wah liao.. these 2 days i keep going to dance so late loh.. i feel so guilty for making them getting punished wid me.. haiz.. y do i slp so much??? sick..
today the nan hua seniors came to watch us.. ok.. umm.. ex seniors.. they graduated.. sux lah.. the 2 of them came.. n i find them very familiar.. but i cant rmb hu they r.. so i dun care.. then until georgina told me tt one the guy is the "action babi" or "action bunny".. then i noe hu they r.. the other guy is the sylvester imitation.. yucks.. they sux.. lol.. n at the end of the dance then we noe tt the action babi is gonna take over tcher's job when he is not free.. wah liao..
liu lao shi's nickname for me: Mei Nu / Mei Ren.. lolx.. i also shock tt he call me tt.. cuz im not the prettiest in the dance ensemble loh.. i tink cuz the dance is supposed to be lyk rough one.. but i do all the actions too soft alrdy.. he keep telling me dunnid to be so pretty.. lol.. fine loh..
hmm.. these few days i totally not in the mood to joke.. i did not luff as much too.. but i had alot of blank stares moment.. only joleen noes wad happened.. i cant bring myself to tell any other pple abt it.. hmm..
[[ What had happened to us? I don't know.. We used to be so close.. But everything has changed.. We are so distant now.. We behave like we are total strangers.. I hate this feeling! Now I know how words can be so influential.. I don't want to take back those words that I have said because I mean them with all my heart.. There's never one night when I dun think about what we can be together.. I want it to be reality.. Im so sick of calling you *.. I want to call you something even closer.. I want to know that you belong to me.. I know I'm weird.. Because I'm the one who suggested to be together and the one who shattered your dream.. I just want us back where we were.. Together or not.. It doesn't matter.. (But I hope we are..) I want this gap between us to close.. The feeling is so bad.. I'm trying all I can to rebuild this relationship again.. I'm trying so hard to make the obstacle disappear.. But you don't seem to care now.. You don't seem to give a damn.. I tried to talk to you.. But you are so cold.. It feels like you hate me now.. Do you really understand how I feel? Do you really want to give up on us? Just say yes and I'll give up.. But meanwhile.. I'm still holding on to every single chances I have now.. I don't want to lose you.. ]]
