thank God i finally woke him to his senses!!!! im really starting to blif the power of prayers..

ok.. baq to ytd.. oh yah.. peeps.. jus forget abt wad u read on my blog.. i min the previous post.. lalalalala..

yeah.. me n my sis took a cab to tampines mall to meet my second auntie and joel.. so cute... and she gave us $25 each for our xmas present.. thankew! then we went arnd shopping for earrings n necklace.. but cant find anything nice.. in the end.. i bluff my auntie into buying clips for me.. hahah.. i told her tt if she luv me.. she must buy it for me.. then she tell she dun luv me.. wah liao.. nvm.. then i told her buy this as my farewell gift then.. lolx.. n she bot.. too bad.. then we went to burger king n eat onion rings and drink while waiting for my big auntie and my cousin n her baby brandon.. n my cousin's sis.. oh yah.. my cousin's sis is not my cousin actually.. cuz my cousin has 2 fathers u see.. the first father was my father's brother.. but he died.. then her mother married again n gave birth to my cousin's sis.. so we r not cousin's lah.. while waiting.. my auntie started toking abt relationship problems again.. oh.. gimme a break man! then she told us of her ex-admirer hu was kinda "sort" in his mind.. he went following her and calling her to tok abt herbs.. and my auntie avoided him.. then i told her tt she tink too much.. mabbe the guy only tot tt she's looks sick n wan to gif her medicine.. hahahahah.. yeah.. so she continued tt she heard tt this admirer had died.. n we were lyk so shocked.. u noe goosebumps.. yucks.. haha.. then joel wanted to go try the fortune teller machine outside BK.. u noe the one tt u put ur hand in n then they calculate ur life by ur palm??? n it cost $1.. so i told him tt i can do the same too by jus 50 cents.. jus put ur hand inside my mouth.. hahahaha.. so he did.. n the results were actually umm.. quite real.. the funniest thing was he only had 3 stars for love life.. but 6 stars for sex life.. n i was luffing lyk crazy.. i told my auntie to beware of him having ONS in the future.. hahahahaha.. but he's a guy.. so nvm.. lolx..

then we walked to metro to meet my big auntie n my couz n my baby brandon and my couz's sis.. phew~ then we went to the pariss international buffet to eat.. damn nice.. so many oyster.. n raw food.. lolx.. i eat till i drop.. i tink i ate no less than 10 oysters.. n alot of raw salmon.. n prawns n crab.. n blah.. wadever.. they were alrdy lyk cant eat anymore.. but i continued.. haha.. n baby brandon was so excited to see us eat.. he kept smiling n screaming.. hahaha.. actually wanted to go bugis aft tt.. cuz another of my couz Elaine was at bugis wid her fren.. but then she say she wanna cum tampines mall to meet us.. so nvm loh..

then we went shopped arnd tampines mall awhile.. i bot xmas cards at life bkshop.. so frens.. be ready to see my card at ur mailbox.. wahahhaa.. then i went into yamaha music sch n looked at the lessons schedule.. all the lessons for 12 and above were guitar ones.. no piano.. kinda disappointed lah.. then went to popular n further bluff my second auntie into buying foolscap pad and pens for me.. hahaha..

then we went to metro to shop.. me n my sis went to the mrt station to pick elaine up.. then my sis treated us to bubble tea.. then elaine told us of how she got cheated of $28.. for lyk a free facial treatment.. lolx.. then we went to find them n shopped arnd metro.. so sian.. nth to see one.. i tink the only things i was interested in were prom dresses, bras, n the beach dresses.. nth else.. erm.. actaully alot lah.. haha.. we were trying hard to hide our bubble teas frm the security guard's eyes..

then we continued shopping arnd loh.. lalalal.. went to kiddy palace and saw 3 elmo milkbottle.. so damn cute!!!!!! almost wanted to buy.. lol.. then me my sis n elaine went to take neoprints.. we dunno wad to pose so we used the scissors paper stone method.. lolx.. so funny.. then we hafta go home alrdy.. u noe.. wid my aunties.. we will nv shop ltr then 6pm.. hahaha.. got used le..

oh yah.. my necklace broke while i was in toy r us.. so bad.. im looking for necklace now.. w/o pendant.. anyone find can tell me?? cheap ones hoh.. thx..

then i spend the nite scolding him n toking to him.. n of cuz praying n crying for him.. finally i woke him up.. yay!!! my efforts havent gone down the drain.. then he told me he took pic wid elmo n bot me a elmo.. lolx.. elmo-hater bot elmo for me.. so funny.. so im gonna haf 3 elmos this xmas.. one elmo pencil case frm yuting.. one elmo mabbe frm isaac n him too.. wahhaha.. elmo i luv u!

this sat hope can go church again.. b4 i leave for penang.. but i doubt.. i havent been going to work at all.. n my parents were lyk.. lose hopes in us.. lolx.. but me n my sis didnt really wan money this hols.. so we were alrite wid it.. but my sis damn cunning.. go n tell my mother tt we not going to work cuz i cannot wake up.. when she herself dun wanna go too.. yeah.. so im going to get the blame tonite.. sian.. nvm.. hope i can go for church.. but i definitely cant go big splash lah.. haiz..

jus a reminder: im going penang on 21-26.. xmas in penang!!!! wah liao.. nvm.. anything still can msg me.. but i wun reply.. cuz i got no auto roam i tink.. so i mite leave my phone @ s'pore.. or mabbe i shld bing it along?? cuz my whole family going penang.. ltr thief cum into our hse.. touchwood~ arh.. see first lah.. wadever way.. i still cant reply to ur msg.. tt's my msg to ya.. haha.. tatas~~

first of all.. promise me tt u wun ask me abt this aft u read.. no matter how curious u r.. thx..

hmmm.. i jus went to read his blog.. and my mood was kinda affected by it.. actually since ytd when he told me smth.. i cldnt slp at all.. i spent the whole nyt worshipping God.. n crying as i do tt.. hoping tt God will do sum miracle in his life.. n i was very worried.. cuz he did not reply my msgs since last nyt.. so i actually tot tt he really did it.. but i guess my worshipping did pay off.. cuz he did not do it.. so thank God!

hmm.. i didnt noe tt he was so troubled.. i dunno wad he's feeling abt me now.. but it must have been really terrible.. hmm.. i told him tt i luv him.. i actually told him.. but he dun blif me.. oh well.. no one really blifs me when i say i love you to them.. cuz im always saying it to pple jokingly.. no one noes when i m serious when i said tt.. so heck.. dun tink i'll ever say it anymore.. then he came n tell me tt he's so troubled by this gal hu told him tt she lurve him too.. of cuz i was hurt.. but i pretended tt im not.. n i told him to be wid her if he really lurves her.. i pretended lyk im not gonna be affected at all.. then he told me tt he dun wan to be wid her.. of cuz im bcame happy immediately.. but he said tt he is still troubled by it.. so at tt moment.. i realised tt i haf been happy over nth.. cuz i realised tt he is not very certain of his feelings either.. lyk wad he had told me tt i am.. i realised tt i've really brought so much miseries to him.. i had really hurt him so much.. im always missing chances in my life.. haiz...

i dunno whether his feelings for me has changed.. but mine definitely have not.. but then again.. i dunno wad i'll feel tml.........................................

to those future potential tag board abusers:

pls use ur brain..
my tag board is not a place for u to play..
cuz im too talented in blocking out ur comments..
i haf my smiley attack!!!!!
btw.. thx for the comment..

with love,
seowhui!!

i cant blif im online playing yahoo pools wid nadz n weiliang.. i min.. i've nv had interest in all these online games except Tripeaks.. wahaha.. tt's the best game.. nahz... nvm.. im still abit confused at how it's played.. but nvm.. jus anyhow play lah.. haha..

