some pple just suck n they do not realise it..
wads the use of apologising over n over again when u noe tt u're gonna do it again..
if u tink tt u r absolutely correct in doing smth..
then for fuck sake..
go ahead n do it..
i dun gif a damn!
im in sucha bad mood today..
in fact,.. not only today.. for many days alrdy..
guess it's due to seeing so many couples on the street..
im just plain envy.. too envious of them..
y r they all lyk so sweet?
im so prone to crying nowadays..
my tears just run down when i feel lyk it..
i dun stop them too.. i dunno y..
even if it's in front of my parents..
i dun gif a damn too..
i seriously nid a destress..
i nid to run away..
to a place free of problems..
relationships.. studies.. money.. families..
wadever!!!!
STOP DREAMING!!!!
i wished tt he hadnt say tt stuff tt day..
i wished tt he had say tt he is willing to wait for me..
i might just suddenly change my mind n say "yes"..
but hu noes it'll end up lyk this..
anyway.. it shows his true feelings too..
it could have been so beautiful..
it could have been so wonderful..
it could have been just perfect..
nth but a dream in a dream..
a nightmare i guess..
a sweet one..
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa..
(I'm climbing up step by step..)
it's gonna take so long n hardwork to forget u..
i dun even noe whether i can do it..
but..... heck~
