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Simple Plan
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I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

whoopie~ simple plan's song to entertain u all!!!

3 more day and im going for Camp Eureka in Malaysia.. cant wait for it.. yay!!! but cant bear to leave all of u too.. hahaha.. will mizz ya all very much! im abit too early huh??

did anyone see wad i see ytd?? i saw leandra in the audience seat of singapore idol.. she was in the taufik's section.. i tink they r really.. hmm.. u noe?? haha..

y do i keep seeing things??? last wk i saw pug jelly in the audience seat.. this wk i see leandra.. nxt wk who will i see?? mabbe simple plan?? hehe..

hm.. simple plan's new album was so out of wad i expected.. they r so not rock anymore.. but their slow songs r nice.. really.. haha.. nvm.. jus keep singing nice songs.. hu cares whether u r rock anot.. i'll support u!!!!

my photos r officially done!!! yet.. i edited alot of them.. i min the little sentence below each pics.. yeah.. view them here..

y cant i seem to wake up to go to work.. my parents r so pissed off wid me.. grrrrr.. n now i hafta pack my old txtbks.. darn.. i hate packing things.. especially my things.. n my hse.. cuz my books r all over the whole hse.. i rather go working pls..

i was telling my sis this joke tt since mummy only ask us to pack the living rm.. (there's bks in my living rm too..) let's jus move the bks to our bedrm.. lolx.. n when mummy asks us to pack our bedrm.. then we'll move all the bks to the living rm.. blahz..

okie.. lemme continue wid the list of things this hols..

Things To Anticipate:
11. My BIRTHDAY!!! 4 months and 7 days more!!! *hint*hint*

Movies To Watch This Holiday:
1. Shutters!!!!
2. Princess Diaries 2
3. Saved! (when is it cuming out?)

More things abt me:

81. i dun lyk to shop when i've got no money.. i'll wait outside the shop for you.. i dun wan to tempt myself..

82. i get bored wid things very easily.. u muz keep entertaining me wid new things..

83. i dun lyk to stay in a shop for too long.. cuz i get bored wid things very easily.. i tink i'll only spend arnd 2 minutes.. once i got a glimpse of wad they r selling.. then i'll get out.. unless i saw smth tt interest me.. haha..

how am i going to get my adidas shoes n cardigan??? i mite as well forget abt them.. forget it.. haiz..

omg.. wad had i done?? my grandson is acting sooo soooo sooooooo weird now.. he wun tell me wads the prob.. jus kept telling me tt i hafta learn to be more sensitive to guys' feelings.. omg.. now im listening to perfect 10 for the dedication frm my grandson.. can u blif it?? he dedicatedsmth for me.. lolx.. crazieee guy..

whoopie!!! i lost 2 kg!!! just!!! yay yay!!!!

okie.. on to another few things abt me..

71. shopkeepers hate me.. cuz i always stop my frens frm wasting their money in their shop.. lolx..

72. at least 60% of my money brought out is spent on food..

73. i hate it when shopkeepers stare at me or linger arnd me when i shop.. feels lyk im gonna steal smth or wad..

74. i rather spend my money on food than clothes..

75. i luv chocolates!

76. but i always get diarrhoea frm chocolates..

77. guys hu wear sleeveless shirt turns me off..

78. i luff at guys hu dun haf armpit hair.. lolx..

79. i jus lost 2 kg!!!!

80. i luv melissa frm republic poly!!! lol

eh.. wrong wrong.. refer to the previous post.. it's sang to the tune of "jingle bells".. not "twinkle twinkle little star".. hehx..

peek-a-boo!!! -_-" blahz.. im baq.. lolx.. i've got nth to post today.. but i jus feel the urge to type rubbish.. n my blog is the best place to type rubbish.. rubbish.. smells!!

Things To Anticipate:
1. Baptism!!!
2. Camp Eureka!
3. Rebond my hair
4. The chalet this Saturday at East Coast
5. Dance practices
6. SYF next year (isn't that abit too early?? nope it's not.. it's so near!!!)
7. Chalet at Pasir Ris in December
8. More swimming with my mates (gym too)
9. Dance Camp!!
10. Back to school!!!

Things To Buy:
1. Adidas Shoes=$169
2. Forever 21 Cardigan=$43
3. Boardshorts
4. The control for my MP3.. mine's spoiled

Resolutions for next year (I'll never follow these):
1. Do my homework!!
2. Listen to Mrs Jacob
3. Do not make fun of Mdm Tia
4. Make more fun of Mdm Ji (lol)
5. Do not gossip (lol)
6. Achieve at least a B for both my Maths (or mabbe a C)
7. Treat my MP3 with more care
8. Eat more chocolates (n junk food)
9. Get more diarrhoea (joking)
10. Get rid of my itsy bitsy teeny weeny tummy (lol)
11. More notes on my textbooks

Wishes:
1. Later curfew (mabbe 10pm?)
2. More allowance (mabbe $8?)
3. Beautiful grades on my report book (lol)
4. Get tanned

yeah.. these r all tt i can tink of.. haha.. gonna stop here.. tatas~~

i finally noe how cum i feel so uncomfortable.. cuz im running a hig fever.. aftnoon it's at 37.9 degree.. not is 37.7 degree.. at least it is cuming down.. haha..

when r we going penang?? i cant wait to get my hair rebonded.. toking abt rebonded.. i meant to post this lyk daes ago.. but i kept forgetting.. so i'll post it now..

EUNICE REBONDED HER HAIR!!!!! oh yeah oh yeah!!! lolx.. i got sucha shock.. in fact.. i tink im the one hu got the most shock.. cuz it's lyk only two daes b4 she rebonded her hair when i asked her y she dun rebond.. she said she wans but got no time.. then on sat georgina told me she rebonded her hair.. oooooooohhh.. chio bu!!!!!! lolx.. she looks really sweet now.. but if only she will smile abit more.. learn frm sylvester.. smile more smile more.. but pls dun gif tt fuck up face where u try to wink ur eye but ur nose looks screwed up.. haha.. no offence to sylvester's fans..

anybody watch the sch belle n beau?? i really hope rep poly's melissa will win.. she looks damn sweet.. but i tink she gained weight huh?? her face looks chubby.. but she still look cute.. ehhex.. im in love.. wid melissa... yeah yeah.. lolx.. melissa melissa melissa melissa.. yay yay yay!!! -_-"

sian.. y m i slacking online?? everyone is mugging now.. aargh.. shit.. oh yah.. im having a chalet.. umm.. not me.. my auntie.. having a chalet at east coast this sat.. anyone wanna cum?? haha..

by this rate of working.. i min not working.. how am i going to earn the $169 and $43 for my adidas shoes n my cardigan??? wake up seow hui.. beta buck up.. for money?? -_-" blah..

sian sian sian sian.. im so sian.. let us sing the sian sian song.. sing to the tune of twinkle twinkle little star..

"sian sian sian.. sian sian sian.. sian sian sian sian sian.. sian sian sian.. sian sian sian.. sian sian sian sian sian..!"

n of cuz.. ends wid the world famous elmo song..

"la la la la.. la la la la..
elmo's world..
la la la la.. la la la la..
elmo's world..
elmo luvs his goldfish.. n crayons too..
tt's elmo's world!!!"

n the typical elmo's lufter.. "he he he he!!"

tatas~~

whoa.. im so sick now.. im having a bad sore throat n i've no strength all over my body.. i tink is cuz tt time at radin mas tok so much wid an ulcer in my mouth.. n not drinking enuff water.. cant even wake myself up todae.. im feeling so dizzy.. but im gonna post to keep ya all entertained.. umm.. ok.. no one.. no one reads my blog!!!!! mummy!!!!! wahhhhhhh!!!

aft so long.. lemme continue wid my nxt 50 things abt me..

51. hmm.. wad abt me.. the most impt thingy.. i luv ELMO!!! hehex.. ;)

52. my name is spelled as S-E-O-W.. not xiao.. pls take note k?? haha..

53. my name is pronounced as xiao hui.. not siew hui as wad the tchers always call me on the first day.. haiyer.. so pissed off..

54. i used to hate my name alot.. probably bcuz of the pronounciation making me look lyk a china gerl.. but i luv my name alot now!!! cuz it's so simple n sweet n innocent.. *puke*

55. i can listen to a song for lyk 20-30 times a day if i really lyk tt song..

56. i lyk oldies too.. haha.. im the oldies-noe-it-all in my class.. nxt cum yi xuan.. =D

57. my ambition since pri4 was to be a police officer.. hehex.. n i found alot of pple hu shares the same ambition as me.. especially siewling..

58. im very open wid things abt me.. things lyk menstration or blah blah.. there's nth wrong to tok abt it ryt?? i've got very few things to hide.. i've only got two secrets wid me tt no one noes..

59. im very unfeminine!!! haha..

60. i can memorise song lyrics very fast.. but i cant memorise the contents in my txtbk.. =P

okie.. enuff.. haha.. done.. yay!!!

Yes I Believe
Point Of Grace
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When I said that I would follow
It was with an honest heart
But I didn't fully understand the cost
'Cause there are saints throughout the ages
And there are those today
Who show us what it really means to carry the cross
That only fuels my devotion
No matter what comes I will say

(Chorus)
Yes, I believe
I believe with all that is in me
Yes, I believe
Though the world rises up against me
I will be faithful
To the choice I have made
I am determined I will not be ashamed
To live so the whole world can see
That yes, I believe

There will never be a reason
To lose this confidence
For I have found where my assurance lies
It is not in my own power
But in who my savior is
And the truth of this conviction
Makes me shout to the sky

(Repeat Chorus)

Yes, I believe he is risen
Yes, I believe we are forgiven
Yes, I believe and one day we'll see him
And together we'll say

(Repeat Chorus)

this song makes me tink of the day when i knew abt christ.. shld i ryt a post on this???? hmm.. YES!!! haha.. i noe alot of u saying no.. but too bad..

let's trace baq to the dec hols in sec 1.. i was supposed to meet yuting n georgina to go out.. but they were having cell grp.. n they asked me to go along.. at tt time i still dunno wad is cell grp.. i jus knew it's sum christian thing.. but for the sake of leaving hse early.. i went.. actually jus tinking of going there n slp while they tok.. but in the end.. i got interested in their topic n started listening too.. n in the end.. i started going to cell grps.. eventually.. i started going to church.. FCBC!! but i lied to go lah.. then i rmbed on the second time i go to church.. i accepted christ into my life.. i rmbed i cried on tt day too.. then we ent for consolidation.. the thing tt left me the deepest impression was tt.. yuting n celine told me tt on at nite.. the devil will cum to me n try to destroy the faith between me n god.. n i actually misunderstood tt it mins sum ghost cuming tonite.. n i was so scared tt i cldnt slp the whole nite.. lolx.. then the nxt day.. i was lyk.. wad satan??? scare me...!!!!

at first my parents cldnt accept me being a christian.. celine n yuting noe best.. they've been thru this wid me.. n bcuz of this.. my n my father always ended up in quarrels.. i min he quarrel.. not me.. cuz i explain.. i did not quarrel.. but celine n yuting always tell me tt it takes time.. in God's time.. n eventually.. my parents accepted the fact.. they jus dun allow me to baptise.. tt;s enuff for me.. n for now.. my biggest wish is to be baptised.. my decision was further confirmed when i saw how pple are baptised in my church.. tt strong feeling kept cuming to me again n again.. the more i feel tt i nid to be baptised!!! i nid to officially become a child of God!!!

haha.. okok.. u all jump the above paragraphs rite?? haha.. okie.. then i'll go on to smth else.. another song.. hehe..

