hello

ytd went to meet yq they all n got a huge news.. devastating.. but wad can we do ryt?

then went for stats lecture.. dun understand..

then aft tt went imm mac to eat.. everyone ate shrek meal except edwin.. extra.. aft tt still got sum time left.. so we played number games n had to eat fries dipped in mayonnaise+lemontea+currysauce+bbqsauce+lettuce.. wth.. the mayonnaise was super smelly.. everyone felt lyk vomiting.. erk... we tried to trick edwin n he got into our trap.. we tried to trick ian n he was smart.. lololo

then we went back sch for sum parent meeting briefing.. saw zachary on the bus.. he gng back to sch.. chatted abit.. then saw snake skin outside our sch.. n we tried to track the snake down.. was very big.. cuz the track n the skin looks lyk the snake was as thick as a pipe.. ooh.. scary.. i cldnt go help out for parent meeting session cuz sat got ndp training.. n then.. wth.. i found out tt i allocated the task of looking aft food.. wah liao.. wasted wasted..

then went with ian n gonaidi n my sis to dover npp to let gonaidi report his loss of admin card n ez link.. had to wait half n hr b4 reporting.. so we went coffeeshop to sit.. then went back aft half n hr.. another person havent finish.. so we stand outside n my sis tried to look in.. then i told her tt the pple look outside n she will look very idiotic. hahaha.. went in finally.. aft nearly n hr.. n gonaidi reported. haha.. the police actually quite gd looking loh.. ooh...

then went to meet georgina n went dance.. b4 dance drank mushrm soup at secret recipe n smth made me happy.. georgina said tt i am her best fren.. i min although we always lyk go out often.. n do things tt u noe is enuff to make u a fren of sumone.. but then to be able to hear it frm their mouths is lyk super gd.. =)

ytd dance super hard lah.. n abit weird.. as in the dance n the atmosphere.. lyk no dancing feel.. lololol.. n when ishi pulled up his pants me n my sis luffed out... cuz we both totally cannot stand his very high socks.. lolol.. n rolled down summore.. wth.. actually i told them this a few times alrdy.. but when my sis actually saw it ytd.. she luffed out damn loud.. hahah.. n ishi tot we were too excited for the dance.. lololol.. feroz dance got a new family-mother,sister n small didi.. the small didi damn cute lah.. lolololol.. funy.. i looked at him n kept forgetting my steps.. so comical.. lololol

tml got acc test.. wah liao.. sucks lyk hell..

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have you seen a japanese ghost speak hokkien??



nippon gui gong hokkien leh.. wth!!!



i just saw today.. i dunno whether to luff or cry..



"anata.. ni deng lai liao.."(anata.. u came back..)

yo!!!

im so determined to change my style this time.. im gng to buy lots of new n nice clothes.. yeah!!

today at ida was super bored lah.. i was near dozing off alrdy.. but tt tcher had to wake me up by asking me qns..

then it was acc lecture.. i was busy copying acc notes.. lololol..

then went imm to eat.. on the bus heard a grp of guys listening love me or hate me.. tt song so cute.. then was chatting with them when i saw sumone waving at me at the corner of my eyes.. n then i spot lizhen on the bus.. i was so cocked eyed not to see her immediately.. lololol.. then i chatted abit with her.. she arh.. naughty gal.. pon sch to go kbox.. pepper lunch.. yeah.. nice..

went back for stats.. just lyk tt loh..

nw having abit of dilemma dunno wad to buy.. lololol..

hello!!!!

my voice is still on n off.. hahha.. i speak to customers lyk a frog croaking..

this morning my sis suddenly told me tt she found out she can store lyrics on her ipod.. so i asked her if she;s gng to singalong on the road.. n then started doing the bounce while singing.. lololol..

babies r super cute.. when this angmoh baby was super tickled by his father massaging his shoulder.. he kept luffing n luffing n luffing.. ok.. more lyk chuckling.. super super super cute!

the auntie very nice.. bought me smth to eat when she went for break..

just nw almost lost my phone.. went back to yishun to find.. hahha..

