helloooooooo..

lemme elaborate more on the past few days..

umm.. wed.. umm.. wad did i do during sch hrs.. arh.. oh yah.. ms wong toked to every single one of us abt our marks.. everyone took abt 10 mins to tok to her loh.. but when it cums to my turn ryt.. i 2mins gao dim.. i told u she dun lyk to tok to me.. lolx.. u noe y?? cuz other pple will surely ask her alot of qns.. abt their marks i min.. but for me.. i went there.. sit down.. look thru the paper.. then wadever she said.. i jus orh orh.. hmm.. ic.. then i tink she also dunno wad else to say.. then she jus said.. ok u can sign here n u can go.. hahahahahhaha.. i so pro.. i dun lyk to tok to tchers so seriously too.. u noe i cant be serious..

then we went down to watch soccer match.. woah.. nice.. haha.. 3e2 vs 3e1.. 4-0!!!! yay!!! then ran arnd.. then went to hall for STD tok.. solastri kept saying tt sec 2s r not allowed to listen.. but i jus dun understand.. r u saying tt sec 2 wun haf sex?? summore the woman said tt the symptoms appeared aft a yr arnd 15 yrs old.. so it shld be pple at 14 yrs old hu haf sex ryt?? yeah yeah.. then the pics were gross.. i took out mai's newspaper n tried to read it while blocking out the pic.. haha.. one deepest impression is the cauliflower like things growing on ur sex organs.. since then.. i kept toking abt cauliflowers.. hahahah..

aft sch got dance.. fun.. hahha.. how can it be not fun?? wid me n joleen.. shuang jian he bi.. of cuz fun lah.. hahahahah..

then thurs.. pat nv cum.. i also very sian in sch.. hafta design an alumni lodge.. smth lyk tt.. i got the inspiration frm the soccer ball.. hhahahaha..draw until quite ridiculous lah.. then went to watch soccer again.. we stayed in the rain watching the guys played.. must suffer wid them.. but ryan kept slipping.. n tt caused 1 goal to the other team.. in the end.. i heard we got second.. 3t1 got first.. cant blame wad.. 3t1 soccer players leh..

then went 3e1 to play truth or dare.. they dared me to go unbutton khairul's shirt.. go lah.. it's jus a button.. nth else.. then khairul kept screaming "i got pride".. hu cares.. haha.. in the end he still lemme unbutton.. then the whole gang of them were all so shock.. lolx..

aft sch supposed to go for the wad hydro balloon thingy.. but i dun wan.. hafta get wet.. nv bring extra clothes too.. then i go watch them play.. it's lyk..havent even score one goal.. already five balloons burst.. wah.. how to play.. then me lizhen eunice n nerissa went queensway to shop for swimsuit..

cant find.. but we bot our own thing.. i bot a skirt.. at $16 only.. haha.. actually $17.. but since me lizhen n eunice buying.. the aunite gave us $1 discount each.. but wads the diff ryt?? arh.. nvm..

fri nv go sch.. go sch for nth.. clean the sch.. siao.. im not ur maid..

then today woke up at 8am.. bathed then prepared to go out.. but i cant find my wallet loh.. wad the.. then i tink my sis took it out wid her.. then i borrowed $20 frm my ah gong.. reached there.. the auntie there damn funny.. calculations got a bit problems one.. wah.. she took sooooooo long.. we all got so fed up.. $5.25 x 2 =$10.30.. i got nth to say.. then i kept telling her is $10.50.. she still dun blif.. arh.. nvm.. then we went swimming sooooo nice.. hahaha... we swam in the end.. went to play marco polo.. i got to be the catcher first loh.. jus bcuz im the oly sitting by the poolside.. wad is tis.. nvm.. but i caught sumone.. then eunice the funniest.. got two little boys playing also.. i told them to keep shouting to distract eunice.. then they kept using the floater to hit eunice.. then pull her hair.. splash her water.. lolx.. then we kept leading her to bang into pple.. i tink she lasted for half n hr.. hahahaha.. then i asked all of them to get out of water.. then jump in together to splash water on eunice.. ahhahahah.. then yuting's turn.. i told all of them to move over to the baby pool.. then yuting asked us if we r out of water.. i of cuz said no.. in fact we r really not out of water wad.. so she continued.. but then she opened her eyes.. n she saw us all in the baby pool.. hahahaha.. im so damn cunning..

then at the bus stop to jp.. we tok alot abt our juniors.. we discovered things we wldnt even blif..

then we went jp to eat.. then shopped arnd.. then went swensen's eat ice cream.. they all eat earth quake.. but i chose to eat my own ice cream.. then they purposely left me out.. so bad.. cuz i played them at the pool.. lolx.. then went to church..

nice nice.. joleen accepted christ!!! woohoo.. then all the way frm church baq to my hse.. we two having stomachache.. she cant tahan anymore so came my hse use toilet.. lolx.. then she very funny.. but im not supposed to say it out.. hahahahahahha..

tml going tuition.. blah blah.. so sian..

oh yah.. i've created my own christian blog.. it will contain all the sermons i got frm my church every wk.. go take a look there.. hope it benefits u sumhow.. it's here..

yay! baq..

tml going swimming.. ooh-hoo.. at fairway country club.. nice nice.. go gym too.. lalalal.. wid georgina.. eunice.. lizhen.. n yuting.. we 5 dance members gonna reign the pool.. lolx..

