I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never know that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'll cross the world
For you I'll do anything

That's right baby
I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me
Yes we can make it
Just ride with me and roll with me
I'm in love with you baby
------------------------------


yoz........
had a great night studying yesterday..
cuz i did 3 papers..
phy, maths and eng!!!
i did accomplished smth..
and i bathed with cooling water..
tt really wakes me up..
lolololol..


went to sch n first thing is ask amanda to confiscate my phone..
i dunno y but the sight of it irks me nw..
lolololol..
bifen say tt im a sm..
SM=Sex Maniac..
and she feels so sorry for my phone..


had ss for the first period..
i copied down all the points..
can u blif it??
oh god..
n i actually did the question wid a long answer..
lololol..
so untypically me..
i guess it's the post-no-hp-syndrome..
it's a gd syndrome.. lol..


then it's maths..
i did my papers luckily..
if not i'll be sitting in the hot sun..
during the whole maths period..
i was writing out the lyrics of "it's all about you" on my foolscap..
i dunno y but i really love tt song..
it's so darn sweet lah!!!!


then it's phy..
i did my papers too..
just tt sum qn dunno how to do..


then it's recess..
i force amanda to eat the western food wid me!!
lololol..


then bio passed peacefully..
but i got 5/20 for my genetic test..
lololol..


then is english..
woah.. ms chng pms..
i was teaching yuting chi n she asked me to stop toking..
fine laaaaaaaaaaa....


chi was damn sian lah..
listening compre again..
me n amanda arrived late cuz we went toilet..
then i saw the tables were separated..
n the guys keep calling my name..
then yixuan told me it's listening compre..
at first i just anyhow shade the circles..
cuz i wasnt paying attention..
then in the end i realised tt there were alot more students in the rm..
oooooooh.. so it was a listening compre for mid year exam..
luckily i realised it..
so i quickly do all over..


then end sch..
got oral ltr..
so sian..
ask us to gather at 2.45..
in the end only got it at arnd 4+..


my examiner was mdm ji!!!!!
thank god!!!
i can communicate with her easier..
hahahahaha..
she started off by asking me why i wasnt earlier..
if not she can ask me to go down n buy drink for her..
i was lyk "huh?"


then oral was fine..
waited for jiali n lizhen while doing my hw..
did another maths paper..
wid alot of skipped qns.. =P


weilong treated me cornetto ice cream..
n i taught chrestella differentiation..


then we went home..


guess wad i found out surprisingly???
i realised my weight had gone down 3kg..
frm the former 52kg to the current 49kg..
yay!!!!!!!!!


just read amanda's blog..
she so sweet..
she wrote a post just for me..
cuz i told her tt she's too sensitive to pple tt she always feel affected by pple..
thus causing her bad mood..
so i told her whenever u cant stand smth..
or u wan to tolerate..
use my method..
cross ur index n middle finger n close ur eyes..
take a deep breath..
n say "ren!" =DD


I believe in you
I swear that forever from today
No one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last always

If I could only let you know
I'll give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothingI wouldn't do
I couldn't let it slip away
If I made every sacrifice
For just one more day with you
If only we could live twice..
If only we could live twice..

back to blogging again!!!
yay!!!
my parents went genting today..
i only got to noe when they sms me when i was having medical check up..
so bad.. nv bring us along..
but i guess we get allowance for this??
lolololol..
i will force money out of their pocket..

alot of things happened these few days..
today had lit n we were watching grp 1 doing their act..
but me n amanda were lying on the floor n playing wid our legs..
lololololol..
we were observing socks..
mine was a "love"ly socks..
hers was kappa one..
lolololol..
shaorong acting damn gd..
the only one tt keeps making us luff..

then aft sch had eng oral..
as usual..
tt dumbass ryan always got smth to do to me..
grrrrrrrrrr..
cant even sit in peace..

i guess i must haf been damn lucky..
cuz jus as i was going to start..
mrs chng had to go for an important meeting wid the principal..
she said tt it mite be a gd news for me..
which actually is..
then she wished me gd luck n asked me to relax..
sumtimes i feel tt she can be quite a nice lady too.. =D

i got ms chng..
during one qns.. i got stuck..
then she also got stuck at the qns tt she going to ask nxt..
then we were luffing..
oh wadever..
fake lufter.. actually..

when going home..
jiali said tt lawrence called amanda to ask abt her internal bleeding..
then she said tt i make it sound lyk a very big thing..
i dun feel gd abt it..
so i kept quiet..
i min.. im trying to show concern..
but u all tink tt im exaggerating..
fine laaaaaaaaaa...

when i was bathing..
i really felt lyk breaking down n cry...
again........
but i held back... hmmm...


hmmmmmm...

"if a person really loves another person alot.. the feeling will nv decrease.."

the person hu said this quote was the one hu proved it wrong..
hmmmmmmmmm..
i dunno hu to trust nw..

i hate going schs nowadays..
i cant even concentrate in classes..
i hafta luff along wid my frens..
show them tt im alright..
but deep down.. im damn hurt..

but as i said..
i dun lyk to open up..
jiali wans me to open up more..
but i tink i failed her..
sorry..
i tink im more comfortable wid not telling my problems out..

i just felt lyk screaming at everybody..
haiz....
wadever happened to me???

im tinking of canceling the movie thing..
i min.. he dun sound willing..
n i dun really wans it anymore..
wads the point??
wadever..
i shall not ask him anymore things..
i beta keep my phone in control..
i dun wan to msg him anymore..

i quite lyk jennifer lopez n fat joe's hold u down..
very sweet..
the background music sounds lyk fairytale..
lolololool..

"Just gimme one more day..
Gimme another night..
I need a second chance..
This time i'll get it right..
I say it one last time..
I gotta let you noe..
I've gotta change your mind..
I'll never let you go.."
New Order-Krafty!!!!

guess wad i found ytd at heeren???


a shop by the name of "Queen's Coulture"


ok.. i noe tt shop has been there for so long..
but the main point im trying to get to is..


i saw a shirt wid "I Love Elmo" inside..
oh my goodness!!!!!!!
it's lyk.. i was passing the shop n i told them all tt this is my shop..
then i was wondering if there's any elmo shirt inside..
n then i saw it.....!!!!!!!!!
loloolol....

happy birthday to my dearest sister!!!!!


yay!!! she finally 15!!!
must be more matured le..
have a swt swt year ahead!!!!


oh yah.. one more song..


****23) Jennifer Lopez ft Fat Joe-Hold Me Down


oh yah.. and one more thing..
it's supposed to be spelled as..
"Don't Phunk With My Heart"..
but perfect 190 spelled it as..
"Don't Funk With My Heart"..


lol

hello!!!!!
im baq to blog again..
cld only get online cuz my mother wans me to help her check smth on the net..
hehehehhee..
nw it's my time!!!!


blah blah blah..
i forgot abt things tt happened alrdy lah..
but nvm..


aargh..
these few days got me tinking n tinking n tinking again..
i keep reviewing my decision over n over again..
n keep changing..
i dunno whats gotten over me..
i wan to move on..
but i dun wan to gif up either..


he suddenly told me tt there's this grp of gals hu lend him a phone so tt he can reply their msgs..
oh sure.. gal frensss.. hmmmmmmm..
then he quickly told me tt they r just frens..
oh no prob...
ok.. i understand..
he's gd looking..
so sumtimes i really wonder y he lyk me..
im just so normal..


then he suddenly told me tt wherever he goes..
there's always girl smiling n waving at him..
oh god.. wads the mining of this???
it's lyk so.. ohhh...............................


jl n lz told me tt he's just trying to make me jealous..
i guess he succeeded somehow..
n nw i dun tink i wan to disturb his oh-so-perfect life nw..


i managed..
i did not even msg him ytd..
i controlled myself..
hard though..
but im determined..
but guess wad..
he appeared at the most unsuitable timing..
he went for sports day..
n i just had this sudden urge to msg him..
but i controlled myself again..
they all keep telling me tt he was here..
i knew it..
i saw him the moment i stepped into the stadium..
i kept my eyes away..
i dun wan to see him..
i forced myself to be so concentrated in the events..
i forced myself to play along wid my frens..
i forced myself to play along when ryan n fazlan sprayed water at me playfully..


