Monday, February 14, 2005

this valentine day started out fine..
i got one whole pack of chewing gums frm jiali as my valentine gift..
n not forget two plastic fans wid "I LOVE YOU" on it..
she so lame.. specially emphasize on the "I LOVE YOU"..
aiyah.. i noe u lurve me lah..
dun nid to announce ryt??


then went to sch..
everyone was passing valentine presents arnd..
except me..
i'm so sorry..
i did not haf money to buy any gifts..
this morning when i tried to get sum angbao money frm my mother..
my father was scolding me for wasting money on these useless stuffs..
i guess he didn't haf much frens..
post-friendless syndromes..
but i used my own pocket money and treated a few of them wid strawberries dipped wid chocolate coating..
i ate 3 myself.. yumx.....


pat broke out some unpleasant news to me today..
i shan't say abt it..
but it bothered me the whole day..
mabbe i shld haf more faith in him..
but im rather confused nw..
thx to jiali n lizhen..
im rather cheered up nw..


i kinda pity lizhen nw..
she's making a very diff decision..
but im quite pissed wid the "frens"..
me n jiali are nw regarded as lyk baddies in their eyes..
they tink tt we r trying to snatch lizhen frm "..."..
which isnt even true..
hello.....


i felt rather guilty for pulling a long face jus nw when i go out wid jiali n lizhen..
i shldnt haf let my emotions overcome me..
i've tried so hard to smile.. n joke as normal..
but... hmmm... luckily they understand me..


bot a umm beady necklace for him..
he said tt he wan a chain tt day in a joking manner..
but nvm.. just buy..
hope it's the one tt he wans..


got a cute flower frm pattie..
n many many sweets n chocs..
arh.. im growing fatter..
i've beta resumed baq my sit ups everyday..
in the meanwhile..
tell u a secret..
im 52kg..... :'(






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