going to church too.. lalalalalal.. nth happened leh.. but i pon sch today.. lolx..

blurp blurp blurp.. blah blah blah.. hellooooooooooo to alllllllllllllllll...

hmm.. kk.. lemme elaborate on ytd's happening..

aft sch,, me n pat went out.. yay!! we r finally going out again.. blah.. we reached orchard heeren.. shop shop shop.. but the two of us were so hungry tt we decided to go n eat first.. but pat was still looking arnd even tho our stomach were crying for food.. then i pulled her all the way to taka to stop her frm looking arnd.. we went to the food court downstairs n eat lunchbox.. while pat trying to get rid of one teeny-weeny-cockroach-look-alike thingy.. hahahaha.. as usual.. i finished my food first n ended up looking at her eat..

then continued shopping arnd.. ok.. was pat shopping arnd.. came across a shop called forever 21.. rmb tt i read abt it in a mag.. so decided to go in n haf a look.. whoa.. the first thing tt caught my eyes were the cardigan on the model.. omigawd.. i luv it soo much.. n went arnd searching for it.. finally i found it.. nearly wanna bot it.. but checked the price.. $43.. duhz.. no thx.. mabbe nxt time.. hahah..

then went straight to far east.. walked arnd abit.. only abit.. cuz i pleaded wid pat to hurry.. my stomach is killing me.. it's damn pain.. then we went to buy our billabong bags.. then went baq to a ulu ulu shop n pat bot her skirt.. quite nice.. i lyk it too.. but i dun wanna buy.. ltr pple say i copy her..

then we took bus home.. on the way.. we were crapping abt how we cannot slp cuz we finally got our bag.. lolx..

today went sch.. neh neh (nerissa) was so scared of me.. lolx.. pat was late again.. so i went to parade square myself.. sat bside christina.. was alarmed to see daniel having his ear pierced.. summore on the gay side. n his used plaster to paste on it to hide it.. stoopid.. wanna pierced dun b afraid lah..

then went to hall to watch "the day aft tml".. in sch.. wow.. nice.. n im so glad i nv go cinema to watch it.. cuz it's free now.. haha.. while patty n chrissy were crapping away cuz they watched already.. my two eyes were bulging at the screen.. it's lyk u cant miss a moment or u'll miss smth nice.. hahah..

then went baq to class.. free period till ms wong came in.. gave us a lecture on our bio results.. blah blah.. heck..

then recess.. nv eat.. only a chicken wing.. saving saving.. hehex..

then went baq class.. went to com lab to do sum survey online.. then went to check chem results.. i failed.. blah.. then free period until 1.25pm.. me.. pat.. n chrissy were taking photos away.. we discovered using the little mirror of chrissy to take our reflection so it looks lyk one of us the head is in a frame.. haha.. then they ended up keep taking photos of them alone.. n i got bored.. so i went to find yuting.. but she was slping.. haiz.. sian.. y nobody fun one..

then at hall.. got this opera.. umm.. i was slping away.. so dun ask me..

then aft sch went opp to eat.. then went out wid eunice.. georgie n jane.. fun.. we r joking as usual.. bot a doggie for neh neh.. then i treated them to the mos burger's ice mochi.. nice.. all of them copied me.. n stuffed the whole strawberry inside their mouth n started choking.. lolx.. only i got the skills.. then everyone was blabbering away.. no one understands wad was said.. hahah..

then went mac.. but decided to change to kfc.. then eat chicken.. while eating.. we decided to go swimming this sat.. dunno where.. mabbe red hill there or lizhen's country club there.. both also not alot of pple.. still got gym summore.. hehex..

then me n eunice went home on the same bus.. eunice was saying of wearing her children swimsuit.. n i told her crazieeee...

these few days my stomach not feeling well.. haiz.. i tink i eat too much of the unknown-source-chocolate.. hahah.. beta stop eating..

this sunday starting my tuition.. which is free of charge..

ok decided.. is lizhen's country club..

nadz.. im not lonely n got nth beta to do.....

I BOUGHT MY BAG!!!!

arh... tml.. i'll be buying my bag!!! yeah!!!

lalalalal...

today woke up.. bathed.. then went out wid parents.. went to IMM.. shop arnd.. then went to je.. wanna watch movie.. but we r late.. so in then end nv watch.. then went home.. umm.. nvm.. it's alryt.. we did alot of family bonding.. hehe.. umm.. tt's all loh..

jus watched welcum to my life's mtv.. arh.. wad is it toking abt?? nvm.. listen to song can already..

jus dl pug jelly's song.. omg.. i;ve been finding tis song for lyk soooooooooo long!!! finally found it.. yay!!!! i tink im falling in

lemme start wid a racist joke today.. i tot of it today myself at work.. mabbe not farni to u all but.. i tried my best..

wad is red n white n black all over??
an indian singaporean.. or little indian..

ok.. nobody's luffing..

today went to work.. the work quite ez.. i jus nid to paste sticker on the plastic.. and i earned abt $40+ lyk tt.. but my father say if the boss decided to gif 1.5cents for each sticker.. then i'll get $120+.. whoa!!!! then plus my wed's pay n my $ for getting n a*.. i'll haf... $90.. or $170.. depends.. wah.. then the boss beta gimme 1.5 cents one.. listening to songs while working.. when came to "open my eyes".. i can feel HIS presence.. very strong.. i feel so peaceful.. n strangely.. my father nv do anything tt pissed me off today.. we were in fact.. having fun together.. haha.. then come across this song "Dreaming of you" by Selena.. i dl it for quite long.. but nv really listen to it.. today then go listen.. wow.. it's damn nice.. i cant blif sumone on earth has the same habit as me.. tt we always stay up late to tink abt the person we lyk b4 we slp.. so sweet.. nah.. the lyrics.. be sure to listen..