Now You Know
Hilary Duff
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In these eyes
More than words
More than anything that I've spoken
As the skies turned to gray
My heart’s just about to crack open
So the story goes
There’s something you should know
Before I walk away
And I blow the ending

[Chorus]
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no ending
I must have been wrong without you
Oh no, there I go
No control
And I’m fallen
So now you know

Feels so right
Craving oxygen
All this truth left me empty
Will you run?
Can you handle it?
Cause I need you to tell me
Maybe this is bold
But I’m hoping you’ll stay for our happy ending

[Chorus]
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no ending
I must have been wrong without you
Oh no, there I go
No control
And I’m fallen
So now you know

No I won’t look back
When I tell you what I think about you (yeah, yeah)
No I won’t look back
When I tell you what I think about you (yeah, yeah)

So the story goes
Yeah
You already know
So don’t be a fool
And go spoil the ending

[Chorus]
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no ending
I must have been wrong without you
Oh no, there I go
No control
And I’m fallen
So now you know

[Chorus]
And I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no ending
I must have been wrong without you
Oh no, there I go
No control
And I’m fallen
So now you know

ths song is soooooooooooooooo sweet!!!! lolx.. okie.. ending here.. buhbyeeee.. enjoy the songs~~

ok.. first thing first.. a little qn for u to tink abt..

Qns: When your partner leaves you for another person, will you cry for your partner (because he/she leaved you) or would you cry for the person (because he/she will suffer from the same fate as you one day) OR would you not cry at all?

chim huh?? lolx.. i tot of this qn while squatting on the toilet bowl.. shitting yeah ur rite.. lolx.. personally for me.. i will choose the 2nd n 3rd options.. haha.. but wait.. when i say i choose tt two options.. it doesnt min i will do it.. but i jus feel tt r the beta options.. cuz y waste ur tears for sumone hu dun deserve ur luv??

okok.. enuff of my crap.. on to my events todae..

waked up at 8 todae.. wanna go bathe.. but my ah gong got the toilet first.. so i lie on my bed n stare up at the ceiling.. n observing the little spider web n spidey at the corner of my rm.. hahha.. then bathed.. but i was late.. confirm late.. n i still nid to pass the vcds to chee yong.. in the end.. i hafta promise a treat to eunice in order to make her not angry.. cuz rachel n tan shin did not go in the end..

reached sch n gave chee yong his vcds.. wah liao .. i hafta vent my anger now.. hello.. u lyk her.. i very troublesome leh.. lolx.. where got lyk tt one loh.. using me to produce chance for u to meet her.. win alrdy!!!!!

jus as i board 285.. i saw the track guys cuming out for a run.. but the only person i saw clearly was isaac.. haha..

reached clementi.. ate breakfast wid eunice.. treated her loh.. chee yong lah.. grrrrr.. lolx.. then we very bored.. so we took out our hp.. n started scanning thru our contacts to see hu we can jio to escape today.. but none is available.. darn it! then we decided to go baq to sch to wait for li zhen.. 2 person go escape also nth to do.. dun even noe whether got open summore..

reached sch.. we ran all the way to catch up wid mdm ji.. hehe.. then we told her we going escape.. then she ask us got bring swimsuit anot.. we hear until blur.. then i told her we not going wild wild wet.. lolx.. then we wanna walk to library.. but we saw solastri was scolding some guys not in uniform.. then jus nice.. she turned arnd n saw us.. n she scolded us too.. lolx.. but we just turned arnd n walk off while she continue scolding.. then we waited at the canteen.. for lyk 1 hr plus.. saw the o level students checking their ans.. then we listened to song.. then in then end.. lizhen came out to meet us.. while waiting for her.. i saw sumbody again.. i tink u all noe hu im toking abt ryt?? yeah.. gd.. so long nv see him.. but i also nv see him lah.. i saw him frm very far away.. then i turned away alrdy.. then when i turned baq.. i can only see his backview.. so.. conclusion.. nth at all.. lolx.. then we went to help lizhen wid her files.. mr wong very funny.. said me n eunice two litebulbs.. very brite arnd isaac n lizhen..

finally out of sch.. we decided not to go escape anymore.. cuz it;s lyk nearly 1pm alrdy.. then we went clementi to eat.. then the guys ask us go orchard watch movie.. while we were deciding.. kelvin n isaac came in.. isaac very nice.. kept pleading.. but kelvin was sucha bastard.. he jus say "jus ask them whether they going anot.. it's jus a yes or no.." i was so pissed off by tt.. n in the end we dun wan to go..

then we went to the bus stop.. then i suggested going to expo.. then we rmb got the food fiesta.. so we wanan go.. then met christina.. go together.. at the food fiesta. i kept eating.. bot the marble drink also.. where u open the drink by popping the marble.. then we wanna go changi airport.. took the sky train to n fro.. lolx.. then we went to the viewing mall.. wah liao.. eunice hoh.. she drag me all the way.. n we luff until i stomach pain.. then while i was observing the planes taking off.. ok.. the whole thing was blocked by sum construction thingy.. they two craziee gals went to hide my bag.. but they were so lousy.. i found it instantly.. try harder.. then we rest at the food court.. then decided to go home.. on the train.. i was slping away.. hahaha..

hmm.. dun understand y our sch got so many bitches.. nth to do all day but bitch abt pple.. toking behind pple's back.. spreading rumours.. n destroying pple's egos.. do they really find pride in doing tt?? dun it hurt when they see sumbody suffering?? but when they r alone.. they r such coward.. they dun dare to do anything to u.. u noe?? im waiting wid all my heart when bitches turn against bitches.. i wonder wad will happen.. but im sure there will b a nice show.. hehe..

btw.. haf u haf an ans for my qn above?? mabbe i shld set a poll..

it's so late alrdy.. but i wanna do a post wid animations.. hehe.. here it goes:

my nick:













my dream hse:



it's a castle.. my future hse.. hahah..



wid a grand door lyk tis..



n elevators to bring me up n down..



n a beautiful gazebo built in my beautiful garden..





n a playgrnd in my beautiful garden..



n a gate tt only opens to pple tt i lyk.. so shooooo~~



i'll haf two cute dogs lyk these..



bias against this dog..



n a stupid dog..



n when im bored.. i'll kiss frog..



n i'll make this the storybk of the yr.. everyone mus read..



n a must haf cross at every party..



a must haf cross for funerals..



i'll send my fairies out to spread happiness throughout the country..



n i'll send my tooth fairies to brush pple's teeth.. lolx..



ooh-hoo.. sexy mermaids as my servants.. lolx..




n i'll haf the junk food festival every half a yr where everyone can only eat junk food.. for my benefit..



n my burfday will be full of prezzies..



n a grand piano to pplay me the burfday song..




n i'll gif a lil balloon full of love to all the sad pple..



i'll haf a cute baby..



n the king n queen live happily ever aft..

hehe.. end of my stories.. now on to my craps..



awww.. maths.. headache..



n i'll end up lying on my bed..



the holy bible.. the great Jesus hu died for us..



r u willing to carry the cross??



wahhahaha.. my report bk will be lyk this..



my zodiac sign.. it rox ok..



end of my craps.. star star say buhbyeeeeee~~~!!!

oh yeah baby.. i managed to post the first entry.. now for ytd events..

6/11/04.......

waked up to go sch for outreach prog.. reached there arnd 8.30am.. tot im late.. but the tchers r later loh.. i min more late.. in the end slack arnd.. wah liao.. i can slp for another half n hr more loh.. then while the other pple hafta drag things here n there.. me n siewling was crapping away.. we dunnid to bring anything.. cuz we got nth to bring.. we also dunno go there do wad one.. but then we helped mdm ji to carry her laptop.. then got this poster which got my grandson's pic on it.. enlarged.. n tt cuz him whole day so proud of himself.. lolx..

then we reached radin mas.. so early.. we the first sch loh.. so kiasu.. set up everything.. we helped out wid the other ccas.. cuz we got nth to put up wad.. then when we finish it's lyk 10 plus only loh.. we got nth to do.. so we walked arnd.. blah blah.. then me n siewling played the fencing swords while they went to eat.. we started poking everything tt we see in our way.. even mdm ji.. then we go n eat.. mdm ji's treat.. yay!! then i kept toking baq to mdm ji.. in a jokeful manner of cuz.. then mdm ji say wad.. every yr sure got two or three very helpful dancers one.. i noe she saying me lah.. jus dun wanna admit only ryt??lolx.. then we went to explore their staff toilet.. nice sia.. still got fresh flowers one.. not lyk ours.. so small..

then went up to class.. still nth to do leh.. then we ended up watching joseph i min the real one.. n happy tree frens n ghost pics on the screen.. the happy tree frens is soooooooo yukky.. isnt happy tree frens supposed to be lyk educational or smth lyk tt??

then nadz was craziee over his pic the whole day.. craziee until.. siewling ask me whether he is very zi lian or wad.. lolx.. erm.. nadz.. zi lian mins u r very handsome.. yeah yeah.. lolx..

then students started cuming in.. n other schs cuming in too.. we went to change into our uniform.. on the way to toilet.. i heard sumone call my name frm behind.. n i turned arnd n saw two guys.. they look very familiar.. so they r guan bin n kenneth.. here also can meet frens.. funny.. then i almost ended up going into the boys toilet.. in fact.. i was already in.. by two steps.. then siewling pulled me out.. lolx.. then we luffing all over..

