yo! shall blog lyk everything today.. hahah.. cuz got alot of time..

ok.. sat had ndp training.. and as promised.. i brought my cam along.. so i shall let the pics do the toking.. while i tok too.. wahahha..


comical.. lolol..


chii hian n pris..


poor souls.. have to stand under the sun n get sun baked.. haha..


noticed tt the joshua ang was there in the army.. as a helper..


my sis n i..




the troops..



canons!! super loud!



marching in..


new item!!



all the speedboats..





all the items..


me chiihian n edwin..


me n chii hian..




the parachuters.. there were lyk 15 parachuters tt day.. n they jumped in 3 rounds.. so i was lyk saying the pilot forgot there;s more parachuters behind so he kept coming back.. n i dunno y everyone luff..


the boats.. n there will be pple jumping down frm the highway too...


asked them to help us take photo.. then they go take themselves..


finally.. a grp photo!!!

monday went back sch for ida test.. hahah.. chin chye chin chye do lah.. then aft tt went with deon gonaidi xt n yq to jp to eat.. i ate lyk 2 plates of lai lai chicken noodles.. cuz i was really hungry.. then hang arnd while yq went home for awhile.. n wanted to trick yq to go vivo to watch.. hahah.. then deon left.. in the end managed to pulled yq to vivo.. watched men in white.. super funny.. hahahaha.. still got hongkong ghosts rap in cantonese.. then walked arnd.. blah blah.. ate a big sandwich at cedele.. then went home at arnd 6+..

tuesday to fri(today) went family chalet at downtown east.. tuesday went there n hanged arnd.. went arcade to catch sweet.. then at night got bbq.. nice nice.. watched the haunted sch.. ok lah.. not scary.. n took pics.. only had mood to take pics on first day.. hahah..
























































wed went wild wild wet.. invited xt ly naidi edwin n ian cuz got free tickets.. hahah.. had real fun.. we took the samsung ride lyk 5 or 6 times.. n i nv scream at all.. i just kept luffing.. hahahah.. cuz i tink the looks on their face r super funny.. pair with guys better.. they will carry the float up for u.. when i pair with ly or my cousin hoh.. we r lyk bumping everywhere cuz we cant see.. lolol.. so funny.. in the end.. me n ly dragged the float up instead.. n i tink the lifeguard was super impatient with us.. ahhaha.. gonaidi damn coward lah... everyhting also dun dare to play.. then they named brandon as fat fat 2(named aft gonaidi hu is fat fat).. n i really saw brandon staring at gonaidi's stomach for a really long time.. might be wondering hu's fatter.. lolol.. aft tt we haf bbq again..they were playing with fat fat 2.. then we asked ian to call clare n er.. do smth.. but ian also dun dare.. then we talked abt sumbodyS.. xt ly n i didnt realise tt there were so many pple hu cant stand their atitude.. cuz we always saw them bullying me n ly but worship the guys.. n we also got to noe y they only bully me n ly.. cuz we r too unfierce.. lolol.. lyk.. arh.. nvm lah.. then we played in between n all our luck is lyk super down.. dunno.. i tink the chalet has smth against money or wad.. everytime i play in between there.. the pool of money always keept acumulating n nobody will win one.. then at ardn 10.30 they went home le..

then we played blackjack with our aunties n i was the banker.. i won arnd 3 bucks.. ololol.. then the guys were complaining tt the wan to go arcade.. n then i also didnt noe y.. but i said lyk a long speech to them abt arcade.. hahah.. in the end i also shocked abt hw profound i sound.. my auntie also say tt although i lyk play alot but i still noe hw to tink.. ahhaha.. frm then onwards.. they deemed me as the sch counsellor.. but we still went back to catch sweet..

nxt morning.. me n my cousin refused to wake up.. slpt till arnd 2.30.. then was debating onw hether to stay one more day anot.. in the end,.. my auntie helped us to call my father.. n he allowed... then my sis called to cancel the dance class.. n she said it sound lyk ishi.. n he sound disppointed at the end.. lololol..

went whitesand to shop abit.. but nv buy anything.. then went sakura international buffet to eat.. halfway thru we went down to catch sweet.. then continue to eat again.. aft tt went back to chalet to slack.. aft tt.. i folowed my aunties to the jackpot rm while the kids went arcade again.. ok.. i stepped in n i saw nth but jackpot machines.. n i tink it's super boh liao.. u just sit there n put coins in n press buttons n put coins in n press buttons.. while waiting for the machine to tell u tt u won money.. so boh liao.. nv even use ur brain at all.. so i went off first to the arcade to find my cousins to go back to the chalet together.. half way there.. there was this big guy scoldig a grp of teenage boys n they were blocking the exit.. so i was tinkg wan to continue walking anot.. i scared ltr i kenna beaten.. lolol.. luckily they dispersed b4 i even reach.. n n n.. i dun understand these pple.. if u r really daring u wld haf point ur stupid middle finger at the guy right at his face.. not aft he left then point.. wads the point of pointing then?? another cowardly-yet-wan-to-act-brave act.. so went back n the others continue chatting on.. while i slpt.. haah.. cant tahan alrdy..

then today woke up last to pack.. waited at the pavillion.. helped my auntie to buy subway sandwich... n then the guy was so energetic.. but then he slowly started to stutter alot.. n then i got blur too.. ahhaha.. i dunno wads the prob.. then waited HOPEFULLY for taxi at the new multi storey carpark.. cuz they r renovating n the taxi stand's been taken away temporarily..




bought this.. hahha.. my new water bottle!!!

ok... tml ndp training.. n had to wear tt super ugly purple long sleeve lycra hang ten shirt.. yucks!!

i wan this..

yo yo yo!

went sch for gems test today.. watched a film n had to write a review abt it.. didnt tot tt i wld write much.. but once i started.. my writings just flowed till i reached lyk one n a half page ltr.. hahaha..

aft tt went WCRC with ly yq n xt to meet naidi joyce n ian.. on the way we talked abt our pri n sec sch life.. saying hw last time we always go to sch with the motive of looking at the guys we lyk.. lolol.. n hw we behaves in pri sch.. lololol.. i was a super proud moniteress.. super fierce too.. always writing the names of those hu tok.. lololol.. super funny..