Dreaming Of You
By: Selena
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Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
would you see what's inside
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
corazon
I can't stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Como te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, como te extrano

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too!

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

nice nice.. but she died pitifully.. got shot by her fans.. can u blif it??? so saddddddd...

though i noe he will not read it here.. but nvtheless.. i jus wanna vent out my anger..

daddy.. can u STOP.. for god's sake.. STOP being so irritating.. isnt improving all tt matters?? do u expect me to get all a1's??? u noe wad?? then u shld go look for a daughter in schs lyk nygh or rgs.. not tanglin.. didnt i tried all i can to improve n get beta results?? or mabbe all the additional marks jus drop frm sky huh?? no i nv do my best.. then i'll tell u wad is nv do my best.. it is when i get 0.. tt is call nv do my best.. for god's sake..

it's not tt i wanna say u.. mabbe if only i say u.. then mabbe im jus being paranoid.. but wad if it's a whole bunch of pple saying?? then there's sure to be smth wrong.. u may not noe but.. everyone is complaining to me.. abt how paranoid u can get.. n how harsh ur words can hurt pple.. u jus dunno.. n they put pressure on me too.. they exoect me to tell u.. w/o mentioning their names.. when i say them.. they will scold me.. so it makes lyk im the only one in the whole family going against u.. same goes to mei mei.. when we did smth wrong.. all she noes is watch tv.. or act slping.. leave everything to me.. n then it bcame my fault.. then u wld start saying tt i lead mei mei the bad ways.. jus bcuz im older does not min tt im leading her.. does she even follow me in the first place??

u noe.. u just got this tinking tt.. "wow.. im great.. i rule my own life.. im ryt in everything.." anyone hu go against is WRONG!! pls.. change ur tinking.. ur not gonna succeed in this way.. u dun rule ur life this way.. u r letting life rule over u.. nobody is forever right.. not u either.. u r bound to be wrong in sum ways..

n ur foul mouth.. omg.. i cant stand it.. u r always saying things in a harsh way.. ok.. mabbe sumtimes u min gd.. but the way u put it sounds sooooooo sarcastic.. always scare pple loh.. frens tt i bring to work.. omg.. they all give up aft a day.. n did u ever realise tt i always go to work bringing my mp3 or discman.. it's cuz i dun wanna listen to ur rubbish.. in case u hurt me again..

n plus.. if u not ready to take in comments ryt.. then dun ask for comments.. dun waste my saliva pls.. i dun wanna die of dehydration.. n then start saying tt im bcuming a bad gal.. yah yah.. u r soooooo gd.. u noe?? model father.. omg..

i've got more to say.. but i dun wanna say here.. i dun wanna embarass u further.. last but not least.. pls heed our advice n go see a psychologist..

got baq sum of my results todae.. hmm.. i improved in sum.. but deteriorated in sum too..

amaths: 36/100
emaths paper 1: 45/100 (ms tan said i improved alot!!)
eng: 62/110 or 56/100
chi: 77/100

im quite happy for my emaths paper 1.. i passed loh.. n i improved.. but my father jus tink otherwise.. he wans me to pass everything when i failed lyk many things last semester.. it's lyk expecting a baby to grow into an adult in one month.. hello.. everything takes time.. today i improved so much.. mabbe nxt yr i'll do even beta.. by leaping steps.. i will fail even worst loh.. i feel lyk asking him.. y everytime he muz say things so harshly until everyone hates him.. then cum n complain tt everyone look down on him.. if u wld take a few seconds to tink about wad u r gonna say.. then no one will hates u.. grr..

then aft sch went for dance meeting.. we hafta haf a performance on 25th nov.. or izzit dec??? umm.. dunno.. nvm.. it's for open house.. then we dunno wad dance to choose.. so i demonstrate the hawaii dance while saying "huan ying huan ying".. then i keep doing it.. then mdm ji kept hitting me on the head.. n say "shen jing BING!!" lolx.. but nvm.. bring fun n lufter to everyone.. hehex..

then went jurong east wid georgina n pat.. pat wanna buy gc new cd.. but nv bring wallet.. -_-" but cant find the cd in cd rama also.. "LAN!"

then we went to entertainment plaza.. at the traffic lights.. we chiong.. heavy rain.. grrrr.. soooo cold.. then me n georgina eat.. cuz pat no money.. then pat listen to my mp3.. me n georgina tok.. abt everything loh.. hehex.. tell ya all a secret.. i found my heavy partner!!! yaya!!! n it's georgina.. ok.. her weight is arnd my weight lyk tt.. n my weight is 52kg.. so go determined wads her weight urself.. cannot say here.. gals are so sensitive wid two numbers.. 1) age.. 2) weight.. hahahahahha..