wantedd to call my sis just nw n let her listen to her own singing.. cuz this little boy was singing on th tv n he totally cant hit the key.. so i tot.. "ok tt sounds lyk mei mei" so wantd to call her n let her listen.. but he ended b4 she picked up..lolol..

my sis told me smth really funny.. she said tt when brandon saw her neoprints.. he went "mei shen me hao kan de.." (nth much to see) WTH!!! my sis very poor thing.. got luffed at by me n liyan.. nw got despised by her own nephew.. wtf.. lolol..

hahhaha.. i must haf looked very tall..

was sick these few days.. still having blocked nose nw n then.. was alrdy sick lyk on mon.. then went for dance on wed n was standing right in front of the air con.. n i had a fever immediately tt night.. hahahah.. cool.. nw still abit blur.. hahahah..

but i wun give up dance.. hahah.. getting to lyk dance more n more.. yeah!

went for work today.. the auntie all very nice.. keep sneaking things for me to eat.. hahah..

got this little girl hu said thank you n buhbyeee~~ to me.. so cool.. the way she speaks.. hahahah

aft tt went home n fed brandon dinner.. fed him till he kind of got blur n fell aslp.. so funny..

ok.. shall not tok much. i guess i guess i guess guess guess is having my favourite topic nw.. 6 pacs.. omg!!! 5 f**king 6 pac-ers to see!!!!

BYE!

yo yo yo!!!

i shall declare wed n thurs as my "flower-eat" days.. lololol..

yes yes yes..

went my auntie's hse to give joel tuition.. got to noe tt his results improved frm 40+ to the recent 70.. im so glad!!! yeah.. treated him fries.. lolololol. i noe he can do it lah.. pls.. with me anything is possible!!

bryan's dance very reggae ahhahaha.. n.. dunno hw to describe lah..

ishi had body contact with me.. lolol.. no lah.. he grabbed my arm n pulled me to the front row only.. yes.. i dance at the front row today.. but i was at the extreme side n i totally no space to move.. grrr.. he's eyes r super super small k!!! big achievement!! to have eyes smaller than me.. loolol.. dun worry.. i understand tt feelings.. but damn funny.. cuz eveyrtime i watch my sis dance.. I CANT STOP LUFFING!!! lolol.. n there's a dance step tt's lyk praying for the rain.. n my sis invented the "where's my durian where's my durian" thing.. lololol..

on the train toked alot.. me n georgina both agreed tt ishi seemed to be paying more attention to us recently.. n we both got a feeling tt he's trying to get us to go to the front to dance.. i tink cuz we've been hiding behind for too long.. lolololol.. georgina said she saw his hands trembling.. haiz.. i tink he must be too nervous cuz im too near him.. lolololol.. hey.. it's "flower-eat" day!!

fuck.. i really cant stand it alrdy.. if u guys wanna be angry with them.. go ahead.. but pls dun involved me.. i cant be angry with them.. CUZ THEY NV AGITATE ME! cant u understand?

i cant stand it anymore.. y r u letting this stupid thing affecting our r/s so much.. u nv listen when i try to help u understand.. u only wan to make me hate them.. I CANT I CANT I CANT!

wads the prob with u guys?? u dunno hw bad i felt stuck in the middle.. i wan to cry.. i wan to scream.. but i cant do tt.. i can only do it quietly in the bathrm..

bcuz of this stupid thing.. u r getting so impatient with me.. getting angry whenever this topic is touched on.. u've changed.. ur so scary nw.. i dun recognise u anymore..

we cant communicate anymore..

when i tried to share my happiness with others.. u said im trying to boast.. when i share it with u instead.. u ignored me..

when i tried to make u understand.. u said i dun care for u anymore.. n get all agitated.. hw m i even supposed to tok to u anymore?