watched them played pool.. didnt really felt lyk joining in.. ate maggi mee.. then in the end decided to join in for a game.. n i was teamed with yq against ly.. lolol.. me n yq today super high lah.. we've been luffing non-stop.. so when we were playing.. we were lyk providing entertainment for the others.. n i dunno y.. everytime i hit a ball in.. my white ball will go in too!! then we kept encouraging ourselves by saying tt the result is not wad matters.. lolol.. then arnd 6+ went home while the others continued.. was feeling abit sick in the place.. full of cigarette smell.. n my throat was getting uncomfortable..

oh yah.. forgot to mention ytd tt maybe we were the fools when we kept luffing at ishi's rolled up socks.. cuz cuz cuz.. we saw bryan wearing rolled up socks too.. hahh.. maybe it's tt HIP HOP TREND u noe.. hahaha.. then me n my sis spotted a shade of red.. if u noe me well enuff.. u noe wad im toking abt.. ahahhaha..

my mp3 getting abit sort sort.. wanted to buy a new one.. but then ltr tot of paying abit more money to get a hp which has gd camera n mp3 functions.. so i can haf it all in one gadget.. =)

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went je to eat with ly they all.. late for econs lecture.. lolol.. saw the mole map.. we were analysing our moles on our face.. xt very cham.. her two moles r not gd.. one is "jian" the other one i forgot.. hahah.. but she got one flial mole.. then i analysed my mole on the side of my chin.. gosh.. it was between wealthy n er.. make the husband prosperous.. come on guys.. find me find me.. wahahahhaha.. so funny. n this mole is lyk at ltr yrs then grow out one.. i guess when i was young.. it wad still too early for me to have money n husband.. so tt mole grow out ltr.. lololol..

went eastpoint lyk super early.. cuz i ran out of acc lecture.. hahaha.. lingered arnd.. wondered arnd.. then decided to go in to the studio to copy the econs notes frm my sis.. went in n saw bryan n emilin.. didnt notice ishi at first.. till i saw the mirror reflection.. i min.. he normally comes ltr.. so didnt expect him to be there..

bryan's dance today was still lyk umm.. sexy.. hahah.. but me n my sis cannot be sexy so we cant feel the dance.. hahahah..

ishi's dance was.. er.. dunno hw to describe.. we had to walk in n do 5 poses b4 walking to our position.. i seriously dunno wad to pose.. so i secretly squat down behind.. i min.. if i squat down quietly.. nobody will noe tt im missing.. ahahhaha..

both me n my sis feel tt the atmosphere was weird today.. i tot tt both of them were lyk nv really notice tt we r there..

HELLO!! IM HERE!!!

n when we wan to pay our fees.. emilin was quite fierce.. so we came out with a conclusion.. maybe they were disappointed tt we didnt go take photos with them aft their production.. wah liao.. lyk tt also must angry.. come lah.. i stand here u al take till u all shuang lah.. my imagination's running wild.. anyway.. it's thursday.. so guys.. it's FLOWER-EAT day!!! dream~~~

my sis' toes damn horny.. kept erecting.. lololol.. she got cramp so her toe kept stucking out.. lololololol.. super funny...

ok.. bye..

i just 2 tops online..


nice.. as in i ordered the top..


super nice!! so cute..


cross back summore.. my luv! =)

hello!!!

gawd.. ian is my only source of indirect link to ECGX.. he got shoes frm acupuncture.. n they r super nice.. the soles r two images of teddy bear.. omg omg omg.. ian when u gng hk again.. help me buy!!!

went pasir ris tuition today.. lolol.. we were trying to find food all the while.. n my cousin got herself a bf!!! didnt really expected tt.. i min.. she was lyk still playing barbie dolls 2 yrs ago n nw she got a bf b4 me.. lolol.. pple changes..

anyway.. got the yrbk lyk FINALLY aft nearly half a yr.. fuck.. wasted 10 bucks.. me n liyan's motive of buying the bk is to see if there's any shuai ge in our sch.. but but.. i tell u.. i flipped the whole bk front n back n front n back.. i found less than lyk 2.. huever says tt buz sch is where all the gd lookings r shld check their eyesight again..

aiyah.. nth to much to say. tml still considering wan to go sch anot.. one hr only.. one hr only leh!!! but tml not gng dance.. cuz on waiting list for hip hop n mtv chnage tcher.. so dun go.. then thurs bk first.. but if got ida on fri then wun go..

hey yo!

went sch super late today.. reach lyk 12.30 when sch starts at 9.. lololol.. ok.. so i skipped lesson.. 12 - 2 is break so i went sch for 2 hrs of study n went home..

bot a necklace online.. frm an sp student.. an sb student summore.. coincidence.. my sis rep us to collect.. lolol..


nice?

anyway.. aft watching evoke n gng to ndp performance.. i've been having this tinkling urge to perform again.. haf been performing lyk since pri 2.. suddenly stop for so long is a bit of torture actually.. so i've decided to try out for studio wu's production nxt yr.. but i dunno wads for nxt yr.. shall see.. hahah..

have been having strange n nice dreams for these 2 days.. actually.. everyday i haf a dream.. n sumtimes they r continued.. lolol.. but luckily all my dreams r super pleasant.. so... I LOVE DREAMING!

hello..

today went for ndp training at the floating stage at marina.. super big.. had great fun there.. with edwin the joker there.. cant possibly dun luff.. lolololol.. saw all those ah bing ge.. disappointment.. i tot they will be lyk very gentleman all those.. lyk very decent yet charming.. but they r no difference frm other guys on the street.. but the marching army r super handsome.. esp those in white uniform.. wah... bai ma wang zi.. lololol.. saw the canons n the rifle shots.. but no fireworks.. returned home at lyk 11pm..

oh.. keep getting scolded jokingly by liu lao shi n the old uncle there.. lolol.. cuz i forgot all the steps n my position.. so i kept running the wrong place.. mr low wanted to knock my head.. n the old uncle said to me "xiao mei arh.. ni hor.. bu yao luan luan pao arh.. ni yi zhi zai na bian xiao lu luan zhuang.." i dun tink xiao lu luan zhuang is used in tt way.. but i get wad he min.. anyway.. i figured out tt xiao lu luan zhuang's direct translation is small deer anyhow bang.. lolololol..