but it always happened..
when i went to aspen house to meet lizhen n jiali..
he was down at the track..
i forced myself to look away again..
when i went down to the track to assemble..
he was sitting at the place tt we WERE sitting..
when we were walking out of the the poly..
he was in front of us..
tt's lyk.. so great..


when me n jl were going home frm bukit panjang plaza..
jl msged him..
she asked him y he came baq..
guess wad he reply?
"i felt tt i treated sh very badly..
so i came back to see her.."
lyk wadever lah..
im totally speechless..


a part of me was damn touched by him..
but another part was lyk "wad the hell is he trying to do?"
he shld have msged me..
he noes tt i always forgive him..
or mabbe he dunno??
heck~~


sports day was fun..
hairi sprayed my fringe wid red paint..
it's lyk so fun!!!
then we went to bukit panjang to eat..
lz.. jl n yx cannot stand me anymore..
they say tt im behaving lyk a 3 yr old kid..
fine laaaaaaa..


then i accompany jl to go the lrt there to top up her ez link..
there got two china man..
they were having probs wid their card..
so they came to us for help..
we helped them to translate n communicate wid the person there..
it took quite long n it was quite late alrdy..
then my father called me n asked me to get baq home b4 10..
he scolded me foe being a busybody..
i was damn angry..
but we cant possibly just dump them there n ran off..
so we continue helping..
then when we leave..
i walked damn fast..
n tears just rolled down..


then my mother called me..
they wanted to speak to jl..
so jl explained to them..
finally tt pleasde them abit..
but jl was very worried abt me..
aargh..
heck..
just lemme cry n i'll be alrite..
i actually dun tink tt im crying over my father..
i tink ther's more to it..
the "him" thing..


It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.~~~~~
tHe MiDdLe_*


heck~~


anyway.. got a few songs tt r really nice..


***1) McFly-All About You
**2) Bowling For Soup-Almost
*****3) Howie Day-Collide
***4) Evan And Jarron-Crazy For This Girl
***5) Evan And Jarron-Distance
****6) Diana DeGarmo-Emotional
****7) Natalie-Going Crazy
*****8) Electrico-Good Time
***9) Darius Danesh-Live Twice
**10) Lindsay Lohan-Over
***11) Natalie Imbruglia-Shiver
***12) Staind-So Far Away
*****13) Jimmy Eat World-The Middle
**14) Natasha Beddingfield-Unwritten
****15) Mariah Carey-We Belong Together
***16) Creed-With Arms Wide Open
**17) Daniel Beddingfield-Wrap My Words Around You
*****18) Lifehouse-You And Me
**19) John Mayer-Your Body Is A Wonderland
***20) Backstreet Boys-Incomplete
***21) Frankie J ft Baby Bash-Obsession
***22) New Order-Krafty


yesh.. i've rated the song.. full marks is 5 *s..


enjoy the songs~~


I'm willing to become the angel that you love in fairytales..
Open my arms and become the wings that protects you..
You must believe..
Believe that we will be like the fairytales..
Blissfully and happiness will be our ending..~~~~~~~
tOnGhUa_*

well.. it hasnt been a totally gd day for me either..
y am i constantly late??
y cant i seem to manage my well??
i always feel so bad for making my frens wait for me..
but i hope they understand me.. =D


reached sch at 7 when im supposed to reach at 6.45..
went up to band rm n help the guzheng members put on make up..
it's their syf today..
yepz.. im doing smth gd today.. hehehe..


deb lim was not here today..
but nvtheless.. the test was still on..
luckily i still have shaorong..
i noe amanda very bu shuang today wid pple copying..


pe was a time for dirty things..
wah.. i shld shut up my mouth nw..
even mr lim also noe tt im dirty liao..
shittttt~~


chi was lame..
mr mah said tt he gonna invite the thai teachers to come up n observe out lessons..
but in the end nv loh..
then i just knew it..
he called my name up for a conversation..
i min oral conversation..
damn.. always me.. me.. me.. me..


then geog.. lolololol..
mr ng was at our table checking our project..
then he said tt our performance was great tt day..
thankew thankew..
then he asked abt our teacher mr low..
he's so impressed by him man!!!


then he walked away..
n i suddenly shout out to him.,
"Mr Ng.. do you want to join dance?"
er.. lolololol..


then lit was ok..
aft lit.. amanda showed me smth..
she finally wrote the bra-plucking poem which i haf been asking for so long..
lololol..
so here it goes:


<<>>

The tension is there.
You pull it to the max.
I await to hear the familiar sound.
I await to feel the familiar pain.
It is being released finally.
The strap comes back down instantaneously.
It makes a loud sound...
I let out a shriek...
I yelp in pain...
And turns around
I hit upon you on the back
And say "Well Done!"


the last sentence was for me i guess..
cuZ it says "Amanda <3s U!!!"


hehe..
done.. done..


then went home straight away cuz i meeting cheeyong at 3.30 to study..
in the end both of us dragged until 5 then start studying..
i asked him to keep doing chi tys..
while i do my phy tys..
until my father came home n he seem quite angry..
so i went baq home at arnd 6.30..
in the end he nv scold me..
cuz he saw tt im really studying..
hahahahahah..


phew~~~


i really love Diro2Addict..
ambbe i shld add it onto my wishlist..
anyone tt's so angelic n sweet might see n decided to spend tt money on me.. hahahahah..


*eyelashes oh-so-fluttering*

today must have been a really unlucky day for me..


morning i woke up n i saw the clock..
it was 6.59 when i was changing..
normally it wld only be 6.53..
so i was rushing away..
n in the end i saw my hp n it was only 7.05..
i was rushing lyk mad lah..


then went to sch..
kenna tripped by isaac's dumbass leg..
n i almost fall flat on my face..
grrrrrrr..


then assembled n realised tt i did not bring badge..
aargh!!!!..
luckily shahid n a sec 1 guy kenna caning..
then distract ms chng attention!!!!


sch was ok ok..
lalalalalalala...


aft sch went queensway wid isaac n jiali..
shopped arnd.. nth much to see..


then in the end me n isaac went orchard..
jiali went home..
isaac really opened up..
he started to tok n joke..
we promised not to tok abt him n her..
so our whole trip was a happy one..
we walked everywhere we can..
ahahhahaa..


then we went to shaw towers n went to see chanel's perfume..
isaac was trying to find out lizhen's perfume..
we smelled allllll the perfume..
some of them smelled lyk ahma's body..
lolololol..


then i went to try out dior's perfume..
Dior2Addict was excellent man!!!!!!
omg.. at first it smelled lyk orange..
but ltr it became a very nice smell..
gonna try to save money n buy it.. hahahahah..


then went home..
isaac was so cute..
his voice break n he keep going high pitch..
i kept luffing at him..














at home.. my father scolded me..
i lied to him tt i went to study wid isaac..
n he said tt isaac is my bf..
if every guy tt i go out is my bf..
u'll be shocked at the number of bf i have..
lolololol..
wadever lah..
although i noe lying was wrong..
but im glad tt i lied..
i relaised tt he had not been trusting me all along..
not even when i say i go study..
he even blame me for being a busybody for teaching pple their sch work..
n he want me to get all pass since i m so excellent at teaching pple..
wadever!!!!!!!


i did not cry..
i min.. cry for wad??
u dun trust me.. tt's ur problem..
n tt's definitely fine wid me..
i dun gif a damn..
ur too unworthy of my tears!!!

y does everyone tinks tt im going movie wid him today???
i said sumday.. not sunday!!!


i feel very happy today..
cuz i made a big big big decision..
lolololol..


my mother saw the cupid elmo in my bag which i brought along to tuition..
she say tt im crazieee..
bring a cupid elmo to go shoot arrows at everyone..
lololololol..


went to study wid jiali.. shiying.. my sis n isaac..


aargh.. today's so tired..
i still got hw to rush!!!


