sumtimes i feel tt im a weirdo..
i dun haf a temper at all..
when pple passes bad comments abt me..
i can still smile n laugh it off..
when pple hurt my mentally..
i dun hold it against them..
i forgive n forget everything tt they've done..
sumtimes i tink i shldnt be so gd to them..
aftall.. wad had they done to deserve this?
but i guess all these while it's been the LORD's strength..
He carried me thru difficulties..
no matter how bad i feel..
no matter where i am..
His love nv fails me..
i noe there are frens arnd me hu promise to be wid me thru thick n thin..
but none of them can really fulfil the promise..
cuz they cant be arnd me 24/7..
n it's times lyk these when i turned to God for help..
although i can't see Him there..
i can always feel His presence..
no matter wad.. i noe tt im not alone..
i tink i've really changed alot aft converting..
im rather shock at wad i am nw..
cuz i noe it's not easy to mould such a personality out of me..
considering wad i was lyk last time..
when i am lyk completely tinkiing abt revenging the whole time..
lololollolol..
sum pple told me tt im not lyk other christians..
where they will go arnd preaching at every chance they haf..
instead.. im rather quiet abt my own religion..
only offering advices when needed..
i rather agree wid them..
me myself sumtimes also get irritated by christians hu keep preaching to me..
i wld prefer to be a quiet believer..
i dun blif in preaching everyday cld get sumone to convert..
i tink it will haf more side effects..
tt's y i also dun always go church..
i blif i shld get sum time off on my own..
n tok to God..
i noe i may sound weird..
cuz christians r known to be so "faithful" tt they go church every wk..
but wads the use when u go church every wk but do things wrong outside??
i jus blif tt "christian" mins "living lyk Jesus"..
"thinking lyk Jesus"..
"doing things lyk Jesus"..
in ur everyday life..
aftall.. the ultimate motive of the Bible..
is to get u to "Live Like Human"!