on the train.. n indian lady smiled at me.. n at the pasar malam i went to eat just nw.. i asked for $1 worth of food.. then the gal gave me lyk one whole plastic bag full of it.. n kept looking at me n smile.. then when she gave it to me she winked at me.. i tink i look kind of frenly huh.. y everybody so nice to me? ltr i kind of maybe i look lyk a les.. lolololol.. no lah.. i must haf look really frenly.. tt's y i often get smiles frm pple.. so y tell me y sum pple said tt i look dao???? they say i dun smile i look dao.. but but.. i tink u r super lucky to see me not luffing.. i luff practically every min..

anyway.. forgot to mention ytd at the ishi n emilin part.. where ishi just finished singing.. i suddenly go "kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss".. lolol.. my sis said everyone turned arnd n look here.. wah liao.. the atmosphere was perfect mah..

oh yah.. discovered smth today.. ytd aft georgina n siewling left.. i was telling my sis smth n i told her its my true observation.. not flower eat thinking.. i told her i saw ishi looking at our direction smiling at the end of the show.. i promise im not telling lies.. i turned n saw the first time.. but i didnt blif my eyes.. so i looked a second time n a third time.. n he's still looking.. i really saw.. then today saw georgina.. n she told me she saw too.. i nv told her anything but she told me first.. so it shld be true.. then it was confirmed by siewling.. she also saw!!! omg!! lololol.. wth.. flower eat.. flower eat.. dream.... lololol..

yo.. so went sch today for rwps presentation.. on the train was slapped by liyan for luffing.. yes.. this gal s always slapping me.. ive nv been slapped b4.. n she;s the first.. so ok.. she's just joking.. so nvm.. had the presentation smoothly.. i dunno wad the others r anxious n nervous abt.. i was super calm.. n our grp was praised for being thorough but the presentation slides were too wordy.. see.. i said there's nth to worry abt.. then i was playing with the diskette compartment n was pulling the button in n out.. at the same time saying.. erect, eject, erect, eject.. hahah.. xt they all rolled their eyes at me..

then had ida.. we had to re do the e-restaurant assignment w/o copying the given codes.. damn.. ok.. but it helps me to understand them better.. hahah.. gonaidi took out a glove.. n i told him it looks lyk SM toy.. n he used it to slap me.. wtf.. wad is wrong with the pple today.. y everyone slapping me?? then had our project progress checked.. alan lek said our website doesnt look lyk its selling cds.. n i told him i noe wad he mins.. then he ask if i really noe wad he mins or m i trying to shut him up.. hahaha.. the second one obviously..

then went moberly cafe to eat.. service super slow.. but i tot he food was ok.. but everyone say its disgusting.. pls.. 3.90 for rice, chicken, egg, drinks n ice cream is lyk super worth it.. hahahah.. gonaidi fren joined us.. n i heard frm them tt gonaidi father's called finn or smth lyk tt.. but dunno y he's so agitated whenever we said finn.. crazy..

then went gems.. watched porno cartoon.. lolololol.. then watched dick lee singing abt hokkien vulgarities n government.. starting to lyk film appreciation more n more.. if it is really all abt porno movies.. yeah!! damn high..

then studied for acc.. deon is super lousy at explaining.. but i managed to memorised the steps in 10 minutes.. come on.. im seowhui pple.. went in for acc test.. omg.. i blank.. lolol.. abit stunned by the qns.. but hope can pass..

aft tt.. xt had sum umm.. breakdown.. hope she's alright.. girl.. u haf to learn to let go.. come on.. im single for 18 yrs n i nv shed a tear for tt b4.. lolol. learn to enjoy the benefits of being single.. but anyway.. ur getting more wild as u get more "single".. lol..

then rush to cityhall.. on the train was luffing at edwin n gonaidi.. we were doing the finn thing again.. lolololol.. then practically brisk walk to meet georgina they al.. then we were led to dunno wich part of the earth by my sis.. n then we decided to take taxi to raffles hotel instead.. lolol.. at the hotel.. its another prob.. we dunno where's jubilee hall.. lolol.. but luckily by the time we reach.. the performance havent start..

ok.. bryan n michael's dance was a bit.. hmm.. bryan was gd at his part.. but he looks lyk he's grooving to the music n had no interaction with the other dancers.. n michael looks lyk he's not focused.. caleb looked out of breath.. hmm.. getting old..

then it was ishi n emilin's dance.. wah liao.. disappointment.. i noe ishi's part was small.. but i didnt expect it to be THAT small.. super. small.. came out dance abit.. sing a song.. talk abit.. then fight a bit.. bang! dead.. kwa kwa kwa~~ n emilin kept chi tofu.. lololol.. i wished i cld touch the 6 pacs too!!!

then the last part was the best lah.. super funny.. yutaki act as kia kia.. omg! hilarious.. n the muthu n the ba ge!!! omg.. "i advertised in durex.. i specialised in hard sensation range n the PER-FOR-MANCE range..." LOLOL

then it ended with songs sang by ishi n andy n yutaki..

haf to say tt emilin dance well.. n got one gal.. we were trying to figure out her name.. n the conclusion was sylvin goo i tink.. she dance super super nice.. although she was always the dancers.. but i tink she outshined the leads alrdy.. cool lah!!!

yeah.. damn tired le.. tml still got NDP training.. got sum gd news tt we might get 100 bucks for NDP.. hahah.. n.. WE R SUPER EXCITED FOR SHOPPING!!!!!! =)))))

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ytd went to meet yq they all n got a huge news.. devastating.. but wad can we do ryt?

then went for stats lecture.. dun understand..

then aft tt went imm mac to eat.. everyone ate shrek meal except edwin.. extra.. aft tt still got sum time left.. so we played number games n had to eat fries dipped in mayonnaise+lemontea+currysauce+bbqsauce+lettuce.. wth.. the mayonnaise was super smelly.. everyone felt lyk vomiting.. erk... we tried to trick edwin n he got into our trap.. we tried to trick ian n he was smart.. lololo

then we went back sch for sum parent meeting briefing.. saw zachary on the bus.. he gng back to sch.. chatted abit.. then saw snake skin outside our sch.. n we tried to track the snake down.. was very big.. cuz the track n the skin looks lyk the snake was as thick as a pipe.. ooh.. scary.. i cldnt go help out for parent meeting session cuz sat got ndp training.. n then.. wth.. i found out tt i allocated the task of looking aft food.. wah liao.. wasted wasted..

