wth lah.. can u blif my national day was such a crap?? i've nv had a worst day lyk this b4..


firstly.. mother nature gave me a damn bloody red present on national day.. but i dun understand y she gif me.. it's not my bdae.. if must give then give nathan lah.. y me?????


n i spent my national day in a factory working.. gosh!!!!!!! then i sms nad n ask him wad time is the fireworks today.. n my father said tt i got addicted to sms-ing.. lyk huh???? he havent seen "uncurable" ones loh.. n summore.. if i dun use hp to contact pple.. wad does he expect me to use??? blue tooth arh??


then my father dun allow me to go stayover in yuting's hotel rm.. so i was lyk so angry.. so i turned on my mp3 to the loudest volume.. n guess wad....?? hilary duff had to be singing "cry" to me... not singing actually.. is screaming.. cuz my mp3 was so loud.. of cuz i teared abit.. my national day leh!!!!!!


then my mp3 no batt.. wtf.. wad is this???????????? n i missed my "shooting stars" n "full circle"!!!! wtf wtf wtf wtf!!!! grrr....


my nationall day.. i shall forbid anyone to say tt they feel sorry for me.. it dun do me any gd.. tell me tt u r jealous of me.. i shall start first..


DuB DuB^^: gosh lah.. im so jealous of u.. u get to celebrate in a factory.. tt's lyk we will nv get the chance at all loh.. u shld be honoured man!!!


-seOwhUi-: =)))))))))


anyway.. on to the gd things.. i earned over $100 today.. lol.. n i got permission to go out for one whole day some time.. lalalala..


oh yah.. wan to see some pics??? =)



amanda trying to drink her soup in peace.. but i forced her to take this photo..



but i nv force myself to take too..



me n lizhen at the fountain outside ngee ann city..



close up shot..



wad the hell r we doing?? lol..



this angle is just nice.. =)



damien at slp!!! so cute!!



"i lurve this person hu's carrying me nw.." (ME!!!)



see wad see?? jealous arh?



oh gosh.. so innocent..!!



my precious angel!!! =)



nephew n auntie.. ooh.. i sound so old..



us again!!!



dance conference.. lol..





ok.. these r lyk.. so unaware..



our first grp photo.. i was saluting.. look at wad yx's doing!!!



the final one.. n the most normal one.. lol..







photos in the skating rink..



me n yx's swollen feet aft ice skating..



the mess we made.. haha..



my shoes.. i lurve it so much.. but everyone says it looks lyk snow shoes.. damn.. at least the malay gurls appreciate it.. they say it's hip hoppy..



unfinished business.. cute ryt?? i tink of the photo n caption my self one.. hahaha..








anyway..






HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!













you're so old alrdy.. sob!!

had a nice national celebration today.. was so high.. tt all of us keep standing up n doing actions.. which led to us being photographed by the teachers.. lol.. then aft awhile.. amanda they all not high le.. so i went to join 4e1 n mr tan eng wee.. we continued singing the songs n doing the hand signs tt tan eng wee taught us.. hahaha..


then me, yx, amanda, yt n lz went ice skating.. so cool.. so long nv ice skate alrdy.. at first i was abit slow.. haha.. but slowly gain back the basic skills.. haha.. then we taught amanda how to skate.. i tink im really strict.. i dun allow her to grab anyone of us when she fall.. i made her get up on her own under our observance.. but slowly she learnt how to skate on her own.. n tt's gd.. yx crazy one.. go hold my hand n ask me to speed skate with her.. im so damn scared lah....... i kept wanting to fall down.. but luckily i manage to catch my balance.. but i still fell.. lol.. but we just luff it off..


then went to meet the sec 5 guys n yt to go play pool.. but we cldnt find a vacant one.. all full.. so in the end me n amanda went home first while the others dunno go where.. hahaha..






26th August got electrico concert.. dunno whether i shld go.. $25 leh!!!





im still considering which church to change to.. so far is amanda's church.. isaac chong's church.. n chc.. shall try out all these b4 i make any decision.. =)

my baby nephew brandon had just got picked frm so mnay babies to go for the baby competition called BABY BONANZA i tink.. haha.. hope he get thru it n win some prize n memories!!!! so cool lah.. nxt time will be damien;'s turn!!!! wan to see brandon's photo??? go to my friendster account n link to emily.. lol..

whoopie!!! back frm FOP.. the atmosphere over there is damn great..i just cant stop myself frm having fun..

went to my cousin's.. had a gd look at her precious 2nd son.. Damien.. (nice name..) he's so cuteeeeee!!! i cant stop carrying him.. lol.. n we took alot of photos.. he's just so... vulnerable..... lyk a little baby.. needing sum1's protection.. gosh.. anyway.. he's a baby.. ok.. im toking cock!!!


bought tidbits n drinks for the guys n then took a cab to isaac's hse to pick him up.. can u blif it?? I went to pick ISAAC up.. a GAL picking a GUY up.. tt guy's damn sissy man.. lol.. okok.. sorry.. but it's really true.. i min.. wads these guys doing nowadays???? some guys make me wait for them.. some guys make me ask somebody qns for them.. n some guys make me go pick them up......


indian slang: what the fuck???


so me reached the east entrance at anrd 4+.. but we r not allowed to go n join jon n setia.. but in the end we got some usher to help us thru.. but i was blocked outside.. while the guys r debating with the ushers.. i was so innocent n BORED.. so i continue eating my pocky.. lol..


in the end i got thru.. by hook or by crook i dunno.. im innocent!!! waited for so long.. sian sian sian.. we shld have brought smth to play.. finally we were allowed in.. the atmosphere damn great.. jon was so high.. setia was alright.. but im so suay.. sitting beside isaac.. isaac was lyk so bored or smth.. he's not high at all.. tt makes me feel lyk an idiot if i really jump.. in the end i went to join yuting they all.. n they were high.. so i got high too.. hehehe..


aft the whole thing.. went home with isaac chong, isaac foong, jon n setia.. took 196 to clementi.. they keep luffing at me eating pocky n acting innocent (which i m not acting).. n the stupid "im just a china gal.. dun bully me.." stuff.. n luffing at isaac foong as the jay chou.. lololo..


then me isaac chong n foong went to eat cup noodles.. then we went to eat at mac till they close.. in the end we took cab home.. reached home at nearly 1am.. n isaac chong sent me home.. luckily got him.. hahaha..














ok.. i shall make a declaration nw.. in case pple say tt i did not say earlier..