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?

y cant u just ignore wad they r saying? if they said smth wrong.. tt's their prob.. not urs.. do u haf to refer them as "those pple"?? for fuck sake.. they r ur relatives..!!!!!

u made me so down all the time.. but i still haf to put on a brave front.. maybe mei mei may cope with it.. BUT I CANT!

u knew very well tt i HATE pple to quarrel.. u know it very well.. but y r u doing this to me nw?

i've been tinkg of writing this a long time ago.. but i kept trying to control myself.. i tell myself tt this is not permanent.. everything will change.. i cant do tt nw.. i nid sumwhere to vent.. i noe u wun get to read this.. i really dun care..

i am so so so gonna sit outside JUICE to try my luck to see if i can run into EDISON "accidentally".. LOL!!! one photo is all it takes.. pls.. GOD!!!

lalalal.. im super happy.. cuz i tink i found ECGX's frenster acc.. not 100% sure.. but at least 70%.. gonna try all the possibilities.. hhahahah

seriously.. im so cute!!!

JUST JOKING!! lol..

i tink im suffering frm hyperactive.. there's only 3 possibilities y im not sure..

1) my mother didnt bother to send me to the doctor..

2) my mother sent me for checkup but refused to accept the fact..

3) my mother sent me for checkup n accepted the fact but dun wan to tell me..

haiz.. im sick..

sian sian sian..

im running out of jokes to tell..

just borrowed another 4 storybks to read.. yeah. got smth to do..

oh yah oh yah.. guess wad.. i just went to check my bank balance.. im left with 25 bucks.. WTH!!! where did all my money went to? i nv buy things eh... i tink it went into my stomach most probably..

aiyah.. y m i crapping here? i havent touch my e learning work at all..

bye-bicycle... kon kon~~

yeah yeah yeah!

ok.. so went for my "first" day of work.. not bad.. much much easier then my giant work.. all the aunties r so nice to me.. hahah... n i got to play with my dream weighing machine which will print the price tag out!!!

n there was tis auntie asking me is the sausages moving? n my instant tot was.. huh? wth u toking abt? then aft tt.. i kind of tot to myself tt so nw i assume tt she's seeing sausages dancing arnd me.. but actually she's asking if the sausages r selling..

n i seem to be selling ham n bacon more than promoting my sausages.. lololol

n.. at je interchnage waiting for bus.. i saw this guy whom i liked b4.. n he looks lyk edison lah.. so i nicknamed him edison last time.. so i was calling home n i looked arnd n saw him looking at me.. my eyes immediately widened.. n we stared at each other for quite a distance.. then i suddenly rmb tt hey.. im STARING at him.. so i quickly looked away. LOL!!!

yeah.. my sis n mom also went promoting at carrefour at ps.. n my sis is lyk complaining her work.. lololololol..

i tink i look damn pretty here.. =)

wad? cant even fantasize abit arh?






well.. was being real sick today.. lololol.. ok.. nvm.. even eating sausages become a porno thing..

bryan's dance a tad too difficult.. but ishi one was nice.. but overall.. i lyk.. =)

n n n.. ishi smiled at us.. hahahah.. ok.. am being flower-eat again..

yo yo yo!!

i today very zi high.. keep luffing at my own jokes..

oh yah... i lost the bet during econs.. wth.. my guess was the furthest frm the correct ans.. so i haf to treat them drinks.. we were guessing how many time the tcher will say "right".. lolol..

mmwd damn funny.. had sum probs with my flash prog.. so ask the tcher n he came n told me cuz my txtbox not big enuff .. but he kept saying "ur thing not big enuff.. ur thing nt big enuff.." wtf... i kept luffing lah... then aft tt ian also got the same prob as me.. then i told him.. eh ur thing nt big enuff.. go enlarge.. wth!!! super funny.. then i kept pressurizing yq cuz she damn slow.. n she was lyk alamak illitating(irritating) sia.. go away lah.. then i sang "nobody wans to see us together.." to her.. n the whole row started singing it.. hahaha.. damn high..

then aft tt went jp with xt n yq to shop for xt's mother present.. wah.. she hoh............ walk one whole round n she still cldnt make up her mind.. our bags damn heavy lah. in the end she settled on bird nest..

i saw an adidas baby shoe damn cute.. is super bright colours.. lyk orange n yellow.. n i wan to buy but dun haf my size.. aft tt i saw the adult version.. i super wan to buy... but my mum say aft moving hse first.. ok loh..