then went with ian n gonaidi n my sis to dover npp to let gonaidi report his loss of admin card n ez link.. had to wait half n hr b4 reporting.. so we went coffeeshop to sit.. then went back aft half n hr.. another person havent finish.. so we stand outside n my sis tried to look in.. then i told her tt the pple look outside n she will look very idiotic. hahaha.. went in finally.. aft nearly n hr.. n gonaidi reported. haha.. the police actually quite gd looking loh.. ooh...

then went to meet georgina n went dance.. b4 dance drank mushrm soup at secret recipe n smth made me happy.. georgina said tt i am her best fren.. i min although we always lyk go out often.. n do things tt u noe is enuff to make u a fren of sumone.. but then to be able to hear it frm their mouths is lyk super gd.. =)

ytd dance super hard lah.. n abit weird.. as in the dance n the atmosphere.. lyk no dancing feel.. lololol.. n when ishi pulled up his pants me n my sis luffed out... cuz we both totally cannot stand his very high socks.. lolol.. n rolled down summore.. wth.. actually i told them this a few times alrdy.. but when my sis actually saw it ytd.. she luffed out damn loud.. hahah.. n ishi tot we were too excited for the dance.. lololol.. feroz dance got a new family-mother,sister n small didi.. the small didi damn cute lah.. lolololol.. funy.. i looked at him n kept forgetting my steps.. so comical.. lololol

tml got acc test.. wah liao.. sucks lyk hell..

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have you seen a japanese ghost speak hokkien??



nippon gui gong hokkien leh.. wth!!!



i just saw today.. i dunno whether to luff or cry..



"anata.. ni deng lai liao.."(anata.. u came back..)

yo!!!

im so determined to change my style this time.. im gng to buy lots of new n nice clothes.. yeah!!

today at ida was super bored lah.. i was near dozing off alrdy.. but tt tcher had to wake me up by asking me qns..

then it was acc lecture.. i was busy copying acc notes.. lololol..

then went imm to eat.. on the bus heard a grp of guys listening love me or hate me.. tt song so cute.. then was chatting with them when i saw sumone waving at me at the corner of my eyes.. n then i spot lizhen on the bus.. i was so cocked eyed not to see her immediately.. lololol.. then i chatted abit with her.. she arh.. naughty gal.. pon sch to go kbox.. pepper lunch.. yeah.. nice..

went back for stats.. just lyk tt loh..

nw having abit of dilemma dunno wad to buy.. lololol..

hello!!!!

my voice is still on n off.. hahha.. i speak to customers lyk a frog croaking..

this morning my sis suddenly told me tt she found out she can store lyrics on her ipod.. so i asked her if she;s gng to singalong on the road.. n then started doing the bounce while singing.. lololol..

babies r super cute.. when this angmoh baby was super tickled by his father massaging his shoulder.. he kept luffing n luffing n luffing.. ok.. more lyk chuckling.. super super super cute!

the auntie very nice.. bought me smth to eat when she went for break..

just nw almost lost my phone.. went back to yishun to find.. hahha..

wantedd to call my sis just nw n let her listen to her own singing.. cuz this little boy was singing on th tv n he totally cant hit the key.. so i tot.. "ok tt sounds lyk mei mei" so wantd to call her n let her listen.. but he ended b4 she picked up..lolol..

my sis told me smth really funny.. she said tt when brandon saw her neoprints.. he went "mei shen me hao kan de.." (nth much to see) WTH!!! my sis very poor thing.. got luffed at by me n liyan.. nw got despised by her own nephew.. wtf.. lolol..

hahhaha.. i must haf looked very tall..

was sick these few days.. still having blocked nose nw n then.. was alrdy sick lyk on mon.. then went for dance on wed n was standing right in front of the air con.. n i had a fever immediately tt night.. hahahah.. cool.. nw still abit blur.. hahahah..

but i wun give up dance.. hahah.. getting to lyk dance more n more.. yeah!

went for work today.. the auntie all very nice.. keep sneaking things for me to eat.. hahah..

got this little girl hu said thank you n buhbyeee~~ to me.. so cool.. the way she speaks.. hahahah

aft tt went home n fed brandon dinner.. fed him till he kind of got blur n fell aslp.. so funny..

ok.. shall not tok much. i guess i guess i guess guess guess is having my favourite topic nw.. 6 pacs.. omg!!! 5 f**king 6 pac-ers to see!!!!

BYE!

yo yo yo!!!

i shall declare wed n thurs as my "flower-eat" days.. lololol..

yes yes yes..

went my auntie's hse to give joel tuition.. got to noe tt his results improved frm 40+ to the recent 70.. im so glad!!! yeah.. treated him fries.. lolololol. i noe he can do it lah.. pls.. with me anything is possible!!

bryan's dance very reggae ahhahaha.. n.. dunno hw to describe lah..

ishi had body contact with me.. lolol.. no lah.. he grabbed my arm n pulled me to the front row only.. yes.. i dance at the front row today.. but i was at the extreme side n i totally no space to move.. grrr.. he's eyes r super super small k!!! big achievement!! to have eyes smaller than me.. loolol.. dun worry.. i understand tt feelings.. but damn funny.. cuz eveyrtime i watch my sis dance.. I CANT STOP LUFFING!!! lolol.. n there's a dance step tt's lyk praying for the rain.. n my sis invented the "where's my durian where's my durian" thing.. lololol..

on the train toked alot.. me n georgina both agreed tt ishi seemed to be paying more attention to us recently.. n we both got a feeling tt he's trying to get us to go to the front to dance.. i tink cuz we've been hiding behind for too long.. lolololol.. georgina said she saw his hands trembling.. haiz.. i tink he must be too nervous cuz im too near him.. lolololol.. hey.. it's "flower-eat" day!!

fuck.. i really cant stand it alrdy.. if u guys wanna be angry with them.. go ahead.. but pls dun involved me.. i cant be angry with them.. CUZ THEY NV AGITATE ME! cant u understand?

i cant stand it anymore.. y r u letting this stupid thing affecting our r/s so much.. u nv listen when i try to help u understand.. u only wan to make me hate them.. I CANT I CANT I CANT!

wads the prob with u guys?? u dunno hw bad i felt stuck in the middle.. i wan to cry.. i wan to scream.. but i cant do tt.. i can only do it quietly in the bathrm..

bcuz of this stupid thing.. u r getting so impatient with me.. getting angry whenever this topic is touched on.. u've changed.. ur so scary nw.. i dun recognise u anymore..

we cant communicate anymore..

when i tried to share my happiness with others.. u said im trying to boast.. when i share it with u instead.. u ignored me..

when i tried to make u understand.. u said i dun care for u anymore.. n get all agitated.. hw m i even supposed to tok to u anymore?