DON'T EAT PANADOL!!! IT'S NOT GOOD FOR EYES!!!



done.. big n attractive.. lolololo..














still tinking whether i shld go out ltr.. sian at home.. but no money to spend.. lalalala..














you just call out my name..
and u noe wherever i am..
i'll come running to see u again..
winter, spring, summer or fall..
all u've got to do is call..
n i'll be there.. yes i will..
u've got a fren..!!!! =)

today went out wid jiali to orchard.. we were having alot of fun.. lol.. there's this pic we took n got alot of space.. so i write there "insert your photo here".. then there'sa nother where i really dunno wad to write.. so i wrote "7th month.. go home early.. gui jie".. duh duh duh.. i noe very lame lah.. lololol..


cant wait for monday.. i wan to be so high high high!!!!

It seems like yesterday when I said I do
And after all this time my heart still burns for you
If you don’t know by now that you’re my only one
Then take a look inside me and watch my heart strings come undone
I know I promise you forever
There’s no stronger word I could use to reassure you in the storm that’s raging outside
You’re my safest place to hide

Can you see me, here I am
I need you like I needed you then
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart and still find
You’re my safest place to hide

You see colors no one else can see and every breath you hear a symphony
You understand me like nobody can
I feel my soul unfolding like a flower blooming
When this whole world gets too crazy, yeah, and there’s nowhere left to run…nowhere left to run...
You give my sanctuary, you’re the only truth I know, you’re the one I call

Can you see me, here I am
Standing here where I’ve always been
And when words are not enough I climb inside your heart and still find
you’re my safest place to hide-- my safest place to hide

I know I promised you forever
There’s no stronger word I can use to reassure you when the storm is raging outside
You’re my safest place to hide

Can you see me, here I am
Standing here where I’ve always been
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart and still find
You’re my safest place to hide

------------Safest Place To Hide-BSB


tt song is really soothing..


wad shld i say abt today? tt im quite happy.. cuz i lyk very very very loong nv see him alrdy.. n today i saw him again.. it's gd to see tt he's happy with his life nw.. im min.. lyk nth's wrong with him.. =)


y no one blifs me when i say DUN EAT PANADOL????? y do pple lyk to take my advice lyk im kidding.. fine.. i shall keep my mouth shut frm now on.. wadever side effects u all wan to get.. then go ahead.. i cldnt care less.. i did my best alrdy..

i've been bad bad luck with guys ytd.. shall go thru them briefly..


1) during pe.. me n amanda went to bball court to watch our class guys soccer against 4e4.. then they kept kicking towards us.. n there's this once when it hit my kneecap.. n they did not stop.. they continue to kick arnd me.. n in the end.. my butt got kicked too!!!! gosh!!!


2)then during geog.. mr ng go imitate my small eyes when he tok to me.. lyk wtf.. i lurve my eyes ok!!!


3) aft sch wanted to eat mee rebus.. amanda got brice to buy for her.. lizhen got her class guys to buy for her.. n im left alone lah.. damn.. i decided to be independent since the guys dun wan to buy for me.. then the time comes for my revenge.. daniel kao asked someone to ask me help him buy mee rebus.. then i asked the person to go n tell him go n die.. whahahah.. im crude!!! but then he appeared behind me.. n looked at me with those pitiful eyes.. awwww.. im electrified.. duh duh duh.. so i helped him buy.. when i carry his plate of mee rebus TO HIS TABLE (gosh.. i nid to serve him!!!).. he looked at me guiltily lyk trying to find out wads my expression.. i was kinda shocked by this reaction.. so i cld just mumble a "wad".. then he said nth n took his food.. the first thing he did when i went into the lab for focus is see my expression.. so i tried to luff abit..


4) aft focus.. went out of class.. n those guys came out.. they started kicking their soccer ball n aiming at my legs!!!! gosh!!! i was hungry n my legs felt so jelly n they kicked them!!!


5)at the parade square i wanted to join in their soccer.. so i asked them to kick the ball to me.. they started kicking the balls AT me.. duhz duhz duhz.... so i decided tt i dun wan to play anymore.. n ryan (!!!) kicked the ball at my waist.. kao!!!!!!!!!


ok.. i noe they r only trying to play.. but these arent just tt.. there's more things with the stupid word "GUYS"..


6) i tried to prepare breakfast.. n my ah gong came nagging at me n said tt i held my knife worngly.. i used the wrong chopboard.. blah blah blah.. gosh!!! it's lyk once a blue moon when i cook lah..


7) n ytd when i trying to blog all these.. my father came to nag at me.. as usual.. my com is crazy.. it cant find the server the nxt moment.. it always happen lyk tt when my parents nag or scold.. grrr!!!!!


then i tried to tok to someone abt the computer's weird habit.. but no one wans to listen to me.. everyone's bz doing their own thing.. i feel so fucked up tt i decided to cry.. at least i felt beta..














today my luck changed.. for the beta.. i got to eat some chocolate frm the guys.. yeah yeah.. i ate daniel kao's saliva leh.. arent u jealous??? duh duh duh.. i ate 9 breads in total ok.. im sucha big stomach.. watch the singapore icon.. realised tt im always helping the 4e1 with their project.. lyk lask yr.. when they nid a video clip for the creative mine thing.. i was their backgrnd vocal.. then today.. they nid a baby like song.. n i found a baby like song just for them.. im sucha nice gal!!! =)


on the way home.. on the bus.. there's this little boy so damn cute.. he smiled at me n i smiled back.. then he kept kicking my paper bag softly with his leg to get my attention.. n when i did look at him.. he wld smile so sweetly n shyly again.. gosh!!! im in love with him.. im a paedophile.. lololol!!!