OMG.. STOP IT.. STOP IT.. grrr.. i cant take it anymore.. tt stupid mouth is nagging again.. saying i nv put in effort to study.. hello.. then wads tt improvement frm??? frm god.. sky.. sea.. earth.. blah blah blah??? wad the heck..

baq.. where m i??? haiz.. make me no mood for blogging anymore.. nvm.. i'll cut the rest short.. yeah.. we all arranging to go gym n swimming together in the hols.. mabbe once a wk.. or twice a wk.. i dunno.. then we went to buy sweets.. then went home..

tt's all..

i feel tt my blog is getting more boring each time.. cuz it's all abt my life.. not my tots.. i shld haf put more feelings here.. so lemme do one..

on monday.. i asked patricia a qn suddenly which i tink was so sudden tt it kinda shock her.. i asked her whether i was very unfeminine.. lolx.. she paused for awhile.. i tink she dunno wad to ans.. if she ans tt yes.. tt may hurt me.. but if she ans no.. then she'll be lying.. so in the end.. she said tt i was ok.. but hmm.. i dun take tt for an ans.. n i dun wanna continue asking.. so i changed topic..

actually.. w/o asking.. i also noe the ans myself.. i am VERY NOT FEMININE.. i noe tt.. it's not tt im tomboy.. but i simply tink tt im jus being myself.. it's beta than toking softly or do things gracefully tt is not myself at all.. i noe i turned alot of guys off.. but im not doing all these for them too.. i jus wanna be myself.. n if by luck.. sum guy really fell for me.. then i wld noe tt they lyk me for me.. not the "gracious" seowhui..

my mother told me too.. tt i can haf a bf aft my O's.. mabbe i sound ridculous but.. ryt now.. i dun wan any bf.. it''s either they wait until aft my O's or buhbyeeee.. i wann craze around.. spend time wid my frens.. blah blah.. build gd frenships wid them.. cuz i noe tt if i got a bf.. my time wid them will decrease.. i dun wanna reach a day when i come to this point when bf=1 but frens=0.. i wanna haf a balance wid both of them.. so i'd rather spend time wid my frens now then start commiting.. mabbe aft my O's then i'll start being a bit feminine.. abit.. i still wanna be myself..

by now.. mabbe sum of u tink tt i wun fall in luv.. but u r wrong.. i do fall in luv too.. but i set my line at admiring.. nth further.. told u i dun wanna fall in luv.. so those guy tt i lyk.. u r safe.. hahahaha.. for me.. i dun lyk to go into a relationship where it's one-sided luv.. i find it a total waste of time.. u lyk tis person.. but tis person stead wid u jus for the sake of having a gf or mabbe for fun..i only go into a relationship when im really really sure tt the feeling is mutual.. even guys tt i lyk.. so guys.. u r once again.. safe.. hahahahahah..

wow.. im ryting too much on my love perspective.. hmm.. lolx.. ok.. enuff enuff.. i gtg liao.. tata~~~

lololololol.. i tot i saw pug jelly in s'pore idol audience seat.. or m i ryt??? anybody seen them too???

woah.. olinda was great.. sylvester did my fave song.. leandra so romantic.. i was screaming lyk crazieeee!!!!

pple.. bear wid my links first.. i'll change it tml.. i dunno wads the prob wid it either.. hehex..

tml baq to sch.. one more wk n we're freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! lolx.. yay!!!!!

IM $35 NEARER TO MY BELOVED BILLABONG BAG!!!!

today.. woke up at 6.30am.. wow.. record.. so early for me!!! hahaha.. called pat.. then head baq to slp again.. msg her to postpone the time to 8.30am.. then woke up at 7.15.. called her again.. then prepared blah blah.. went to jp.. wait for her until 9.15am.. grrr.. she's late again.. then walk to the bus there..

work work work.. haiz.. too tired to describe the details.. too many things happened inside.. jus a note for pat: dun take my father's comments too serious k?? he's lyk tt.. i gave him a lecture aft u left.. lolx.. do u suddenly feel lyk u r blessed to haf ur father?? lol..

tml mabbe work again.. earn my last $25 for the bag.. yesh!!!!

continue my things abt me..

51) i once wrote a letter to both my parents telling them wad i dun lyk abt them.. in the letter.. i wrote tt's the only way i can communicate wid them.. they were so disappointed wid me n gave me a big lecture.. so i guess it doesnt work too..
52) i consider my parents fun creatures.. but not intimate creatures..
53) Mac was once my all-time favourite until p3..
54) i hated Mac for abt 1 yr cuz it bot my father's working place to build the restaurant at teban gardens.. which resulted in no free chicken wings as supper every night..
55) im alrite wid Mac now.. but i prefer KFC beta.. it has chicken wings!!!
56) i was very very very quiet in my pri sch.. i changed when i cum to sec sch.. i decided tt i dun wanna be timid anymore..
57) my frens say i look lyk jap or korean ghost.. u noe?? sadako?? lolxx..
58) i haf a huge collection of white series notepads.. i buy them n treat them lyk treasures..
59) i luv to eat chocolate alot.. i dun mind sacrificing my weight for it..
60) eating too much chocos or drinking coke always gives me diarrhoea.. lolx..

