic.. real medic i min.. hahah.. he looks cute.. got the puppy face look.. yeah.. hahah.. but no we wun go up to him n flirt.. just glance if he's within our vision. hahah..

yeah.. sian.. i seriously wan to go shopping.. me georgina n my sis deciding to quit dance alrdy.. cuz it's lyk we cant afford 120 bucks a month anymore. n 90 buck a month.. half a yr of dancing alrdy n we just realised we shake 540 bucks away.wah.. 540 bucks can buy how many things u noe? lolol.. yeah.. so decided to quit in sept. n maybe when there;s holidays then we'll take up courses at sum other studios.

gng holiday soon.. hahah... end of august or starting of sept.. i seriously nid a break.. tho i dunno wads bothering me.. just feel lyk breaking away n leaving everything behind.. just for a while.. n i promised myself tt i'll really enjoy myself this trip.. even if it's still at genting. yeah.. i wan to buy tt phone.. i wan to buy tt phone!!!

EDITED: oh oh oh.. forgot.. wanted to post smth up here..


WEARING LEGGINGS DOESNT MIN U DUN HAF TO COVER UR ASS!!!!

pls lah.. i've had enuff.. everyone is wearing leggings arnd lyk they r pants or smth.. eh.... leggings r see thru cloth lah.. i feel so sick to see ur pantyline.. pls wear longer tee r dress if u wan to wear leggings.. pls pls pls!!

whahah.. funny.

went sch today went ida n had a very enjoyable time crapping with xt ian gonaidi.. hahhaha.. deon kept wanting to join in.. but kept getting ignored.. so i looked at him n went "oh so sad. nobody wans to tok to u.." and add the super drastic crying sound.. lolol.. then i sang my own song "Everybody ignores you.. everybody ignores you.." while dancing... hahahah... he was speechless lah..

aft tt went Imm with xt goniadi n deon to eat ajisen ramen.. i managed to finish the whole bowl.. hahahaha... we r super cold today.. freezing.. then went cck to buy movie tickets. waited for ian to reach.. then went in to the theatre.. bought this super super large cup of pepsi and popcorn.. n i managed to finish the whol drink n 3/4 of the popcorn.. lololol.. the movie ok lah.. i was not scared by it.. we kept trying to scare each other.. at the end of the movie.. gonaidi deon n me all said "what a stupid movie" lolol.. quite boring lah.. hahahah

then met edwin n he ate dinner.. then my mother called me n i went je to meet my parents.. saw the phone tt im aiming for.. wait arh.. i try to get the pic..




pretty? =D

Yo! How are you? Haha.

Ok. Went back to school yesterday to do IDA project. Luckily Gonaidi stayed back to volunteer to help us with our project. But he was so funny. Xueting bought this NewPaper that reported of a bully case in Singapore. The bullied student was a foreign student and one day he couldn't take it anymore, so he charged up at the bullies and scratched the face until it bled. Guess what? The bullied student was and Indonesian. And Gonaidi is an Indonesian! LOL! So Xueting and I were like "Don't bully Gonaidi. Must care for our future. Later our faces got disfigured. LOL!" Super funny. And he was speechless. Then he got a new way of attacking us. He kept using a pen to try to brush across our teeth. Stupid.

Today went school and during accounting, Mr Cheng kept pinpointing me. He kept asking me accounting questions and I was super blur. Haha. Then he said that today is his last lesson with us. And I suddenly blurted out that I will miss him. And he took out a hankerchief and started to pretend to cry. Wah. Super cold. At the end of tutorial, we asked him what his name is. After a semester, we still don't know his name. Haha. So his name is Mr Cheng. Then during lecture, he asked everyone what is his name and no one could answer. Then he called my name and asked what is his name. I of cause shouted out his name confidently lah.

Then went Kallang to collect NDP tickets. Haha. On the train back took photos with Edwin. My sister was the director. Haha. Will post up the pictures next time.

Tomorrow going to watch Alone with the people. Yay! So long never watch horrow movies already.

yo! havent been blogging in details lately.. shall do today..

yeah.. went je n waited half n r for xt to arrived.. cuz te others all late!!! then was lyk crapping via sms wih xt.. saying wad.. im a little innocent gal trapped in a big big mrt. wad if sumone decided to rob, scold, molest or even rape me.. lololol.. xt was lyk.. yleh.. go se bei bei arh? f him lah.. then i replied if the se bei bei wan to f me n i f him back.. he will be enjoying ryt? then xt told me to f is topoint middle finger.. lolol.. ok.. miscommunication..

then at ida.. was rocking my chair.. lolol.. n alan lek came over n asked if rocking my chair will gimme inspiration.. so i said yes.. n continued rocking.. then gonaidi ian n deo were looking at a transformer website n the flash is super cool.. so xt was lyk if gonaidi n do it, she will gen ta xing(follow his surname).. but then i was tinking dirty.. n gonaidi didnt really understand so i told him tt it mins xt will fuck with him.. cuz xing(surname) n xing(sex) sounds the same.. lolol.. then i continued.. if he can do it.. will gen ta jiao (follow his name).. but i translate it to shui jiao(slp).. i tink im super super dirty.. lololol..