when no one understands, i'll believe~~

I'll keep you my dirty little secret (dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone
Or you'll be just another regret (just another regret)
Hope that you can keep it
My dirty little secret
Who has to know?


tt song is so cute.. lololol..


bsb's latest cd is very very very nice!!!!!! hehehehe..


i just finished making the breakfast for tml.. it's blackpepper crabstick mayonnaise.. sounds so nice!!! its the first time im in the kitchen preparing smth so nice for everyone.. actually is the third time lah.. first time is the french toast learnt in homecs.. second time is cook miso soup for my sis n me.. nw third time.. n it's lyk my ah gong keep scolding me.. for not knowing how to use the knife.. not knowing which chopping board to use.. blah blah blah.. im just a china gal.. dun bully meeeeee.. lolol.. but finally i got it done.. n i ate a little bit.. just tt little bit.. hehe.. aft putting in the fridge then i went in to watch tv.. until my sis asked me abt wad i bought.. then i remembered tt i forgot to put black pepper.. gosh.. wad the hell haf i been doing? so i went to add again.. lol.. then my mother said tt it taste really gd.. n she asked me to add cucumber n tomato.. i said tt tml the ingredients will be dropping out of the bread.. lol..


i bought so much thing.. frm west mall's ntuc.. 3 packs of crabstick.. one can of mayo.. two packs of bread.. two pringles n two cod fish sticks.. yumx yumx.. i looked lyk an auntie gng for grocery shopping.. im damn broke nw.. u pple beta appreciate me more.. i spent $12.31 on ur breakfast k!!!!!! lol..

today during eng lessons.. christina so funny.. she kept irritating the guys till sr wanted to hit her.. then we saw some disgusting stuffs.. haha..


aft sch went to bukit timah there to eat lala again.. so nice!!!! then we went to shawn's condo the swimming pool there to study.. i totally no mood cuz too hot.. so i sat there n bury my face in my hands.. then zach saw n offered me a lollipop cuz he said my face was damn red.. is it?? tt lollipop is those kind tt will leave a colour on ur tongue.. so i keep asking amanda n lizhen if my tongue is green every time i lick the lollipop.. they looked so damn pissed off wid me.. lol..


then we decided to move to bukit timah plaza's kfc to study.. over there i was kind of feasting.. edo california rolls.. pepsi.. n yixuan n yuting bought a yogurt for me.. they r so damn sweet!!! then in the end.. shawn n zach were showing us their gay movements they did in class.. lol.. then we left n entered the dance studio.. called ATTITUDE!! there's this class of mid age women learning ballet.. gosh.. n they all said i've got a chance to fulfil my wish of becoming a ballerina.. lol.. then there's another class of kids learning ballet too.. but i went back to watch the mid age women one.. i waved to a woman nearest to the glass.. n said hello.. then she smiled back at me.. then i showed her a thumbs-up sign.. then she was smiling.. then yx n yt told me tt i cld be chased out for disturbing them.. so i acted solemn for awhile.. just b4 we left.. i waved n said bye bye to her.. then she mouthed back "byebye" to me.. so cute lah!!!


outside the plaza.. there's these 2 dogs.. i sat down n patted them.. so cute!!!!!! then we took bus n went home..


zach told me tt he felt very lonely.. cuz he dun haf a gf.. it's lyk.. u dunnid a person to live wad.. frens r enuff.. really.. haha.. then on bus 51 met my kindergarten fren.. he told me he's onto his 3rd gf nw.. i was lyk GOSH!!!!! m i really tt bad?????? lolololol.. i'd probably be an old maid till i die.. actually.. i quite lyk this idea.. =)

had a fun day ytd.. hahah.. went for performance.. then went to celebrate zach's burfday.. ok lah.. although some things pissed me off.. zach was so popular tt nite!!! lololol..


nth much to ryt.. haha.. tired too!!!!!! tatas~~~

yay!!! changed my blogskins.. this cartoon is so cute.. n the posting.. if u did notice.. it reads.. "Afraid to..... Love YOU!!"


my head feels lyk it's weighing a thousand tonnes nw.. pain.. n dizzy.. n im still facing this stupid com screen.. wad the hell n i doing? but nvm.. smth just made me smile.. =)


ytd i was real bored.. im so bored to the extent tt i went into my rm n i sit on my bed.. n scanned the rm looking for smth to do or sum bks to read.. but i cldnt find anything.. so in the end i went to tok to every of my family members hu r still awake.. i told my father n ah gong of the direct translation of tt stupid chinese opera thingy.. then i went into my auntie's rm n ask her abt her feeling of having a brand new tv.. then i went to tok to my sis hu's using the com.. she tells me she's searching for free sugar n she asked me wad is it.. i asked her wad proj is tt.. n she told me dental project...?????????? so i guess i beta go hide in the rm then.. then i decided to slp.. 5 mins ltr.. my sis came in n on the tv to watch the superstar's result.. n tt woke me up.. so i watched too.. end alrdy.. i found my sister snoring away.. dotx la..


actually im supposed to be slpy.. cuz i took medicine which cause drowsiness.. but strangely im feeling so energetic in sch.. everyone's lyk so tired n im moving all arnd..


today -seOwhUii- has been a very very gd gal.. while sitting outside the class of ms chng.. she's quietly studying away.. whn ytd.. she was disturbing the guys.. even shaorong said tt she's been a very gd gal today.. ms chng is obviously unexpecting us to be able to hold on for so long.. she keeps coming out of the class n look at us.. maybe waiting for one of us to surrender to her?? i rather sit outside.. cuz i can revise my subj tt way.. rather than wasting time in her class..


im still wondering if i shld go tml out late with them.. meaning the eat bread gang.. lyk im gonna reach home at 12+ loh.. it's so late.. n it's aft a performance.. shall see..