done~~

Ai Wo De Zi Ge
By: S.H.E
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ba shou fang le..
wo ye xu hui bi jiao kuai le..
wo ye xu hui huan ke qing ren..
wo ye xu bu hui zai cheng..

zhen de gou le..
neng bu neng rang yu bie zai xia le..
neng bu neng rang xin bie zai tong le..
neng bu neng bu yao kai deng..

wo men de ai bian cheng ni xia de ju ben..
chu xian le yue lai yue duo de jiao se..
wo shi ni shen me ren..
ru guo bu shi qing ren..
shi bu shi bu yao zai lang fei wo de ren shen..

ni bi wo gen qing chu..
ni dui wo duo hao..
duo wen rou..
duo ren zhen..
bu gou cheng ai wo de zi ge..
chu fei ni zhi kan zhe wo..
xiang zhe wo..
zhi you wo..
ai ben lai jiu gai du yi wu er..
wei ni shang xin duo yi dian..
shao yi dian..
liu xia de yan lei dou yi yang bu zhi de..
shi jie shang na me duo ren..
zhi you wo yi ge ren..
neng zhen jiu zi ji de kuai le..
bu yao zai wei ni ku le..

translation:
put ur hands off..
i mabbe happier..
i may change a lover..
i may not hold on anymore..

it's enuff..
can u make the rain stop..
can u make my heart stop hurting..
can u not on the lights..

our love become..
a script tt u haf written..
more n more characters started appearing..
who m i to u..
if im not ur lover..
isnt it time to stop wasting my life..

ur clearer than me tt
u treat me so well..
so gentle..
so serious..
but it doesnt min tt u can luv me..
unless u jus look at me..
tink of me..
only me..
love shld be one n only..
to be sadder for u..
or lesser..
the tears tt i've cried for u are all not worth..
there's so many pple in the world..
only me..
one person..
can rescue my happiness..
not crying for u anymore..

nice song..
im starting to tink tt my han yu pin yin really rox..
lolx..
mabbe i can b a translator nxt time.. lolx..

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today woke up at 12.30pm.. hafta go baq to sch for camp briefing.. but i saw elmo's world..
so i watched.. until 2 then went to bathe.. n i hafta reach sch at 2.30.. of cuz late..
on the way to ava room.. pass by gym.. n i tot i saw him.. i was lyk.. wad the f***. wad the f***.. n i started walking very quickly..

reached the rm outside n ran into my grandson.. he look at me lyk saw an alien lyk tt.. lol.. then went for briefing.. 2-3 hrs of briefing.. plus the air con was soooooo cold.. my hands were freezing.. finally.. it ended.. woooot.. pass by the gym.. yi xuan told me nobody inside.. so i guess i c wrongly.. umm.. nvm..

then decided to go bt panjang plaza to eat.. since me.. yuting n yixuan all got straight buses home.. went to long john silvers.. eat eat eat.. crap crap crap.. blah blah blah.. etc etc etc.. lalalala.. then went home..

tml going to work wid pat.. earn money to buy the bag.. yay!!!!!

yeah! done~

yay!! it's finally over.. it's over now..!!! yaya!!!

went m'sia over the wkend.. johore actually.. eat alot.. play alot.. went karaoke lounge.. n i scream lyk siao.. cuz nobody high there.. damn sian.. then i bring the mood up.. n everybody started screaming aft tt.. lolx..

went swimming in my auntie's condo in m'sia also.. wow.. nice.. nobody one.. all kids.. lolx.. then b4 we left.. got this guy n his little sis came down.. me n my sis continued swimming of cuz.. then we went to baby pool.. the lil sis came too.. then she started toking to us.. where we cum frm.. where we live.. blah blah blah.. then the bro was staring at us from a distance.. then she said.. tt's her bro.. her bro very shy.. dun dare to tok to gals.. then wad got one girl went to their house.. he dun dare to tok to her.. hid in his rm.. then changed into swimming trunks n brought her down.. i wanted to luff.. wah.. 21st century still got guy so shy one.. lolx..

then bathed then changed then came baq to s'pore!!!

done~ waiting to go out wid pat now.. tata~~

im baq.. im baq.. lalala.. still as one piece.. the same old seowhui.. nth has changed..

this has been a whole wk full of EXAMS.. EXAMS.. EXAMS.. my head is getting bigger.. actually.. my head is already very bigger le.. so it's alrite.. thankew..

during this period.. i brought God into my examination hall.. n He did ALOT of miracles.. glorify Him.. yay!! gifya 2 e.gs..

1) for chem paper.. i nv study at all.. so i jus try to rmb all tt i've read.. n by ryt.. i shld haf alot of blanks ryt?? but God bless.. i had lyk less than 5 blanks.. i even noe how to draw the bondings.. i cldnt haf did this w/o His help..

