Friday, July 14, 2006

STOP SHOUTING AT ME!!

y cant they all tok nicely to me??
i wld do my housechores if they tok to me nicely..
i nv take money frm them when i go out..
I FUCKING SWEAR!!!
but y do they haf to say tt we always take money frm them when we go out??
when did it happened???
or did i lyk ask frm them when i was sleepwalking??
i swear i did not!!
fuck.. i told myself not to swear anymore since i convert..
n i havent been swearing for the last 5 yrs..
yes.. they made me had to swear again..
they nv believe me..
even jason say tt my parents are so diff frm other parents..
even he can see it..
y cant my parents??
n when i say i dun wan the jacket anymore..
i MEAN i dun wan..

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y do they haf to show me their salary and all..
n worse still..
ask me where to get the money for me??
did i rmb wrongly or wad??
wasnt them the one hu say they will buy for me??
wad?? m i suffering frm STM??
y do they haf to make it sound lyk it's all my fault???
i dun wan anything alrdy..
y do they haf to make it sound lyk having me was a bad decision and all??

n y is it always my auntie being the gd pple at these times??
y is it my auntie hu's always offering to bring me out shopping??
Y NOT THEM???

i dun hope for much nw..
i just hope they wldnt chicken out on the promise they made..
tt they wld give me MY 300 bucks to spend when i go genting..









i noe u pple wld tink tt it's all abt money probs..
but i tink it's more of a trust kind of prob..
how to trust pple hu keeps breaking promises???