went baq to class.. stood by the com.. explained all abt joseph to the parents.. helping them to promote summore.. then my grandson came taking the camera n asking mdm ji to take photos for us.. then mdm ji was lyk nadzri.. u dun act act arh.. i was lyk.. oh god.. then aft taking.. mdm ji asked me a very sudden qn.. "xian zai shi shen me qing guang arh ni men?" mining wads the situation now btwn u n nadzri.. huh!!!! of cuz nth lah.. i say.. or shld i say.. as how nadz ask me to say.. "we r loving each other.." lolx.. then she very bad.. still take one stack of bk mark ask me go spend time wid nadz.. -_-"

then tok alot loh.. wid an ulcer in my mouth.. ouch.. sum parents were so understanding.. they said tt our sch muz haf use alot of time to do the performance.. then they say very nice.. sum even went to take tics.. then sum parents very funny.. b4 i can say anything.. they ask me wads the cut off point for our sch.. got one mother nv even step into our classrm then straight ask me wads the cut off point.. then went off.. then got one parents very direct.. father in fact.. ask me hu did the performance.. i said our sch.. then he ask me which sch is tis.. n i told him tanglin.. then noe wad he say?? "tt's y i dun wanna see.." huh?????? wad is this.. i rolled my eyes loh.. then i told ms lai.. she also rolled her eyes.. omg.. daddy.. i realised ur not the worst.. i luv u sooo much now.. lolx.. then we heard dance studio got our tok for tanglin.. then me n siewling went to listen.. cuz no parents cuming in also..

in the dance studio.. ms tang was explaining to the students n parents abt our sch.. when we go in.. everyone turned behind.. distraction.. lolx.. then when nadz came in.. another distraction.. then i whispered to siew ling tt i dun tink the students noe wad ms tang is toking abt.. lolx.. then i leaned baq on the chair.. my grandson suddenly leaned forward n rest his head by my arms.. the feeling was weird lah.. cuz he's not my bf mah.. n it's the first time a guy been so close to me b4.. but i kinda lyk tt feeling too.. cuz it feels lyk i got a bf.. lolx.. feel lyk stroking him.. but on second tot.. beta dun.. lolx..

when the tok end.. marlene said a gal waiting for nadz outside our class.. lolx.. women magnet.. so proud of my grandson.. lolx.. n the gal is the cheryl frm clementi town.. the gal hu acted in i not stupid n the champion.. wah.. star!!! blink blink.. cuz the gal saw nadz pic on the poster.. then say he very hansem.. seriously.. i tot the pic was funny.. lolx.. then we went baq to class to pack the things.. i helped mdm ji n ms lai to carry their laptop.. but ms lai say nvm.. but i insisted telling her tt i nid to balance myself too.. then mdm ji told her tt i always lyk to tok baq to her.. but actually i very kind hearted one.. i told u im one the few very helpful dancers already wad.. u dun blif.. n i told siewling tt now i cost at least a few thousand dollars.. lol.. then waited for the bus at the porch.. nth to do.. find a seat n sit down in the sch.. so sian.. n tired.. n hungryyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! then in the bus.. i was in charge of 3 laptops this time.. n i told siewling tt my value increase a few tousands more.. hahah.. on the bus.. i almost dozed off.. too tired.. then in sch.. nadz go sing the champion song.. i min the first 4 words.. lolx.. he shld sing to the cheryl..

then waited for shiyong.. yunli.. georgina.. n siewling to end their duty.. i min SC duty.. wait until 6.30pm.. was observing all the students n their parents.. can see the resemblance.. look alikes.. then i realise smth.. most malay ryt.. ok.. im not discriminating.. this is my observation.. the gals lyk to bring their bf to collect their report bk.. i wonder whether their parents noe abt it.. for boys.. they will bring all their outside frens to cum in.. along wid thier gf blah blah.. sum got tattoos on their hands too.. scarieee.. if they got no bf or they dun haf frens.. then is the most funny.. their WHOLE family cum along.. lolx.. family in action.. then they chatted wid mr chan.. kept toking n toking.. while my stomach kept growling n growling.. i was lyk.. mr chan.. stop ur crap lah.. then georgina told me tt mr chia n mr tpe n ms solastri.. in case u all dunno.. lemme tell u the lil story..

mr chia was complaining abt the change of order frm him.. cuz all the councillors were not carrying out his order.. but he said smth lyk "i dun care anymore.. im going to leave this sch already.. i dun care anymore.." then ms solastri heard it.. n she scolded baq.. "HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT??" then mr chia say "y cant i say tt?? im leaving this sch already.. i can say for all i wan.." then ms solastri lyk very pissed off.. then mr tpe came in.. then mr chia immediately scold him.. "didnt u read my email ytd?? y r u not carrying out my orders?" then mr tpe said to him "this is the correct one.. blah blahblah.." then he walked away.. then mr chia complained to the councillors.. "u all arh.. beta dun learn frm ur tchers.. they r so rude.." wah liao.. wad kind of vp is tis??? leave also gd lah.. finally show ur true colours.. i tink got depression frm the constant announcement of thermometers.. tt's his only job btw..

then we went ginza to eat KFC again!!!! i luv u!!!! then we gossip more.. gossip more.. blah blah.. then got this mother two tables away frm us.. she damn fierce to her children.. at the queue.. she slapped her child in front of us.. then she shouted at her children to go baq.. then she threatened her kids tt she will leave them alone n go home herself.. then at the table.. she keep staring at us.. cuz we all observing them too.. her children damn funny also.. go n irritate the malay gal beside them.. then the gal was lyk.. grrrrrr.. then she damn fierce again.. she shouted to her children.. "U ALL SO NAUGHTY RYT?? OK.. NO DINNER FOR U ALL.. WAN TO EAT IZZIT?? LEMME SLAP FIRST!" wow.. wad kind of mother is this.. then we went home le.. very late already..

then today went for tuition.. wah liao.. mr toh.. as usual.. play me again.. i dunno indices mah.. dunnid lyk tt suan me one ryt... still go say wad.. indices are reversible changes.. if u dunno wad is reversible change.. u go light a match.. tt is call irreversible.. but if the ice change to water.. it is a reversible change cuz water can turn baq to ice again.. then i still say i dun understand.. then he suan me even more.. he ask me go light a match.. then dun put out the fire until i hear a "ouch" sound.. mining i shout lah.. gd.. u r soo.. gd... nth to say..

yeah.. ending my blog entry.. i noe very long.. n so i hope tis one does not hang too.. k?? tata~~

ok.. i'll try my luck for the last time.. if it still hang.. then i've absolutely NTH TO SAY!!! then u'll start seeing my blog post in one letter one letter word.. hmm.. mabbe "Fuck" "Fuck" "Fuck" posts.. or mabbe "fun" "tiring" "bored" posts.. one word.. tt's all.. hahahahah.. i tink i'll separate the daes into 2 posts..

okie.. on friday!!!5/11/04....

morning.. i cldnt wake up to go for bio.. but i gave myself two tite slaps to wake myself up.. n i went "ouch ouch!".. hahaha.. then called pat at 8.. her grandma damn funny leh.. dunno wads going on in her mind.. at first told me tt pat is still slping.. then i told her tt pat got lesson.. then she changed her mind n said pat has gone out.. sooooooo.. auntie. is she still aslp or has she gone out?? weird.. then met yuting in my lift.. cuz she went sch too early.. so came my hse instead.. went downstairs.. then found out i nv take my rubber bands along.. so i went up again.. wanting to grab sum biscuits on the way.. but then when i reach the bus stop again.. i forgot to bring biscuits.. so i went to sch wid an empty stomach..

went up frm the central staircase.. saw my grandson toking to mr lim.. n i was lyk oh shit.. i chiong up the stairs.. but yuting pulled me baq.. n told me tt she nid to tok to mr lim.. at tis time..!!! so while she toking to mr lim.. i was under "emotional torture" by my grandson.. lolx.. he kept making those funny faces which caused me to luff non-stop.. n he kept pointing to his cheeks indicating smth.. umm.. it's a secret.. shhhhhh!!! but i dun owe u anymore k?? haha..

went to bio.. i really listened.. n i realised tt bio can be soooooo ez if only i pay attention.. lolx..

then reached 9am.. siewling keep signing to me to ask jacob for permission to leave the class.. then we went to meet mdm ji.. n guess wad.. the first thing she did when she saw us was giving us a big "lecture" on the lack of money to pay for our 61 dance tees.. n we kept luffing away.. but she lecture also not scary one.. i still can tok baq.. haha.. then she suddenly shouted "hi nadzri.." i turned arnd immediately.. just in time b4 he pounced on me.. thank God.. amen.. then he n mdm ji tok crap.. i also nv listen.. while me n siewling looking arnd.. blah blah.. then when he abt to walk away.. he still cum n bang into me by my arm.. haiyer.. no respect for ahma.. then mdm ji continued the lecture again.. while eating loh.. wah liao.. tempting me.. then she told us to go sit wid nadz n hairi.. for the meeting!!! so we having meeting wid them.. i tot it's pure dance meeting only.. of cuz i sit far away frm him lah.. then he lkept telling hairi tt elmo sux so loud he practically shouted.. so as to agitate me.. of cuz i shout baq elmo dun sux.. elmo dun sux btw.. elmo really dun sux.. he dun suck a cock..

then ms tang mrs sulaiman n mr lim plus of cuz.. mdm ji came for the meeting.. n then i noe tt it's for outreach program.. we r going to radin mas pri.. whoa.. i dunno all these at all.. i tot tt it's only dance.. i tot we having it in sch.. i tot the parents are those of tanglinians hu came to collect their report bks.. out of all these.. i dunno tt our parents r supposed to cum n collect our report bk tt nite.. siewling nv tell me anything.. sooooo bad~~~ then ms tang damn funny loh.. she asked us all to speak wid a smile.. then she pointed at a guy beside me hu is frowning.. not to smile lyk him.. then she pointed at me n said "but to smile lyk her.." but i was giggling away.. is tt smiling?? ms tang n mrs sulaiman cannot get along izzit?? can see frm their actions n words.. hahahah..

then we went to get out blazers.. while the guys were taking.. me n siewling were looking at the phamphlet abt love n sex.. then i rmb abt tt day's topic.. then i joked wid siewling abt asking the guys whether they got two holes or 3 holes.. lolx.. but we nv ask lah..

