had an eventful wkend..
sat went imm with my cousin.. it's kind of amazing tt i suddenly rmb tt we didnt really tok b4 she was married.. my memories of her b4 were the girl hu always come to our hse n quarrel with her bf over the phone.. n then cry n throw the phone arnd.. kind of scared of her last time.. but nw tt she's married n she brings brandon n damien over wkly.. we got kinda close.. as in we wld discuss fashion n the naughty things tt my two nephews do.. so funny.. n she wld constantly ask me out if im free..
human relationships r really amazing how they can change so much because smth happened..
sun went church service.. was so glad i was back... tho i cld sense sum awkwardness between me n celine.. but i was determined not to let it affect me.. n i cld really really sense HIS presence so strongly.. tt during worshipping i was trying to control my tears frm flowing.. so glad tt HE touched my heart again n again.. n im determined to go back every sunday.. i dun wan to backslide anymore..
then took taxi back to my neighbourhood for house viewing.. i paid the taxi fare with nets.. lyk so cool.. n i had to pay extra charges.. so the total was lyk 21.70 bucks.. wah.. heart pain.. anyway.. my family wan to buy a hse nearby n move there while my old hse gets renovated.. then they will rent one of the hse out for extra income.. nt bad.. but then not as convenient as my old hse.. even tho just few blks away.. then went for dinner at west coast.. had crab n stuffs.. super nice.. to celebrate my sis, my father's bdae n mother's day.. wahahha.. i noe.. we always lyk to celebrate everything together.. toking abt bdae.. im so angry lah.. my mother nv gimme the 50 bucks tt she will always give us for our bdae.. then she gave my sis.. n i saw it.. so i complained to her.. n then she realised.. then she took the 50 bucks she was abt to give my sis to me.. wah liao.. so insincere loh.. lololol.. nvm! then when we reached home tt night the hse was sold.. kwa kwa~~
monday went sch n i really tink the ida tcher is pin pointing me.. he rmbs tt i said tt his lesson was boring.. then he made me ans qns.. i was called to ans qns in his class everytime.. then aft class.. i said boring again n he heard.. but this time not his subject.. is accounting.. hahahah.. so he was lyk accounting boring meh?
n today shazzman is very very bad.. he kept coming over n ask me if im free today.. cuz gonaidi wan to ask me out.. n i said not free.. then he was lyk.. tml leh? not free.. then the day aft lah.. not free.. then he was lyk.. dun lyk tt lah.. wah liao.. funny arh...... hahah..
then aft sch went to queue for angela chang's ticket.. lyk super lots of pple.. n i kinda of dun wan to queue alrdy.. cuz it's not worth it for one pathetic cca point.. yes.. i go for cca point.. NOT her! then this indian guy frm SPSU suddenyl shouted as us saying tt y r we still queuing cuz the tickets r all given out.. nobody blif him of cuz... cuz he was not wearing an SPSU tshirt or lanyard.. until this gal wearing the SPSU shirt confirmed tt the tickets r finished then we left.. lolol.. nvm lah.. tink we'll just go photocopy n try our luck.. hhahahaha
so ytd one of my neighbour wanted to sell his hse.. n as we r kinda of related with each other.. we got the hse easily.. n can u believe it.. its the same blk as our old hse.. n worse.. it's the same floor.. just two hses away.. wah liao.. i tink my life getting cooler n cooler.. nxt time cum my hse play hide n seek.. confirm wun get caught..
i just finish this bk.. its really nice loh.. it toks abt this true story of the author n her childhood being ruined by a monstrous dad.. he abused her sexually n physically.. tinkg tt her mother will protect her.. she told her but her mother just kept quiet cuz she was too desperate to keep the man.. so she was abused till one day she got pregnant.. so the doctor found out n gave her an abortion which made her unable to conceive anymore.. her father was sent to jail for 4 yrs.. n frm then onwards.. pple just stare at her differently.. everyone tot tt she allowed her father to do those things to her n when she got pregnant.. she kinda turned the table arnd n accused her father of raping her.. only the judge n a few others were nice to her.. the judge told her tt it was not her fault.. n tt pple r gng to blame her but she shld not blame herself for anything.. as she grew up.. she tried to hide the truth by creating another "herself".. even at her mother's deathbed.. she still tried to believe tt her mother did try to protect n love her n might even ask for her forgiveness.. but obviously she didnt..
when i read this story.. i was tinkg how can this mother be so selfish.. yet the daughter cld still love her so unconditionally.. hoping tt one day she will take her away frm her dad.. but obviously the mother loved the father more than her own daughter.. it's a real nice story to read..
ok... nth more to say.. i tink i post long enuf.. hahah..