There She Goes
Sixpence None The Richer
--------------------------------
There she goes
There she goes again
Racing through my brain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
Pulsing through my veins
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
(There she goes again)
There she goes again
(There she goes again)
Racing through my brain
(There she goes)
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
She calls my name
She pulls my train
No one else could heal my pain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
(She calls my name)
There she goes again
(She calls my name)
Chasing down my lane
(She calls my name)
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
(There she goes again)
There she goes
(There she goes again)
There she goes

this song is so sweet.. hahah.. it's the jewellery advert's song..

wah.. i cant help feeling sorry for myself when i tink abt spending christmas in penang.. wad is this.. i wanna go church party.. i wanna watch TEENS LODI.. it;s actually our own church idol.. but we r not suppose to worship any idols.. so we called it lodi instead.. n geraldine's in it.. tt's y i wanna go.. ooh.. wish her best of luck.. but the host is not fun.. tt day we had a little sneak preview of the host n his hosting skills.. n i was lyk "uh-huh.. n so?" but it's so much beta than spending christmas in penang!! nvm.. im gonna shop till i drop.. anyone wan christmas present frm penang?? lolx..

im banned frm going out.. starting frm today.. lolx.. i tink will last until cum baq frm penang.. hope so.. but nvm.. i've bot wad i wanted.. a bag n earrings.. but not slippers.. oh my poor slippers..

okie.. n so now's the big secret.. im gonna reveal y i walk ugly.. hahahaha.. but as a matter of fact.. i dun tink i walk ugly.. i tot it was fun.. ok.. cut my crap.. now im accepting guesses.. any guesses y i walk this way??? haha.. sum say i walk lyk ah lian (hmm).. ur wrong! sum say i walk lyk im having menses everyday (do i?).. ure wrong! sum say i walk lyk i haf sex b4 (oh gosh!).. ure wrong! sum say i walk lyk pregnant lady.. ur... absolutely rite!!! haha.. cuz i copied this walking style frm a pregnant woman.. ok.. it was my p5 tcher.. mrs khoo.. i still rmb.. she was pregnant.. n she had this way of walking which was very funny.. n being as cheeky as i am.. i copied her.. n thus.. making all my frens luffing.. and gradually.. i adopted this bad habit.. i bcame addicted to it.. lolx.. n now my father insist tt i MUZ learn walking again.. he even blame it on the slippers i haf n ask me to buy a new pair.. tt's y im searching for slippers now.. but i cant find... nvm.. anyway.. i dun intend to change my walking style yet.. hahahah.. but anyone hu wans to learn walking ettiquette can cum n find me too.. lolx..

Too Serious Too Soon
Gareth Gates
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I wonder where you are
I wonder what you're thinking of tonight
I wonder

Maybe you're alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder

I don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
And now I'm staring at the moon, thinking
We got too serious too soon

I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you

Maybe you've got scared
Maybe I had nothing else to say
But I love you

So baby, now my life's a mess
'Cause I couldn't love you any less

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
And now I'm staring at the moon, thinking
We got too serious too soon

Too soon...

It's not right, it's not fair
Missing you, baby, cuts like a knife
What if you were the love of my life

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
We got too serious too soon

I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
And now I'm staring at the moon, thinking
We got too serious too soon

I Promise
Stacie Oricco
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Will I always be there for you
When you need someone
Will I be that one you need
Will I do all my best to
To protect you
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will i keep the rain from fallin down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you
Take your darkest night
And make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong
And to lean on
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah

And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I'll promise I'll be there for you
There for you

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah

And I promise
And I promise
I will be there when you call me
And I promise
I promise
I promise I will

i noe this song is quite long alrdy.. but it's really nice.. so doesnt matter the age.. haha..

let ya see wad i bought today.. haha.. my reward was great..

i bot this bag frm far east.. at only $16.70.. it;s damn cheao.. even my mother said it was cheap.. so it's definitely cheap.. haha..



let's take a closer look..



and then i bot a pair of earrings.. finally..



but i dun lyk the hook behind it.. i dun lyk hook earrings.. but.. hahah.. nice can liao..
actually wanted to spend my last $30 on an Op handbag.. but then i came across this bag at far east.. it's cheaper summore.. mite as well buy this one.. haha..

then let's see the pics i've taken this 2 days..



we r the queenie and princess.. lol..



i wan to eat strawberries!



i wanne lick her smooth cheeks..



peek-a-boo.. lolx..

well.. the last 2 photos is deco by me.. it cldnt b yuting.. she's not so lame enuff.. to go n ryt "we r in luv" on the first one n "we r still in luv" on the 2nd one.. haha.. n the peek-a-boo pose was tot by me.. haha..

let's go on to lizhen..

i'll pick a few tt's nice..



she's my baby.. smile!!



lemme present.. the bdae gurl!!



frens forever!



it's butt business.. so.. kiss our ass..

needless to say.. the butt business pose was by me too.. lolx..

ok.. let's tok abt today..

went to clementi to meet lizhen and han bing.. then we took train to plaza sing.. n bot shutter's ticket.. ooh-hoo.. finally watched it.. haha.. sorrie nadz.. u said u dun wan to watch anymore.. so i nv call u along.. i really nv break my promise! haha.. but b4 the movie.. we still got lyk an hr.. so we went to gelare to eat waffle wid ice cream.. yumz.. haha.. then we sat there watching a performance.. it was damn lame! then we went arnd.. i was searching for elmo toy.. but cldnt find.. nvm.. then we went to cinema.. i wanted to buy mineral water.. n when i wanted to pay.. umm.. guess how much is the mineral water?? ans: $2.20.. wah liao.. was it sum kind of magical water or wad??? siao.. then we were crapping abt whether i shld drink the water or treasure it.. n bringing it home n frame it up.. lol.. then we went into the theatre.. not bad.. one ticket price for 2 shows.. shutter and temptation island.. haha.. in front.. behind.. side.. all got temptation island.. especially the one in front n beside me.. wah.. hug here.. kiss there.. ooh-hoo.. im in for a treat.. hahahahahaha. then the pple in the cinema were screaming all over.. i wanted to join in the fun too.. so i screamed aft they screamed.. n han bing was lyk "ur so damn slow.." i playing only mah.. then until got one part i really scream.. tt's y i say not bad.. it's the first horror movie tt is able to make me scream.. haha..

aft movie we walked to heeren.. me and han bing were suaning each other.. n i asked lizhen if we cum out to fite.. haha.. he was lame.. i was lame.. n we were competing against each other to win the lamest title.. n i kept eating n eating.. cant blame me.. i only had waffle wid ice cream for breakfast and lunch loh.. then we went to take photo.. so nice.. my tummy was flat today.. haha.. then we walked to wisma.. on the way.. got alot of pple gif us nivea oil regulating foam.. i guess we look oily huh?? lol.. then we went to shop arnd wisma.. watched a band perform.. the saxophone was so nice.. but the vocal spoiled it.. damn.. then we went to pac plaza.. saw my adidas shoes again.. now it's only $159.. $10 cheaper.. then we went to far east to shop.. saw the bag and i bot it.. then han bing went for dunno wad job interview.. hahahahahahahhahahaha.. good luck... *smirkZ* then me n lizhen were lyk phew.. finally can shop.. n we took photos again.. then we each bot a pair of earring at hula n co.. for only $2.90.. y today lyk everything so cheap??? haha.. then we took bus home..

on the bus.. i was reading my bk n listening to mp3 till arnd sch there.. suddenly i heard sumone shout.. n i raised my head jus in time to see one ah peh hitting another ah peh on the bus.. omg!!!! it's not the first time.. ytd on the bus.. i also saw two ah pehs also ended up fighting.. umm.. it goes lyk this:

got this ah peh.. he was sitting n he stretched out his leg.. n then he will scold everyone hu tripped over his leg.. then he keep mumbling to himself (scolding actually).. then he kept asking gurls to sit beside him.. but no gurls wan lah.. then until chinatown.. got another ah peh came up.. i tink he is drunk.. so he tripped over ah peh 1's leg.. n ah peh 1 started scolding again.. then ah peh 2 was so angry he scolded baq.. then he wanted to sit.. but ah peh 1 dun allow.. he even moved n sit on both the space.. n ah peh 2 was so pissed off he hit ah peh 1's legs n jus moved in to sit.. of cuz ah peh 1 wun gif up.. so ah peh 1 continued scolding n pointing at ah peh 2.. and ah peh 2 stuck his finger at ah peh 1.. but ah peh 1 wasnt gonna gif up so easily.. ah peh 1 continued scolding.. n then ah peh 2 got so fed up he slapped ah peh 1 on his cheeks.. oh gosh! n ah peh 1 was so intimidated tt he stopped immediately.. holding on to his cheeks.. ah peh 1 dare not face ah peh 2.. but occasionally turn over and stared at ah peh 2.. and ah peh 2 will also occasionally stared baq at ah peh 1.. actually it was kinda cute sight.. seeing two ah pehs behaving at such an age..

whats the problems wid ah pehs nowadays???????

today so many things happen.. tt im not interested to tok abt ytd.. let's tok abt today..

duhz... jason telling me he saw prostitute before.. lyk it was such a big deal.. i also see b4.. wu liao.. he see old pros.. i see transexual one.. still got wad u wan me to see?? i see b4 prostitute.. i see b4 porn web.. i see b4 pple masturbating.. but nv see ghost b4.. i wld lyk to see one.. hahaha.. i min i wan "it" to be complete one.. dun wan lost one limb or wad.. hahah.. choy choy.. touch wood.. hahahah

ooh.. i went church today.. omg.. i cant blif i cried... i went in lyk.. so determined tt im gonna feel god's presence today.. so i went in n i started praying to god tt im here today.. even though i dun lyk this church.. but im sure i will feel ur presence today.. so grant me concentration.. so tt i will not be distracted.. i noe i;ve sin alot this wk.. so cum n open up my heart.. search deep into it.. fill my heart wid ur presence n love.. i wanna feel ur love.. n alot more.. and as i prayed.. my tears started welling up.. n b4 i knew it.. i was crying.. i felt it.. the power was so strong..

