Tuesday, February 01, 2005

today is not a very gd day..
im very sure abt tt..
i seen so many pple cry today..
n i almost cried too..
but i controlled..


i feel so sorry for amanda..
although im lyk sitting on the fence..

cuz..

firstly.. im not a witness.. so i cant say anything..

secondly.. God teach me to LOVE MY ENEMIES..


cuz she has lost frens whom she really trust in..
but nvm.. amanda baby..



U'VE GOT ME!!!!!


i jus felt amused by sum funny woman hu came up to her n call her "backstabber"..
hello.. wad did she ever do??
y r u always trying to get involve in things tt is lyk..
so NONE of your business??
n it;s so lyk funny..
cuz it's not the first time u ever get involved in smth tt u dun even noe wad happened..


wadever!!!


during sch..
i suddenly felt a sense of loneliness..
tt feeling was so strong tt i let it overcome me..
i just suddenly felt tt nobody ever cares abt me..
no matter how much i tried to be nice to them..
so i ignored all my frens when they call me..
n i felt so guilty.. hmm..



SORRY....


i got sadden by smth tt happened today..
i gave pat's belated burfday prezzie to her..
which was a soft queen cushion..
n she tot tt i gave her bcuz i tink tt she will offer to gimme baq cuz it's smth tt i lyk..
i was lyk wtf...
although i nv express it to her..
i was still saddened by it..
i meant to make her rmb me everytime she sees me.. hmmmmm..



then i went wid jiali to find mr toh..
he was so darn straight..
scolding jiali right in front of my face..
i was a lil pissed off..
aft tt he asked me if i wanna continue tuition..
n i told him "NO"..

firstly.. our schedule is always crashing..
none of us wans to accomodate each other..

secondly.. i dun wan to pay money to see attitude..

thirdly.. he make me feel lyk tuition is a burden..



jiali cried..
i min hu wldnt..
aft being scolded by sumone ryt in front of ur fren's face..


i jus went to see my grandson's blog..
realised tt he hit pple out of anger..
n i felt kinda sad cuz he promised me tt he wld not hurt anymore things or pple..
but i tink he's not in a gd mood these few days..
jus hope tt he will cheer up soon..


see wad i meant by today's not a gd day??
sumtimes i jus wish tt my life wld be easier..
following a routine mite be boring sumtimes..
but on other occasions.. it seems lyk a better option............