im so sian nw.. dunno wad to do again.. shall go revise another 5 chapts of phy ltr.. tatatatatatas~~














you're beautiful..
you're beautiful..
you're beautiful it's true..
i saw your face in a crowded place..
but i cant escape the truth..
i will nv be with youuuuu~~

was just reading abt the conversation tt i haf with the first him last time.. lyk end of my sec 2 yr.. gosh.. those times were so sweet.. =) maybe him silently leaving is beta.. i wun haf any bad impression abt him.. he really made me feel lyk a queen.. n i feel so nice.. tt's y i luv him so much.. 2 yrs n still counting on.. =)

today was fun!!! the guys r all so funny..


recess shawn made breakfast.. crabstick mayo.. yumx yumx.. so nice.. n i spreaded such a thick layer tt the others dun haf much left.. lol..


eng i had nth beta to do.. so i went to play sr n yy.. sr tot me abit of indices n surds.. then i started playing them..


during assembly.. yixuan helped me massage my arms.. wow.. she's damn gd!!! so nice lah the feeling.. chinese opera was damn funny.. their english is direct translation one.. lyk the chinese say "gei ni yi dian yan se(colour) kan..(let me show you some of my skills)" then they direct translate to "let me show you some colour.." the whole hall luff lyk siao lah!!!!


second break i ate pataya fried rice.. it's damn nice.. but very hot!!! i drank 2 packets of ice lemon tea.. then in maths class.. i was having avery bad headache.. cuz of my sorethroat n spicy food..then yixuan told me to eat sweet.. n i took yong jun's sweet.. guess wad.. it's clorets.. HOT sweet.. gosh lah.. i am so dizzy n pain... nvm.. i rested awhile..


during break.. me n amanda went to toilet.. then just happened to see the guys playing monkey wid their soccer balls.. so we went to watch.. lol.. they were so funny.. aft awhile.. we went baq to class..


aft maths lesson.. me n amanda followed the guys to see them continue their game.. cool.... setia got hit in the face.. n jon did a big somersault.. lolol.. then they changed place.. so we continue to follow them.. they asked us to help them look aft their stuffs.. n ryan threw me his sweaty towel!!! erks!!!! u guys r so coooolll!!!


they kept saying "sia".. we were so annoyed tt we started counting the number of sia they r going to say.. i tink there's abt 30 or more.. until they realised tt we were counting their "sia"s.. they started to keep saying sia sia sia sia.. we so fed up we stopped counting.. ahaha.. then we went home..


actually watching them play soccer can be quite fun too.. beta than going out to shop.. lol..

cuz u bring out the best in me..
lyk no one else can do..
tt's y im by ur side..
tt's y i luv u!!!


today sr n ms chng argue.. gosh.. i was stuck in the middle.. but it was a real exciting show.. wahahhaha.. president against ms chng!!!


today i was kinda dunno wad to say.. when jiali told me tt she saw him in sch.. i immediately ask her not to continue anymore.. cuz i dun wan to noe things abt him..


i luv my pri sch fren caiying.. gosh.. she reacted so seriously towards my cut wrist incident.. hahah.. thx!!!

hey people.. im ok.. dun worrie.. i promise i wun do such things ever again.. nv... =)


i cant stand ms chng anymore.. i min she's so sarcastic.. i dun see y i shld give in to her satisfaction.. since she wans it her way.. i shall not follow her.. i shall sit outside the class every eng lessons.. even sr.. yueyang n freddrick all say cannot stand her nonsense.. gosh.. wad the hell does she tink she is?


science centre is a nice play to study.. lol!!!














so kiss me~~

i cant blif it.. i just did smth so foolish..












i tried to cut my wrist..











ok.. i noe it's lyk so absurd.. cuz im usually the one hu say suicidal pple r foolish.. but i nv expect myself to do it too.. guess the oozing of blood is painful enuff to cover up all the inner pain tt u feel inside.. maybe i will learn not to be so judgemental anymore.. i tried to sink my nails into my veins.. n i long to see blood coming out.. but it just wun.. nw my wrist is so swollen n red.. but i feel so numb..


i got a scolding frm my parents.. tt drove me really mad.. nw i feel as though im not motivated anymore.. nth interest me anymore.. sick n tired of this world too..


is it true abt wad yuting n amanda said? tt depression is hereditary?? then i guess i must have got it frm my father.. dun ask me wad happened.. cuz i dunno it myself.. its lyk there's a stranger living inside of me.. someone whom i dun really noe.. n it's controlling me.. my emotions n my actions..













i wish tt i cld cry..
fall upon my knees..
find a way to lie..
abt a home i'll nv see..

it may sound absurd..
but dun be naive..
even heroes haf the right to bleed..
i may be disturbed..
but once u can see..
even heroes haf the right to dream..
n it's not easy..
to be me.....














is it really so hard to forget somebody..???

I GIVE UP!!!


I NV GO OUT!!!


N I DID NOT HAF ANY FUN!!!


AM I ALLOWED TO POST THIS?????


CAN U PLS FUCKING STOP HANGING!!!!!


IM GETTING SICK WITH YOU N I WISH I CLD THROW YOU ONTO TT WALL IN FRONT OF ME!!!!


BILL GATES.. U BETA WATCH OUT!!!



i watched electrico!!!!

had o lvl chinese listening compre ytd.. realised moe become so high-tech lah.. nw use radio station n broadcast nationally loh.. lol.. n it really wasnt my fault wad.. i haf a BIG pencil case.. since she say cannot bring electronic gadgets.. so i took out my calculator n mp3 n all my papers inside my pencil case.. in the end daniel kao looked at my stuffs n said "what the fuck!".. ok loh.. not my fault!!!


today was fun.. woke up at lyk 7 to bathe.. but my mama say she wans to shit first.. ok loh.. let her shit.. but i knew tt im going to be late.. so might as well be VERY late.. n i took my time bathing.. on the bus saw jianwei doing his maths wksht.. gosh.. cant blif my eyes la.. hmm.. not bad not bad.. the guys are waking up..