[[ Come to His court ]]
[[ With praise on our lips ]]
[[ Our bodies and minds and our souls worship Him ]]
[[ Bow on our knees ]]
[[ And lift up our hands ]]
[[ Joining the angels above ]]
[[ Declaring ]]
[[ Holy, Holy ]]
[[ Is the LORD God Almighty ]]
[[ Who was and is ]]
[[ And is to come ]]
[[ Holy, Holy ]]
[[ Is the LORD God Almighty ]]
[[ Who was and is ]]
[[ And is to come ]]






Over the mountains and the seas
Your river runs with love for me
And I will open up my heart
And let the Healer set me free

I'm happy to be in the truth
And I will daily live for You
For I will always sing of when Your love came down

Over the mountains and the seas
Your river runs with love for me
And I will open up my heart
And let the Healer set me free

I'm happy to be in the truth
And I will daily live for You
For I will always sing of when Your love came down

I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever

Oh I feel like dancing
It's foolishness I know
When the world has seen the Light
They will dance with joy like we're dancing now

I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever








ooooooooooooh~~~~~~

God is:
The Way
The Truth
The Life

yay!!! photobucket working again... let's see all the stupid things i;ve drawn...



i promise.................................. cuz............................



but..........................................



lalalalalalalallalala.......................................



yay.. appletart luvs cupcake.. lolx..



maroon 5 rawks..





too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



josh groban not bad too..



MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!

my all time faves... n it sumhows express was i feel..

Come On
Ben Jelen
------------
And finally the silence
Looking out, looking back across the sky
Trying to find a meaning
Knowing that I just left it all behind
Still I smell a lingering softness
Where did she go
How did she go
I wanna wanna know
I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me

[CHORUS:]
Come on
Without you I'll never feel the love inside of me
Come on, you know that we belong
Come on, come on, come on, come on

Thinking back before her
I never knew the meaning of alone
Still the flag is feeling foreign
I live the day to escape into a phone
Speaking of a world not real then
Where did she go
How did she go
I wanna wanna know
I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me

[CHORUS]

Cause shes sharp for kisses
And my heart misses
She's coming
She's coming here to me
I'm needing
Desiring to kiss her now
I'm living for her
Breathing for her
Singing for her fairytale

[CHORUS (2x)]

Come on..

True
Ryan Cabrera
-----------------
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move 'til you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

I'm weak, it's true
'Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
'Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

Say Goodbye
S Club 7
----------------
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

Have You Ever
S Club 7
-------------------
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
You just want to change the way the world goes round

Tell me

Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel, about you and me... baby
Have you ever felt that your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know...cause I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised It was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me

Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel... about you and me... baby
Have you ever felt that your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know...cause I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moments gone I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me

Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see (oooOOoo)
That's the way I feel, about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt that your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking i should know(I should know...)
Cause I loved and lost the day I let (yes i loved and lost) the day i let you go

Why
M2M
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VERSE 1
Why don't you call me
Are you afraid?
Your friends all told me
You think I'm all that

PRE-CHORUS 1
Well it don't make sense
It's just craziness
Ooh I need to know where were at

CHORUS
Wondering why, you're acting this way baby
Wondering why, you can't find any words to say
Maybe someone told you a lie
Or maybe you're just being shy
Keep wondering why

VERSE 2
Why when you see me
You pretend I'm not there
But when I see your eyes
Somehow you seem to care

PRE-CHORUS 2
Unbelievable, inconceivable
Need to know if we're going anywhere

CHORUS
PRE-CHORUS 1
CHORUS

y lyk all sad songs??? arh.. forget it.. i'll go see whether photobucket is ready..

haiyer.. i drawn so many nice drawings.. but photobucket is under maintainance.. i cant get the url yet.. sorrie.. hafta wait.. but minwhile.. i post them at fotki.com.. go my links n click on my pics...

so it's confirmed.. tt i'll be going penang frm 21-25.. but wun reach s'pore till 26.. wah liao.. christmas in penang... wad the.... i wanna go church christmas party at fort canning hill.. (anyone interested pls call yuting..) but now i cant.. but nvm.. my father allowed me to go countdown party.. lol.. me n lizhen n mabbe joleen will be at orchard (i tink) till very late.. anyone interested pls call me.. lol..

i cant wait for my adidas shoes.. will it be sold out?? oh god.. no pls.. ytd when i told my father abt the shoes n the price.. he was so shocked tt he asked me whether i can fly wid tt shoes on.. lolololol.. hmm.. mabbe??? i can flyyyyyy to the moon.... if u teach me how.. lol..

gary told me tt they patched again... yay!!! im so happy for them!!! i min.. the other party is really very gd.. i seen her b4.. she really treat gary very gd.. now tt they r patched again... im so so damn happy for them.. hope tt this one will last long.. lol..

hmm.. seeing them happy.. makes me tink abt my own probs... er.. ok.. wun say it here.. nvm.. u happy.. i happy.. everybody's happy.. wad m i toking abt.. arh.. forget it..

lemme go n do more drawings.. lolx.. im addicted to "paint" now..

im really bored.. see wad i did while chatting wid my mates online..



i did this b4 i went chalet.. juz anyhow draw...

then came baq frm chalet.. decided to improvise on it.. n this is my results..



it's so so much beta.. lolx.. cute too..

then i decided to jus focuz on the key word..



tada~ this is the most important word.. lol

then i went on to smth other than queen.. elmo.. tt is..



whoopie~ elmo luvs u.. arent u happy?? n honoured?? lol..

then i decided to combine the elmo lil pic i haf wid this masterpiece..

my results:



dun tink it works very well.. but.. heck.. elmo's inside.. lol..

conclusion: i really had nth to do...

hello!!!!!!!!!!! i jus came baq frm my chalet.. sorrie for not telling u all.. causing so many pple to miss me so much!!!!! lolx.. my tagboard's flooded... wid joleen n gary's poodie msgs.. lol..

yay!!! i jus dl taufik n sly's i dream.. n singidol's tt's wad frens r for.. taufik's really so great!!!! he's album cuming out in dec i heard frm the fm station.. anyone buying?????

first day went to my auntie's hse to meet them.. then took bus to DE.. waited for another aunite.. then we went to check in.. then we go walk walk arnd.. alalalalalal... nth to do one.. sian.. then slack inside chalet... then we haf bbq... umm.. is my aunties bbq... we children eat.. lolx.. we were watching evolution.. the show was so damn lame.. it's trying to promote "head and shoulders shampoo" i tink.. lol.. they used tt shampoo and shoot it inside the alien's arse n kill it.. so damn lame.... then my mood was dampen abit by smth tt happened lah.. then we went to arcade.. even more sian... mabbe 4 yrs ago i'll be interested in arcades.. but not now.. i've been trained by my mother to detest arcade... i hate the noise.. n the pple inside... gals cum for boys n boys cum for gals.. sian...

then went baq to chalet.. ooh-hoooo.. jus opp our rm.. got another rm full of shuai ge... gary.. r u jealous??? i can see but u cant c!!!! lol... then we gambled.. n slp..

second day... they all woke up so early.. then keep trying to wake me up.. hmm.. so sorrie.. i've got my own definition of "morning".. then i played badminton wid nur jie (my auntie's maid).. im quite gd wid her actually... so i actually told her wad happened.. n she say it's so sad... very difficult too.. blah blah.. n she look lyk she almost cried.. lol.. we had steamboat for dinner tt nite... n cupcake tripped over the x box wire n fell... her mother (my auntie) was so angry.. but i tried to calm her down.. i min.. u cum chalet to scold pple??? NO WAY! then me n my cous wanted to go out to walk walk.. the security guard is giving this fuuuuu... god bless attitude... i wanted another chop on my couz hand.. cuz she washed it away.. n we've got to pay $1 for entrance.. so i wanted another chop.. then he mumbled to himself y we r so "disturble"..... wad the.............. i almost wanted to ask him y he so "despicable"...... there's no such word as disturble loh... god really bless this man... then we went for nyt swim.. lolx.. the lifeguard very handsome.. only one i min.. lolx... but we were competing against each other...

third day morning.. they wake up so damn early again..... nth to do.... the small couz came waking me again... asking me to bring them to the swimming pool..... but i refused to wake up... so i asked them to go first.... i'll meet them in the swimming pool... then arnd 1pm then i wake up.. i slack arnd n watch the 3 aunties play mahjong cards.. w/o brushing my teeth yet.. lolx... then i joined them in their gossip.. lolx.... then i went swimming pool to meet them..... the wild wild wet is jus bside the swimming pool.. i suddenly got the urge to jus jump ove the fence n get into wild wild wet.. lol... then we swim awhile... then went baq to chalet.. to eat lunch... then we slack arnd.. watch them play x box... then ate kfc for dinner.. then went to arcade to fight for the last nite.. hahahah...i nv really play....... then we took alot of photos there..... alot of elmo!!!!! hehehe.. then we gambled till slp...

