i tink i nid to practice some self control..
i just cant seem to keep to my words..
and it's lyk everyday i break my own promise..
i told myself tt i must go home everyday to study..
straight after sch i min..
but im always tempted by frens to go out..
i beta concentrate more on my studies..
if not i'll nv be able to show my parents..
i find tt im getting more lame than ever..
nw in chinese class..
im starting to ryt love letters to Shaorong..
i always tear the paper frm my chinese txtbk..
ryt in front of mr mah..
today i tear out the map of china..
n i mark a point above china..
then i wrote to him tt i luv him..
n ask him to come visit me in china..
oh god.. wad happened to me..
i tink tt im so weird..
y m i helping pple to solve their probs when i cant even solve mine..
nvm.. i'll got help xuannie wid her blog nw..
XUANIEEEEEE~~ IM HERE~~~~~