had banan for breakfast today.. yum yum.. then eat 4 raisin bread.. nice too!!! bio was so boring.. we keep going out of class n walk walk.. aft tt went jurong east to meet the guys.. we cld not play.. cuz the person wans to check everyone's ic.. n yuting's below 16.. so we nv play also.. then we went beauty world plaza to play.. cuz isaac say there nv check ic.. had a fun game.. i manage to noe how to control my strength.. hahaha.. played until arnd 3+.. we went opp to eat.. i ate lala chili n rice.. but they forgot my mee siam.. nvm.. then yixuan n zach keeps bickering.. lol.. they really very compatible.. yixuan.. pretend u nv hear anything..


then at the bus stop.. guess hu we saw????? elaine frm camp eureka!!! gosh lah.. aft she went off.. we started imitating her actions.. hahahahaha..


on the bus to yixuan's hse.. we keep bluffing the guys tt it's the stop.. but they did not fall for us.. they were lyk little kids on an excursion.. finally.. when we reached the stop.. they still dun blif us.. n we just went down.. but they manage to catch up.. then they send me to the bus stop to take 176.. left them there while they went to orchard to catch the $1.60 fantastic four!!














realised a lot of differences between gals of the past n nw.. gals of the past loves to act lah.. they will act lyk so feminine in front of guys.. they must be.. cannot tok loudly.. cannot play wid guys.. so sian.. but nowadays gals.. some still act lah.. pretend to be so demure in front of guys.. but i feel tt if u be urself.. u can attract pple's attention the most.. er.. wadever lah..


tml they going to esplanade again to watch electrico.. hope i can go!!!! my auntie bringing me to shop tml.. hopefully buying the shoes toooooo!!!














wherever you go..
im gonna be there..
whatever you do..
you know im gonna be there..
it's pure and simple..
i'll be there for you..
pure and simple gonna be there..
wadever it takes..
you know i'll be there..
i swear it's true..
u noe im gonna be there..
it's pure and simple..
i'll be there for you..
pure and simple gonna be there..

argh.. im so disappointed.. i just found out tt tml electrico's not performing.. they r performing on sunday at 8.30pm.. gosh lah........ i've been waiting for so long!!!!


so many things are happening.. so tiring to keep up with all of them.. n the first time tt im treating class tests so seriously.. not very seriously.. but more serious than last time.. duhz.. but my father still dun see the diff.. still saying tt im not studying.. lyk just nw.. so tired to repeat the same thing all over again.. just cuz he nv see.. doesnt min i nv study.. but i just sigh n rolled my eyes.. wads the use?

baq to blogging..


these two sayd can be summed up by saying tt i was a real crazy gal to amanda.. i just do wadever thing tt come to my mind.. n singing n toking to her in gibberish languages.. n giving her special n unique name tt no one gets frm me.. hey.. mandy.. be proud of ur names k?? they r mmmmmmmonkey... monkey king.. n kong kong!! ok.. i keep changing my mind.. tt explain the number of names she gets..


the guys were having troubles today.. they played truant ytd n skipped 2 english lesson to play soccer.. ms chng was angry tt when it was form teacher's period.. she asked the rest of us to hang arnd outside n far away frm her classrm.. even mr tan eng wee said he's nv seen ms chng so angry b4.. but the thing is.. she nv give us anywork when she's absent.. so there's no use being in class anyway.. n till nw.. we r still trying to find out hu's the culprit hu gave them away.. we suspect.. SUSPECT.. suspect only.. is one of the 3 malay gals in our class.. hmmm.. im not saying anything.. just suspect!!


cant wait for this fri to come!!!! going to esplanade to watch electrico!!! gosh.. can see them live lah!!!! so far the ones confirmed are me (obviously).. yunli.. isaac n hairi.. joleen n lizhen n gary havent confirm yet.. i've been waiting for so long lah!!!


im starting to love chem lessons more n more.. cuz i can tok to sr n cn.. i min.. real tok.. they filled me in abt the ms chng thing.. n cn shared abt his view for the PE incident.. btw.. the PE incident goes lyk this.. cn was in charge of taking the results for the standing broad jump.. then it's the girls' turn.. some of the girls in our class aare lyk so missy la.. they request to mr lim tt they dun wan cn to take their results.. then they request to mr lim tt they dun wan cn there watching.. it's lyk.. wth la.. hu's gonna look at u loh!!!! i min.. even if u r tt hell beautiful.. u shld also consider other pple's feelings ryt?? wads the diff if he sits there or not.. ur not gonna jump further or wad.. i min just put urself in his shoes.. wad if u r the one tt's asked to leave? wun u feel disappointed with ur classmates? during recess.. i saw cn lyk just throw down his utensils n went off.. can imagine how pissed off he was.. but luckily he controlled himself.. then today he told us abt wad happened.. n wad he tinks lah.. i find he really matured.. he once told me tt he fight wid his classmates n punched a teacher b4 in pri sch.. but nw he tell us tt he tinks b4 he acts.. hmm.. not bad not bad!! hahah..


anyway.. gary's got the tics to the superstar revival competition!!!! woah!!!! i wan to go n see weijian!!!! but nid to join gary's fanclub.. n nid to go to esplanade on a saturday morning at 10am to make banners.. lyk.. er.. nvm.. i dun wan to go alrdy.. stay at home n watch tv!!!!!!!!!


tml got bio n phy tests.. feel so tempted to slp.. but decided not to.. i've gotta buck up alrdy.. aargh..........!!!!!