today woke up everyone was walking arnd packing their things.. then we went home..

actually the whole chalet thingy is very fun.. but my auntie kept toking abt my realationship blah blah.. until i very fed up.. lol.. then she told me to wait till 18 to get a bf... "The world is still so big.. y r u sticking urself to one tree? be the top apple.."

ok.. the top apple goes lyk tis... cuz women r always called as apple.. n on the apple tree.. the bad apple r always the ones on the bottom of the tree falling to the ground.. mining those pple hu easily fell in luv wid pple... so we shld be the top apple on the tree... hard but wld luv to get.. lol.. then i ask my couz y r we called apple... y not coconuts??? then guys r bananas.. lolx..

actually i tot it sound reasonable.. n im tinking of making this commitment.. lolx..

but then the whole chalet mood was lighten up... cuz it's the sesame street season in DE.. so the whole place was full of sesame street characters!!! ELMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolx...

thruout the whole chalet.. i brought my elmo along.. n my couz.. ming ming brot along his doggie soft toy.. called "cupcake".. lolx.. then my sis call my elmo "appletart".. n i was lyk "cupcake.. appletart luvs u.." lolx.. the doggie was really cute.. got his smell.. n everyone say it was smelly.. but i tot it was soooooo cupcake.. lolx.. i luv it so much.. in the end they told me the dog was a present frm my mother.. wah liao.. win alrdy.. nv buy dog for me..

[[ . a p p l e t a r t l u r v e s c u p c a k e . ]] lol..

cant wait to go out wid gary this fri.. so long nv go out wid him le.. hahah..

yay.. i can get my adidas shoes alrdy... cuz my aunties they all went to the jackpot rm in the chalet.. n lost lyk few hundred.. so we kid cant go to escape or wild wild wet.. then my auntie say ask my father for christmas present.. then she add in abit too.. then i also add in abit.. to get the shoe.. yay yay!!!!

seems lyk this whole chalet ended up wid smth gd too!!! lol

todae orchard got alot of funny stuffs happening.. got the band performance.. yucks.. i hate tt band.. they tink tt they r lyk so talented.. the bass guitarist was lyk act dao.. then another guitarist jumping all arnd lyk mad.. n their songs absolutely sux.. then got dance performance.. then we walked pass a guy hu tok lyk a gal.. his voice.. wah liao.. we burst out luffing.. then got this man n a gal suddenly came up to us n tok alot of crapz.. in the end wan us to donate money.. no money.. sorrie.. then got 4 poodles in clothes on a pillar.. no owner lyk tt.. everyone crowding arnd to watch the doggies.. soooooo cute..

hmmm.. todae li zhen n joleen encouraged me to go ahead wid him.. actually i agree wid them.. haiz.. im at lost.. i dunno wad to do.............................................................. sumbody help me.......

my whole kneecap covered in blue blacks now.. lolx.. but i guess im the most lucky one.. cuz others always got stepped by others.. got got cut by sharp things when they dance.. so there's alot of scars over their leg.. im the only hu only haf blue blacks.. lol..

wah.. today when i cum online.. got 2 pple cum n ask me wad happened to me in my blog.. do i really sound so different in my blog??? do i really sound so upset in my blog??? u min it's the first time im lyk tt?? wah.. i tink my all ur impression of me muz be lyk the-craziee-gal-hu-luffs-everyday-lyk-nobody-business-lyk-she-got-no-worries-at-all type.. ryt?? lolx.. u all are absolutely wrong.. dun u noe tt actually pple hu behaves lyk jokers r the most emotional pple in the world?? they haf probs lyk anyone of u.. jus tt they dun show u..

hmm.. tml going church.. actually ryt.. to be honest.. i dun lyk to go my church at all.. cuz i feel tt out of all the pple hu go to church every wk ryt.. only abt 20% go wid an honest heart to worship god.. the others go to see if there r nice looking opp sex interested in them.. u understand wad i min??? hmm.. so which type do u belong to??? or mabbe u belong to both the grp??? hmm.. wah.. then ur the most dangerous man!!!! beware of ur double-mindedness.. it will lead u to sin..

hmm.. actually my ideal image of a church is not lyk a kind where everyone gathers together to worship god together.. i lyk my time wid god to be a personal one.. it's lyk a normal church.. where there is a big altar in front n a big big cross wid Jesus nailed on it.... n lots of rows of chairs facing the altar.. the whole church will be filled wid soft hymns.. the choir choir type one.. then the chair will be filled wif diff types of bibles.. n lyric books.. of cuz worshipping songs lah.. then u can jus go in n kneel down n start worshipping god on ur own.. w/o any one interupting u.. whether u r happy or sad wid anything.. u can jus worship him.. pray.. cry.. smile.. tok to him.. i rmbed sum1 telling me tt when i go to church.. i shld be in a happy mood.. i really dun understand y.. shldnt we worship Him wid our own self?? y shld we act happy even though deep down we r real upset??? it makes me feel as if worshipping him is not out of ur willingness.. but a task instead.. i wan to worship him wid my feelings.. i wan to go to him wid a broken heart.. n cum out of the church wid a mended one.. rather than going in wid a fake heart.. n cuming out still not mended.. no use.. i noe my ideal church sounds lyk those old type one.. but i really luv it.. i've gone to one actually.. my cousin's church.. but it's a catholic church.. when i got in.. my heart is lyk filled up immediately wid god's love.. but the funny thing is.. i cant feel anything in my present church.. sad.. i prefer to stay at home n read the bible instead.. haiz...

i guess im having big mood swings ryt now...

Everytime
Simple Plan
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It was 3 a.m. when you woke me up
Then we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go
Just to get away
We talked about our lives until the sun came up
And now thinking about how i wish i could go back
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime i see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All i want is one more day
Cuz all i need is one more day with you

When the car broke down
We just kept walking along
Til it hit this town
There was nothing there at all
But that was all ok

We spent all our money on stupid things
But if i look back now id probly give it all away,
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime i see your face
Everytime you look my way
Its like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All i want is one more day
Its all i need
One more day with you

Now im sitting here
Like we used to do
I think about my life
And now there's nothin i won't do
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime i see your face
Everytime you look my way
Its like it all falls into place
Everything feels alright
Evertime i here ur name
Everytime i feel the same
Its like it all falls into place
Everything, everything feels right
You walked away just one more day
Is all i need is one more day with you.

this song really rox!

How Did I Fall In Love With You
Backstreet Boys
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Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble
I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Bridge:
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah
I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I fall, in love, with you?

wah liao.. these 2 days i keep going to dance so late loh.. i feel so guilty for making them getting punished wid me.. haiz.. y do i slp so much??? sick..

today the nan hua seniors came to watch us.. ok.. umm.. ex seniors.. they graduated.. sux lah.. the 2 of them came.. n i find them very familiar.. but i cant rmb hu they r.. so i dun care.. then until georgina told me tt one the guy is the "action babi" or "action bunny".. then i noe hu they r.. the other guy is the sylvester imitation.. yucks.. they sux.. lol.. n at the end of the dance then we noe tt the action babi is gonna take over tcher's job when he is not free.. wah liao..

liu lao shi's nickname for me: Mei Nu / Mei Ren.. lolx.. i also shock tt he call me tt.. cuz im not the prettiest in the dance ensemble loh.. i tink cuz the dance is supposed to be lyk rough one.. but i do all the actions too soft alrdy.. he keep telling me dunnid to be so pretty.. lol.. fine loh..

hmm.. these few days i totally not in the mood to joke.. i did not luff as much too.. but i had alot of blank stares moment.. only joleen noes wad happened.. i cant bring myself to tell any other pple abt it.. hmm..

