went dance today..
saw th lower sec soccer tournament..
so boring.. one grp of guys wore pink..
yucks..
had to carry those dumb heavy things up n down..
my hands almost got blisters..
i raped eunice today..
hahaha...
then sihan told me a joke which i cld not understand..
then they say i slow..
ok fine...
wadever!!!!!
then went to ginza to eat..
saw mr leong in his sports gear..
erm.. yucks too.. haha..
then went library to return bks..
so packed.. n noisy..
i chose 3 bks..
two are compiled stories by teens..
one is a storybk intro by jiali..
then went home n prepared to go church..
today got the tabernacle n im so excited to meet God..
me n isaac reached there..
cannot go in cuz is the Lord's supper..
so we hafta wait..
went in.. the sermon was so long..
i went to read my own storybk..
then aft church..
me n isaac went mac to eat..
we did not have enuff money..
lack 50 cents..
n we were so worried..
then he borrowed $1 frmt he guy behind us..
we were so pai seh tt we dun dare to go near the guy..
isaac said so much thing tt really made me tink too..
hmmm... im so sick..
heck..
then we went to the tabernacle..
i prayed alot..
for everyone..
n i cried..
but at the last place..
the holy of the holies..
i cldnt feel God's presence at all..
im abit sad.. hmmm..
mabbe it's bcuz my mind is not clear at all..
amanda told me tt mabbe god has sum hints to me in the sermon..
cuz today's sermon is abt marriage..
arh.. mabbe.. hmmm...
Almost Here
Delta Goodrem ft Brian McFadden
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Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind i?d left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