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?

y cant u just ignore wad they r saying? if they said smth wrong.. tt's their prob.. not urs.. do u haf to refer them as "those pple"?? for fuck sake.. they r ur relatives..!!!!!

u made me so down all the time.. but i still haf to put on a brave front.. maybe mei mei may cope with it.. BUT I CANT!

u knew very well tt i HATE pple to quarrel.. u know it very well.. but y r u doing this to me nw?

i've been tinkg of writing this a long time ago.. but i kept trying to control myself.. i tell myself tt this is not permanent.. everything will change.. i cant do tt nw.. i nid sumwhere to vent.. i noe u wun get to read this.. i really dun care..

i am so so so gonna sit outside JUICE to try my luck to see if i can run into EDISON "accidentally".. LOL!!! one photo is all it takes.. pls.. GOD!!!

lalalal.. im super happy.. cuz i tink i found ECGX's frenster acc.. not 100% sure.. but at least 70%.. gonna try all the possibilities.. hhahahah

seriously.. im so cute!!!

JUST JOKING!! lol..

i tink im suffering frm hyperactive.. there's only 3 possibilities y im not sure..

1) my mother didnt bother to send me to the doctor..

2) my mother sent me for checkup but refused to accept the fact..

3) my mother sent me for checkup n accepted the fact but dun wan to tell me..

haiz.. im sick..

sian sian sian..

im running out of jokes to tell..

just borrowed another 4 storybks to read.. yeah. got smth to do..

oh yah oh yah.. guess wad.. i just went to check my bank balance.. im left with 25 bucks.. WTH!!! where did all my money went to? i nv buy things eh... i tink it went into my stomach most probably..

aiyah.. y m i crapping here? i havent touch my e learning work at all..

bye-bicycle... kon kon~~

yeah yeah yeah!

ok.. so went for my "first" day of work.. not bad.. much much easier then my giant work.. all the aunties r so nice to me.. hahah... n i got to play with my dream weighing machine which will print the price tag out!!!

n there was tis auntie asking me is the sausages moving? n my instant tot was.. huh? wth u toking abt? then aft tt.. i kind of tot to myself tt so nw i assume tt she's seeing sausages dancing arnd me.. but actually she's asking if the sausages r selling..

n i seem to be selling ham n bacon more than promoting my sausages.. lololol

n.. at je interchnage waiting for bus.. i saw this guy whom i liked b4.. n he looks lyk edison lah.. so i nicknamed him edison last time.. so i was calling home n i looked arnd n saw him looking at me.. my eyes immediately widened.. n we stared at each other for quite a distance.. then i suddenly rmb tt hey.. im STARING at him.. so i quickly looked away. LOL!!!

yeah.. my sis n mom also went promoting at carrefour at ps.. n my sis is lyk complaining her work.. lololololol..

i tink i look damn pretty here.. =)

wad? cant even fantasize abit arh?






well.. was being real sick today.. lololol.. ok.. nvm.. even eating sausages become a porno thing..

bryan's dance a tad too difficult.. but ishi one was nice.. but overall.. i lyk.. =)

n n n.. ishi smiled at us.. hahahah.. ok.. am being flower-eat again..

yo yo yo!!

i today very zi high.. keep luffing at my own jokes..

oh yah... i lost the bet during econs.. wth.. my guess was the furthest frm the correct ans.. so i haf to treat them drinks.. we were guessing how many time the tcher will say "right".. lolol..

mmwd damn funny.. had sum probs with my flash prog.. so ask the tcher n he came n told me cuz my txtbox not big enuff .. but he kept saying "ur thing not big enuff.. ur thing nt big enuff.." wtf... i kept luffing lah... then aft tt ian also got the same prob as me.. then i told him.. eh ur thing nt big enuff.. go enlarge.. wth!!! super funny.. then i kept pressurizing yq cuz she damn slow.. n she was lyk alamak illitating(irritating) sia.. go away lah.. then i sang "nobody wans to see us together.." to her.. n the whole row started singing it.. hahaha.. damn high..

then aft tt went jp with xt n yq to shop for xt's mother present.. wah.. she hoh............ walk one whole round n she still cldnt make up her mind.. our bags damn heavy lah. in the end she settled on bird nest..

i saw an adidas baby shoe damn cute.. is super bright colours.. lyk orange n yellow.. n i wan to buy but dun haf my size.. aft tt i saw the adult version.. i super wan to buy... but my mum say aft moving hse first.. ok loh..

oh.. anyway... i got back my job!!!! im gng yishun cold storage this time to sell sausages.. n it will be much easier than giant work.. so yeah!!! my dance fee taken care of again.. my 3000 bucks is getting nearer n nearer!!! =)))

yo-hooo!!!

saw this super super big lizard in sch n i jumped all the way.. damn disgusting.. then saw parts of a dead caterpillar tt we just saw crawling the other day...

went westmall to eat during break.. aft on the mrt platform.. liyan say wan to climb the hill opp of the mrt station.. then i suggest tt we wear spiderman costumes.. we surely hit the headline.. then liyan say i shld be the mary jane.. then yan qing say liyan shall be the spiderman.. lololol.. so nw u all noe hu spiderman lyk.. spiderman lyk seowhui.. wahahah..

went back n saw another caterpillar.. fuck.. y m i seeing disgusting things today..

anyway... aiyah.. i dunno hw to say.. forget it..

went sch ytd for rwps.. erm.. quite smooth..