aft we took our blazers.. we went up to staff rm to look for mdm ji to settle the funds.. then tok tok tok.. then when i wanna turn arnd n tok to siewling.. nadz head suddenly stuck out over my shoulder.. i got such a shock.. lolx.. then mdm ji said smth lyk "nadzri.. wan to play my gals arh?" lolx.. play.. so unpleasant to hear.. then when we r abt to go baq to bio class.. the jap gurls brot by ms chai wanted to take pics of us.. but i nv bring my badge.. but they took anyway.. then in bio class.. i skipped so many notes.. so cldnt understand a single thing she say.. then i ended up eating my own swts.. by myself.. so pathetic.. haiz.. i noe yt wanna eat.. but she made a promise wid the SC tt they wun eat swts or msg in class.. life sux lyk tt.. i min the cannot eat swts part.. i noe she's drooling.. haha.. dun deny.. cuz the ava rm got one swimming pool inside.. made by u!!! whahahahahah.. jus joking.. -_-"

then went to further settle the money thingy.. then georgina n yuting went for SC meeting.. me, eunice, jane n nerissa got nth to do but to wait at canteen for them.. nerissa kept tempting me wid her drumstick.. ok.. she did not tempt me.. but i got tempted.. then i go n buy also.. my turn to tempt her.. i sat in front of her n gave her the seducing look while eating my drumsticks.. then she kept luffing.. then me n jane nth to do.. we tried the ballet movement where u hafta jump to one side n try to clap ur feets together twice b4 landing.. we do until so awkward tt we kept luffing.. n the two other sec 4 gals in the canteen was calling us siao.. i heard tt.. but............ hu cares??? *smirkZ*

finally they came out.. n we went to clementi to eat.. KFC!!! i luv u!!! then me jane nerissa n georgina went orchard.. realise the 2 other pple missing??? they went home.. yeah.. they did not went missing k?? can u blif it??? nerissa wanna go orchard.. wahhahahah.. go out wid them very fun.. im their one day orchard tour guide.. bring them arnd orchard.. we saw tanglinian working in coffeebean.. we kept observing him.. n he looked so tensed up.. lolx.. so when we leave.. i guess he must have phew~~~~~~~~~ hey we went to all the surf shops.. then i saw a shoe in adidas.. damn nice.. the logo very unique.. $169.. if i can work tt hard.. i'll buy it!! then at forever 21.. saw a guy placing a skirt at his chest.. lyk a tube lyk tt.. then his gf go put it at his hips.. lyk he wearing skirt lyk tt.. then we all started luffing.. then we went to a shop at wisma call heroic rendevous.. pronounce wid me.. ron-de-vuuuuuuuu!!! yeah.. correct.. thx zihao.. the cartoon on the clothes very cute.. but the price very "cute" too.. i saw one shirt $73.. if i buy.. i'll frame it up at my hse.. lolx.. then we went taka mos burger to eat the strawberry thingy.. nice nice.. if im not wrong.. it's call ichimo bliss or smth lyk tt..

then we went home loh!!! then at nite went to collect my report bk..

ooh.. finally finish.. dun hang arh.. pls.. i beta save it sumwhere first.. haha..

wah... nth to say... i typed soooooo long again.. my com hang.. my com really hates me.. im so on bad terms wid technical things.. i dun wanna tok abt ytd anymore.. i've been typing ytd's events again n again.. till i fed up.. i'll jus cut it short.. 1) my grandson kept irritating me.. 2) we went orchard.. ending!!!!!

today.. wait.. i pray first.. god.. dun let this hang again.. ok..

continue being irritated by my grandson.. hahah.. hmm.. i dun wanna elaborate the rest.. it's gonna be so damn long.. yeah.. jus lyk tt loh.. pls.. dun hang dun hang..

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!
my whole entry disappear..
i totally nth to say..
Fark U.. BLOGGER!!!

woke up at 7 today.. fite for toilet wid my mummy.. but in the end let her.. then noe frm yt tt the bio starts only at 8.30am.. wah.. half n hr wasted.. then arnd 8 lyk tt.. i msg pat where she is.. cuz she wanna meet me to go 7-11.. but she nv reply me.. so i tink i beta call her.. turned out tt she's still slping.. haha.. jus as i've expected.. yeah.. darl.. ur welcum.. it's my job to wake u up every morning..

then went sch myself.. did not meet her.. then met wid yt.. went to ava rm together.. eunice was inside.. i so excited to c her.. haha.. then i sit behind her n cough.. the whole grp of them got a shock.. hahah.. yunli came in wid her new hairstyle.. nice nice.. hahah.. then we played inside the rm.. listen to jacob crapping.. but i got pay attention too k??? then i kept asking jacob to off the air con.. we freezing lyk hell..

when she said it was finish.. we so excited.. everyone ran out of the rm immediately.. then me n yt went to toilet.. but tis person came n use the toilet too.. then when she cum out to wash hands.. she pushed me.. but imma gd gerl.. i gif place to her.. hahaha..

then went 7-11 eat instant noodles.. see we so pathetic.. haiz.. bad bad.. then went baq sch to slack.. decided i wanna buy pens.. but they were loading bks inside the bkshop.. then when i ask the auntie whether i can buy pen.. then she ans "bu ke yi la.. wo xian zai lai zhe ke leh.." (cannot la.. i now having this..) wid her butt facing us.. i immediately moved my eyes to her butt n see whether she got leak.. hahaha... if u noe wad i min.. =P

then dance meeting.. alot of sexy babes.. lolx.. especially joleen.. low cut siah.. lolx.. then we dun wan the tanglin shirt to be our dance tee.. but georgina n siewling toked mdm ji thrice but in vain.. so i decided to ryt a petition myself to her.. but then they all ask me to include the whole dance name.. but of cuz my name the biggest.. i ryt one wad.. the content is smth lyk wasting our efforts on designing.. then we dun lyk the shirt.. lose lose situation.. last but not least.. wahhaha.. my biggest threat.. dun let her hit my butt anymore.. lolx.. then me n eunice went up to gif her.. but she's in a meeting.. nvm.. when walking pass the tchers rm.. i turned arnd to tok to eunice.. but all i see is her reflection.. she is on the other side.. then we two luffed until very loud.. until the three track guys also luffing.. wah liao.. pai seh..

slack summore.. i msged mdm ji ask her faster.. finally she's out of meeting.. me.. siewling.. yuting n lizhen went up.. wah.. they very unfaithful to me.. all no trust in me one.. all hide behind the wall when i gif her the letter.. then i go up to her n ask whether she;s feeling gd today.. haha.. if she's not then dun gif letter mah.. hehex.. j-i-a-n.. how to pronounce?? jian?? wrong..!!!! is......... ji-an.. hahahahah.. ok.. nvm.. then i pass her the letter.. ask her to read.. then i say i go hide first.. hahahahah.. then i run away n join them behind the wall.. then she ask us to cum out.. none of them dare loh.. then i walk the crab style out n c her facial expression.. then she say she will not scold us.. then nth to be afraid wad.. so went out loh.. then surprisingly.. she finally gave up.. she say tt we mus buy this shirt.. but we can design our own t shirt.. hahahha.. told u i go.. everything gao dim.. hahah.. blah blah..

then we went queensway.. aft so long toking to the boss of the printing clothes one.. he decided to help us.. cuz we dun wan... oops.. im not supposed to say anything.. cut it short.. the boss damn cunning.. j-i-a-n.. ji-an.. i lyk it.. hahahahah.. then went to buy the elbow pad.. i dun understand wad it can protect us frm.. hahahah.. but they wan us to pay a 50% deposit.. n it's lyk $137.. luckily me n eunice got $50 each.. use first lah.. wah liao.. end up everyone broke.. but we still went mac to eat.. at there.. we openly discuss abt sex.. n the number of holes each gender has.. our conclusion.. female has 3.. 1 for urine.. 1 for shitting.. n the other 1 for menstration.. male has 2 holes.. one is the penis hole.. n the other one for shitting.. hahaha.. theneunice very dumb loh.. say the shitting hole n menstrual hole the same.. then they say wad ltr the baby cum out covered wid shit.. hahaha.. then the mac was decorated wid sarongs.. yeah.. sarongs.. lolx.. so i teased eunice y all her sarongs hanging on the wall.. no wonder got funny smell.. hahaha.. then they say wad their pri sch sex edu tcher got ask them go home.. sit in front of the mirror.. open their leg n see how many holes they haf.. yucks.. hahahaha... then we discuss how to use tampons.. then i asked wad if we pull out only the string.. then the whole thing stuck inside?? lolx.. u noe the pple arnd us i classified them into 3 grps.. one is very interested n keep looking over.. the 2nd one is very embarassed.. dun dare to look at us.. the third one is irritated.. keep staring at us.. hahah.. aft much torturing.. we left the mac.. i guess the pple there muz be *phew*.....

luckily i got bring jacket.. i use the cap or hood or wadever it is to cover my head.. so in the end.. my hair is the dryest.. haha.. as if it's smth to be proud of.. then we went clementi.. i wonder wads the shelter at the taxi stand for?? is it sheltering pple frm rain??? NO!!

at the shop.. we looked for pants.. but i wandered off to look at phones.. then they ask me to model the pants.. haha..i min.. try on the pants.. yeay.. finally they took 7 n went to the counter.. the counter nearly wanted us to pay a deposit.. NO WAY!!!! i told her immediately tt we jus spent $100 over on stupid elbow pads.. then she immediately changed her mind.. told u i gao dim everything.. hahah.. then we all went home.. so sick.. n cold..

at the interchange.. we met jie hao.. then we ask him help us 'chop' place while we go n buy sweet.. he's sucha damn gd fellow.. he kept looking in lyk asking us to hurry.. in the end.. we caught the bus.. hahaha.. on the bus.. eunice ask me abt the poly thing again.. i tink she's really set her mind on going to a poly n pon classes.. hahahahahah.. i told her im cuming home to check out the courses today.. yeah.. then went home..

im so tired today.. tried to slp jus now.. but cldnt.. cuz my parents n my sis kept opening n closing the door.. n the stupid person above my hse is trying to hammer smth.. yucks...

so decided to wake up n watch SingIdols!!! wooooooooot.. taufik was great.. especially his second song.. others r below wad i expected.. btw.. audiences.. stop booing lah.. the judges r jus trying to gif comments to make ur idols sing nicer ryt.. it's all for ur own gd.. haiyer.. cant stand it..

nadz.. stop copying my idea.. use ur own idea lah.. haiyer..

hmmm... today i shall do a post on the opposite words.. so intepret my whole post in the opposite way.. i min the words in [..] ok.. it will improve ur language too..

so here it goes..

today i woke up so [late].. at abt 11am.. sicko.. then went to bathe all tt.. waiting for pat's msg.. y so [short] havent msg me?? so i msged her instead.. she told me tt she thought i going alone.. so she nv prepare.. wow.. i was so [happy].. i told her i will nv go alone one loh.. then in the end.. we decided to meet at 12.30..

went to 7-11.. bot food n drink.. actualli wanna eat choc.. then pat stopped me frm eating.. cuz ltr i get diarrhoea again.. hahaha.. my fave pocky..

then went the court.. aiyah.. cut it short.. the match was so [exciting].. yj's hair was so [different].. yj's hair was so [amazing].. saw sum pple i shldnt haf seen.. the rain was so [small].. we were all so [dry]..

then went clementi.. the sake sashimi was so [disgusting].. one piece is so [thin].. 5 pieces cost only $5.90.. on the bus home.. i was so [hot]..

then slept for the rest of the day.. did not watch the raffles lasalle thingy.. but nvm..

tt's all.. intepret on ur own.. the first one to send me the complete post wid the correct words will receive a prize frm me.. hahaha..