[[ What had happened to us? I don't know.. We used to be so close.. But everything has changed.. We are so distant now.. We behave like we are total strangers.. I hate this feeling! Now I know how words can be so influential.. I don't want to take back those words that I have said because I mean them with all my heart.. There's never one night when I dun think about what we can be together.. I want it to be reality.. Im so sick of calling you *.. I want to call you something even closer.. I want to know that you belong to me.. I know I'm weird.. Because I'm the one who suggested to be together and the one who shattered your dream.. I just want us back where we were.. Together or not.. It doesn't matter.. (But I hope we are..) I want this gap between us to close.. The feeling is so bad.. I'm trying all I can to rebuild this relationship again.. I'm trying so hard to make the obstacle disappear.. But you don't seem to care now.. You don't seem to give a damn.. I tried to talk to you.. But you are so cold.. It feels like you hate me now.. Do you really understand how I feel? Do you really want to give up on us? Just say yes and I'll give up.. But meanwhile.. I'm still holding on to every single chances I have now.. I don't want to lose you.. ]]

shldnt haf go.. haiz.. all i did there was watched "Temptation Island".. where the flirtation began.. lolx.. free movie.. then we screamed for the finale damn loud.. haha

then me n joleen went to je mac to eat again.. saw tt grp of malay guys again.. they tok to us again.. saying tt one of them was frm our sch.. o..... i......c..... -_-"

im feeling so damn stupid now.. joleen even ask me y dun i jus send those 3 words to him.. instead of the whole paragraph.. wah liao.. i spent the whole hr tinking of tis paragraph to send loh.. lyk tt suan me.. but i really cant bring myself to say those 3 words. i can say it seriously.. i cant be serious.. wad if he tinks tt im jus joking???

im so bored now.. the i n e thingy lyk shit loh.. i dun even noe if im nided to go anot.. they inform other pple but not me.. so i guess im not nided.. i'll jus rot at home.. lol..

oh yah.. rmb ytd there was a malay family sitting behind us.. the little boy so damn cute.. he kept making alot of noise.. we were abit pissed off in the beginning lah.. then the mother kept whispering "sorry" to me.. but of cuz i dun mind.. lol.. but then he kept popping up behind my chair.. lolx.. then making alot of noise so i'll turn behind.. then ended up i playing hide n seek wid the little boy.. he hide.. i seek.. lolx..

grr.. side track abit.. sum unknown guy in my frenster.. now not even in my msn list.. trying to show off how clever he is.. -_-" as if i care... wad "i ltr going for job interview.." "sum high class pharmacist job.." "tt pays $1700 a month!!" "ltr they seeing my prelim.." "dunno if 12 pts can anot.." hello.. do i look as if i care.. okie.. so i try to be a gd gal.. n comfort u abit.. oh.. dun be so nervous.. haf confidence in urself.. haha.. yupx..

back track.. ytd.. while sitting beside mdm ji.. we were toking abt while contemp dance get to perform but we dun.. then they were toking n toking away.. while i was happily listening to my mp3.. lolx.. i dun really mind.. i dun wan to perform also.. but then hoh.. mdm ji hoh.. wadever she say she pats on my head or on my leg.. i was lyk.. "mdm ji.. i've got nth against them.. but now ur making me look as if i've got the deepest grudge against them.." lol.. but nvm.. i jus play along.. i go "orh.. ok.. ic.." lol..

grr.. side track again.. tt unknown guy say he wanna noe me.. n he started asking me my height n weight.. i so damn pissed off.. shldnt u try to noe more abt my inner self.. than noeing my physical appearance?? does it matters so much??? dun tink i dunno.. all u guys wanna noe is our physical appearances only.. so wad if myo hein told u im chio?? i dun tink i m.. n dun try to judge me.. im not ur thing to play wid.. pls go take a look at urself b4 asking us tis.. or mabbe u will consider going geylang.. there's alot of pretty chicks there.. easy to get too.. all u nid to haf is $$.. since r getting a job tt pay $1700 a month.. go on.. sick guys.. im not interested in u! fuuuuuuu................... god bless u!!!! omg.. it's so hard..

MYO HEIN!!! STOP GIVING MY EMAIL TO WEIRD FRENS OF URS!!

today slack until arnd 4.. then yuting came knocking on my hse n ask me go out early.. so i went wid her to je to eat.. long john long john.. lol.. but the pple at long john their attitudes suuuuuu.. umm.. god bless.. then we went arcade.. it's so smelly inside.. full of sweat smell.. then got cigarettes smell also.. cannot stand it.. came out n wait for joleen.. aft arnd 30 mins.. she arrived.. she told me 10 mins loh.. lolx.. then we went popular to search for smth for ms wong.. at the card section.. i was looking thru the cards n passing them to yuting.. almost every card tt i saw i say "cute".. then yuting n joleen was lyk.. "then which card shld we buy?" lol..

then we went to SingPoly.. saw taufik's poster there.. n we were screaming lyk hell.. lol.. we reached there damn early.. trying to find the mac.. but we walk arnd n arnd.. in the end.. decided to go baq.. saw mdm ji n we went to sit wid her.. she was toking on the phone.. n touching my legs.. omg.. lol.. then we went in to find a seat.. got alot of tanglinians all dye hair.. nv die b4.. lol.. then at last min.. joleen wanted to go toilet.. when we went outside.. kenna scolded by solastri.. but we went anyway.. then the grad ceremony.. so sian.. we were only cheering for dance members.. at least me.. they both were cheering for other pple.. then refreshments.. nth to eat one.. sian.. so little summore.. how to feed our mouths.. then we wanted to go out of the rm.. when suddenly a hand appeared n grab me by the waist.. i kenna shock.. so it's ivan's auntie.. wah.. of all pple.. she recognise me.. when yuting was arnd summore.. yuting was lyk frens wid ivan sooooo much longer than i've been.. but she recognised me.. lolx.. we tok for awhile.. then we went out n sat down enjoying the breeze..

then we went baq to watch joseph.. sat wid nerissa n mei lun tis time.. i sat wid joleen n neh neh side by side.. so nice.. neh neh beside me!!! lol.. then watch.. hmm.. the show was ok.. but i tink the mics r too soft.. then they keep singing out of tune.. too fast.. or too slow.. n the choir was lyk ummm... chicken scratching.. lol.. but the dance was nice.. germaine n syirah damn sexy.. lol.. gary very funny.. his wig kept covering his eyes.. n he kept trying to shake it away.. then very cute also.. then the ending very nice.. haha. khairul sooo funny.. hahahahha..

then me n joleen went to je mac to eat.. got a grp of malay guys were eyeing at us since we went in.. n then when i finished buying n walked pass them.. they tok to me.. but i dun understand.. so i went "huh?" then i ignored them n walk away.. then they kept turning arnd n look at me n joleen.. then when they wanna leave.. they started toking to me again.. but i still dun understand wad they toking abt.. then they said bye n left.. weird pple.. then me n joleen tok alot.. all the way till we board the bus..

i lyk to tok to joleen.. i find tt even tho she's lyk 2 yrs younger.. but her tinking is mature enuff.. same level as me.. n we can communicate well.. i find i can relate my probs to her than to sum of my best frens for so long.. she really listens n gif advices.. hmm.. i tink i've found a gd fren in her.. lol.. JOLEEN>> I LUV YOU!!!!

this is the lyrics of one of the songs in polar express.. it's really very sweet.. the girl is persuading the little boy to blif in christmas.. umm.. i dun haf the real lyrics to it.. im jus typing wad i hear.. so it mabbe ryt or wrong..

When Christmas Comes To Town
Matthew Hall & Meagan Moore
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(Little Boy)
I'm wishing on a star
And trying to believe
That even though it's far
It's finally Christmas Eve
I guess that Santa's busy
Cause he's never come around
I think of him
When Christmas comes to town

(Girl)
The best time of the year
When everyone comes home
With all these Christmas cheers
It's hard to be alone
Putting up the Christmas tree
And friends will come around
It's so much fun
When Christmas comes to town

(Girl)
Presents for the children
Wrapped in red and green

(Little Boy)
All the things I've heard about
But never really seen

(Both)
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa's on his way

Interlude

(Girl)
Presents for the children
Wrapped in red and green

(Little Boy)
All the things I've heard about
But never really seen

(Both)
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa's on his way

(Girl)
When Santa's sleigh bells ring

(Little Boy)
I listen all around

(Girl)
The Herald Angels sing

(Little Boy)
I never hear a sound

(Girl)
And all the dreams of children

(Little Boy)
Once lost will all be found

(Girl)
That's all I want
When Christmas comes to town

(Both)
That's all I want
When Christmas comes to town

Santa can u hear me?
i haf been so gd this yr..
n all i wan is one thing..
tell me my true love is near..
he's all i wan.. jus for me..
underneath my christmas tree..
i'll b waiting here..
santa tt's my only wish this yr..

so sweet~~

haiz.. im so disappointed.. now i noe tt ur perspective of me is " no use loving sumone hu dun luv u baq".. tt;s how u tink of me.. well.. fine..

u told me to blif in u.. i did.. but u dun blif in me at all..

My Only Wish (This Year)
Britney Spears
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Oh yeah yeah...
Last night I took a walk in the snow,
Couples holdin hands, places to go,
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss,
I sent it off, it just said this:
"I know exactly what I want this year"
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold,
Maybe Maybe,
He'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing,
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

Oh yeahh.. Yeahh Yeahh...
Christmas Eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for takin a peek
Cuz I heard that you're comin' to town
Santa can you hear me?
I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true,
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Baby, baby, baby, baby
We'll be all alone under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year,
All I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time (oh yeah)
Bring me love I can call all mine (oh yeah)
Cuz I have been so good, so good this year, (oh oh)
Can't be alone under the mistletoe,
He's all I want in a big red bow.

