back to blogging again!!!
yay!!!
my parents went genting today..
i only got to noe when they sms me when i was having medical check up..
so bad.. nv bring us along..
but i guess we get allowance for this??
lolololol..
i will force money out of their pocket..
alot of things happened these few days..
today had lit n we were watching grp 1 doing their act..
but me n amanda were lying on the floor n playing wid our legs..
lololololol..
we were observing socks..
mine was a "love"ly socks..
hers was kappa one..
lolololol..
shaorong acting damn gd..
the only one tt keeps making us luff..
then aft sch had eng oral..
as usual..
tt dumbass ryan always got smth to do to me..
grrrrrrrrrr..
cant even sit in peace..
i guess i must haf been damn lucky..
cuz jus as i was going to start..
mrs chng had to go for an important meeting wid the principal..
she said tt it mite be a gd news for me..
which actually is..
then she wished me gd luck n asked me to relax..
sumtimes i feel tt she can be quite a nice lady too.. =D
i got ms chng..
during one qns.. i got stuck..
then she also got stuck at the qns tt she going to ask nxt..
then we were luffing..
oh wadever..
fake lufter.. actually..
when going home..
jiali said tt lawrence called amanda to ask abt her internal bleeding..
then she said tt i make it sound lyk a very big thing..
i dun feel gd abt it..
so i kept quiet..
i min.. im trying to show concern..
but u all tink tt im exaggerating..
fine laaaaaaaaaa...
when i was bathing..
i really felt lyk breaking down n cry...
again........
but i held back... hmmm...
hmmmmmm...
"if a person really loves another person alot.. the feeling will nv decrease.."
the person hu said this quote was the one hu proved it wrong..
hmmmmmmmmm..
i dunno hu to trust nw..
i hate going schs nowadays..
i cant even concentrate in classes..
i hafta luff along wid my frens..
show them tt im alright..
but deep down.. im damn hurt..
but as i said..
i dun lyk to open up..
jiali wans me to open up more..
but i tink i failed her..
sorry..
i tink im more comfortable wid not telling my problems out..
i just felt lyk screaming at everybody..
haiz....
wadever happened to me???
im tinking of canceling the movie thing..
i min.. he dun sound willing..
n i dun really wans it anymore..
wads the point??
wadever..
i shall not ask him anymore things..
i beta keep my phone in control..
i dun wan to msg him anymore..
i quite lyk jennifer lopez n fat joe's hold u down..
very sweet..
the background music sounds lyk fairytale..
lolololool..
"Just gimme one more day..
Gimme another night..
I need a second chance..
This time i'll get it right..
I say it one last time..
I gotta let you noe..
I've gotta change your mind..
I'll never let you go.."
New Order-Krafty!!!!