I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!

nth today.. jus played wid my sis.. we trying to melt sum candles while our ah gong is aslp.. then we use a heart shaped container to make a new candle.. we burnt a metal spoon.. lolx..

to nadz.. only nadz.. especially nadz.. jus nadz alone.. n mabbe everyone else.. hahah.. ELMO DUN SUX!!!

helloooooooo..

lemme elaborate more on the past few days..

umm.. wed.. umm.. wad did i do during sch hrs.. arh.. oh yah.. ms wong toked to every single one of us abt our marks.. everyone took abt 10 mins to tok to her loh.. but when it cums to my turn ryt.. i 2mins gao dim.. i told u she dun lyk to tok to me.. lolx.. u noe y?? cuz other pple will surely ask her alot of qns.. abt their marks i min.. but for me.. i went there.. sit down.. look thru the paper.. then wadever she said.. i jus orh orh.. hmm.. ic.. then i tink she also dunno wad else to say.. then she jus said.. ok u can sign here n u can go.. hahahahahhaha.. i so pro.. i dun lyk to tok to tchers so seriously too.. u noe i cant be serious..

then we went down to watch soccer match.. woah.. nice.. haha.. 3e2 vs 3e1.. 4-0!!!! yay!!! then ran arnd.. then went to hall for STD tok.. solastri kept saying tt sec 2s r not allowed to listen.. but i jus dun understand.. r u saying tt sec 2 wun haf sex?? summore the woman said tt the symptoms appeared aft a yr arnd 15 yrs old.. so it shld be pple at 14 yrs old hu haf sex ryt?? yeah yeah.. then the pics were gross.. i took out mai's newspaper n tried to read it while blocking out the pic.. haha.. one deepest impression is the cauliflower like things growing on ur sex organs.. since then.. i kept toking abt cauliflowers.. hahahah..

aft sch got dance.. fun.. hahha.. how can it be not fun?? wid me n joleen.. shuang jian he bi.. of cuz fun lah.. hahahahah..

then thurs.. pat nv cum.. i also very sian in sch.. hafta design an alumni lodge.. smth lyk tt.. i got the inspiration frm the soccer ball.. hhahahaha..draw until quite ridiculous lah.. then went to watch soccer again.. we stayed in the rain watching the guys played.. must suffer wid them.. but ryan kept slipping.. n tt caused 1 goal to the other team.. in the end.. i heard we got second.. 3t1 got first.. cant blame wad.. 3t1 soccer players leh..

then went 3e1 to play truth or dare.. they dared me to go unbutton khairul's shirt.. go lah.. it's jus a button.. nth else.. then khairul kept screaming "i got pride".. hu cares.. haha.. in the end he still lemme unbutton.. then the whole gang of them were all so shock.. lolx..

aft sch supposed to go for the wad hydro balloon thingy.. but i dun wan.. hafta get wet.. nv bring extra clothes too.. then i go watch them play.. it's lyk..havent even score one goal.. already five balloons burst.. wah.. how to play.. then me lizhen eunice n nerissa went queensway to shop for swimsuit..

cant find.. but we bot our own thing.. i bot a skirt.. at $16 only.. haha.. actually $17.. but since me lizhen n eunice buying.. the aunite gave us $1 discount each.. but wads the diff ryt?? arh.. nvm..

fri nv go sch.. go sch for nth.. clean the sch.. siao.. im not ur maid..

then today woke up at 8am.. bathed then prepared to go out.. but i cant find my wallet loh.. wad the.. then i tink my sis took it out wid her.. then i borrowed $20 frm my ah gong.. reached there.. the auntie there damn funny.. calculations got a bit problems one.. wah.. she took sooooooo long.. we all got so fed up.. $5.25 x 2 =$10.30.. i got nth to say.. then i kept telling her is $10.50.. she still dun blif.. arh.. nvm.. then we went swimming sooooo nice.. hahaha... we swam in the end.. went to play marco polo.. i got to be the catcher first loh.. jus bcuz im the oly sitting by the poolside.. wad is tis.. nvm.. but i caught sumone.. then eunice the funniest.. got two little boys playing also.. i told them to keep shouting to distract eunice.. then they kept using the floater to hit eunice.. then pull her hair.. splash her water.. lolx.. then we kept leading her to bang into pple.. i tink she lasted for half n hr.. hahahaha.. then i asked all of them to get out of water.. then jump in together to splash water on eunice.. ahhahahah.. then yuting's turn.. i told all of them to move over to the baby pool.. then yuting asked us if we r out of water.. i of cuz said no.. in fact we r really not out of water wad.. so she continued.. but then she opened her eyes.. n she saw us all in the baby pool.. hahahaha.. im so damn cunning..

then at the bus stop to jp.. we tok alot abt our juniors.. we discovered things we wldnt even blif..

then we went jp to eat.. then shopped arnd.. then went swensen's eat ice cream.. they all eat earth quake.. but i chose to eat my own ice cream.. then they purposely left me out.. so bad.. cuz i played them at the pool.. lolx.. then went to church..

nice nice.. joleen accepted christ!!! woohoo.. then all the way frm church baq to my hse.. we two having stomachache.. she cant tahan anymore so came my hse use toilet.. lolx.. then she very funny.. but im not supposed to say it out.. hahahahahahha..

tml going tuition.. blah blah.. so sian..

oh yah.. i've created my own christian blog.. it will contain all the sermons i got frm my church every wk.. go take a look there.. hope it benefits u sumhow.. it's here..

yay! baq..

tml going swimming.. ooh-hoo.. at fairway country club.. nice nice.. go gym too.. lalalal.. wid georgina.. eunice.. lizhen.. n yuting.. we 5 dance members gonna reign the pool.. lolx..

going to church too.. lalalalalal.. nth happened leh.. but i pon sch today.. lolx..

blurp blurp blurp.. blah blah blah.. hellooooooooooo to alllllllllllllllll...

hmm.. kk.. lemme elaborate on ytd's happening..

aft sch,, me n pat went out.. yay!! we r finally going out again.. blah.. we reached orchard heeren.. shop shop shop.. but the two of us were so hungry tt we decided to go n eat first.. but pat was still looking arnd even tho our stomach were crying for food.. then i pulled her all the way to taka to stop her frm looking arnd.. we went to the food court downstairs n eat lunchbox.. while pat trying to get rid of one teeny-weeny-cockroach-look-alike thingy.. hahahaha.. as usual.. i finished my food first n ended up looking at her eat..

then continued shopping arnd.. ok.. was pat shopping arnd.. came across a shop called forever 21.. rmb tt i read abt it in a mag.. so decided to go in n haf a look.. whoa.. the first thing tt caught my eyes were the cardigan on the model.. omigawd.. i luv it soo much.. n went arnd searching for it.. finally i found it.. nearly wanna bot it.. but checked the price.. $43.. duhz.. no thx.. mabbe nxt time.. hahah..

then went straight to far east.. walked arnd abit.. only abit.. cuz i pleaded wid pat to hurry.. my stomach is killing me.. it's damn pain.. then we went to buy our billabong bags.. then went baq to a ulu ulu shop n pat bot her skirt.. quite nice.. i lyk it too.. but i dun wanna buy.. ltr pple say i copy her..

then we took bus home.. on the way.. we were crapping abt how we cannot slp cuz we finally got our bag.. lolx..

today went sch.. neh neh (nerissa) was so scared of me.. lolx.. pat was late again.. so i went to parade square myself.. sat bside christina.. was alarmed to see daniel having his ear pierced.. summore on the gay side. n his used plaster to paste on it to hide it.. stoopid.. wanna pierced dun b afraid lah..

then went to hall to watch "the day aft tml".. in sch.. wow.. nice.. n im so glad i nv go cinema to watch it.. cuz it's free now.. haha.. while patty n chrissy were crapping away cuz they watched already.. my two eyes were bulging at the screen.. it's lyk u cant miss a moment or u'll miss smth nice.. hahah..

then went baq to class.. free period till ms wong came in.. gave us a lecture on our bio results.. blah blah.. heck..

then recess.. nv eat.. only a chicken wing.. saving saving.. hehex..

then went baq class.. went to com lab to do sum survey online.. then went to check chem results.. i failed.. blah.. then free period until 1.25pm.. me.. pat.. n chrissy were taking photos away.. we discovered using the little mirror of chrissy to take our reflection so it looks lyk one of us the head is in a frame.. haha.. then they ended up keep taking photos of them alone.. n i got bored.. so i went to find yuting.. but she was slping.. haiz.. sian.. y nobody fun one..

then at hall.. got this opera.. umm.. i was slping away.. so dun ask me..

then aft sch went opp to eat.. then went out wid eunice.. georgie n jane.. fun.. we r joking as usual.. bot a doggie for neh neh.. then i treated them to the mos burger's ice mochi.. nice.. all of them copied me.. n stuffed the whole strawberry inside their mouth n started choking.. lolx.. only i got the skills.. then everyone was blabbering away.. no one understands wad was said.. hahah..

then went mac.. but decided to change to kfc.. then eat chicken.. while eating.. we decided to go swimming this sat.. dunno where.. mabbe red hill there or lizhen's country club there.. both also not alot of pple.. still got gym summore.. hehex..

then me n eunice went home on the same bus.. eunice was saying of wearing her children swimsuit.. n i told her crazieeee...

these few days my stomach not feeling well.. haiz.. i tink i eat too much of the unknown-source-chocolate.. hahah.. beta stop eating..

this sunday starting my tuition.. which is free of charge..

ok decided.. is lizhen's country club..

nadz.. im not lonely n got nth beta to do.....