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here,
Santa that's my only wish this year

Ahh ahh ahh
Oh Santa, can you hear me...?
Oh Santa..Well he's all I want
Just for me, underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here,
Santa that's my only wish this year
Santa that's my only wish this year.

lalalalalalallalalalalala.. joleen.. did we haf a great nite tonite???? YES!!!! lolx..

ok.. so me n joleen went to meet nadz at lido.. we were jus bside him.. but he nv see us at all.. n he went one whole big round.. until we go up to him then he see us.. then we were tinking of which theatre to go.. cuz all tics for shutters r either sold out or there's only single seats.. so fed up.. cant watch shutter.. then we decided to go walk arnd.. but firstly.. we went to long john silvers to settle our dinner.. ok.. they eat.. i nv buy anything.. but i got to eat also.. i kope joleen's fries n nadz treated me a hershey pie.. ok.. he's trying to tempt me to eat chocolate.. n i fell for it.. dammit!!!! then both of them ganed up to diss me abt elmo!! joleen.. how can u lyk tt??? wah liao.. then me n joleen ganged up n snatch nadz's pie.. hu ask him to tempt me again...

then we went to wisma.. weshop very long there.. umm.. mostly is me n joleen shop.. then nadz wait outside.. lol.. then tis funny guy went to buy a tiny little bk for grandmothers for me.. lololol.. then he told me he is going to change into a christian.. omg.. i kenna shock...

then we walked to heeren.. bot ice cream on the way.. wanted chocolate flavour but the uncle gave me mixed.. watched a band performed.. n the rain drops fell into my ice cream cup.. so im eating mixed ice cream wid raindrops.. lol.. then went into heeren.. went to flash n splash.. i saw the bag.. how cum still exist arh??? i tot no more alrdy.. no wonder nadz told me he saw it again.. then i saw georgina's bag also.. how cum all re appear?????? then walk arnd.. joleen ended calling me ahma also.. lol.. then we went to take neoprints.. wah.. finally taking neo prints.. so long nv take alrdy.. then we went walk arnd summore.. n joleen nid to go home.. so i went home wid her..

N THE WHOLE TIME THEY DISSING ME ABT ELMO!!!!

NADZ!!!! WHEN DID I GET INVOLVED IN UR MOVIE???? I NV AGREEEEEEEE!!!!

hmm... wasnt in a gd mood today.. not angry i min.. but wasnt feeling gd.. er.. wad m i toking abt.. nvm.. jus not happy.. not angry n not sad lah.. but dun feel lyk luffing.. or joking..

did not wan to go dance today.. my mama woke me up at 7.. but i dragged all the way til 7.20 then pull myself up to wash up.. then i went all the way to clementi mac to meet them.. mdm ji giving treat.. but i nv eat alot.. jus asked for 2 hashbrowns.. i really wasnt in the mood.. haiz..

then went for dance.. the whole time they were luffing.. but i was lyk.. "HA HA HA".. i guess i mus haf looked really depressed.. bcuz georgina asked me y im so quiet today.. the only person hu really made me luff today is zhiming.. he so damn funny loh.. he look at my eye so deeply.. he played wid me.. then we were toking abt our odd habits.. blah blah.. lolx.. then we were luffing abt body odours.. he was singing love songs to me.. trying to cheer me up.. n i sang along.. n in the end.. liu lao shi was luffing at both of us.. n in the end.. we got punished for tt.. yucks.. but hmm.. at least it made me smile..

then went to watch polar express.. the movie damn nice.. the animation so real! didnt wan to leave the cinema at all.. lol..

then went to church.. but i really wasnt in the mood.. n i didnt sing along for most songs.. haiz.. wads wid me today????

onto sum of my tots of the day..

haiz.. i once tot tt true luv is fearless of any obstacles.. n i always tot tt my relationships will b perfect.. i tot i noe how to handle all problems.. now then i noe tt it's all a wishful tinking of my own.. i realised tt i dunno love at all.. y m i explaining love to pple then? y do pple trust me so much in my so-call "theory" of love then? y do pple ask me 4 advices when their relationships are on the rocks? i guess it's bcuz they r so depressed.. n my portrait of luv is so hopeful.. perfect (n not to mention unrealistic).. tt all of them rely on me to gif them hope.. all of them wanted a perfect relationship lyk wad i've been thinking abt.. nw.. i can officially announce tt I DUNNO THIS LITTLE THING CALLED [[LOVE]] AT ALL!!!

blif it or not.. i tot of this pragraph when i was abt to slp last nite.. i was tinking abt smth else.. n i ended up wid this..

y does bitches exist on the world??? they noe nth but hunting for preys everyday.. n making them suffer.. haiz.. im really waiting for the day to cum.. if u've been reading my blog.. u will noe wad day it is.. n.. STOP DISGRACING JESUS!

TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
TAUFIK BATISAH!!!

"Girls just like to be chased after by guys.." by jamie perfect 10 dj.. is tt true??? lololol..

grad nite tonite!!!! omg.. so nice.. i wanna go grad nite too.. but i still haf a yr to go.. it's so not fair.. heard tt frm nxt yr onwards.. all grad nite held in sch.. wtf.. r we going to wear prom dress in sch??? no way!!! we wan hotel! we wan hotel! we wan hotel! petition!!!!!

jus watched SingIdol! phenomenon.. hmm.. i tink i hafta change my views abt sylvester abit.. cuz the way he toks abt his mother's scandal jus now was damn touching.. taufik's too!!! tho i dun really noe wad it's abt.. is it smth lyk he scolded his mother or wad?? tt really brought me to tears.. so touching.. mummy~ daddy~ i love you~

mummy~ thx for helping me to make a decision this morning.. but in the end we dunnid it at all.. n thx for helping me to alter tt stupid track pants which makes me keep falling.. yucks~~~

daddy~ umm.. arh.. er.. yah.. thx for everything.. lol.. thx for the kisses every night.. altho ur beard makes my forehead so pain.. nvm.. lol

went to sch for open hse today.. mrs chng hoh.. nth to say loh.. we cum at 8am.. then she held onto the keys till lyk 10.. we were slacking arnd for 2 hrs.. omg.. i can slp for 2 hrs.. then we decided not to dance anymore.. wah liao.. liu lao shi still say our dance was very gd.. beta than crescent girls.. then while slacking.. me n eunice tried to strip each other's clothes.. i dunno wad started too.. but she suddenly wanted to strip me.. in front of the guys.. of cuz i dun let her.. so i tried to strip her baq.. lolx.. we ended up in a fite.. hahahahahahah.. then she tried to use the iron as her weapon.. wah.. scarieeeee.. then at the booth.. we were slacking more.. i was watching the contemporary dance's dance.. er.. ok.. wah.. their dance very nice.. shake alot.. lol.. really.. i min it.. they were great.. they really used their whole energy to dance.. then we played arnd wid our props.. blah blah.. took video of funny things.. then i slept on eunice's leg.. nice.. haha.. the height is jus nice.. then me n lizhen went down to buy drinks.. ivan's auntie saw me n invited me to go n eat the food tt's meant for the visitors n VIP.. lololol.. im too attractive.. die! then we brought orange juices up for the others.. especially for dance only.. haha.. then we went to play golf.. the edwin n his fren.. wah liao.. big time show off.. we beginner then they were lyk "u F-A-I-L.. FAIL!!!" "u S-U-C-K.. SUCK!!!" hello???????? so we asked them to play instead.. n they missed too.. so we said baq them too.. n i added "u F-U-C-K.. FUCK!!" grrrrr... then we went baq to pack up..

they say got 3 batches of parents cuming.. but so far we only see lyk not more than 10 families loh.. er.. so wu liao..

tml got dance again.. 9 hrs of prac.. it's gonna be tough.. but we can bring pillows there.. im bringing the christmas big pillow for myself.. n the shrek donkey pillow for li zhen.. then im tinking abt whether to bring elmo along.. lololol.. shld i??? hmmmmmmm...

i love my grandson's smile soo much!!! very nice n bright.. lol.. plus he's dark.. so it looks lyk the only white thing is his teeth.. so amusing.. hahah.. he smiled at me twice today.. how nice.. r u going to kill me for this????? elmo rulez!!!!

blahz.. im baq.. frm a day of craziness as usual.. hahah.. except tt today seems lyk im the only one hu is high.. others all seems tired.. so wad haf they been doing last nyt?? i dunno.. dun wanna noe too.. lol..

liu lao shi treat me so gd.. gimme alot of solo act.. lol.. while everyone was given a little space to squeeze together.. he gave me sucha big space to spread myself out n slp.. lol.. i told him my weight went down alrdy.. he said no diff.. -_-" fine loh.. then the mood was supposed to be very dim.. but i jus cant calm myself down.. in the end.. liu lao shi say today we will not be serious.. we'll be fun.. n i had a lot of fun.. really.. hahah..

then we went to queensway.. actualli to anchorpoint first.. went to eat.. but im not full at all.. nvm then.. went queensway shopping ctr to collect our dance tee.. me, lizhen n yuting were watching a tattoo show.. haha.. it's so pain!!! omg!!! crazieee pple.. then we went rnd n rnd the shopping ctr dunno looking for wad.. i was looking at bikinis all along.. hahaha.. then we decided to go jurong point.. on the taxi.. cuz it's 5 of us.. so one of us had to hide.. n i was in the front seat.. n the uncle tok alot.. so i had to entertain him.. while the 4 pple behind were luffing away..