When your eyes say it
I love to hear you say that you love me
With words so sweet
And I love the way with just one whisper
You tell me everything
And when you say those words
It's the sweetest thing I've ever heard
But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes say it
I love all the ways that you show me
You'll never leave
And the way your kisses, they always convince me
Your feelings run so deep
I love the things you say
And I love the love your touch conveys
But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes say it
But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes tell me
I know they're not tellin' lies
They tell me
All that you're feelin' inside
And it sounds so right
When your eyes say it, say it
And the words that say take my breath away
No song ever sounded so sweet
I love every word that they say to me
But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes say it
But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes tell me
I know they're not tellin' lies
They tell me
All that you're feelin' inside
And it sounds so right
When your eyes say it

lalalalal.. no tuition today.. wahahha.. so shuang.. actually can slp till late late.. but then in the end my father woke me up at 11 and ask me to go sentosa.. so fine loh..


then i suggested to watch movie instead.. since we got free movie tics.. so we went plaza sing to watch.. my father damn funny lah.. he say the seats number are 3, 4 n 5.. so i saw 5 n sat down.. the seats are separated.. then in the end my father sat at number 5.. then got this grp of ang mohs came.. they tell my father tt he was sitting at their place.. then we found out tt it's actually 2, 3 n 4.. gosh.. we were luffing lyk crazy.. n my father's damn pai seh!


war of the world's not bad.. no sex scene.. no kissing scene.. nice.. exciting.. haha.. duhz duhz duhz..


then we took bus n went home.. quite boring.. cuz my father's not the type hu goes shopping..

just changed my blogskin.. again!!! realised tt my tagboard's gone.. n i havent saved the code.. gosh.. nvm.. will just do w/o a tagboard.. will get it back when i feel lyk..


there;s so much hw this wkend.. the tchers are getting crazy.. they r crazy by trying to drive us students crazieeee..


You drive me crazy..
I just can't sleep..


yeah.. dun tink im going to slp tonight.. looking at all the loads n loads of hw!!!!


tml my father taking us to sentosa.. hahah.. he's so cute.. cuz my mother went m'sia.. n he's not working.. so he say bring us there to play play.. hahaha..


btw.. my hi-card's low on credit again.. dun blame me if i nv reply ur msg.. lalalal.. tt's wad i hate abt using top up cards.. apart frm the loanshark's msg.. it's lyk my phone line will be terminated once in a while.. sian diao!!!!!!


my conclusion: amanda cant wait to go shopping with me!!! shit!!! pls dun pester me!!! dun be my stalker!!! i dun wan to marry my stalker yet!!! oh oh oh oh oh oh oh!!!! er.. no link.. lalalalala..


shit.. im getting addicted to pool table.. shit shit shit!!!














Love's not suppose to hurt.. If you do feel hurt.. Maybe what you are feeling isn't love anymore~~

hehe... nice story?? i created myself..

lots of things happen these few days.. i went bukit panjang plaza to eat orh ah mee sua on 2 days consecutively.. haha.. im really not sick of it..

my mother very funny.. she go buy one bottle of bacardi for me.. she say to let me be drunk.. lol.. so cute..


yongjun, daniel, jon n ivan has been singing the nfk song for the past 2 days.. arent they ever sick of it?????


went out with yuting, hairi, mark, shawn n zach.. watched fantastic fours.. nice nice.. then went to eat at breeks.. yumm.. but ex.. then we went to play pool.. gosh.. im so lousy lah.. they hafta teach me.. i also nid zach n hairi to make the hand support for me.. n i keep hitting the air.. erk.. but it was fun.. hahaha.. then we all took the same bus home.. since all of us haf the common bus-143.. at first meeting them was kind of umm.. awkward.. but then slowly.. we started to talk n talk.. haha.. then jiehao board the bus too.. we even found out tt jiehao was mark's junior frm the same pri sch.. n i was hairi's junior frm the same pri sch.. then hairi stay near jiehao.. n i stay near mark.. ahhaha..


nice time going out with them.. lololol.. n i keep dropping ice cream!!!!!

i shall start with a little story..


ELMO THE BRAVO~~!!!!!




hi.. i'm the Ever-Smiling-So-Turtletiously-Green-Turtle.. my story for today is "Elmo The Bravo"..




this is Elmo.. he's our hero for the day..




Elmo has a gd fren called Brownie-Kiwilicious-Kiwi..




one day the Big Bad Witchy Witch saw Brownie-Kiwilicious-Kiwi and cld not wait to gobble him down..




so in one gulp.. Brownie-Kiwilicious-Kiwi was gone.. in Big Bad Witchy Witch's stomach..




Elmo cld not find his fren to play..




he looked left..





he looked right..




but still noe sign of Brownie-Kiwilicious-Kiwi.. so he decided to look for him..




he met Dogger Dogger Dog.. but he didnt see him..




he met Beary Beary Bear and his Sonnie Son Son.. they dunno either..




den he met Mr Octopussy.. he got no clue..




den he met Mr Smiley.. no info either..




finally he met Angelic Angel Ang Ang Ang.. and he said that Brownie-Kiwilicious-Kiwi has been captured by the Big Bad Witchy Witch.. but he cld grant him a wish.. Elmo wished tt he was at e Big Bad Witchy Witch's hse nw..




so wid a wave of the Angelic Angel Ang Ang Ang's wand.. Elmo was right in front of the Big Bad Witchy Witch's hse..




e Big Bad Witchy Witch was still happily digesting leaving one of Brownie-Kiwilicious-Kiwi's leg outside.. Elmo demanded to haf Brownie-Kiwilicious-Kiwi back.. but the Big Bad Witchy Witch refused..




with an almighty poke.. Elmo managed to tickle e Big Bad Witchy Witch to death..




e Big Bad Witchy Witch is nw dead..




Brownie-Kiwilicious-Kiwi den gt to escape frm the Big Bad Witchy Witch's smelly stomach and intestines..




Elmo saw tt his fren was not hurt.. n Brownie-Kiwilicious-Kiwi saw tt Elmo had saved him..




they hugged together n cried..