oh.. anyway... i got back my job!!!! im gng yishun cold storage this time to sell sausages.. n it will be much easier than giant work.. so yeah!!! my dance fee taken care of again.. my 3000 bucks is getting nearer n nearer!!! =)))

yo-hooo!!!

saw this super super big lizard in sch n i jumped all the way.. damn disgusting.. then saw parts of a dead caterpillar tt we just saw crawling the other day...

went westmall to eat during break.. aft on the mrt platform.. liyan say wan to climb the hill opp of the mrt station.. then i suggest tt we wear spiderman costumes.. we surely hit the headline.. then liyan say i shld be the mary jane.. then yan qing say liyan shall be the spiderman.. lololol.. so nw u all noe hu spiderman lyk.. spiderman lyk seowhui.. wahahah..

went back n saw another caterpillar.. fuck.. y m i seeing disgusting things today..

anyway... aiyah.. i dunno hw to say.. forget it..

went sch ytd for rwps.. erm.. quite smooth..

then it was IDA.. wth.. i was saying liyan n kin man then she go shout to the tcher tt i lyk him.. i heard frm her ltr tt the tcher was abit embarassed.. wth lah.. then aft tt.. me n xt were saying our own private joke n he was beside teaching pple things... then he kept toking to himself n stuffs.. i heard ltr is tt he was saying tt he heard our joke n then nobody was luffing n its not funny n stuffs lyk tt.. so i turned n asked xt if he's toking to himself. i guessed i toked abit loud.. n he replied tt yes he was toking to himself.. gosh.. he's mad..

then aft xt bf drove us to holland v for lunch.. cool lah.. lolol.. then drove us back for GEMS.. watched the last part of the porn movie.. did presentation n watched a short japanese horror show.. if u count the ghost as just a gal with green light coming below as horror.. then hahah.. tt's horror to u.. but i was yawning away... i was still anticipating for smth scary.. wtf..

went to bukit panjang with xt n ly.. they told me got one bus take an hr to clementi.. so i took it.. anyway.. i was meeting jiali one hr ltr at clementi wad.. so i took n it only took half n hr to reach.. so i spent the nxt half n hr loitering arnd.. lool.. met n brot her to eat the es teler chicken set.. she also got hooked.. lolol.. walked arnd n we were so determine to buy smth.. in the end cant find.. ok to cut short.. we walked alot.. ate nydc ltr.. went home with empty hands but super full stomach.. lolol..

today went my auntie's hse... taught tuition.. then went pasir ris park.. wantd to blade but blade renting shop... so sat n drink while the kids go for pony rides.. brandon ride pony n he looked comical.. llolol... the helmet fitted his head just right tooo.. tell u he's a dua tou.. lololol..

then went home n ate a very sumptious steamboat.. super nice.... lololol... n damien tickled the fish with me lolol.. n he kissed me gdbye..

went home n celebrated my father's bdae.. ummm... simply..

im a happy girl today!!! =)))))

"I ATTRACTED HIM!
I ATTRACTED HIM!
I ATTRACTED HIM!

next target: BRYAN BRYAN BRYAN

hair: POM POM POM (perm)"

hahaha.. georgina predicted tt i;ll type this.. so i shall make it come true.. =)

yo!

im super happy today.. cuz i got called up to dance in front of the class today.. wahahah.. tt mins my hip hop skills r improving.. tt mins im getting nearer n nearer to my superstar dream.. lolol

at first ishi came to the back (which he dun usually come) n pointed at our direction.. so i was lyk "hu?" then everybody say is not them.. so when he started the music n then he was lyk "eh.. got one person missing.." then he came over and looked at us then pointed at our direction n said the gal in white.. but the gal beside me also in white.. so i was lyk "me arh?" n gave him the very very shock kind of expression.. then he said yes.. then i really shocked!!! so ok loh.. i was damn nervous n i screwed up at the last bit.. lolololol.. but nevertheless i was damn happy.. =)

yo!

today was super funny..

went with liyan cuz the other 2 r late.. econs tcher called gonaidi 'ladies' lololol!!!

