though i noe he will not read it here.. but nvtheless.. i jus wanna vent out my anger..
daddy.. can u STOP.. for god's sake.. STOP being so irritating.. isnt improving all tt matters?? do u expect me to get all a1's??? u noe wad?? then u shld go look for a daughter in schs lyk nygh or rgs.. not tanglin.. didnt i tried all i can to improve n get beta results?? or mabbe all the additional marks jus drop frm sky huh?? no i nv do my best.. then i'll tell u wad is nv do my best.. it is when i get 0.. tt is call nv do my best.. for god's sake..
it's not tt i wanna say u.. mabbe if only i say u.. then mabbe im jus being paranoid.. but wad if it's a whole bunch of pple saying?? then there's sure to be smth wrong.. u may not noe but.. everyone is complaining to me.. abt how paranoid u can get.. n how harsh ur words can hurt pple.. u jus dunno.. n they put pressure on me too.. they exoect me to tell u.. w/o mentioning their names.. when i say them.. they will scold me.. so it makes lyk im the only one in the whole family going against u.. same goes to mei mei.. when we did smth wrong.. all she noes is watch tv.. or act slping.. leave everything to me.. n then it bcame my fault.. then u wld start saying tt i lead mei mei the bad ways.. jus bcuz im older does not min tt im leading her.. does she even follow me in the first place??
u noe.. u just got this tinking tt.. "wow.. im great.. i rule my own life.. im ryt in everything.." anyone hu go against is WRONG!! pls.. change ur tinking.. ur not gonna succeed in this way.. u dun rule ur life this way.. u r letting life rule over u.. nobody is forever right.. not u either.. u r bound to be wrong in sum ways..
n ur foul mouth.. omg.. i cant stand it.. u r always saying things in a harsh way.. ok.. mabbe sumtimes u min gd.. but the way u put it sounds sooooooo sarcastic.. always scare pple loh.. frens tt i bring to work.. omg.. they all give up aft a day.. n did u ever realise tt i always go to work bringing my mp3 or discman.. it's cuz i dun wanna listen to ur rubbish.. in case u hurt me again..
n plus.. if u not ready to take in comments ryt.. then dun ask for comments.. dun waste my saliva pls.. i dun wanna die of dehydration.. n then start saying tt im bcuming a bad gal.. yah yah.. u r soooooo gd.. u noe?? model father.. omg..
i've got more to say.. but i dun wanna say here.. i dun wanna embarass u further.. last but not least.. pls heed our advice n go see a psychologist..