2) phy paper was the most ez paper for the whole exam.. i really studied very very hard.. i managed to do the whole thing in 50 minutes.. when i look arnd.. pple were still doing sect B.. hehehe..

monday last paper.. bio.. omg.. the hardest subject.. i jus cant seem to get wad the whole bio thing is toking abt.. hope God will continue doing miracles in my life..

tml going church.. joleen cuming.. roy mabbe cuming too.. hehex.. we r so so happy.. new members.. we r lyk trying to build a FCBC family in Tanglin..

oh yah.. yuting got into Camp Eureka too!!! we gonna les at nyt.. see wad we can do.. n mabbe see our "product" too.. u noe.. u noe.. umm.. haha.. yah yah.. ok.. i tink yuting's going to ah-bish me liao.. so i beta stop crapping.. buhbyeeeeeee....~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yewad the... ok nvm..

to tt huever.. i dun wanna mention ur name here..

i tink i've seriously mistaken.. but i really cant see y u dun lyk me in the first place.. n so naturally.. i wld tink tt it has smth to do wid him.. but.. ok.. i noe tt im mistaken.. n i've deleted everything tt i had said.. n im apologising now.. n so now there's nth between u.. me.. n him..

n thx to u.. i find out wad kind of pple my class boys r..

i tink tis wk is the happiest wk of my yr..

i got into camp eureka.. i went swimming.. i learnt how to swim.. i went baq to church..

I GOT INTO CAMP EUREKA!!!! i'm so damn damn damn happy!!!!

Nasty Girl
By: Nitty
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Do it.
Whoo, Little nasty girl
(Yo man, see that, damn)
Damn!

Yo Yo Yo Yo
Hey girl I like your flava
Wish I could be your neighba
Must be coffee by the way you shakin your perk-u-later
I'm the smooth operator
Hot mommy motivator
What I really wanna do
Put that thing on you
Butter up yo hot potato
Gettin more dough then bakers
Rim's spinnin like I knew your break is
You got it all give me a call
I'm ballin like the Lakers
Hey ma now I won't chase ya
Sweetheart ignore them haters
Let's have some fun
Bittys' got me on the run
Come on girl get this paper

Well honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans)
I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands)
Could you be my nasty girl
And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money)
Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi)
Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?)
I just wanna nasty girl
Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)

I'm in the Escalade, you in the Navigator
You talkin dirty wanna serve me in the elevator
Wanna give it to me now not later
Mommy's body was a dime, can't hate her
What a brother gonna do when the bitty rolls through
Who's lookin just like JadaWe hit the elevator
Of course there's always haters
But it didn't matter yo
We were puttin on a show
Free for all your spectators
Mommy threw it like a champ (Yo wait up)
Yo i didn't even know her name (What!?)
Bitty's opened up your eyes
Haters better recognize
That Nitty got this playa

Well honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans)
I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands)
Could you be my nasty girl
And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money)
Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi)
Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?)
I just wanna nasty girl
Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)

I gotta pick my date up
To dinner I'ma take her
Last time we sexed I had her crawlin like an alligator
She just came from jamaica
The land of booty shaka's
Her names Candy
Give it to her nasty
Sometimes I even taste her
I'm here right now she's dressed up
Hourglass shape, long hair, makeup
Lookin downtown, she said right now "I want it now, I'm straight up"
We're standin face to face, uh
I knew right where to take her
That private room called the bathroom
Uh oh, here's comes the waiter

Well honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans)
I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands)
Could you be my nasty girl
And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money)
Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi)
Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?)
I just wanna nasty girl
Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)

East coast
West coast
Worldwide
North side
South side
Let's ride
Let's party all night
Nasty girls come inside

Honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans)
I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands)
Could you be my nasty girl
And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money)
Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi)
Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?)
I just wanna nasty girl
Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)



tis song is damn cute!!! make sure u listen to it.. it's quite new.. lolx..

oh.. btw.. I GOT INTO CAMP EUREKA!!!!!!

lalalalallalala... today did maths test.. i manage to do more than half of the qns!!!! tt's such a great improvement to me.. normally.. i struggle to reach half loh.. lol.. yeah yeah..

41. i jus used my newly-bot princess towel which cost $14.50..
42. i bot it bcuz it has cinderella on it..
43. i often buy things jus bcuz it has smth i lyk on it..
44. when i was young.. i cldnt buy alot of things.. so now im old.. i haf the money.. i'll buy n keep it.. lol.. as a treasure..
45. i seriously tink tt my mother is very pretty n consider young-looking at her age..
46. i haf the same temper as my father.. so we often argue n quarrel..
47. but as we share the same temper.. we share the same funness too..
48. i dun lyk gals hu try to act guai n blah blah in front of guys to get their attention.. duhz.. do u nid tt kind of attention?? r u really so despo???
49. i dun lyk guys hu make tt kind of stupid sound at gals.. hello.. we r not dogs..
50. i lyk to help pple to the extent tt i ryt an appreciation letter to them jus to make them feel appreciated when they r down.. but it's often guys hu r down.. cuz all my gal frens r quite confident of themselves.. n mabbe tt's y pple say im flirtish.. duhz.. i'll help u too even if u nid help.. regardless of race, language, religion N sex..

tt's all 4 today.. hafta help roy to do his tagboard..

hellooooooo..

jus got my class photos n dance photos baq.. still lyk my dance photos beta.. lolx..

lemme continue wid my list of things..