went for lunch.. n we were discusiing abt teenagers getting pregnant n whther we wld do an abortion... i was strongly against it but the other were for it.. then we decided to test out the guys' reaction.. 2 out of 3 will asked if the child is theirs.. while only one will only ask if she is confirmed she's pregnant.. omg.. how cruel can guys get.... gonaidi is so lack of creativity n imagination.. kept asking him 'what if' n he kept saying 'no if'.. then i was lyk 'ok lah.. i sacrifice myself.. eh.. i pregnant nw.. wad will u do?' n everyone was so shocked.. i dunno y... lololol.. then our topic changed to asking things lyk IQ qns n lame questions.. n i kept insisting i am damn clever.. lolol..

oh.. there was this qn.. the cow is facing south.. where is the tail facing? n i said north.. but the ans is facing down.. then i go say 'aiyah.. the cow is looking for sex' i tink im very sick..

then econs lecture n they were estimating how many 'ya' can the lecturer say in one hr.. ans: 217 'ya's.. wtf... more than wad i can say in one day..

rwps were damn funny.. the 4 of us pretending to discuss.. but actually we were toking abt all these sick stuffs.. lolol.. actually is i toking then they luffed.. then we tried to imitate all of our tchers.. i tell u... when the 4 of us get together.. we can do the most boring stuff n yet luff lyk crazy.. lololol..

then mmwd.. hah.. the tcher damn lame.. i gt nth to say.. he penalised us for the smallest smallest detail.. irritating lah!!!

so many things to say but first.. let me vent my anger for awhile..

how dare they leave me out... omg.. i noe this photo was taken lyk 2 yrs ago.. n i've seen it a thousand times.. but but.. i nw then wan to angry can anot? hao si bu si... they all wan to leave while i was bathing.. so they took it without me.. wth.. but then.. i guess i can forgive them for including my elmo in.. which.. i shall insist tt it represents me.. hahaha..

ok.. enuff.. on to alot of news tt i just received today..

my hk/tw trip will have to postpone again.. cuz nw they nid the money for the renovation of 2 hses.. argh!!! i dun wan to mmove hse lah...

n it;s nt lyk just a few months or wad.. it's 2 yrs k.... nxt yr i haf to prepare for my exam.. so it's lyk nxt nxt yr then can go.. wth.... but then... aiyah.. when did i prepare for exams b4??? so might haf hope..

my father finally allowed me to travel on my own without them.. as in go with a grp of frens.. im gathering travelling khakis nw.. hahah.. wanted to go hk or tw.. or maybe genting lah.. but but.. my mother is the prob nw.. she dun allow..

n.. my target of the money im gng to save for the trip shall increase to 3000 bucks.. yes... i shall bring back lyk a LV bag in 2 yrs time.. not.. nt a fan of tt..

having lyk super super high expectations for my new hses nw tt i;ve to sacrifice my trip for them... they better be pretty..

i guess tt's all.. hahah..

hello!!!

kept luffing today i dunno.. feel very ticklish today lolol.. xt asked me wads lizard in hokkien... n i told her bei ho.. lololol.. then i kept luffing.. then blame them for making me luff.. hahahah

went dance.. n i concentrated on my body movements today cuz i got to look at the mirror.. lolol.. yeah.. luffed in ishi's class cuz i paired up with my sis n i tink her dancing is real funny.. so we kept luffing.. then the auntie saw us luffed n luffed too.. then i tink ishi saw us luffing n he joined in too.. lolol... laughing can spread so far..

yo!!!

had an eventful wkend..

sat went imm with my cousin.. it's kind of amazing tt i suddenly rmb tt we didnt really tok b4 she was married.. my memories of her b4 were the girl hu always come to our hse n quarrel with her bf over the phone.. n then cry n throw the phone arnd.. kind of scared of her last time.. but nw tt she's married n she brings brandon n damien over wkly.. we got kinda close.. as in we wld discuss fashion n the naughty things tt my two nephews do.. so funny.. n she wld constantly ask me out if im free..

human relationships r really amazing how they can change so much because smth happened..