reached jp n there was this 2 kids on the stage playing a scissors paper stone game.. using their body.. it's damn funny.. then 4 adults had to dance sum funny dance.. while we watching.. i heard this damn loud burp frm behind me.. i turned arnd n saw this guy frm camp eureka.. so i guess the one hu burp loudly muz be frm camp eureka too.. hmm.. but i dunno hu they burping to.. then we went to mac to eat.. i min i eat.. they just sit arnd n watch me eat.. they were wondering y im not full.. lol.. then yuting gave me this big task.. to find out georgina's cup size.. wah.. almost got it out.. but she dunno her size.. damn.. then we went home.. on the bus.. me n eunice were crapping again..

haiyer.. cant wait for dance camp.. 27-28/12.. still so long.. we've got alot of fun ideas for this camp.. but since we r the organizers.. we cant play.. tt's gonna be so boring.. but we bringing poker cards to gamble.. n the snap tt i bot in toy r us.. jus tt i dunno where it had gone to.. haha.. oh yah.. btw.. below is a photo of all the tanglinians n ex-tanglinians in camp eureka 2004..



can find me?? i was hugging yi xuan.. lolx..

i still miss luke...............................................................................................'s jacket..

i still miss adrian............................................................................................'s smile..

i still miss ray................................................................................................'s hug!!!


lolololol

MOST SIGNIFICANT THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY!!
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My grandson.. yes.. the cute grandson called Nadzri.. finally said tt elmo is cute!!!! even cuter than him!!! lolx.. im gonna keep tt msg forever!

yay!!! tml baq to dance prac.. i miss dance prac soooooo much.. umm.. i min i miss all the craps n craziness in dance!!! n i cut my nail liao.. siewling u cant make me do pumping.. hahaah.. blah blah blah.. we gonna crap more tml.. dance reigns!!!

haiyer.. y is olinda out??? y y y???? leandra out i alrdy very sad.. now olinda's out too.. n the worse is sylvester is inside!!! omg.. y him?? i cant see any special in his singing.. grrrr... it's all bcuz of those crazieeee ghurls hu went to vote for him cuz of looks.. not ability.. haiz.. i wonder if i'll get alot of "feedbacks" on this in my tag board.. but anyway.. one of my best talents is to block out all bad comments on me.. hehe.. cum on n flood for all u wan.. i dun gif a damn..

hmm.. im giving up my adidas shoes n cardigan alrdy.. i wanna use my money on beta things.. haha.. shhhhhh~~~ u all will nv noe..

i dun understand y r there such unfilial children on earth.. hellooooo!!!! she is ur mother!!!! grrrr...

20/11/04
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08:56 [[Of all the pretty and charmin gurls i came across. I am hook onto u. Why? R u the ans for my light who brights my life? Or am i jus window shoppin?]]

09:11 [[I m. And im willing.. No matter long it takes. I always have faith and trust in u.]]

09:15 [[U r the one who make me attracted to u.]]

09:19 [[Onces i booked a ticket to heaven , would i even want to book anther ticket to somewhere else? Heaven is my place. I jus wish O'S is 2moro.]]

09:36 [[I love u.]]

09:41 [[More then i love myself.]]

09:47 [[Then u beta get use to it dear. U will be mine soon..baby. I seriously love u. If i love u. I do anything 4 u.]]

10:29 [[U look cute when u smile n u r cute when u walk so clumsy.]]

11:39 [[I never felt such love around me when you said that you are willing to be with me.]]

11:49 [[for the last time i hope i get to say this to a girl i love and at the same time i m crying.i love you from the bottom of my heart.]]

11:57 [[i cant bear to let you go just like that.you make me wanna live again.]]

12:43 [[Hey. U aint willing to give up on me do u? Im fightin 4 u nw. My own heart and soul. Jus to get to be with u.]]

sweet memories.. nth but a dream.. haiz..

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Aerosmith
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I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

2X

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing

Girl On Tv
LFO
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I'm wishing on a falling star...
wondering where you are...

(chorus)
I wished for you on a falling star
wondering where you are
do I ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine
She's from the city of angels
like Bette Davis, James Dean and Gable
never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl that's on tv

Met her at a gala affair
she wore a green dress and everybody was there
felt outta place til she looked into my eyes
shook her hand around 9 PM and now
I'm never gonna be the same again
never have to be on a movie screen
to be the leading lady in all my dreams

shoobie-do-wop and scooby snacks
met a fly girl and I can't relax
the only problem is she's a movie star, oh
my friends, they won't believe me
if they could only see me
at the risk of sounding cheesy
I think I fell for the girl on tv

(chorus)
I wished for you on a falling star
wondering where you are
do I ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine
She's from the city of angels
like Bette Davis, James Dean and
never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl that's on tv

Everybody knows her name
wanna take her picture and they're glad she came
but I just wanna be there when she's down, down (be there when she's down)
I don't want her autograph
I just wanna call her up and make her laugh
never had to be on the movie screen
to be the leading lady in all my dreams

shoobie-do-wop and scooby snacks
I met a fly girl and I can't relax
only problem is she's a movie star
my friends, they won't believe me
if they could only see me
at the risk of sounding cheesy
I think I fell for the girl on tv

(chorus)
I wished for you on a falling star
wondering where you are
do I ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine
She's from the city of angels
like Bette Davis, James Dean and Gable
never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl that's on tv

I wished for you on a falling star
I'm wishing on a star and I'm wondering where you are
Wondering where you are
Do I cross you remind in the warm sunshine

(rap)
Yeah, so I wished for you on a bright, shining star everywhere I look, there you are
it's the girl in the green dress
she took my breath away
and now I look to the sky for the better day

to the beat y'all and scooby snacks
I met a fly girl and I can't relax
never had to be on the movie screen
cause she's the leading lady in all my dreams

(repeat chorus)

sweeet song.. lolx!!!

slpt 17 hrs today... wahhaha.. lyk total opposite of camp.. camp is work 17 hrs.. lolx.. brandon came my hse.. cute little boy boy.. he noes how to sit.. but he lyks to fall down on his belly n then try to get himself up.. but when he cannot get up.. he will cry n scream... dotx loh.. i recorded all his brandon-in-action down in my cuz's phone.. not wid me.. soooooo sorrie.. then went harbourfont centre wid my mummy to meet my auntie.. pass her smth or wad i dunno.. then shopped arnd there.. my mother wan me to buy smth.. but i nv buy clothes.. went to buy food instead.. hahaha.. then saw a top in hang ten quite nice.. but my mummy dun wan to buy.. -_-".. hurt got pple miss me during my camp stay.. haha.. jason hoh???? lolx.. my grandson very sweet... so sweet.. hahahahahha.. tt's all lah.. brandon very sweet too!!! lolx.. luke too!!! haiyer... everyone so sweeeeeeeeet!!!! me tooooooo!!!!

hey everybody!!! lolx.. jus returned frm Y2Y Camp Eureka 2004!!! the name damn long.. aiyah.. jus call it camp eureka.. haha.. so tired.. we everyday only get to slp less than 4 hrs.. the other time we spend the whole days listening to lectures n playing brain challenging games.. lemme describe abit to u lah..

tues morning.. which is on 16/11.. i was lyk usual.. late again.. haha.. but only a few mins.. then aft finishing all the basic thingies.. we set off.. on the bus i was trying to slp.. reach the austin hills.. camp buster adrian damn fierce.. we all mood were lyk max to min liao.. haha.. alot of lectures loh.. haha.. then got ray as our trainer!!! wow.. although he's not very shuai considered to me lah.. but he got this x-factor which attracts me.. lolx.. then we played ring toss.. did not win.. haiz.. then more lectures.. coooooooooooold!!!! did not slp until 3am.. my grp got one cutie.. his name soooo kewl also.. hmm.. i wun say his full name here lah.. jus call him by luke.. lolx..

2nd day.. woke up damn early.. 6.30am.. to go for P.T.. physical training lah.. do lyk hell loh.. then went to eat breakfast.. nice.. cereal wid milk.. then we played sum games.. forgot wad games liao.. rmb then i say.. then terence eong's lectures!!! dress till so formal til i puke arh.. lolx.. then went for lunch.. buffet loh.. then played commander of 7 seas.. we won!!! yay!!! won $6.. then more lectures till nite.. but nvm.. it's by RAY!!! i slpt at 1am tt nite.. improvement..