I'M DONE!!!!!

y didnt bill gates fail me this time.. wake up la.. idiot..

they nv offer me any comfort.. instead just bring matters worst..

im nv going to find my parents for comfort anymore.. they always fail me..

rotten luck.. met brandon on the bus.. cam u blif it???

went bukit panjang plaza n had a food feast..

had chi o lvl oral today.. was not bad..

gosh.. let it be a false alarm..

mr low said we gonna disbatch soon.. for gd..

the whole tanglin ensemble.. few in numbers but many in joy n memories..

the sec 4 batch..

me n lizhen trying to act so coooool~~~

our favourite pose.. lyk real..

alright.. shall start with ART@Tanglin first b4 this dumb thing decides to hang again.. i tink it beta go hand itself to die..

is bill gates snoring nw or wad???

five times i on this com.. fie times it hangs..

gosh.. im going to post one sentence by one sentence..

hope to get tt adidas shoes.. aiming for tt since dec hol last yr.. lol.. nw it's only $129.. at another shop i min..


gosh.. so many pple jealous tt i took photo wid fiona xie.. mostly guys.. come to tink of it.. wad is all tt craze abt? is it bcuz she is a mediacorp star? or is it bcuz she has big boobs? u guys r desperate.. i min.. be cool lah.. wait till u see my photos wid lin xiang pin.. she was wearing a real low cut tt day.. lol..


ok.. i hafta admit.. all the artistes are really very pretty n handsome.. gosh.. tay ping hui has just become my idol.. mabbe nxt time i shall apply for a job as a hairstylist at mediacorp.. since all of them agree tt i m obviously beta than the PROFESSIONAL hairstylist at tying their hair.. hmm.. worth to be considered.. will try it out..


anyway.. guys.. pardon me for making u jealous.. i really didnt min to.. -goes down on my knees- i promise to take more wid them n then show u all.. lyk.. duhz.......














Don't dare to make contact with your eyes
Scared that I will fall in love with you Something that's out of my control
Afraid of being with you alone
Scared that I will fall in love with you Something that's out of my control
Don't dare to walk with you under the sunset
Scared that I will fall in love with you Something that's out of my control
Don't dare to appreciate the clouds and trees with you
Scared that I will fall in love with you Something that's out of my control
When the breeze is complaining in front of my window
I'm thinking of you Something that's out of my control
When the moon is floating amidst the fog
I'm thinking of you Something that's out of my control
When everyone's celebrating
I'm thinking of you Something that's out of my control
When everyone has left and I'm all alone
I'm thinking of you Something that's out of my control
Now then I realised I've fallen for you














So used to reciting you all over again in the middle of the night
Supposed to give up but that feeling's returned again
Hurt Sweetness Sleepless nights Caused by you~~
The warm breeze touches my confused heart
The clear sky takes away all the hurting tears
Forget The past Struggles Pathetic
I don't hope that you will still belong to me tomorrow
I only hope that this love will be hidden forever
Although this world will heartlessly take away everything that we once shared
You are still beautiful in my heart
I admit that in my heart, I cannot bear the pain
But I believe that by wishing you luck is all that I can give
I only ask that this love will accompany you through all the hard times
You will then own the brightest smile














Open up the windows and watched the stars
The wings of memory are flying
The breezy shore and the dancing weeds
How I wish that you are right here beside me
The courageous swallow
Please tell him my wish
Tell him that I'm still waiting under the bridge
Waiting for him to return to me
Wants to give him a home A few words And a true heart
Let me bury my face in your chest
Holding you while making my wish
Having your love is like having the paradise
All my happiness will last forever
Having you in my life just seem so different
It's like having a ray of light in darkness
My love just hug me tight
Hug me tightly and don't let go














gosh.. mushy words but meant alot..

heex!!!.. baq frm the mediacorp ytd.. so fun!!!!


we took alot with fiona xie.. she's co cute.. no attitude.. cheerful n friendly.. bright smiles too!!!!














lin zhi xuan smiled and waved at me!!!!


tay ping hui was such a joker.. but he's cute!!!


lin xiang ping was soooooooo pretteh!!!!!!


zhang shan wei.. oh gosh.... i cant find words to describe him!!! aargh!!!!


anyway.. there's more photos but in other cameras.. shall upload them once i received..


i enjoyed being a helper.. dunnid to tire myself out n being so nervous b4 performance.. n im so freeeeee... still can take photos wid artistes too!!!! wheeeee!!!!

see wad weiming wrote for me.....


Our China girl

All by herself
She drifted southwards the china sea.
Stopped by a small island
Called Xin Jia Po
There she was,
Our little china girl.
Long she yearns her loved ones in China
My pities for her,
For she is,
Ong Seow Hui, the china girl
-Ming Di of Ming Dynasty 2005


wad can i say? sweet guy.. hahahha..


had our last performance ytd.. really enjoyed it.. though we were rushing lyk mad to change our costumes.. then had a very memorable dinner wid yuting lizhen n eunice.. ok.. sorry tt my jokes r not lame.. but im only retelling wad.. n i tot it was very funny leh..


had bio focus today.. then went orchard wid yuting n yixuan.. we went arnd searching for food.. finally decided on orh ah mee sua n chicken rice.. then me n yuting went plaza sing to shop.. bought a plain halter top for $8.40 only.. n yuting bot her ripcurl pencil case.. for $11 only.. gd bargains today..














m.e.m.o.r.i.e.s~
p.r.e.c.i.o.u.s g.e.m.s~~

yay!!! i've changed it.. i've chnaged my skin again!!!! ooooooh!!!


i just knew it.. tt guy is so damn disgusting lah.. regretted going to the chalet.. desperate!!!!!


steeping down feels so nice.. no duties to perform.. every thing leave to the juniors.. lol.. no lah.. im not so bad.. i still got help out loh..


tml's the performance.. the big day.. my last performace.. actually.. the sec 4 graduates last performance.. aft tt.. it's all abt chiong-ing alrdy.. hahahaha.. today some of them had the chinese o lvl oral.. heard tt it was not bad.. quite easy.. n tt the teachers are quite frendly.. hope to get these kind of teachers too on tuesday!!! wish me gd luck!!!!!!


today i made my revenge.. i drew on amanda's arm.. so fun loh.. she willingly let me draw.. so i draw loh.. then she say i write the word very big then the smiley face very small.. so i go n enlarged the two dots.. n then drew a banana mouth.. big enuff??????? then i draw a few more moles on her arms.. btw.. she's very moley!!! then she very angry.. lol.. then i wan to draw summore.. but she warned me not to draw moles anymore.. so i drew polka-dots.. then she very angry.. then i go draw again.. she say dun draw polka dots.. so i write P-O-L-K-A D-O-T-S on her hand.. haha.. then she even more angry.. but i still wan to draw.. but she warned me not to draw moles nor polka dots nor write them.. so i go PRODUCE/CREATE/GENERATE/MAKE ".....-.....-mandy".. noe wad it stands for?? it stands for polka-dotty-moley-mandy.. ok.. im lame.. n we ended up luffing lyk crazy..