then was accounting.. isaac came up to me n tap on my arm then i turned arnd n said hello.. n he didnt reply.. so everyone was lyk.. hahah.. he ignore u.. ..... asked weihao to help me buy seaweed chicken n they were trying to steal my chicken.. lame.. n me n ly were les-ing.. asking her to enter my jacket n gng in more.. lolololol.. then break we gals went to chop places at the study table n the guys go dabao food.. xt exchanged her food with me cuz she dun lyk the chilli.. n i took super long time to eat.. cuz chilli is super hot.. then i secretly took deon's phone n then suddenly told him "Spot Chheck!" lololol.. n then hand it over to liyan n they ran all over the place.. got deon's 3 brothers name.. one is secret wong mimi.. second is society wong she hui.. last one is deon wong xiao kai.. lololol.. ok lame..

stats was ok lah.. checking out chalet rates.. wanted to haf a chalet in mid sem exam wk.. cuz it is 2 wks long n we only haf two days of exam..

aft tt went study corner below to study.. yeah.. i was listening to xt's mp3 n playing solitaire on deon's ipod.. lololol.. then had spot check initiated by xt.. i tink she influenced by me.. lololol..

aft tt went exam.. ok lah.. i tink quite easy.. hahahha... then meet my sis.. on the train.. edwin very funny.. he pronounced "Chloe" as "cello".. lolol.. went je to buy bubble tea.. then went home..

hello!!!

tml ndp!!! i wun forget to bring my pants this time!!! lolol..






hope i'll rmb to bring my top..

shit lah...

i today totally embarassed!!! my grp mmwd's video r shown.. n everyone luffed until cry!!! wah liao!!!!!! totally embarassing...

went to meet georgina n eunice for movie.. harry potter.. then i told the snack counter i wan 2 harry cotter combo.. i totally stun at wad i just said.. n started luffing.. luckily the guy didnt hear.. lololol.. wads the prob with me today... kept being luffed at.. wah liao... ok.. harry cotter not nice loh... dun really noe wad the whole story was abt.. but the scenes are nice lah.. as in the magic things.. blah blah blah.

hello!

ytd went leo club.. during the break ice activities.. we played blow wind blow n i lost.. lololol... edwin say i shld stop laughing n i'l be able to find myself a seat.. lolol.. i tink so tooo.. so we had to do a forfeit which is seven wonders.. n i kept hearing my name.. wth.. i tink cuz my name is the easiest to rmb.. so everyone gave me a task to do.. lolol..

then took cab to zouk.. wth... the gems tcher tell us b4 10 is underage party.. so brought my sis along.. then the pple there say is not.. so we decided not to go loh.. cannot leave my sis outside mah.. n there's these 2 gals b4 us.. i tink they also underage.. so got kicked out by the bouncer.. then they were very angry n started scolding.. n another woman.. i tink is a lecturer.. scolded them back.. so when we walked past them they were lyk luffing at us.. wth.. wads there to luff lah? u urself got kicked out also.. summore we r NOT underage..

so we went great world city to eat at crystal jade.. then rocked the bus home.. lolol..

today went ndp.. forgot to bring my pants.. so didnt perform.. watched instead.. n realised our item's last scene super majestic!!! when everyone fire the pyro.. wow.. unspeakable feeling.. lolololol..

let the pics do the toking!!! =D

it's breakfast time at JP Mac in the morning!!! (yeah.. skipped RWPS cuz we nv do hw.. lolol)






ok.. yq insisted on me taking a pic of the star she cut out.. tell her u dunno the background is her stomach..


yeah.. this is the funny part.. lolol.. im supposed to take a video of her.. ended up taking a photo of her.. lolol..


blur..




my big pimple!!


me n xt in ian's room! oh oh oh.. when we reached ian's hse.. i was lyk.. iannnn...... TU JI JIAN CHA!(spotcheck) lolol.. n we really ransacked his rm.. found lots of dolls including powerpuff girl.. hahha.. but heard still got 2 most impt cabinet nv check.. lololol..


ly is so fierce!


us in the lift..


we tried to do hip hop poses w/o facing the cam.. but the result looks lyk we r kenna beaten.. lolol..


the rest r retardation..
































ok.. sun went work.. the auntie kept stffing me with hams n food.. lolol..

mon bought hams to sch for sandwich fest.. super nice.. hahha.. n they decided tt every monday we shall bring food..

today me n ly crazy.. ah... very very crazy.. lolol.. me n xt pon lessons to wait for the hip hop performace.. there;s this bugis street event in our sch... n we were super disappointed at the hip hoppers.. i was glad i quit it.. lololol.. mmwd most fun.. i dunno y started saying tt thing not hard enuff.. lolol.. then i say is the tcher teach me one.. cuz tt time he say ur tt thing not big enuff.. then he was lyk.. i was teaching u y u go tink dirty.. lolol.. super funny..

forgot most of the things tt happened liao.. hahah..

yo! hahaha.. didnt blog for so long..

eh.. sorry.. cuz i was bz with my blogshop.. new changes made.. so pls go take a look..