sun went church service.. was so glad i was back... tho i cld sense sum awkwardness between me n celine.. but i was determined not to let it affect me.. n i cld really really sense HIS presence so strongly.. tt during worshipping i was trying to control my tears frm flowing.. so glad tt HE touched my heart again n again.. n im determined to go back every sunday.. i dun wan to backslide anymore..

then took taxi back to my neighbourhood for house viewing.. i paid the taxi fare with nets.. lyk so cool.. n i had to pay extra charges.. so the total was lyk 21.70 bucks.. wah.. heart pain.. anyway.. my family wan to buy a hse nearby n move there while my old hse gets renovated.. then they will rent one of the hse out for extra income.. nt bad.. but then not as convenient as my old hse.. even tho just few blks away.. then went for dinner at west coast.. had crab n stuffs.. super nice.. to celebrate my sis, my father's bdae n mother's day.. wahahha.. i noe.. we always lyk to celebrate everything together.. toking abt bdae.. im so angry lah.. my mother nv gimme the 50 bucks tt she will always give us for our bdae.. then she gave my sis.. n i saw it.. so i complained to her.. n then she realised.. then she took the 50 bucks she was abt to give my sis to me.. wah liao.. so insincere loh.. lololol.. nvm! then when we reached home tt night the hse was sold.. kwa kwa~~

monday went sch n i really tink the ida tcher is pin pointing me.. he rmbs tt i said tt his lesson was boring.. then he made me ans qns.. i was called to ans qns in his class everytime.. then aft class.. i said boring again n he heard.. but this time not his subject.. is accounting.. hahahah.. so he was lyk accounting boring meh?

n today shazzman is very very bad.. he kept coming over n ask me if im free today.. cuz gonaidi wan to ask me out.. n i said not free.. then he was lyk.. tml leh? not free.. then the day aft lah.. not free.. then he was lyk.. dun lyk tt lah.. wah liao.. funny arh...... hahah..

then aft sch went to queue for angela chang's ticket.. lyk super lots of pple.. n i kinda of dun wan to queue alrdy.. cuz it's not worth it for one pathetic cca point.. yes.. i go for cca point.. NOT her! then this indian guy frm SPSU suddenyl shouted as us saying tt y r we still queuing cuz the tickets r all given out.. nobody blif him of cuz... cuz he was not wearing an SPSU tshirt or lanyard.. until this gal wearing the SPSU shirt confirmed tt the tickets r finished then we left.. lolol.. nvm lah.. tink we'll just go photocopy n try our luck.. hhahahaha

so ytd one of my neighbour wanted to sell his hse.. n as we r kinda of related with each other.. we got the hse easily.. n can u believe it.. its the same blk as our old hse.. n worse.. it's the same floor.. just two hses away.. wah liao.. i tink my life getting cooler n cooler.. nxt time cum my hse play hide n seek.. confirm wun get caught..

i just finish this bk.. its really nice loh.. it toks abt this true story of the author n her childhood being ruined by a monstrous dad.. he abused her sexually n physically.. tinkg tt her mother will protect her.. she told her but her mother just kept quiet cuz she was too desperate to keep the man.. so she was abused till one day she got pregnant.. so the doctor found out n gave her an abortion which made her unable to conceive anymore.. her father was sent to jail for 4 yrs.. n frm then onwards.. pple just stare at her differently.. everyone tot tt she allowed her father to do those things to her n when she got pregnant.. she kinda turned the table arnd n accused her father of raping her.. only the judge n a few others were nice to her.. the judge told her tt it was not her fault.. n tt pple r gng to blame her but she shld not blame herself for anything.. as she grew up.. she tried to hide the truth by creating another "herself".. even at her mother's deathbed.. she still tried to believe tt her mother did try to protect n love her n might even ask for her forgiveness.. but obviously she didnt..

when i read this story.. i was tinkg how can this mother be so selfish.. yet the daughter cld still love her so unconditionally.. hoping tt one day she will take her away frm her dad.. but obviously the mother loved the father more than her own daughter.. it's a real nice story to read..

ok... nth more to say.. i tink i post long enuf.. hahah..