tatas~~~


You're just not worth it!~~

a song composed by me.. =D

Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right

It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

ooo, crazy,(ooo)
lady (ooo)
lately (ooo)
Baby


sounds familiar??
hehehe.. it's actually the song lyric of goin' crazy by natalie..
hahahahahahahah..
gotcha!!!

ytd was achievers day performance..
b4 tt me n jiali went ginza to eat..
at kfc.. we met the nan hua dancers..
n jiali say tt they r interested in one of us..
but i did not care much..
especially when food is in front of me..
then aft they left..
jiali say tt one of them keep looking at me..
the fat one she say..
n i was lyk " huh"????
then she was luffing n say tt y i always attract those weird weird looking guys..
if i want then attract sum gd looking one..
if not dun attract at all..
as if i can control or wad loh..


then went for dance..
went into the toilet to change..
actually i just following them n to tie my hair..
but came baq kenna punish for using so much time..
i min it's lyk wads the rush..
me n lizhen were very buay song for a moment..


then we put on make up..
zhiming n roy sux lah..
they made until my face is sooooo red..
lyk just being punched lyk tt..
everyone say so..
then i purposely go make eunice face also red red..
heheheheheheh..
then yuting came back n told me tt he is here..
lyk wadever!!!


then while waiting..
ms tan was luffing at me..
she say i very fat..
my face very chubby..
then lyk just being punched cuz of the make up..
then she keep saying tt she;s very skinny..
wah.... sadist!!!!!


our performance was terrible..
georgina got injured!!
aargh.....
but they say tt they hear alot of clapping..
got standing ovation too..
guess not so bad aftall!!! =D


then we went down to eat..
i keep taking the grapes to eat..
eunice say tt i noe how to pick nice grapes..
hahahahahahah..


he nv send me home..
he nv even say hi..
i was kind of disappointed..
actually alot..
then in the end.. me n jiali went to play swing at the playgrnd..
i told her everything..
then we went home..


then he msged me!!!
he say tt he was too shy to cum over n say hi..
then we r going out to watch movie..
sumday!!!~~~


today went for bio focus..
was slacking there loh..
nth to do..
in the end.. did just 3 qns in one n a half hr..
hahahahah..


then went home n brandon came..
he noes how to walk wid support..
n he noes how to speak abit..
he called me "jie jie" and "ah yi"..


then went church..
today was baptism week..
when i saw the first person went down the water..
i almost cried..
it feels so wonderful to be baptised! =DD


then yuting treated me to kfc..
then we went home..


blah blah blah....








It's all about you..
It's all about you baby..
It's all about you..
It's all about you baby!!!!

i tink tt Electrico is so talented..
their "good time" is lyk so nice..
i put up my arms n legs to agree..


n then there's lifehouse's you and me..
so sweet..
cuz there;s u n me..
n all of the pple..
wid nth to do..
n nth to lose..
n there's u n me..
n all of the pple..
n i dunno y..
i can;t keept my eyes off of you..
there's smth abt u..
i cant quite figure out..
everything she does is beautiful..
everything she does is right..


awwwwwwww...


today i was feeling so tired..
n i had absolutely no mood to play today.
sian sian sian..


but i created another joke out of patricia's dog..
heheheh..


then i composed another msg on my own..
will send to u all de..
dun worry..


jiali asked me to call him..
i dun wan..
i dun dare..
it;s lyk wad m i going to say to him??
i dunno wad to say..
plus.. i dun lyk to tok on phone..
grrrrrrr.. wadever..


tml achiever's day le..
last time performing i guess..
hmm.. then it's on to study!!!!!


O Level......
Here I Come!!!!!
wheeeeee~~~

aargh.. sorry for not updating ytd..
i slpt thru the nite..
frm 7pm to this morning..
lololololol..
im a pig.. *snore snore*


im so enthusiastic today..
lolol.. cuz i got alot of slp!


anyway.. today's rehearsal was hmm..
conflict conflict..
n im innocent.. im neutral..
i got involved only cuz they ask me to go sa jiao wid mdm ji..
hmmm..
mdm ji gave us a long tok..
kind of cute..
cuz she was lyk..
"they r all ur frens.. tell them tt i noe their every action towards me.."
to me loh..
then she look at me n say "ur good frens ryt?"
i can only smile..


on the bus going home..
this malay guy sat beside me..
he's nadz fren..
n he suddenly ask me..
"ahma.. u just now got perform arh?"
of cuz i got lah.. but he did not see me..
then jiali say tt im not obvious at all..
fine laaaaa!!


i lyk the mr lonely by akon..
especially the ahhhh!!! part..
i keep singing n irritate amanda..
lolololo..
ooh.. amanda got gd news..
gd luck to her!!!
but she'll always be my baby....!!! =D



lonely.. i am mr lonely..
i haf nobody..
all on my own..
ahhhhh!!! lololxxx

hellooooooooooo!!!


im so tired today..
rehearsals n playing..
rehearsals n playing..
n alot of tinking too..


we were so high..
higher than other cca grps..
we were making bridges wid our bodies..
n pple hafta crawl under us.. lol..


rehearsal was great..
we did our best..
this time not minding the time factor..
geeeeeeeezzz..


ok.. so there's alot of tinking being done today..
good job.. seowhui's brainey!!!!
so far 3 persons agree to my plan..
n i tot it was reasonable..
if he still dun accept him..
then u noe which decision im going to make..
im trying to find sumone hu's against it n tell me the reasons..
cuz so far all the reasons are FOR it..


dumbass ryan n xuanieee//*..
in english class..
both were toying wid my hair..
n guess wad xuanieee//* said..
the most ridiculous thing..:


"I think Ryan like you leh.."


-_-"


lyk helloooooooooo???
cuz ryan keeps pulling my hair????


then me christina patricia n mandy were so funny..
we were toking abt singlish..
n were having oral exam..
so we were lyk..
"hey invigilator.. whassup?
im here for the exam LAAAAAA!!!"
then we were toking abt the bad pronounciation of english..
so we went..
"hello.. im hele fol the exam..
i got a labbit at home fol a pet..
n i love to eat lulian.."
n christina came out wid smth lyk..
"my mothel nevel wear bla....."


ok.. lolx.. it's not funny..
but we were luffing our hearts out..






anyway.......
hope tt plan works out.. =D

went for tuition today..
on the way got this indian little boy boy smiling at me frm a distance..
then when we got near..
he suddenly say "bye bye" to me wid a big big smile..
i was shocked.. n i cld just keep smiling.. =D


mr toh was so sick today..
tt he cant concentrate n keep teaching wrong things today..


came home n prepared to go out..
took 143 to sch..
then decided to change to 30 n take back to jurong point..
watched guess who wid jiali.. faizal n two other gals..
faizal was wearing pink n it was lyk.. umm ok..
then while they deciding where to go..
i went into cerisi n looked at the kids clothing..
then jiali say tt im 16 yr old..
but has the mentality of a 3 yr old kid..
fine laaaaaaaa!!!


in the end me n jiali went shopping on our own..
jiali say tt pple keep staring at my flat tummy..
n she's so darn jealous..
neh neh ni poo poo.. =P
we went to eat..
i ate chicken rice..
then we went to the sports shops to look arnd..
cuz they having sale..
but saw nth nice..
then we went to toy r us..
played wid those soft toys inside..
hug them damn tight.. lololol..
n i bot a burfday card n a pencil n ruler for my cousin..


then we went kiddy palace..
we played scissor paper stone to decide on the mitten tt we wan to buy..
lolol..
then both of us kind of screamed when we saw the piyo piyo milkbottles..
it's damn cute lah..
the couple beside us was staring at us lyk we nv see milkbottles before..


then we went royal sporting house..
just when i turned n wanna walk out..
i saw someone familiar..
so i quickly turned arnd n told jiali "eh.. ***** leh!"
then she stared.. but i did not.. i back face him..
then jiali say he was staring at me all along while he walk..
wadever lah..
then we went to take the escalator down..
he is also going down..
so when he go down the escalator..
he was staring at me again..
but i did not look..
i pretended i was looking into courts..
but i was mouthing to jiali..
but she did not see..
she say tt he keep staring at me all the time..
then he diao jiali n went to look at his phone..


then we went to eat ichimo bliss at mos burger..
n went to popular to buy our stationaries..
then we went to take bus..
saw a man wid a cotton candy head..
lolololololol..


it;s lyk how can this be loh..
when i lyk him for lyk the whole period of 2 yrs..
i only get to see him once outside..
but lyk only 3 mnths when im moving on..
i saw him twice liao..
im scared tt this same old feeling will return once again..
wow.. then the 2 yrs will continue again..
haiz..
it's hard to give up..
when u noe tt u've spent 2 yrs on him..
just him only n giving up so many chances..


heard this song frm perfect 10 ytd nite..
it's damn sweet..
"you and me" by lifehouse..













Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you~~ =D





and jiali wans me to proclaim this:






I'M SLOW~~






I can't keep my eyes off of youuuuuu~~~~ =DD

today woke up n went for bio focus..
first bio focus ever since syf ended..
mrs jacob is so nice..
she bought 3 big boxes of cereals for us to eat..
n i poured one big bowl for my whole grp..
but in the end we cld not finish it..
n i haf to swallow it down my throat..
sweet mandy bot a puff frm roti boy for me..
she's so sweeeet!!!


met my ah gong at the bus stop..
helped an old lady carry her groceries to my void deck..
im sucha gd gal..
then bathed n went down to playgrnd to meet jiali..
we were sitting down n toking then this malay gal came thru the tunnel n smile at me..
so sweeeet!!!!
then jiali saw n smiled at her too..
then while we toking..
she came thru the tunnel rite up to me n flash me her brightest smile..
=DDDDDD

then we decided to go to the track beside the big longkang to enjoy the wind..
but there's a garbage truck there..
n the smell was lyk woah..
so we decided to go another playgrnd..
there.. jiali played the swing..
while i lied down on the ground..
i looked up the big bright sun..
n saw a few mynahs or crows..
luckily they nv drop any bombs on me..


then we decided to go baq to the original playgrnd..
we sit there n chat..
n testing this guy on his sincerity..
then the rain started..
jiali did his maths hw while i just look at the rain..
then we decided to go home as i had to go church..


but in the end my parents dun allow..
so nv go loh..
spend the whole day playing com n listening to perfect 10..
hheeexx...


we celebrated carmen's burfayd today..
ooh.. she's 6 yrs old..
tml going to buy smth for her..
if i can go out.. lol..


tml going out wid jiali n some guys whom i dun really noe lah..
jiali's frens.. wadever..
got free movie then go loh.. lolol

im currently listening to perfect 10 nw..
woot!! so long nv listen alrdy..
i miss jamie's voice..
n of cuz carrie chong's top ten countdown..
lyk dun exist anymore ryt?? arh..wadever..


i tink my skills in making milk is superb..
yuting also lyk my milk..
she says the oat taste great!! hehex..


ytd jiali stepped on my slippers n my skin rubbed against the strap..
nw my feet had one big bruise.. ewwww...
but it's not pain at all.. i wonder y..


i guess i was a little craziee today.. hmmm..


below is a declaration by yixuan:

Who's the most childish in the class?
-SEOWHUI!!

Who's the lamest in the class?
-SEOWHUI!!


fine laaaaaaaaaa............................


i asked yx to change my name..
i dun lyk shit anymore..
it's too common.. n everyone's calling each other shit nowadays..
so she decided to change to shitter..
i dun lyk it.. so uncommon..
it's lyk she seldom call pple shitter..
so i decided tt i wan to be called "I"..
so whenever she say "I......"
i wld turn to her n say "u calling me?"
hahahahahahahhaha..
then she started saying "I sux" (Seowhui sux)
fine laaaaaaaaaa.........


i made an achievement today..
i borrowed 2 bks frm the bukit panjang library..


im so tired today..
even my father can see it..
i was lyk dozing off on the bus..
then when i returned home..
i didnt even bethe n just lie on the bed n slp..
then my father ask me wad happened to me..
cuz usually i wld bathed first..
straight aft i get baq frm sch..
b4 i go on n do other things..
so i must have been real tired i guess..


hmm.. tml still got bio focus..
sian sian sian..
i pon phy n chem focus today..
hope dun haf to sweep the floor.. lolol..


this song very cute.. =D


I'll Never Fall In Love Again
----------------------------------
What do you get when you fall in love
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you kiss a guy
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone 'ya
I'll never fall in love again
Don't you know that I'll never fall in love again.

Dont' tell me what's it all about
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love
You only get a life of pain and sorrow
So for at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again
No, No, I'll never fall in love again.

I'm out of those chains, those chains that bind you,
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So for at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again,
Don't you know that I'll never fall in love again,
I'll never fall in love again.











What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble~~

good news:

TDE got GOLD for SYF Dance Competition 2005!!!!!


ooh-hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!
we got gold we got gold we got gold!!!
we were screaming lyk siao...


had wonderful days..
i drew elmo n write "elmo lurves you" on every single page..
he kenna by my elmo cupid arrow..
oops.. he fell in love wid me..
n i keep hitting his back trying to get tt "imaginative" arrow out of his heart.. lolol..
i also bluffed him tt im copying down his note for him..
but im actually writing "weiming is a pig" on his bk..
dumbass!!!!


today composed a stupid poem by myself..
and amanda says tt it is very nice.
well.. u'll be the judge..
lololol..














I love..
The melody that you sing..
The happiness that you bring..
The love I found in your eyes..
Like the grace of Jesus Christ..
The brightness of your smile..
The gentleness of your touch..
The message you'll always send..
Whenever you hold my hand..
The softness of your kiss..
When your lips touch my lips..
The sweetness of your words..
That tell me I'll never be hurt..
The magic that I felt..
When my heart just melt..
That twinkling feeling that I get..
When I know I just can't forget..
The way you make my sadness..
Into a lifetime of gladness..
I know that as along as I live..
You'll be a part of me..
And even though we may part..
But you'll always be in my heart.. =D















but i guess our love isn't strong enough to overcome time..

good news:

TDE got GOLD for SYF Dance Competition 2005!!!!!


ooh-hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!
we got gold we got gold we got gold!!!
we were screaming lyk siao...


had wonderful days..
i drew elmo n write "elmo lurves you" on every single page..
he kenna by my elmo cupid arrow..
oops.. he fell in love wid me..
n i keep hitting his back trying to get tt "imaginative" arrow out of his heart.. lolol..
i also bluffed him tt im copying down his note for him..
but im actually writing "weiming is a pig" on his bk..
dumbass!!!!


today composed a stupid poem by myself..
and amanda says tt it is very nice.
well.. u'll be the judge..
lololol..














I love..
The melody that you sing..
The happiness that you bring..
The love I found in your eyes..
Like the grace of Jesus Christ..
The brightness of your smile..
The gentleness of your touch..
The message you'll always send..
Whenever you hold my hand..
The softness of your kiss..
When your lips touch my lips..
The sweetness of your words..
That tell me I'll never be hurt..
The magic that I felt..
When my heart just melt..
That twinkling feeling that I get..
When I know I just can't forget..
The way you make my sadness..
Into a lifetime of gladness..
I know that as along as I live..
You'll be a part of me..
And even though we may part..
But you'll always be in my heart.. =D















but i guess our love isn't strong enough to overcome time..

today very eventful..


firstly.. smth bad happened to me..
i played the middle person n nw the guy's angry at me..
i was lyk oh mi god.. it's my fault.. again..
nvm then..


today the SZE nv come..
SZE= Sabrina, Zuzi and Efa..
they very funny..
always nv come together..


then lit was so boring..
christina n patricia r always toking abt other things one..
n im so bored to death..
so when ms tang ask us to go out n draw out the family tree..
i volunteered myself.. smth to do at least..