I BOUGHT MY BAG!!!!

arh... tml.. i'll be buying my bag!!! yeah!!!

lalalalal...

today woke up.. bathed.. then went out wid parents.. went to IMM.. shop arnd.. then went to je.. wanna watch movie.. but we r late.. so in then end nv watch.. then went home.. umm.. nvm.. it's alryt.. we did alot of family bonding.. hehe.. umm.. tt's all loh..

jus watched welcum to my life's mtv.. arh.. wad is it toking abt?? nvm.. listen to song can already..

jus dl pug jelly's song.. omg.. i;ve been finding tis song for lyk soooooooooo long!!! finally found it.. yay!!!! i tink im falling in

lemme start wid a racist joke today.. i tot of it today myself at work.. mabbe not farni to u all but.. i tried my best..

wad is red n white n black all over??
an indian singaporean.. or little indian..

ok.. nobody's luffing..

today went to work.. the work quite ez.. i jus nid to paste sticker on the plastic.. and i earned abt $40+ lyk tt.. but my father say if the boss decided to gif 1.5cents for each sticker.. then i'll get $120+.. whoa!!!! then plus my wed's pay n my $ for getting n a*.. i'll haf... $90.. or $170.. depends.. wah.. then the boss beta gimme 1.5 cents one.. listening to songs while working.. when came to "open my eyes".. i can feel HIS presence.. very strong.. i feel so peaceful.. n strangely.. my father nv do anything tt pissed me off today.. we were in fact.. having fun together.. haha.. then come across this song "Dreaming of you" by Selena.. i dl it for quite long.. but nv really listen to it.. today then go listen.. wow.. it's damn nice.. i cant blif sumone on earth has the same habit as me.. tt we always stay up late to tink abt the person we lyk b4 we slp.. so sweet.. nah.. the lyrics.. be sure to listen..

Dreaming Of You
By: Selena
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Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
would you see what's inside
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
corazon
I can't stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Como te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, como te extrano

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too!

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

nice nice.. but she died pitifully.. got shot by her fans.. can u blif it??? so saddddddd...

though i noe he will not read it here.. but nvtheless.. i jus wanna vent out my anger..

daddy.. can u STOP.. for god's sake.. STOP being so irritating.. isnt improving all tt matters?? do u expect me to get all a1's??? u noe wad?? then u shld go look for a daughter in schs lyk nygh or rgs.. not tanglin.. didnt i tried all i can to improve n get beta results?? or mabbe all the additional marks jus drop frm sky huh?? no i nv do my best.. then i'll tell u wad is nv do my best.. it is when i get 0.. tt is call nv do my best.. for god's sake..

it's not tt i wanna say u.. mabbe if only i say u.. then mabbe im jus being paranoid.. but wad if it's a whole bunch of pple saying?? then there's sure to be smth wrong.. u may not noe but.. everyone is complaining to me.. abt how paranoid u can get.. n how harsh ur words can hurt pple.. u jus dunno.. n they put pressure on me too.. they exoect me to tell u.. w/o mentioning their names.. when i say them.. they will scold me.. so it makes lyk im the only one in the whole family going against u.. same goes to mei mei.. when we did smth wrong.. all she noes is watch tv.. or act slping.. leave everything to me.. n then it bcame my fault.. then u wld start saying tt i lead mei mei the bad ways.. jus bcuz im older does not min tt im leading her.. does she even follow me in the first place??

u noe.. u just got this tinking tt.. "wow.. im great.. i rule my own life.. im ryt in everything.." anyone hu go against is WRONG!! pls.. change ur tinking.. ur not gonna succeed in this way.. u dun rule ur life this way.. u r letting life rule over u.. nobody is forever right.. not u either.. u r bound to be wrong in sum ways..

n ur foul mouth.. omg.. i cant stand it.. u r always saying things in a harsh way.. ok.. mabbe sumtimes u min gd.. but the way u put it sounds sooooooo sarcastic.. always scare pple loh.. frens tt i bring to work.. omg.. they all give up aft a day.. n did u ever realise tt i always go to work bringing my mp3 or discman.. it's cuz i dun wanna listen to ur rubbish.. in case u hurt me again..

n plus.. if u not ready to take in comments ryt.. then dun ask for comments.. dun waste my saliva pls.. i dun wanna die of dehydration.. n then start saying tt im bcuming a bad gal.. yah yah.. u r soooooo gd.. u noe?? model father.. omg..

i've got more to say.. but i dun wanna say here.. i dun wanna embarass u further.. last but not least.. pls heed our advice n go see a psychologist..

got baq sum of my results todae.. hmm.. i improved in sum.. but deteriorated in sum too..

amaths: 36/100
emaths paper 1: 45/100 (ms tan said i improved alot!!)
eng: 62/110 or 56/100
chi: 77/100

im quite happy for my emaths paper 1.. i passed loh.. n i improved.. but my father jus tink otherwise.. he wans me to pass everything when i failed lyk many things last semester.. it's lyk expecting a baby to grow into an adult in one month.. hello.. everything takes time.. today i improved so much.. mabbe nxt yr i'll do even beta.. by leaping steps.. i will fail even worst loh.. i feel lyk asking him.. y everytime he muz say things so harshly until everyone hates him.. then cum n complain tt everyone look down on him.. if u wld take a few seconds to tink about wad u r gonna say.. then no one will hates u.. grr..

then aft sch went for dance meeting.. we hafta haf a performance on 25th nov.. or izzit dec??? umm.. dunno.. nvm.. it's for open house.. then we dunno wad dance to choose.. so i demonstrate the hawaii dance while saying "huan ying huan ying".. then i keep doing it.. then mdm ji kept hitting me on the head.. n say "shen jing BING!!" lolx.. but nvm.. bring fun n lufter to everyone.. hehex..

then went jurong east wid georgina n pat.. pat wanna buy gc new cd.. but nv bring wallet.. -_-" but cant find the cd in cd rama also.. "LAN!"

then we went to entertainment plaza.. at the traffic lights.. we chiong.. heavy rain.. grrrr.. soooo cold.. then me n georgina eat.. cuz pat no money.. then pat listen to my mp3.. me n georgina tok.. abt everything loh.. hehex.. tell ya all a secret.. i found my heavy partner!!! yaya!!! n it's georgina.. ok.. her weight is arnd my weight lyk tt.. n my weight is 52kg.. so go determined wads her weight urself.. cannot say here.. gals are so sensitive wid two numbers.. 1) age.. 2) weight.. hahahahahha..

OMG.. STOP IT.. STOP IT.. grrr.. i cant take it anymore.. tt stupid mouth is nagging again.. saying i nv put in effort to study.. hello.. then wads tt improvement frm??? frm god.. sky.. sea.. earth.. blah blah blah??? wad the heck..

baq.. where m i??? haiz.. make me no mood for blogging anymore.. nvm.. i'll cut the rest short.. yeah.. we all arranging to go gym n swimming together in the hols.. mabbe once a wk.. or twice a wk.. i dunno.. then we went to buy sweets.. then went home..

tt's all..

i feel tt my blog is getting more boring each time.. cuz it's all abt my life.. not my tots.. i shld haf put more feelings here.. so lemme do one..

on monday.. i asked patricia a qn suddenly which i tink was so sudden tt it kinda shock her.. i asked her whether i was very unfeminine.. lolx.. she paused for awhile.. i tink she dunno wad to ans.. if she ans tt yes.. tt may hurt me.. but if she ans no.. then she'll be lying.. so in the end.. she said tt i was ok.. but hmm.. i dun take tt for an ans.. n i dun wanna continue asking.. so i changed topic..

actually.. w/o asking.. i also noe the ans myself.. i am VERY NOT FEMININE.. i noe tt.. it's not tt im tomboy.. but i simply tink tt im jus being myself.. it's beta than toking softly or do things gracefully tt is not myself at all.. i noe i turned alot of guys off.. but im not doing all these for them too.. i jus wanna be myself.. n if by luck.. sum guy really fell for me.. then i wld noe tt they lyk me for me.. not the "gracious" seowhui..

my mother told me too.. tt i can haf a bf aft my O's.. mabbe i sound ridculous but.. ryt now.. i dun wan any bf.. it''s either they wait until aft my O's or buhbyeeee.. i wann craze around.. spend time wid my frens.. blah blah.. build gd frenships wid them.. cuz i noe tt if i got a bf.. my time wid them will decrease.. i dun wanna reach a day when i come to this point when bf=1 but frens=0.. i wanna haf a balance wid both of them.. so i'd rather spend time wid my frens now then start commiting.. mabbe aft my O's then i'll start being a bit feminine.. abit.. i still wanna be myself..

by now.. mabbe sum of u tink tt i wun fall in luv.. but u r wrong.. i do fall in luv too.. but i set my line at admiring.. nth further.. told u i dun wanna fall in luv.. so those guy tt i lyk.. u r safe.. hahahaha.. for me.. i dun lyk to go into a relationship where it's one-sided luv.. i find it a total waste of time.. u lyk tis person.. but tis person stead wid u jus for the sake of having a gf or mabbe for fun..i only go into a relationship when im really really sure tt the feeling is mutual.. even guys tt i lyk.. so guys.. u r once again.. safe.. hahahahahah..

wow.. im ryting too much on my love perspective.. hmm.. lolx.. ok.. enuff enuff.. i gtg liao.. tata~~~

lololololol.. i tot i saw pug jelly in s'pore idol audience seat.. or m i ryt??? anybody seen them too???

woah.. olinda was great.. sylvester did my fave song.. leandra so romantic.. i was screaming lyk crazieeee!!!!

pple.. bear wid my links first.. i'll change it tml.. i dunno wads the prob wid it either.. hehex..

tml baq to sch.. one more wk n we're freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! lolx.. yay!!!!!

IM $35 NEARER TO MY BELOVED BILLABONG BAG!!!!

today.. woke up at 6.30am.. wow.. record.. so early for me!!! hahaha.. called pat.. then head baq to slp again.. msg her to postpone the time to 8.30am.. then woke up at 7.15.. called her again.. then prepared blah blah.. went to jp.. wait for her until 9.15am.. grrr.. she's late again.. then walk to the bus there..

work work work.. haiz.. too tired to describe the details.. too many things happened inside.. jus a note for pat: dun take my father's comments too serious k?? he's lyk tt.. i gave him a lecture aft u left.. lolx.. do u suddenly feel lyk u r blessed to haf ur father?? lol..

tml mabbe work again.. earn my last $25 for the bag.. yesh!!!!

continue my things abt me..

