this wld be my third time writing this blog post..
my com keeps failing me..
wadever!!!
had eng n chi papers for the last 2 days..
it was ok i guess..
im quite happy today..
cuz i finally realised smth..
i told him tt i dun wan to watch movie alrdy..
so he asked me y..
i told him to concentrate on his studies n work..
i dun wan to bother him..
guess wads his reply..
"oh.. ok.. sorry abt tt.."
lyk wth..
at least he cld haf tell me tt im not botherling him..
he did not even stop me frm cancelling the thing or smth..
tt's when i realised how worthless i am in his eyes..
n how i've been loving him in vain..
i suddenly tot of "collide" by howie day..
"even the best fall down sometimes.."
i guess life isnt a breeze..
i've gotta accept defeat sometimes..
face it bravely.. seowhui..
u can do it! =D
isaac told me smth tt i tot was quite true..
he say tt god will only send u someone when u r happy wid god..
i guess he's right..
yepx..
so now i can just concentrate on fulfilling my promise wid god..
tt is.. no bf until aft my o lvl..
mabbe even longer..
i dunno......
depends.. until the day tt im happy wid god..
anyway.. my phone line has been terminated..
so i'll not be using tt line anymore..
i can sense new hp coming my way!!!!
but i still lyk my 3100..
it's full of memories n memories n memories..
lololololol..
it's mothers' day tis sunday..
i havent buy anything for my mother yet..
gonna ask my sister n see whether she wans to go out tml to shop for smth..
anyway.. i've got a new name..
im ah seow.. lolol..
gary's ah soh..
amanda n lizhen are ah li (ali)..
but i prefer to call lizhen ah wee..
nicer lah..
n amanda mandy!!
tml's 2.4km run..
hope i can really pass this time!!!!
gonna run wid maimunah n we'll encourage each other!!
go mai.. go mai!!!
go seowhui.. go seowhui!!!
anyway.. just got news today tt TDE will be perfoming in esplanade during national day..
yay!!!!! finally got the chance to fulfil my dream!!!
hehe!!!
It's all about you.........??
It's nothing more about you..~~~