then phy.. mr teo nv come..
n i bot chicken meat to eat in the lab..
the tcher dun even care..
then me n amanda were doing the phy tys..
i promise tt im doing..
but he saw the answer booklet wide open..
so he tot i copy..
then i was lyk so worked up..
n i told him tt i nv copy.. i promised..
with such high pitch (according to yixuan)..
tt i scare him off.. lololol..


then geog..
ooh.. i found out smth.. which i was really shock at first..
hehehe..


then it's eng..
ms chng nv come..
ms tang relieved first period..
she gave us a test on newspaper..
then wang yee came in in second period..
we were luffing all over..
n the guys keep asking us gals to be careful..
n ryan was copying his "eye-blinking" style.. lol..


then went ginza wid lizhen n jiali to eat..
there;s these 2 guys beside us.. n one of them was really vulgar..
but his story was so funny tt we were luffing..


then we decided to walk back to sch..
even tho it looks lyk it's gonna rain..
while walking.. these 2 kids started screaming n running to a lamp post..
then they run arnd it..
i tot it was quite cute..
then i imitate them n scream n run to the lamp post n arnd it..
then the 2 kids stare at me..
then lizhen joined in too.. lolol..
then this guy frm our sch call jason..
said tt we sec 4 still havent grow up..
i dunno if tt meant as a criticism or only joking..
but i ans him back tt we lyk it..


just as i've predicted.. it rained halfway..
so we started running..
n we were wet throughout..


dance was ok..
there was a small conflict..
ok.. not small.. quite big..
roy n han xu fought..
whoa~~ it was lyk so scary..
i cld only stay there n watch..
in the end they got a scolding frm mr low..
but they managed to make peace..
luckily..
it's lyk tml's the competition..
they beta be cooperative..


aft dance..
they sent me up to read out all the schs name tt we r competing against..
then they kept clapping n i kept saying thankew.. bhb..
then during the dance meeting..
i kept wanting to say my part..
but they just dun let me..
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..


going home was the most fun part..
isaac chong send jiali home..
n i was the third person.. hehehe..
i kept playing them lyk how jiali played me n nadzri..
lalalalalal.. tt;s retribution lah..


sometimes.. being a third person can bring both troubles n joy to urself.. =D


tml's the big day tt we've all been waiting for..
really really wish tt we can get GOLD WITH HONOUR tml..
so excited.. n nervous..

morning woke up to go tuition wid shiying..
yepz.. shiying joined back the tuition class..
yay!!! i haf a company nw!! =D


reached home n heard frm my mum tt we're going to a temple in bishan to "visit" my grandma n my uncle..
n i rushed to prepare..
tt's when smth nice happened..



HE MSGED ME!!!! =DDD


i was lyk smiling to myself all the time.. lol..


ok.. so the temple was lyk so full of smoke..
yucks... i cant even open my eyes properly n breathe..
spent a long time there..
n i keep hearing a woman speaking over the mike telling sum pple tt their candle is on fire..
i was lyk luffing loh..
firstly.. which candle does not burn?
secondly.. it's lyk so exaggerating!!!
so i asked my auntie to be more exaggerate..
let's burn the incense paper there.. lol..


then i saw brandon!!!
ooooh.. he's so cute..
he kept asking my grandpa to give him water to drink..


then me n my parents n sis went junction 8..
ate crystal jade there.. yumz..
then went home..
on the mrt.. i was lying on my mother's shoulders..
n these 2 gals were staring at me..
then one of them copy me n lie on their mother's shoulder..
n kept staring at me.. lol..


just nw my parents torture me..
they make me drink some black chicken soup which is a tonic according to them..
they told me it's sweet..
lyk ur head... it's bitter!!!
so i took a lollipop..
with one mouth of the soup..
comes 2 full mins of lollipop..
yucks.. pui~~
i drink until i cry.. cuz my mother keep telling me to finish it..
i really regretted telling them abt the headache tt day..
nw they wan me to drink tonics aft every menses tt i haf..
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...


wahahhaha.. today sumone's big day..


Happy Birthday To My Grandson Nadzri!!!!


wah.. 17 alrdy..
one more yr can watch M18 shows..
omg... i got 2 more yrs to go...
not fair.......


rmb the post ytd??
i said i bot a present for sumone??
yeah.. it's for him..
i bot him these 2 tortoises..
so damn cute..
one small tortoise on top of a big tortoise..
it's called flubbergreen according to yuting.. geraldine n celine..
but i decided to be more unique..
n i call it flubbergreeniELMO!
hheex..










FlubbergreeniELMO
lurrvves`
euu_*

ooooh..
had a wonderful day ytd n today..


went esplanade wid gary n isaac ytd..
only to reach home at 10.30pm.. lol..


then went out wid my sister today..
to collect her handphone..
then went suntec walk walk..
bot all the cosmetic again..
it cost lyk $50+ loh..
had not much money for the rest of the day..
then we went to orchard..
walk walk again..
eat alot..
bot a present for sumone's big day..=D
my sis bot a present for sumone too!!! lol..


then we decided to take a long route home..
we took 700A to bukit panjang..
n transfer bus 176 back home..
lolololol..
realised tt i was lyk so close so close to him only..
saw mr see also.. the ex-tanglin DNT teacher..


came across this meaningful sentence ytd in a bk:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sometimes, the most loving thing you can do for someone is to let him go.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


i was lyk reading this sentence over n over again..
n my eyes just suddenly stop at the "let him go" words..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....
haf some faith.. u can do it seowhui! =D







Sometimes, I ask myself..
Why do I even care..
When you don't even care?
Then my heart wanders back to the image of your smile..
And the way your eyes just tell me that "everything will be alright"..
I love the softness of your touch..
And the gentleness of your voice..
I knew that I'll be alright as long as you are here with me..

i am so happy today..
i was in a really gd mood today..
hehex..


i kind of regret not shutting my mouth today..
i told amanda smth tt spoils her day..
aargh.. she's been acting weird since then..
i shld haf just shut my mouth..


maths was lyk.. fun too..
wid ryan n daniel arnd..
lololol..


aft sch went for dance again!!!!
today was damn tired..
only ran thru the dance twice..
then we packed up n left home..


went to the running track there n enjoy the breeze..
nice nice!!!!!! lololol..














Waiting
Green Day
-------------
I've been waiting for a long time
For this moment to come
I'm destined
For anything...at all

Downtown lights will be shining
On me like a diamond
Ring out under the midnight hour
No one can touch me now
And I can't turn my back
It's too late ready or not at all

I'm so much closer than
I have ever known...
Wake up

Dawning of a new era
Calling...don't let it catch you falling
Ready or not at all

So close enough to taste it
Almost...
I can embrace this
Feeling....on the tip of my tongue

I'm so much closer than
I have ever known...
Wake up
Better thank your lucky stars....

I've been waiting for a long time
For this moment to come
I'm destined for anything at all

Dumbstruck
Colour me stupid
Good luck
You're gonna need it
Where I'm going if I get there...
At all....