then it was IDA.. wth.. i was saying liyan n kin man then she go shout to the tcher tt i lyk him.. i heard frm her ltr tt the tcher was abit embarassed.. wth lah.. then aft tt.. me n xt were saying our own private joke n he was beside teaching pple things... then he kept toking to himself n stuffs.. i heard ltr is tt he was saying tt he heard our joke n then nobody was luffing n its not funny n stuffs lyk tt.. so i turned n asked xt if he's toking to himself. i guessed i toked abit loud.. n he replied tt yes he was toking to himself.. gosh.. he's mad..

then aft xt bf drove us to holland v for lunch.. cool lah.. lolol.. then drove us back for GEMS.. watched the last part of the porn movie.. did presentation n watched a short japanese horror show.. if u count the ghost as just a gal with green light coming below as horror.. then hahah.. tt's horror to u.. but i was yawning away... i was still anticipating for smth scary.. wtf..

went to bukit panjang with xt n ly.. they told me got one bus take an hr to clementi.. so i took it.. anyway.. i was meeting jiali one hr ltr at clementi wad.. so i took n it only took half n hr to reach.. so i spent the nxt half n hr loitering arnd.. lool.. met n brot her to eat the es teler chicken set.. she also got hooked.. lolol.. walked arnd n we were so determine to buy smth.. in the end cant find.. ok to cut short.. we walked alot.. ate nydc ltr.. went home with empty hands but super full stomach.. lolol..

today went my auntie's hse... taught tuition.. then went pasir ris park.. wantd to blade but blade renting shop... so sat n drink while the kids go for pony rides.. brandon ride pony n he looked comical.. llolol... the helmet fitted his head just right tooo.. tell u he's a dua tou.. lololol..

then went home n ate a very sumptious steamboat.. super nice.... lololol... n damien tickled the fish with me lolol.. n he kissed me gdbye..

went home n celebrated my father's bdae.. ummm... simply..

im a happy girl today!!! =)))))

"I ATTRACTED HIM!
I ATTRACTED HIM!
I ATTRACTED HIM!

next target: BRYAN BRYAN BRYAN

hair: POM POM POM (perm)"

hahaha.. georgina predicted tt i;ll type this.. so i shall make it come true.. =)

yo!

im super happy today.. cuz i got called up to dance in front of the class today.. wahahah.. tt mins my hip hop skills r improving.. tt mins im getting nearer n nearer to my superstar dream.. lolol

at first ishi came to the back (which he dun usually come) n pointed at our direction.. so i was lyk "hu?" then everybody say is not them.. so when he started the music n then he was lyk "eh.. got one person missing.." then he came over and looked at us then pointed at our direction n said the gal in white.. but the gal beside me also in white.. so i was lyk "me arh?" n gave him the very very shock kind of expression.. then he said yes.. then i really shocked!!! so ok loh.. i was damn nervous n i screwed up at the last bit.. lolololol.. but nevertheless i was damn happy.. =)

yo!

today was super funny..

went with liyan cuz the other 2 r late.. econs tcher called gonaidi 'ladies' lololol!!!

went for lunch.. n we were discusiing abt teenagers getting pregnant n whther we wld do an abortion... i was strongly against it but the other were for it.. then we decided to test out the guys' reaction.. 2 out of 3 will asked if the child is theirs.. while only one will only ask if she is confirmed she's pregnant.. omg.. how cruel can guys get.... gonaidi is so lack of creativity n imagination.. kept asking him 'what if' n he kept saying 'no if'.. then i was lyk 'ok lah.. i sacrifice myself.. eh.. i pregnant nw.. wad will u do?' n everyone was so shocked.. i dunno y... lololol.. then our topic changed to asking things lyk IQ qns n lame questions.. n i kept insisting i am damn clever.. lolol..

oh.. there was this qn.. the cow is facing south.. where is the tail facing? n i said north.. but the ans is facing down.. then i go say 'aiyah.. the cow is looking for sex' i tink im very sick..

then econs lecture n they were estimating how many 'ya' can the lecturer say in one hr.. ans: 217 'ya's.. wtf... more than wad i can say in one day..

rwps were damn funny.. the 4 of us pretending to discuss.. but actually we were toking abt all these sick stuffs.. lolol.. actually is i toking then they luffed.. then we tried to imitate all of our tchers.. i tell u... when the 4 of us get together.. we can do the most boring stuff n yet luff lyk crazy.. lololol..

then mmwd.. hah.. the tcher damn lame.. i gt nth to say.. he penalised us for the smallest smallest detail.. irritating lah!!!

so many things to say but first.. let me vent my anger for awhile..

how dare they leave me out... omg.. i noe this photo was taken lyk 2 yrs ago.. n i've seen it a thousand times.. but but.. i nw then wan to angry can anot? hao si bu si... they all wan to leave while i was bathing.. so they took it without me.. wth.. but then.. i guess i can forgive them for including my elmo in.. which.. i shall insist tt it represents me.. hahaha..

ok.. enuff.. on to alot of news tt i just received today..

my hk/tw trip will have to postpone again.. cuz nw they nid the money for the renovation of 2 hses.. argh!!! i dun wan to mmove hse lah...

n it;s nt lyk just a few months or wad.. it's 2 yrs k.... nxt yr i haf to prepare for my exam.. so it's lyk nxt nxt yr then can go.. wth.... but then... aiyah.. when did i prepare for exams b4??? so might haf hope..

my father finally allowed me to travel on my own without them.. as in go with a grp of frens.. im gathering travelling khakis nw.. hahah.. wanted to go hk or tw.. or maybe genting lah.. but but.. my mother is the prob nw.. she dun allow..

n.. my target of the money im gng to save for the trip shall increase to 3000 bucks.. yes... i shall bring back lyk a LV bag in 2 yrs time.. not.. nt a fan of tt..

having lyk super super high expectations for my new hses nw tt i;ve to sacrifice my trip for them... they better be pretty..

i guess tt's all.. hahah..

hello!!!

kept luffing today i dunno.. feel very ticklish today lolol.. xt asked me wads lizard in hokkien... n i told her bei ho.. lololol.. then i kept luffing.. then blame them for making me luff.. hahahah

went dance.. n i concentrated on my body movements today cuz i got to look at the mirror.. lolol.. yeah.. luffed in ishi's class cuz i paired up with my sis n i tink her dancing is real funny.. so we kept luffing.. then the auntie saw us luffed n luffed too.. then i tink ishi saw us luffing n he joined in too.. lolol... laughing can spread so far..