geog was funny too.. i nv buy tys.. n i've got to stand up.. then he say can buy by mon anot.. then i say cannot.. cuz i very bz this wkend.. then he asked me where i live.. i say pandan.. then he ask me whether i like to go clementi.. of cuz i said no.. i really dun lyk to go there.. then he ask me whether i got go there.. i say no.. then he ask if i got pass by there.. i said no again.. then he very funny.. he asked me to take bus to sch.. then change to bus 285.. take to the stop b4 the terminal.. n go up to the ntuc building.. then go up.. there's a big big bkshop called big bkshop.. duhz..... i noe tt tooooo!!!! then i asked him whether he can help me buy anot.. he said no.. gosh...... then he told the other pple to go clementi to buy.. he said tt the bk cost $10.90.. but if we smile at the uncle.. maybe we get a discount.. so i asked him whether can use popular card to buy anot.. hahahahahah.. he's lyk speechless loh.. lol..


then had rehearsals again.. aft rehearsals.. we went ginza eat.. then passed by the hawker centre.. got this girl she showed her butt crack.. n we were luffing.. then these 2 malay guys passed by n one exclaimed "alamak.. see the long kang.." i told joleen n lizhen.. n we were luffing non stop lah.. hahah..


there goes my luffing day.. lololololololol..

first of all...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LIL' PIMPY!!!!!!!


you're finally one month old.. it's time u grow up n understand.. tt it wun do u any good to stay on my nose..


today was so gross.. when yixuan say tt she wans to go clementi.. i heard it as she wans to go n buy panty.. n i was lyk blur!!!!! then went to clementi kfc to eat.. there was a bball tournament at the sports hall.. n everyone come out.. wearing sleeveless shirt!!!!! gosh!!! so disgusting.. erks erks erks...


then got this little malay boy he very cute.. he climbed onto the weighing machine.. which was placed ddirectly in front of me.. n he placed his hand on the glass.. then he smiled at me.. so cute.. so i waved back n say "hi!!" then he run away.. -_-" fine laaaaa...


so late alrdy.. i beta go to slp le.. tatas all!!!

had a malu malu day today.. lol..


lessons were fine.. nth special.. except chem.. so fun.. i finally found a nice place to sit.. it's beside shaorong!!! he n chung nguon both so funny lah.. we can tok abt anything frm shitting to porn.. they keep toking abt av girls.. haha.. then i just suddenly ask shaorong if he lyks to shit everyday.. he was so shocked by me.. lol.. then i was reading the reader's digest at the same time.. i min the jokes only.. then he say tt the jokes r not funny.. n he start telling me jokes.. then we two keep sharing jokes.. until chung nguon very buay song.. lol.. then yixuan call me n shaorong yuan yang (lovers).. lyk gosh lah.. hahahaha.. then tt ryan n fazlan damn cunning.. keep using the retort stand to poke me.. then acting lyk nth happen.. duhz...


aft sch had lunch.. ate alot.. to prepare for the 5 hrs of rehearsal ltr mah.. then see jiali n lizhen nv eat.. wah.. they wan to be shen xian alrdy.. dunnid to eat.. they tell me they on diet.. lyk siao.. ltr sure faint..


went up to hall.. then went to change into attire.. met germaine in the toilet.. she wasnt feeling good.. n we were tinking of finding the dunno wad oil for her.. but in the end nv.. hope she'a alrite..


then we started practicing on our own first.. then i helped everyone to tie their red cloths on their waists.. then the teachers settled us down n wanted to start the rehearsal.. me n lizhen nth to do.. so took out my mp3 to listen.. we listen to chi songs!!!! yay!!!! then we hurried upstage n dance dance dance..... wheeeee~~~~


then went for break.. free refreshments provided.. yay!!! i find tt im becoming more lyk yalam alrdy.. always looking out for free things.. lol.. then we took our things n me n lizhen went to the field to see soccer!!!!! training.... duhz...


then we went up again.. we watched the contempt dancers.. oh gosh.. they really can shake lah!!!!! they i tried to do splitting side one.. eunice said it was straight.. then i keep trying the straight one.. n georgina kept telling me nerve pain.. tt's our tde secret.. lolololol.. i did it!!!! i can split forward!!!!!!! yay!!!!


then second rehearsal.. malu malu lah... the martial arts one.. i went back to where i was supposed to come out.. n was supposed to take my prop.. i still choosing away.. then yuting suddenly ask me y i still at backstage.. then i look onto the stage.. i was supposed to go out alrdy.. gosh!!!! n we kept luffing n luffing..


then the finale also lyk i blur blur alrdy.. must be too hungry alrdy.. lol.. all the actions mix up..


tml cant join them for rehearsal for the nkf show.. but im gonna go on sunday to help out.. shall stick by daryl alllllllll the way... lolololol.. yep yep.. the nkf show on tv.. must support hoh.. please call 19001126868/19001126833.. lolololol..


ytd while chatting wid him.. i just suddenly realised tt... he dun mean tt much to me anymore.. perhaps.. good sign? maybe!!!


shall change my blogskins soon... again!!!!













If you leave me now..
You'll take away the biggest part of me..
Ooooooooooh~~~~~~~~
Baby please don't go~~~~~ =D

went pulau ubin today.. very fun!!!! especially cycling.. there's so many slopes there.. n feeling the wind brushing against ur face is lyk so cooooooool~~ my sister damn funny.. she dunno how to control the brakes.. so she came down the slope going "woah.. woah.. woah.. woah.." i cant stop luffing lah.. if i did not rmb wrongly.. she was the one hu taught me n my cousin how to ride bikes.. n nw she's the one with problems abt riding the bike.. lol..


tml back to sch.. so excited.. can see all my frens again!!! yay!!!! cant wait to see them.. but i hate lessons.. n the homework tt i havent finish.. heck lah......





I'm still in love with youuuuuuu, boyyyyyyyyy!!!! =D