Wake up
Better thank your lucky stars....

heex.. im baq.. wid a new blogskin..
nice?? i asked jason n he said nice..
so it;s nice.. heex..


today's lesson was lyk..
seeing joker aft joker..
the tchers are so funny today..
firstly is ms tan..
she keep making mistakes n speaking wrong things today..
then tt stupid ryan kept scaring me wid sudden punches or draw on my paper..


then is ms chng..
she's damn grrrrr...
crzieee...pms..
join my club.. lol..


then is mr mah..
i heard wenxuan say tt he keep asking me to stop eating..
but i nv hear.. lol..


dance was fun...
n tiring..
serence played some games wid us to train our stamina..
we were screaming all over the hall..
the malay guys who were kicking football in the hall were lyk staring at us..


aft dance.. i sat at the canteen waiting for yuting..
this malay guy (the one hu returned me my wallet)..
looked at me n smile.. n i smiled baq..
then he walk pass me n ask me if im going home..
i say nope.. n he said bye..
it's lyk so funny..
we became lyk frens lyk tt..
lyk out of a sudden.. i got a new fren..


then we went clementi to look for make up..
found it.. bot it.. n went mac to meet lizhen n diana..
mdm ji treated me dinner..
n i bot mac kiddy meal..
so cute... the counter person was luffing away..


then i asked yuting to teach me some ballet moves when she grad frm her ballet course which is 5 more yrs away..
n i started doing some ballet movements..
n i found them all luffing..
wah liao.. very funny meh????
im just trying to show off my movement..
hahahahahah..


then went home wid shiying..
whom i met at mac..
on the way home..
grrr... i just cant stop myself frm looking at tt dumb stupid place..
i kept turning my head away..
but in the end i still find my head baq looking at it..
wadever lah!!!!!


me n isaac toking abt malays nw..
i told him tt all malay guys hu r not fat r gd looking..
they haf gd complexion n gd body..
n they treat their gfs very gd..
it's true..
they dun look at gf at their appearance..
n they treat their gf very sweetly..
ooooooohh~~~
okok.. i'll stop.. jiali n isaac say im tinking too much abt malay guys..
shit~~~~~~~


"yes? u calling me? hi.. im shit!"

some pple just suck n they do not realise it..
wads the use of apologising over n over again when u noe tt u're gonna do it again..
if u tink tt u r absolutely correct in doing smth..
then for fuck sake..
go ahead n do it..
i dun gif a damn!


im in sucha bad mood today..
in fact,.. not only today.. for many days alrdy..
guess it's due to seeing so many couples on the street..
im just plain envy.. too envious of them..
y r they all lyk so sweet?


im so prone to crying nowadays..
my tears just run down when i feel lyk it..
i dun stop them too.. i dunno y..
even if it's in front of my parents..
i dun gif a damn too..
i seriously nid a destress..
i nid to run away..
to a place free of problems..
relationships.. studies.. money.. families..
wadever!!!!







STOP DREAMING!!!!









i wished tt he hadnt say tt stuff tt day..
i wished tt he had say tt he is willing to wait for me..
i might just suddenly change my mind n say "yes"..
but hu noes it'll end up lyk this..
anyway.. it shows his true feelings too..


it could have been so beautiful..
it could have been so wonderful..
it could have been just perfect..
nth but a dream in a dream..
a nightmare i guess..
a sweet one..



wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa..
(I'm climbing up step by step..)



it's gonna take so long n hardwork to forget u..
i dun even noe whether i can do it..
but..... heck~

trying to find the lyrics of a chi song now..
it's damn nice..
the tune is lyk very sparkiling..
hahahahhaha///
sang by jay chou.. of cuz!


today dance was gd..
we were the only sch hu nv get scolding again..
until the seniors of other schs were betting tt we will not get scolding..
the rates were as high as 1:200.. lolol..


aft dance..
we went ginza to eat..
i ate the chilli la la..
very nice!!!!!!
everyone was trying to kope frm me..


then we went to find a gift to buy for the helpers..
we cldnt find anything..
n i suggested smth.....






MILKBOTTLES!!!!!






hehehehehhe..
we bot 6 milkbottles..
i brought them home..
we were planning to make milk for them to drink..
since i've been drinking milk..
i'll do the job..
they hafto to drink on the spot!!
how cute r we???!!!


but i wonder how im going to bring 6 milkbottles to sch on nxt tues????



9 more days to SYF!!!
it's gonna be hard work these wk..
but we gonna pia!!!
for the sake of a Gold with Honour!
n the holiday we will get the nxt day..


ok.. i've managed to make mdm ji signed a contract tt we will take a leave frm sch on wed ryt aft SYF if we manage to get a Gold with Honour..
very hard to get her to sign smth..
she's too smart u see..
grrrrrrr...

currently watching the Miss Singapore Universe nw..
i tink only #13 rebecca lim is nice only..
hahahhahaha...


playing jason is so fun..
he gets pai seh so easily...
so cuteeeee!!!
guys hu blush easily r so cute..
loololol..


taufik just performed on MSU!!!!
ooooooh... he just so cool.. my dear darling!!!
today i saw his poster at 7-11..
i almost tore it down n bring it home..
but one thing i discover..
he is so hairy..
lolololol..


i am sick for this 2 days..
headache.. bad bad one..
my father n auntie say it's due to my menstrual..
im losing too much blood..
ewww.. stop bleeding nw!!!
lololololol..













Got My Eyes On YoU!!!!!

these few days have been eventful..


monday was soccer match against bishan park..
the score was 6-0..
wow.. our team really deserves an award..!!!


then our wallets were lost on the same day..
damn..


tuesday aft sch went to police station to make a report..
spent a long time there..
so making a report wasnt fun at all..


wed was dance prac..
i realised smth n made a decision in my life..
hahahah.. quite important..
but im not going to tell u wad..


then it was soccer match again!!!
this time against riverside..
we won again wid a score of 2-1..
good job, guys!!!


feroz n daniel were injured..
feroz got this big cut on his head n blood was ooshing out..
oh my gdness..
how scared was i when he walk past me n one side of his face was completely covered wid blood..
eeeeeeww..


we also found baq our wallets on the same day..
heex..


today morning..
i was feeling so defeated when mandy told me tt she can do the "puk" sound too..
i spent the whole day tring to create another sound so as to win her again.. lol..


it goes smth lyk the crunching sound when u munch on an apple..
lolololol..


i've got this movie voucher frm my auntie..
hahah.. i can go watch free movie liao..
yay!!!!!

i hate blogger lah...
aiyah wadever..
always playing me when im feeling so low..
y do pple lyk to stress me all at the same time?????


ytd: I LOST MY WALLET!!!


today: I WENT TO MAKE A POLICE REPORT!!!


if blogger is going to ask me to sign in again..
im going to kill bill gates!!!!


mandy: our song nxt time then post..

i relly tink tt my menses is coming..
i beta prepare..
n pple.. pls tolerate wid my sudden change of temper or smth..


anyway..
i went out wid my parents n auntie to jurong point..
there's so many pple there today..
i saw a princess shirt..
but i cldnt find any queen shirt..
grrrrrrr...


walked arnd..
i keep sa jiao to my parents..
but they refused to be moved..
fine.. wadever lah..
then i went to buy an fbt shorts..
went to giordano n look arnd..
my parents n auntie were looking at clothes..
then i went to the giordano junior department..
n saw this little skirt tt's so cute..
i looked over to my mother n showed her..
pretending tt im wearing..
then she walked over n told me tt the small gal behind me was staring at me..
lolololol..
then i searched for the largest size..
amazingly.. i can wear..
i sa jiao for the last time..
n my parents bot it for me..
it's very cute..
wid a little orange cow at the front.. =D


i've got more reasons to blif tt my parents are lying to us abt the financial difficulties..


today i learnt 2 phrases frm my parents..
my father tot me this: chicken grandmother..
it mins ji po.. KPO.. direct translation is chicken grandmother..
lolololol..
then my mother taught me this: tian zhen wu ya..
it's supposed to be tian zhen wu xie..
the xie is written wid a "ya"..
tt's y she read as tian zhen wu ya..
duhz,.....
then i ask my auntie wad is she going to teach me..
she cant tink of anything..
so i just tell her to teach me the pin code of her master card.. visa card.. cash card.. atm card.. wadever card.. lol..


oh yah.. i saw a crown at chameleon..
so cute n elegant..
$18.90..
my father read it as $1890..
i was lyk -_-" *diaoZ*..
if feel lyk buying it..
no no.. i must save money!!



REN!!!!

im in a state of depression..
i feel lyk i've been made used of..
by alot of pple..
but i cldnt reject..
i nid tt strength..
to say "NO"..


bcuz of these pressures..
i just keep feeling lyk breaking down..
im stressed wid too many relationship problems..
problems which r not even mine..
it's not fair..
im just a normal human being..
y do i haf so many relationship problems..
when i cant even solve my own..


pple treat me lyk their slaves..
i noe to be the first.. u hafta be a slave..
but pls do not take me for granted..
u lyk sumbody..
tt's ur own business..
do not make use of me to create chance for u all..
or make me the nanny of ur beloved..
hello...