yo!!!

had an eventful wkend..

sat went imm with my cousin.. it's kind of amazing tt i suddenly rmb tt we didnt really tok b4 she was married.. my memories of her b4 were the girl hu always come to our hse n quarrel with her bf over the phone.. n then cry n throw the phone arnd.. kind of scared of her last time.. but nw tt she's married n she brings brandon n damien over wkly.. we got kinda close.. as in we wld discuss fashion n the naughty things tt my two nephews do.. so funny.. n she wld constantly ask me out if im free..

human relationships r really amazing how they can change so much because smth happened..

sun went church service.. was so glad i was back... tho i cld sense sum awkwardness between me n celine.. but i was determined not to let it affect me.. n i cld really really sense HIS presence so strongly.. tt during worshipping i was trying to control my tears frm flowing.. so glad tt HE touched my heart again n again.. n im determined to go back every sunday.. i dun wan to backslide anymore..

then took taxi back to my neighbourhood for house viewing.. i paid the taxi fare with nets.. lyk so cool.. n i had to pay extra charges.. so the total was lyk 21.70 bucks.. wah.. heart pain.. anyway.. my family wan to buy a hse nearby n move there while my old hse gets renovated.. then they will rent one of the hse out for extra income.. nt bad.. but then not as convenient as my old hse.. even tho just few blks away.. then went for dinner at west coast.. had crab n stuffs.. super nice.. to celebrate my sis, my father's bdae n mother's day.. wahahha.. i noe.. we always lyk to celebrate everything together.. toking abt bdae.. im so angry lah.. my mother nv gimme the 50 bucks tt she will always give us for our bdae.. then she gave my sis.. n i saw it.. so i complained to her.. n then she realised.. then she took the 50 bucks she was abt to give my sis to me.. wah liao.. so insincere loh.. lololol.. nvm! then when we reached home tt night the hse was sold.. kwa kwa~~

monday went sch n i really tink the ida tcher is pin pointing me.. he rmbs tt i said tt his lesson was boring.. then he made me ans qns.. i was called to ans qns in his class everytime.. then aft class.. i said boring again n he heard.. but this time not his subject.. is accounting.. hahahah.. so he was lyk accounting boring meh?

n today shazzman is very very bad.. he kept coming over n ask me if im free today.. cuz gonaidi wan to ask me out.. n i said not free.. then he was lyk.. tml leh? not free.. then the day aft lah.. not free.. then he was lyk.. dun lyk tt lah.. wah liao.. funny arh...... hahah..

then aft sch went to queue for angela chang's ticket.. lyk super lots of pple.. n i kinda of dun wan to queue alrdy.. cuz it's not worth it for one pathetic cca point.. yes.. i go for cca point.. NOT her! then this indian guy frm SPSU suddenyl shouted as us saying tt y r we still queuing cuz the tickets r all given out.. nobody blif him of cuz... cuz he was not wearing an SPSU tshirt or lanyard.. until this gal wearing the SPSU shirt confirmed tt the tickets r finished then we left.. lolol.. nvm lah.. tink we'll just go photocopy n try our luck.. hhahahaha

so ytd one of my neighbour wanted to sell his hse.. n as we r kinda of related with each other.. we got the hse easily.. n can u believe it.. its the same blk as our old hse.. n worse.. it's the same floor.. just two hses away.. wah liao.. i tink my life getting cooler n cooler.. nxt time cum my hse play hide n seek.. confirm wun get caught..

i just finish this bk.. its really nice loh.. it toks abt this true story of the author n her childhood being ruined by a monstrous dad.. he abused her sexually n physically.. tinkg tt her mother will protect her.. she told her but her mother just kept quiet cuz she was too desperate to keep the man.. so she was abused till one day she got pregnant.. so the doctor found out n gave her an abortion which made her unable to conceive anymore.. her father was sent to jail for 4 yrs.. n frm then onwards.. pple just stare at her differently.. everyone tot tt she allowed her father to do those things to her n when she got pregnant.. she kinda turned the table arnd n accused her father of raping her.. only the judge n a few others were nice to her.. the judge told her tt it was not her fault.. n tt pple r gng to blame her but she shld not blame herself for anything.. as she grew up.. she tried to hide the truth by creating another "herself".. even at her mother's deathbed.. she still tried to believe tt her mother did try to protect n love her n might even ask for her forgiveness.. but obviously she didnt..

when i read this story.. i was tinkg how can this mother be so selfish.. yet the daughter cld still love her so unconditionally.. hoping tt one day she will take her away frm her dad.. but obviously the mother loved the father more than her own daughter.. it's a real nice story to read..

ok... nth more to say.. i tink i post long enuf.. hahah..

im gng to lose my job soon.. urgh!

super cute!! =))

sat really enjoyed myself.. tho its just at home only... but i got to feed damien campbelle soup n his dinner.. then carry him as if he;s my own child.. hahah.. so cute... when he put his head on my shoulder to slp.. gawd.. i wan to haf a child of my own nw... but im scared of the pain.. so i tink i'll adopt.. but then not lyk ur own child.. ahhh.. i tink too much..

went kranji camp on sunday for ndp rehearsals.. everything was gng fine..

monday ida lesson was torture.. the tcher pin point me n ly.. i just came in lyk a few mins n im called up to ans qns.. luckily its a simple html qns.. n i gave him very straightforward ans.. abit lyk tinkg.. y the hell r u asking me these kind of stupid qns.. lol.. then he made me n ly write a chunk of code without any reference.. but luckily we rmb a bit.. hahah.. actually.. he's not tt bad.. just playing with us only..

today my sis damn funny.. her gum swollen she need to visit the dentist.. n i was joking abt her teeth.. n doing tt short tongue kind of talking.. so funny.. i luffed until stomach pain.. lolol..

then we had a super private joke.. omg.. we damn lame to be joking abt farting..

yo pple!!

went kraniji camp for ndp rehearsal.. quite ok.. rmb the steps liao.. hahahhaha..