11. i dun lyk pple hu anyhow take my things w/o permission.. so rude....
12. im very gd at tolerating.. i jus keep everything inside..
13. but i explodes too..
14. luv me for hu i am.. cuz im definitely not changing for u..
15. i luv to slp.. beta dun disturb me when im slping.. i wun pick up ur call..
16. my temper is bad when im hungry or when i lack slp..
17. i hate to be touched.. it feels lyk ur harbouring ill intentions towards me..
18. i dun lyk to touch pple too.. i dun wan to be tot of harbouring bad intentions..
19. i dun lyk to tok on phones.. unless u haf impt reasons..
20. i despise backstabbers, hypocrites n pple hu toys pple's feeling..
21. i dun lyk dolls which blink their eyes cuz of Chucky..
22. i fantasize alot.. i lyk to imgaine wad will happen in my future relationships..
23. i dun care if u dun lyk me.. tt's jus showing tt u cant stand m character.. n tt's perfectly fine wid me..
24. i swear too.. but i always dun min it..
25. most of the times.. i dun min wad i say abt my feelings.. u hafta judge..
26. i dislike pple hu i dunno to make fun of my breasts.. hello.. hu r u to judge me???
27. i perfectly open wid my boobs.. but pls dun be too overboard..
28. i look at things in an optimistic way.. i jus luff along wid wadever pple say abt me.. aftall.. they dun min anything to me..
29. but actually.. im a pessimistic person.. i jus try to be optimistic..
30. im not always wad u see.. i have a deeper inner self..
31. mabbe u wld say im a nerd.. but i dun lyk it when pple try to get out of lessons by elling some dumb lies..
32. i dun lyk pple hu smokes..
33. i dun lyk pple hu litters.. i try to pick up their rubbish n throw it into the rubbish RYT IN FRONT of them..
34. i dun lyk pple hu promise me smth but cldnt do it.. tt's y i dun quite trust sum of my frens now..
35. i lyk to read wad pple tinks abt me.. but i tend to overlook bad comments..
36. i dun lyk strangers to gimme comments.. aftall.. wad do u noe abt me??
37. i dun lyk pple hu continue toking non-stop.. gimme a break.. ur saliva is all over my face..
38. im a nai ma to many pple.. actually.. i shld only be nai ma to xin wei.. but dunno y everyone cums calling me nai ma.. lol..
39. if im replying in one word sentences lyk haha.. oh.. icic.. u shld noe tt im beginning to lose interest in this conversation..
40. i lyk to change my handwriting once in a while.. signifies new beginning for me.. lol..

okok.. till here first.. continue nxt time.. tata~~

my turn to haf the 100 things abt me!!! but i dunno whether i can get 100 things anot.. lolx.. try my best.. n sum of the things mabba will hurt u all.. but umm.. im sorrie.. it's my blog aftall.. im jus speaking frm my mind.. n it's jus tt i dun lyk these few points of u.. but other than tt.. i still luv u..

1. i luv attention.. pls gimme more..
2. i dun lyk to tok on phones.. cuz im sure will haf alot of silent pauses.. so if u really wanna tok to me on phone.. pls prepare a whole long list of topics first..
3. i lyk to go out wid eunice.. cuz she's very gan cui.. wun drag here drag there..
4. i dun lyk to go out wid pple hu sms other pple when we r out.. it's lyk.. "wad the heck.. u ask me out.. then u keep sms-ing.. i didnt cum out to c u sms.." u shld pay attention to me.. aftall.. i nid attention..
5. i dun lyk to go out wid my galfrens n a bunch of guys.. cuz they always pay more attention to each other than me.. so in the end.. i'll be shopping on my own.. it's nt tt im jealous.. but jus lyk i've said.. i nid attention.. anyone will do..
6. when i go out wid a fren hu always sms.. i alwayds drag another person along..
7. sometimes i tink tt im born to be counsellor..
8. pple always cum to me for advices..
9. n i provide them wid gd advices..
10. not very self-conscience.. i dun care if my hair is messy.. aftall.. i dun cut my hair to let guys see ryt??

ok.. tt's all for today.. nxt time continue.. 10 each day.. then one day i compile them altogether.. lolx.. kk.. tata~~ got more impt things to do..

I Really Miss You
By: S Club 7
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I called you today just to hear you say
You were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound
I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do

I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you - yes I do - I miss you
I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do

I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Oh, don't you know

I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you - I miss you

I called you today just to hear you say
You were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound
I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again








On My Way
By: Cyndi Wang Xin Lin
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走过跟你走过的街　
难过感伤一些
有些事无法感谢　
我终于了解
是我把爱弄得太完美　
多完美还是会枯萎
你最后那一句再见　
才让我学会　
怎么放爱去飞

擦干了眼泪　
我不要安慰
日子会过去才对　
都是黑咖啡
苦得让我今晚不能入睡
不想活在重播的情节　
你知道我想着谁
虽然梦想难免被现实打碎　
I'm On My Way

我在美丽的世界　
回头对你说　
Good-Bye

擦干了眼泪　
我不要安慰
日子会过去才对　
都是黑咖啡
苦得让我今晚不能入睡
不想活在重播的情节　
不再跟自己责备
换来伤悲　
天亮天黑　
I'm On My Way

tis song damn sad.. lemme do a quick n brief translation for those hu dun understand chinese..