IM ONLY A HUMAN!!!!!!














i guess my menses is coming.... PMS!!!

i dunno y but i;ve been having a bad temper these few days..
i get stressed up easily...
aargh... wadever!!!


today in dance..
mdm ji came wid a small gal of her fren..
she's damn cute..
keep sticking to me n yuting..
lol..


aft dance..
we went jurong east to eat..
then decided to go watch the eye 10..
omg..


PLS..... DUN WATCH!!!!


it's a darn lame show..
the plot is so stupid..

there's this gal whom we tink is abit looney..
hahaha.. she keep screaming so loud..
n during scary parts..
she will hug her teddy bear so close to her..
when it's nt scariee..
she put the bear on the seat beside her n pat him twice...
er...... lololol..


i finally got the "I Will Follow Him"!!!!

ok.. i knew it..
my father can nv say no to me..
wid a little help of being cute..
heex!!


i was forced to wake up today at a sinful time..
8.00am in the lazy morning..
oh my gdness..
i cld have just dump my head back into my pillow n sleep on..
but i hafta wake up..
they threatened me wid not allowing me to go watch the performance again..
sucks!!! ok.. they dun suck..


i cldnt even bathe in peace..
my father was hollering!!!
erks... i havent even finish shitting n he came stomping into the kitchen n ask me to hurry up..
fine!~!~


then we took a taxi to a temple in paya lebar or sumwhere there..
blah blah blah.. tra la la..
we ended the "praying" session..


then we walk all the way to the bus stop at sum stupid distance away..
on the bus.. they said tt they wanted to go bugis n orchard..
n i told them tt i hafta go home by 2.30pm..
they spited me saying tt they wanna shop till very late..
hahahahahah.. they tink tt i dunno them well enuff..
if they ever shop ltr than 6pm.. i'll chop off my head..


we went bugis first to eat dim sum..
nt bad.. but crystal jade beta..
then i rmb tt i dun eat in the morning..
so i stopped n just keep drinking the pepsi..
then we went to shop..
i saw a billabong bottle in the shop..
nice.. $11.90..
but m mother dun allow me to buy..
it's nt fair..
she still owe me $30..


then we took the train to orchard..
we walked all the way at killiney's road to find a darn stupid post office..
in the end.. it was just opp orchard plaza.. grr!!!
we went all the way just to get one stupid cooler bag..
n it was so small..
me n my sis cldnt resist it anymore..
n kept on luffing at my father..


we went OG Orchard to shop..
bot alot of things..
i nv did expect my mother to go on a shopping spree wid us..
cuz she's been saying tt they r having financial difficulties..
come to tink of it..
mabbe they r lying to us..
i bot a billabong belt.. nice!!!!
a fila tshirt.. n 2 maui girls top..
my sis only bot one shirt..
hmm.. i really noe how to grab opportunities lyk this..


then we went home.. at 2.30pm..
am i glad to announce tt i dun haf to chop off my head..
or even change my name to wang xiao bu dong (Ong Seow Dunno)..
or wang xiao ben (Ong Seow Stupid)..
lolololololol..


reached home n i went bathing..
prepared to go out..
met eunice at her bus stop..
n we went church together..
waited for yuting they all..
then nadz msg me tt he cant go..
cuz of family outing..
kinda disappointed..
but nvm.. since family is more impt.. =D


we went kfc to eat..
then stood outside church waiting to go in..
we went to rite in front of the stage..
n waited for the performance to start..
finally.. the stupid dance came on..


i will follow Him.. no matter wherever He may go..
there isnt a mountain too deep..
or valley too low it can keep..
keep me away..
He is my Destiny!!!!

i love Him i love Him i love Him..
n where He goes i'll follow..
i'll follow.. i'll follow..
heheh....


all the milking cow.. n massaging..
n stirring milk actions.. it's damn funny..
the whole church was roaring wid lufter..
lololol..


then we settled down to watch the performance..
nice..!!!
everything went lyk ytd..
only today..
all the pastors couples must perform smth..
the husbands must carry their wives n they will fly them across the stage..
damn cute!!! lol..


then we went to eat..
i min me.. again..
we were encouraging carin to come dance tml..
there's sum misunderstanding..
hmm.. tml there's smth for me to do alrdy..
tt is to preach.. lololol..


then me n eunice went home together!!!!














there's this person hu spammed amanda's blog..
aargh.. childish kids again..
y cant pple grow up??
i min wads so fun abt spamming pple's blog??
lyk do u smile to urself when u tag?
or u feel satisfied when the person's angry??
wow.. u noe wad tt shows??


YOU ARE A PERVERT!!!


sumtimes.. i tink they r quite pathetic too..
their mother must have not given them any names..
or mabbe strange names lyk tt time the "u noe hu"..
cuz they jus insist on tagging things under tt "name"..
mabbe we shldnt even blame them..
those pathetic nameless kids..


u may say tt it's none of my business..
but i insist it is..
for each day tt me n amanda are frens..
her business is mine..
so u beta watch out..
u r offending 2 persons at the same time..



anyway.. God loves you!!!
me too!! n im sure amanda too!!! =D
it's time to repent!!!














I Will Follow HIM
Sister Act
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I will follow Him
Follow Him wherever He may go,
And near Him, I always will be
For nothing can keep me away,
He is my destiny.

I will follow Him,
Ever since He touched my heart I knew,
There isn't an ocean too deep,
A mountain so high it can keep,
Keep me away, away from His love.

I love Him, I love Him, I love Him,
And where He goes,
I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow.

I will follow Him,
Follow Him wherever He may go,
There isn't an ocean too deep,
A mountain so high it can keep,
Keep me away,

We will follow Him,
Follow Him wherever He may go,
There isn't an ocean too deep,
A mountain so high it can keep,
Keep us away, away from His love...

I love Him
(Oh yes I love Him)
I'll follow
(I'm gonna follow)
True love
(He'll always be my true love)
Forever
( from now until forever)
I love Him, I love Him, I love Him,
And where He goes,
I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow,
He'll always be my true love,
My true love, my true love,
From now until forever,
Forever, forever...

There isn't an ocean too deep,
A mountain so high it can keep,
Keep us away, away from His love...














Still
Hillsongs United
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Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust







sumhow.. this song always gives me the strength to follow Him again..
everytime i feel lyk giving up..







btw.. just for ur information..
eunice n georgina n lizhen commented tt they nv regret coming to watch.. =D

wad shld i say abt ytd??
tt i m so darn careless..
i dropped $45..
n i cant find it anywhere..
grrrr....


today went to sch..
i cldnt stop playing wid amanda..
we were luffing n luffing away till ms chng was lyk kind of warn us..


aft sch.. went home n bathed..
then meet jiali below my blk..
we decided to go jogging..
yeah!!! finally..
im so ashamed of myself..
i cant even outrun her!!!
wad is this????
den we sat down at the big space n tok..
okie.. so she's the 2nd person hu say tt im too nice..
i cant even reject a person..
but i jus cant find the reason to reject sum1..
n she says tt i hafta open up more..
cuz i keep pressing things down inside of me..
mabbe.. hmm...


then went church to watch the performance..
b4 the performance..
we hafta do a dance..
stupid but very fun!!!!
hahahahahaha.. i was enjoying myself..
the dance was nice..
plot very nice too.. shld go watch..
when they pushed the big CROSS out..
i almost cried..
"You've turned my mourning into dancing!!!"
tml at 7.30pm.. im going again..
anyone wan to come???


then pastor eugene told us of a joke..
lol.. it's abt this man hu tinks tt he is the smartest in the world..
so he took a plane wid a pastor n a boy scout..
in the midst of flying..
the pilot came in n told them tt the engine had died,,
n there is only 3 parachutes left..
n he told them of how he still has 4 children n a wife waiting for him..
then took one parachute n jumped down..
then the smartest man stood up n told them tt he is the smartest..
n is in the midst of inventing smth tt will improve the lifestyle of pple..
then he took a parachute n jumped down..
then the pastor told the boy scout tt he is old..
n has seen everything in the world..
n he is ready to go meet his Creator..
he asked the boy scout to take the last parachute..
then the boy scout told him..
"Hey old man.. Do not worry..
the SMARTEST man had just jumped down with my schoolbag.."


lololololololollolol..


then we went to eat kfc..
toked awhile.. abt the things we learnt..
then me n isaac went home together..
he intro me a song..
im the only gay eskimo.. or smth lyk tt..
damn funny the song..
hahahaha..

i love this song..
since p6..
when i realise what love is..