"After accounting lecutre....
Seow hui: Hey mushroom!
Edwin:wa lao ,pls dun call me mushroom
Seow hui:(laughing engine started)

Outside lecture hall.....
Seow hui :你怎么舍得让我的泪流下来。
Edwin: wa lao seow hui siao liao!
Seow hui: ok 该分手了 !
*music start*
Seow hui:至到分手后你不难过，你比从前快乐.
Edwin:Omg sjb!

Outside school......
Seow hui:Edwin i still haven sing finish!
Edwin:ok lor then u sing
Seow hui:(Blah blah blah a English song)
Edwin: like that onli ar.. Continue la..
Seow hui: i onli know that part."

-adapted frm edwin's blog.. lolol.. tt eng song is actually "nobody wans to see us together.." lolol..

i read myself i also cannot stop luffing.. i cant blif i was this crazy.. lolol..

went dance today.. nxt wk teaching cap dance.. i so wanna go.. but haf to go buy a cap.. ahhhh!!

tml gng ECP blading.. oooh!!!!! =))))

yo!!!

today nv go sch.. lololol.. cannot wake up.. even tho sch starts at lyk 11am.. lol.. summore one hr of lecture only.. go lyk waste my beautiful slp.. lolol.. so meet my sis at je then took bus to imm to eat pepper lunch.. i die die must eat.. cuz tt day go out with georgina they all.. they dun lemme eat.. woah.. finally eat.. n im super happy.. lololol..

took bus to clementi to meet georgina.. took train to tanjong pagar to go dance.. today dance hoh.. lolol.. all the steps super weird.. n i kept tinkg if they r really teaching dance steps.. cuz.. aiyha.. super weird lah.. dunno how to describe.. n today ishi's class lyk very few pple.. so feel very weird.. cuz u can see urself in the mirror.. n the girl in front of me.. dunno y.. kept moving backwards.. till i nearly step on pple's bags..

feroze one is nice today.. lolol.. at least i didnt really strained my butt.. ok.. i did.. but it wasnt tt pain.. its floorworks again.. he always adds floorworks into his dance.. n then we have to shake at very weird points.. hahah.. n i kept exaggerating it..

bought the production tickets.. 30 bucks.. ohh.. heart pain.. lololol..

tml is at simei.. n it's only me n my sis gng.. gonna feel so weird.. but i really lyk the lessons there.. so shall see how it is lah..

tml sch starts at 12pm.. i hope i wun continue slping again.. n we're learning flash.. im super excited.. tues when i made my very very first flash.. i was super happy to see the object moving!!! lololol.. n deon showed me this flash tt he made with the work f-u-c-k.. n the teacher kept telling him to read the txtbk n do according to it.. then i asked him y he dun show the teacher the flash he made.. he said cannot.. lololol.. coward lah!!!

got this very very huge desire to go back to church again.. so i predict tt i shall quit my job in june.. shall go church this sunday!!! pray!!!

oh yah oh yah.. TDE got gold!!! celebrate!!!!!! omg!! didnt disappoint us!! yes!!

anyway...



my nephews pics coming up tml!! =)

yo!my sakes were kind of weird last wk.. sat had 13 packets n sun had 55 packets.. woooooooot!!! my lowest n highest results... llolol..

went for ndp training on sun aft work.. brought pris n chii hian along too.. they joining.. n we did the formation.. its just running arnd.. lolol..

ytd first day of sch.. so cool!! ok.. not very cool.. quite boring.. 8 new pple joined our class.. n its not lyk there r shuai ge or mei nu.. so... boring.. then pon lecture to go syf.. damn cool.. tde improved alot since the last time tt we saw them.. n then the most impt part is aft tde.. its another sch.. n the dance is super funny.. it started with pple in mongolian type of costumes.. then nearing the back.. sum gals wearing chang e costumes came out with their fans.. n the backdrop is lyk a snow mountain.. n then the dance ends with a singapore flag coming out behind the mountain.. can u tell me wtf r they trying to do????? but when the singapore flag is raised everyone just luffed..

then went back for half n hr os briefing.. then went mac with liyan.. finally conquered my mcscpicy.. drank two cups of ice lemon tea.. yes.. it's tt hot!! waited for one n a half hr for the others to arrive.. n i was observing this grp of pple whom i tink is very.. erm.. special.. its started out with a grp of secondary sch student.. then a grp of pri sch students came in n they behaved lyk ah bengs n ah lian.. then one of the sec sch pple go tok to one pri sch student.. n then they clicked.. n gathered in one big grp.. then sum ite ah bengs came in n one sec sch student go tok to one of them.. n they clicked! omg.. hw fast their network expands.. loolol.. quite amusing lah..


then they all reached n we went orchard to shop.. lizhen told us the whole story n wow.. it's damn high.. lololol.. no lah.. noticed tt she's a bit moody n lyk not really in the situation all the time.. just hope tt this incident doesnt affect her much.. n yo!!! u n jackson will be closer n closer one!!! =)

todsay went sch for 2nd day.. wan to die.. break went guild to play bowling... duh.. really quite boring lah... since alot of pple disappear le.. haiz...

hope tt tml is a better day!!! =)))

bought these ytd.. lolol..




got studs.. so nice!


i luv the mouse!!


my sis bought this cuz she say it makes her look smart.. lolol..

yo!

im super happy today.. cuz i went shopping..!!! bot 2 tops.. n im super happy.. lolol..

work tmllllll.. prata again!

yo!


today dance was crazy.. wahahhaha.. all of us were gng crazy over bryan n ishi.. erm.. actually it's Me gng crazy over them.. kept telling the siewling n goerigna n my sis tt they lyk me.. lolol.. i tink im really super hua chi!

hello!!!

today woke up n went to somerset to meet edwin.. then went to somerset mrt to meet naidi jasmine n ian.. then went cineleisure's suki sushi to eat.. my sis came.. wah... damn filling.. we kept crapping agin.. lolol..

then went tanjong pagar to meet siewling.. then went for dance.. today super tired.. i tink cuz we too full alrdy.. n must do crunches.. lolol.. feroze class damn tiring.. got floorwork.. everytime i go his class.. my butt muscles will strain.. lololol..

anyway.. i've saved 610 bucks for my trip alrdy.. n im super happy n proud of myself.. wahahha..