[i walked by the streets tt i once walked wid u..
the pain i felt is deeper..
somethings cannot be thanked..
i finally understood..
i've made love so perfect..
no matter how perfect it still fails..
your last goodbye..
made me learn..
how to let love fly..

wipe my tears..
i dun wan comfort..
it's all bcuz of tt bitter coffee..
made me cldnt slp tonite..
dun wish to live in repeating moments..
u noe hu im tinking of..
even though dreams are often broken by reality..
im on my way..

im in my beautiful world..
turning baq n tell u..
gd bye..

wipe my tears..
i dun wan comfort..
it's all bcuz of tt bitter coffee..
made me cldnt slp tonite..
dun wish to live in repeating moments..
not blaming myself anymore..
in exchange of sadness..
dawn n nite..
im on my way..]

sad sad sad.. haiz..

hmm.. today wanna go study one.. but nobody free to go.. sooooooo sad.. my sis say mabbe aft she finish tuition then go wid me..

nth fun today.. so boooooorrrrrrrred... my grandson in chalet.... soooooooooo gd.. nvm.. wait patiently... soon it will be my turn.. two chalets waiting for me.. alalalalla.. have fun ya grandson!

waiting waiting.. y my sis haven cum home yet... oh yah.. she say 3.30pm.. now only 3.. lolx.. wait patiently.. lalalal..

hmmm... wait.. i tot my parents not working today???? where r they??? arent we supposed to go out??? eh.. how can lyk tt.. ummm.. wait.. oh yah.. ym parents say they going sentosa.. dating huh??? lolx.. so cunning.. tell me while im slping.. ask me whether they can go out anot.. i of cuz nod my head lah.. anything to get baq to my slp ryt??? so cunning.. lolx.. u muz b wondering y they muz ask us if they wanna go out.. of cuz lah.. we r the heads of our home u noe??? anything muz get our permission first.. HHMPH!!!!

helloooooooooooooo.. got miss me???? say yes!!!! thankew!!!!

went sch for chi exam today.. paper 1 was alryt wid me.. i took lyk abt an hr to finish all the sections.. n the nxt hr to slp.. yeah.. practically slept.. n i was worrying tt i wld tok in my slp.. so i kinda shut my lips damn tite.. n i dreamt of me falling.. i almost wanted to scream out.. but i woke myself up.. lol..

recess.. tried my best to study bk A.. cuz i lost it.. so hafta borrow frm them n learn on the spot.. then yunli keep irritating me wid her milk pleas.. no no..

paper 2 was alryt too.. i find it's easier than ca 2.. but i dunno how to ryt 2 words.. they r frm bk A.. haiz.. but nvm...

then went to 7-11 wid sy.. we eat instant noodles.. hahah. she treat.. then gossip n gossip.. then went home..

bathed.. changed.. went out wid my family n cute lil brandon.. went to causeway point.. nth to shop one sian.. so played wid brandon loh.. then saw the fisher price toys so cute!!!!! i wanna buy.. hehe.. grandson.. *hint hint*.. i dun wan roxy liao.. i wan fisher price.. lolx.. i wan the popping head tortoise.. so cute!!!!! then eat.. then went home.. lalalalalalalalala...

my auntie bking the costa sands resort at downtown east on the dec5-8.. nice nice.. play wild wild wet.. then 16 n 17 got class chalet at sentosa.. also costa sands.. nice nice.. can play in beach.. wah.. schedule very hectic.. nov16-19 still got Camp Eureka!!! in malaysia, johore summore.. yay!! cant wait for tt camp.. lalalalalalalal.. tt's all my schedule for all these coming two months.. tata~~

hello.. baq to posting..

hmm.. today was eng and ss exam.. not bad lah.. i've got alot of things to ryt.. but dunno whether izzit crap or facts.. lolx.. nvm.. jus leave it all up to God to decide.. at least i've done my best ryt?? lalalalal.. yay yay!!! muz prove to my father..tt.. I CAN DO IT!!!!

toking abt God.. tml im returning to church.. yay!!! muz msg celine.. tell her im going baq.. muz welcum me baq.. buy bouquet of flowers.. umm.. np.. dun lyk flowers.. buy chocolates for me instead.. lolx.. muz welcum me baq into God's family u noe??? i tink im ready once again to accept God's presence.. im returning baq to God's wonderful arms.. full of mercy, love n forgiveness.. im cuming baq to the heart of worship.. when it's all abt u.. it's all abt u jesus.. im sorry lord for the things i've made it.. when it's all abt u.. it's all abt u jesus.. hope i did not get the words wrong huh??

tml is chi exam.. well.. im not very confident abt it.. cuz it's lyk 2 bks together.. n jus heard frm jason tt the comprehension passage is set by mdm ji again.. aargh.. not again.. her papers always those chim chim one.. very chi na chi na those kind.. then all the language is lyk higher mother tongue language lyk tt.. then jason said tt tml's paper the passage is nt those tt u can lift the ans easily frm the passage.. it's lyk chi literature lyk tt.. wah liao.. y everything literature one??? grrr.. my head is bursting.. i dun tink im gonna make it.. i failed my comprehension for ca2 u noe??? haiz.. getting tougher n tougher.. i felt lyk my chi is deteriorating n my eng is improving.. farni huh?? lol..

notice tt my intro i put tt i hate backstabbers, hypocrites, blah blah..??? i noe alot of u muz be saying tt i cant be tt perfect.. so lemme explain to ya all.. when i say i hate backstabbers hypocrites or wadever.. im not saying tt im perfect.. im not saying tt im not like them.. im jus saying tt i dun lyk pple of my same kind.. got it?? yay!! be proud of ur language..

yepx yepx.. tt's all.. i tink i've crapped abit too much today.. hahaha.. tata~~