Drowning
Backstreet Boys
--------------------
Ohhh...

Don't pretend you're sorry
You know you're not
You know you've got the power to make me weak inside
And girl you leave me breathless
But it's ok
Cause you are my survival
Now hear me say...

I can't imagine life without your love
And even forever don't seem like long enough

Chorus:
'Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Maybe I'm a drifter
Maybe not
Cause I have known the safety of floating freely in your arms
I don't need another lifeline
It's not for me
Cause only you can save me
Oh, can't you see

I can't imagine life without your love
And even forever don't seem like long enough
(Don't seem like long enough, yeah)

Chorus:
Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
And everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
Cause you're the air that I breathe

Chorus:
Everytime I breathe I take you in (everytime I breathe, yeah)
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it (Baby I can't help it)
Keep me drowning in your love
And everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it (Baby I can't help it)
Keep me drowning in your love (Loooooooooooooooooove)

Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love (Keep me drowning in your love)
Whoa
Got me drowning
Keep me drowning in your love
Baby I can't help it (I can't help it, can't help it, no no)

Everytime I breathe I take you in (I like you)
And my heart beats again (Ohhhh)
Baby I can't help it (Baby I can't help it)
Keep me drowning in your love
Every time I try to rise above
(Everytime I try to rise, rise above)
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in.... your love

guess wad happened aft sch???
ok.. we had a gd luff..
at least me.. lolx..


ok.. i got a gd scare frm jiali's face..
i was washing my hands n looking into the mirror..
when she just suddenly pop out..
i screamed!!! lol..


tired to describe today's experience..
another reason is cuz i forgot alrdy.. haha..

helloooooo~~~
=D i'll just flash my sweetest smile for a while first..


=D


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hehe.. nope.. ur wrong..
it's not tt there;s smth gd tt happened today..
nope.. there isn't..
it's just tt i dunno wad to blog..
lol..


lemme tink..
hmmmmm....


ok.. today everyone hafta sit outside class for english..
i min almost half of the class..
cuz we nv finish our EFG..
she asked us one by one for our reasons..
n i told her i dun understand the passage..
it's true.. the passage r in such old english or smth..
n then she asked me the most ridiculous qn..
"so in o lvl if u dun understand the qn.. u not going to do?"
duhz.. yah yah.. n i'll ask for a refund rite?
-_-" of cuz i'll do..
but which o lvl idiot is gonna set old english compre for a modern english society..
change to singlish LAH!!!!!


then we stayed back in sch to watch soccer match..
hmm.. yalam against yalam..
quite nice.. got the cute guy inside..
so we were watching..
n these track guys came running past..
n stopped in front of me..
blocking my view..
i so darn fed up.. n i mumbled "get off!"
jiali told me tt they heard me n looked at me..
but i dun gif a damn..
hu ask them to block my view?


second half of the game..
the guy almost scored..
arh... shitttttt!!!
then lizhen n yuting went off first..
n they called me to tell me tt nadz came back to sch..
i can see.. he kept running in front of me.. lol..


may i announce tt the results of the match is....


5-4..


the cute guy's team lost.. haiz..


so me n jiali stayed back n do our hw..
ooh-hoo.. we finished..!!!! heex!


but.......


they still lost.... =((((


im tinking whether i shld destroy xuanieee//*'s blog..
since she did not ryt "I LURVE TO KISS SHIT!!!"
but she gave me a shirt wid a big ELMO printed on..
i guess i'll just let her off this once..


i wonder hu;s the stupid idiot hu ever said tt
"GALS R MORE SENSITIVE THAN GUYS.."
i'll kill him..


ps: a big shout out to pple hu r in love n noes me..


pls.... stop it.. n gimme a break..
i cant stand it anymore..
stop using me to create chances for the 2 of u..
stop making me the mid person..
i've had enuff probs of my own..
im just a fren..
im here to help..
nt to be ur slave..
sometimes i wonder if the frenship between us is real or not.......

HAPPIE BELATED SWEET 16th BURFDAY TO MEEEEE!!!


i had a fun burfday ytd..
especially wid the dance members..
they tricked me into a burfday celebration for me..
haha.. so darn sweet..
n i got chocolate all over my face..


went out in the nite wid them again..
took neoprints..
n i had a shitty burfday..
i filled the whole pictures wid shits..
lololololol..
treat them to eat ytd...
then when wan to buy my clothes..
all the shops close..
how can lyk tt???
grrrrr...


on the way home..
i met ***** n his frens..
oh god.. so "lucky"!!!
lyk when i always wanted to meet him.. i dun..
but at the most unexpected moment.. i saw him..
on the same bus as me..
ok.. wadever..


ytd.. i declared to myself..
a break frm relationship problems..
myself.. n others..
i refuse to hear anything abt anyone's relationship..


today went to the food fair wid my parents..
so cramp over there.. all chinese..
then we went esplanade..
ooh-hoo.. so nice.. the breeze was so nice..
then the band called "Timmy" was also very nice..
while checking sound..
they played 2 of their songs.. NICE!!!
n five for fighting's 100 years..
n john mayer's daughter..
n another song i cant rmb..
lol.. they r damn talented..
but so bad.. my parents refused to stay n watch..


i reached an agreement wid my father..
he allowed me to go esplanade 2 fridays a month n return home late..
i min i can still sneak to esplanade aft sch..
but must return home at 8.30pm..
lololol.. im gonna drag pple to go there..


lets see all the burfday msgs i got since 12mm on 19.03.05..

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Lizhen: 19/03/05 12:00:20am

HaPpy 16th bIrThDaY ta u! best wishes al e best in wadeva u do! haahaax stay cheerful alwayz! frz 4 ever! tc! =)

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Chee Yong: 19/03/05 12:01:20am

happy birthday!

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Zachary: 19/03/05 12:04:42am

Happy birthday.

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Isaac Foong: 19/03/05 12:18:42am

Oops kinda late but.. happy b day! n erm enjoy ur day tml! God bless u 4 another year! heeheex.. make sure look after her tml kk? pls?

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Yuting: 19/03/05 06:59:01am

Dear queen seow hui, happy birthday!

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Jiali: 19/03./05 07:08:39am

wei!!! hapi 16th bdae!! siao siao lei, sweet 16 liao! may u al e bes in everything u do..
-JiaLi-

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McDonalds: 19/03/05 09:04:16am

Dear S H, Happy McBirthday greetings to you from the Management and Staff of McDonald's Singapore!


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Caiying: 19/03/05 09:06:26am

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more mature le eh.. Wish that whatever u wish wld be granted n.. Smile always.. =D=)

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Salihin: 19/03/05 12:25:49pm

Hapi bday to u 2

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Hairi: 19/03/05 09:49:19pm

hApi bDaE to u! hApu bAdE to seowhui! hApi bdAe to u! mAy u hV a wOnDeRfuL yr n aLL e bEst in wateVeR uR dOin.. hApi bDaE!

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Christina: 19/03/05 11:05:57pm

.::***:.
( -_-)
>")('<
i wish
GOD
wld
hold u
tight,
& Angels
wld
keep u in
sight,
not jz
2 make
u feel
alrite,
but 4 u
2 haf all
e best in
LIFE!
Happy Burfday!

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Patricia: 20/03/05 09:34:38pm

Baby lil gal.. I forgot to wish you a happy birthday.. Was at malaysia yst.. Hope you dun mind.. You are finally 16:) can watch with me movie le.. Haha..

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can i announce tt..


HAIRI IS A PSYCHIC N HE TOTALLY FREAKS ME OUTTTT!!!!! lolx..


I CAN FINALLY WATCH NC16 MOVIES!!!!