51) i once wrote a letter to both my parents telling them wad i dun lyk abt them.. in the letter.. i wrote tt's the only way i can communicate wid them.. they were so disappointed wid me n gave me a big lecture.. so i guess it doesnt work too..
52) i consider my parents fun creatures.. but not intimate creatures..
53) Mac was once my all-time favourite until p3..
54) i hated Mac for abt 1 yr cuz it bot my father's working place to build the restaurant at teban gardens.. which resulted in no free chicken wings as supper every night..
55) im alrite wid Mac now.. but i prefer KFC beta.. it has chicken wings!!!
56) i was very very very quiet in my pri sch.. i changed when i cum to sec sch.. i decided tt i dun wanna be timid anymore..
57) my frens say i look lyk jap or korean ghost.. u noe?? sadako?? lolxx..
58) i haf a huge collection of white series notepads.. i buy them n treat them lyk treasures..
59) i luv to eat chocolate alot.. i dun mind sacrificing my weight for it..
60) eating too much chocos or drinking coke always gives me diarrhoea.. lolx..

done~~

Ai Wo De Zi Ge
By: S.H.E
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ba shou fang le..
wo ye xu hui bi jiao kuai le..
wo ye xu hui huan ke qing ren..
wo ye xu bu hui zai cheng..

zhen de gou le..
neng bu neng rang yu bie zai xia le..
neng bu neng rang xin bie zai tong le..
neng bu neng bu yao kai deng..

wo men de ai bian cheng ni xia de ju ben..
chu xian le yue lai yue duo de jiao se..
wo shi ni shen me ren..
ru guo bu shi qing ren..
shi bu shi bu yao zai lang fei wo de ren shen..

ni bi wo gen qing chu..
ni dui wo duo hao..
duo wen rou..
duo ren zhen..
bu gou cheng ai wo de zi ge..
chu fei ni zhi kan zhe wo..
xiang zhe wo..
zhi you wo..
ai ben lai jiu gai du yi wu er..
wei ni shang xin duo yi dian..
shao yi dian..
liu xia de yan lei dou yi yang bu zhi de..
shi jie shang na me duo ren..
zhi you wo yi ge ren..
neng zhen jiu zi ji de kuai le..
bu yao zai wei ni ku le..

translation:
put ur hands off..
i mabbe happier..
i may change a lover..
i may not hold on anymore..

it's enuff..
can u make the rain stop..
can u make my heart stop hurting..
can u not on the lights..

our love become..
a script tt u haf written..
more n more characters started appearing..
who m i to u..
if im not ur lover..
isnt it time to stop wasting my life..

ur clearer than me tt
u treat me so well..
so gentle..
so serious..
but it doesnt min tt u can luv me..
unless u jus look at me..
tink of me..
only me..
love shld be one n only..
to be sadder for u..
or lesser..
the tears tt i've cried for u are all not worth..
there's so many pple in the world..
only me..
one person..
can rescue my happiness..
not crying for u anymore..

nice song..
im starting to tink tt my han yu pin yin really rox..
lolx..
mabbe i can b a translator nxt time.. lolx..

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today woke up at 12.30pm.. hafta go baq to sch for camp briefing.. but i saw elmo's world..
so i watched.. until 2 then went to bathe.. n i hafta reach sch at 2.30.. of cuz late..
on the way to ava room.. pass by gym.. n i tot i saw him.. i was lyk.. wad the f***. wad the f***.. n i started walking very quickly..

reached the rm outside n ran into my grandson.. he look at me lyk saw an alien lyk tt.. lol.. then went for briefing.. 2-3 hrs of briefing.. plus the air con was soooooo cold.. my hands were freezing.. finally.. it ended.. woooot.. pass by the gym.. yi xuan told me nobody inside.. so i guess i c wrongly.. umm.. nvm..

then decided to go bt panjang plaza to eat.. since me.. yuting n yixuan all got straight buses home.. went to long john silvers.. eat eat eat.. crap crap crap.. blah blah blah.. etc etc etc.. lalalala.. then went home..

tml going to work wid pat.. earn money to buy the bag.. yay!!!!!

yeah! done~

yay!! it's finally over.. it's over now..!!! yaya!!!

went m'sia over the wkend.. johore actually.. eat alot.. play alot.. went karaoke lounge.. n i scream lyk siao.. cuz nobody high there.. damn sian.. then i bring the mood up.. n everybody started screaming aft tt.. lolx..

went swimming in my auntie's condo in m'sia also.. wow.. nice.. nobody one.. all kids.. lolx.. then b4 we left.. got this guy n his little sis came down.. me n my sis continued swimming of cuz.. then we went to baby pool.. the lil sis came too.. then she started toking to us.. where we cum frm.. where we live.. blah blah blah.. then the bro was staring at us from a distance.. then she said.. tt's her bro.. her bro very shy.. dun dare to tok to gals.. then wad got one girl went to their house.. he dun dare to tok to her.. hid in his rm.. then changed into swimming trunks n brought her down.. i wanted to luff.. wah.. 21st century still got guy so shy one.. lolx..

then bathed then changed then came baq to s'pore!!!

done~ waiting to go out wid pat now.. tata~~

im baq.. im baq.. lalala.. still as one piece.. the same old seowhui.. nth has changed..

this has been a whole wk full of EXAMS.. EXAMS.. EXAMS.. my head is getting bigger.. actually.. my head is already very bigger le.. so it's alrite.. thankew..

during this period.. i brought God into my examination hall.. n He did ALOT of miracles.. glorify Him.. yay!! gifya 2 e.gs..

1) for chem paper.. i nv study at all.. so i jus try to rmb all tt i've read.. n by ryt.. i shld haf alot of blanks ryt?? but God bless.. i had lyk less than 5 blanks.. i even noe how to draw the bondings.. i cldnt haf did this w/o His help..

2) phy paper was the most ez paper for the whole exam.. i really studied very very hard.. i managed to do the whole thing in 50 minutes.. when i look arnd.. pple were still doing sect B.. hehehe..

monday last paper.. bio.. omg.. the hardest subject.. i jus cant seem to get wad the whole bio thing is toking abt.. hope God will continue doing miracles in my life..

tml going church.. joleen cuming.. roy mabbe cuming too.. hehex.. we r so so happy.. new members.. we r lyk trying to build a FCBC family in Tanglin..

oh yah.. yuting got into Camp Eureka too!!! we gonna les at nyt.. see wad we can do.. n mabbe see our "product" too.. u noe.. u noe.. umm.. haha.. yah yah.. ok.. i tink yuting's going to ah-bish me liao.. so i beta stop crapping.. buhbyeeeeeee....~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yewad the... ok nvm..

to tt huever.. i dun wanna mention ur name here..

i tink i've seriously mistaken.. but i really cant see y u dun lyk me in the first place.. n so naturally.. i wld tink tt it has smth to do wid him.. but.. ok.. i noe tt im mistaken.. n i've deleted everything tt i had said.. n im apologising now.. n so now there's nth between u.. me.. n him..

n thx to u.. i find out wad kind of pple my class boys r..

i tink tis wk is the happiest wk of my yr..

i got into camp eureka.. i went swimming.. i learnt how to swim.. i went baq to church..

I GOT INTO CAMP EUREKA!!!! i'm so damn damn damn happy!!!!

Nasty Girl
By: Nitty
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Do it.
Whoo, Little nasty girl
(Yo man, see that, damn)
Damn!

Yo Yo Yo Yo
Hey girl I like your flava
Wish I could be your neighba
Must be coffee by the way you shakin your perk-u-later
I'm the smooth operator
Hot mommy motivator
What I really wanna do
Put that thing on you
Butter up yo hot potato
Gettin more dough then bakers
Rim's spinnin like I knew your break is
You got it all give me a call
I'm ballin like the Lakers
Hey ma now I won't chase ya
Sweetheart ignore them haters
Let's have some fun
Bittys' got me on the run
Come on girl get this paper

Well honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans)
I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands)
Could you be my nasty girl
And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money)
Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi)
Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?)
I just wanna nasty girl
Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)

I'm in the Escalade, you in the Navigator
You talkin dirty wanna serve me in the elevator
Wanna give it to me now not later
Mommy's body was a dime, can't hate her
What a brother gonna do when the bitty rolls through
Who's lookin just like JadaWe hit the elevator
Of course there's always haters
But it didn't matter yo
We were puttin on a show
Free for all your spectators
Mommy threw it like a champ (Yo wait up)
Yo i didn't even know her name (What!?)
Bitty's opened up your eyes
Haters better recognize
That Nitty got this playa

Well honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans)
I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands)
Could you be my nasty girl
And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money)
Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi)
Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?)
I just wanna nasty girl
Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)

I gotta pick my date up
To dinner I'ma take her
Last time we sexed I had her crawlin like an alligator
She just came from jamaica
The land of booty shaka's
Her names Candy
Give it to her nasty
Sometimes I even taste her
I'm here right now she's dressed up
Hourglass shape, long hair, makeup
Lookin downtown, she said right now "I want it now, I'm straight up"
We're standin face to face, uh
I knew right where to take her
That private room called the bathroom
Uh oh, here's comes the waiter

Well honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans)
I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands)
Could you be my nasty girl
And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money)
Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi)
Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?)
I just wanna nasty girl
Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)

East coast
West coast
Worldwide
North side
South side
Let's ride
Let's party all night
Nasty girls come inside

Honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans)
I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands)
Could you be my nasty girl
And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money)
Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi)
Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?)
I just wanna nasty girl
Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)



tis song is damn cute!!! make sure u listen to it.. it's quite new.. lolx..

oh.. btw.. I GOT INTO CAMP EUREKA!!!!!!

lalalalallalala... today did maths test.. i manage to do more than half of the qns!!!! tt's such a great improvement to me.. normally.. i struggle to reach half loh.. lol.. yeah yeah..

41. i jus used my newly-bot princess towel which cost $14.50..
42. i bot it bcuz it has cinderella on it..
43. i often buy things jus bcuz it has smth i lyk on it..
44. when i was young.. i cldnt buy alot of things.. so now im old.. i haf the money.. i'll buy n keep it.. lol.. as a treasure..
45. i seriously tink tt my mother is very pretty n consider young-looking at her age..
46. i haf the same temper as my father.. so we often argue n quarrel..
47. but as we share the same temper.. we share the same funness too..
48. i dun lyk gals hu try to act guai n blah blah in front of guys to get their attention.. duhz.. do u nid tt kind of attention?? r u really so despo???
49. i dun lyk guys hu make tt kind of stupid sound at gals.. hello.. we r not dogs..
50. i lyk to help pple to the extent tt i ryt an appreciation letter to them jus to make them feel appreciated when they r down.. but it's often guys hu r down.. cuz all my gal frens r quite confident of themselves.. n mabbe tt's y pple say im flirtish.. duhz.. i'll help u too even if u nid help.. regardless of race, language, religion N sex..

tt's all 4 today.. hafta help roy to do his tagboard..

hellooooooo..

jus got my class photos n dance photos baq.. still lyk my dance photos beta.. lolx..

lemme continue wid my list of things..