anyway.. hmm.. fri had class bbq a ian's hse again.. uber fun.. was great bonding.. n n n.. i shall announce.. whether u see it or not.. whether u lyk it or not.. i was glad shazzman came n he brought alot of entertainment! =D

sat had ndp performance.. n my parents came to watch.. im super happy.. cuz i've performed so many times this is the first time they came to watch.. yeah yeah yeah.. n the medic was crap.. he had me begging me to be careful everytime we reached the spot where i fell.. wth.. lolol..

today went back to work.. the aunties stuffer me with turkey breast n apple baked ham.. bought sum ham.. tml shall bring bread too n then can haf sandwich fest with the other 3 gals!! =D

yo! got back my acc marks.. 50!!! wth!! was tinkg at least must get 51.. n then tt weihao.. luffed at me.. fuck!!!! lolol..

went bryan's dance today.. nice! n he will notice us n correct our moves nw.. lyk it better.. =D

yo!

today went my auntie's hse for tuition.. me n joel pratically ransacked the hse looking for food.. lololol..

then went dance.. both lessons taught by yutaki.. not bad.. i like!! =D

anyway.. i reduced all the price of the products by 3 bucks alrdy..

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**EDITED!!!

saw s moth just nw.. n it disappeared.. it's 7th day frm ishi's death.. die lah.. tell u his death must be related to me..

yo!

today went my auntie's hse for tuition.. me n joel pratically ransacked the hse looking for food.. lololol..

then went dance.. both lessons taught by yutaki.. not bad.. i like!! =D

anyway.. i reduced all the price of the products by 3 bucks alrdy..

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yeah yeah yeah!

ok.. back to post.. hmm.. had a super busy wk.. mst just over.. then went roller blading on fri.. sat got ndp combined rehearsal with real audiences.. n we grp 1 are supposed to do the pyro(cold fire) n i was super scared.. i scared ltr burn myself.. hahah.. but it's harmless.. so i kept praying n praying.. luckily nth happened.. n got our costumes.. super ugly.. i went n i saw the costume n the first thing i say is "WHY PINK!!!" other grps got other colours.. wtf.. there's orange n green too.. y not green.. haiz.. oh.. the aft ndp thing was the climate.. hahah.. edwin was pinned down on the floorby aunties.. trying to snatch his ice creams.. lololol.. returned home a lyk 1am... kallang super hard to get cab tt day.. with the kallang stadium audience n all tt.. woah.. everyone snatching cabs..

sunday went for street jazz.. i had to agree i lyk bryan's street jazz style.. hahha..

got back my stats n econs results.. stats 71/100.. econs 62/100.. not bad no bad.. nv fail jiu hao le.. hahah..

fri bbq at ian's hse!! yeah! i wan to challenge the security guard.. lololol.. everyone says tt they r gng to be drunk.. im not gng to drink.. so i shall watch ovcer them.. just scared tt liyan will start slapping me when she got drunk.. hahaha.. must put padding on my face.. if they got drunk.. im so gng to let them lie on the floor beside the pool n go home myself.. lololol..!!!

Yo!

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i dunno... having mixed feelings nw..

had ida test n its quite hard.. the went ecp to skate.. was quite happy n enjoying till my sis told me a super shocking news.. tt ishi is dead.. i dunno leh.. i dunno wad reaction shld i give.. i min.. we r only teacher-student r/s.. but he is still a person tt i noe.. n u noe all these flower-eating thoughts abt him n jokes tt i say tt he lyks me.. it's lyk.. abit.. umm.. shld i just u noe shock n accept the news.. or shld i actually feel sad? even ly they all were shocked.. n we both were saying tt it's talent wasted.. well.. if he's really troubled over hearts stuffs n committd suicide.. i noe we shld show sympathy but i cant help but u noe wan him to noe hw stupid he is.. all along.. i've always tink tt pple hu commit suicide are the stupidest pple is the world.. but i nv tot tt it wld be sumone arnd me.. normally the pple hu died arnd me shows symptoms lyk illness or etc.. but this is just shocking.. sudden news..

i still cant really accept tt he's dead.. is lyk.. we just saw him last monday.. n me n my sis n georgina were still tinkg y he so high.. n he;s trying to train us on our stage performance.. so one wld nv haf tot tt the nxt wk.. he's gone..

kind of tink tt the cause might be us.. as in.. might not be love matters.. but u noe.. he's sumone surrounded by fans everyday,.. everyone sees him n idolise him.. but we r the only ones hu didnt take photo with him aft our first lesson, didnt take photo with him aft evoke though he smiled at us.. didnt talk to him at all aft lessons.. are always hiding at the back.. n aft lesson we will just disappear quietly.. he might not be used.. dunno lah.. mixed feeling mixed feeling.. nw hw m i gng to continue having this flower-eat day anymore???

dun really noe if i can bear gng simei for dance on thurs.. wonder hu will take over n wad will be everyone's reactions? was still tinkg to join the production nxt yr n till then, we can try to get close to them.. hahah.. but.. haiz.. nw we dun even haf a photo of him.. WTF! xt n ly offered to photoshop for me.. eh.. am i supposed to thank them?