he say i seemed sad..
do i??
but then again..
hu is he to care????
alot of things went thru my mind ytd nite..
so much tt it even scares me..
they haunt me thruout the nite..
i cant even slp peacefully..
i've been tinking alot lately..
nw im started to wonder if ryan's speaking the truth when he say tt i've got white hair..
it's lyk.. how did i end up in such a mess???
we started out as strangers..
i dun even noe his existance in sch..
till tt day i suddenly see his name in my friendster list..
then we chatted..
suddenly.. alot..
until one day he told me tt he lyk me..
i struggled alot since then..
anyway.. it's not easy moving on frm a 2 yr stupid craze over a guy..
nw it's lyk the roles have changed..
im the one under mental torture nw..
anyway..
i've sent him back the msg tt he once sent me..
the msg tt i once treasured so much..
he's outta my head nw.. i hope so.......
When I look at what my life's becoming to..
I'm all about loving you~~
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anyway.. on to serious stuffs..
i'm becoming a tutor.. hehh..
teaching a p4 or p3 kid..
my cousin actually..
$40 per month.. not bad huh??
subject? maths.. lol.. my lousiest subject..
but pri work should be no problem for me??
i hope so tooooooo..
What have I done?
You seem to move on easy..~~
