omg.. tt's so great nw.... i was the one hu asked my frens out to countdown.. n nw im the one backing out.. how great can tt be??? i m so fucking pissed off by my father n my auntie nw.. im not angry tt i cannot go... but im angry tt my father break his promise.. he promised to lemme go for countdown.. n nw he's trying to push the blame to me by making me feel guilty tt they do tis bcuz they care for us.. yeah... i noe... so nw it seems lyk im the one at fault.. n my auntie.. i feel lyk saying fuck straight in her face.. y does she haf to act gd... side wid my parents.. saying all kinds of things so tt she can see me stuck at home.. yeah.. so nw she won.. she's happy..
i guess i'll just stuck at home tml n slp thru the yr......................................................................