11. i dun lyk pple hu anyhow take my things w/o permission.. so rude....
12. im very gd at tolerating.. i jus keep everything inside..
13. but i explodes too..
14. luv me for hu i am.. cuz im definitely not changing for u..
15. i luv to slp.. beta dun disturb me when im slping.. i wun pick up ur call..
16. my temper is bad when im hungry or when i lack slp..
17. i hate to be touched.. it feels lyk ur harbouring ill intentions towards me..
18. i dun lyk to touch pple too.. i dun wan to be tot of harbouring bad intentions..
19. i dun lyk to tok on phones.. unless u haf impt reasons..
20. i despise backstabbers, hypocrites n pple hu toys pple's feeling..
21. i dun lyk dolls which blink their eyes cuz of Chucky..
22. i fantasize alot.. i lyk to imgaine wad will happen in my future relationships..
23. i dun care if u dun lyk me.. tt's jus showing tt u cant stand m character.. n tt's perfectly fine wid me..
24. i swear too.. but i always dun min it..
25. most of the times.. i dun min wad i say abt my feelings.. u hafta judge..
26. i dislike pple hu i dunno to make fun of my breasts.. hello.. hu r u to judge me???
27. i perfectly open wid my boobs.. but pls dun be too overboard..
28. i look at things in an optimistic way.. i jus luff along wid wadever pple say abt me.. aftall.. they dun min anything to me..
29. but actually.. im a pessimistic person.. i jus try to be optimistic..
30. im not always wad u see.. i have a deeper inner self..
31. mabbe u wld say im a nerd.. but i dun lyk it when pple try to get out of lessons by elling some dumb lies..
32. i dun lyk pple hu smokes..
33. i dun lyk pple hu litters.. i try to pick up their rubbish n throw it into the rubbish RYT IN FRONT of them..
34. i dun lyk pple hu promise me smth but cldnt do it.. tt's y i dun quite trust sum of my frens now..
35. i lyk to read wad pple tinks abt me.. but i tend to overlook bad comments..
36. i dun lyk strangers to gimme comments.. aftall.. wad do u noe abt me??
37. i dun lyk pple hu continue toking non-stop.. gimme a break.. ur saliva is all over my face..
38. im a nai ma to many pple.. actually.. i shld only be nai ma to xin wei.. but dunno y everyone cums calling me nai ma.. lol..
39. if im replying in one word sentences lyk haha.. oh.. icic.. u shld noe tt im beginning to lose interest in this conversation..
40. i lyk to change my handwriting once in a while.. signifies new beginning for me.. lol..

okok.. till here first.. continue nxt time.. tata~~

my turn to haf the 100 things abt me!!! but i dunno whether i can get 100 things anot.. lolx.. try my best.. n sum of the things mabba will hurt u all.. but umm.. im sorrie.. it's my blog aftall.. im jus speaking frm my mind.. n it's jus tt i dun lyk these few points of u.. but other than tt.. i still luv u..

1. i luv attention.. pls gimme more..
2. i dun lyk to tok on phones.. cuz im sure will haf alot of silent pauses.. so if u really wanna tok to me on phone.. pls prepare a whole long list of topics first..
3. i lyk to go out wid eunice.. cuz she's very gan cui.. wun drag here drag there..
4. i dun lyk to go out wid pple hu sms other pple when we r out.. it's lyk.. "wad the heck.. u ask me out.. then u keep sms-ing.. i didnt cum out to c u sms.." u shld pay attention to me.. aftall.. i nid attention..
5. i dun lyk to go out wid my galfrens n a bunch of guys.. cuz they always pay more attention to each other than me.. so in the end.. i'll be shopping on my own.. it's nt tt im jealous.. but jus lyk i've said.. i nid attention.. anyone will do..
6. when i go out wid a fren hu always sms.. i alwayds drag another person along..
7. sometimes i tink tt im born to be counsellor..
8. pple always cum to me for advices..
9. n i provide them wid gd advices..
10. not very self-conscience.. i dun care if my hair is messy.. aftall.. i dun cut my hair to let guys see ryt??

ok.. tt's all for today.. nxt time continue.. 10 each day.. then one day i compile them altogether.. lolx.. kk.. tata~~ got more impt things to do..

I Really Miss You
By: S Club 7
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I called you today just to hear you say
You were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound
I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do

I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you - yes I do - I miss you
I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do

I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Oh, don't you know

I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you - I miss you

I called you today just to hear you say
You were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound
I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again








On My Way
By: Cyndi Wang Xin Lin
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走过跟你走过的街　
难过感伤一些
有些事无法感谢　
我终于了解
是我把爱弄得太完美　
多完美还是会枯萎
你最后那一句再见　
才让我学会　
怎么放爱去飞

擦干了眼泪　
我不要安慰
日子会过去才对　
都是黑咖啡
苦得让我今晚不能入睡
不想活在重播的情节　
你知道我想着谁
虽然梦想难免被现实打碎　
I'm On My Way

我在美丽的世界　
回头对你说　
Good-Bye

擦干了眼泪　
我不要安慰
日子会过去才对　
都是黑咖啡
苦得让我今晚不能入睡
不想活在重播的情节　
不再跟自己责备
换来伤悲　
天亮天黑　
I'm On My Way

tis song damn sad.. lemme do a quick n brief translation for those hu dun understand chinese..

[i walked by the streets tt i once walked wid u..
the pain i felt is deeper..
somethings cannot be thanked..
i finally understood..
i've made love so perfect..
no matter how perfect it still fails..
your last goodbye..
made me learn..
how to let love fly..

wipe my tears..
i dun wan comfort..
it's all bcuz of tt bitter coffee..
made me cldnt slp tonite..
dun wish to live in repeating moments..
u noe hu im tinking of..
even though dreams are often broken by reality..
im on my way..

im in my beautiful world..
turning baq n tell u..
gd bye..

wipe my tears..
i dun wan comfort..
it's all bcuz of tt bitter coffee..
made me cldnt slp tonite..
dun wish to live in repeating moments..
not blaming myself anymore..
in exchange of sadness..
dawn n nite..
im on my way..]

sad sad sad.. haiz..

hmm.. today wanna go study one.. but nobody free to go.. sooooooo sad.. my sis say mabbe aft she finish tuition then go wid me..

nth fun today.. so boooooorrrrrrrred... my grandson in chalet.... soooooooooo gd.. nvm.. wait patiently... soon it will be my turn.. two chalets waiting for me.. alalalalla.. have fun ya grandson!

waiting waiting.. y my sis haven cum home yet... oh yah.. she say 3.30pm.. now only 3.. lolx.. wait patiently.. lalalal..

hmmm... wait.. i tot my parents not working today???? where r they??? arent we supposed to go out??? eh.. how can lyk tt.. ummm.. wait.. oh yah.. ym parents say they going sentosa.. dating huh??? lolx.. so cunning.. tell me while im slping.. ask me whether they can go out anot.. i of cuz nod my head lah.. anything to get baq to my slp ryt??? so cunning.. lolx.. u muz b wondering y they muz ask us if they wanna go out.. of cuz lah.. we r the heads of our home u noe??? anything muz get our permission first.. HHMPH!!!!

helloooooooooooooo.. got miss me???? say yes!!!! thankew!!!!

went sch for chi exam today.. paper 1 was alryt wid me.. i took lyk abt an hr to finish all the sections.. n the nxt hr to slp.. yeah.. practically slept.. n i was worrying tt i wld tok in my slp.. so i kinda shut my lips damn tite.. n i dreamt of me falling.. i almost wanted to scream out.. but i woke myself up.. lol..

recess.. tried my best to study bk A.. cuz i lost it.. so hafta borrow frm them n learn on the spot.. then yunli keep irritating me wid her milk pleas.. no no..

paper 2 was alryt too.. i find it's easier than ca 2.. but i dunno how to ryt 2 words.. they r frm bk A.. haiz.. but nvm...

then went to 7-11 wid sy.. we eat instant noodles.. hahah. she treat.. then gossip n gossip.. then went home..

bathed.. changed.. went out wid my family n cute lil brandon.. went to causeway point.. nth to shop one sian.. so played wid brandon loh.. then saw the fisher price toys so cute!!!!! i wanna buy.. hehe.. grandson.. *hint hint*.. i dun wan roxy liao.. i wan fisher price.. lolx.. i wan the popping head tortoise.. so cute!!!!! then eat.. then went home.. lalalalalalalalala...

my auntie bking the costa sands resort at downtown east on the dec5-8.. nice nice.. play wild wild wet.. then 16 n 17 got class chalet at sentosa.. also costa sands.. nice nice.. can play in beach.. wah.. schedule very hectic.. nov16-19 still got Camp Eureka!!! in malaysia, johore summore.. yay!! cant wait for tt camp.. lalalalalalalal.. tt's all my schedule for all these coming two months.. tata~~

hello.. baq to posting..

hmm.. today was eng and ss exam.. not bad lah.. i've got alot of things to ryt.. but dunno whether izzit crap or facts.. lolx.. nvm.. jus leave it all up to God to decide.. at least i've done my best ryt?? lalalalal.. yay yay!!! muz prove to my father..tt.. I CAN DO IT!!!!

toking abt God.. tml im returning to church.. yay!!! muz msg celine.. tell her im going baq.. muz welcum me baq.. buy bouquet of flowers.. umm.. np.. dun lyk flowers.. buy chocolates for me instead.. lolx.. muz welcum me baq into God's family u noe??? i tink im ready once again to accept God's presence.. im returning baq to God's wonderful arms.. full of mercy, love n forgiveness.. im cuming baq to the heart of worship.. when it's all abt u.. it's all abt u jesus.. im sorry lord for the things i've made it.. when it's all abt u.. it's all abt u jesus.. hope i did not get the words wrong huh??

tml is chi exam.. well.. im not very confident abt it.. cuz it's lyk 2 bks together.. n jus heard frm jason tt the comprehension passage is set by mdm ji again.. aargh.. not again.. her papers always those chim chim one.. very chi na chi na those kind.. then all the language is lyk higher mother tongue language lyk tt.. then jason said tt tml's paper the passage is nt those tt u can lift the ans easily frm the passage.. it's lyk chi literature lyk tt.. wah liao.. y everything literature one??? grrr.. my head is bursting.. i dun tink im gonna make it.. i failed my comprehension for ca2 u noe??? haiz.. getting tougher n tougher.. i felt lyk my chi is deteriorating n my eng is improving.. farni huh?? lol..

notice tt my intro i put tt i hate backstabbers, hypocrites, blah blah..??? i noe alot of u muz be saying tt i cant be tt perfect.. so lemme explain to ya all.. when i say i hate backstabbers hypocrites or wadever.. im not saying tt im perfect.. im not saying tt im not like them.. im jus saying tt i dun lyk pple of my same kind.. got it?? yay!! be proud of ur language..

yepx yepx.. tt's all.. i tink i've crapped abit too much today.. hahaha.. tata~~