hello pple!
smu rejected me.
how can how can?
didnt they see my last sem results?
quite gd wad? ahh.. it's their loss.
hah. cant be.
i noe my results the best.
applying to smu was only a try-my-luck kind of thing.
wad i didnt expect was they wld also send notification letter to the failed applicants too.
so when my father told me they got the letter n said i was rejected, i kind of dun blif them.
really wad.. those contest also lyk tt.
we regret tt only shortlisted candidates will be notified.
recently, i tink i've been played.
getting all worked up when a guy express a slight interest in me.
waiting for his msg when he say he will.
where's de msg?
thru this incident, it really woke me up.
im always lyk tt.
easily influenced.
i might have no feelings for a guy.
but when he say things tt i sense some interest,
i started tinkg tt hmm.. maybe i did have tt slight feelings for him..
then leave me hanging there.. high n low.
actually im not angry at anybody or wad.
i just wan to remind myself tt i really got to protect myself.
cuz everytime this happens, the one who ends up getting hurt is me.
i must noe how to control my own feelings.