3rd day.. nice!!! morning PT played captain ball.. sian.. then lecture by jason seet.. this guy is a william-hung lookalike.. lolx.. he asked us to play PASS PASS PASS.. craziee loh.. he nv say any rules to us.. but actually we are supposed to snatch money frm other pple.. but nobody noes.. so in the end alot of pple gong gong money kanna snatched away.. including me lah.. lolx.. then played cash flow game.. sorrie to say but i felt tt it was a stupid game.. then during dinner very fun.. the camp buster became fun n joined us in our nonsense.. we sang songs n performed.. then we cheered.. then all the tanglinians plus ex tanglinians in ngee ann sang the "ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen" song.. lolx.. we volunteered ourselves to bring entertainment.. in the end.. no one eating.. camp buster can be fun toooo!!!then more lectures.. blah blah.. tt nite we nv slp early loh.. cuz we hafta prepare our project for the IE Challenge.. then mas told me tt sum guy lyk me.. i was lyk.. "oh wad the hell.." then until 4 smth then slp.. till 6 woke up again.. the whole day i was wearing luke's jacket.. lolx.. he damn sweet.. he kept sneezing.. then i wanna return to him.. then he say tt he sneeze doesnt min tt he's cold.. n he threw baq the jacket at me.. i wanna told him tt his jacket rox.. cuz it's really warm.. but then.. nvm.. haha..

4th day!!!! captain ball competition!! not my business lolx.. then we had our IE Challenge.. my grp got in for the final round.. then we had the final round.. but we came in 3rd.. so we won ourselves $16 each.. then we went for photo taking.. then went baq for trust fall.. very nice.. im the only gal there cuz the other gal hafta go home early cuz she's sick.. so i was the first one to fall.. n i kanna fall twice.. very nice when the guys toss me up.. im flyingggggg im flyingggg~~ lolx.. then we had alot of time to take photos.. all the pple were fighting to take pics wid camp buster.. ooh-hoo.. lolx.. he's became so popular once he's fun.. sucha nice guy.. me, yx n yt took pics wid him too.. he hold me by my shoulder.. lolx.. wah.. shiok!!! me n yx craziee over him frm head to toe.. lolx.. yx so jealous tt he hold me by shoulder.. then we hug alot of pple.. i got to hug ray!!! omg.. shiok again.. lolx.. we all dun bear to leave austin hill too.. me n yx were crqaziee till lyk we walk sooooo slow in the custom so tt we can see camp buster.. he's bus is behind us.. lolx.. then we went baq to tanglin n dispersed!!

actually on the first day of the camp.. i was quite reluctant to go lah.. since u noe... I HATE CAMPS!!! i joined this cuz i tot tt it mite change my opinions on camps.. but the first 2 days got me so disappointed.. i jus dun lyk the events loh.. yeah.. plus the camp buster so fierce.. but the nxt 2 days changed my impression again.. i tot it was fun.. haha.. the atmosphere.. woooooT!! nth to say.. lolx.. very fun.. im soooo tired now.. we learnt alot of things too.. cuz all of our games rite.. we dun haf many rules for it.. jus 1 or 2.. then the rest rite.. u noe we guys are soo used to the system where u hafta haf all the rules b4 u can play the games.. but in this camp.. the thing is "if i nv say anything.. u decide urself loh.." so we can actually make up our own rules.. yeah.. we all were thinking out of the box.. nice rite.. wah.. ur game ur rules.. lolx.. summore.. wid guys lyk ray, luke, adrian (camp buster) n sum other Y2Y trainer hu is quite shuai also.. hahaha.. shhhhhhh~~!

nahz.. this is wad i call "nth to do so find sum guys to craze over.." lolx.. once the camp is over.. the whole thing is over.. no other things lah.. hahaha.. yeah.. tt's all.. im so tired.. i wanna slp now.. nitey!!! all my dears!

gary's on the teens mag!!!! lolx.. he look sooooo different.. i almost can recognise him!!! wow!!! not bad sia!!!

finally went to work jus now.. earned $30 hahah..

ytd nite i dreamt of him.. he was hugging me.. oooooooh... we were so close tt i tot i m dreaming.. ok.. in fact.. im dreaming.. but it feel sooooo real.. it's so UNREALISTIC!!! lol

tatas to all til fri nite.. hahahah.. im going camp im going camp!!!

*yawnz* sooooo tired.. jus return frm a chalet today.. this early morning i min.. oh yah.. to all malays.. n everyone else lah.. haha. SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!! grandson.. i wan green packet!!!

ytd went to je to meet joleen.. she was late.. grrrr.. hu ask me so early go.. then i went to help my ah gong top up his ez link.. then went to buy my clips.. was tinking of whether i shld go entertainment centre buy drink anot.. but scared ltr joleen cAnt find me.. she got no hp.. very hard to contact.. so i stayed there observing pple.. haha.. no weird pple.. not nice.. then she came.. n we were stopped by a gal to donate to the needys.. she said she's hot.. n she's wearing a jacket.. hellooooo?? ok.. so we gd gal.. aft much persuasion.. we donated.. haha.. then we went mac to buy joleen's brunch n my cup of ice lemon tea.. i nv eat my brunch too.. but nvm lah.. hmm.. i kope her fries to eat can alrdy.. haha..

then we took 176 to outside sch there.. i nv noe tt the 176 bus got tt yellow strip tt is actually a bell!!! until i saw joleen pressing.. i was lyk so shock.. n amused.. lolx.. i wanna play too.. i got the pants frm neh neh.. n then we took 176 to church.. but sadly.. tt 176 dun haf the yellow strip thingy..

at cell.. we celebrated celine's bdae.. ooooooh.. god bless. our cell leader is officially 22 yrs old!!!!!or 23??? arh.. nvm.. she's one yr older.. haha.. haha.. her cake was sooo big tt we all cant finish it.. then aft cell.. we took photos.. eh.. not me.. is geraldine take.. then i took a taxi to east coast costa sands resort.. reached there.. i wanted to rush to the swimming pool.. but nur jie was sooooooo slow.... haha.. she's my auntie's maid.. i keep telling her tt by the time she's finish.. they close the pool alrdy.. finally.. she's finished.. but i went wid another maid..... -_-"

the swimming pool very nice.... 1m only.. lolx.. then i play not lyk 5 min.. the guard told us to leave the pool. cuz it's raining.. it's not fair!!!!! but we dun gif up.. we 3 gals waited for the rain to stop.. while the kids bathed.. jus as they were going baq to the chalet.. the pool was opened again.. whahahaha.. we swam ourselves.. we played marco polo.. my sis kept cheating.. grrr.. we swam till we were hungry.. then we went baq to the chalet..

at the chalet.. we got grilled salmon n beef teppanyaki to eat.. yumz.. very nice..i keep asking for more beefs frm the kids.. n they gave me.. WILLINGLY.. ok.. i nv force them.. lolx.. then my auntie mopped the floor while i sit there so comfortably watching the tv.. where got pple cum chalet help them clean chalet one.. lolx.. then we all went up to the rm for the moment of fun.. GAMBLING!!! yay!! haha.. my luck was so gd.. until i started msging my grandson.. we played until abt 2am.. then we went to slp..

but my cuz.. grrrrr.. her head damn strong.. squeeze my baq till actually we r sharing this pillow.. but in the end.. the whole pillow belongs to her.. luckily.. i m skilled in this.. my sis "gave me training" in this nitely.. n i pushed her head baq.. then she suddenly started mumbling.. then she sat up n ask "y r there sharks arnd?" i wanna luff.. but everyone's aslp.. i beta dun luff.. haha..

then early in the morning they wake us up.. yucks.. y so early.. we 11 then check out.. u 8.45 wake me up.. siao! then we went to play badminton in the open field in front of the chalet.. then we went baq to enjoy air con n watch nkf champs n a cartoon show b4 we hafta check out..

then my uncle drived me, my sis n my auntie to parkway parade to take taxi.. my auntie treated us ice cream.. then we sat down observing pple again.. while she go buy burger.. i was observing wad kind of age grp wear wad.. n wad kind of age grp lyks to wear wad.. umm.. the results were....... so confusing.. hahah.. then we took taxi home..

then i slp until now.. arnd 7 hrs ltr.. hahahahaha..

whoa.. i lost 4 kg within 3 days.. i tink it's bcuz i nv eat chocolates.. cuz i havent been doing my sit ups for sooooo long.. it cant be due to exercising.. funny.. when i exercise i dun cut down weight.. i gain weight summore.. but when i stop exercising.. i cut down weight immediately.. now im officially 48kg.. hahah.. but my aunties say i got baby fat.. so no matter how much i weigh.. i still look fat.. is tt true??? i dunno.. haha..

i beta cut my nails by tml if i wanna avoid scratching anybody in the camp.. lolx.. tues im going.. tata to all.. lolx.. wish i can wake up tml to go work..hehe.. done.. cya mabbe tml.. if not till sat alrdy.. hahah..

wah.. im getting blurer n blurer.. is tt sucha word?? ok.. nvm.. i invent my own words.. blurer mins more blur.. stoppid.. 3 yrs old also noe..

i misunderstood joleen for roy.. n she was lyk.. u call me jus now to go church.. u now ask me whether im going anot.. lolx.. wad happened to me???

haha.. i failed a test by my grandson.. he's testing me on my sensitivity on guys feelings n words.. there's only one qn.. n i failed it.. damn.. lolx..